fully present and grounded in this reality (present moment);
living in the now; I AM-ness; body of consciousness;
having its own unique identity and the ability to expand/express/evolve; life
< NewEarth 4 > You will begin to understand that as you sit upon your bicycle and allow, all things to come to you. And as they come to you, you will know what to do with them. When the human comes to you and says they are suffering, and says they can no longer continue as a human in physical form, you will know what to tell them. You will know what is appropriate. It will come from a place within you that is of the greatest truth and the greatest light. And it will almost knock you off your feet to see who you are! You will be amazed at what comes forth from your mouth and your heart! It only takes an "allowing" and a "being" to have this happen.
< Creator 7QA > As you move into the depths of your new energy, you will not need to pray for an outcome. It will simply BE. This may be somewhat difficult to understand. As you walk in a place of balance and peace, and as you create with the broad brush, you will manifest by simply BEING. You will bring these attributes to others if they so choose to use them. There will be no need for an outward expression of prayer. It will simply BE because you are there. We know this will take some work to understand.
< Creator 8QA > There is a tendency in the old energy to analyze, to intellectualize, to dissect, and to try to figure out. This is a characteristic of the human ego. You will find your divine passion is a - we are struggling for the word here - it is a completely different thing than your human ego. Divine passion comes from allowing. It comes from being. It comes from knowing. It does not come from the mind, it does not come from one of seven chakras. It comes from your soul, for indeed it is your soul! Each of you will have a personal experience as it comes into your life. Divine passion cannot be forced and it cannot be controlled. It simply is.
< Creator 8QA > It is so important for you, for those here and for those reading this energy to know that sometimes, simply BEING is the most important thing that you can do. You have been conditioned that in order to be important or to make a difference, you must have a flurry of activities, you must build things, or change many things.
When we look at you, as we do now, we do not see a human in clothing and with biology. We see a Grand Angel who left home; who went through very challenging experiences on behalf of all; who has been on a long, long journey and who is still serving; who is still giving. Each of you here has been given an opportunity to leave - to leave your human life - to come back to our side, to take a break for a while. And each of you said, "No, I will continue."
You have endured many challenging and difficult circumstances in your lives. You speak of going to a job or taking care of your family - to us who are not in human form, this seems so difficult to us. Being cut off from your conscious connection to Spirit is the ultimate sacrifice. Indeed there are many good things that come from your journey as a human. You are learning of love in the most difficult of situations. You are learning who you truly are.
< Creator 8QA > You are there to just BE. You are there as an anchor of the new energy. There is not so much that you have to do, other than to have your presence in this area. Your new energy helps to balance some old energies. It also helps to balance the earth, and it is integrating the elements of the new energy in this ancient region of the world. In specific answer to your question, simply BE. Your light shines in ways that you do not quite understand yet.
< Creator 10 > As you move into the new energy you will begin to understand the power of the I AM, of the NOW and of the DIVINE MOMENT. You will no longer need to pray to an outside entity or to a spirit that you do not know so well. You will not need to a guide who you have never met and do not even know their name! You will not need to do that in the new energy. It will simply be in the I AM with no intent, but simply IS-NESS.
< Creator 10 > Lesson Three was also of accepting, of being in the Divine Moment, of no longer being in the past. For the past, dear friends, the past is the future for you in many ways. The past is the future in many ways. We have talked to you about being in the Divine Moment, that Divine Space, about not worrying about has transpired or what will be. It is about being in the Now Moment.
< Creator 10 > After initiating the process with a broad-brush stroke, after taking in your passion which is the fuel, then vibrations go out of your new house, out into the world around you. These are vibrations of love and compassion and wisdom that you emanate to others. It is like a light that is shining out to them, but there is also a reverse vibration that comes back to you. With the assistance of your runners, this vibration brings back all of the appropriate things to you, to the front door of your house (Lesson 9). This is part of the creation process. It is being in your new house, it is saying I AM, it is initiating a process that then is fueled by your passion, then goes out into the physical world around you and what comes back are all of the appropriate things for you. Perhaps you will not immediately recognize them as being appropriate - Eand so we say to Cauldre - but they are. What you are creating now, what you are creating by all the work you are doing, it is now being brought back in the appropriate way to you.
< Creator 10QA > Divine Will says: "I AM in my Divine Will." Then keep dancing and understand that this will change the entire energy dynamics and pattern of all things. When you look at much of what we speak of here, it is about literally changing energy patterns and dynamics. It is going from the very slow and cumbersome dynamics of the human experience into the very refined, efficient and enlightened new energy structures. To move from the old to the new is simply a matter of BEING in that new energy. Then you will automatically go there.
There was a time when you first came through the Wall of Fire, past the original Creation, when you could travel in the void simply by thought, simply by desire. As you continued your experiences and you came to Earth and took on body, all of these processes slowed down so that you would no longer THINK and BE simultaneously. Now you are coming full circle. You are coming back to a point where you can be in a consciousness simply by allowing yourself and it will be there very rapidly. You do not need complex exercises to move to Divine Will. See your left foot or your right foot doing the dance step that takes you there. And keep it simple.
< Creator 10QA > What you are experiencing is an evolution in what you are learning. Prayer was an important part of your life early on. You moved from prayer to intent and now you are moving past intent to what we call the I AM. A simple Isness exists now. It is part of you. It is already here. As you teach others, you will walk through the process of prayer … to intent … to now simply I AM. Intent was appropriate at the time when we spoke to you of it. It is still appropriate for most humans. But you are now moving past intent into Isness, into the All. You are transcending intent, and moving into the Divine Moment where all things that you need exist. Intent has been an important tool. We are not saying that it was inappropriate, for it served its purpose at its time. But now we are moving you past that.
< Ascension 7 > Metatron asks you have joy in being human, and of all the rewards that it has. Can you imagine when you combine this feeling of joy with your new divine awareness? Ah! What a beautiful thing! Divine awareness combined with the human being-ness. You can have it all, in a sense. You can be in matter, in form. You can be immersed in this wonderful dimension that you are in AND have an awareness of who you truly are.
< Ascension 7QA > There is no need to focus on anything other than being. When Metatron first came in on this day, he was amazed at the wonderful energy of human beings - Being-ness in human form. He commented on it during our lesson. He said, "Such a joy is it to be a human! Why do you need to focus on something?" We know why. It is because that has been the way of duality. You focus on this side or that side. You focus your attention here or there. There is no need to focus. We know some of you are already rolling your eyes, saying, "Tobias, without focus, I become nothing." And, that is correct. You become nothing that you were before. You leave it behind. You become all that you are. You become divine and human, all rolled up into the same wonderful package, the same sweet package. There is no need to focus, as in the terminology that you are using right now, on any particular thing.
< Ascension 8 > In the First Circle there was the energy of "Was." It simply was. That energy of Spirit did not know love, for there was nothing to compare it with. All That Is… simply was. All That Is was not aware of Self. It did not need to "be." It simply "was." It was an energy that existed and flowed. It was not even an energy of "one," as you would think of it. For, in order to have a "one," you would have to have something to compare it with. Spirit simply was.
< DivineHuman 2QA > The abundance… it will be there. It is the result of living. Abundance is the result of expressing yourself in each moment of time. It will be there. If your focus is on abundance, it will elude you. You will always be trying to have abundance, or trying to have happiness, or trying to have health. You will always be trying and never being, never realizing.
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< DivineHuman 4 > Breathing, breathing, dear friends… it brings life, and it tells your entire body that you want to continue living. No more suffocating. No more being partly present. Breathing tells your body "Yes, I want to continue living. Yes, I want to rejuvenate. Yes, I find the value in my life now. I Am That I Am in the moment." Breathing is so simple, so simple . It is not a complex tool. It does not cost anything. You do not need extensive schooling to learn how to do it. It is natural, God-given, and powerful. Use it if you are in a difficult situation, under tremendous pressure, as we know so many of you are. Use the breath to bring new life, to bring new "is-ness" into the power of "I Am."
< DivineHuman 8 > Right now we sit together in an Expanded Now. It includes you in this moment, fully present with us. But it is expanded, because it is not just you, the human, sitting in the chairs, or laying on your sofa, or on the floor. It is not just that portion of you. See, you expand. You open up your energy fields to include other things in your moment (time and space, reality, dimention). You include Moses and I, Tobias, even though we are a couple of old dead Jews. (audience laughter) You include us in your moment.
< DivineHuman 9 > This is the New Energy, and you are the pioneers. You are the ones who burst through the Old Energy walls to get here. You are the ones, dear friends, who have changed the world because you have changed your consciousness. You wonder sometimes, you say, "Dear Spirit, I don't feel I am doing anything." But WE know that you have done an incredible amount by just being here. You don't have to physically do something to have a great impact on All That Is. You have changed the world.
< NewEnergy 1 > So, when you say you are God also, it is different. It is different than certainly the Old Energy, the Old illusion of the old man with a long white beard, sitting in heaven. That is so long gone. It is different than your concept of an - how do you say - All That Is. So many of you have held the concept, the feeling, how you are all interconnected and that Is-ness makes up the Ones-ness, and that is God. That is different also. You are God also means you are all those things, but you have had the unique, the unique experience of your journey as an angel, of your journey on Earth as a human and now coming full circle, so it is different.
< NewEnergy 5 > Spirit has always been there within you, but it has been dormant, in a sense. Now, the love of God, the God that you are, the God of all things, the Elohim, can come in and be with you. When you try to figure it out, when you try to grasp it in your mind - like some of you are doing now - it is elusive, isn't it? It goes away. That works through the heart, through the soul, and through the spirit. God defies explanation or definition, so that it can simply be "is-ness." Can you open now to feel the "is-ness" of Spirit here in this room? Can you be in such a place of peace with yourself… to know the presence of God is in the molecules in the air… in the cells of your body… in the light that shines all around? The essence of God dances in the fire. It flows into you through the foods that you just ate.
< NewEnergy 10 > It begins to affect others immediately around you. Oh, there was a period of time indeed where - how to say - you felt they were going out of your life. You felt a distance and a separation between you, and family, and loved ones. But, now as you begin every moment in the safe energy, they begin to feel it also. It changes your relationship with them. It changes them, if they choose that potential that you are radiating from within you. You are doing it quietly. You are doing it without preaching. You are doing it without waving your hands to move energy. You simply are being. You are in that safe energy.
< Embodiment 1 > Imagine from this day forward - no right or wrong thing. There is only "thing." There is only "beingness," no more "doingness" in your life. Can you possibly grant yourself that it can be this simple, the gift of simplicity? Ah, yes, indeed, if you possibly release this Old darkness, this Old battle, and this Old story about yourself, and more than anything, Shaumbra, can you allow yourself the gift of re-immersing into humanness? Ah, yes, the baptism of the New Energy… re-immersing yourself now back into the humanness.
< Embodiment 1 > You wonder… sometimes you ask us, "What is the meaning of life? What is the purpose of life?" It is simply to live. It is simply to be here. You don't need to have a mission right now. And, as empty as it might seem, you don't need to have a purpose. Purposes, in a sense, are limiting. Without a purpose you can be full. When you are full, you can be a Creator. When you are a Creator, you can do anything you want. You don't have to have a mission or a purpose right now.
< Embodiment 1 > In this moment of beingness without purpose all of a sudden you begin to get it. All of a sudden a new passion comes out. You don't have to try to create or manufacture a passion anymore. You simply know it. A passion comes out. The "fruit of the rose" comes out, re-immersed also in a whole new way. Ah, then you understand what it is like to be a Creator. Then, you understand that - anything you choose to create and anything you choose to do - all the tools are there… nothing hidden from you… nothing held back. You don't have to guess anymore. The knowingness comes through.
< Embodiment 1QA > You don't have to try to re-create your story. It is simply about giving freedom to the Old story and letting it go, letting it go, and now just being. If you find there are difficulties and burdens and all these other problems in your life, it is time to let the Old story go and simply embody this, the being of life.
< Embodiment 2 > They are into duality. They feed off of weaklings. They feed off of those who are still battling. They want to see who the better warriors are. Let them come at you. You will be like air. You will vaporize and disappear, and they won't be able to feed off of anything. And, they will go on to somebody else, take a bite out of them instead. So, Shaumbra, remember this - that the New force is no force. It is "is-ness."
< Embodiment 4 > This is not just - how to say - a simple request. There is a physics behind this. It requires that in the New Energy that you are now beginning to integrate that you have to be fully present. You can't be an absentee owner of your divinity. In the New Energy you have to be fully present and participating. Then we can come in. We can come in and serve you in the manner that you want to be served and you need to be served.
< Embodiment 5 > But, dear Shaumbra, as you are grounded, fully present, these energies (Metatoron) come in to help you release some of the energy that you have been holding. Some of these energies that have wanted to stay with you haven't wanted to leave. You see, as much as you have difficulty releasing some of the energies you have been holding - the energies of family, or the energies of past lives, or energies of Gaia - some of these do not want to leave you. Some of them are so attached to you.
Some of them are so used to feeding off of you… yes, feeding off of you like a child, a baby feeding off its mother. It continues to feed off of you. It continues to help you perpetuate a story… you see. It doesn't want you to let go of the story because that Old aspect thinks that if you let it go that it will go out of existence. It doesn't. It truly doesn't go out of existence. Anything that has ever happened or ever been created always exists. But, there are aspects, perhaps, of past lives, or even aspects of you in this lifetime that want to be held. Being held can be comforting. Being held can be loving.
< Embodiment 5 > Energy essentially is in a neutral state of being. Energy at its pure core - even the energy of Spirit - is what you would consider to be in a neutral state of being. We know that there are some who would challenge us on that. The energy of God or Spirit is not in the form of light, or in the form of "good." It simply is. "Is" is neutral, at least from the understanding that you would have today. "Is" is neutral.
Embodiment 5QA > Let us take a look at how we define it and how we benchmark
it. In the Crimson Council we speak of "the
moment" and "the expanded
moment." The expanded moment allows you to be fully present
right here and right now, knowing that you are in this room, knowing that you
are in this body. But, it also allows you to expand into the other
realms and to feel and to be aware of many other things around you.
So, it is a little bit disconcerting when you start expanding, which you have been doing. You have been doing it wonderfully and diligently. But, then it makes you think that you are getting out of the regular moment. It can all be together. You can be in this body of yours and this space of yours and in the expanded space. And, it means you can have a sensory perception that encompasses everything, everything.
So, you are being a little difficult on yourself here. And, we can understand the dynamics of why, but we would say that it is more important for you to let yourself expand into these other areas. And, you try so hard to maintain a focus here. You have done that well. Now, open up to these other realms.
< Embodiment 11 > True creation is giving birth to something… giving birth to an idea, a feeling, a concept… giving birth to it… and then granting it "being-ness"… letting it continue to evolve… letting it continue to grow… not holding it back. Part of you feels a bit odd about that because you think when you create something that you then have to limit it. Then, you then have a responsibility and an obligation to it. And, it has a responsibility and an obligation to you. But, it doesn't.
< Embodiment 11 > The synchronistic life is one that others will not understand for quite some time. The ones who are still in the duality world… they will not understand at all. They will envy it. They will envy you to the point of perhaps scorning you, rejecting you, or possibly trying to harm you, to find the secret, the elixir. They want it. They want it so very bad, but they don't understand what's truly in it. They want to make their old story just a little bigger and better story. They want to be a superhuman, rather than a divine human. And, there's a huge difference. They want superpowers instead of divine beingness. They want to create and control, rather than creating and blessing and allowing, allowing your creations their own beingness.
< Embodiment 11 > So, we do this quite simply through the breath. Take the breath in and allow yourself to take that leap of trust, even letting the fears go, the worries go. When we say letting it go, it doesn't mean trying to block them out. Just let them go. Walk right through them. This is about the knowingness that you are so divine. You are such a blessed Creator that you can live here on Earth in this human condition. You can be a Creator of New Energies, of new concepts. You can grant them beingness. You can grant them their own existence and that everything then comes back to you, graceful, pure.
< Embodiment 11 > We are in this Embodiment Series, the embodiment of your divinity, the embodiment of every aspect of you into this reality, the complete acceptance, the fearless acceptance, the understanding that the aspect that you have known as yourself in this lifetime was just a story, a wonderful, beautiful story that you grant beingness to. You let it go also. Then, you can get back to the roots of who you truly are.
< Clarity 1 > Let us release the concept that God is power. And, breathe in the pure expression of Spirit. Breathe in the pure expression. As you begin to understand that God is not power… God does not giveth and taketh away. God simply is. God is not an individual being, but rather in all things. Spirit has no agenda, has no desired outcomes. It simply is. You could say God is - Spirit is - your expression, your experience. Let us be the first here to put into consciousness that Spirit is simply expression. And, expression in the New Energy doesn't need a force or power behind it.
Clarity 1QA > And, it is so important right now to bring the
concept to Earth that it is not about force
anymore. New Energy is a non-force. We don't
have to do this by preaching or evangelizing or trying to recruit. We do it
simply by being. And, that is what you are doing
in your life. Sometimes you and I talk. And, you wonder what you should be
doing. And, I keep telling you, dear, over and over. I say to you, "Honey
(audience laughter), right now you are doing this. You are helping to bring into
consciousness the grand potential of no
Imagine a world where there is no force. We are not talking simple, sheer physical. I'm talking about spiritual force. I'm talking about mental force, where things are manifested easily. You see, when we get beyond the concept of God as force, then you'll find all of a sudden the need for physical labor is done only when you enjoy it. When the concept of force goes out the door, it opens another door of consciousness that comes in that can turn technology into useful practical tools. And, we could go and on about this.
< Clarity 4 > You feed yourself through the air, just through breathing. Breathing is an incredible way of feeding yourself. It feeds your reality. It feeds your reams and desires. Breathing feeds your spirit. It is more than just taking the oxygen from the air. There is spirit energy in the air. And, you breathe that in. That feeds your reality base. It feeds your sense of beingness. When you do the deep spiritual breathing, it feeds partly your own desire for grander consciousness and expanded consciousness.
< Clarity 8 > We talked about a very simple process for how things are created and then manifested. Four very simple steps in our discussion about Sacred Geometry, saying that on the purest level of you there is Desire. Desire. Desire without an agenda, desire without a particular outcome, but just desire. It's not a want. A "want" connotates that you need something. Desire means you simply have the desire to be, to express yourself, to express the spirit within you (God is expression).
< QuantumLeap 1 > Perhaps if there was to be one truth, it goes back to the Is-ness, the I AM. It goes back to something very basic, something you've heard for thousands of years: It's already within you. Whatever you need - already within. Healing - already within you. Knowledge, infinite, far beyond the mind. Discernment. It's an integral part of your intuition. It's there. You just have to use it. Ability to work with energy - you're a natural at it. You've been doing it ever since you left Home. You're an adept at working with and moving energy, but sometimes you like to deny that. You like to hold back. Everything - Yeshua said it, so many times - everything is already within. So as we go forward into this New Energy, this is one issue that will come up again and again as long as you allow it to be something that holds you back. You have it within. It is already there.
< MNEC2009-SG > The Awareness of Being is the New Energy confidence. It doesn't need anything else. It doesn't need to feed, it doesn't need to build, it doesn't need to keep finding new ways to identify itself. It is that it is. And oddly enough, in that state of is-ness that each and every one of you are coming into, now what you would call your accomplishments or your capabilities suddenly become very natural. You don't have to work at manifesting anything. It just is. It's a natural result of the awareness of your being.
< e2012 1> Consciousness is awareness, but put more concisely, distilled down, consciousness is your presence. That's a little bit different than being in the Now moment. Very similar, they're like cousins, but it is your presence. Your consciousness is your presence and what you are allowing yourself to be aware of. Your consciousness is your presence, and your presence right now is right here, is sitting right here. Your consciousness is your awareness of sensory, of mental, and intuitive. And the question that I have for each and every one of you: How present are you? How real are you in the moment? How conscious are you?
< e2012 1> As you
start to become aware of it through the senses, your physical senses, even
through your mind, and the mind starts saying,
"Am I present?" and then through your intuition,
you're finally going to start feeling yourself more present.
You're going to start feeling more around you. You're going to have more awareness
of yourself present.
And the moment you have awareness of what is present, what is here, you're going to start understanding what is not present. You're going to understand what you've been holding back on. Then, my dear, you get that state of pure consciousness that goes beyond any of these types of awareness. It becomes the I Am awareness. The I Am awareness, and the fact that "I am present and that's all that counts. I Am that I Am, every part, every piece, the Body of Consciousness, every aspect, every thought, every feeling. I am fully aware. I Am that I Am."
< e2012 1> You are consciousness; you're not energy. Energy naturally falls into place and goes to work for you, totally efficient, as you become aware, as you become conscious of your presence. Consciousness is awareness, of all the different things that are gong on. Consciousness ultimately is about your presence right here, right now, your presence in this moment.
< e2012 2 > Of course not! When you get to that point of consciousness vibration, you're not going to see yourself in the mirror. Some of you have had little glimpses of that - walk into a room and for a moment you're not there. Why? Because your vibration, your consciousness is starting to evolve. You're not going to see yourself any longer as a reflection. You're going to see yourself as a presence. As a presence. Other people aren't going to see you in the mirror either. So it was a great thing to say this being couldn't see them self in the mirror.
< e2012 2 > But the real magic is the awareness of yourself, of your presence right now, in every dimension that you're operating. You like to think that you're just operating here, but you're operating in a multitude of dimensions. This (human reality) is kind of the center where so much of it's happening. Yes, a lot of amazing things are happening for you, with you, in these other realms. This is kind of the point where it's all coming together, where it's all coming into focus and it's all coming into materialization.
< e2012 2 > By the way, you're also going to notice that this changes - that mouth. The mouth is a slave of the brain, and it yaks and yaks and yaks, sometimes just like the brain, and it comes up with a lot of words to fill a lot of space to bore a lot of people, and to keep you from really having to be in your presence. What's going to happen with New Think? Less talk. Hmm. Less talk. Why? Because you can make one sound - arr - and it - ppbbtt - any sound. And it can convey a tremendous amount of consciousness that attracts a tremendous amount of energy to it that can move mountains.
< e2012 2 > Just momentarily you didn't have to think. You were just present. You were just aware of what's around you. Interesting thing happens in New Think. Your awareness starts to expand. The mind kind of stops clicking away, the awareness just starts to expand. You're like, "Damn, I'm present." That's about all you need. In that flash, in that moment, everything starts changing. You can't put a linear factor on it. Everything suddenly is there. You don't have to plan it out or stress it out. It's a very, very different way of operating.
< e2012 8 > And then, suddenly, you're just being. You're not trying to perfect anything. You're not trying to find yourself. Now you're just being. In that, the creative energies that we talked about earlier rush in now. The mind can slow down. The need to try to make things right or perfect or in some sort of delusional ideals of old gurus goes out the window. That's when you can sit here today and say, “I am the Master. I don't care what they say, I am the Master. I am the Master.” It's that simple.
< e2012 11 > To learn about radiant presence. That's the next step. That's the next thing we're going to work on – being present. Ah! Enlightenment – it's about being present. It's about being aware, and there is a huge difference in being in the mind and being aware. Truly is. Aware – actually you really don't have to use much of the mind. Enlightenment is about allowing a natural flow to take place. The minute you start messing with it, the minute you start tampering with it, the minute you think just the human alone knows how to do this thing and you don't invite the soul, you don't invite the aspects, you don't invite your self in, it's not going to work very well.
< e2012 11 > As you allow yourself to experience life in a whole new way, free yourself of some of the bonds and some of the limitations, one of the key suggestions I have for you, for many reasons, is to allow your presence into this reality. Oh, it's kind of old stuff, in a way, being in the Now moment; maybe spiritually unfashionable now. Let's state it in a different way – to be present. Why? Because so often you're not. So often thinking about other things, which is old. We've talked about it before. But right now it becomes more important than ever to be present. It means to be embodied in your physical body, in your mind, in yourself to be here.
< e2012 11 > It's the meeting point for the breakthrough I just talked about. It's the meeting point for the energies that are coming in. You are, in a way, your own boson. You are your own point of gathering energy and putting it into whether its matter, putting it into abundance, putting it into health. You become that point of reception. But as these breakthroughs occur, you're going to want them grounded. You're going to want to be in your body. So what is presence? Being here. Being aware right now. Keeping it simple.
< e2012 11 > Now, the fact is, you can be in many dimensions. You can be in many realities at the same time and be aware of all of them. But it starts with being present right here. This is the point that you receive the energies. This is the point where you receive your soul. This is the point where you receive your I Am-ness. When you're not here, when you're off into your own little dream world or daydreaming, no matter how much you had passion for this thing of enlightenment, it's not going to find its way to you. You're not going to receive the abundance that's right here.
< Discovery 11 > “Because when one does not recognize themselves, Spirit does not recognize them either.” That is the greatest gift of compassion that Spirit can offer. Hmmm. Hmmm. Hmmm. When you do not recognize your own existence, when you rely on others for measure, for assessment, to know whether you're doing right or wrong. When you do not see yourself through your own eyes and hear yourself through your own ears, Spirit doesn't recognize you either. Spirit doesn't know you exist until the moment you know you exist, you see.