Tobit; Toviat;
< New Earth 5 > But first we will explain a little of the energy here. I, Tobias, have been a human. I have walked upon the Earth many, many years ago. And I have not walked upon the Earth so recently as our friend Cauldre (the channelinger) reminds us of. Thus, I am not all that familiar with what is taking place, with the transmutations of energy, but we are certainly here in love and support. The energy that is brought in through Tobias and the others that gather here is of what we have called before the Crimson Council. To put it quite simply, the Crimson Council is a spiritual energy group based on teaching. The ones who are part of this group go into new energies and new creations throughout all of the universes to learn to deal with those new energies and then to teach them to others. There is a frequency of color of what you would call crimson that is associated with this. It is, in a sense, a fraternity of teachers. It is not exclusive.
< New Earth 12 > It is indeed an honor for I, Tobias, to be here tonight. Yes, indeed I walked as a human at one time. I walked as a human with many of you that are sitting here. I walked with the one who channels these messages tonight, Cauldre. The energy is familiar. We had many tears together and many laughs together. There came a day when I told Cauldre that I would not return to Earth, that I would stay on this side of the veil to be here, to help balance, and to help love all who are Shaumbra. If only each of you could see who you really are!
< Creator 3QA >
The Book of
Tobit tells a story of (pause) - our friend does not want us to go here - a
Tobias Sr. and a Tobias Jr. It was Tobias Sr. that was blinded and lost his
fortunes. He then asked his son, Tobias Jr., the young Tobias, to find the
moneys that were owed to him. In doing so young Tobias had many adventures along
the way. He learned much and ultimately returned to give Tobias Sr. the money
that was owed. When this happened, he also gave him a type of cure that would
provide the healing of his eyes.
And so in the Book of Tobit there were two Tobias’s. I, Tobias, the one that
speaks through Cauldre… I am Tobias Sr. Tobias Jr. is the one who sits in the
chair here, the one who brings forth these messages to you. I call him Cauldre.
He is the one I lovingly know and remember well as my son. And he does not like
this so much! (audience laughter)
I will honor him on this night and thank him for the work that he does, for he
is fulfilling a contract to be here at this time. It was an agreement that was
made long, long ago. When I chose not to come back to Earth, he agreed to go
forth, and agreed that we would work together. Because of our close energy and
the deep love for each other, Cauldre agreed to channeling
for the Crimson Council. He agreed to
bring forth the energy of the Crimson Council on Earth when the time was
appropriate. So now, dear son, this is out! This is known. It is our pleasure to
share this. (chuckling)
< Creator 6 > We will give you information that we are receiving from you about your own path. We will give you information that a part of you is telling us that you need to hear. We are simply the one who relay information that is coming from you. That is why it seems so familiar. That is why at times the energy of Tobias and the Crimson Council seems so close, so much like it was meant just for you. Because it is. It is information you asked us to give to you.
< Creator 7QA > I, Tobias, died in a prison, in a lifetime long, long ago. I was an owner of land, of property. This was not during the lifetime that I went by the name of Tobias, the one where I was thrown out of your scriptures (Agos). It was a lifetime that occurred afterwards. I was an owner of land and there was a person in a position of authority who very much cherished my land. He found a way to have me imprisoned. I was of a middle age and with a family. I was placed in prison to die.
Now, I had much anger around this. I had much feeling of betrayal by Spirit. I could not understand why I would have ever created this for myself as a human. This was one of the most significant lifetimes for me. Prison became a time of quiet and reflection, a time of true connection with Spirit. After going through the initial process of anger and betrayal, I came to understand Spirit and God within me. I died not an unhappy man. I died not in anger. I died having come to a new realization and a new enlightenment. In this lifetime, I chose to free myself from all of the bars that I had put around myself in the past, literally and figuratively.
The one who brings forth these messages, Cauldre (Geoffrey Hoppe), the one I call my son, has also spent time in prison. Not so long ago, but not in this lifetime … thank you. (chuckling) He asked us to put that in. (audience laughter) Now it was not so many lifetimes ago that he spent some time behind the bars for rather reckless activities, which he does not want us to go into. (audience laughter) During this time he came to understand some realities of human conditions and power levels. He came to understand that there were injustices in your world. These knocked him down a few notches from the high chair that he sat on!
< Creator 8QA > As I have mentioned to you before, I have died in a prison and that was my last life upon earth. It was very difficult and challenging, yet very beautiful and I learned much from this. I moved ahead several steps in my progress by going through this, but I also did not have the fortitude to continue lifetimes on earth. I chose to stay here in my service - in the service of the Crimson Council and the other councils that exist to interface with the humans - to be here to help you on your paths.
< Creator 9QA > In this lifetime I chose the process of being in prison. One of the things I was working on from the soul level was to break out of the conscious prison that I had placed myself in. I had achieved much that I wanted to as a human in the many lifetimes that I had. The lifetimes in Atlantis were indeed the most powerful, but yet the most traumatic for me. As my final lifetime upon Earth - in that particular cycle - I chose to die in prison in order to truly understand the walls that I had placed around myself.
I chose to die alone, so that I would have to rely on those powers and those energies from the unseen, rather than from people in the human form. I chose a time of quiet, and although there was much physical suffering and much mental torment, I learned to overcome these things. I learned to go very deep within. It was my first experience with what I now speak to you of as the new house. I found comfort. I found energy, and I found love within myself. It took the walls of a prison for this to happen; otherwise I would have been out continuing my businesses, continuing my relationships. I would have been continuing my outer work. I chose this lifetime in prison as my final lifetime in that cycle. There will be a day when I return, following in your footsteps. There will be a day that I will come to some of you to be my teacher. Ah, we will have some laughs about that! (audience laughter)
< Creator 10 > The ones who come into this room on this day are what you would call the leaders, the assemblers, the figureheads of the other councils that work with humans. Oh indeed there are many councils. The Crimson Council is but one. The Crimson Council from where I, Tobias, come from and each of you is associated with, is one that works to refine the energies and the vibration of teaching. You are part of this. Your energy makes up the Crimson Circle on Earth. You are the ones who are the teachers. Not "will be the teachers" but ARE the teachers of the new energy.
< Creator 12 > Indeed I did walk upon Earth. I walked in human body for many, many incarnations. I spent much time with many of you. We knew each other in the days of Ault (Atlantis). We worked together. We were looking. We were searching for our divinity within. We were using technology to rediscover ourselves, to try to find the hidden divinity within. Oh, we discovered many things! We learned many things. But dear friends, dear angels, we did not discover our divinity. When we realized that this was not so much possible, we chose to leave this phase of Earth. We chose a type of renewal through destruction, so that we could begin all over again. We could begin again this search for the divine seed within.
< Creator 12 > There was a time again when we gathered, but I was not in human body. We gathered together as family, as Shaumbra. This time was 2000 years ago on your planet. I worked closely with many of you, many of you. This was an important time, which we will discuss. You may know my energy from then. I have walked with you, along with your guides E(chuckling) your former guides. I walked with you for many lifetimes since, serving as one who loved you, one who held the energy of family for you, one who reassured you. Together with your angels and your personal entourage, we worked together. We had a mission. There was something important to be done on this place of Earth. We worked together. I have been working closely with you along with the others in this lifetime, since you made that decision to come into your awakening, since you made that decision to be a Lightworker, since you took the difficult and lonely path, since you left in a way of consciousness the old energy of Earth and began walking into your new.
< Ascension 2 > In my days on Earth, which number several thousand years ago, we would gather indeed, but we could not pull in the energy of Spirit, of our divinity, the way you can now. If every once in a brief while we would get just a glimpse, just a glimpse of the type of energy that is flowing through here now, we would be so delighted. We would feel we had touched God. And now look at you! Look at what you are able to bring in. Look at the pathway you are able to create between your space on Earth, through the veil, into our space. A direct line that works its way to your true and divine being. Incredible! I, Tobias, look forward to the time when I will return to follow in your path on Earth, to experience for myself what it is like to be in biology and to be able to hold my divinity.
< Ascension 2QA > I, Tobias, was known for enjoying a glass or so of wine. (teasing) And I do have to say… I do have to tell Cauldre that this story that has been written about me is not so true. It has been written that I would never drink more wine than one glass for each guest that was at my dinner table. And Cauldre has been spreading the rumor that I had many guests for dinner every night of the week. I did indeed enjoy the wine. I did find it to be relaxing, and I realized it was one of life's many good things.
< Ascension 3QA > I, Tobias, am one who walked the Earth thousands of years ago. I am one who is an old friend with you, back to the times of Atlantis. I have also walked with you in non-physical form, even in these past several thousand years.
But there is a grander, broader Tobias family energy (Order of To-Bi-Wah). I am not just a dead human, or as Cauldre calls me, the "old Jew." (audience laughter) There is a much broader family energy. It is in direct lineage to the Order of the Arc. The Tobias family energy has been written recently by others as TO - BI - US. This is not so much an accurate interpretation. It energetically would sound - these are very difficult to translate - it would energetically sound like "To-ah-mus." But, you call it the family of "To-bee-us." This is a very broad, very large, very dynamic spiritual energy that I, Tobias, am part of, and you are part of. It is different than just the Crimson Council, for that is a group within this energy of "To-bee-us."
This group, this family that we are from, comes to Earth at specific times. We work closely with the Sananda energy, but we come in as the workers of change energy. We come in at times when there has been a major consciousness shift. This is the time to send in the seasoned energy workers. You are the ones who know how to take the change in consciousness - to take this etheric energy - and to help implant it, to help it move forward, to help it materialize.
We have been waiting for a while to discuss this, but dear friends, there is something much larger going on here than even what you recognize. There is more than this entity called "Tobias," sitting here with you. There is a much broader family energy that comes in when we talk. It is easier to address you as "Tobias," the human who walked the Earth, the one who has compassion and understanding, the one who has walked with you, who is your old friend. It is easier to address you through this energetic identity, rather than some - how to say - grand and broad and illustrious energy that comes direct from the Order of the Arc, because then we could not talk as closely and as personally as we do. So, I take on the identity of "Tobias" to be one on one with you. But, understand there is something far greater, far broader going on here. It is the very reason why you are here.
< Ascension 9 > I literally met Gautama the Buddha in my lifetime as Tobias. As Tobias the merchant, I traveled to lands far and wide to buy for the king. Some of my journeys were perhaps a bit longer than what the king was pleased with.
I was drawn to this area where Gautama taught. I heard that he was in a village not so far from where I was buying, so I went to listen to him. I was a relatively young man at the time. He was in his senior years. I sat and listened to him.
I was a Jew, strong in my own beliefs, but yet always searching, always investigating. While being very strict with my own beliefs, I always liked to hear what others had to say. When I heard Gautama that day, and saw the peace upon his face, and the divine presence all around, this changed much of my thinking.
I listened to him for hours then had the pleasure of speaking with him briefly afterwards. There were not many words from his mouth, yet there was much energy that came pouring from his heart. I asked him, "Dear Enlightened One, Prince Buddha, tell me of the truth you have found. What do you know that I should know also."
Buddha burst out laughing. He said, "Why is it that you think that I have found the truth?" I replied, "Dear Buddha, because they say you are the Enlightened One. You are called the Wise One."
Again he laughed and said, "Truth is always evolving. You never find it. You just realize certain energies having to deal with it. When you think you have found truth, it is time to move on. It is time to look for the next level of truth." "Why," he said, "do you think I continue to walk these many roads from village to village, not teaching everything I know, not satisfied with staying in one place?"
"But," he said, "I do teach each person that the divine is within, that the Enlightenment is within. They will never find it in another person, or another place." And, a sadness came over Gautama. He said, "Do you know, dear Tobias, that this is my message, and yet so few want to hear it? They want to see miracles." He continued, saying, "I can perform a few miracles. They are tricks, in a way, perhaps miracles. But, I choose not to, because I do not want the energy focused on that. They want miracles, and they do not want to hear that it is within. They want a savior. I cannot be that for them, so I continue to search for my expanded truth. I can only hope that the message of the divine within reaches some ears."
< DivineHuman 1 > I am Tobias of the Crimson Council, of the order of To-Bi-Wah. And, you are family. We are here today to move to our next level, to move to our next step.
< DivineHuman 2 > I, Tobias, had a difficult time when I chose not to come back for a long period of time. There was part of me that was being pulled so deeply to come back, so deeply to be in human form with all of you. I so much want to walk the walk with you. But, dear friends, I know my role now is to be here on the other side to guide you and to be your friend. But, I am still connected. One day I will return.
< DivineHuman 2 > There are times when those of us on this side who have been in human form… we do plan a dinner party. We prepare a menu of our favorite foods from the time when we were on Earth. I, Tobias, was personally fond of lamb. And, we bring in the vegetables, and the fruits, and the sweets… and, indeed the wines! And, we set the table. We re-create the experience from our base of vibration and understanding. We re-create the human experience of dining. And, we are delighted with it.
< DivineHuman 4QA > I had spent so many years, so many years as a pious follower of the laws of Israel. Lifetime after lifetime, I followed the rules and tried to abide by the rules. I learned so much through that process. But, I also learned that this was not the way to find heaven, or heaven on Earth, or myself. So it is that I speak on the subject of religions with great passion in my heart.
< DivineHuman 7 > Where do I, Tobias, fit in? That is a funny one. Dear friends, there is a certain badge of honor that I wear here that many of the angels and entities do not. So, I get a bit of extra special service from time to time. The fact that I was a human at one point means that there is a certain honor and a distinction. And, yes, there are other angels who come from afar to gaze at me, to hear things from me. They are so fascinated by any angel who has gone through the process of being a human. So, when you come back here, there is much honor, and there are many, many angels who will gather around you, yes, in a way, wanting your energetic autograph, wanting to hear your stories of being on Earth.
< NewEnergy 4 > Archangels are not humans, indeed. Archangels do not have souls of God, like what you have. They have a type of persona or a character about them. But, they are truly archetypical energies. Metatron is that part of you that is your voice in Spirit. Metatron is that part that is so sharp and so intense. And, yes, sometimes it is easier to think of him as a "he," as a personality, as an entity. It is all YOU. Raphael is an archetypical energy that manifests with you at the time of fear. Raphael - Rapha, energy - has been such an important part of the Crimson Council and the Crimson Circle. Indeed, his energies show up in the very story of Tobit, or Tobias, as you would know it. It is a story of a journey, and it is a story of fear.
< NewEnergy 6 > Quite personally I, Tobias, prefer somewhat of a full figure! (audience laughter and Tobias chuckling) It was quite a symbol of success in my days. These scrawny figures that are held high in your society now… I do not much care for. When I come back to Earth, I know what I'm going after! (much more laughter)
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NewEnergy 6QA > I am - how to say - I have made a commitment to work from
this side of the veil as long as
there are those in the first wave of Shaumbra
who are still on Earth and still wanting the guidance and assistance. But, I am
very much - very, very much - looking forward to coming back to Earth,
to the Old Earth. I am very much looking forward to coming back to it because
the landscape has changed and is changing drastically. So, I will come back to
the Old Earth. But, it will be quite a different place because of all of the
work you have been doing. I long for that dearly.
It was a most difficult decision that… Cauldre
is saying that I'm rambling. (audience laughter) But, you asked. (more laughter)
It was a very difficult decision to leave Earth back in my last lifetime,
shortly before Yeshua, when Archangel
Michael came to me… and asked if I would come
back to the celestial realms… and not return to Earth until this outstanding
group of humans to be known as Shaumbra would do their work… would go through
the cycles of many lifetimes in order to bring in New
Energy, and build this place called the New
Earth. So, I have my own deep commitment to stay on this side.
< NewEnergy 8QA > When I spent my last lifetime on Earth in prison, it was the Archangel Michael (Tobias saying Mike-el), Michael (Tobias now pronouncing this as Meek-eye-el), as you would know, who helped me to understand the value of the imagination, the freedom of going outside of the walls of my prison anytime I chose. It was as real or more real than the reality within those walls. It gave me a new appreciation for life, a new understanding of the nature of reality.
< NewEnergy 11 > How long I, Tobias, will remain on this side before I come back to Earth for another incarnation. It is my agreement, my commitment, to stay here on this side at least through the time of the quantum leap in 2007. Beyond that we are not quite so sure. There are many elements that come into play. Cauldre and I are having a little discussion here. Beyond 2007, dear friends, it would not even be appropriate to do the type of channeling, or what we now call Shouds, as we are doing now. So, the dynamics of all of this will change, the dynamics of how I work with you should I stay here on this side of the veil. After 2007 the dynamics will change considerably.
< NewEnergy 11 > It has been agreed in the Order of To-bi-wah that at the time that I come back to Earth and incarnate back into physical body, that the dear one - my dear, dear friend, St. Germaine - will take over my seat in the Order of To-bi-wah. He will be one who - how to say - comes to you in so many different ways, and also will be assisting me - yes, I have some special help - will be assisting me from his side of the veil. But, dear friends, you have me at least for another few years to work with.
< NewEnergy 11 > I would like to tell a bit of a story. It has been a while since I have shared a story. I would like to dedicate this story to my wife who I had in the days of Tobias so many years ago… to Anna and to her energy. And, I will call this story "Anna The Fighter." And, while I will dedicate the energy to her out of love and humor, it is not a literal story about her. But, she understands, and I have spoken to her before this gathering if I could share this story. The story is also all of yours. And, the story has implications on what is going on right now in your lives.
< Embodiment 1 > Some of the greatest pontificators are the greatest losers in life (some laughter). Indeed, I can say that because I was (more laughter). Oh, I loved to pontificate in my days as Tobias. And, people would actually listen (more laughter). Funny how that happens… if you speak, they generally listen, don't they? Very little discernment on their part! (more laughter) Oh, I would love to pontificate. I would quote the scriptures. I would quote the wisdom of Moses and the wisdom of Abraham. And, I didn't even know what the hell I was talking about, but people listened, and they thought I was some type of holy man because I could quote scriptures. I didn't live it in my life. Oh, I played with it. I used it as a defense, particularly against my wife. Something had to hold her back (some laughter). I say that with all due respect.
< Embodiment 1 > I used this pontificating because I thought God would appreciate it if I used what I thought were his words. I would quote this to people. And, it would strike them such that they would never even question me about my life, which was actually not all that it was cracked it up to be, so much so that I chose on levels to be blinded, to be blinded with the dung of a bird, nonetheless. What an insult it was for a holy man! But, it caused me to go inside to consider life. Yes, it caused me to consider about why I would even want to continue with life. I was blind. All my power was taken away. My audience with the king was taken away. So, I had to consider life. I had to go inside. And, I realized what a phony I had been. Oh, it was fun playing that part. But, I realized that I had not embodied any of this. I had not taken it inside of me. I had always been expressing it to others, but not living it within me. And, the funniest part was I had no idea what any of it meant. It just sounded good.
< Embodiment 1 > So, I can talk about those who pontificate and who don't live it because I learned along the way. I learned it later in that lifetime as Tobias and in the next lifetime - indeed the one where I spent many a day in a prison (as Agos). I learned how to embody. I learned how to embody Spirit in a prison within my being. I learned to live it in every moment. I learned the greatest joy I have ever had as a human beyond those four walls. I had to. I had to learn to embody it.
< Embodiment 6 > I sat in prison. I sat behind four literal walls of a prison. It was the greatest experience of any of my lifetimes. Oh, I was so angry. I have told the story before, but I want to tell it again. I was unjustly put in prison. Ah, you see… that wonderful victim energy! "It wasn't in my fault; it was everyone else!" Shaumbra, I put myself in prison. I was energized for it. I was at a point where as a human I was no longer happy. I knew something had to change. I had to go sit in a literal prison to feel the prison I had put myself in in my lifetime, my last lifetime on Earth. And, I cussed it. And, I blamed everyone else. And, I gave all of the excuses in the world… until one day I realized the prison was of my own making. And, only I could free myself.
< Embodiment 6QA > And, it is one that I, Tobias, am - how to say - not an expert at from my times as a human. I will have to admit to all of you that I was afraid of sexuality when I walked upon the Earth, particularly in my latter lifetimes. Sex was considered something that was perhaps wrong. It was simply there for propagation, for creating children. But, because of my very deep religious convictions, I did not have an open mind or an open-heart about sexuality. And, Cauldre is laughing because he sees the picture. He's calling me "old prude." (audience laughter)
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Embodiment 7QA > There are some interesting things being done right now
with incarnating and biology.
There are some humans who are… they want to bypass this rather difficult and
burdensome time frame of being a baby and even being a teenager. So… oh, it is
hard to explain. They are creating a temporary vessel, a biological body that
has a temporary personality planted in it that they will come into later when
they get past the difficult part of growing up being a human, generally at the
age of about 16, maybe 17. These are not "walk-ins."
Let's not mistake this for one soul-being
switching for another soul-being. You're creating basically an empty vessel that
has a - what would you call - a false story.
I am going to tell you something that I have to double check for permission. Tobias
has talked about coming back to Earth. Well, he's back. He's already back on
Earth. He has created for himself one of these empty
vessels (Sam). He doesn't want to go through
being a baby and a teenager (some laughter) and all of the rest of that. So, he
has created this vessel.
It does not know it is Tobias. And, we are not going to identify who it is. It
does not know it is Tobias. It is growing up just in a typical life style right
now. And, he at the appropriate time - no guessing here - at the appropriate
time, he will then manifest his energy into that biological being. He'll
integrate with it.
When that happens, perhaps there will be a traumatic event that happens to that
biological being. It is like a biological robot. There will be a traumatic
event. Tobias will slip his energy into that being. There will be a period of
sickness, perhaps where he - this biological being - is hospitalized for Tobias
to fully integrate his energy into that being. And, then, voila, he will appear
as Tobias. But, he most likely will not use that name.
< Embodiment 9QA > As my dear friend, Adamus, said, "I was a bit tight in my lifetime as Tobias." Everything in my life was about control. Interestingly enough, in the subsequent lifetime (as Agos) it ended up controlling me. I found myself in prison. All of the controls that I had exercised over my life loved me so much that they imprisoned me in my next. So, I learned about control. I learned how to let go of control. It was a difficult thing. It was the most challenging thing perhaps that I had ever done. It is truly the message that came to me in the form of a bird. But, it was really Archangel Michael. "Let go, Tobias, let go of all control."
< Embodiment 12 > As we said, we are committed to working with you through the end of 2007. If you choose to go to the next level, we will stay. I, Tobias, will personally stay up until a point approximately ten years from now… and no longer… and mark my words on that. On this day I commit to ten years, no more. There is no… this is clear. There are no ifs, ands, or buts about it. My body on Earth is already incarnate (Sam). It is already driving its parents crazy (audience laughter). I have for so very long wanted to come back to Earth. I have so… I miss you… and I miss Earth… I miss what life has to offer.
< Clarity 4QA
> I've been asked to do one thing by Shaumbra.
And, that is to reflect your energy back to you. That is indeed the whole
energy, the essence of a Shoud that I allow part of
my character and my aspect to come through. I present myself to you as the
kindly, benevolent Jewish one who was in the Bible. But, that is only a small
portion of who I am. But, this is how you have asked me to present myself in my
human-ness, in my humbleness (some laughter), in my… Cauldre
can't keep a straight face on that one (more laughter). This is how I present
myself to you, because this is how Shaumbra is asking that I present myself.
But, what I am truly doing is simply using this illusion
to reflect back to you exactly what is in your heart
and what is in your mind. Several of - many of you
actually - have had an experience with me that goes beyond this pious, humble
and somewhat jovial being that I was in a past lifetime. But, even that story
was very distorted. Some of you have had some very different and interesting
experiences and understand the true nature of the To-bi-wah
energy in many ways. But, truly I have no agenda. I'm here simply as a mirror.
< Clarity 8 > I, Tobias,
disconnected. I did it the hard way. I went
through many, many lifetimes of being very pious, very religious, trying to
follow the book to a tee. Very righteous in my own way. It felt like I was
trying to earn my way to God, to try to show God that I was so worthy because I
could follow every one of the rules. It wasn't until the very end that God said,
"Tobias, I had no rules! None at all! You made them all up. You read it in
some crazy book written by some imbalanced humans who had an affinity for
rules."
I learned to disconnect, but it took a long time, many, many lifetimes. Part of
the process came during my lifetime as Tobias. I was known as Tobit and I had to
go through suffering... first of all suffering of being a slave. Suffering of an
interesting family life. (Tobias chuckling) We won't go into the details there.
(laughter) Suffering of losing my sight. Suffering of drinking too much, which I
admitted to recently in our discussion about addictions.
Definitely addicted. Addicted to my own pain, actually, my own emotional pain.
Trying to drown it through the drinking.
When that life ended, I found myself, quite to my dismay, reincarnated
again right back into the same place I had just left. Right back into the lands
of Israel, because it was calling me back. It
wanted completion. I wanted completion. So I came back again. Once again,
drinking a bit too much, I have to admit now. "I am Tobias..." I would
say at some of the gatherings. (much laughter, as audience realizes Tobias is
referring to the usual introduction used at Alcoholics Anonymous meetings)
And finding myself eventually thrown in prison and in that prison hating every
day, hating every person, hating God, hating everything about life. Until at the
very end, at the very end, in total despair and knowing that I was about to die,
I finally found my release as well. It took a prison and it took all that
suffering to finally let go. The realization that there truly weren't any rules.
There was truly nothing I needed to hold onto anymore. I'd lost everything, you
see. My family, my lands, my health and my God. I'd lost all of it, so I let go.
< Clarity 10 > I would call my dear friend Tobias authentic. He went through hell to get there. He went through many difficult lifetimes. And in his last lifetime on Earth, he said "No more. No more - no more rules. No more doing it for others because I feel obligated to do it for others. No more studying scriptures because I've been told this is the way to get to heaven."
Everything that he believed in, everything that he worked so
very hard for caused him to end up in prison, and then where was his God to
save. His God wasn't authentic, it was out of a book. It was a fiction written
by somebody else. And he sat in that prison, being mocked by the bird - who was
actually Archangel Michael
- and the bird said, "When, Tobias, when are you going to be yourself? When
are you going to be authentic? When are you going to stop feeding
off of others and stop letting them feed off of you? When are you going to be
the greatest Being in the world? When are you going to be who
you really are?"
And again, after great frustration, Tobias finally understood what he meant and
he literally freed himself - not only of the prison walls but of everything that
was keeping him from being authentic. He boiled it down to his own simple truth.
His own simple truth.
< Teacher 5 > It is interesting because at the very time that I was Pythagoras the philosopher, was also the time on Earth where Buddha was embodied, where Buddha was beginning his energy. It was also about the same time where Tobias was on Earth. You see, we, as humans and as groups, develop patterns and then we follow these patterns. We continue to work with them until those very patterns are ready to evolve and transform. And then we move through the old energy into the new.
< Teacher 6 > Tobias is off today visiting his shell body. As he has told you before, there is a biological body that has already been birthed waiting for his spirit to come into it. Part of his spirit is there of course, but the majority of his spirit is waiting to come in. So he can continue to work with all of you from the other realms, continue to encourage you and support you in your journeys and your projects and your creations.
< Teacher 6 > Dear Tobias, who has that grandfatherly, wise and very loving energy, but yet Tobias helps break down more doors of consciousness than any other Being I've seen. He throws out prayer. He throws out meditation. He throws out all those which are frivolous, all those things which were founded and based on very old energy and old belief systems. Who else can walk into a Buddhist temple on Wesak and say, "Meditation is over. Enough of that!" Nobody but Tobias. And he says it so lovingly and gently, perhaps I need to take a few lessons from him.
< Teacher 6 > The
story of my dear friend, Tobit, who you know as Tobias
Sr., and of the young Tobias - the lazy Tobias,
the fearful young Tobias. In Tobias Sr.'s wisdom, he brought in the energy of Raphael
to accompanying young Tobias - lazy, fearful Tobias - on his journey to recover
some money for Tobias Sr. He knew that young Tobias would need the company and
also a little bit of wisdom along the way. Also somebody with some common sense
and some balance, so he brought in the energy of Raphael.
So together young Tobias and Raphael went off on a journey that wasn't about
recovering money. It was a journey about discovery, about transmutation
of fear and about getting off his dead ass and
getting out and doing something for once in his life other than hanging around
the house... Cauldre. It was a beautiful story
that took place some 2,500 - 2,600
years ago.
< MNEC2009-K > In the end days of Atlantis, Tobias had a name, but it was actually more like a title. And that name was Muir. Muir. It wasn't his given name, it wasn't his name at birth, but it was rather his title. And it meant - in your English terms today - it meant Lord, Grand One. Not Lord like having to worship, but Lord as the Great One, the Wise One, the Evolved One. Tobias' love was known throughout all of Atlantis. His proficiency with science, with spirit, with humanity was such that people from all around Atlantis came to him and those who worked with him, which are you, for advice and counsel and healing.
< MNEC2009-K > And it was, indeed, Tobias as Muir who led the exodus of so many who now call themselves Shaumbra from parts of Atlantis into the Temples of Tien. And it was Tobias who brought us together, who helped us develop our own divinity and humanity. It was Tobias working with all of us who helped us understand the blessings of life here on Earth. He was the high priest. He was the Lord. He was what you would now say the King, but not with the ego, not with the old attributes. There was no control; there was vision. There wasn't structure; there was desire for all to work together. He was revered and honored.
< MNEC2009-K > And in the end days of Atlantis when the armies of Azura Timu were closing in on the Temples of Tien, a memory so many of you still have deep within, it was Muir who finally said, "We will sacrifice ourselves for the sake of the others." And it was Muir who walked first from all of us in the Temples of Tien, giving of himself to the armies that were closing in. It was Tobias as Muir who died amongst us first in these final days of Atlantis.
< MNEC2009-K > When Tobias crossed over to the other side, as you would say, he carried with him tremendous grief and guilt for what was happening. He loved Atlantis dearly. He carried this grief and guilt onto the other side, and each time he saw one of you crossing over, dying at the hands of the invading armies, dying at the hands of the natural disasters in Atlantis, it was Muir who took on more grief and more sadness and more guilt. Each time he saw another cross over, it laid heavier on his heart. And so it was Atlantis and life as we knew it on Earth was terminated.
< MNEC2009-K > There were small groups of humans who escaped from Atlantis - not many, but enough - and there were some who went underground because the surface of the Earth was so violent. Human life was not sustainable. They went underground, they followed the passageway of the crystals where life was sustainable, where there was no need for sunlight because there was crystalline light, where the oxygen that was needed for the humans was created through the crystallines. And many of you may remember the life deep down below the surface of the Earth.
< MNEC2009-K > Tobias chose at one point to come back to Earth as his suffering, as his penance, to see what had happened, to live within what had happened. And he lived deep, deep within the Earth for a long, long time, not as a King, not as a Lord, not as a Great One but as one who was shy, one who was basically what you would now call a peasant, one who was a loner. Tobias let himself suffer many, many lifetimes for what had been done to Atlantis. And although the angels tried coming to him and saying, "Dear Muir, you don't have to endure this, you don't have to suffer this," he did. And many of you lived in those times with him beneath the surface of the Earth.
< MNEC2009-K > About 5,000 years ago Tobias decided to reemerge, decided to come back to the surface where now life was prevalent - many, many humans had come to the surface, few lived beneath - and he chose a lifetime on Earth. Chose the lands of the Middle East - Israel, Jordan, Syria, Iran and Iraq - the countries that you now call by these names. Tobias continued his suffering but in a different way. He suffered for God in the name of religion. Oh, he studied religion. Initially, he studied what you would perhaps call the Pagan religions. Then he became involved in Judaism and he studied every letter of every book that he could possibly get his hands on.
< MNEC2009-K > He was a rabbi lifetime after lifetime. He studied the texts, listened to the lectures, because he … he was going to be worthy in the eyes of God. He was going to get it right this time, because he felt he'd got it wrong in Atlantis. There were some beautiful times in his lifetime, but there was a lot of discipline. There was a lot of lack of the joy of life. He still felt guilty. He felt he had no right to enjoy life as it was. So he studied and he worshipped and he suffered - until his last lifetime.
< MNEC2009-K > In his last lifetime he was not known as Tobias; he was known as Agos. In his last lifetime, he did find love and he did have children, and he loved the lands around Galilee. He loved life once again. But, as the story goes, there was another who wanted his lands, who set him up and eventually caused him to be imprisoned where everything was taken - the love of his life, his children, his land and his animals. Can you imagine the dismay that Tobias had, feeling that God had turned his back on him?
< MNEC2009-K > It wasn't until nearly his last day in prison, just about to die, just about to cross over, that he finally got it. He finally released everything, as he has told you the story. He released all of his beliefs. He released all of his guilt and all of his suffering. He released everything he had thought about himself so that he could become himself. He was so close to death, it didn't matter for him at this point. It didn't matter. He let go. And in a brilliant flash that can still be seen in the Universe, Tobias finally understood four simple words. "I Am God Also." It all came together. All of the pieces fit. The love flowed in and Tobias ascended.
< MNEC2009-K > Tobias went on to his own sovereignty and agreed to be here in spirit to work with each and every one of you, no longer out of guilt for the times of Atlantis, but out of genuine love. And his message for ten years now has been the same - You Are God Also. Breathe it in. Live it. His message to you has been "You can do it while you're own Earth. You don't need to cross over. You don't need to die. You don't need to go through lifetime after lifetime of suffering. You can do it right here. You can make it simple or you can make it difficult, but you can do it."
< MNEC2009-K > Tobias went on to his own sovereignty, and there are not that many what you would say ascended masters in all of the realms - perhaps about 9,000, it doesn't matter - but not many. There are a lot of remarkable masters; there are a lot of remarkable angelic beings at very, very high levels, but yet not many ascended masters - ones who have accepted the sovereignty. And there are none to date - none to date, dear Shaumbra - that have ever returned back to Earth in physical body. Ever.
< MNEC2009-K > We have come back to you in many different ways - Sananda, Quan Yin, Matraiya, Afra - and the list goes on and on of ascended beings who have worked with you, who are working with you. They come through what you call the channelers, they come through the prophets and the inspired ones, and they come through each and every one of you in their own way. They come to you sometimes, as Adamus does, in manifesting a temporary illusion of being here, but he has not birthed back. I have not birthed back. Yeshua, Sananda, has not birthed back. Yeshua died, but has not come back.
< MNEC2009-K > But I, Kuthumi, would like to share with you today that Tobias - To-Bi-Wah - is actually the first ascended master to be rebirthing to Earth, something he never mentioned all of these years in working with you. So it is my honor to share that with you. And in a matter of hours, he's going to be back. He's going to be right here with you. It's only been possible - only been possible - because of you; because of passing that marker called the Quantum Leap; because consciousness was at a point that would allow the very complex physics to take place.
< MNEC2009-K > He's going through his own challenges at this very moment of rebirthing, of forgetting, of getting into this type of energy tube that quickly makes you forget where you come from. But I know Tobias is going to remember who he is, for one reason - because you're here right now, helping to bring in that energy. You're not here for necessarily what you think you are. You're here for an event that is of historic proportions - an ascended master rebirthing on Earth - and it's happening right now. I want you to feel … I invite you feel in for a moment, into these amazing energies of Tobias being rebirthed, because part of you is being rebirthed also. Part of you is coming back in on this comet of energy with Tobias.
< MNEC2009-T2 > I am, indeed, Tobias - at least for a few more precious minutes - but the whole concept of Tobias is really all of us. All of us. It is my souled being that was Tobias 2500 years ago, but it was an agreement that all of us had, that we would combine our love, we would combine our desire, we would combine ourselves into this thing called Tobias - To Be Us. It’s always been us - you and me, the person next to you, the ones watching in over the Internet - it was always about all of us. To Be Us. We chose that instead of a traditional type of what you would call archetypical energy or collective consciousness (unsouled being), the likes of which you have seen in Yeshua and some of the others, this time we would bring our essence together carried on the souled being of myself, and we would help to herald in a new time on Earth. That began thousands and thousands of years ago.
< MNEC2009-T2 > You have been an intimate part of Tobias from way back when. That’s what attracted you to this work. That’s what attracted you to other Shaumbra. That’s what caused all of us to go through this journey together, feeling what it’s like to go through an embodied reincarnation, what it’s like to bring in the divine, what it’s like to face the challenges of the Old Energy human, what it’s like to feel like you’ve lost everything, like you’ve gone into the darkness. You’ve been a part of this energy called Tobias - To Be Us. So today as I am embodying now into Sam, you are also going through your own returning process, that part of you that was part of Tobias returns back to you right now. As I am making my returning into the body of Sam, that part of you is returning to you right now. You’re also going through a rebirthing process at this very moment.
< (Next) 9 > Tobias spent lifetime after lifetime studying a damn book trying to comply with rules. You know - I want to make sure he's not listening - he even had rules about when he could have sex, how he could have sex, and to the degree in which he could enjoy having sex. I hear you with the same thing! He had so many rules about what he could eat on certain days and everything. That's not enjoying life. That is not being spiritual. It's the antithesis of being sensual.
< e2012 12 > Later, joining together in body or in spirit in the time of Yeshua as Essenes, as the ones bringing in the mysteries into this planet and the one heralding in what many thought would be the beginning of a new time and a new age, but all of you knew that it had already begun. Walking with the great Master Yeshua, the lands of Israel, bringing in those energies, seeding this Earth with the Christ energy, the Christos energy. Not to forget the times of Tobias. And so many of you were in those times as well. Tobias, Sr., also called Tobit – Tovius. Tobias, Jr., Sarah, Archangel Raphael. A beautiful story and a time when, again, we were all together, all brought together for this purpose of realizing what we had imagined back in the Atlantean temples.
< freedom 6 > What you are experiencing in our regular gatherings is that facet called Adamus, just part of my I Am-ness. Imagine for a moment that this globe represents the soul, and imagine that the light hits on any given part of it, illuminating just part. That part that's illuminated, that part is Adamus. If you look a little closer, there is yet another facet, another light shining upon this globe, and it is St. Germain. St. Germain, the one who you have traveled with for many, many lifetimes. The energy of St. Germain initially drawing you to this thing called Shaumbra, Crimson Circle. Even though it was Tobias who spoke to you for ten years, it was the energy of St. Germain that drew you here.