The Embodiment Series SHOUD 6
Presented to the Crimson Circle January 8, 2005
Original Website http://www.crimsoncircle.com/
And so it is, dear Shaumbra, that we
join together on this day once again. We gather our energies of Shaumbra in
this place - oh, focused here in this delightful room - but also gathering
together all of the energies of Shaumbra all over the world in this moment. It
is a joy for I, Tobias, and all of the
others who come in on this day, to feel you… to sit before your fire… to
enjoy the pure love that is in this room
today. It is a joy for me to be back here, for it has been a very busy, busy
few weeks for all of the angels, both human and celestial.
There are changes going on on Earth right now. And, they will continue. They
will continue, Shaumbra. I have been away from so many of you and Cauldre
and Linda for several weeks now, for
the attention has been focused on the shifts that are taking place here on
Earth. Our attention has been focused on the hundreds and thousands who have transitioned
back.
Oh, there have been celebrations. Tear not and fear not, Shaumbra, for the
ones who came back to our side
after the great earthquake and the tsunamis (* 2004-12-26
Indian Ocean earthquake and tsunami) (* see also Q&A's
privious month). They were prepared. They were ready indeed. They
gave of themselves to help affect the change on Earth. And, they were ready,
and we celebrated.
There are many that needed special tending to because they were leaving loved
ones and families. They were leaving the energy of Gaia
and their physical bodies. And, there was some sadness about that, for, dear
Shaumbra, these ones that left Earth were also ones who loved being on Earth,
loved it so much that they were willing to give of themselves and of their
humanness to help move all of consciousness through something right now.
These waves that came over and affected the lands… it was time for these
lands to be cleansed and cleared. And, water, along with the energy of the
stars and of the heavens, was important to roll over these lands. It was time
for cleansing. So much of the energies in these areas had been stuck for quite
a while.
It was time also for the attention of the rest of the world to be focused on
this area. It was time for the rest of the world to see this part of the
world, to understand how they lived, to understand that these peoples needed
to come along with the changing energies as well. So many of them were rooted
in Old Energies, Old ways. And, it was
time for all of the attention of the people all over the world to come to this
area to help them through the transition.
As Cauldre said earlier, the compassion that has poured out from humans all
over has been phenomenal. It has brought a few tears to our eyes to see how
much care that you have for ones you didn't even know. But, you care for them
because they are part of you, and you are part of them. They are part of the consciousness
of humanity, and you are part of the consciousness of humanity. It has
been tremendous to see how humans have responded. And, it is tremendous now to
see not only the physical and the financial energies that are flowing into
this area but also the spiritual, also the celestial energies.
And, there will be a rebuilding. And, it will be new. It won't be like the
old. There has been corruption that has been swept away. There has been
darkness that has been swept away. There have been old and stuck energies that
have been cleared from this area. Do not be sad, Shaumbra, and understand it
was appropriate. Honor the ones who gave of their lives to the sea to come
back to our side of the veil to help change the entire consciousness of
humanity.
On this day for you who are here and listening, and who are reading this
material even at another date, we are going to ask you now to take something
that is in your life and that is stuck… something that perhaps in your own
being that you feel is corrupt… or perhaps you would like to call it imbalanced
energies… something that needs a healing
or a rebalancing of its energies in a new space… something that has been
holding you back… something that has been troubling you… something that is
in your body… that is not healing correctly, some fear that you have had and
carried with you for a long time now.
We are going to ask you to take that and to place it in the energy of this safe
space. We are going to ask you to love whatever it is that you choose to release
today, to love it and allow it to be healed, which is truly just a rebalancing
and an evolution of energy. We are going to
ask all of you to bring your blessings
into this space we have created here together to help affect the change, to
help create a new freedom.
You will be helping each other. You can add this - whatever this troubling
thing is, whatever needs to be healed within you - you can put this into this
space now. Simply let it flow out from deep within you, from the fears within
you, into our space here. As Kuthumi said,
you don't have to worry about it infecting anyone else. You don't have to
worry about the negative energies attaching themselves to anyone. Simply let
it out.
If it is a healing that you need… if it is a depression that you have… if
it is a fear that is so overwhelming that it freezes you up at times… let it
out now. If it is a sadness that you have had, let it out now. Let it free
in this space. Let it free in this space of healing.
We have brought many, many angels with us
today, fresh from their healing work from the great waves. And, they are so
tuned to healing. And, they come in today to facilitate, to help bless the
process. Let it out.
Don't be ashamed of it, Shaumbra. Don't be ashamed of it, because you are
going to come to understand that whatever it is that needs this healing energy
now, it has been serving you in one way or the other. Don't be ashamed if it
was something you thought was a weakness. Don't be ashamed if you thought it
was anything less than 100 percent spiritual. Let it come out into this space.
Throughout the rest of our discussion today, let it be healed. Let it be free.
Let it no longer hold you back or keep you down or frighten you. Let the
energies that also cleanse the lands through the tsunami… let those energies
come in, like waves and waves of blessing energies, and clear whatever this is
that you been having difficulty with. Let it clear that.
Let us breathe for a moment here together, Shaumbra. We know there are things
that you have been trying to cope with and work with. And, they are exhausting
you. And, they are holding back. Let us breathe together to let those out in
the room. Let us breathe to let our divine
energies rebalance these and evolve these things that have been stuck to a
new level.
You don't need an earthquake in your life. You don't need a tsunami in your
life. You can let these things out. You can let them be healed and cleansed
and evolved without that trauma and without the drama
in your life.
Shaumbra, as you know, you are here right now on Earth. Any of you who are
listening… any of you who are here… any of you who are attached and
attracted to this energy… we now bestow you as Shaumbra.
You don't have to earn it. You don't have to study for it. You simply are.
Shaumbra, you are here on Earth right now because you chose
to be. You chose to come back at this time of monumental change and evolution.
You chose to come back at this pinnacle point of the quantum
leap that is only a few years away. You chose to be here as ones who would
teach others… as ones who would move
energy… as ones who would be the first to make the breakthroughs within
yourselves. You chose to be here.
You asked us to come in to help you. You asked us to come in and reassure you.
You asked us to come in and sometimes just sit with you. And, we are here all
around you right now, right now. Take a deep breath. You can feel us. Don't
let the head get in the way. Remember we…
you… we are all learning to think from a new space, from the Divine
Intelligence.
We are here with you right now because of the incredible work you are doing,
because of what you have gone through in your own lives. Oh, yes, you have
gone through so many experiences to help prepare you. And, we know we say this
over and over to you - and we know you rarely get tired of hearing it - we
honor you… we love you… and we are always with you.
These are difficult times. They are challenging times because there are so
many changes. There are so many energies all around you that don't want to go
through the changes. They fear them. You know what that is like. You have had
that happen in your own life, dealing with your own changes. There is a type
of inner fear that doesn't want to let go, an inner fear that perhaps is
frightened of evolving and moving forward.
Perhaps, that doesn't make any sense, but there is part of you that is holding
on, part of humanity that is holding on dearly right now. You, the Energy
Movers, are helping to facilitate that process to make it more graceful,
to soften it, to bring an element of love to
it that even the angels can't bring. That is why you are here on Earth right
now in service in the highest way possible.
Yes, you are learning for yourself also. Oh, you are growing in ways that are
difficult for you to see sometimes. You are moving into realms,
into dimensions and experiences that no
human has ever gone into before. You are moving into areas of the spiritual
and divine that not even the masters of old
went into… you see. You are moving into areas of knowingness
and of inner connection that
the masters didn't have. They are in awe of what you are doing. They are in
awe of who you are.
Now, with the New Year here and a New
Energy and the clock ticking with the impending quantum leap, we want to
dub this the "year of freedom" for you. You have asked us to relay
this to you. It is the "year of freedom," the year when you truly
learn how to get out of the traps… when you learn how to get out of the
pit… when you learn how to move through for yourself… how to move through
some of the energies that tend to get you stuck and hold you back.
In this year you are going to be challenged in a delightful way to release
anything that doesn't serve you anymore. Oh, yes, we know you have gone in
deep to let go of so many things. But, this year we are going to work with you
truly to help you understand what freedom is… what freedom
of the soul is… how to liberate yourself from those shackles that are
sometimes placed on the human consciousness and the human body… how to let
those go. Yes, it brings up a degree of fear and uncertainty when we say this.
You know it gets comfortable sometimes being in a prison.
I was there. I was there in my last lifetime on Earth. Yes, as much as I
loathed the walls of the prison, there was a certain comfort, for I didn't
have to deal with the challenges of day-to-day life. I didn't have to deal
with the seasons. I didn't have to deal with the Earth. I didn't have to deal
with a wife (audience laughter). I didn't have to deal with children (more
laughter). You see what I mean. There was a certain comfort in being in a
prison, trapped in the cell, because then I didn't have to deal with things.
So, when we talk about the "year of freedom," we talk about setting
your own soul free now to experience in a whole new way. Yes, part of you
says, "But I don't know if I can handle all of this." That is why we
are here - to help guide you through this, guide you through. We are going to
talk more about this freedom in our Shoud
today.
And, remember a Shoud is simply you. It is your gathered energy together. It
is like we come and gather it, and we put it in a basket. And, then we relay
it back to you. So, everything here should be familiar.
Let us talk for a moment about this year, this year of 2005. And, we would
like to make a prediction here for this year. And, we ask you to remember our
prediction. Our prediction is that whatever is predicted will probably not
happen this year (audience laughter).
There are many who make predictions, and they draw the attention and the
fascination of humans. And, they talk about things happening, and certain
people getting killed, and certain grand - how to say - dramatic catastrophes
on Earth. And, they talk about UFO's coming,
and they've been talking about this for 50-plus years. They talk about the
mass landings. "Oh, it will be this year." And, it sells their
services, and it sells the paper.
There will be many predictions that will come out - that perhaps already have
come out. And, our prediction is that they are looking at Old
Energies and Old patterns when they make their predictions. And, this will
be a year of quite a bit of change, intense change. So, it is very hard to
make a prediction because they are having to look at Old ways to try to guess
what is going to happen tomorrow.
So, we are going to say right away that it will be a year of tremendous
change, more than you have seen in most of the years of your lifetime, not
necessarily difficult change for you - it might be for others - change in so
many of the Old systems, change in the way things were done. Changes are
speeding up and will continue to, this year in particular. This year in
particular you will see the changes.
Now, Shaumbra, as we have talked about before, you don't have to let them
affect you. You can be in the midst
of a storm. You can be in the midst of an earthquake. You can be in the
midst of any types of change or chaos, and it does not have to affect you. It
does not have to throw you off-balance, particularly as Energy Movers.
You see… as Energy Movers you are helping to make the changes happen in the
first place. You can allow the energy of change to flow in you, and then to
flow out. It doesn't have to affect you in a negative way. As a
matter-of-fact, many of you are already learning that change can be exciting,
a new adventure. It doesn't have to take anything away. It simply - how to say
- allows you to expand into the other
dimensions. It allows you to expand even your human reality.
In this year of 2005, Shaumbra, you will continue to see this whole thing that
is called an "energy crisis"
on Earth. The old fossil energies are
beginning to run out. Oh, they will drive the Earth for quite some time. But,
as the supplies are getting lower and lower, there will be more desperation.
There will be more - how to say - games that are played with energy, literal
and figurative. You will see the prices continue to rise. You will see
shortages and outages from time to time. And, we guess all of this is
appropriate.
There is an energy crisis on Earth. It is not just about the fossil fuels. It
is about the energy that is changing. The Old
Energy cannot fuel the New Earth…
you see. It is so easy… some of you get caught up in trying to understand
things. They are quite literal, quite simple. There is an energy crisis… Old
crude energy being used on Earth… yes, indeed.
In this year you will see - how to say - other types of indications of the
energy changes that are taking place. You will see it on large scales with -
how do you say - the "brownouts," or even the collapsing of
electrical systems. Old systems, wired systems that bring your electricity
from the source of generation to your homes… you will see all sorts of
problems with this in this coming year. And, it doesn't have to affect you. It
doesn't have to affect you. Know that it will get repaired. Know that it will
cause people, cause governments and industries to look at how energy is
distributed.
Speaking of energy distribution… money is
energy. You are seeing how it is distributed change. There was a time when
there were just a few who held the finances of the world… a few countries…
even a few individuals. That is changing now. If anything, Shaumbra, money,
business is helping to distribute more equitably on Earth, helping to
distribute energies. Businesses are helping to maintain a peace, for when
there are global businesses that have a presence in nearly every country,
these businesses don't want to go to war.
These businesses don't want the Old type of wars that have occurred. They want
peace so their businesses are solid.
You are seeing more global economy, global businesses to help distribute the wealth.
You are seeing that happen right now in the "land
of the dragon," more and more resources pouring into that right now.
Their economy is growing. But, they're also needing more and more of the raw
resources of the world… steel… they're going to need more food… they're
going to need more tooling… they're going to need more electronics…
they're going to need more of everything… a better distribution of energy
all over the world, so we don't have the imbalances that have taken place in
the past. You are going to see this continue throughout this year.
You are going to see changes in yourself. You have gone through very difficult
times in these last five years that we have been together, tremendous internal
changes. You are going to see that this year things will start to manifest and
to come into fruition for you. You are going to see it get easier as we have
talked about before. You have gone through the worst of the times.
And, in 2005 the energy is right for things to get easier and more graceful
for you. 2005 is going to be the time when you see a new
passion coming back into your life… different from the old passion… a
new excitement about living… a new purpose. Why? Because you are coming to
your true purpose of being here, the teacher, the explorer, the Energy Mover.
The pieces of the puzzle start falling into place this year. That is our
prediction based on the very changing energies that we see, not based on the
Old, but based on what you are choosing right now, based on what you are
bringing into your life. You are going to find things in your body changing,
certainly in your mind, certainly in the people around you.
The only note that we have to give you on this, Shaumbra - and you already
know this - but we repeat back to you. So many times when changes have come
into your life, you have cried out and said, "Why is this happening? Why
are all of these changes happening? What have I done wrong to bring about all
of these changes?" Nothing! You have asked for them. This year the
changes can be graceful and exciting and new for you.
So, dear Shaumbra, it will be an exciting year. Yes, that is the word that I
choose to use here. It will be an exciting and even a fun year. Can you accept
that? Can you accept that it can be fun now? (some audience laughter)
We have gone through so much together in our time, even those of you who are
joining us new now, who have never been connected to this energy, you have
been with us over these years, one way or the other, connected. You have been
going through the changes. You've been going through the difficulties, just
like the ones sitting here today in the audience, the ones who have read all
of the materials since day one. The ones who are joining us just now… you
are part of our family. You are here for a reason. You are connected with us
at every level.
Now, I, Tobias, would like to take you on a bit of a journey today, if you
are willing. I want to invite you to come to a place with me. And, I have been
preparing this for you. I have been working on - how to say - remodeling,
rebuilding myself.
I would like to invite you today on a journey to my
cottage. I have talked about this before. It is on my realm. It is not in
the material world, but it is a place that I have created, that I have
imagined, and even structured, a place that - how to say - is filled with the
energies of Shaumbra.
I am going to ask you to be in your chairs - or lying on the floors, as some
of you are doing right now. We are going to ask you to be there, fully
present in this human reality. But, I am going to ask you to expand
your energy, to come with me to my imaginary cottage. I have been working
with remodeling and redecorating. Why? Because everything is new. Everything
is changing. And, I realized it was time to update my place as well.
Imagine it as you will. I imagine it as a beautiful place in the woods…
quiet and tranquil… surrounded by a wide, wide variety trees… some of them
evergreen… some of them leaved. It doesn't matter here. You can have any
trees you want. They don't have to be a certain variety based on geography.
So, I have loaded up the space around me with beautiful trees, trees that I
truly love. In my years and lifetimes on Earth I had such a connection with
the energy of trees… standing so stoic… but yet firmly grounded in the
Earth… having their branches reach towards the sky… many of them producing
fruit… or at least seeds to continue their evolution… continue their
growth… to recycle themselves.
Trees also help to cleanse and purify, as many of you have found out. Go sit
near a tree. It will help bring in your energy and cleanse it. Oh, no, no,
no… Cauldre is wondering here if we are encouraging you all to become
"tree huggers." "Tree lovers" it is… tree lovers. Yes,
so around my cottage are many beautiful trees.
My cottage… I have designed to look something like a cross between an
English Tudor and a Swiss chalet. There is a stream out back… mountains in a
far distant background… a lake… a quiet lake… somewhat like Walden
Pond… not so far down the little trail. I built my cottage and the
surrounding area so there are birds flying everywhere. I love birds. I love
birds, for they sit in trees, you know. They nest in the beauty and the
tranquility of the trees.
But, the birds are the ones who are free. They have the wings. They are like
little angels come to Earth, putting their energies into these little bodies
that have wings that can fly around. My birds at my cottage are very colorful,
colorful indeed, and they sing. They sing from morning til night. I have them
stop at night so I can sleep.
They sing the songs of joy… the joy of the angels… the joy of the heavens.
But, they also sing the song of celebration of life on Earth. That is my
energy that I give them for this. They sing out MY love for Earth, my love for
being human. And, they sing all day long. Somehow they sing in a perfect
harmony, perfect unison, even though they come from many different species.
And, there are flowers… many flowers… and many gardens surrounding my
cottage… colorful… reaching towards the sky… spreading their leaves…
opening up… not closed and tight, Shaumbra… but opening
up… fearless acceptance of
everything around them… being so vulnerable that they can open their
beautiful, delicate leaves and petals and expose themselves… expose the
essence of themselves fearlessly.
Shaumbra, do you get the point? And, they are beautiful. And, they hold an
energy. Yes, they do… they are energy
holders in such a way. They hold an energy of beauty. They hold an energy
of Gaia. They hold an energy of
balance. They hold it so that you and I can fly off into the other
realms and know there is always something holding that beauty, always that
connection back on Earth.
Now, let's walk together. I have never brought such a large group to my
cottage before. Usually it is just St.
Germaine and I, sitting out back on the patio, having a few cigars - I'm
sorry, Cauldre, but we do - having a few
cigars (some laughter) and a pretend glass of wine. And, a few other guests
come along. But, now I want to bring all of Shaumbra, all of you to my
cottage.
Let us go in through the front door now. Notice how it opens without me even
having to grab the handle. Isn't it amazing what we can do in our imagination?
And, you say, "But, Tobias, am I really here? Is this real, or are you
just taking us through the story?"
That is partly my point in telling this. It is as real as you sitting in the
chairs right now. It is as real as that physical body that you have. It is as
real as anything that your mental, or your human mind can think of. You are
sitting in the chairs. You are sitting at your homes. You are sitting together
with groups of Shaumbra right now. You can hear sounds. You can feel your butt
on the chair. You can feel your stomach. But, you can also be here with me.
The imagination, as we have talked about before is as real as anything. You
ARE here with me. You've just walked in through the door of my cottage.
Now, let me show you around a bit. I've expanded recently so that it can hold
all of the energy of Shaumbra. I expanded the inside. You notice - yes, some
of you have already noticed - the pictures on the walls, pictures of lifetimes
that we have had together, pictures of some of the most heroic things that
Shaumbra has done.
Yes, over there, there are some pictures of our times in Atlantis,
the pictures of the Temples of Tien,
and the areas that would now be around Cuba.
The temples are not there anymore. They are long gone. Even the land that they
sat upon has changed, and it would now be underwater, for those of you who are
searching. But, there are pictures - yes, not taken with an actual camera -
but there are pictures that I put there through my imagination, pictures on
the walls of all of our times together. Items that some of you have given me
as gifts in lifetimes past… I have placed them on the shelves.
Let us walk around the house a bit more. Yes, this is about the imagination,
helping you to free yourself of the limitations
that you have put on yourself. That is why I am taking you around the house.
You see… there is no kitchen here… don't need one. The angels don't have
to eat… you see. No bathroom either… we don't have a need for that
function (some laughter).
There are great rooms here… rooms of different colors… rooms of different
energies… rooms where the music appears to be playing out of the wall… no
speakers needed… no electronic devices required. There are rooms here that
are filled with energies of other
dimensions. Step into one of them. Allow yourself to be there. Allow
yourself to truly open up and feel what it is like. I have prepared it for
you.
There are rooms here where you can go and revisit aspects
of yourself from past lives. I have
many rooms for my many, many lifetimes. They are not trapped in there. I do
not hold them in. But, I choose once in a while to remember.
You see… I have embodied all of my
lifetimes. I have embodied them. I have brought them in everything about them
- the good… the bad… what I consider to be darkness… what I consider to
be struggles and pains… as well as the joy. I have embodied every one of
them.
Why don't you remember your past lives, you ask sometimes? You consider it a
mark of - how to say - spiritual evolution to remember who you were in the
past. You don't remember them because first of all you didn't want to confuse
yourself in this lifetime up until now. You didn't want to be overwhelmed by
those direct memories and images. But, you also had not embodied and then
released all of the energies.
You are doing that… you have done that, as I have. You have fully accepted
everything that you have been. And, then you have let it free; you have let it
go. So, you can go back and start visiting, without having to worry about
getting caught up in it, but feeling the energies once again. It's kind of
like going through a photo scrapbook, feeling the energies from the past,
having a few smiles, perhaps a few tears.
In this "year of freedom" you are going to start remembering your
past lives. You're at a point now where you don't have to be worried about
getting caught up in its energies. You're at a point now of spiritual maturity
where you know that you are who you are right now. You don't have to worry
about reverting to an old identity from a past lifetime. If you were a great
king, a great ruler, a great scientist, or a great philosopher, you don't have
to worry about getting egotistically attached to that past life. It simply
was. It was part of your makeup.
So, in my house there are rooms where I can go to visit - the room of
Tobias… one of my favorites… where I can go visit myself from that
lifetime… many rooms of Atlantis where I go back to visit who I was then and
visit with you. There are rooms that allow me to connect throughout all of the
dimensions, not just of this
universe, but all of the dimensions where I can go and explore and
experience. There are rooms in my house… many of you are wandering all the
way through… you have gotten away from our tour here (some laughter). You
have gotten ahead of me.
There are rooms where I go in to do my spiritual painting. I love painting.
That is a passion of mine. I don't paint with colors and oils, as you do. I
don't paint with - how to say - chalks and your physical tools. I paint with
energy. My canvas is not two- or three-dimensional. It is multi-dimensional.
And, I come in here to play with energies - vibrations, sounds, colors,
energies that are beyond the human realm. I come in to see what I can create.
My cottage is real, as real as the words that you are hearing or reading right
now. I have spent quite a bit of time helping to put the energies into a
certain form and structure, always ready to release that structure to let it
expand, of course. But, I have spent much time creating this. I have spent
much time helping to weave the energies together so that we could all come in
some day just like this.
Any of you can create this way. Any of you have that freedom to create this
way. It is through the imagination. We
have talked about it over and over. It is through the imagination.
You have probably noticed some other energies in the house, the energies of
our special guest on this day. Some of you have been wondering who it is.
Simply take a moment to feel the energies. No guessing… just feel the
energies. The energies of our special guest fill my house today. They are
surrounding all of us.
Indeed, it is the energy of the dear one, Metatron,
once again. The work of Metatron is continuing, even since last month. But, it
is different this time. You have been associating the energy of Metatron as
being male, being very high energy,
almost a metallic, electric, vibrant energy.
But, today in my house, Metatron is showing another side… what you would
call a feminine aspect of
Metatron… indeed very strong… but a strong compassion… a strong love.
After the work of Metatron - your voice in Spirit - was done two weeks ago,
now comes the energy of the other side of Metatron… that of compassion…
that of rebuilding… that of renewal… and that of evolution… evolving
energy.
Metatron doesn't come in just to break up Old systems. Metatron - your voice
in Spirit - comes in with compassion, always compassion and love, grace and
ease. You see… such a strong energy can also be a delicate, gentle, loving,
and compassionate energy.
So, we ask you to breathe this in. We ask you to - you see, many of you
already know where I am going with this. This
healing that we asked you to give for yourself… the solution
that you asked for at the beginning of our gathering today… you brought
those with you to my house. You brought them with you for this other side of
Metatron to help you move it, to help you bless
it, to help you heal it. You brought it here into this imaginary but very real
place on this day to help set you free, to help you release something that
just wasn't serving you anymore.
So, let's go into the Shaumbra Room, the large room where we can all sit
together. Come into the Shaumbra Room for the remainder of our time together.
Some of you have to chuckle… yes, I do read your mind on occasion. Some of
you are saying, "Is the just a silly game, Tobias?" If you want it
to be… if you want it to be a silly game… or it could be so real that it
makes the reality of humanness look
small in comparison.
This reality of imagination is real. This
reality of imagination that we're sitting in right now - in my home, in my
cottage, in the Shaumbra Room, in the gathering room - is real. And, it helps
to set up a pattern of energy that can be brought back to your human reality
and used there. It helps start creating the templates, the weavings,
the patterns, and the paths for your own life in your human reality. And, you
can go back and forth at any time.
Shaumbra, this is the "year of freedom." We are going to help free
you of the limitations of your body and
your mind and the human dimension.
We are going to have fun doing it, whether you like it or not (audience
laughter). I had to throw that it in. We're going to have fun going beyond,
getting out of those prison walls. We are going to have fun expanding.
We are going to let those Old Energies be transformed.
Now, what holds you back, Shaumbra? What holds you back from being who
you really are? Well, first and foremost, it's the past.
It's the past. The future can't hold you
back because it hasn't been created yet. Only the fear of the future can hold
you back. But, the past literally does hold many of you back. You're
regretting many of the things you have done in your lifetime.
We are going to you ask you now to get over it. Get over it. It was part of
who you are. It was an experience you wanted to have to help you learn and
understand something. It was a mighty challenge that you had given yourself so
that you could learn something new.
Some of you get down upon yourselves. Some of you who have drunk a little bit
too much… you call yourselves alcoholics. Get over it. You are not an
alcoholic. You are one who went to the depths of hell drinking to find out
what that is about. But, the energy does not have to be attached to you
anymore. That was the past.
Some of you get upset with yourselves about your weight.
You let that hold you back. You say, "But if I didn't look like this,
then I could be free, Tobias. I hear what you are saying today, but how could
a fat person fly?" You say that (some laughter). Yes, I do read some of
your minds (more laughter).
It is time to get over that. It is time to let that go. Love
yourself no matter what you look like. Love yourself. Stop trying to fight
it. Stop trying to deny yourself. Be who you are. The fat, the weight… that
will disappear… it will go away… if you want it to. But, some of you are
going to find that you like that extra weight and that extra energy around
you.
Don't let it become a block. Don't say, "I will become spiritual when I
hit a certain weight." Love yourself today. Be spiritual today. Stop
getting down on yourself for these things. You have given yourself the
experience of what it is like have all sorts of energy around you and in you
physically, even manifesting as weight. It is all for a reason.
The past holds you back sometimes because you have hidden it away. You have
tucked it away… under the rug… in closets… in your subconscious… or
whatever you want to call it… parts of you that you have been ashamed
about… parts of you that you couldn't deal with up to now. Yes, there are
some wildly ridiculous things that you have done in the past. Some of you are
so filled with guilt for these things.
We are going to open some of these doors with you today and throughout the
rest of the year. We are going to help you take a look at some of these past
lives, some of these things that you haven't wanted to look at. We are going
to give you glimpses. And, we are going to let you feel the energy and then
move it through you. But, you let the past hold you back.
How do you handle that now? How do you solve it? You embody
every part of it, everything you've ever done, and then you let it move
through. We know you have done tremendous work in this area. But, now we're
going to go to the real depths, the real hiding places of some of the Old
Energies. You are going to start getting the glimpses and the full stories of
your past lives. You can handle it now.
What else holds you back? Being the victim…
wonderful role to play! It is sometimes easier being the victim than the Creator,
sometimes easier blaming everything around you. You get caught into the trap
of being the victim, the perpetual victim.
And, do you know what we do when you do that? We support you in your
victimhood. You're having fun with it. So, we're going to support you. We are
going to help you experience what it is like to be the biggest victim on Earth
(some laughter) because that is what you have been choosing up to now… some
of you. But, now it is time to let that go. It is holding you back. You can't
blame your parents. You can't blame your past lives. You can't blame anything.
You are the Creator.
You say, "But, but, Tobias;" you say, "But, Tobias." Ah,
hold onto those "buts" (butts!). Yes, we mean that in many different
ways (audience laughter). You are allowing that to be a hindrance and a block.
Why? Because you don't necessarily want to face what it's like to be a
Creator. You're sometimes afraid of
going back to being a full and conscious Creator. You regret some of the
things that were done in the past, especially before
you came to Earth.
You see… I created this cottage that we are sitting in. I made it real
through the imagination. You used to do that also, especially before you ever
came to Earth in a human body. When
you were creating the stars and the
heavens, when you were free out there, without a body, you could create
very quickly and imagine very quickly. There were many, many things you didn't
like about what you created.
But, Shaumbra, at your core you are a Creator. There is no need to truly worry
about what was done in the past because it has gotten you here. It has gotten
you to this point. No matter what you think, you've truly never killed anyone.
A soul cannot die. It simply comes back in a
new form. You can never truly take
another's energy away, even though you have tried. Sooner or later you
have to let it out because it's not yours. You have to release it.
So, Shaumbra, many of you have been playing victim, and it has held you back.
No longer blame anything else… unless that's the way you want to live. Take
full responsibility. And, as you
do, you will understand how Creator energies truly work.
What else holds you back? To a degree - mass
consciousness. You are here on Earth. You are surrounded by mass
consciousness energies, the energies of humanity. Remember quite a while back
when we asked you, "Are you ready to leave mass consciousness?" And,
all but a few said, "Yes." You have. You have given
yourself permission to leave.
But, it is still there. It still has a way of influencing you from time to
time. But, you don't have to be stuck in it. Especially as Energy
Movers, you can allow yourself to move beyond the consciousness. Yes, it
will come in, and you will feel it, as so many of you felt the energies of the
earthquake long before it happened. You felt
that it was a potential that was probably going to be manifested. It was part
of mass consciousness preparing for a change, and you felt it. But, it doesn't
have to hold you back. It doesn't have to hold you down.
What else holds you back? Feeling that you are disempowered… many of you…
the feeling that you are weak… a feeling that you couldn't perform magic,
even if it jumped right into you… the feeling that you can't affect
anything, especially outside of you, much less your own life… the feeling
that the energies are so strong and so harsh all around you that there is
nothing you can do… you can only respond to things, not create things.
This a form of victimhood. It is a form of
denial of who you are and the powers that
you have. You let yourself feel disempowered. You let yourself get swept away
by the currents of the river of life… from the river of consciousness… a
feeling that all you can do is try to hold on… try to survive… that you
can't affect anything.
Shaumbra, we are going to let you know right now that you are Creators. How do
we know? Because you are creating everything in your life, whether you realize
it or not. It is not being created by us. It is not being created from outside
of you. You are creating it. Well, perhaps you say, "But, Tobias, I
certainly am not creating all of these bad things." Ah, again we ask you
to take a look. You ARE creating it, perhaps not consciously in your human
mind, but based on your needs, based on your energy, you are.
You are like a magnet, but a magnet that
works different than your physical magnets on Earth, for the opposites attract
in your magnets on Earth. But, with the type of magnet that you are the
likenesses attract. If you feel disempowered, disempowered things will come to
respond to you. You will be surrounded by disempowered people, or people who
use their power to take yours away. You are asking for it. Like responds to
like.
If there is a lack of abundance in your
life, it is because you are feeling that you are not worthy.
You are energizing yourself, or spiritually magnetizing yourself, and you
bring it into your life. Everything around you and everything in your life is
a direct literal response to who you are. It is not being inflicted on you.
You are bringing it in. You are manifesting it. That is how strong and
powerful a Creator that you are.
If you don't like something, if you don't like things in your life, or any of
your life, you can change it. How do you do that? First you acknowledge that
you are ready for a change, and you are willing
to go through what it takes, which all of you have. Then, Shaumbra, you
begin to change how you are feeling on the
inside. You begin taking a look at how you are creating these things. Are you
playing the role of the victim? If you are, you will always have victim
experiences happen to you. Are you playing the role of the disempowered? Then
you will always have things that come into your life that take your power
away.
In this year of 2005, it is time for your freedom
from those things. It is time for you to understand that you are no longer bound
by them. You can change them. You could also give us all of the reasons on
Earth and in the heavens why it can't be done. And, then we have to support
you in that. We have to continue helping you feel disempowered, continue
helping you feel like the victim, continue helping you have no abundance.
That's the one we don't like at all because that is what you are choosing.
That is what you are drawing to you.
We are going to ask you over these next 30 days to take a look at what is
holding you back. The energies - the loving energies of Metatron, the
compassionate energies of Metatron - are going to be right there with you,
right there. It doesn't have to be harsh or difficult. These are much more of
what you call the feminine aspects of Metatron, the loving and nurturing
aspects.
We are going to work with you to help you take a good, pure, strong look at
what is holding you back. We know you are getting impatient and irritated. We
know that you want real progress in your life, so we are going to give you a
real look at what's holding you back. We are going to be working with each and
every one of you, helping to move beyond those barriers and blockages.
We are going to help you understand that you are a Creator. We are going to
help you to understand, Shaumbra, that your imagination
is one of the most delightful tools that you have. Some of you tend to
discount it, and say, "But that is just my imagination." There was
even a song about that (some laughter). Cauldre says he will not sing today
(more laughter). We are humming it for you in my house.
Shaumbra, one of the things that holds you back is your resistance to use your
imagination, your lack of imagination. You actually have a very potent
imagination, don't you? You've been shutting it down for a long, long time. As
a child you were scolded for your imagination. We remember… we were there
with you. You have been trained not to use it. You have been trained to use
the mind only.
One of the things that causes depression,
by the way, is not using your imagination. For those of you who have been
experiencing depression and anxiety
and lack of passion, it is because you
have put your imagination on the back burner. You have hidden it. You have
suppressed it. No wonder you get depressed!
The imagination is such a vital part of you, and it wants to be a vital part
of your life. But, yet you deny it… you discount it… you treat it like a
bastard child… you abuse it at times. You focus so much energy on that mind
of yours. The mind is beautiful, and it is wonderful. But, it is time for the
imagination, the creative and divine
intelligence, to play right along with you. Yes, for so many of you, one
of the biggest barriers is not using your imagination. Your imagination is
that divine part that wants to expand, that wants to create.
Some of you are having a hard time sitting in this cottage of mine because you
say, "It is not real. What is Tobias pulling on us today?" Shaumbra,
I'm trying to prove a point to you of how delightful, and exciting, and
joyful, and potent the imagination is. The imagination is allowing your true
energies to come out and play. Through the imagination you can expand
yourself, allow yourself into the other
realms, and then through the other realms, where there are other energies,
bring these back and manifest them on Earth.
As we have said before, imagination is not - how to say - focused mental
exercise. It is not trying to visualize
something specific necessarily, at least not right now. The imagination is
letting yourself soar, letting yourself go
free, letting yourself go to realms
that you have not been in in a long, long time. There is that divine you,
sitting here in these chairs right now that wants the freedom,
that wants the expression.
So, Shaumbra, we are going to be working with you, taking a look at those
things that are holding you back. They aren't overwhelming, no matter what you
think. They are nothing so big that you and us together can't evolve them,
can't bring them to the next level. They truly aren't.
Some of you try to hold on to a story that
your problems are so big that even the greatest humans on Earth can't solve
them, even the greatest angels can't solve them. Your problems are so
monumental that even God can't solve them. You are having fun play that game,
aren't you? You are having fun holding onto that story. You're stubborn about
it, as a matter of fact.
That's another thing that holds you back - trying to hold onto that story.
Your story is wonderful. We love your story, but your story wants to evolve
right now. Your story is only a story. Some of you have been trying to build
your new spiritual self upon the foundation of your old human story. And, as
you have discovered, when you try to build on that foundation, the walls come
tumbling down. It is not a foundation to build the new you.
The foundation for the new you is the essence,
the soul, the divinity
of who you are. It is not just the story of you in this lifetime right now of
what you would call "the ego." It is
the collective of all you have ever been and all of the potential of who you
are going to be and your divineness and your
purity. It is a story. It is the foundation rather of everything that you
have been. Don't try to build it on just the story of this identity in this
lifetime.
Sometimes your stories are what are holding you back. You try so hard to hang
onto them. You try to build on them. But, it is not about building on this one
story. It is about building through the imagination in a whole New way.
Take a deep and feel the energy of my cottage, of the Shaumbra room, of the vibrations
that are coming in now. Let your imagination soar a little bit here. Feel and
sense the non-physical energies that are in my cottage, the energies that are
flowing in from the other realms.
And, I don't want to hear any of you say right now, "But, Tobias, I don't
know how to feel," because then you
are locked into that. Say, "Tobias, I allow myself to feel once again. I
give myself the freedom to feel even things that aren't of the human realms. I
give myself permission to feel everything of the other dimensions. I give
myself permission to once again talk to the angels." So many of you… we
hear you say, "Oh, but I can't channel; I can't talk to the angels."
It is the most natural thing you'll ever do. It's easier to talk to the angels
than it is to other humans. Don't trap yourself by saying, "I don't know
how to feel." Say, "I'm ready to feel once again." Don't trap
yourself by your own limitations.
I sat in prison. I sat behind four literal walls of a prison. It was the
greatest experience of any of my lifetimes. Oh, I was so angry. I have told
the story before, but I want to tell it again (some laughter). I was unjustly
put in prison. Ah, you see… that wonderful victim energy! "It wasn't in
my fault; it was everyone else!"
Shaumbra, I put myself in prison. I was energized for it. I was at a point
where as a human I was no longer happy. I knew something had to change. I had
to go sit in a literal prison to feel the prison I had put myself in in my
lifetime, my last lifetime on Earth. And, I cussed it. And, I blamed everyone
else. And, I gave all of the excuses in the world… until one day I realized
the prison was of my own making. And, only I could free myself.
Anything that is holding you back, any prisons that you are in, are of your
own making absolutely. And, you can free yourself, not for yourself through
force, not for yourself through some type of willpower mental exercise. You
free yourself simply by opening up, giving yourself permission.
It is time to evolve the identity, to evolve YOUR identity. That means letting
go of the story, a story that is you in this lifetime. It has served you up to
now. But, it's had its limitations. It is time to evolve the identity to
become more of who you truly are.
You know how to do it. We have talked about it before. And, now it is the time
to do it. It is the time to give yourself permission to be free once again. It
is time to open up that imagination. Stop denying it. Yes, you can be in this
cottage. You can be in the Shaumbra room. You can be experiencing energies
from all levels and dimensions…
if you let yourself… if you let yourself.
We can't do it for you. I CAN'T MAKE YOU OPEN UP. I can't make you let go of
the things that are holding you back. YOU CAN. It is simply about making that decision
and then doing it. It is simply about allowing the imagination to be as real
as what you call your reality now.
As you allow yourself to be free, you give yourself permission once again. You
will energize yourself in a new way. You will energize yourself so that you do
bring new things, joyful things, and abundant things into your life.
Shaumbra, we are having a bit of a problem on the New
Earth right now. You see… many humans left the Old Earth, or your
physical planet of Earth, and came back to our
side. They left their physical body. They transitioned
back here. And, then they went on to the New Earth to help build this
phenomenal place, this library of human consciousness, this place, this New
Earth, where all other angels who have never been in the physical body before
will come to learn and to study before they incarnate
on Earth. That is a wonderful place. I spend much time there, as well.
We are having a bit of a problem because many of the entities who have come
here to be part of this are now longing to go back to the Old Earth, the very
ones that said, "I will never go back to that place (some laughter). I
will never incarnate again." They are seeing what a wonderful place it
is, what a wonderful place it is becoming. They are seeing that you can be
free and be human. They are wanting to reincarnate. They want to get here as
quickly as possible to be part of this quantum
leap. That should tell you something. That should tell you something about
how joyful your life can be if you give yourself permission.
What is holding you back? What is holding you back right now? We are going to
be working with you on that in the next 30 days of time to help you get over
it, to help you release it. We are going to challenge sometimes. You are going
to get angry with us because we are going to come right back at you. And, you
are going to hear our words. We are going to say, "But you are creating
it." It is the reality that you are bringing. Don't blame anyone else.
We are going to be challenging you to embody old
fears that you have, things that you have locked away, things that you
didn't want to look at. We are going to drag them out for you. We are going to
help you see it. We are going to ask you to breathe it in when that fear is so
overwhelming that it stops you in your tracks. When you feel you are losing
your mind, we are going to ask you to go to the next level to breathe it in
and embody it into every cell of your body.
Only when it is embodied can it be released.
Do you understand? Things that you deny, things that you hate will follow you
around. Things that you embody and bring in fully into your reality and love
and admire, even if they were dark - and remember what darkness truly is -
only when they are embodied can they be released. When they are released, the
energy serves you in a whole New way.
Now, we have been yammering on here for quite a while (some laughter). We have
been filling the space in my cottage in the Shaumbra room, distracting you, in
a way, so we could get at some of the real energy workings… so that we could
help you move the energy of whatever healing it was you needed… the healing
of the mind… or the body… a healing of something that you were stuck
with… an Old pattern that you were repeating over and over and over again…
patterns of losing jobs… patterns of bad relationships… patterns of
constant health problems.
We are helping you release these today. Why? Because you gave permission to
come to my place. You gave permission to let it go. Then, we can help. You
didn't blame anyone else for it. You simply gave permission to be free.
Shaumbra, this will be an exciting year. This will be a fun year. This will be
a year when you can truly expand, truly be who you are and be here for the
reason that you chose to be here. And, throughout the whole process we are
going to be supporting you, playing with you, and continuing to help you be
free. Oh, this freedom thing… in the next few days of the Ohamah
school… they are going to learn what it is like to go through fast-track
freedom. So, Shaumbra, all of you are going to learn this year what true freedom
of the soul is.
And so it!
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Tobias of the Crimson Council is presented by Geoffrey Hoppe, aka "Cauldre," in Golden, Colorado. The story of Tobias, from the biblical Book of Tobit, can be found on the Crimson Circle web site at www.crimsoncircle.com. The Tobias Materials have been offered free of charge to lightworkers and Shaumbra around the world since August 1999, the time when Tobias said humanity moved past the potential of destruction and into the New Energy.
The Crimson Circle is a global network of human angels who are among the first to transition into the New Energy. As they experience the joys and challenges of the ascension status, they help other humans on their journeys through sharing, caring and guiding. Over 50,000 visitors come to the Crimson Circle web site each month to read the latest materials and discuss their own experiences.
The Crimson Circle meets monthly in the Denver, Colorado area where Tobias presents the latest information through Geoffrey Hoppe. Tobias states that he and the others of the celestial Crimson Council are actually channeling the humans. According to Tobias, they are reading our energies and translating our own information back to us so we can see it from the outside, while experiencing it on the inside. The "Shoud" is the portion of the channeling where Tobias steps aside and the energy of the humans is channeled directly by Geoffrey Hoppe.
Crimson Circle gatherings are open to the public. The Crimson Circle receives its abundance through the open love and gifting of Shaumbra throughout the world.
The ultimate purpose of the Crimson Circle is to serve as human guides and teachers to those walking the path of inner spiritual awakening. This is not an evangelical mission. Rather, the inner light will guide people to your doorstep for your compassion and care. You will know what to do and teach in that moment, when the unique and precious human who is about to embark on the journey of the Bridge of Swords comes to you.
If you are reading this and feel a sense of truth and connection, you are indeed Shaumbra. You are a teacher and a human guide. Allow the seed of divinity to blossom within you in this moment and for all times to come. You are never alone, for there is family around the world and angels in the realms around you.
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