unique Creator identity birthed from the King
and the Queen in the Wall of Fire;
which is sovereign and has full creator
ability;
collective of all of your experiences/consciousness/expressions/aspects;
Self;
your true wisdom which is the distillation
of your experiences;
I Am; all
of who you are; all that you are; all of your consciousness;
true self; full
self; your spirit; divine energy;
divinity; inner
being; integrated self; one chakra;
center; Divine Intelligence;
inner knowingness;
< New Earth 1 > You stand at the edge of the chasm knowing not how far it is, knowing not even how to fly at this time. It is time for each of you to do a bit of soul searching, to pull up from within you all that you are, to face the greatest fears that you will ever face and to simply walk through them.
< New Earth 3 > It is indeed your soul - your True Self - that wishes to come forward.
< New Earth 6 > Have you ever wondered, have you ever thought about where your Golden Angel exists, where it is, where your True Self is when you call upon it, when you call upon this grand being that you are? Why has it not come forth? Why has it felt like you were a child abandoned by its parents, left to fend for itself, hardened by your experiences, all the time feeling the loneliness, feeling the pain, feeling the abandonment? It is because the greater part of Self of who you are, my friends, agreed to be put in what we have termed an "energy cocoon." This is somewhat difficult to describe, but when the call came out to understand the balance of the light and dark, when the call came to understand the eternal process, the Oversoul who you are agreed to go into a cocoon wrapped in energy, protected by angels so it could not be interfered with. Literally it was enclosed in a shell of darkness so that it could not be interfered with by other beings.
< New Earth 6 > And then your own soul began a journey, an internal journey. Your True Self had always been an outer creative expression, an expression emanating from Spirit, emanating from the source of love but creating outwards. And now, a group of angels agreed to begin an inner work, to begin going within. That was the reason that your own soul went into hibernation, protected by the angels, wrapped in energy to, in a sense, camouflage it. Your parent (in this analogy), your True Self, went into a very internal task. Part of it, part of who you are, remained external as a continuing creative expression with a silver chord attached to the Higher Self, to the cocoon. The information that was being learned and gathered, the experiences of the balance of light and dark, were constantly being fed back to the cocoon which held the True Self. This information was used continually in the internalization process. My friends, the expression is you on Earth, the portion of your True Self that walks in human biology.
< New Earth 10 > Many entities have been waiting for you, the aspect of your soul that exists in this lifetime and in the Now. They have been waiting for you to open, to allow the seed of Christ to germinate and to come forth. They have been, as you would say, Earth-bound. They have not been able to fully return Home until you, the human in this lifetime, the human that sits here, came to the point of finding the Lost Child of Christ within.
< New Earth 10 > As the past continues to file by, as you continue to thank them and bless them… it is also, my friends, your ancestors who pass by, for they are you also - your grandparents, and their grandparents, and all who are in your biological lineage. Make no mistake about it, that you are also tied to them. But as your DNA changes and as the Christ consciousness emerges from its sleep, your own ancestors - who are you - also file past, file through the gateway and thank you and ask you for release to return to the oneness of your soul.
< New Earth 10QA > When they understand that they have not died, there is not a jury on our side waiting to judge them, there is not a place of hell where they will burn forever, there is overwhelming joy at this point. There is tremendous release, and generally at that time is when this spirit of that soul then says, "I’ll go back."
< Creator 1QA > There is a certain beauty with your music of Earth that we love listening to. It has passion and a depth! Even our music here does not have the same soul or same patterns as yours. It is always enjoyable for us to listen to your music, and to be beside you as you listen to it. It brings up such emotions and feelings and vibrations within you! We are close to you so many times when you are listening in your quiet to beautiful music. We thought we would mention that.
< Creator 4 > In this zone at the edge of the first circle is where you have experienced some of the most traumatic and difficult things that your soul has ever gone through. If there is ever an understanding of what hell is like, it was there. If there was ever true war and combat, it was there, and this hurt you deeply. It is something you and the others who were there never felt or experienced before. There was disharmony, and there was to an extent an energy destruction.
< Creator 8QA > The ego has been presented as a "bad" thing. It is not. The ego has been an important element in all your lifetimes on Earth. It has been the foundation of the Earth energy up to now. It is letting go as you let go! It is letting go! It is not some demon that has a life and a control of it’s own. Psychologists in the old energy came to believe that it was all powerful, that it could take control of you and manipulate you. We are here to tell you this is not true in the new energy. You have made a commitment to be in the new energy and in doing so, your own ego, your soul and humanness is ready to move aside. That is why you have been feeling deep changes lately at your inner levels. What comes to re-unite with you is the passion you had before you came to Earth. This is your spiritual passion.
< Creator 8QA > There is a tendency in the old energy to analyze, to intellectualize, to dissect, and to try to figure out. This is a characteristic of the human ego. You will find your divine passion is a - we are struggling for the word here - it is a completely different thing than your human ego. Divine passion comes from allowing. It comes from being. It comes from knowing. It does not come from the mind, it does not come from one of seven chakras. It comes from your soul, for indeed it is your soul! Each of you will have a personal experience as it comes into your life. Divine passion cannot be forced and it cannot be controlled. It simply is.
< Creator 11 > Let us talk of another type of karma here. It is an "ancestral karma". It is in the DNA, it is in your biology. It is a "family" karma. We discuss it because your fathers and their fathers and their fathers and theirs are here. They are here now to heal that karma. You have chosen to get off the karmic wheel of your soul. But there is another karma that still lingers. It is the ancestral karma.
< Ascension 8 > You will begin to have a new level of trust within yourself. Things will start coming together. Things that you have been yearning for will start coming together in strange and mysterious ways, but ways that YOU have set up. You will begin to understand how you can truly be your own guide. You do not need a guide that is an angel. You do not need a guide that is a human professing a certain philosophy or selling a feel-good-quick scheme. Your soul (divinity) is your own guide.
< Ascension 8 > We spoke to you a month ago about agenda. When you have agenda, it energizes one of the elements of duality (light or dark). And, that is fine and wonderful when you are still playing that game of duality. Have agenda all day long, and you will see the effects! You will polarize one end, and that will cause an equal and opposite reaction in the other part of duality. When you place all the emphasis on the light, that also builds the dark, and vice versa (mirror each other). That is why neither polarity, the light or dark, has ever been able to win over the other in the course of all humanity, and in the course of the universe, and in the course of your own soul.
< Ascension sp > Oh, indeed there are scars from some of these experiences, but the scars are only illusions. The wounds are only a perception that can change, that can be released. When the scars and the wounds have healed and are gone, what is left is wisdom. Pure, unadulterated wisdom within your soul. This is part of consciousness.
< Ascension 10 > The New Energy is not just improved Old Energy. It is truly different. As you move into the New Energy, as you take responsibility for your ascension status, this also releases the identities of who you have been in the past. It releases your past lives. In a sense, you could say your past life identities depart the family of your own energy, of your own soul. They will always be a part of you, but in a sense, you set your past life identities free. These aspects of you then go out and create their own new identity. This does not initially happen in the realms of Earth. These aspects of you will go out to other places in the universe to begin creating their unique identities.
< Ascension 11 > Did you know that the apocalypse is happening now… the apocalypse of your soul is happening at this moment? Apocalypse, defined by your own human dictionary... APOCALYPSE MEANS LIFTING OF THE VEIL! This is the original Greek definition. Apocalypse means lifting of the veil. You are living in the days of apocalypse right now. The veil is lifting all around you. It is the apocalypse of the soul. And, as you lift this veil, as you come to new understandings and insights, you also help change the consciousness of everything around you.
< Ascension 11 > When John speaks of the seven angels spreading changes over the world, this is a process that is taking place within you. This is the change, and it relates to the old (seven) chakras. They are being eliminated. They are being destroyed, so to speak, so that you can have a single chakra, one chakra. So, the seven angels come, and they make change within. And, when Revelations speaks of Israel, it speaks of consciousness. It is not about the country. It is of the consciousness, and the soul, and the heart of the world, and who you are.
< Ascension 11 > We ask you to BE THE SONG OF YOUR SOUL. Be the song of your soul. It is there. It is singing to you. Your divinity is singing, waiting for you to simply be it… not to wonder what it will be like… not to wait for it… but simply to be the song of your soul. We ask you to hold this song of your soul. Embrace it and to hug it, for it is you. Your divinity is right there. We can see it. It is not in your physical being necessarily. It is all around you and within you. It wants to come forth. It wants the final birthing. You have gone through the labor pains in the birthing of your divinity these past few years. It wants to come through now. It wants you to hold it. It is your divinity, but, in a sense, it is like a child. It wants you to hold it.
< Ascension 11 > In the new clarity you will be able to talk to your body. You will be able to talk to your cells. You will be able to feel things and know things from them. Do not try to go in and will the cells and the molecules and the atoms of your body to change. How do you know what you want them to change to? Go in with the new clarity and listen. They will tell you. They will tell you something. They will tell you what type of balance is most desired. Your own soul and spirit will tell you how to bring things back into harmony and balance within your body. But, stop going within and trying to WILL that cold, or that flu, or that cancer out of you. When you do that, when you try to will it out, is that you are truly nailing it in place.
< DivineHuman 1 > In Shoud the human channels a group of humans. One human brings together the vibration of all. While it is coming out of one human - in this case, Cauldre - it is the chorus of all of your vibrations. It is like when a group of humans sing. You hear essentially one voice. But, when you listen, you can tell there are many individual voices singing the same word and tune at the same time. When Cauldre goes through Shoud today, it will not just be his voice. You will hear the chorus of your own voice, of your own soul.
< DivineHuman 1 > We, Shaumbra, understand that our consciousness is truly a precious thing. When we take our consciousness and place it into a probability or a potential, it becomes our new reality. Our consciousness is our Spirit. It is our oneness with All That Is. Our consciousness is the collection of everything we have been and everything we have done. It is our wisdom. It is our heart. It is our soul. It is not contained within our body. Our consciousness is all of who we are. When we place that into a potential or probability, we transmute what was neutral energy into new reality. Our consciousness melded a probability becomes reality. Through this formula we understand that we are the Creators.
< DivineHuman 2 > There is a divine mind that supersedes the human mind. There is a process that goes far beyond thinking. In your heart, and in your soul, and in your essence, there is intelligence. It is not like what you know from the human brain at all. It is a new type of intelligence, and knowingness, and understanding, and wisdom. We will be asking you over and over to feel who you are, to feel those around you, to feel us. Open those feeling centers.
< DivineHuman 5 > On the New Earth there is no need to seek a partner or a mate to be part of your life. You will be complete unto yourself. You are whole unto yourself. But, on the New Earth you will find that you can easily meld and blend your energy with another entity if you choose. You can become part of them and part of their experience. You will understand everything their soul has ever gone through. You can literally view it from within them. But, on the New Earth you do not need to consume them. They do not need to consume you. You are whole and complete unto yourself.
< DivineHuman 9 > The universe, dear friends, you, dear God, are always fulfilling and always unfolding. The universe, the omniverse, is not limited in any way that would ever create a problem for you. It is always responding to you in every moment. You and your soul are responding to yourself in every moment. There is no lack, only in the illusion that you have. There is no illness, only in your illusions. God is not withholding anything from you. But, God… sometimes you pretend it's not there so that you can experience something. But now the need for those types of experiences can be gone.
< NewEnergy 4 > Archangels are not humans, indeed. Archangels do not have souls of God, like what you have. They have a type of persona or a character about them. But, they are truly archetypical energies. Metatron is that part of you that is your voice in Spirit. Metatron is that part that is so sharp and so intense. And, yes, sometimes it is easier to think of him as a "he," as a personality, as an entity. It is all YOU. Raphael is an archetypical energy that manifests with you at the time of fear. Raphael - Rapha, energy - has been such an important part of the Crimson Council and the Crimson Circle. Indeed, his energies show up in the very story of Tobit, or Tobias, as you would know it. It is a story of a journey, and it is a story of fear.
< NewEnergy 10 > So many of you were here at that time several thousands of years ago. You walked with Yeshua, talked with him. But, it was also you. As we have said before, Yeshua in the Order of Sananda is not a being who walks around. It does not have a soul like you. It was a manifestation of your consciousness. Also within the House of Sananda are the energies of Mother Mary, so much a part of the birthing of the Christ seed. There is the story of Mary and the son Jesus on Earth. That is only part of it. It is a metaphor for the birthing energies of Mary that are in the House of Sananda.
< NewEnergy 11QA > This entity you know as Dakkon is… is you. It is an aspect of yourself. It is what you would call more of an oversoul name. It is your spirit and your divinity contacting you. And, indeed, you do work with the energies of Kuthumi. We know that sometimes it seems hard to imagine that this energy - which appears to be so much on the outside - would be so much of you, but it truly is. It is - how to say - you are many, many faceted here. And, this is one opportunity for you to take a look beyond your own humanness, to look at the Master that you truly are, and to look at your own grandness. But, this is who you are, and this is why it has been coming through so strong lately and making itself also known with others. And, Kuthumi and you have known each other for a number of lifetimes, so there is a natural closeness here.
< NewEnergy 12 > The Shadow has always been there. As we told a group some six months ago, think about it in these terms. A shadow can only exist when light shines upon a unique spiritual identity - you. When the light of Home and the source of God shine upon your soul, your individual being, it casts a shadow. Those beings who have no soul have no shadow. It is only you who were given the gift of true spiritual identity and creatorship. It is only you that has a shadow.
< NewEnergy 12 > Let us embody the OH and the AH. Let us release old mental thinking and images of what darkness was and what divinity was. Let us let it all flow together in this safe and sacred space. This is where the healing of the soul is right here, right now, dark and light back together.
< Embodiment 1QA > Indeed… there are so many - what we would call - spiritual families all over the Earth and all over the omniverse. These are groups that have been together before and are choosing to come back together again now. They usually rally around a leader. Often that leader is what we - how to say - call a "soulless manifestation." It is the manifestation of that group's consciousness brought into a physical body, but doesn't necessarily have to have a soul.
< Embodiment 2QA > Releasing means freedom, freedom to grow and to create in a whole new way. Aspects of your past lives - and all of you - aspects that are fully and truly released then go off into different dimensions - we're not talking outer space here; we are talking about dimensional levels - and continue in existence of their own. The freedom that you give them allows them to go off and continue exploring their given identity. They're not souled, creator beings like you. But, they can go off and experience their own identity in their own way. It is part of the blessing of your total soul. It is part - and will always remain part - of who you are. This gets a bit complicated, but you are on the right path. And, we honor you so much for standing here.
< Embodiment 3 > Let us take a look now at embodying changes within yourself. Let us take a look at the physics here of how changes occur. Changes are natural. As long as there is any energy and any type of entity - or what you would call a soul - to correspond to that energy, there will be changes. It is the nature of Spirit and the God that you are to have continual evolution, expansion, and new expression of energy. This means to say here that there will always be changes.
< Embodiment 3 > But, let us go back here to the spirit. This energy that is within you connecting to a source, pulling energy from The Field, or the source into your reality - like we said - it is a bit inflexible. It has been a bit traumatized. It is not so sure of itself anymore. So, who saves the spirit? What comes in and assures the spirit? Why, you do… you do, because you are the collective of your body… and your mind… and your spirit… and your divinity… and your soul… YOU. You thought you were just a human, sitting here.
< Embodiment 3 > There is a part of you that is so structured and bottled up and hurts… hurts, yes, from this time of Atlantis. It comes out because it wants change also. And, it wants to know that YOU - you, you who are sitting here, listening here - are going to allow this to happen. Yes, so much of your spirit is tied up in those energies. So much of your soul is tied up in your energies. And, they're all looking to you to allow the change and the release to take place… yes.
< Embodiment 6 > But, Shaumbra, at your core you are a Creator. There is no need to truly worry about what was done in the past because it has gotten you here. It has gotten you to this point. No matter what you think, you've truly never killed anyone. A soul cannot die. It simply comes back in a new form. You can never truly take another's energy away, even though you have tried. Sooner or later you have to let it out because it's not yours. You have to release it. So, Shaumbra, many of you have been playing victim, and it has held you back. No longer blame anything else… unless that's the way you want to live. Take full responsibility. And, as you do, you will understand how Creator energies truly work.
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Embodiment 7QA > This whole concept of self-love
is perhaps the core issue for all angels
and all humans. So, you are addressing something that is so basic and so
important and a challenge that you face and all Shaumbra face. When you can accept
yourself as you truly are and get to that level, then you are truly expressing
as God also. Don't give yourself a hard time for this
ability to accept and love self. It is the most challenging thing.
The moment that you - and any of us - went through the Wall
of Fire, it was all a matter of coming to this point of love
and acceptance. Now, I'm simplifying it. But,
that is truly what it's been about. When you come to that intimate connection
with yourself (all aspect of you) and
your divinity, all of the elements, everything
you've ever been done or been, come back together
in the Now moment. And, there is almost
like an explosion of this blissful energy that takes place. And, then you
realize that you are a Creator. You realize how
simple it is to create anything around you.
So, you are on the perfect and right track. You're coming down to core issues.
You're not worrying about the little stuff anymore. You're getting down to the
basics. And, we know you've gone through many cycles
of releasing. It takes a lot of cycles. It
takes tremendous amount of movement of energy to work through all of these
layers, all of these stories that have been created, all
of the things you've been experiencing. But, I would say to you - and to all of Shaumbra
- you are getting there. You are close.
< Clarity 4 > But, eventually any entity will have to come back to Earth, even with an expanded set of beliefs to basically manifest them here on Earth to see how they play out. In the astral realms everything is a bit etheric, as it is were. Everything is a bit temporary. So, it is about being able to bring the belief systems back to Earth in an expanded way, in an expanded consciousness for the soul, for the divine being to finally take it in, to finally meld it all together. So, Shaumbra, belief systems - beliefs that you have - define and create the reality. That is your consciousness. That is your awareness level. Most humans live in a very limited or very restricted set of belief systems. They are very, very focused and sometimes extremely rigid.
< Clarity 5 > You see, "archangel" means archetypical energy, not a souled being. You are putting or feeding your energy into that archetypical being, that archangel. You are helping to create them. Archangel Michael doesn't have a soul. He is part of you. You are helping to create that composite… Archangel Gabriel, the same way. How are you feeding into that?
< Clarity 6 > And, it's time to re-invent the car, re-create the car, and stop trying to rebuild it. The fear has been death. The fear has been finality. You've been operating in the three - what we would call - lower levels, or basic levels, of trying to always maintain the integrity of the car, trying to preserve and protect it. So, your agenda for making the car just a little shinier, a little faster, making the car a little better than someone else's is not necessarily consistent with the desire of the soul. You've been removed from your soul because you've been trying to focus on the basic things of keeping that old car running.
< Clarity 6 > There's been a disconnect between you and soul. You've been crying out for things that perhaps really weren't that important to the soul. Ultimately, the soul wants simply to expand and to re-create over and over again. The aspect that you hold on so tightly to in your life, that aspect of you, the human, sitting here in the chair, wanting just a few more years of life on Earth, doesn't really matter to the soul. It doesn't care. That part of yourself isn't concerned about things like that. Sometimes that part of you, which you blacked out, knows far better, knows sometimes it is time to end a life in order that it can re-create itself.
< Clarity 6 > So, you see, the biggest blockage of all has been what you consider to be your agenda, your desires versus the soul desire. We are going to put these together. We're going to bring them back together. We're going to put them into an eclipse together, a soul eclipse, a complete understanding. You see, you think your soul knows everything your humanness wants. It doesn't because you've shut it out. You've barricaded it. You've had so many vows and oaths and promises. You've cut out soul and (human) self. And, let's bring them back together now.
< Clarity 6 > The soul… the self… that part of you that loves to create, that loves to re-create, that loves the expression of life, whether it is in physical body or out. In a sense, the soul, your true being, has no desires or needs or agendas. It knows it's already there. The soul self is the part that understands every probability and potential. It's already there. The part that sometimes you hear crying at night is your soul because you choose not to see that it is already there, that you're already there.
< Clarity 6QA
> That is a question of semantics and then it is a question of
interpretation, because the use of the term "Soul"
and "Spirit" and these other things are used
in different ways by humans. It is a little difficult to answer.
From my personal perspective, the soul is the unique fingerprint of you. It's
the unique spiritual identity. It is the part,
the gift that All That Is, Spirit, the Eternal
One, gave to you and said, I set you free.
You are as I am. You are God also, but
you are unique unto yourself. You have complete and full creator
rights and abilities. You are part of the whole but you are unique unto
yourself. And if you choose to take that uniqueness and ignore that you're part
of the whole, that is your right and you're blessed for it also, you see.
That is your Soul. That is the essential part of you, and that is also the part
that ultimately collects all of the experiences of every lifetime, of every
challenge, of every smile, of every breath you've ever had. The Soul is the
unified center of Self.
You cannot find the answers about Soul in the near realm or the non-physical earthbound realities. You have to go where the mind doesn't work anymore. Most humans are not willing to go there, because the mind is their protection and their defense and their excuse. So to truly understand the Soul you go beyond any dimensions that are connected to or related to Earth. You go into the crystalline realms and there the answer await you personally.
< Clarity 7 > What is happening from an overview, and we're talking a grand, grand overview. At a time and a place, you were oneness. And a difficult concept to try to verbalize, but everything was oneness. Tobias speaks of this as home or the kingdom. The Oneness then opened Itself up to create many, many parts and pieces, giving each part and piece an individual identity - giving every part and piece a sovereign identity. That is what you have. Some of you call it a soul. Some of you call it the inner spirit or God, but that's what it is - your inner identity.
< Clarity 7 > As we said, at a point everything was one, then it became many. That's where, what you would call, the angels (souls) were created. It became many. The many have always been connected and interconnected to something that Tobias calls the field. The field is the source of energy. The field is what has connected you and kept you connected to yourself, your spirit and everything else. You hear these discussions that everything is all one. In a sense that is true. It's all interconnected through the field. The field does not exist in a particular point in time or space. It simple is. It has been the energetic power plant for everything that is taking place. Everything has been part of this grand field.
< Clarity 7 > So you cut yourself off. You cut yourself off so you would have to go inside and begin looking. You would have to explore yourself. In the same token, along those same lines, you've cut yourself off energetically in this life from things that you knew didn't serve you anymore. You cut yourself off from families, because it's been difficult to an extent. You've cut yourself off from jobs and businesses and lovers. Not because you did anything wrong, not because you didn't deserve it or because you were abnormal. You have cut those things off so you continually, working together with your soul based energy, have to go in and in and in - the Self discovery.
< Clarity 7 > You're truly - as a great one said - you're truly going out on a limb. Your own limb by yourself. Just you. Disconnecting from the crystalline realms, from the field, from mass consciousness, from your old belief systems. Yes, sometimes you feel like you're stripped bare, but in that being stripped bare, you have a whole new sense of freedom. A whole new sense of fulfillment. It is the Soul's purpose - that one purpose of a soul, if you choose to believe it - that you become totally sovereign.
< Clarity 7 > The Whole or the Oneness splits into pieces. The pieces then help to recreate the Whole but each piece stays independent, totally free, totally sovereign. It was the plan that we all agreed to when we left home. Tobias talked in our last gathering about the Soul desire versus the human desire. He said the Soul sometimes truly doesn't care about the human desire. It doesn't. The Soul simply wants to discover what it's like, what it's absolutely like, to be sovereign. That means total freedom, total creation, total empowerment. If you look deep within yourself, there is one purpose in the Soul of yours - total discovery that you are God also. It's also, by the way, the total discovery of what love is.
< Clarity 7 > So, you're in this month of love now in your human consciousness. Human love is nothing compared to the love of Spirit and Self. The whole purpose of Soul is to understand that sovereign nature - the gift of love from Spirit, from All That Is. But in order to fulfill that, there must be the total disconnection. Total disconnection.
< Clarity 11 > You are who you are in this lifetime. This lifetime, this time you are experiencing right now, is very unique and very special. It is not the culmination (growth) of the past. Although there are elements that you have learned from the past, but you are no longer guided by the past. The concept of reincarnation as it's popularly known is quite deceiving and quite distracting. You are THIS lifetime - and this lifetime is special, as we said recently. It is a very, very special lifetime. It is a very special time that your soul energy (oversoul being) has brought itself down into human form (you) and then the rest of it (other parts of your soul) comes down and enters into your human lifetime.
< Clarity 11 > Any other theoretical lifetime that you have had was not the same. There is not that relationship between the soul and the human. The soul essentially created an energy in a past life and then let it go and released it, gave it its own freedom, it's own ability to go off and do things. But the connection was generally very loose and it wasn't as - what you would say - real or spiritual. This lifetime, this time you are embodied in, is VERY special. The relationship between spirit and human has always been there. The links are very strong, the connection. In a sense it is ubiquitous, it is all the same. It is just the illusion that the divine, the spirit self is not here right now.
< Teacher 3 > A consciousness. Well, now where do you find that? It's not in your brain, it's not in your physical body necessarily. Consciousness is all around. Consciousness is very close to you and very, very far away. Consciousness is awareness. Awareness first of self, of identity, and then ultimately of everything. That's what consciousness is. You are consciousness. You're consciousness that has a unique identity. You were granted this thing that we call - or you would call - soul beingness, as Spirit. Not all beings have a soul. Trees, planet Earth, most animals do not have a soul being like you. Soul being also is the key to creatorship, or holds the keys to creatorship. You are a soul being. You are consciousness.
< Teacher 4 > We talked about becoming initiated, and this is a personal choice, a personal decision. Are you willing to go to the next level and the next step or do you want to stay behind? It doesn't matter, because sooner or later your soul and all of its aspects will evolve. It doesn't matter. It's not that you're going to get left behind. It just is a question about do you choose to move through now or do you choose to move through later.
< Teacher 4 > These forces at their core have to do with the integration of the masculine and feminine energies. Tobias has talked to you about this before and he puts on a most excellent school dealing with this reuniting of the Isis and the Adam energies - the reuniting of the masculine and feminine. But it's more than just the masculine and feminine as you would think in your mind. It's much more than that. These two energies of masculine and feminine - Isis and Adam - represent the original split. The masculine and feminine aspect of any souled being was the first split in self, the first division of consciousness, even at the angelic realms.
< Teacher 4 > This division of masculine and feminine came before the split of light and dark. It came before the split of negative and positive. This masculine and feminine separation of the soul, or the illusion of the separation, goes far, far, far back and there are many, many implications of it because of the division that was caused in energy. There are many energies and groups and individuals who are very bought into this old split. Many who are very vested into a more masculine energy, many who are vested into a more feminine energy. So right now here on planet Earth you are experiencing some of what is taking place with this New Energy of evolution that is seeking to bring back and reunite masculine and feminine.
< Teacher 4 > As you see this intensify all around you and you even feel it within yourself, take that deep breath, remember who you are. Remember there is not a being, no matter how grand or powerful they are, there is not a being on the other side who can do anything to you. They have no dominion or rule over you, no matter what they say. They have no influence on your soul, no matter what they say.
< Teacher 5QA > One of the ways that you have brought energy (soul energy, consciousness) in in the past was to do it through some type of trauma - an accident, something that even possibly caused you great stress on your body, a drama in your life that caused the type of shock or overwhelming reaction. And during that time period, that major incident that took place, it allowed energies, even old energies, to flow in. As we have said before just when you are born into the biological body, it's not like you bring in all of your energy at one time. It slowly comes in over 14 - up to 21 years of time. Oftentimes it is brought in when you have a trauma.
< Teacher 9QA > I have to share with you right now. "Spirit," "God" - first of all, throw out those words, Jesus Christ! (Tobias and audience laughing) Even that - throw that out! But what you would call Spirit, God, whatever, is not energy at all. God is not an energetic being. Energy is just a tool. Your soul does not contain any energy whatsoever. Energy is just a tool, a fuel if you would.
< Returning 4QA >
Aspects are the creative expression
of yourself, they are created to experience different things in life, and the
premise is that the soul always remains pure. The soul or
the core self is not broken or distorted. It does
not need fixing, but yet the soul creates aspects to go out and experience. Some
become stuck. Some actually have had great accomplishments. Some become so
disassociated with yourself that you feel disconnected. You feel fragmented or
broken. Sooner or later all of the aspects, every part of you, needs to come
back to home, come back to you. And for many Shaumbra they are choosing to
do it and you're choosing to do it in this lifetime. That's one of the
essentials of ascension. You can't go into
ascension without taking all of yourself.
So we have this wonderful course in Aspectology,
how to invite the aspects to return back to you. We spend several days going
into the psychology of aspects - what will bring them back home, how to handle
the stubborn ones, even how to handle the darkest aspects. Those voices that so
many of you hear in your head come from those aspects. They play games. They are
masters at manipulation, and they want something that you have - your soul.
They're not souled beings at all. But they don't
think that you're an effective boss or
manager, they want your job. Through Aspectology, we help you to understand
how to reintegrate, how to basically love
yourself so they can finally love you too.
< Returning 6 > This is the New Energy. You are the ones that are changing that old dynamic, bringing the essence and the spirit here to Earth and allowing the soul to bring your awareness to it in the other realms. This is where heaven and Earth meet. This is the new consciousness.
< Master 4 > You are divine consciousness. You are a souled being. Nobody can ever take that soul away. Your soul is consciousness. Consciousness is awareness. If you took away your physical body, your mind, your memories and everything else, you're still awareness, because you're always going to be aware of yourself. Even if everything is stripped away, even if you go back to the time when you went through the Wall of Fire into nothingness, you're still aware of yourself, and that was the scary part - aware of yourself in nothing. It's also a wonderful part, because it caused you to start creating.
< (Next) 7 > It's an interesting phenomena. There are spirit energies in the ground - old incarnations that don't currently have a physical incarnation on Earth, these can be released a little bit easier - but they've been stuck in the temples, in the walls, in the ground for thousands and thousands and thousands of years, and they're coming up now. What you're just seeing on the news is the tip of the iceberg. You're not seeing the millions of entities who are leaving now, who are departing. They're re-collecting themselves back in the other realms. Their soul has been so fragmented - a piece here and a piece there in the ground, hanging around the Near Earth dimensions - and now they're re-collecting themselves.
< (Next) 7 > You are your soul; you just don't think you are. You have separated it like you've separated your body and your mind and your spirit. You put your spirit, your soul off someplace else. So as long as there is a split in the body/mind/spirit/gnost/everything else, as long as there is a split in your human self and your aspects, they are going to be in this type of conflict and occasionally even a war with each other.
< (Next) 7 > You are your soul; you just don't think you are. You have separated it like you've separated your body and your mind and your spirit. You put your spirit, your soul off someplace else. So as long as there is a split in the body/mind/spirit/gnost/everything else, as long as there is a split in your human self and your aspects, they are going to be in this type of conflict and occasionally even a war with each other. Every part of you wants its freedom. Every part of you wants the integration to occur. It doesn't start with the overlord soul, it's you right here. It starts in this moment of allowing yourself this integration, this sovereignty, this becoming your own one.
< e2012 4 > You like to think that you have this thing called a soul, and even we’re going to go beyond that in this next year – beyond the soul, absolutely – because it was one of the steps or stepping stones. But what you have, that maybe you’ve been calling your soul, is your wisdom. Your wisdom is right here. Wisdom is the result of the distillation of your experiences, squeezing out the best of the best, not focusing on the drama and trauma and the negative of your experiences, but like taking an orange and squeezing the juice out of it, squeezing the wisdom. And that’s what a soul is.
< e2012 4 > So, there never really was a soul. There never really was. There was never this grand golden angel. We’ve used those terms, because it’s part of the evolution, part of the spiral. But now we even go beyond that into your wisdom, your true wisdom, the distillation of your experiences.
< e2012 4 > Up until this lifetime there was a definite link between lifetimes. There was a type of progression. But then, in the brilliance of the life plan and the life design of the soul, it says, “I’m going to create an expression of myself that’s different, that’s not just another lifetime.” Why? Because it got tired of doing the other lives, and realized it needed something to set itself free. The soul, you realized that you’re the Standard for all those other past lives, for all the other humans, for yourself. You’re the [focal] point of integration of [all of] yourself. You’re the point of enlightenment for yourself, not those other lifetimes. Even if you were a Buddha – not that lifetime. This lifetime, right here.
< e2012 4 > You are
the point of integration. You are, as Tobias
said years ago, the designated ascendee
of yourself, of your soul, and in order to do so, your
soul comes in here to join you. Your wisdom
arrives. It comes in from the other realms
– and it’s not even the other realms, it’s just an imaginary block – but
absorbs in to your Body of
Consciousness.
It arrives, and in doing so, something interesting happens. You become the Standard
for these other past lives of that soul. You
become the example. You, by example, help set them free. Not that you’re going
to go around with a knife, cutting their chains or their ropes that bind them,
but your example will release those ropes.
You release, you could say, some energy of your soul – your wisdom. You
release yourself of that burden thinking you were your past lives, and in doing
so, you integrate all of that energy, all of the consciousness. It is squished
and distilled into wisdom, which arrives. Wisdom arrives for you.
< e2012 5 > This is the year (2012), the high potential opportunity to really invite your wisdom and your potentials, also known as your soul, into your reality. In order to do so, it's about going beyond the mind, trusting yourself; going beyond the mind, as it would try to define the soul, because the old definition you can definitely throw out the window. It is about trusting yourself that there is something beyond the mind, that there is this part of you that's really aching to be here, wanting to be here with you.
< e2012 5 > Inviting your soul, your wisdom, potentials, your I Am-ness into the tube, into this reality is perhaps the greatest gift you could have ever given yourself. So a funny thing happened. We talked about what would you tell a human being about this year. Imagine just for a moment that you are the soul; you were outside now giving advice to the human in the tube, that you gave all these for yourself. You're the divinity giving it to that human aspect. What if it wasn't the human sitting here inviting the divine in, what if it was just the other way around? What if it wasn't the human sitting here making a list, but those were from the divine?
< e2012 6 > Your
own personal karma, your aspects
that are out there. They have an influence on your physical
health. Let’s say you have a very dissociated aspect, a very traumatized
aspect. They tend to hang around. Why? First of all, they want something you
have that they don’t. A soul. The aspect is a fragment
of you, but it doesn’t have a connection with the soul.
You do. So these aspects, the, what we call, gray
or dark aspects, they hang around, just waiting for the chance to grab that
soul. They haven’t figured out where it is or how to get it, but they think if
they wait long enough, if you go through enough hell, that they’ll reach in
and grab it.
In the meantime, these aspects are hanging around, and grabbing you like claws
digging in. Digging in. They’re literally taking
energy. This is what keeps … it’s their food. You. You. You’re like a
big muffin for them. That’s how they stay focused, connected and present. So
if you have a lot of these, you’re going to get real tired. They take that
energy. Now, not that you can’t take more somewhere else, but you’re used to
being connected in a certain way, receiving a certain amount of energy, so you
don’t bring more in, and even if you did, you’d probably just give them
more. So you’ve got this kind of interesting, weird balance worked out.
But in the meantime while they’re taking a little energy – no offense here
– but while they’re taking a little energy, they could be affecting a vital
organ, particularly the kidneys and the liver, taking that energy right out of
you. It’s weakening the vital organs. It’s going to compromise your immune
system, and no matter how much Spirulina or Echinacea or any of these other
things that you take, they’re weakening your immune system.
< e2012 7 > The soul and the human have – they're the same – but they've been separated for a long time, on purpose. It was a brilliant plan, but the plan to get back together wasn't quite so well worked out. Well, and it didn't have to be, because when the soul made itself – remade itself – and gave part of itself to the human experience, it didn't worry about how it was going to get back together. It worried how it was going to get you – it – down here. That's what took a lot of effort. But it knew it would get back together.
< e2012 7 > The soul, your essence really wants to know what it's like to be loved firsthand. It understands it from a distance coming from you, coming from your experiences and your wisdom of the ages. But it doesn't know what it's like to have it firsthand. In other words, right here. So you could say there's even a bit of reluctance about that. The soul has pondered love, contemplated love, feels the love that you've had, that you've experienced. But doesn't know it in a practical sense. That's a lot. That's a lot on the soul, to come here and have that. Call it a bit overwhelming for the soul. It's up to you to guide your soul into the experience of love, but how can you do it if you don't love yourself.
< e2012 10 > When you're no longer trying to force or push the evolution of yourself, you come into one of these big “aha's.” Big “aha's.” And in that “aha” you realize there's nothing more to gain, there's nothing more to lose; there's nothing more to acquire or to aspire to. In that moment in which you may suddenly get the “aha,” at some point you suddenly realize that now, with no more evolution, it is about the living ascension. Now all of the wisdom that has been in the soul, all the wisdom that you have been, let's say, sharing with the soul – the soul, the consciousness – from everything you've been doing.
< freedom 6 > The
soul is much like this beautiful globe. The soul comes
initially empty simply wanting to know itself,
so it creates this thing called aspects
that eventually turn into facets. And the aspects, through their experiences,
start filling the empty vessel with experience
and knowingness, wisdom
and love. Within the empty vessel when it first
starts, it is filled with potentials, but the
potentials have yet to be realized or experienced. So it is like it is empty,
and the desire of the soul is to fill itself with its potentials and its
experiences, to know the I Am of itself. And it cannot do that through Spirit.
It cannot do that through another being, even though it has tried. It can only
do it through the experience of its potentials (of energy).
And when this vessel is full, when it has felt into its potentials and
experienced as many as it chooses to experience, and even felt into the ones
that were never experienced in physical reality, it becomes complete, pure,
crystalline, fulfilled. That is the I Am. And within
that state of I Am, this vessel, this soul, knows itself beyond knowingness. It
knows all of its facets, all of its angles,
And you ask, “Does it continue to experience?” Yes, it does, but not like a
human experiences. It continues to experience its love
for itself, and that's all it needs, all it wants, all it desires. When the
vessel is full, complete, it continues to fall in love with itself every breath,
every moment, without condition, without doubt, certainly without shame. It
continues to fall in love with itself, because that is the grandest thing of
all. I Am that I Am falling in love with
myself each day.
< Discovery 1 > Consciousness is not something that you acquire. You expand or you become aware of the consciousness you already have. When the consciousness is combined with the experience, now you have something almost indescribable. Consciousness (=soul) itself is like an empty vessel. It's there. It exists and now it wants to fill itself with the experience, with the reality, with the sensory experience of itself. Consciousness then knows consciousness, or connects with consciousness, in a much deeper and more profound way. It's all about consciousness loving to experience itself, for the glory, for the wisdom, for the I Am-ness.”
< Discovery 4 > Did Yeshua have sex with others after he left his community, after he left the Yahad? Yes, absolutely he did. He had sex, he masturbated. And he felt guilty about it until he realized the love of Self, the acceptance of Self. Until he realized somebody else placed this crap on him that sex and playing with yourself under the table are bad. It took him a long time to get over it and realize that he could love himself. He could touch himself. He could feel himself. He could pleasure himself, and he could really love himself. Absolutely. And he would go on, my dear, to teach this to many, many others. And when he sat in front of some of the groups, the reaction very similar – gasp! – “Ohhh! You can't talk about this.” But he did, because he said, “Dear brother, dear sister, it's about loving thyself. Then you will come to understand the love that your soul has for you.”
< Discovery 5 > And that divine, that soul of self, is filled with love and compassion and acceptance and would love for itself as the human expression to have abundance and joy and everything else. But it kind of doesn't care if the human doesn't pick that. Because to the soul, it's just a big experience. It's just grand experience. There really is no death. There's no finality. It's just a big cosmic “Wow.” See, the human cares. The human gets all wrapped up in it. But imagine now if that soul, that God that was out there now just slowly makes his or her way over and it's like “Let's just do the dance together now.” Yeah. You lead.
< Discovery 9 > In a way, there are tremendous blessings with all this irritation, with all this frustration and this, kind of, it's a pent up energy that's going to release. And when it releases, it going to release a lot of old things that were really, really stuck within you, so you can finally start experiencing the freedom. That's what the soul is – it's freedom. It's the Free Self, not the higher self. It's the free consciousness, not the limited consciousness, not the low human consciousness. It's just freedom. You actually don't have to work at it or for it. Matter of fact, it actually works against you. I contend, as part of our little exercise – what is your mood – I contend that you are bored. You're bored.
< Emergence 2 > You know, the human component of the trinity – you have the I Am, some would call the soul, the Master, which is the wisdom of all the lifetimes and the future, and then the human – the human I think has the job that's the most fun, because they're all about experience. And the nice thing is when all this was kind of created, you know, this whole I Am/Master/human thing and the I Am sent forth an expression of itself to come to Earth as a human, if you remember this, the I Am – some people call it the soul – the I Am said, “You know, you're the experiential part of me. You're that facet of me that is going to go forth into experience. Not learning. There's nothing to learn. Simply experience for the joy of I Am-ness, existence.” You see, the I Am is like this constant big orgasm.
< Emergence 2 > So now into phase two, you're on the planet Earth and you take on the human form. In a way, you kind of leave behind the wisdom, the Master, and you leave behind the I Am, the soul. You don't leave them behind, but you kind of shut the door so you're not aware of them, so that you could get away from all those senses that you'd created – because it was kind of confusing now – and go into Focus and go into experience. Go into deep experience. And the experience with this sense of focus, this experience was all about finding answers. Finding answers to the “Who am I?” question, but I would say there was an adjunct, a side question that came right along with this that your soul was asking: “Am I ready to be a creator?”
< Emergence 2 > The soul has always existed, always, always, for as long as time has been time and even before there was time. The soul has always existed and always will. But the soul has not always been a creator. The soul has not been a creator. So along with your journey to this planet, along with experiencing things and answering the question “Who am I?” I think there was almost a bigger question, “Am I ready to be a creator?”
< Emergence 4 > Remember what I say about energy: It's the song of the soul. Energy, if you were to put any label on it, energy is simply communication, but a communication without song, without sound, without force. It's the soul's compassion and joy, coming back for the pleasure of the soul. That's all it is. And none of it is outside of you. None of it. It's all yours. As far as the eye can see in the day or the night, or small as you can perceive something to be through the human mind, it's all yours. It's just energy. It has been waiting and waiting to serve you. That's all. And how you have run from it. How you have avoided it. How you've been afraid of it. It's been waiting to serve you.