awareness; realization; wisdom; knowingness; golden knowledge; truth;
inspiration; intuition; insight; clarity; crystalline energy;
ascension; new consciousness/insight; healing the past;
< Creator 9 > Several years ago, in this very room where the circle now gathers, the Kryon explained the other attributes of the guides. They stated that as you go through experience, and you reach a new understanding or enlightenment as a human angel, your energy would fill the vessels that the guides carried with them. It was like a golden, liquid light that filled these grand vessels carried by your guides. It was filled with your enlightenment and your new understanding. The guides would collect this wonderful energy of golden knowledge and wisdom that you exuded.
< Creator 9 > The guides would collect this energy, and then another group (runners) would come in when these vessels were full. This group would take the vessels and replace them with new empty ones. They would take this incredible honey of substance - golden and sweet and nurturing - back on the other side of the veil. This energy would be used to continue creating your universe. This energy would find its way back to the kingdom from whence you came. This golden honey energy that you were producing here on Earth through your enlightenments and understandings would find its way to the kingdom to change the very nature of Home, to expand All That Is. It was the greatest gift of love that any entity has ever given. And you wonder why we honor you and why we weep when we sit in front of you, knowing that you don't recognize who you are!
< Creator 9QA > These are the angels who also take the essence of what you are creating here, this golden honey-like energy that comes from your enlightenments and understandings. They spread this around appropriately. They help to guide it to the right places.
< Creator 10 > There are thoughts you have the first thing in the morning - thoughts of "Who am I?" and "What should I be doing?" and "Where should I be going?" These inner thoughts create important energies that are moving you forward into greater understanding. They are moving All That Is forward. Throughout the day you have thoughts about Self, what you call the other side of self, what you call the doubt of self, that you are dealing. Has it not occurred to you that other humans do not have nearly the amount of chatter and internal discussion as you do?
< Creator 10 > It is not because you have this great desire or need to process. It is not that you need to always be - how to say - resolving your issues. It is because this is an attribute of the lightworker, to continue digging within and then digging more and considering and pondering and thinking and doing more digging. Each time you do this you are making a pathway through a tunnel of consciousness. You are digging the tunnel further and further. That tunnel leads to enlightenment and understanding. That tunnel creates a passageway for your divine vibration and your divine energy to come through.
< Creator 12 > BREATHE in your divinity! Do not think it in! That is what you have been trying to do up to now. That is what we did together in Ault, in the land of Atlantis. We tried to think it in. We tried to bring it in through technology. We tried to discover it with our 3D tools. There are those who have sought the path of enlightenment in the ages of the past who have tried to think their way to God, tried to think their divinity into existence. It cannot come in through your mind, as you now know. Yet you can breathe in your new relationship with Spirit.
< Ascension 1 > Many humans punish themselves when they enjoy the pleasures of being human. Oh, dear friends, this comes from what you feel was lifetimes of abuse of these things. But put those feelings aside. All of you have the wisdom and enlightenment now of balance. Use the wisdom and enlightenment inside and enjoy the vitality of life. There is tremendous depth that we have talked to you about, even in your music. It is like an ocean. Our music is like a shallow lake compared to yours. Yours carries emotion and feeling and love and strength.
< Ascension 2 > We have heard some of you say, "How can you possibly say I have cleared my karma, for I have done such terrible things? I have not yet begun to repay the debts." Then so be it with you! Continue your karma if you choose. We will stand there, loving you and honoring you, walking beside you. But the moment you press the stop button on the karmic merry-go-round, no matter where you are, if you consciously choose to stop, you can get off. There is no prescribed amount of suffering that you must go through. It is in your enlightenment when you choose that you no longer need this. You choose when you can get off… when you can get off this karmic merry-go-round.
< Ascension 3 > When darkness comes to you on the path of enlightenment and ascension, own your divinity. Hold it. Breathe in and ask what it is you should know. And understand all the time this is about releasing and transmuting an old energy.
< Ascension 4 > Now, step into your Divine Will. Step into this divine moment and allow this to be transformed. That means not placing an agenda on it, but rather allowing it to be released from the old energy hold that it has been in and to transform itself into the solutions that you seek. Do this now. Let this issue, this problem, this illness out. We will work with all of this energy here. We will work with each of you on the non-verbal levels to transform this. As the wise one said earlier, "If you dare. If you dare." Because when you let these energies out, when you release them, a transformation occurs that will lift your consciousness and your enlightenment to a new level.
< Ascension 6QA > Your spiritual growth shapes and changes those events. Your mind and your duality only make them worse. As you pursue this new awakening within you, it has so much power that, yes, even a single person’s enlightenment can stop a war. Imagine what you can do as a group! Imagine what you can do when you put your consciousness together!
< Ascension 8 > The energies of duality are like waves, or wave lengths. There are highs and lows. They play off of one another. The lows propelled you to highs. The highs brought you to new insights that could sometimes be called low periods. They worked with each other. It is now about embracing ALL of that, the highs and the lows, the white marble, the black marble, the positive, the minus. Embrace all of it. Don't focus on just one energy of duality. Embrace all of it. This will give you a new understanding of love.
< Ascension sp > Consciousness is a key word right now in what you are going through, and what Earth is going through. Consciousness is the wisdom of your past experiences, and the potential of the future, brought together and expressed in the "now." Consciousness, dear ones, the wisdom of your past. It is the enlightenments that you have come to through the very experiences of duality that you have gone through. It is the wisdom of the past. It is knowing, dear ones, what it was like to be in duality; to experience battles and love; to experience abundance and lack; to experience a fulfilling relationship… and to be alone. These are all experiences, and they created a wisdom within you.
< Ascension sp > Oh, indeed there are scars from some of these experiences, but the scars are only illusions. The wounds are only a perception that can change, that can be released. When the scars and the wounds have healed and are gone, what is left is wisdom. Pure, unadulterated wisdom within your soul. This is part of consciousness.
< Ascension sp > Consciousness is when you bring together the wisdom of the past with the potentials of the future into the "now" and express it. That is consciousness. And, consciousness right now is changing rapidly within you and on the face of this Earth. Very, very rapidly.
< Ascension sp > You change your consciousness. You allow it to soar to new heights by releasing the Old. Releasing. Releasing… a rather challenging and difficult thing it is for humans, I know. I, Tobias, walked in sandals at one time. Releasing is difficult . There is a fear that comes from the elements of duality that makes it difficult to release until something new is there to take its place. But, the New Energy does not work like that. It is releasing today in the "now," in the moment. And, immediately a new consciousness will come forth, a consciousness that is the meld of the wisdom of the past and the potential of the future.
< Ascension 9 > It is the energy of Gautama, of Buddha, Siddhartha. He is known by many names, such as the Enlightened One - the true essence of the word Buddha, "The Enlightened One". Gautama is present, particularly at this time of the year, the time of your month of May, a time when dear Buddha was thought to have received his enlightenment under the Bo tree. Gautama comes in today to be with us as we talk about the New Energy of Earth. The energy of Gautama is present among all of you. Feel this fluid, fluid, golden energy moving in and out, shimmering with all colors, but filled with golden qualities.
< Ascension 9 > It was important that his energy was there, for we spoke of a realization Siddhartha came to. It was fulfillment that he could not have in that lifetime. He understood it. He knew of it in his mind, and he felt the vibration of it in his being. But, he could not be in that consciousness because the energy of his day would not allow it. He came in a week and a day ago in this city that has gone through so much to deliver a message about going into the Void of Creation, the Void of Creation.
< Ascension 9 > Neither was Gautama when he went through his period of denial. He was in the lowest state of lows, physically and mentally. But, yet this provided the energy and motivation for him to keep moving along. In duality, the lows provide - how to say - a roller coaster effect to take you to a high. The highs periods are when you solidify the enlightenments and the wisdom that you gained in the lows. It is here that you bring the new wisdom into a more tangible, crystalline form.
< Ascension 9 > Now, the waves (of duality) have never created New Energy. They have simply brought new understandings to the energy that was already there. Now, comes the time that Metatron spoke of when you enter into the New Energy. You are entering into it now. It is no longer like a wave of high and low.
< Ascension 9 > "I had enlightenment for that time and that consciousness of Earth." "But, because of the entire consciousness of Earth," he says, "I could not go into this true place of divinity. I could not create New Energy." "Indeed, I came to understand many things about my journey," he says, "but the true enlightenment, I could not realize, because the consciousness of Earth was not ready for it at the time."Gautama could not go into the ascension energy that you can. There are many wonderful things that he realized. But, he could not go into the Void of Ascension, for it did not exist.
< Ascension 9 > Be in the Void of Ascension for a bit. Then, your divinity, your God-self can come roaring through you. When it does, you will have insights and understandings that you could not possibly have had in the mind of duality. You will have realizations, and you will have things happen to you that are not in the least what you are expecting, because you are expecting from a mind of duality. It will be very different. We cannot explain it much further than that. It is an experience you will have on your own. That is why we asked you to release your guides. That is why we asked you to release the crystals, and all of the other accoutrements that fill your energy. Release them.
< Ascension 9 > We all told stories of journeys back in our days. That is how we explained things. That is how we expressed enlightenments. And, indeed, even Siddhartha had four realizations… and four enlightenments… and met four humans on the road. It is not just I, Tobias, that does that! (some audience laughter). There is a significance to the number of "four." It is the New Energy. And, there is a significance to any story of Shaumbra on the road. When Shaumbra is on the journey for truth, you are accompanied by the ones who call YOU master. They go by the name of Yeshua, and Metatron, and Gautama and all of the others.
< DivineHuman 1 > We, Shaumbra, understand that our consciousness is truly a precious thing. When we take our consciousness and place it into a probability or a potential, it becomes our new reality. Our consciousness is our Spirit. It is our oneness with All That Is. Our consciousness is the collection of everything we have been and everything we have done. It is our wisdom. It is our heart. It is our soul. It is not contained within our body. Our consciousness is all of who we are. When we place that into a potential or probability, we transmute what was neutral energy into new reality. Our consciousness melded a probability becomes reality. Through this formula we understand that we are the Creators.
< DivineHuman 1QA > When you change your consciousness about an event that happened in the past, whether it was this lifetime or another, you do not change the sequence of events that took place. You only change the enlightenment around them. When you decide to release an old fear that went back 15 lifetimes ago, we have to be part of that process. We have to go back 15 lifetimes ago. We have to send a whole team back there to help change the energies. (more laughter)
< DivineHuman 2 > Right now, in this moment you sit in… having released the issues of yesterday and the worries of tomorrow… the moment you sit in is complete. Allow yourself to feel it… in this moment that you sit in. It is not about what happened in the past… or what will happen tomorrow… or worrying about that stack of bills… or worrying about anything else… or screaming to us for answers… but rather sitting in this Divine Moment. It IS filled with abundance… and healing… and wisdom… and love. Allow yourself to feel this as we sit here together as Shaumbra. All things are appropriate… all things are balanced… all things are in the Now.
< DivineHuman 3 > You will continue to see all of this turmoil all across your world. It is appropriate. There are energy cycles. There are highs and lows, and they work together. The lows are as appropriate as the highs. When you go to a low in your own journey it creates a momentum and an energy that will then propel you into a whole new consciousness. It is not a series of up-and-down cycles that follows a linear path. At some point it propels you to a new consciousness.
< DivineHuman 3 > When you have peace, and balance, and integration within yourself, when you have transmuted the old fears and the old guilts that are within you, and have transmuted these into wisdom and divine energy, dear friends, that does more to change the consciousness of the planet than anything else. You do not need to do anything specific at that point. Your vibration will change those who are around you. It will change events and change situations, and perhaps then allow some of the conflicts that exist to find a way to resolve themselves in a healthy, positive manner.
< DivineHuman 5 > Joe realized that he didn’t have to ask if he was he ready for his enlightenment. The answer was already there. He didn’t have to ask the angels. All he needed to do was to accept himself with total compassion and love, just as the angels accepted him. But, he needed to do it within himself. At that moment, Joe achieved his enlightenment. At that moment, his divinity glowed within him. He realized, in the moment, that everything was perfect and right. So ends the story of Joe.
< DivineHuman 7 > What are you doing on Earth? You are helping come to new understandings and new wisdoms for all of Spirit. You left Home so very long ago - but not long ago at all - on behalf of Spirit to be a creator in your own right, to go expand the love of Spirit. That is why you are on Earth. It is that simple. You are here, living and experiencing in the moment, and creating in the moment on behalf of All That Is.
< DivineHuman 8 > Dear friends, at your current level of wisdom and understanding, there are no forces that can control you or take you over… unless you want them to. So this is an appropriate time to be bold and daring. Open your feelings and know that nothing can come in… nothing. Nothing can absorb you.
< NewEnergy 1 > And, coming in now to the energy of this group is the beloved and gentle energy of Buddha, Gautama, who comes in also, smiling from ear to ear… happy to have been human… and happy to be divine… happy that there is a group of humans on Earth who are coming to the understanding of what true integrated enlightenment is. This is the melding of the human and the spirit. This is the accepting of the (human) Self and the Divine (Self) all together.
< Embodiment 1 > But, now without the Old story, now without the Old baggage, it allows you to pull in the energies of the OH energy into your life. It allows you to actually, literally re-experience everything you've ever experienced. With this new wisdom and this profound understanding about the energies of OH and AH that you have articulated, it truly allows the re-experiencing of everything that you have ever gone through. In a sense, you could say all of your enlightenment shines across time and space of everything that you have ever gone through. It doesn't change the sequence of events of past lifetimes or things in this lifetime. But, it truly changes how you experience it. You will find here in these days to come that you can go back and re-experience (rewrite/heal) what have been very difficult and painful memories.
< Clarity 6 > It has to be balanced. Why? Because you're understanding the light and dark… you're bringing them together. You're doing a soul eclipse. You're marrying the two. Money doesn't ever have to be out of balance… relationships never out of balance… love…sex… food… all of these things, never out of balance because you've chosen to come here. By the way, some of you worry; you say, "Well, but I'm coming into balance. I'm learning these things. I'm truly ready to accept the gifts and the joy into my life. But, what if I slide backwards?" There is a spiritual physics that almost makes it impossible - not totally, but almost makes it impossible - because you reach a certain level of enlightenment. You cannot erase enlightenment… you see. You cannot erase it. So, you're not going to slide backwards. You're not going to go do evil, dark things. You're not even going to do imbalanced light things. It'll be a balance.
< Clarity 11 > If you remember for a moment how we sat around in the Cottage and talked about it and you said, "I don't need to return to Earth. I don't need to be there. I've gone through everything. I have reached my enlightenment. I have already gone through my ascension on Earth, another time, another place, but I'm going to choose to go back in one of the most dynamic but yet one of the most difficult times ever on Earth."
< QuantumLeap 4> But in this inspiring moment, he received the Ten Commitments from Spirit, the commitments to what Spirit - your spirit - will do for you. The commitments that your - what you would call - your Higher Self, your divine self has for you each and every day. Moses received these. Of course he really didn't truly write them on the tablet at the moment. That would have been too heavy to carry down the mountain. (some laughter) But he went down the mountain after this incredibly transformational, sacred experience filled with what you would call light, filled with new consciousness, excited to gather his people together and to talk to them about the Ten Commitments of Spirit or of God. To share with them God's willingness to co-create, to share with them the fact that the Spirit was already there and it was already (within) them.
< Returning 8QA > This potential of change and evolution and what could be called enlightenment doesn't necessarily feed into the matrix - the matrix meaning mass consciousness or the type of grid or the type of energy field and overlays that are set in place that so many people are just automatically bought into. The potentials lie slightly outside of that matrix for those who are willing to look somewhere other than the matrix, other than to old consciousness for answers.
< Master 10 > You have already awoken, ascended, whatever you want to call it. You've already become enlightened. You're already on the other side of the "X" spot. You've done it. You've accomplished it. And now you're looking back at how you experienced it.
< Master 10 > You have already awoken, ascended, whatever you want to call it. You've already become enlightened. You're already on the other side of the "X" spot. You've done it. You've accomplished it. And now you're looking back at how you experienced it. It is a natural process that unfolds in spite of you. Sometimes it unfolds even with you. The doubt, the resistance, in spite of that, you've awakened. You're already there.
< (Next) 5 > We would like you to be here first of all - first and foremost - to experience what it's like to have joy on Earth. We don't want you leaving here with some old hard energies, bitter energies, old stuff left behind. We want you to celebrate what it's like to be on Earth, particularly to be on Earth in the midst of chaos all around you, and have the time of your life. Second, it's more effective when enlightened beings are here rather than there. You go over there and, you know, your energy changes. Your connection with Earth and people and everything else changes. It's not as effective as if you're sitting right here in the chairs.
< e2012 4 > Now, this is a bit of a challenge, because most of the Ascended Masters – the 9,000 or so ones who ascended – have their enlightenment and within days, maybe weeks, maybe a year or two, they leave the physical body. It has been too difficult to stay in this dense environment. With enlightenment, it is very difficult to put up with mass consciousness, very difficult to be in this solid mass – hurts the body, very difficult on the consciousness – and many of the Ascended Masters felt like they were being sucked back out of enlightenment, even though that wouldn’t have happened, but there is a kind of a water-boarding effect. You just feel like it’s going to happen.
< e2012 4 > So he said, “It’s very simple.” Distilling it down to the essence, he said, “It is as simple for any of you as saying, ‘Yes, I am enlightened.’ Not ‘I want to be enlightened,’ not ‘I’m going to be enlightened,’ not ‘Someday, maybe, I have to study for it.’ ‘I am enlightened.’” That’s it. That’s it. You can quit now – “I am enlightened” – because the moment you say it, it starts happening. The moment you feel it, it starts attracting those energies. Suddenly, as you feel it – “Yes, I am enlightened” – you start to believe it. You start to live it. Everybody else believes it. You just walk out on the street and start telling people.
< e2012 4 > Up until this lifetime there was a definite link between lifetimes. There was a type of progression. But then, in the brilliance of the life plan and the life design of the soul, it says, “I’m going to create an expression of myself that’s different, that’s not just another lifetime.” Why? Because it got tired of doing the other lives, and realized it needed something to set itself free. The soul, you realized that you’re the Standard for all those other past lives, for all the other humans, for yourself. You’re the [focal] point of integration of [all of] yourself. You’re the point of enlightenment for yourself, not those other lifetimes. Even if you were a Buddha – not that lifetime. This lifetime, right here.
< e2012 4 > We’ve talked about it many times. You’re walking backwards through time to experience how you got enlightenment, and now you just take a deep breath and say, “Yes, I am enlightened.” And suddenly – you say it with a smile and a laugh – suddenly, it changes. Everything – the energy, the amount of wisdom that comes in, the reunion or the reconnection between the human self and the wisdom (=divine) - and it comes in and it says, “Wow! Glad to hear you finally admit you’re enlightened. You’re no longer on the path. You’re no longer striving for enlightenment. You no longer care. It’s just, ‘Yeah, I’m enlightened!’” Why not? Let’s enjoy life.
< e2012 8 > Staying in the physical body is going to be a challenge for many of you when you come to your enlightenment. Enlightenment happens in the simplest moment. Not when you plan it. Not when you even think you've earned it. It just happens because you allow it. So you come to that moment in enlightenment, which seems like an eternity of time – it happens in a second, but it seems like an eternity – you come to that moment, and it's very difficult to say “I'm going to stay in the physical body,” because it is harsh and it hurts and there's the aches and pains. And you could say it's the illusion. You're going to come to that moment, every one of you, “Should I stay or should I leave?” There's no right or wrong answer. So what are you going to do? Only you can answer that question.
< e2012 9 > I
assume that if you’re here, if you are watching or if you are reading this, it
is because you are ready for enlightenment. But
I do assume that if you’re here, if you’re watching or you’re listening,
it is because this is going to be your last
lifetime on this planet. I assume that if you are here you are absolutely
serious about your enlightenment. Absolutely, to the point that it’s the only
thing. It is the thing. Why? because you spent many, many lifetimes in this
rabbit chase. You’ve studied so much, sacrificed so much, suffered so much,
and now you’ve said, “This is it. This is it.”
I make this point as we start – serious point as we start – because then assume yourself that everything that’s happening in your life right now – everything – is all being directed towards this. You made a conscious choice. You made a very clear choice. Otherwise, you wouldn’t be here. You would have left a while back.
I assume that with your conscious choice for enlightenment that everything now that’s happening in your life is focusing on that. Every event is about the enlightenment. Everything that happens – you may not like everything, because a lot of the things that are happening are about clearing and changes – but everything that’s happening is all funneling into this enlightenment.
< e2012 9 > What is ascension? A lot of confusion. But let's just say that it is the integration of yourself, of your divinity, of your aspects, bringing back together every part and piece of you in the physical body in this lifetime. Now, whether you then leave the body or whether you stay and really enjoy, is to be seen. It's a decision I can't make for you. I don't even want to coach you on one way or the other. But in that moment of enlightenment you'll know. You'll know. There's no need to fear it. It is perhaps the greatest choice you'll ever make. There's no reason to fear the departure of the physical body. As I've said before, you've done it many, many times before. Very easy.
< e2012 9 > It's difficult to even anticipate what human life in an enlightened state is going to be about. But you can't back away from it. You really can't. You made a very conscious choice. Everything is in motion. With what you know now, you couldn't go back to being asleep. You couldn't. And you've tried, but you can't. You know too much. You're aware of too much now. I said in a recent Shoud, I said – whether it's five, whether it's a thousand, doesn't matter – but just a few beings, humans, staying in the physical body in enlightenment will make an amazing difference on not just this Earth, but on all the realms. It's not easy. Absolutely not.
< e2012 10 > Do a mirage. Oh, that is a mirage, but take it to the next level. This is where you ground it. This is where you break out the candles and the incense, truly, and say “This is the time for a ceremony.” When you suddenly get it and it's not just a thought anymore, it's here (in the body). You're “Oh! Ah! I get it!” It's a feeling and a sense now. It's a new consciousness. That's when you do a mirage. That's when you do the ceremony of the mirage. No matter what you're doing, you stop. You break out a candle. You get down on your knees. You do something to acknowledge that moment. Why? Because it grounds it. It solidifies it. Otherwise, there is a tendency to have a moment like that, a fleeting moment of a little enlightenment, because enlightenment comes in small doses. Why? Otherwise you blow up.
< e2012 10 > And the mirage is not just some hallucination. Hallucinations are real, by the way. The mirage is saying that “I've wondered inside. I've gotten that 'aha.' This is living ascension. I'm going to live it now. It's not going to go back up into some other ethereal plane. It's not going to cause some of my old aspects and constructs to come up and torment me now,” as you have had happen in the past. You have a little enlightenment; so often, then, those bad aspects have come up and haunted you and said, “You're making this up” or “It's not real” or “You're just a nut job” or “Get back, do your work. You have things that are important. Take care of other people. You're so selfish to have these little enlightenments for yourself,” you see.
< e2012 10 > You have no clue what enlightenment is, which is okay. The mind cannot understand enlightenment. What is ascension? I talk about total integration. What is that? This is what you came back here for – enlightenment, ascension, whatever you want to call it – Nirvana on Earth. This is the prime motivating factor in your entire life. This is probably the only passion that you have left. This is what you live and work and breathe for. You don't know what it is.
< e2012 11 > To learn about radiant presence. That's the next step. That's the next thing we're going to work on – being present. Ah! Enlightenment – it's about being present. It's about being aware, and there is a huge difference in being in the mind and being aware. Truly is. Aware – actually you really don't have to use much of the mind. Enlightenment is about allowing a natural flow to take place. The minute you start messing with it, the minute you start tampering with it, the minute you think just the human alone knows how to do this thing and you don't invite the soul, you don't invite the aspects, you don't invite your self in, it's not going to work very well.
< e2012 11 > We're here for enlightenment. One and only reason. You're here for enlightenment. Enlightenment is about awareness. Enlightenment is about, you could say in an odd way, about fulfillment or completion. Enlightenment is about simplification. Enlightenment is about … (there is a peal of thunder; laughter) integration. Integration with all these parts and pieces floating around out there. Integration, and you can't really do integration if you're trying to make it complex. Enlightenment is a natural process, my dear friends. A natural process. That is perhaps my biggest point and will be until I leave.
< e2012 11 > And my point is that it's the same with ascension. It's just falling asleep, but it's actually waking up. It's the same principle. It's natural. You shouldn't have to work at it. It's totally letting go. It's totally releasing and trusting. It's totally taking a deep breath and just letting go. Going into other realms. Going into your dreams. You feel comfortable enough doing it. You let it happen almost every night. Enlightenment is really about the same. You don't have to work at it. You don't have to study. Do you study “How am I going to fall asleep tonight?”
< e2012 11 > It is a natural process. There is actually nothing that you could or should do other than to let yourself experience it. But for some reason there's still that mind wanting to jump in with its what ifs – “What if I go broke? What if I get sick?” – so you're truly procrastinating the inevitable. And it's also preventing you from joyfully experiencing this whole falling asleep into your awakening. There's not anything other than you experiencing it. That's it. Period.
< e2012 11 > WHITE EAGLE: The leap that your consciousness takes, it takes it anyway. The part of you (mind) that can shut it down only is in charge of a very small door. The rest of the building is open, and so your spirit, your consciousness that already understands these vast dimensions of which you are a part, it's going its merry way. It is having the experiences. To know that when you sense that there's a leap, it's already done. And let us take your question and just say something about this breakthrough that everyone's waiting for. The joke is it was yesterday, and you're so busy looking into tomorrow, you didn't even notice it. What if every breakthrough you ever wanted was yesterday?
< e2012 12 > You're an interesting group. Almost seven billion humans on this planet. That's a lot. Seven billion humans clogging up energies of this planet and yet less than, oh, I would say about 150 million that have any concept of awakening, any real a clue of awakening. Maybe less than a million humans on this planet who have chosen enlightenment, who even have a clue what enlightenment is. Oh, a lot of humans think they want to go to heaven; they're actually afraid of going to hell. A lot of humans just want to have a little better human life.
< e2012 12 > But the enlightenment is a natural, natural part of yourself. The answer to the question “Who am I?” Enlightenment, as I've said so many times, is going to happen anyway. It's natural. Sooner or later – probably later – the rest of the humans on Earth are going to go through an awakening, when they're ready, in their appropriate time. For some reason, you, my dear friends, have chosen it now, and it's happening.
< freedom 2 > First of all, being a Master, enlightened, is self-appointed. You don't go to Enlightenment College and get a degree. It's truly self-appointed. There's not a committee of angels up there that is going to judge you. Well, that would be anti-enlightenment. It's yourself. Only yourself. When you're ready, when you say, “I'm enlightened,” then you are. It changes everything.
< freedom 4 > If you were by yourself, you'd pretty quickly learn to love yourself. You'd almost have to, in a way. If you were by yourself, you were without all these other pressures from relationships and humans and family members and things like that, that your enlightenment would come very, very, very fast. Now, I'm not saying to go out and dump those relationships. I'm not officially recommending it, but I'm asking you to take a look it. They're karmic, for the most part. They're done, for the most part. It just means change the dynamic of the relationship so that they're no longer your mother from a past life, or a mother from this life; they're no longer a karmic line that's keeping you connected.
< freedom 9 > How to Live – this ties into enlightenment. The word is “assume.” Assume. What you do is you assume – stop questioning and doubting, you assume – that if you've chosen enlightenment, you've made a clear choice, you just assume that everything is serving that. Everything, everything. No "buts."
< freedom 9 > You've made a clear choice for embodied enlightenment. And when you make that clear choices, then and only then can what you call your divinity, your I Am, join you. Because when you're not sure, it stays away. There is an illusion of separation between you and yourself. You create this barrier. So what you would call your true I Am, your spirit, kind of stays away and watches. Watches. Once you make that very clear choice, no buts, and you just assume blindly, naïvely, stupidly. You have to almost be so stupid with yourself. You just assume that's what's happening.
freedom 9 > But when doubt
comes in, in the way of an aspect – big
doubt comes in – and it starts to overshadow. (Adamus write a question mark to
represent doubt on one of the plates and holds it in front of the I Am plate)
And it starts to draw energy to it, and suddenly the energy that should be going
to this beautiful enlightenment, suddenly gets
distracted over to the huge doubt. However, if you just blindly assume,
it goes like that again. (the I Am plate moves in front of the Doubt plate)
But then, of course, things happen. (he writes question marks on more plates) You have people in your life, you have situations that come up, and then you start to doubt again. (Doubt plates again overshadow the I Am plate) And it starts to take the energy, and it starts to cover up your, let's say, your purity. And now you get all discombobulated. The energy's going everywhere, but to you. It's all getting tied up in the doubts.
< freedom 10 > Freedom. What do they say? Freedom is just another word for nothing left to lose? Anything you have left to lose that we need to clear out today? Here we are in the Freedom Series, and ultimately this word “enlightenment” is really just freedom. Freedom to be yourself, to be your full expression, free of the things that would hold you back, keep you in your own crystal prison. Free to be the I Am, beholden to no one – no one, not even some God. No, because Spirit, the Eternal One gave you Itself with no rules, no regulations, no checking in, no curfew or anything else. Said, “Go and be as you want to be. Be the I Am.”
< freedom 10 >
One of the difficulties about being where you are at with the realization
of your enlightenment – and I say the realization,
because the enlightenment is already there, and you know that. It's the
realization or the awareness of your enlightenment. It's the allowing
of what is already within you. This stage or in this experience of the
realization is that there is very, very little guidance at this point.
You've got a little bit of guidance from me and from some of the other angelic beings, but please realize that there are not that many human or angelic beings who have ever realized and accepted their true sovereignty – you call it being an Ascended Master – very, very few, a little over 9,000, more on the way. Yes, through you of course, more on the way, but very, very few. So how could some of the beings who are in service to humanity – and some who say they're in service to humanity but are more in service to themselves – how could they possibly be working as your guides right now? Because they don't know.
I'll tell you, there are many channeled entities that are being channeled through humans these days, but they have not gotten to where you are in their own freedom, in their own sovereignty. They're still searching just like you. Just because they're from a different dimension or some mother ship or they had an illustrious famous past life, doesn't mean that they understand any more than you do.
You're at the point where there is very little guidance, because there are very few who can actually guide you at this point, who actually understand what you're going through and why you're going through it. Very, very few beings angelic or otherwise who really understand. Furthermore, the ones who do understand, they know it's time to take a few steps back to let you go through the discovery yourself.
< freedom 10 > This path started, whether it was a couple of thousand years ago or a couple of hundred. You come into this lifetime; there was a somewhat of an inner choice, a high potential that you were going to realize enlightenment in this lifetime. The human self kind of follows along with it. It's kind of like in your spiritual DNA. “Okay – enlightenment, realization in this lifetime.” Ever since you were infused, ever since you integrated your essence into this physical body in this lifetime, it has been about enlightenment. Everything. You could look back, you could write down the history of this lifetime – it's all been about enlightenment.
< discovery 2 > “You choose awakening and you allow enlightenment.” Well, in a way, you chose your awakening after lifetimes of studying religion, spirituality. You chose it when you were saying that you’re tired of being here, that something has to give. You chose it by this lifetime expression of yours. You chose it by wanting more. Now, the fact is you might have read my book or another book and thought that that was the moment of the awakening. But no, it started a long, long time before that. Then you started to go through this awakening process, and there were many, many chances along the way for you to say, “No, it’s not for me. I want to stop here” – up until a point of no return.
< Discovery 10 > Enlightenment isn’t about knowing everything. Enlightenment is knowing that you’ll know the right thing in the right moment. Not carrying around all this knowledge and facts and figures, but just absolutely implicitly trusting you’re going to know exactly at the moment you should know. And it’s not coming from anywhere else. It’s coming from you. Enlightenment is truly an experience that very few have ever given themselves. I would say the bold and the outrageous. Some of you would say the crazy. It’s an experience. You could say it’s integration. It’s a total integration of yourself.
< Discovery 10 > Enlightenment is the acceptance. It is the acceptance of Self in a loving way. It is the recognition that there’s no need for power, and that’s a difficult one. And again, we’ve talked about that time and time again in our gatherings. It starts out as a mental concept or an intellectual concept. But until you allow yourself to experience it, there’s no need for power, because all of the energy that you’ll ever need is here.
< Discovery 10 > But if you're going to go into your true mastery, into enlightenment, that body is going to go with you. That body is going to be integrated, one of the things that the other Masters prior to you did not do. As a matter of fact, they spent many lifetimes trying to deny the body and trying to even manipulate the body, control the body from the mind. It simply does not work. But if you're going to go into true enlightenment, be a true walking Master, it's essential that this body is healthy.
< Discovery 11 > And ultimately the real answer is it's a feeling. Enlightenment can't really be defined. But this whole thing of enlightenment is about perception also, a perception of what you have to do. In this little closet hidden away are a few of the known Masters who have achieved enlightenment, but their stories, as we've talked about, are not so good. They're filled with suffering. They're filled with hardship, a lot of loneliness, a lot of angst, and at the end perhaps you could say a total breakdown or death. Not such a good perception to have.
< Discovery 11 > That's a tough one, taking care of a lot of others. It's called delayed enlightenment. “I'll wait until I got everybody else taken care of.” Well, all you're going to do is attract more needy people in your life with that kind of perception. And you're going to be taking care of a lot of folks and really delaying, procrastinating or whatever, your own freedom. And ultimately that's what enlightenment is – freedom. I refer to the higher self or the golden angel or whatever; it's really just the Free Self, and the human as kind of the little self, the trapped self. And the funny thing is you can be either one just by taking a deep breath and choosing.
< Kharisma 2 > This thing of enlightenment, realization – there's nothing new. It's about realization. It's about allowing. It's not about trying to figure something out anymore. You're going to get in trouble doing that. It's allowing yourself to experience and to feel all of it. Not just that one tree in the forest anymore, but everything that you are. I know that you have a heartfelt desire to do that. But I also know you have an intense fear. I know that you have intense concerns about that. I'm not here to actually guide you to enlightenment. There is really nothing that I can actually teach you, not at all. Ultimately, the enlightenment is about you allowing yourself to realize it. The realization comes with allowing, comes with relaxing.
< Kharisma 2 > Enlightenment isn't about just having a little better human life, but enlightenment will get you a better human life. But you can't put the better human life first, but so many on the spiritual path actually do. So many who I've worked with in the past, in the Mystery Schools, the ones who have been my students and even the ones who have allowed their enlightenment, have said that it was all about the enlightenment, have said that nothing mattered more than their enlightenment. But yet their everyday actions, their thoughts and their choices – probably choices being first – were not about enlightenment. They were about really just trying to have a little better human life.
< Kharisma 2 > Every time enlightenment came to you or tried to come to you, every time true realization stood right in front of you, you kept on holding on to the old identity. The old identity was limited. The old identity was not what you would call asleep or unawakened. It was just highly limited. You tried so hard to make this old identity the thing that would be enlightened. You tried to make the old Patrick the enlightened being, rather than allowing all of you, all of the I Am to be the enlightened thing. For so many years now you've lived in a state of great inner conflict, great battle with yourself, trying to do the right thing, trying to be spiritual; all at the same time, whether you realized it or not, trying to simply embellish your old identity. And it doesn't work.
< Kharisma 2 > But nothingness is like silence. Even in silence it's not quiet. Nothingness is like anything you want to be. No longer attached to just being Patrick. No longer attached to just making a better life for yourself, and certainly never again attached to this thing called enlightenment or spirituality. That was as much of a part of a game for Patrick to fortify and to embellish your old identity as anything. The beauty and the grandness of it is that you did get enlightenment. Ultimately, it came. Ultimately, after all the brutalizing and all the demolishing of the old singularity, you did get it. You become everything in the nothingness. You no longer have to focus on Patrick. You no longer are singular. You are no longer just living or just dead. You become all things. You are no longer masculine or feminine.
< Kharisma 2 > The beautiful thing about enlightenment is it's natural. It cannot be controlled, even by your Patrick. It cannot be manipulated by that singular 'trying to make life a little better' Patrick. Your enlightenment isn't there because you thought you asked for it. Your enlightenment isn't there because you begged for it or because you're really sincere about it. It's there because it's who you really are. Your enlightenment isn't something that you can manipulate or manage. You can pretend for a while that you're going to manipulate it. But, my dear friends, it is unrelenting. It is brutal in its compassion. It will release you from your limitations. It will give you your freedom, no matter what it takes, no matter how many tormented nights, no matter how many diseases, no matter how many illnesses, bad relationships or anything else. It's there in the compassion.
< Kharisma 4 > And in the meantime … and I don't really care because it's happened already anyway. I can see it when I look at you, any of you. It's done. The realization, the mastery, the enlightenment, whatever – it's done. So I'm not worried about it. The only thing that I find painful is when you're just surviving, when you're not truly alive. The only thing that I find difficult is looking at you knowing that it's already there, knowing that you're afraid to realize it, maybe. You're putting it off. You're waiting for that other kernel of corn next to you to pop first to make sure it just doesn't pop and go invisible when it does.
< Kharisma 5 > I'll keep saying this over and over until the corn starts popping – everything, everything is about your enlightenment. Everything that happens, even that yawn that you're doing right now is about your enlightenment. That's the beautiful thing. Every action, everything that happens with other people, your whole life, bar nothing, is about enlightenment. Now, the funny thing is with the experience we just had, even your past is now about your enlightenment. You maybe thought, “Well, before it wasn't, because it was my past and I wasn't very enlightened back then,” but now it suddenly is. So suddenly, it all starts working together. It creates quite a swirl, quite a storm, quite a cleansing as this happens. But everything got to be about your enlightenment, otherwise it wouldn't be there.