love of self;
< New Earth 3 > You, the Divine Human, will not need to worry about your humanness any more. You will not need to worry about other people. You will be able to accept where they are and where you are. You will be present in the moment, creating in the moment, creating miracles in your now. You do not need to worry of what comes next. All of this comes simply out of trusting from the deepest level of your being. Trusting your own soul. Trusting your own True Self.
< Creator 2 > She learned to accept her human self, the very thing she had been denying for lifetime after lifetime. She had been denying her human self for hundreds of lifetimes. She had been denying that she was even human, wanting to have this thing called ascension so she wouldn’t have to face herself as human, as a lowly human. She had been trying to achieve some ascended state so she would not have to deal with the human things she had done and the human body she carried.
< Creator 2 > Do you know, my friends, that when you left the First Creation and you took physical body, you were shocked that you would have to own anything so crude and low? You knew that you would have to carry this body around with you for lifetime after lifetime. You took this human body as punishment for going too far at the edge of the First Creation. That is not so, and we ask you to release all of those thoughts and beliefs now.
< Creator 2 > As she laid upon her bed, asking how to accept herself and all of her humanness in order that she may come to know her divine self, it hit her loud and clear. It was simple. The words that came from within her - not from outside but from within her - said, "release your grasp; simply release your grasp."
< Creator 2 > Susan realized how tightly she had been clenching. When she opened up, she remembered the parable of Oryan in the canoe going over the waterfall. She did not care. She opened up. She said, "it is time for me to release all of who I thought I was. It is time for me to release all of the beliefs that I have carried with me. It is time for me release any guilt, any pain. It is time for me, as I open my hands, to accept my human self. As I do, I will surely begin to know my divine self."
< Creator 2 > We ACCEPT you and LOVE you as human. We accept every thought, every deed, every action, everything in the passion and love and wisdom of Spirit. The Eternal One loves you infinitely, endlessly, and without condition! As we have said before, Spirit has no agenda. There is not a right way or a wrong way. There is only the new way, and you are creating it. If Spirit loves you so deeply and has no agenda, then dear teachers, you should be able to accept your human selves, to release as Susan did. As Susan released the grip of all her beliefs and guilt and pain, and she accepted everything that she had ever done unconditionally in the form of total forgiveness of self, she began to understand her own divinity.
< Creator 2 > As she lay awake at night with a tremendous feeling of release surging over her, she came to another realization. She realized that she had been living in the future, and she had been creating a picture of fear for what the future might hold. She realized that she was worrying about unpaid bills in the future that never existed. She was worried about illness that may come to her. None of these were real, but she was projecting her own sense of unworthiness into the future. The future represented a lack of trust in her divinity. She found that she was spending much of her time and energy in the future with her fears.
< Creator 2 > She said, as she released her grip and opened her palm, "I will now live in the NOW. I will no longer fear a future that does not exist. I will live in the NOW." She began living in the NOW, as she continued to practice standing behind the short wall in acceptance of all that is. As she began to consciously release her grip on her own guilt and pain and the past, she realized that she was creating a moment, a divine moment, in all of the NOW that she was living. She was learning once again to trust self. She was learning that there was no need to project a future fear scenario, but simply to live in the NOW. As she did, there was a unique melding of her humanness with her divinity.
< Creator 2 > She realized that the Spirit within always provides the divine moment - always - but that she had been blocking it. Much like when she was a child, she had blocked her own light and had not helped to teach and heal others, as she knew she was capable of. She had put up a wall, the wall of unworthiness. But now as she brought this down in her adult life as a Lightworker, as a teacher of the Crimson Circle, she realized that she could trust in herself to provide the divine moment.
< Creator 2 > Many of the pains you are feeling in your physical body are related directly to holding onto old belief systems that no longer serve you. You are feeling the pains in your physical body as a reminder to you to let go, to release the grip. These are pains of old beliefs, of guilt, of the way you thought things should be. Letting go allows the divineness to come in and provide that moment that you chose to create.
< Creator 2 > The biggest challenge will be the remembrance of the time when you lived at the outer edge of the All That Is. This is when you felt the original rumblings of duality and separation, and you lost trust in Spirit. This is what will be coming back to challenge you right now. It is not about your past lives. It is not even about this life. The nightmares you are having are about a different time and a different place and the original feeling of the rug being pulled out from underneath. We are reminding you of this at the very time we are asking you to trust in self. This will be the challenge.
< Creator 2QA > Now again this (divine moment) does not come from outside of you. It comes from within, and it comes when you allow and accept all things as they are. It is when you accept your human that this divinity, this light - the light that is waiting to be released from every cell and every strand of DNA and every vibration within you - can come forth. It is waiting to be released. When you open up and allow and release the fears, it can find the path up through your being.
< Creator 2QA > There will be a conscious reaction, also an emotional and a physical reaction. The physical reaction will be able to be measured at some point. The effects that this opening to your divinity has will change the structure of your human and physical being. We cannot tell you where to go find this divine moment, but we can tell you that the potential for it exists within each and every one of you. Simply release the grasp, dear friends, to allow it to happen.
< Creator 3QA > Your meditations have been, for the most part, struggling and difficult. Indeed they helped you get to this point. We ask you to always honor that part of yourself. But as you move into the new energy, you do not need to sit and meditate daily for a prescribed period of time and fight the thoughts coming through your mind. All you need to do, friends, is to allow and accept all that is. Accept yourself, and live in the divine moment. You will find that you will desire quiet time to be by yourself, but it will be like a river of wisdom and love flowing through you, rather than a structured meditation.
< Creator 6 > Lesson Two, another foundation lesson: Accept your human self, and you will come to know your divine self. This is perhaps one of the more boring lessons, but my dear friends, you will need to understand this for yourself, and you will need to understand it for those you teach. If you do not accept your human self, return to "GO" and start over again. (chuckling) If you do not accept your human self, if you reject yourself, it will come back later. Your human self will want acceptance, and it will be more difficult to heal later than it is now.
< Creator 6 > You have come to Earth for a reason. You have gone through many, many lifetimes for reasons. As you get closer to integration with your divinity, indeed there is the tendency to reject your human self. There are some that think they are going to ascend and never come back to Earth. Dear friends, that is not acceptance! You will have difficulty on the path of the Crimson Circle if that is how you feel about yourself. Do you understand what we are saying here? Think twice about the beauty and the joy and the love of being a human. Accept it. If it is difficult to accept, take time to work with this. Work with others who will help you accept. If your desire is to simply pop out, to never return to this challenging place of Earth, oh, dear friends, you will have many names in many future lifetimes! (audience laughter)
< Creator 6 > Lesson Two : Accept your human self, and you will come to know your divine self. This is a core lesson. Accept all that you are. Accept your human self. Jack came to a point where he had to learn to look in the mirror and see beauty and see love and to see God in the mirror. Do you know what we mean? You need to come to this point within yourself, where you can see yourself as God, for indeed you are! Being in human condition is a joyful, grand and loving thing. There are scores and scores of entities tonight in the outer circles that are desiring to do this, that are desiring for this experience. Accept your human self, and you will come to know your divine self.
< Creator 6 > Oh, these have been key lessons. We hope you have not simply read them for the wonderful energy! (audience laughter) These have been the core foundation lessons. They are not the most exciting, but they are the most important. These first three lessons in the Creator Series are lessons of acceptance: Accepting all things, accepting yourself, accepting the moment that you live in. They are the acceptance lessons within the series.
< Creator 12 > In the old energy it was difficult to accept your human self. In a sense, you considered this the punishment for leaving Home. You ended up in physical body with its aches and its pains and its challenges. Before you came to Earth, you were used to soaring and flying! You were used to lightness in the Kingdom. In the new energy that you are moving into, it will be easy to accept your humanness, because you will understand that you are not locked in there. You will understand that it affords you many things, as well. It provides you with many pleasures. It gives you a vehicle for expression of the light within.
< DivineHuman 5 > Joe realized that he didn’t have to ask if he was he ready for his enlightenment. The answer was already there. He didn’t have to ask the angels. All he needed to do was to accept himself with total compassion and love, just as the angels accepted him. But, he needed to do it within himself. At that moment, Joe achieved his enlightenment. At that moment, his divinity glowed within him. He realized, in the moment, that everything was perfect and right. So ends the story of Joe.
< NewEnergy 2 > The energy of suffering and struggling came from the fact that it was difficult to accept your self and your identity. You thought of yourself as something far removed and different from God. Humans felt that they were banished from heaven, punished for having done something wrong, waiting for a savior to pull you out of the depths of the human condition. You believed that you had to crawl on your hands and knees, worship God, be devout and suffer. The struggling and suffering energy has been deeply ingrained in the human condition for some time now.
Embodiment 7QA > This whole concept of self-love
is perhaps the core issue for all angels
and all humans. So, you are addressing something that is so basic and so
important and a challenge that you face and all Shaumbra face. When you can accept
yourself as you truly are and get to that level, then you are truly expressing
as God also. Don't give yourself a hard time for this
ability to accept and love self. It is the most challenging thing.
The moment that you - and any of us - went through the Wall of Fire, it was all a matter of coming to this point of love and acceptance. Now, I'm simplifying it. But, that is truly what it's been about. When you come to that intimate connection with yourself (all aspect of you) and your divinity, all of the elements, everything you've ever been done or been, come back together in the Now moment. And, there is almost like an explosion of this blissful energy that takes place. And, then you realize that you are a Creator. You realize how simple it is to create anything around you.
So, you are on the perfect and right track. You're coming down to core issues. You're not worrying about the little stuff anymore. You're getting down to the basics. And, we know you've gone through many cycles of releasing. It takes a lot of cycles. It takes tremendous amount of movement of energy to work through all of these layers, all of these stories that have been created, all of the things you've been experiencing. But, I would say to you - and to all of Shaumbra - you are getting there. You are close.
Embodiment 8QA > It's about releasing
your limitations and accepting
your "I-amness." Your
limitations are, in a sense, all of the stories
that you have created, your past life aspects.
They are just stories, but there is a tendency to believe that they hold the
power, that they hold the energies. They are just stories. It is about releasing
They want to be released. They want to be set free. They are in this - how to say - this type of crystal or structure that we talked about before, frozen in time and space, waiting for you to let them have their own freedom. When you do this, it lets go of your limitations and your acceptance of this hypnotic state that you have been in.
When you accept everything… everything… including what you consider crazy thoughts in your mind… when you consider what another… when you accept what another person does… when you accept your children… when you accept the world as it is… when you accept everything that happens… this also sets you free in a whole new way. It allows you to go beyond the limitations of the hypnosis.
Hypnosis requires limitations. Acceptance lets you fly past those. So, accepting, which is the compassion that we speak about so often, is so essential for your total freedom. It is very simple, and don't get so much into the head about it.
< Clarity 2 > Imagine putting your arms around your human self… holding you… loving you… reassuring the humanness of who you are… that you will take care of its body… that you will stimulate its mind - even though we go beyond the mind, we don't leave the mind behind… telling that human self that it is appreciated for mowing the lawn and doing the dishes… telling the human self it is loved from every waking moment, everything it does… hugging your human self and assuring it that it will never be left behind… never be forgotten… and never be denied. Hug yourself. Tenderly kiss yourself like you've never done before. There is no need to destroy the human aspect. Humanness is wonderful. There is no need for Shiva to have to come in and destroy human. It is about embracing, loving and embodying human, even in your expanded state.
< Clarity 2QA > So often the human self, what we call the "little self," is afraid, and it is crying out. It wants your attention. You have gone on this tremendous spiritual journey but you forgot to take care of the little human self. You didn't even leave it a babysitter. You just left it there (some laughter). It is afraid. It is not sure what is happening. So, the best way it gets to you is sending you fear energy. You respond to that faster than just about anything else. Go back; make peace with your human self, and bring that human self with you in this expansional journey. And, you will find that the fear starts going out the door.
< Master 5 > When you bring it back together, bring back the masculine/feminine, the light and the dark, when you return to yourself because of this tremendous flow of energy, you also bring your humanness and your spirit together. That is a duality that you've been allowing yourself to experience, as much as light and dark, masculine/feminine. You don't destroy your humanness to have your spirit-ness; you bring them together. They actually want to come together. There are parts of you that may not believe that, but they actually want to come together.
< Master 9 > The other, compassion. Compassion is so important here - for yourself. Some would call it a forgiveness, in a way. Compassion is accepting every part of you, because you have all these aspects, you've got all these parts and pieces coming back. They need to feel that compassion. It's the welcome home. It can't be manufactured. In other words, you can't just say, "I'm going to be compassionate," and then walk home and start beating yourself up or telling yourself that you can't get to it right away until you improve things in yourself. The compassion has to be honest.
< e2012 6 > When
you love yourself, you release the personal
karma, you don’t have to feel guilty about anything. You do, but you
don’t have to. Nothing. And you say, “But I really did something really bad,
and I just have to carry that around with me.” No you don’t. Not at all. Try
it for a week – letting go of all of the guilt, the remorse, the bad feelings,
the feeling that if you were truly fully empowered, that you’d go do bad
things. You’re not going to. You can let that personal karma go right now.
That way the aspects are going to come back in – finally, a safe space; finally, a place of love – and that's all they wanted. Like little lost runaway children, that’s all they wanted was the acceptance and the love. But if you’re not accepting yourself, there’s part of you – many parts of you called your aspects – that are out there lost, cold, angry, really, really angry, hateful, disillusioned, not ready to come home. Try loving yourself.
< e2012 8 > Humans beings are wonderful until they get in an organization. Any organization – a company, a church, a benevolent foundation – I don't care what it is. What is it about humans? Wonderful individually, but the moment they organize, you have control issues, power issues, hierarchal issues. This is where the sexual energy virus comes in. It loves organizations. Once humans organize it brings out sometimes the very worst of them. Why is that? Beacause it's not meant to be organized. Ultimately, sovereignty is about loving, accepting and owning yourself.
< e2012 8 > They
let go of this need to try to define themselves, to find themselves, to know
themselves, to improve and perfect themselves. They came to a point of
exhaustion – anybody feel a little connected to that? – a point of
exhaustion, of saying, “This search, this
desperate search, is exhausting. I'm just going to give up. To hell with this
whole spiritual path and all of its books and all of its workshops and all of
its accoutrements and everything else – to hell with that! I'm done! I'm
In that moment of acceptance, then it came together. Then they had a good laugh, every one of them. And then it didn't matter. It didn't matter that they weren't perfect, because they were never going to be. It mattered that they accepted. It mattered that they loved themselves, quirks and all. Bad bank accounts, overweight, stupid little tics or strange things you do, your bad temper, your impatience, your lack of real understanding of the spiritual being that you are. You get over all that. You go into a place of acceptance. You could say it's surrender, but it's only surrendering to you.
< e2012 8 > There
is actually two moments where the angelic beings are not
with you. They're real close by, but one is when you truly decide you're going
to be sovereign. You let go of the spirit
guides that have been with you for a long time, and it's what some of you
call the dark night of the soul.
But it's not a night. It lasts a couple of months. (laughter) It's a long time.
All the beings have to step away. You've gone through that, so now I can say
I'll be with you every step of the way, up until the moment of your enlightenment.
That – out of honor – I'm not going to be there or the others. You do that
In that moment of enlightenment, it's just an acceptance. It's just saying, “Whatever. I Am that I Am.” Suddenly, all the aspects come back in. It's a time of very personal integration. They all fly back in. So we kind of get out of the way and let the aspects come back in so that we don't get sucked in along with them. (laughter at Adamus' joke) We do it so that it can be the marriage or the union of you back into yourself. So nothing wrong there. It would have been totally disrespectful and a lack of compassion for me to stop. First of all, I couldn't. This was her choice, her journey.
< freedom 6 > It has nothing to do with capabilities, powers or any of that. It's simply about the ability to accept yourself. That's it. Now with that true love of self, all things are possible. With that true love of yourself, there's never a question again about money. Money is just a rude way of telling you you're not loving yourself – or the lack of money, I should say. Or health – just a rather painful way of saying you've yet to totally come into love with yourself. Once the acceptance is there, the true magic begins.