< New Earth 1
> You have been, each of you, workers in the universe.
Not just this universe or consciousness,
but in many others that surround it. You have been to many places in many dimensions
and have experienced much. Each of you certainly has worked together in these
other places. It is difficult to explain in a linear fashion, so think here in
terms of a circle. The many experiences that you have had are even occurring at
this very moment. It is not just about your lifetimes
on Earth. It is about the many, many other identities
that you have taken, and many places where you have been.
< New Earth 9QA > Depression is simply the Self feeling it has been abandoned. There is a feeling of loss and sorrow. It is difficult to explain but your old energy human self has an identity to itself, just like your past lives have an identity to themselves. It is feeling that it is abandoned, that it has died or is dying. That is why many here have gone through the feelings of the death phantom. It is feeling that all of the energy was pulled out from underneath. It is wanting to continue living, continuing its identity but also knowing that it is appropriate to make way for the True Self, the Higher Self, to come in. These feelings are strong and they are real. There are humans who have not been able to work through these, that have chosen instead to return Home. These feelings are intensely strong. These feelings of depression have been intensified lately when your guides began to leave the space they held around you, so there is the additional feeling of abandonment as well.
< Creator 7 > Through his experiences, Jack began taking on a new self identity. He began to group with other similar energies of entities who had also crossed through the Wall of Fire. He began to bond with others, and form "energy" groups. These energy family groups traveled to, and in a sense, resided in certain parts of the universe. And as you would know from your current experiences with families, there became internal battles. Jack and the others began fighting. There became wars. The groups that had formed became fractured and split.
< Creator 9QA > Some will have a dozen runners, and some will have hundreds. There are many tasks, and it depends upon the complexity. It is not about how many runners you have. It is about the work that they are doing. Do not pride yourself in having twelve-by-twelve runners. That does not necessarily make you a better teacher. It is about the task, and the size of the task that they are doing. The runners are indeed angels. They indeed have identities and personalities. They are there for you. You cannot ask them to go create a new job for you, but when you create that vibration from within - a vibration that is without intent or agenda - they take that energy to the most appropriate places, and they return what is most appropriate for you.
< Creator 11 > Ego … derived from your Latin word meaning "I". I-go. I-go. This is what Jack did. He waved goodbye to the King and Queen and said, "I go now." Indeed, the ego was developed when you, when Jack, crossed through the Wall of Fire. It needed to be, because there had never been separation before. There had never been a loss of identity of who you were. This ego was developed and it was important. It created a sense of identity for you.
< Creator 11 > As funny as that may seem dear friends, each object, inanimate as it may seem, has a vibration level. It has an identity of its own. We have said to you before in previous channels that rocks will start talking to you! And it is true. They have their own vibration pattern and they can communicate with you. You will experience more and more of this in your life as you truly begin to understand what it is like to be a creator. You will see it manifest in your life.
< Ascension 3 > Now, we have been asked if there are dark forces on our side of the veil. It is an interesting question, difficult to answer in human words, but we will attempt to define this. We do not look at it with the type of judgment that you do. But there are entities and even groups or families on our side of the veil that are also resisting change. They are very comfortable with the power that they have. They do not want to lose that power. They fear they will lose their identity if they give up any of their power, so they tend to become isolated. They tend to cluster together in packs. They tend to go off on their own. They like to establish their own energetic empires. Now, these same beings at times get tired of being with themselves, so they go out and try to take energy from others. They try to steal energy.
< Ascension 4 > That reason (leaving Home) is to understand your own identity outside the realm of All That Is, to connect with that identity, to experience through it, and then at a given point, to integrate your birthright, the Christ seed within, your God-self, to integrate that into everything that you are. That is why we are sitting here with you now. That is why you are here, dear, dear friends. And, that is why I, Tobias, sit here with you on this day. You are at that magical, miraculous, incredible point, where you are coming to the full completion of the circle. You are coming to the point now where you are completing the circle. And, that is when you integrate your divinity.
< Ascension 6 > Imagine the shape of a star, of a five-pointed star. At the top of the star is the first of these five senses. It is the SENSE of AWARENESS. Now these are etheric, spiritual, divine senses, the first being awareness. You developed this sense immediately when you left Home, when you left the Kingdom. Up until this time, you really did not have an awareness of who you were. You simply were. But, when you left the Kingdom and went through the Wall of Fire, you immediately developed a sense of awareness. This is the "I am" Sense. "I am part of God, but yet I am my own identity." It is the first of these five senses.
< Ascension 8 > What is your own Earth going through at this time? In a way, it is going through the type of energetic changes that YOU have gone through over these past 10 and 20 and 30 years. You can look at the energies and the cycles of Earth, and you can see what is happening if you look into your life in these past years. Think of what it was like for you, 10, 20 years ago Ethe turbulence… the quest to understand who you are… the quest for identity and meaning. The consciousness of humankind is at that point now.
< Ascension 8 > You went forth, out into the void. When you did, this created duality. You were split into billions of pieces, and brought back together again at a point. Now you had your own unique identity. But, in that unique identity, you had also forgotten how to get back Home. You were set free, outside of the realm of Home, to go explore and to create. In order to do so, you took on the original energy of duality.
< Ascension 8 > Now, you used this energy of duality to create the universe, and to go explore. You used it to understand the depth of the dark and the height of the light. As you used these energies back and forth, it brought new meaning and new identity to who you were. And, they also worked to propel each other. For, if you had not had the energy of "dark," "light" would have been static. If you had not had the energy of "light," "dark" would have gone into an abyss. They work together!
< Ascension 8 > You, Spirit… you, divine one, have also been learning to understand your own identity. As you do, as you come to understand the identity of your own divinity, then you begin to understand God. It has been said that you could never figure out God in your head. And, indeed that is true. It comes in through your heart. And, it comes in after you learn to understand your own divinity. When this happens, dear Shaumbra, then Home comes to you. As we have told you, you never go Home. That was not the purpose of all this. You don't go Home. Home comes to you.
< Ascension 8QA > Duality, an energy used to move yourself forward, can now begin leaving. When that happens, you come to a new understanding of love. As we said before, the quest for love has been on ever since you left Home. The quest for love is the desire to understand who you truly are. You have sought to know your Self with your own unique identity and fingerprint… a being who IS Spirit, but has uniqueness as well… a creator in your own right as well… one who will soon inherit the throne, as we have spoken of. The new understanding of love is something that you have sought.
< Ascension 9 > Duality was a method for you to look at yourself, to look at the opposite in the mirror. You came from One, from the Kingdom, where there was only One. When you left Home, when you left the First Circle, dear friends, the first energies of duality came in. This is when you were first able to start looking at yourself in the mirror. Duality - two opposites. Dual reality. This is when you first began to have an identity that was your own. Until then, you were simply one who lived in the Kingdom, in oneness. Now you were beginning to develop your own identity. This identity of yours as the Prince, as Jack, was like a boulder in the water. We spoke about the boulders recently. It was like a boulder. It caused the water to break its flow.
< Ascension 9 > The energies in the Kingdom were a singular flow. Now, your new identity (mirror image: two opposing energy) was like a boulder in the stream of divine energy. When you put a boulder in the water it creates turbulence. It breaks up the flow. Some water rushes over. Some water rushes around the side, and vortexes are created at the other end of the rock. In a sense, that is what duality is. Your sense of identity outside of the kingdom sits like a boulder in the stream of energies. All of this is appropriate, all appropriate. It is helping you, dear Prince and Princess, to develop new understandings of who you truly are.
< Ascension 9 > Meditation has been a very important part of your journey up to now. And, we have asked you recently to release this. Meditation served you well. Indeed, it served the Buddha quite well. But, in meditation there has been a form of denial where you tried to block the mind and the body. In the New Energy, even in the Void of the New Energy, there is no blockage. All energies come through your being. The river flows once again. Identity is melded into the river now. It does not need to be a boulder in the water. It flows through you. It is like the breath coming through you. It flows in, and it flows out.
< Ascension 9QA > You are coming to a point of fulfillment, not to the end of a journey. Even Gautama found that the journey continued. The journey continued. Truth evolves. You are coming to a point of fulfillment, of completion, before going into a next cycle. The fulfillment is creating New Energy from a finite source, getting out of the game of duality, where you were just changing the appearance and the looks of two energies of duality. Now with your new identity and knowingness, you are making it possible for the creation of New Energies, and, at the same time, making it possible for Home to come to you.
< Ascension 9QA > The Fruit of the Rose is your divine lineage. It comes truly comes through and manifests when you sit in the void we have discussed today. It is the solution that has not been brought in yet. It is a potential solution that exists in a neutral or dormant state. But, it has always been there. It is all of the answers that you have ever sought, but you could not come to realizations until the appropriate time. We have said before that, in a sense, you have already buried the answer for yourself, along your path. You have already created all of the potential solutions before you got there. This is the Fruit of the Rose. It IS your divinity. It IS that part of God that you brought with you from Home. It is your individual identity in meld with the essence of Spirit.
Now, that does not mean that the answers have already been worked out. It means the energy for the solution is there. It still takes you living in human form, living in the "now," to bring the solution to realization. There requires participation at all levels of your being. Your divine consciousness has been behind the seven seals that are now opening. The Fruit of the Rose is the unrealized solution, but the solution that has always been there. The Fruit of the Rose does not contain the exact road map and directions for the solution, but it contains all of the energy for realization of it.
< Ascension 10 > Yes, indeed, duality has its own identity. It has its own vibration. In a sense, it is like an entity, much like you. But, as you know from your own experiences, duality also is tired. Duality knows it is time to transform into the New Energy. Even duality is at odds with itself, part of it wanting to hang on, part of it wanting to let go. What a beautiful orchestra! It is beautiful indeed! All of this creates higher highs, and lower lows, and faster cycles, which all indicates that large changes are taking place and will continue to take place.
< Ascension 10 > You have gone from one lifetime to the other while staying in the same physical body. Most of you even kept your same name even though you have crossed into a new lifetime. You have maintained much of your previous identity. There is that part of you that does not want to let go, and yet another part that desperately wants to let go. You are seeing the conflict in your own life, the challenges in your own life. There is such a desire in you to hang on, but yet you want to change - an interesting energy drama!
< Ascension 10 > The sadness within you is because you are losing something. You are losing who you thought you were. You are losing relationships, jobs, and for some of you, your health. You are losing everything you thought you were. We know the sadness affects you deeply and it is strong. We are here to tell you that it is simply part of the process, dear friends. Know that you are not alone.
< Ascension 10 > When you left the Kingdom so very long ago, you developed an identity and an awareness of self. Prior to that, you know, it was a oneness. When you crossed through the Wall of Fire, you had for the first time a true awareness of your own identity. You were no longer just part of the Kingdom. You were no longer just part of what we would call in this metaphor the royal family. You developed your own identity. You have been developing your identity through many lifetimes and through many experiences before you ever came to Earth. But, now, oddly enough, it is time to let go of the identity. It is time to release it. In the past you have built your identity, what you would call your soul level identity, from one lifetime to the next. You added to it in a very linear fashion, one experience after the other. You have done that ever since you left Home.
< Ascension 10 > As you move into the New Energy, you will also go into a new identity. Instead of one step at a time of the building of your identity, now you take a leap. You take a leap of identity. You leap from who you thought you were, into having a time of no identity, then into a new identity. The Void of Ascension we spoke of in Lesson Nine is when the energy of your old identity temporarily goes away.
< Ascension 10 > You go through a period of no identity. No identity. You look into a mirror and it does not have a reflection. This is the zone many of you are in now. This is part of the reason for the sadness. This is part of the reason why you wonder who you are, and you wonder what you should be doing. This is part of the reason for the deep and extreme self-doubt that you have within. Your identity is fading away. In the meantime you have no identity before you develop your new identity.
< Ascension 10 > Why do you think it is that others seem to be ignoring you lately? (audience laughter) It is because your identity of who you thought you were - we underline that word - who you THOUGHT you were is leaving. Along with it leave all of the energies and symbols of the old you. Things like those cars that you smash up, or things like your home. We know that is a difficult one for some of you… your clothes… your friends… all of these things.
< Ascension 10 > In this period of "no identity", those things that you held onto most tightly are being taken away. They are not taken away by us, not by Michael, and certainly not by Metatron. They are taken away by yourself. You are going into the period of "no identity" before you go into your "new identity". It IS the Void that we spoke of in our last gathering. It is part of the process of ascension. What you are going through now is most difficult and challenging.
< Ascension 10 > In your "new identity" you will not be bound by old contracts. You will not be locked into a mold. You will have wings of new consciousness. It will not be linear. It will be multi-dimensional. You will not have to develop and protect your identity. You will be secure unto yourself, complete within yourself. Your "new identity" will want to express. You will want to expand. You will want to soar, dear friends.
< Ascension 10 > The New Energy is not just improved Old Energy. It is truly different. As you move into the New Energy, as you take responsibility for your ascension status, this also releases the identities of who you have been in the past. It releases your past lives. In a sense, you could say your past life identities depart the family of your own energy, of your own soul. They will always be a part of you, but in a sense, you set your past life identities free. These aspects of you then go out and create their own new identity. This does not initially happen in the realms of Earth. These aspects of you will go out to other places in the universe to begin creating their unique identities.
< Ascension 10 > Remember the universe? We have said that there's not much out there right now. You created this grand hall called your universe for new life forms in the New Energy. When you take on your "new identity", it releases the identities of who you were in the past, each individual lifetime (and it's more complex than that). You release them. They then go out in non-physical form to other parts of the universe to take on their own independent identity.
< Ascension 10 > You have just given birth to New Energy! You are the parent of yourself. Think about it. Think about it. Perhaps now you have a better understanding when we say, "It is not just about you any more." You are the parent of many children of yourself, giving them identity from a lifetime that you walked through and then setting them free, so they can go out, too, and become creators much like you. But, you are the only ones… you are the only ones who will have this type of parenting or identity-creating capability. The aspects of yourself that you send out, that you free so that they can go and develop their own, will not have the same type of creator ability in terms of releasing aspects of themselves.
< Ascension 11 > Something is happening. Never before has "new energy" been created. Energy was transformed and changed, but never created. You are creating New Energy. You are releasing your past lives. You are, in a sense, leaving them behind. You are releasing them. And, as you do, they take on their own identity. They go off to other parts of your multi-dimensional universe to begin their own journey. You have birthed these new aspects. These are your past lives.
< Ascension 11QA > You have been trained to use this wonderful tool (mind). But, for some of you, as you know, the mind can actually be a barrier. Opening up your heart means releasing those fears. It means releasing your old identity. You are trying to figure out how to go to your heart, but you still want your mind to control. Can you release this? Can you truly let your divinity blossom?
< DivineHuman 2 > By being a human, dear friends, you can come to know something special about who you are. You can go through many experiences, dripping with vibration, dripping with feeling. But, yet you want to ignore all this. You want to live in the past, or live in the future that hasn't been created. Being a human is a gift because it helps you understand your identity. You are focused on the identity of a human in one lifetime. But, the gift is when you understand, while in human form, that you are much more than the name that is on your driver's license. You are much more. By going into the human condition and taking on physical body, you accelerate your own growth process, tenfold and a hundredfold, versus the entities who have never been to Earth.
< DivineHuman 2QA > You see, the ones who gather here today that sit in the Second Circle… what they are truly concerned of is the death of the identity that they had as a human. Oh, the physical death goes quickly for most. (chuckling) One moment you are there, and then you are here! It is the loss of the identity, everything you have held onto - that name on your driver's license, who you thought you were. But you, Shaumbra, have learned that you are so much more than the person who looks in the mirror or the person who sits in these chairs.
< DivineHuman 2QA > You have learned to release the limitations of your identity to become full and complete. In releasing your old human identity, you begin to accept all of yourself. That is when the pathways are open for you to begin accepting everything that you are, your spirit, all of your experiences that you have ever had… everything. Then, the fear of death leaves. And, now you can live. You can live every moment to the fullest. You can live in every breath that you take. You can live in every moment, no longer worrying about what the future will bring. It will come to you, all of these things.
< DivineHuman 5 > Dear friends, you left Home so very long ago on a journey to learn something that Spirit, that you, could not have learned staying in the Kingdom. You left Home to learn about something that was not possible for Spirit to learn on its own. Part of this journey meant leaving Home and essentially erasing any identity that you had in order to create a new identity. When you left Home, you created a new identity so you could experience in a whole new way. It was a brilliant, brilliant plan to forget who you were, to wipe out identity… be on your own.
< DivineHuman 5 > When you crossed through the Wall of Fire, the first question you asked was, "Who am I?" You were no longer at Home. You were no longer part of the oneness. You were no longer the Prince or the Princess of a Kingdom. You were nothing. You were in the Void. You were nothing. You asked in the darkness, - "Who am I?" - That single, energetic question has propelled you through a journey that has gone for eons of time. That single question - "Who am I?" - has taken you out into the Void where you and all the others have created the universes. Indeed, there are universes. What you see out there is your physical universe, but there are many, many layers, many dimensions that you do not see with your human eye.
< DivineHuman 5 > When you asked the question, "Who am I?" it started a long journey. You went out to learn what it was like to have your own identity. You learned about the deepest of the deep. You learned about the widest of the wide, and the longest of the long. You learned about the color blue. You learned about birds. You learned about stars. You created all of these things. You created them and then experienced them. You created water. And, then you put yourself in body so you could experience it. You created energy waves that float around in space. And, then you went and played with them. Using these energy waves, you created whole groups and societies.
< DivineHuman 5 > You created stories, stories out in the universe (in many dimensions of the Second Circle), out in the Void that will be told from here to eternity. The stories are about how you shifted from one identity to another, and how you teamed with other identities who were also in search, asking the same question, "Who am I?"
< DivineHuman 5 > Everything you have ever created you have learned from, It has all been to answer the question, "Who am I?"
< DivineHuman 5 > "Who am I?" is the single question that has created all of this. How could any of it be wrong? It is all designed to help you learn and understand, and help you come to a new depth of understanding of "Who am I?" It’s been a wonderful journey, a long journey. But, you know, dear friends, it was not really so long ago when you left the Kingdom, not very long ago at all. It is an illusion that so many years, centuries, eons of time have passed. In a sense, it was only the blink of an eye ago. It was only one breath ago that you left Home and asked the question, "Who am I?"
< DivineHuman 5 > Let us tell you the main difference about the New Earth, as compared to anything else. Right now you still ask the question, "Who am I?" On the New Earth there is no question. There is simply the knowingness, "I AM. I AM. I AM." You’ve gone through a very long journey to get to this point, and you no longer need to answer the question, "Who am I?" You come to the new awareness of "I Am." When you go to this New Earth - sooner or later - you will find things very different than on the old planet Earth. You will find that you do not need to create situations for yourself to answer the question, "Who am I?" When you go to the New Earth, you will understand, "I Am."
< DivineHuman 5 > On the New Earth, you will be working with and studying and playing with New Energy. As we have told you before, New Energy has never been created before. There was a finite amount of energy that left the Kingdom, and you have just been switching its forms and its ratios (of light and dark) back and forth. But, now, you as humans on Earth have created New Energy for the first time outside of the Kingdom. The New Earth is the place where you will study this energy. You will learn about the potentials of New Energy. You will learn what can be done with it. You will learn how to be true creators. The biggest difference is you will no longer ask the question, "Who am I?" You will understand the statement, "I Am."
< DivineHuman 5 > On the New Earth you will be a receiver of energies, as much as a giver. Do you know, here on the Old Earth you give… and you give… and you give. It is an outward expression (male explorer energy represented by Jack) all the time, giving in to creation, giving in to creating new forms and new identities. On the New Earth you will be giving AND receiving. On the New Earth you will be a balanced energy of male and female. In a sense, there won’t even be a male and a female anymore. That was Old. That was duality. You will be totally integrated.
< DivineHuman 5 > On the New Earth you will have incredible senses of feelings… and understanding… and compassion… and love… and joy. On the New Earth you won’t have to experience the things that you did on the Old Earth, of fear and anger. Those were all part of this game of answering the question, "Who am I?"
< DivineHuman 7 > Channeling is old. It is going by the wayside. Sorry, Cauldre! It is about allowing yourself to FEEL once again. And, when you allow yourself to feel, that opens the doorway to connect with your divinity and your God-self. When you allow yourself to feel, you can connect with anything. It has vibration. It has a unique energetic fingerprint. And, you can connect with that.
< DivineHuman 7QA > When you let go of the old identity, you become the "nowhere man." You truly can become everything, everything, a whole new level of experience that is difficult to describe in words. At that point there is no need to build your identity. You are all things. It is a joyful experience. It will bring you to your knees when you understand this, when you understand what it is like to allow Spirit to dance through you, your spirit to dance, unrestricted, unrestrained. As you said in Shoud Seven a few moments ago, there is no need to build power. There is no need to accumulate power and to try to be power. You felt what it was like to have all the power in the universe, then have it taken away. You have come to the realization that power is an illusion. You don't need power. You already ARE all things.
< DivineHuman 10 > This is a point of separation, the fulfillment of a journey that began when you left the Kingdom, when you left Home. It was a potential to leave Home to understand your identity as the Prince and the Princess of creation. It was a potential to know that you too had Creator energies, and that you could create something called the "cosmos." You could create something called the Order of the Arc, where the energies of the archangels reside. It was fulfillment to know you could come to a place of Earth as the launching pad for New Energy.
< NewEnergy 2 > The energy of suffering and struggling came from the fact that it was difficult to accept your self and your identity. You thought of yourself as something far removed and different from God. Humans felt that they were banished from heaven, punished for having done something wrong, waiting for a savior to pull you out of the depths of the human condition. You believed that you had to crawl on your hands and knees, worship God, be devout and suffer. The struggling and suffering energy has been deeply ingrained in the human condition for some time now.
< NewEnergy 3 > In some of the dreams, you're back on our side of the veil. And you're teaching classes. There is a bleed-through into your dreams where you can feel or see this, even have visuals of it. All of you - all of you - teach classes back here three or four nights a week. You are teaching those angels who have never been in human form the processes of the integration of the Divine. You see, that's what it was all about. That's why you left Home in the first place - to have your own unique identity, but also to understand that you are God also. Spirit doesn't know her own identity. You do. You have that unique gift of your own awareness of Self, now melding with God. The angels on our side of the veil, particularly those who have never been to Earth, gather around in what you would call large, huge auditoriums to hear about what this is like.
< NewEnergy 4 > But, there is another component. That component is letting go of something that you thought you were… again, going through a death in order to have a rebirth. But, now you know something different that you didn't know a few years ago. When you let go - totally, totally, totally - when you get go, allow that Old aspect of yourself to die. When you allow the rebirth to take place within you… ah, yes, then the Old comes back to you in a whole New way… but, without the pain, without the difficulties and the challenges, without the nightmarish aspects. The Old comes back to you with the wisdom, and the understanding, and New Energy. The future is the past healed.
< NewEnergy 4 > Your divine plan was to go out and experience, create a sense of Self, self-identity, so that some day you could inherit the throne. That was the divine plan. The human plan was simply to survive… simply to survive here on Earth… to have food, and shelter, and clothing, and just get by. Your divine plan was to give you everything that you needed in this lifetime - all of the resources, all of the tools - to give you everything. And, it is there. But, it wasn't meeting with your human plan. Your human plan, oddly enough, was to give you bare minimum… bare minimum.
< NewEnergy 4 > The divine plan was the grand reintegration of the energies of the masculine and feminine (King and Queen). It has always been part of the plan. The separation took place so that you could truly experience and understand yourself. We are not talking about the male body and the female body. We are talking about the yin and yang energies, the feminine and the masculine, both so appropriate. The divine plan was to bring them back together.
< NewEnergy 5 > But, the essence of who you are in this lifetime will always be there… always be there. It will never go away. It does not go to the grave. The name… the identity that you have right now does not disappear. It is always a part of you.
< NewEnergy 12 > The Shadow has always been there. As we told a group some six months ago, think about it in these terms. A shadow can only exist when light shines upon a unique spiritual identity - you. When the light of Home and the source of God shine upon your soul, your individual being, it casts a shadow. Those beings who have no soul have no shadow. It is only you who were given the gift of true spiritual identity and creatorship. It is only you that has a shadow.
< Embodiment 1 > When you let the Old story go, it is not that you become a nothing, a neuter, invisible. No, indeed, you'll find something quite different takes place. It actually gives you more of an understanding of your true identity. But, we have to underline the word "true identity" here. You were living in a limited identity and a limited consciousness before. And, now you can have an understanding of the new.
< Embodiment 2 > You aren't the identity that you have on your driver's license. You are much grander than that. You're not just a human… much more than that. Here today, listening or sitting here - or even those who will read this message, or hear it later - here today we are addressing the ones who have been the leaders of the celestial families, the ones who have been called the King and the Queen in the past, the ones who have been the teachers in the other dimensions. Then, you come here to Earth to yet learn something new on behalf of All That Is. Sometimes you don't see it because you're only looking at it from one perception of the illusion. Sometimes you forget who you are because it's easier to just be a human sitting in these chairs
< Embodiment 2QA > Releasing means freedom, freedom to grow and to create in a whole new way. Aspects of your past lives - and all of you - aspects that are fully and truly released then go off into different dimensions - we're not talking outer space here; we are talking about dimensional levels - and continue in existence of their own. The freedom that you give them allows them to go off and continue exploring their given identity. They're not souled, creator beings like you. But, they can go off and experience their own identity in their own way. It is part of the blessing of your total soul. It is part - and will always remain part - of who you are.
< Embodiment 3 > And, now we have resistance. Yes, there is resistance. There is a type of friction that occurs in duality, everything resisting the changes… or at least trying to protect its own identity, its own story… you see. This is a wonderful thing. It is a natural thing. It has been set up by all of you over quite some period of time. It is a type of forced resistance. And, it takes its toll eventually on the body and the mind. You can feel it. You know what it has been like in the last month or so of your time in particular. You know how the body drains quickly. It tires quickly during time of change. Even the Earth changes and the lunar changes and solar… these affect your body. There is a natural resistance to them.
< Embodiment 4 > Do you know what embodying truly is, Shaumbra? It is the fearless acceptance - FEARLESS ACCEPTANCE - of All That Is without the walls or barriers or judgments. It is the fearless acceptance, the feeling of all energies, the experiencing of all things, the understanding that you'll never lose your own identity or integrity. It is there. It is permanent. You can never lose that. It was a gift given to you by Spirit. You've always had it, and you always will.
< Embodiment 4 > Yes, indeed, there have been times when who you thought you were, when your identity was shattered by yourself, deliberately, where it was taken over by another being, deliberately, and at some level by agreement. Shaumbra, the energy of the unit of yourself - the energy of you, that angel, you, that aspect of Spirit - has always been there and always will. It was created for you and shall always be. It can never be taken away. It can never be destroyed. Nobody can ever take it from you.
< Embodiment 6 > The foundation for the new you is the essence, the soul, the divinity of who you are. It is not just the story of you in this lifetime right now of what you would call "the ego." It is the collective of all you have ever been and all of the potential of who you are going to be and your divineness and your purity. It is a story. It is the foundation rather of everything that you have been. Don't try to build it on just the story of this identity in this lifetime. Sometimes your stories are what are holding you back. You try so hard to hang onto them. You try to build on them. But, it is not about building on this one story. It is about building through the imagination in a whole New way.
< Embodiment 6 > Anything that is holding you back, any prisons that you are in, are of your own making absolutely. And, you can free yourself, not for yourself through force, not for yourself through some type of willpower mental exercise. You free yourself simply by opening up, giving yourself permission. It is time to evolve the identity, to evolve YOUR identity. That means letting go of the story, a story that is you in this lifetime. It has served you up to now. But, it's had its limitations. It is time to evolve the identity to become more of who you truly are.
< Embodiment 8 > Another form of hypnosis comes from the governments of the world. Now, you have to understand that the governments - and there are many, many, hundreds of different governments on Earth - the governments are strictly a representation of the consciousness of that group of people. But, that consciousness takes on its own life form energy. The government takes on its own type of persona. And, it has an influence over people. It hypnotizes them. That is all it is, Shaumbra - hypnosis. We are not saying it's bad. We're just saying that it's a set of belief systems that are so strong that you can't get out of them.
< Embodiment 9 > Someone who had crossed over quite recently said to us when they discovered what we were really about… they said, "Isn't it untrue to play all of these different roles, to change your energy so much?" And, we had to laugh, and said, "It is being untrue to yourself when you're locked into one identity." Can you be many? Can you wake up each day with a new identity and a new role to play? It is a wonderful thing to be an actor on this stage of the 3-D. On our side of the veil we are not locked into an identity. I'm not Saint-Germain here. I'm more Adamus than anything. That is more of a complete name. But, we play; we role-play back and forth. And, we encourage you to do the same. You'll begin to understand it's all a game. It's all illusion. And, it's all a phenomenal part of Creatorship.
< Embodiment 9 > And, change is the most wonderful thing. You see, you are trying to solidify yourself in that story. But, the story - even the story - doesn't want to be the story any longer. Even the story that defends you and protects you and supports you knows that it is time for it to be released from its structure. Every energy ultimately has to be free of a structure. Every energy has to soar. Every energy has to be able to expand. As Tobias says, energy seeks resolution, fulfillment, and freedom. You have trapped energy in this illusion, in this body, in your identity. And, it is time to get out of that.
< Embodiment 10 > Shaumbra, you don't have to control a thing anymore. Now, that is a big step. That is a huge step. That is a step that most other humans couldn't even imagine. But, we're at that point now. Can you let go of the controls? What are the controls? What is control? Well, it's a limitation of energy. It is a way of the inner being literally trying to hold onto its identity. As we have said before, in the Old Energy every entity identity will try to preserve its own self… you see.
< Embodiment 12 > From the time you left Home, whatever you want to call it - the great central sun, the Kingdom, the oneness with Spirit - when you left Home, and chose to leave Home, and when you were blessed by Spirit to leave Home so you could go off to explore what Spirit did not know, you went through this thing we call the Wall of Fire. And, in the Wall of Fire your individual identity was created. What you call your soul being, your Creator-ship, was created.
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Clarity 5QA > You - and all humans - came from the source,
the Oneness. You are an expression
of Spirit with a very unique
identity of your own. You are God also.
You are part of that oneness. But, you gave - you God - gave yourself the gift
of an individual identity. You are part of the whole, but
you are whole unto yourself… you see. It seems like a contradiction or
a paradox, but it is not at all. You are part of the fabric
or the matrix of everything, interconnected to
every other energy. But, yet you, by yourself, are wholeness and complete. You
can literally let go of your connection to everything else and still be whole
and complete within yourself. So, that is truly where you came from.
And, as you entered into the realms of Earth, into this
reality, you literally came through the house of Metatron.
There were 144,000 archetypical
portals, or what you call "archangels."
And, you came through that of Metatron. It is your spiritual
family. It is what you have been connected to in lifetimes as well as when
you are not physical here on Earth. But, you are also coming to the point now of
releasing that definitive tie that you have to Metatron so that you
can begin to embrace all of the other energies of the archangels. You no
longer need to define yourself as a Metatron-ic family member. You can become
all. It is a true sign of one who is evolving when they can let go of their
family connections.
< Clarity 7 > What is happening from an overview, and we're talking a grand, grand overview. At a time and a place, you were oneness. And a difficult concept to try to verbalize, but everything was oneness. Tobias speaks of this as home or the kingdom. The Oneness then opened Itself up to create many, many parts and pieces, giving each part and piece an individual identity - giving every part and piece a sovereign identity. That is what you have. Some of you call it a soul. Some of you call it the inner spirit or God, but that's what it is - your inner identity.
< Teacher 3 > A consciousness. Well, now where do you find that? It's not in your brain, it's not in your physical body necessarily. Consciousness is all around. Consciousness is very close to you and very, very far away. Consciousness is awareness. Awareness first of self, of identity, and then ultimately of everything. That's what consciousness is. You are consciousness. You're consciousness that has a unique identity. You were granted this thing that we call - or you would call - soul beingness, as Spirit. Not all beings have a soul. Trees, planet Earth, most animals do not have a soul being like you. Soul being also is the key to creatorship, or holds the keys to creatorship. You are a soul being. You are consciousness.
< Teacher 3 > You're used to coming in, lifetime after lifetime, creating identity over and over and putting up your walls, protecting yourself. Here, new consciousness, new you comes in without any of that. Old self, that's used to the challenges and the harshness of this world, bristles at the thought. But does it? Go in a minute - take the Standard Technology of consciousness - go in a minute and look at the consciousness of existence on Earth, consciousness in the belief in creating identities in physical body. Now take your radiant energy and let it be part of that cycle, the cycle of incarnations, the cycle of identity creation.
< Teacher 3 > Was it really necessary to create all of these identities? Was it necessary to go forth in creating identities and protecting them, locking them into place? Let that pure Standard Technology of Consciousness come into the consciousness part of you that creates your identities. Let it come in compassionately, without force, without trying to inflict change. Let the radiance of this high consciousness cast its new energy upon the old energy consciousness of identity-building and watch what happens. Feel what happens.
< QuantumLeap 6 > Human consciousness wanted to validate the identity of the human self. Human consciousness wanted to validate itself. In the New Energy there's no reason to validate the human self. No reason whatsoever. It is just about being all of yourself in this Now moment, in you. The human self doesn't need that validation. It doesn't need to know that it exists, because in the New Energy it just is. So much energy was put forth towards validation, towards identity, and you discover now that it was just a type of illusion.
< QuantumLeap 7 > We've been talking to you about this lately because it is a very, very important subject. You are nhahyu - feelings - and you are receiving, you are getting all these feelings right now, all this nhahyu in your life. You've been resisting the nhahyu, resisting the feeling and the awareness of consciousness all around you. You've been holding it off because basically the human aspect of you is afraid that if you dive deep into outside feelings - other people's feelings, feelings around the world or feelings of Gaia - that you will lose your identity when you take that deep dive.
< Master 5 > So the question is where did this energy come from in the first place? Good question. When you left Home - I'm going to put Home in a big cloud up here. You left Home, your own unique identity, your own consciousness - one of the first things you did was to separate, of course, from Home. So you … I'm going to show this as a way of depicting it, but - many different ways - but you basically separated yourself from Spirit. The original separation, the original seal. So you separated yourself from Spirit, pulled yourself apart.
< Master 5 > Next you created what would be a, you could say, a masculine/feminine aspect of yourself and a light and a dark and an inward looking and an outward looking. You created separation of yourself in many different ways. It was brilliant, because separation, diversity, division allowed you to see yourself, to know yourself, all in answer to the question that you asked - perhaps you shouldn't have - "Who am I? Who am I? Where am I? Why am I?" All of these questions of the consciousness caused you to separate. You now had a yin and yang. You had the mother/father, light and dark. You had all these different dualities within yourself.
< Master 5 > So that is where energy came from. Spirit basically did not know what energy was. It had no clue. Never heard of energy. Didn't need energy. It was only when you left Home, created or owned your own separate identity, your sovereignty, and then went out to experience yourself through the dynamics of duality or separation, that it created energy. It created energy, and that's what you've been working with ever since.
< Master 8 > Comfort and the pleasure are also programming that I'd like to see us get rid of, release. You don't need to get a little biscuit at the end of the day. You're not lab rats anymore where you have to get the goody. Sugar was a wonderful discovery a long time ago. So the human needs to survive, have pleasure, comfort, and then it gets into other energies like control and power. It loves those. It gets into the building of its identity. This is the negative interpretation of ego. So let's say identity. Old programming.
< Master 8 > You have divine will. Tobias said it to you years ago, and that's the channel that you forgot. You didn't want to hear it, truly. He said, "There's divine will." The will of your spiritual wave, spiritual dance, actually will override the human will (snap) like that. Instantly. And it accounts for a lot of the things that have happened in your life. Your spirit isn't inflicting those negative experiences, but there are things that are far more important to your spirit, your divine, than silly human antics and desperate attempts to control, to have pleasure, to fix an identity and to survive.
< (Next) 7 > So communal was good to a point, but it took away the individuality. Communal was a good way of assisting each other, but it also helped to develop this thing that we call mass consciousness or extreme hypnosis, because in a commune it's much easier to psychically and energetically and mechanically program the mind. So you've spent the next 100,000, 150,000 years trying to get out of that, and I'm amazed some days when you talk about living in a commune together. Do you know how long that would last? One afternoon. (laughter) Because you, Shaumbra, are aspiring for your own sovereignty and your individuality.
< (Next) 10 > If you can get over your identity (role) - which is the scariest thing for this act that you're playing because it doesn't know what happens next - and if suddenly you get over your identity and understand you're not really who you think you are, well, that identity has a little bit of an issue. That identity is saying, "Well then we're going to die." It's just an act or acting out. "Then we'll die! We'll go out of existence, and …" No. No, don't listen to that act or that aspect. Listen to the I Am.
< (Next) 10 > Everything else (but I Am) is an act. Everything else is just for fun. Everything else is part of an experience. But instead of being unaware of who created the experience, instead of being unaware of why the experience, instead of being unaware of how you get out of the experience, suddenly it all comes together. It all starts to make intuitive divine sense. Not human sense. It will not make human sense, but it will make divine sense.
< (Next) 10 > Get over yourself. That means get on the other side of yourself. Get over Pete, meaning get on the other side and be able to look at Pete and say, "What a great act. Now, what do I want to change that act into? Or do I want a whole new act?" The interesting amazing thing is, right now - you haven't been able to do this up to now - but right now you can do about a dozen acts at one time without going multiple. There's a fine line there! You're aware of them. A multiple such as Aandrah works with, and you all have it to an extent, is not aware. They are pushing and shoving for who's going to be in front stage, center stage.
< (Next) 10 > The New Energy multiple, the Shaumbra multiple can be doing a dozen acts at one time, all in center stage; no longer competing for energy or attention; fully aware of all the shifting and changing, and doing it like a maestro, doing it with grace and ease and pulling up the ones that they want, refining the other ones, throwing a few off stage every now and then. When you can get to that point, my dear loved ones, when you can get over yourself, then you will start to be yourself, once and for all.
< Kharisma 2 > Every time enlightenment came to you or tried to come to you, every time true realization stood right in front of you, you kept on holding on to the old identity. The old identity was limited. The old identity was not what you would call asleep or unawakened. It was just highly limited. You tried so hard to make this old identity the thing that would be enlightened. You tried to make the old Patrick the enlightened being, rather than allowing all of you, all of the I Am to be the enlightened thing. For so many years now you've lived in a state of great inner conflict, great battle with yourself, trying to do the right thing, trying to be spiritual; all at the same time, whether you realized it or not, trying to simply embellish your old identity. And it doesn't work.
< Kharisma 2 > From here, Patrick, there is no more Patrick, unless you want there to be a Patrick. But you're not singular anymore. You're not limited to one expression or one identity. To begin with, you are nothing. You are, as they say in the ancient language, you are "mu". Nothing. You do not exist anymore. You've been crushed and torn out of existence. Nothing left. I could go so far as to say that we're not even going to use the word “mu,” meaning nothingness, because the moment you even say mu, it becomes something. So you are nothingness. From this moment on, you are nothingness.
< Kharisma 2 > But nothingness is like silence. Even in silence it's not quiet. Nothingness is like anything you want to be. No longer attached to just being Patrick. No longer attached to just making a better life for yourself, and certainly never again attached to this thing called enlightenment or spirituality. That was as much of a part of a game for Patrick to fortify and to embellish your old identity as anything. The beauty and the grandness of it is that you did get enlightenment. Ultimately, it came. Ultimately, after all the brutalizing and all the demolishing of the old singularity, you did get it. You become everything in the nothingness. You no longer have to focus on Patrick. You no longer are singular. You are no longer just living or just dead. You become all things. You are no longer masculine or feminine.
< Emergence 2 > Now we're ready for the next, kind of the next phase, and that's conscious experience along with wisdom, all at the same time. No waiting. Drive-through wisdom (Adamus chuckles) and experience. No, but in this case, the answers to those questions, “Who am I?” are really there, whether you realize it or not. “Who am I?” You've done everything you can to build identities and then, in this lifetime, everything to break the mirrors. You built the identity to see yourself in the mirror in a variety of different ways and then you break the mirror, because you want to see who you really are. Then, at the same time, it's bringing in the wisdom. Right now, right with it, answering that other part of the question, “Am I ready to be a creator?” That's a scary one.