karma / personal karma (of your own soul)

reenactment coming out of guilt; remorse of the past;

< New Earth 4 > The new earth will have an energy for those who have released their karma. Perhaps there is some residue left, but they have released their karma. They have rewritten their history. This new earth will have different energy attributes associated with it, different than the other world that lives side-by-side. And we are here to tell you, dear friends, that you and other lightworkers who go into this new energy earth will be existing side-by-side with other, who have chosen for karmic reasons not to go into it. They will be living in another reality, or a separate truth, side-by-side with you.

<New Earth 4> All things that you need will be brought forth to you. The bicycle will remain the same; the backdrop changes. You do not need to fear whether you have been good or bad, or what your balance of light and dark is. You have gone through that, you have truly released your karma. You have rewritten your histories. There are still residues of karma that are there, but sit in a place of love on your bicycle - in a place of trust - and watch what happens. You will be amazed. It will be the antithesis of the way humans have lived their lives up to now.

< New Earth 5 > Each of you here has released your karma, as you would call it. As we would call it, it is rewriting your history. Each of you that comes here is ready to move to the next step. Each of you that comes here has been going through a process these past few years in particular, a process of cleansing and releasing and healing in preparation to come to this point. In preparation certainly to be the teachers, to be the ones who bring in the energy of the unity, the unity of the light and dark. Each of you have come here after strenuous preparation of your body and of your mind and of your spirit to be the ones who walk into the world to teach other humans about the unity. It is that simple!

< New Earth 9QA > In the new energy there is not the cause and effect that you have been used to in the past. In the past you have called this "karma" at times. You have been playing in the old energy between the energies of light and dark to help understand the balance. In the new energy it is not cause and effect. It is INTENT and CREATION.

< New Earth 11 > There is no right or wrong. There is no punishment. There is not even karma, my friends. You have created that - karma, another word for sin, another word for fear, another word for not understanding, another word for returning to Earth over and over again. It is something you have created and placed in the old energy. There is no karma. You cannot fail God. We will restate that, "you cannot fail (comma), God." You cannot fail, God.

< New Earth 13 > You are the ones who are no longer under old karmic contract. You have released this. My friends, we ask you to hear this deep within your being, deep within your mind. You are no longer under karmic contract. You have satisfied that. There is not one of your past lives or even this lifetime that you are still obliged or indebted to. You walk freely without the bondage of past karma. You walk freely to be creators on this Earth in this lifetime.

< New Earth 14 > You are no longer bound by karma or contracts. Your contracts have been fulfilled. You are not bound by the past. Your karma is released, dear friends. Many of you are still living in the residue of the old karma. It is time for that to leave. It is time for that to depart. We said earlier that in the first circle that gathers here on this day are all of the past lives of who you have been. They also represent nearly all of your karma. They have been waiting for you and for this incarnation to be released. For indeed as each of those lifetimes passed away and were buried or burned upon the Earth, much of their energy remained in the Earth. Much of that energy of who you were in the past has been held by Gaia. It is now time to release. Oh, your past lives, the ones who stand beside you on this day… they are desiring to return Home. That is why we said earlier that they thank you for the work that you do, for what you are doing is releasing them.

< New Earth 14 > There is a passage in your holy scriptures that we have mentioned before that talks about the Christ coming back for the final judgement day. In this passage it says that the dead will rise, and they will be judged. My friends, the interpretation of that is somewhat different. It is that when the Christ energy returns to you, returns to your being, it is then that each of the past lives that has lived upon this Earth is now free to be released from Earth, free to go Home. This also frees Gaia of a tremendous burden that she has been carrying, the burden of all of your past lives. And again, my friends, you wonder why you feel lonely and empty at times. For you were once surrounded by all of your karma, all of your past lives, but that now is leaving and departing. That leaves only you. Oh, they honor and they thank you and they come back for special occasions like this.

< Creator 1 > Now let us talk for a moment about this lifetime of yours. You (designated ascendee) have come in to this lifetime to complete the last chapters of your book of life here on Earth. You have come in to clear the last portions of karma and to fulfill your contract. You have spent much of the early years of your lives doing this. You met others who you had karmic conditions with that you were choosing to get over. You had family relationships that provided the conduit to resolve karma that had accumulated, that had brought experiences for lifetime after lifetime. You spent much of your early years working with these matters.

< Creator 1 > First you needed to release the karma of old, which you did quite well by setting up very intense experiences in the earlier parts of your life. And then, as difficult as it has been in the last year or so, you released all those things that you held dearly, things of relationships, jobs that you thought were important, of belief systems that were your foundation.

< Creator 1 > There are no contracts anymore. You are not bound to the old. You are not bound to karma. There is residue. There are old remainders that come back to haunt you. But my friends, you are not creating new karma. The book of life for each of you has been written. You have penned the final chapter. Henceforth, it is a new book with open and clean pages. There is no spiritual directive on those pages that you must follow. You are the ones creating the new energy. You are not bound by the past.

< Creator 1 > As you wrote those final words in the final chapter in the book of your life, we know many of you experienced great sadness and then a feeling of loss, a feeling of lack of purpose. That is because you finished what you came here to do, but there was one caveat in that. You knew if you could finish that book in record time, you could write a new one. That is why you are here now. But that book has no guidelines or margin lines or preset number of pages. You are creating it as you go. That is what you are doing here.

< Creator 2QA > We ask you to understand that your new house is a metaphor for your new consciousness, your new physical being, and your new divinity to come forth. Your new house represents all that you are. There are many humans, perhaps your spouses or family or those that you work with that have not built a new house yet… they are still living in their old house. Their old house is about karma. Their old house is about contract.
This is also to say that there are two distinct energies that are working together at this time. There are two worlds (two earths), as we have called it. We have portrayed it to you this way so that you understand that you are moving once again into new realms but that co-existing with those still old energy.

< Creator 3 > You have made so many changes in your life! Now, the person that you have been all these years of your life is ready to go Home. And from that, a new entity, a new personality, a new spirit arises. That is who you are now. You are released from the old contracts, and released from the old karma. You are looking at a new "book of life" now, each of you… a "book of life" that has nothing but empty pages, waiting to be filled with your new creations!

< Creator 3 > You wonder why sometimes in lines you are ignored, like you don’t exist. You wonder they forget your order at a restaurant! (audience laughter) Dear friends, that is because the old self that you saw in the mirror has been slipping away for some time now to make way, to make ready for the newest incarnation of Self. This new Self is not bound by karma and contract. It is not bound to the past but lives only in the present!

< Creator 3 > Because you existed outside of All That Is, in a sense, you existed in a void, and you were turning void into reality. In order to create in your Earth environment, it was necessary for you to go into the future. It was necessary for you to go into the void and create based on thoughts of what would come to be. In other words, you were always projecting yourself into the future. These vibrations created the pathway for your tomorrow. This is the way you have operated ever since you first came here to Earth. You were bound by the memories of the past (karma), and you created the future by projecting yourself into your tomorrows. This is how most humans on Earth create. This is how the future is created. The future reality is an assimilation of vibrational frequencies from all the humans on Earth.

< Creator 4 > We have said to you before, this idea of karma we do not like so much. We do not like using that word. For it was not karma. It is not karma. What is it, dear friends? For all of the experiences and the events that you experienced at the edge of the first circle, you are now trying to understand, trying to define and solidify and deal with by having a parallel experience on Earth. Separation: you have experiences of separation to help you understand happened at the edge of creation before you came to Earth. Pain: you find experiences of pain here on Earth to help understand and define what happened in that zone before you left the first creation. Imbalance: you find experiences as humans with others humans, experiences of imbalance in your emotions, for instance, to help you understand what happened at the edge of creation.

< Creator 4 > Do you understand what we are saying to you? There is nothing that you have done wrong here on your Earth! You have chosen experiences to help you understand something and to help Spirit understand something that happened a long time ago, but not that long ago. You use Earth and the elements of duality, the physics of duality. You use mass and matter to help you and Spirit understand. You use physical bodies to help you understand, to help you RELIVE the experiences that you had at the edges of the first circle. Your experiences on Earth relate to the experiences in the original Creation. You are now playing them out in duality and matter for deeper understandings and definition. It is not about karma, rather about a REENACTMENT of something that happened in any other time, in another place.

< Creator 4 > Somebody had to jump into this great pool of duality to explore the lowest and the deepest parts of it. Oh, it is easy to be one who simply puts your toe in and says, "I am filled with light for I do not sink. And I gather and collect the sunlight, and therefore I am special." It is difficult, dear friends, when you have taken the challenging path. You have jumped in deep when you agreed to become the alcoholic, to have the worst nightmares of nightmares, to have the most challenges.
And you thought this was just karma. You thought that you were paying debts to yourself. Dear friends, this doesn't even sound logical to pay debts to yourself. You and other Taylors that are family, that are Shaumbra, and that are deeply loved by everyone of us… you have chosen difficult experiences in your lifetimes to help explore the depths of light and dark. You have given much in service by doing these things. You have helped to reenact the energetic experiences from the edge of the first circle, and by doing so, helped Spirit to truly understand something new.

< Creator 4 > We know this will bring up many questions, theoretical questions, such as, "Is it right to kill another, for am I truly helping Spirit?" Dear friends, you, those who are in this group and reading this would never even be inclined to do this at this point. You have done enough of that in the past. Honor yourself for what you have done. Honor yourself for the difficult path that you have taken. And in particular, when you look into another's eyes and perhaps do not see the light that you see in your own now, remember that they are still helping to explore this grand thing called duality. There are two sides of it, a light and a dark, a positive and a negative. Someone has to explore the depths of both.

< Creator 4 > You who thinking of your child right now and the difficulty they are going through: understand what they are truly doing. That is compassion, when you can understand. Dear friends, what you are experiencing here on Earth is helping to understand and helping to define that experience that you had at the edge of creation. And you have done that well.

< Creator 4 > As we have mentioned before, many of the dreams that you have now, many of the terrors and the nightmares that are in your life do not relate to this lifetime. They do not even relate to other lifetimes. You wonder where these terrors come from? Dear friends, much that is coming to you now has to do with the experiences that you had before you left the first circle. You are experiencing these in another way - in your dreams - to help create the fabric of what we have call the second creation. This is your universe, your Earth, an extension of All That Is.

< Creator 7 > At some point there came, as we have talked of before, an impasse. Things could go no further. The conflicts, the battles between what you would call the light and the dark were at a stalemate. The universe, as you knew it, even stopped growing. At that point there was a decision, a consensus, an agreement to go to this place of Earth, and for once and all cross through the final veil. You agreed to cross the final barrier, to literally take on a very dense human form, to have your being go into that form that you know of as your body. You agreed to live in complete amnesia of who you were, to walk through the cycles of life and death, and what you call karma, to come full circle back around again, to remembering who you were before you ever crossed through the wall of fire.

< Creator 11 > While we are speaking of fathers. You have carried your own soul karma from one lifetime to another. As you know, it sets up challenges for you based on your experiences from the past. As you also know, you can choose to get off the karmic wheel. You can make the conscious choice to get off the karmic wheel at any time. You do not need to go through a prescribed number of lifetimes or a certain amount of suffering to get off your karmic cycle. All it takes is a conscious acknowledgement that you’re ready for that merry-go-round to stop. That is all! You do not need to go back and clear every lifetime on Earth and times you had before you came to Earth. You do not need to do that! Any time you are ready to get off the karmic wheel you can do it simply by saying it is now time.

< Creator 9QA > Indeed what you are seeing in your headlines is the conflict and dichotomy between the old energy and the new. There are energies that have been suppressed for a long time that are choosing to be free now. There are also old karmas that have been unresolved that are seeking a balance. In these next few years of time, dear friends, you will see much turmoil around you, but it does not have to be within you. This is the lesson of standing behind the short wall.

< Creator 11 > You have carried your own soul karma from one lifetime to another. As you know, it sets up challenges for you based on your experiences from the past. As you also know, you can choose to get off the karmic wheel. You can make the conscious choice to get off the karmic wheel at any time. You do not need to go through a prescribed number of lifetimes or a certain amount of suffering to get off your karmic cycle. All it takes is a conscious acknowledgement that you’re ready for that merry-go-round to stop. That is all! You do not need to go back and clear every lifetime on Earth and times you had before you came to Earth.

< Creator 11 > Now, for those who have already done this (getting off the karmic wheel), many things happen as you know. Some things are quite wonderful, but it sets up a series of changes in your life that are not always easy because you are going through rapid and intense changes. It could affect your body because karma is an energy that is stored within your physical being. Now that you are no longer willing to carry karma it has to find a way out of your body. This can be temporarily painful. It could put you up for a period of time, keep you bedridden. It could cause sores and boils for this old energy is trying to come out. But you are learning well to deal with these things and to release them.

< Creator 11 > Let us talk of another type of karma here. It is an "ancestral karma". It is in the DNA, it is in your biology. It is a "family" karma. We discuss it because your fathers and their fathers and their fathers and theirs are here. They are here now to heal that karma. You have chosen to get off the karmic wheel of your soul. But there is another karma that still lingers. It is the ancestral karma.

< Creator 11 > This space fills up with many who are simply waiting for you to say it is time to release the ancestral karma as well. Do you know that within your being, and within the setup of your life, it is not only your soul karma but it also your family karma? It is karma for things that were done five generations ago and ten generations ago and a hundred. It is carried forward in the biology. Indeed you see it with diseases that are prevalent within certain blood lines. If there is a tendency for diabetes in your family, it is carried karmically in your DNA. There are also emotions - ancestral karmic emotions - that are carried within you. There are events that were created by your father’s forefathers five hundred and a thousand and two thousand years ago that you are trying to heal in this lifetime of yours. And you wonder why life can be so difficult and challenging? As we have said, it is not just about you anymore.

< Creator 11 > "It is not about you anymore." Now that you are working in the new energy, you are finding this to be more and more true. It is not about you anymore. You are healing, and have healed, your own past. And now you are healing the pasts of others. There are churches that even understand this concept. They pray for their ancestors. They pray that their ancestors will join them in Heaven no matter what sins have been done. They understand, to a degree, the energy behind this. They understand that there is ancestral karma.

< Creator 11QA > We do not place any judgment on the appropriateness of this type of action. But we tell you that when this occurs, when there are those who condemn another, they are adding to their karmic bucket. This could be all who are involved in the process of judgment, from the judge and the jury and your officers of law and even the public. Even those who read the newspaper and decide if this person was right or wrong, to be killed or let live. There is a karmic reaction within your soul to this. So we ask you to be cautious before condemning or judging.

< Creator 12QA > It is difficult in the human condition to deal with the fact that there are karmas that you are paying for from past lifetimes. As we have said in recent discussions, it is not only your past soul lives, but also the lineage of your family, of your ancestry, of your bloodline. We know it is difficult to not know exactly what was done back then, to not know whose head you cut off, to not know what things were done, but yet to have to release them. There is a blessing in this however. If you had specific and vivid recall of what those things were, it would be overwhelming. It would be overwhelming. It is not necessary to know what all of these were.

However, dear friends, as you find some quiet time by yourself, sit for a moment and observe the energies that surround you. Observe the circle that is around you. It is the identities of your past lives. It is the identities even of your ancestral lineage. They are all standing around you, cheering you for the work you do.

< Creator 12QA > As you release things in this lifetime, as you walk through the difficulties and learn to deal with them, you are not just healing yourself in this lifetime. You are healing the past of who you were. You are healing the past of your families, of your bloodline. You are healing the past from before you ever came to Earth. As we have said before, you are the designated "ascendee" for all of who you have been. That is why the work that you are doing is so important. We understand it is difficult going through this, dear friends, but you are literally rewriting the book of the past. You are healing what has been done in the past.

At the same time, while you are going through your challenges and releases and healings, understand that the energy of your past lives has been held in the Earth. When one of you has died in the past, the Earth has held that energy until the appropriate time. Now is the appropriate time. Now is when the Earth is releasing the energies of the past, letting these go. Not only are you releasing, but the Earth is also releasing, through the volcanoes and the earthquakes, through the winds, through the natural movements of Earth. She, this precious spirit, is now releasing you from the past.

And yes, this will also cause your body to ache. This will also cause your body and your mind quite some conflict if you live in those spots on the Earth that are letting go right now. If you live next to these quake lines and the volcanoes and the areas that will attract the high winds, it will affect you. These are difficult and challenging places to live. Do you not think there is a reason why you, Shaumbra, are there?

< Ascension 1 > You wonder about all the aches and the pains. You wonder about your past life karma, and its residues. When you go into the consciousness of not being about you anymore, these things have nothing to stick on anymore. They have nothing to stick on, and so they do not affect you so much. Yes, there is still a transition period in this. Dear friends, there is much work that is taking place within your body, but when it is not about you anymore, how could these things affect you? How could these things affect you?

< Ascension 1 > It is not about you anymore. The "you" is from the past. The "you" that you knew before was on the karmic wheel. You went from lifetime to lifetime, trying to resolve and balance (past life aspects : karma). It is not you anymore. You have ascended past that. Indeed their old energies will always be close and always be familiar, but it is not you anymore. Do you understand what we mean? It is not about you. You have moved beyond. You are not seeking ascension anymore. You have ascended.

< Ascension 1 > Yes, there are still vestiges of the old energies (past life aspects : karma). Yes, you are still walking on Earth. That is the trick and the joke of your ascension. You have stayed in your body. You have kept the same contacts, but you have moved to a new level of consciousness while you are here. That is why we have been smiling so much these past few years. As you have struggled for this thing that you called ascension, we knew you had already made the choices.

< Ascension 2 > The clearing that you worked on so diligently in the earlier years of your lifetime has proven to be quite successful. You have cleared old karmas. In a single lifetime you have taken on more karma, more clearing and more lessons than you have in the past ten lives put together. That is why it has seemed so intense up to now. And all of this time that you were clearing past lives, you were also clearing ancestral karma. Oh, no wonder some of you are tired to the bone! Tired to the bone. No wonder some of you long to return Home, thinking you do not have the energy to go forward. But dear friends, I, Tobias, and all the others who come in on this day, are here to tell you that going forward will not be like the past. It will not be filled with lessons and contracts and karma. Period.

< Ascension 2 > We have heard some of you say, "How can you possibly say I have cleared my karma, for I have done such terrible things? I have not yet begun to repay the debts." Then so be it with you! Continue your karma if you choose. We will stand there, loving you and honoring you, walking beside you. But the moment you press the stop button on the karmic merry-go-round, no matter where you are, if you consciously choose to stop, you can get off. There is no prescribed amount of suffering that you must go through. It is in your enlightenment when you choose that you no longer need this. You choose when you can get off… when you can get off this karmic merry-go-round.

< Ascension 2 > In ascension status - that you are in now, all of you - you are in new territory, uncharted territory. None of us who come here today to join you from the other realms has been to where you are. We are observers. We are counselors. We are guides. But WE follow YOU. None of us has been into this new ascension status. The difference is that there are no contracts, or karma, or lessons. That is the difference. It is up to you to create whatever it is you choose.

< Ascension 2QA > In the story of the Lightworker Rachel, it has been said on our side that with just one very good laugh of hers, one very good, open laugh that she had not so very long ago, this released and cleared all of the pain and suffering and the karma of one life. With just one laugh! That should tell you something of the power of laughter, of the ability to smile and to let go and not to be so concerned.

< Ascension 7 > You ARE able to hold this divinity in. That was one of the big questions that you and that we had, particularly going into this lifetime of yours. You felt relatively certain that you would be able to overcome the karmic challenges, the final clearings that you set up for yourself. So many of you took on several lifetimes worth of karma in one life. But, you felt confident that you would overcome this in a single lifetime, or half of a single lifetime. But, none of us was so sure how well you would be able to hold the energy of divinity within you as you transitioned into the New Energy.

< Ascension 7 > In Lesson One of this series we said, " It is not about you anymore." You are off the karmic cycle. You no longer have to go through karma. It is not about you anymore. When you are in the middle of some conflict with other humans, understand that it is not about you any more. They are still going through their processes. They are still going through their karma. They will engage anybody who happens to be close by and attempt to pull them into the drama. You do not need to go there with them. It is not about you.

< Ascension 8 > Have an agenda towards one thing, and it has an equal and opposite energetic reaction towards the other. No, this is not karma. This is spiritual physics. This is playing! This is having fun! Oh, it would be so boring, if there was only light! What would you do? You would have no experience. So, when you polarize one marble, it also affects the other.

< DivineHuman 3 > There is the threat of war. There is a desire for change, and this sometimes brings about conflict. Sometimes to move into the New Energy, as you know, requires battles within. All of you here have experienced that. There are also battles on the outside, old karmic conditions that need to be balanced, that need to be resolved. There are imbalances that are caused when this much New Energy is available to all humans - and other New Energy being delivered from other parts of the Omniverse (It comes from healing of your past, ETs). This creates an imbalance.

< DivineHuman 10 > You stepped off the Old road, the Old road that led from one linear lifetime to the other, the Old road that was paved in karma. Now, you go multi-dimensional, off of the karmic path, off of the Old Energy. You wonder sometimes why you feel so strange, and why you act so strange. It is because you are truly becoming multi-dimensional beings, integrated with all that you have been, all who you are in this moment. This is a point of separation, the fulfillment of a journey that began when you left the Kingdom, when you left Home.

< DivineHuman 10QA > The Jehovah family bonds are not just from lifetimes on Earth. They are from a group prior to coming to Earth, back before Earth was ever created. This was more of a celestial group called - how to spell - C-I-D-A, Cida, that you were all part of.

We emphasize that so many groups and religions right now have ties from long before they ever came to Earth, including the tribe of Israel that I was a part of. We were a group that knew each other so very well prior to coming to Earth. We brought much karma with us when we came to Earth.

This was intensified during the period of Atlantis, where our group tended to rule Atlantis. We tended to dominate. We were a very elite group. There was a karmic condition and karmic cleansing that the children of Israel, the Jewish tribe, agreed to. This is what you know as World War II.

< NewEnergy 4 > It is the energy of Chiron, the Wounded Warrior… the victim… the warrior who has guilt of what he has done… the wounds, the karma, and the remembrance of the past. So, the Wounded Warrior has to come in right now to be part of this Star of David to say, "Are you ready to release the wounds?"… because that is what keeps the two halves from coming back together. That is what is keeping the union of the male and female from happening - is the Wounded Warrior, Chiron. That is what is keeping the separation of heaven and Earth - Chiron.

< Embodiment 1QA > In the case of Joseph Smith, he is a "souled" being and - we could tell stories about this but (audience laughter) - but, it was, in a sense, Joseph Smith choosing, being chosen to bring back together the family energies. And, this was a celestial family to come to Earth. There was quite a bit of karma involved here, things they thought they had to work out. And, there was quite a bit of - how to say - feeling that if outside energies were recruited into their fold, it would make them right for things that they felt wrong about in the past.

< Embodiment 8 > Belief systems… any belief system will try to prove itself and grow itself. That is why you are here. You're a victim - or the lucky recipient - of your own belief systems. You have to be willing to let go 100 percent. And, here's what I (St. Germain) did. I didn't have a choice. I was locked into this energy, after walking into your spiral in the Temples of Tien and getting frozen, and being left by you. You didn't know what to do. You didn't know how to get me out. So, you ran. I became part of your karma.

< Embodiment 10QA > Indeed… any of you who have come from a family have a curse (audience laughter). Indeed there is an element that we spoke of recently and that you have this. You not only have your own past life karma - and karma simply means an energetic type of influence or balance - but you do definitely have a type of ancestral karma. In your case, in particular, there are some very - what you would call - very dramatic, wicked, and violent energies that are associated here. And, there are some - what you would say - some very deep, dark secrets. And, they influence you because they race through the DNA.

< Embodiment 11QA > Adolf Hitler, as we have said, is not a souled being. He does not exist in our realms. You could never find him here. He is a non-souled being, the creation of Hipuru or Jewish consciousness. And, he was created through the Jewish consciousness to help carry out a very fast and a very swift type of karma, a karma also related to Atlantis.

< Clarity 11 > You did not have to be here this lifetime. You think you did. You think you had karma. You think you had responsibilities to others. You think you had things to learn. You didn't. It was an illusion. It was truly an illusion. A very, very real and poignant illusion, but it was an illusion. Much like me... I didn't need to return - and you didn't either.

< MNEC2006-T > Sometimes it flows through your genealogy or through your family tree through the blood line, but it finds its way to you. And sometimes, Shaumbra, this coding has caused your body to be something it wasn't really designed to be. This coding sometimes even comes in a karmic form and it causes your body to be distorted. It causes your body to shut down in certain areas. It causes you to take on a look in your face and in your physical features that truly isn't you.

< (Next) 4 > There are patterns in relationships, and these are some of the gnarliest, stickiest. Ancestral karma - karma going long, long ways - and the fact that you still haven't learned that you're your own best lover, and you're your own best partner. But you want to keep trying to find a partner who is going to unbalance you - not always, but a lot. You're looking for something in a partner that you think that you can't have within yourself, so you end up in these bad relationships. You become patterned into them. You don't know any better.

< e2012 6 > Your own personal karma, your aspects that are out there. They have an influence on your physical health. Let’s say you have a very dissociated aspect, a very traumatized aspect. They tend to hang around. Why? First of all, they want something you have that they don’t. A soul. The aspect is a fragment of you, but it doesn’t have a connection with the soul. You do. So these aspects, the, what we call, gray or dark aspects, they hang around, just waiting for the chance to grab that soul. They haven’t figured out where it is or how to get it, but they think if they wait long enough, if you go through enough hell, that they’ll reach in and grab it.

In the meantime, these aspects are hanging around, and grabbing you like claws digging in. Digging in. They’re literally taking energy. This is what keeps … it’s their food. You. You. You’re like a big muffin for them. That’s how they stay focused, connected and present. So if you have a lot of these, you’re going to get real tired. They take that energy. Now, not that you can’t take more somewhere else, but you’re used to being connected in a certain way, receiving a certain amount of energy, so you don’t bring more in, and even if you did, you’d probably just give them more. So you’ve got this kind of interesting, weird balance worked out.

But in the meantime while they’re taking a little energy – no offense here – but while they’re taking a little energy, they could be affecting a vital organ, particularly the kidneys and the liver, taking that energy right out of you. It’s weakening the vital organs. It’s going to compromise your immune system, and no matter how much Spirulina or Echinacea or any of these other things that you take, they’re weakening your immune system.

Want your immune system back? Let go of a lot of this personal karma and a lot of the aspects, the unintegrated, the traumatized aspects. How do you do that? Well, quite simply, you bring these aspects back into love, back into you, by having a safe home space, your Now moment, where you are right now, your present moment. How do you do that? Breathe and love yourself. Unconditional love. As has been said many times, the toughest thing that you’re going to face in this lifetime is how to love yourself.

< e2012 6 > When you love yourself, you release the personal karma, you don’t have to feel guilty about anything. You do, but you don’t have to. Nothing. And you say, “But I really did something really bad, and I just have to carry that around with me.” No you don’t. Not at all. Try it for a week – letting go of all of the guilt, the remorse, the bad feelings, the feeling that if you were truly fully empowered, that you’d go do bad things. You’re not going to. You can let that personal karma go right now.

That way the aspects are going to come back in – finally, a safe space; finally, a place of love – and that's all they wanted. Like little lost runaway children, that’s all they wanted was the acceptance and the love. But if you’re not accepting yourself, there’s part of you – many parts of you called your aspects – that are out there lost, cold, angry, really, really angry, hateful, disillusioned, not ready to come home. Try loving yourself.

< e2012 6 > I remember some of the times in the Mystery Schools where literally the teachers and I had to struggle, trying to pull away personal karma from some of the students. They just insisted on it. It was part of their identity. And we said, “No. You can let it go right now. Anything. All of it.” They insisted on having it. I guess it made them feel more in touch with themselves. A little bit of suffering made them feel more alive in a strange way. They just couldn’t let go some of the issues. But we can here today.

< e2012 6 > How many online have been divorced? More than once? More than twice? Oh keep going. Okay. More than five times? So you got married for love. Well, actually, you didn’t at all. Most of you did not get married for love. It was karma. You’d been together before. You had things to work out and experience together. So you came back together. You met each other. “Oh! I know you! You must be my soul mate!” No, you’ve just been together before. You had stuff to work out. Maybe you could do it this lifetime.

< Discovery 9 > It's been said that you have a planning session before you come back, come to a new lifetime. Some actually do. Most don't though. No, most of the time when somebody comes back for another incarnation, they have no idea what's going on. They're drawn by the compelling and magnetic forces of emotions and memories and karma and other people; sucked right back to the planet without the benefit of even knowing where they're going to end up. But we kind of know where they're going to end up. They're going to end up right back with the family that they've been connected to for a long time. So most people really never have this type of planning session. They go from one lifetime to another to another, tumbling through time and space; tumbling through challenges and difficulties; tumbling through their own demons and darkness; once in a great while surfacing for a bit of air, but not so often.

< Kharisma 10 > And one of the most common phrases in consciousness right now was “All men are created equal.” Actually, it wasn't the original wording. The wording that we wanted was later changed; what we wanted was “All beings are created equal.” But, you see, the Founding Fathers were all men so it said, “All men are created equal.” Actually, in the original version I (St Germain) had written, “All beings are created equal, but some just have more karma than others” (laughter). That was cut out, of course. It's very true. All souled beings are equal. Equal in opportunity, equal in potential, equal in their freedom. But many carry a lot of karma. Karma from their past lives, karma from their ancestors, karma from society. A lot of them carry that and therefore don't give themselves the true freedom that they really deserve.

< Kharisma 10 > The discussion of karma goes way back to the time of Tobias saying it's just a belief. It's not real. It's not out there in the cosmos. Nobody's keeping track. There are really no Akashic Records recording all this. One is free of their karma the moment they let go of it. You could have the worst rap sheet in the world; you can have lifetime and lifetime of bad deeds, and the moment you say, “I release that burden, that karma. I release it, guilt free.” It's a hard thing to do when you feel bad about yourself, when you have hurt other people, when you've hurt yourself. It feels almost irresponsible. But it's actually the most responsible thing you can do, because the moment you let go of your karma, the moment you let go of your perceptions of the past, it changes the future potential. Like Tobias said, the future is the past healed, released.

< Emergence 2 > Now we've got the human, filled with a lifetime of experiences and not knowing what to do with it. And typical of the human, it says, “What am I supposed to do? How am I supposed to figure this all out? What does this mean? Maybe I did something wrong?” What does the human do then? It goes right back into another experience. I guess it's an obsession with the human or maybe just its role – to be one that experiences. What happens so often though, what actually created this phenomena called reincarnation, is the human keeps saying, “I have to go back and back and back into experiences to learn a lesson, to maybe come to some enlightened spiritual concept. I have to keep going back.”

< Emergence 2 > Reincarnation is an unnatural reality. The consciousness, the motivation of humans actually created it. In the original creation of this planet, there was no formula for reincarnation. Back then, even the animal kingdoms and the plant kingdoms, they didn't reincarnate. But once humans started doing it, everything started doing it. It's gotten into this crazy cycle, “Keep going back.” It's kind of a consciousness that, “In order to understand my experiences, I have to have more experience.” That's kind of a never-ending road, you know. “To try to figure out all this, I just need to dive into more experience, hoping that perhaps a new experience might provide the clues, the keys, the answers,” and it doesn't. It's just another frickin' experience.