The Embodiment Series SHOUD 11 by Tobias and Adamus St. Germain
Presented to the Crimson Circle June 4, 2005
Original Website http://www.crimsoncircle.com/
I am… and so it is (audience laughter)
that we gather together in this classroom
of the New Energy where humans are rediscovering who
they truly are, where this special group that we call Shaumbra
is opening doors, doors of New Energy,
doors of new awarenesses, and
doors of new consciousness. It is an honor for I, Tobias,
and Saint Germain to be here
together simultaneously, together embodied
with each of you, embodied in our channeler,
Cauldre. Yes, we both had to squeeze in
today, not much room left in here (more laughter)… truly a first when there
is a dual channel.
You are going to hear in stereo (more laughter). You are going to feel the
love and the warmth of Tobias. And, you are going to feel the arrogance and
the pompousness of Saint Germain (more laughter), together at the same time.
You are going to feel the tradition and the history and the Jewishness of
Tobias. And, you are going to feel the bohemian nature of Saint Germain. So,
we will called the entity on this day "Countess Saint
To-BEE-us"(much more laughter).
We have agreed to have both of us talk to you today, do your Shoud
with you on this day, to meld the energies together. It does not have to be
just one of us. It does not even have to be just two. There can be a multitude
of angels on our side channeling to the angels on your side, a multitude of us
helping to move the energy of Shaumbra in and through.
This is the first time that the two of us have worked together like this
simultaneously. It is causing Cauldre and some of you here today a bit of
confusion, feeling the energies coming from different levels. But, you are
designed to run that way, designed to run on multiple
levels and dimensions at the same time.
We come you today in this new persona to help you to understand that you don't
have to be linear, that you can be very multiple. You can exist on different
dimensions. You can receive from different sources all at the same time.
And, it is easier to do than living linearly. It is easier than trying to hold
your focus and maintain a control on a
single dimension. You were never designed to run that way. You were never
designed to create that way.
Spirit, the essence of Spirit, doesn't
create on one level. Spirit creates on every possible level at the same time
simultaneously. And, one of the things that you are learning as Shaumbra, as
the New Energy teachers, is that you can
be many things at once. You can have many stories
going on. And, it doesn't need to be a negative.
Oh, integrated stories indeed… the difference between having many stories
and being - what you would call - a multiple-personality
disorder is that they are integrated. They know about each other. They
come from the same active source of energy. They love each other. They honor
the roles each other plays, whereas a multiple-personality - in your
psychiatric sense - plays hide-and-seek games with the aspects.
There is tremendous denial. But, Shaumbra, one of the things that you are
already learning is how to operate on these different
levels.
So, we decided today to come to you this way - multiple, stereo, different
directions. We're going to be moving around at different levels all around
you. We are going to… yes, we're going to alarm (laughter) you in many ways
today (said as an ambulance or law enforcement siren is heard outside of the
building). So, Shaumbra, it is indeed an honor for all of us to be here.
And, we have to say that we have already gone through this… you see. We have
already gone through this. Within the past few nights of your sleep and your
dreams we have gone through this Shoud. We
have sat together with this very group, those who are physically here in the
room, those who are listening in. We have Shouded together, not just in two
voices or three, but as the whole group of us. We placed all of our energies
together, and we sang then in the voice of one and many at the same time…
you see. We did this on other levels, in other - you would call them -
dimensions, non-physical dimensions that bear very little resemblance to the
dimension that you exist in as a human. We created that potential.
We created a radiance. And,
"radiance" is the word of our channel today. It was no surprise that
Andra used this during her breathing (which
preceded the channel). It is the title of our Shoud today, "The Radiant
Being."
Several nights ago we sat together, and we created a radiance. It is vibration
that is coming from you, energy that is expanding. Put together with the
group, it radiated. And, now you are basking in its energy. You have sat in
these chairs. You are sitting at your homes, or at a friend's home, listening
now, basking in the very energy that you created several nights ago.
It is amazing how this works. There are tremendous, but yet very simple,
physics involved in all of this. Today we are going to learn to take the
controls off. We are going to learn to radiate once again. We are going to
understand what that means. We're going to understand the physics of it, the
feelings of it, the love of it.
Shaumbra, there is so much happening all around the world right now, so much
happening in consciousnesses, as we have stated recently. If you read your
headlines, or you listen to your news on the television, it appears that
things are going the wrong way. But, that is an illusion.
We have to let you know that it is a type of hypnosis
or overlay. It is because those types of dramas
create readership. Those types of dramas create - how to say - a type of
energy addiction.
But, go beyond those. Let us take a look at what is really happening in the
world with the people that you know, with the people that you work with, with
your family. There is a tremendous awakening
all across this world, not reflected in the headlines, not reflected in the
news. There is a tremendous surge of New
Energy making its way to this planet - and to the humans who are willing
and desirous to use it - that is beginning to affect everyone on different
levels in different ways.
Some of them are now going through the very things that you went through 5,
10, 20 years of time ago, the sudden disruption of their hypnotic
state. You call it their awakening. They are going through a turmoil in
their life that is perhaps causing them what they consider to be pain and
emotional agony, difficulties. They're wondering what is happening to them.
But, we all know, and you know. This is transformation.
It is shaking them out of their hypnosis. It is opening them up to their true
essence. It is opening them up to a type of peace, a type of love within
themselves that you can never achieve through money, or power, or any of these
other things. You can never achieve by praying to an outside God,
by following rules of an
outside group of humans. There is an awakening going on. If you take a look at
what is in your Now, the people
that you know, the people that are starting to come to you, you will see it.
We have this perspective from our side of the veil. We can see the true
changes that are taking place. We can see the effect of the work that you are
doing. We can see what is happening in your culture. We can see this beautiful
blossoming of energy that is taking place.
Sometimes it doesn't look so beautiful because it is difficult to let go of
that old story. Sometimes it is very difficult on the human. And, you know
from sitting with them, their tears, that they've just lost a loved one.
Perhaps, they just lost everything they thought they owned. They just had some
type of disease come over their body.
But, you know, and we know, that this is simply a change of course. This is
simply what some of you call "the crossroads," the awakening that is
taking place. It is difficult to accept for them with their state of
consciousness. But, you know, and we know, that the changes that are coming
about are changes in truth, changes in the integration
and melding of human and Spirit together.
We watch what is happening in your culture. It is amazing. It is amazing and
sometimes so simple that you overlook it.
Recently you had the introduction of this new movie, the "Star
Wars," the return of the dark ones. This has been an incredible
series, spanning nearly 30 years of time, nearly 30 years of your awakening
time, Shaumbra. So many of you awoke, truly, truly awoke when you saw the
first movie the first time. Perhaps, you didn't even consciously know it.
But, there was… there still is… or are triggers that are literally woven
into the energetic fabric of this movie, the remembrance of what it used to be
like. These movies are based more in fact than in fiction. Even though it
happened a long, long time ago, it seems like it was in the future. Time
becomes distorted.
It is a story about the light side and
the dark side. It is a story about going off to explore both. You have to
ultimately go through both and then to re-integrate
them for true understanding. It is a story about Spirit,
what is called "the force." It is a story about your journeys. So
many of you relate so closely with this because they are the stories of the battles
that you fought. Oh, you didn't have little metal flying ships. It was done in
the non-physical realities. But, Shaumbra, it was real.
In the movie the one goes over to the dark side, becomes the leader and the
commander of the dark side, exploring what it is like. There is the other,
Luke, who works on the light side. You see, Luke was training to be a warrior.
But, when he went to his advanced training, he had to forget everything that
he had learned in his previous training. He had to forget about how to hold
the light saber. He had to forget about all of the routines. He had to forget
about the controls that he learned, that
he became disciplined in as a warrior. He had to let those go.
Remember when he ran into trouble, he heard the voice that came to him, the channeled
voice that said, "Feel the force,
Luke." It didn't say, "Think the force, Luke." It didn't say,
"Analyze the force." (audience laughter). It said, "Feel the
force, Luke. Let it flow through every part of your being. Get out of your mind.
Let go of the controls. Forget everything you have learned."
And, Luke, like you, resisted this at first. He had learned his controls so
well. He had learned how to handle himself through the mind, how to control
his actions, his thoughts. And, it felt very uncomfortable letting all of that
go.
But, once he did, once he felt "the force" and allowed it to race
through him, allowed his mind to handle the things it was supposed to, but
allowed "the force" to flow through, there was that golden feeling
when he first did that. There was that feeling of euphoria. There was that
feeling of remembrance when he connected once again with "the
force." And, then it flowed. He
knew what to do before he had to do it. He knew what his opponent was
going to do even before his opponent did it. It was just there. It flowed.
Shaumbra, many of you have already experienced that. You have experienced
that, would we call the divine
knowing, that golden moment that transcends the normal state of human
consciousness. That's the cosmic
consciousness. It is the golden moment where you just know. You can't
explain it to anyone. You can't even explain it yourself. You just know.
That is that moment when you let go of the controls… sometimes because you
have to. Luke had to let go of the controls. He knew that he was
out-maneuvered by his opponent. He knew that it was going to be certain death
if he continued using his old warrior ways, his controlled warrior ways. He
didn't have a choice. He had to let go.
You have a choice, of course. You're not in that predicament that Luke was in.
But, yet there is a wonderful lesson to be learned about letting go of the
control. Tobias spoke about that last month - totally letting go. Now, you've
only just begun to scratch the surface of that. You've had your first
experiences with letting go of control. We are going to encourage you to keep
letting go.
There is this thing; it is called divinity.
In the movie "Star Wars" it was called "the force." But,
it is your divinity. It is all around you and inside of you. It doesn't belong
somewhere else. It is not some removed energy. It is so close and so personal.
Letting go of control allows that divinity to come in, allows that melding
between human and divine. Letting go of control is a bit frightening at first.
It takes getting used to.
And, we know so many of you let go of some controls. You had some experiences
with it in these last 30 days. As you continue to release those, you are going
to come to this whole new understanding, the divine knowingness, the flow…
then comes the radiance after that.
As was said in the Shoud last month, control was something that you learned…
much as a potter learns to control the clay… control the wheel, the potter's
wheel… and the speed of the wheel… control the clay itself… and work his
hands with control upon it. But, what does a potter create… a pot… perhaps
a sculpture? That is static. It just sits. It's taken off the wheel. It's put
into the kiln for drying, for processing, for hardening. It literally encases
it in the energy that it was originally formed into. It is controlled now.
And, the pot is painted and put up on a shelf. And, it is controlled in that
state of being.
So, Shaumbra, control limits the ability for energy to expand in you. You have
been controlling your energy for every moment of this lifetime. You have been
the potter, shaping your story. You have
shaped it well. You've cleaned off many of the rough surfaces. You've reshaped
it at times to fit your new
consciousness. But, in a sense, it is still controlled. It is still formed
into a very specified vessel. It is called your story.
Now, it is time to take those controls off of your story and watch what
happens in your life. Watch what new synchronicities
come to you. It is time to have this radiance of energy take place.
So, let us talk a little bit about the physics of energy
once again. As we said, energy does not exist. It does not exist in the heavens.
There is no such thing called energy. There are no opposing
forces of positive and negative.
It is all just neutral potential,
waiting to be activated.
You activate it through your connection
with the thing called "the field."
Then, you bring it into various states of realities
or dimensions. When you bring it to
Earth, it is formed and shaped and controlled,
then put to work for you. You can choose any set of potentials. You can choose
it to have a positive expression or a
negative expression, masculine or
feminine. You are choosing.
Energy by itself doesn't exist. It is just potential, waiting to be expressed.
Now, you are the ones forming it. You are also the ones controlling it. The
control limits the ability of any of your creations, including yourself and
your story to radiate. What do we mean by that? Well, that is the core of our
discussion today.
Every Creator being, every
souled-being has the ability to re-create,
to continue perpetuating the creations, to create over and over again. This Creator
ability is not inherent in inanimate
objects, in things like trees
and most animals. Most of your pets even
are not Creator abilities. They do not radiate an energy like you do.
You are a Creator being. Your radiance is
the extension of your creation. But, yet you have been living in this very
controlled vessel that you sculpted. And, you are not radiating any longer,
not to the degree that you could be. There is no continuation of your energy.
In other words, you have everything so tied up in your story, tied up in the
overlays, the belief systems, and the hypnosis
that your true Creator energy is not free. It is like that pot. It is like
that vase that the potter created, sitting on the shelf contained, structured,
limited. It is time to open up. It is
time to begin radiating your energy.
Now, you sit here now, or you read this in your Now
moment, and most humans, even most Shaumbra, are radiating, are allowing
their shining, their Creator energies on a very limited basis, very limited.
So, what happens is that your life is also limited. What
comes back to you is limited.
When you take the controls off, you radiate this beautiful energy. It is a
living energy. It is so living that everything that you touch, everything that
you come in contact with, everything you think about, is affected by your
Creator energy.
Imagine yourself as a beautiful flame, radiating energy. You are not forcing
it on anyone or anything. You are simply radiating it. That is what some of
the grand archangels do - they simply
radiate. That is where some of you have had this - how to say - feeling or
insight or image of the flame, the flame of Michael,
even the flame of Metatron, and many of
the others. It is the radiance of their being. And, you notice that that
light, that flame… it is not intrusive; it does not attempt
to change anything. It is simply radiating potential New Energy for anyone
who is willing to tap into it.
Shaumbra, you have been very limited in your own radiance because of the
controls, because of the illusions. It is
now time to let those go.
Literally, when you hold a pencil in your hand, when you physically touch a
pencil, you are radiating your energy into it. That pencil will continue to
hold your energy, feel your energy. You are constantly radiating energy,
albeit at very low levels right now. But, you are radiating energy into
everything. And, again when we speak and say "radiance," it is a
glowing, an expansion, a goldenness of energy. It is not trying to change; it
is simply sending out a potential.
You notice, for instance, that your radiance, your divinity,
shines upon everything. That is why even your car,
the automobile you drive, takes on your energy because you are literally
coloring it with your divinity. You give it a name, your car, sometimes. It
takes on you and your attributes. It is filled with your energy.
Your animals and pets
are filled with your energy. You are radiating to them. The ones who you are
close to in your life… you are constantly radiating, shining, glowing. And,
after a while some of these things, whether it is people or objects, take on
so much of your energy attributes that they even begin looking like you,
sounding like you. They take on some of your identity.
You see, the Creator being has that
capability to do that. The chairs that you sit in… they take on your life
force essence.
You know you could literally sculpt a model, sculpt what you would call a
doll. You could sculpt a being out of clay, make it can look like a human,
whatever you want. And, you could put your energy, radiate your energy, into
that sculpted piece of clay and literally bring
it to life. That is what radiance is about. That is the capability that
you have… yes, an inanimate object, a hunk of clay shaped into perhaps a
figure of a human.
As you breathe in and breathe out, as
you use no force and no effort,
but simply radiance, that hunk of clay that you sculpted into a human can
actually come to life. It is true. I have done it before. It can actually
begin to breathe with you. You can try this. It takes a while. It takes some
understandings of the simplicity of the mystics and an understanding of your
own radiance.
But, you can breathe into it, breathe with it, and it will come to life. You
will see it. Oh, it could take a long, long time, but you're going to see it
start to breathe. One day it will start to move. And, one day it will actually
get up. One day it will start to speak.
Yes, that is what you are capable of doing right now. Again, it will take some
effort because… and we are being asked not to use the word
"effort." It will take patience. It will take patience to learn how
to do this. We are not suggesting you all run out to do it. But, we are using
this as more of an extreme example of how energy works, how your energy works.
You're constantly radiating energies to everything.
Now, we mention this as such an important part of the physics of the New
Energy. We mention it because it is happening anyway. It is happening right
now.
But, your radiance levels are very low. We don't have so much of a measurement
scale on our side. But, to help you to understand, we will use a scale of 1 to
10: 1 being a human at a very, very, very low radiance, very little of the Spirit
divine energy flowing from them; 10 being the highest where it is just
flowing out, unobstructed, uninhibited, flowing openly and pure, having the
greatest life force energy to it.
Most humans are operating at 3 to 5, very low. Their radiance level is very
low because of the limitations, the controls and the restrictions that they
place on themselves, the belief systems that they have. They are contained
within that clay sculpture. They are hardened within it. They are so bought
into their story.
Most Shaumbra are radiating at a 4 to 6
level right now. Your radiance is bigger and brighter. But, there are still
many controls, still many old belief systems that are limiting you, that are
holding you back.
The importance of this radiance of energy is multi-fold, multi-dimensional.
First, when you allow your divine
energies to radiate, it means you aren't trapping them inside your body or
your reality. You're letting them flow.
And, every energy is designed to flow.
It's not designed to be pent-up, caught up in that vessel, in that sculpture
of your body. It's meant to flow.
When you are radiating energy, you are being a true
Creator. What you are doing is letting the potential flow out into all
things. You are expanding energy. When you are radiating energy, what you have
done is given yourself and every one of your creations the freedom
and the right to continue evolving… you
see.
Most human Creators, most human beings, give nothing the right to continue
expanding and living. They create something, and they limit it, and restrict
it. And, it never flows. It's never… it's like the vase - it's put on the
shelf. It never changes the very nature of the vase… you see. Most humans
create something, control it, and stop the process of creation. Most of you
have done that extensively in the past. Most of you still stumble and fumble
with creation because of that.
True creation is giving
birth to something… giving birth to an idea, a feeling, a concept…
giving birth to it… and then granting it "being-ness"…
letting it continue to evolve… letting it
continue to grow… not holding it back.
Part of you feels a bit odd about that because you think when you create
something that you then have to limit it. Then, you then have a responsibility
and an obligation to it. And, it has a responsibility and an obligation to
you. But, it doesn't.
A true Creator creates and lets go. It will always be your creation. But, now
it will take on its own life. It will continue to expand and to grow. It will
continue to redefine itself over and over again instead of being a piece of
clay turned into a vase and put on a shelf. It will be a piece of clay turned
into living energy that at one moment can be a vase… the next moment can be
a tree… and the next moment can be a bird… and the next moment return to
its clay origins.
That is alchemy. That is transmutation.
That is the very nature of energy. It sounds familiar, we know, because we
have already discussed this. We are already working with it. You are working
with it. And, it returns you to some of your origin Creator energies that
aren't overshadowed by the controls and the limitations or the fears
of creation.
This is true radiance. This is all Spirit does - radiance, no controls, no
limitations. This is grace. This is flow, Shaumbra. This is what is happening
to you in your life.
Now, as you radiate energy, you shine forth a potential that has no agenda.
It is simply divine potential. As you create things, bring them into reality,
and then give them their own right to continue evolving, it changes the whole flow
of energy back to you as well. A very simple piece of New Energy physics:
when you control energy coming from you, energy will be controlled coming back
to you. You could say that quite literally the omniverse
is literal. It is literal.
So, if you control, you then are controlled. If you control energy within you
and flowing out from you, everything will come back to you as control. When
you open up, take off your own
controls, and begin this new graceful radiant type of creation, everything
comes back to you as graceful radiant creation.
It is so simple, so simple that some of you would say, "But why didn't
you tell us this five years ago? Why did we have to go through all these
Shouds? Why do we have to sit through all these lengthy meetings and go
through these difficulties in our processes?"
One, Shaumbra, is because we love coming in to visit with you (some laughter).
It gives us a reason to be here at least once a month. And, secondly, you
didn't have the basis for understanding back then. You told us that; these are
your Shouds. You wanted to go step-by-step, piece-by-piece so it all made
sense; it all flowed and integrated together. It was all harmonious.
So, again, understanding the physics of energy: energy is potential, brought
into expression in your reality, used for Creator-ship. You now create without
controls. And, you allow it to flow. You give it life. You bless it. You give
it life, and allow it to continue to evolve and expand and expand.
Now, what comes back to you is a
free-flowing energy that absolutely serves you, absolutely serves every need
and desire that you have. It comes back to you as clear and as pure as what
you allowed to go out from you. It's the very nature of Creator-ship - taking
raw potential, bringing it into energy form, creating with it, and giving it
life.
Where so many have run into difficulties is that you are beginning to
understand the nature of energy and the nature of Creator-ship, but you are
still limiting your creations. You are not allowing them their expression. You
are trying to limit and restrict and to hold ownership over them. Let them go,
Shaumbra. Let them go. Watch how this whole new flow occurs. Watch how the synchronicities
become the way of life, rather than the exception of life.
Now, there is one difficult thing in here, an area that many of you have been
having difficulties with, having troubles with. It is this whole concept now
of the divine desire versus the human
desire. And, there seems to be so much contradiction in your life that
occurs because the human desires one thing and what you would call the divine
or the Spirit seems to have another
concept.
What happens to so many of you in your life, you will pray, you will ask for
things, you will try to create things. And, then they don't happen. Then, you
get angry with Spirit or with yourself. You feel that you are not a true
Creator. Up until quite recently the divine and the human have been separate.
You have treated them separately. You have put up a wall between them and
said, "I am human over here, and I know divinity is on the other side,
but we are not connected."
Well, they are coming back together. There is a reunion
or an integration of the two.
It takes place in this reality. It
doesn't take place out in the ethers. It takes place in your Now
moment. The two are coming back together. You are going to begin to
understand what was an old human desire - a very limited desire - and what was
the desire, the wish, the love of your soul,
your spirit.
Let us give you an example. The human, the story
that you are encased in right now, does not ever want to die. It wants to keep
going. It wants to live and live and live. Humans for eons of time have been
searching for eternal life while in the human body. And, sometimes humans will
say, "Well, then I create no death for myself. I create that I will live
forever and ever." But, yet you die. You will die. You have done it many
times before. You are getting quite good at it (some laughter).
And, there appears to be a contradiction between what you say is your
Creator-ship, your human Creator-ship, and what you say is divine
Creator-ship. Sometimes there is so much difference between the two that it
causes you great confusion. You don't know which way to turn. The two are
melding back together. You are beginning to get the overview. You are
beginning to get the understanding of the divine
plan, the divine desire versus the human.
The human desire sometimes was wrapped up in such a limited story. It was
wrapped up in belief systems that did not serve the grander purpose of the
being. We sometimes say on our side - the human desire versus the higher, the
divine desire. And, as a rule, the divine needs took precedence over the human
because you do want to die sooner or later; otherwise, you get so trapped in
your own old story. It is very difficult to get out. You designed death. You
designed death so that you would be released, so you didn't get trapped or
embedded in these stories. So, that is an example of how the human desire and
the divine desire sometimes don't seem to come together.
But, there is a reason and a purpose. Sometimes you wonder why you don't have
a loved one in your life, a partner to share things with. You get upset. You
get angry about it. Sometimes the divine needs and desires take precedence
over the human. Sometimes it is important for you to have that time by
yourself to discover who you are, to understand who
you truly are. The divine understands that you would be distracted if
there was another human in your life.
Sometimes you wonder who's really calling the shots. But, what happens as you
are opening up, Shaumbra, as the human and divine are melding back together,
you get a sense for the overall desire, the overall flow. You're not caught up
in the human limitations. You're not caught up in what would be considered
petty needs. But, you are going for the higher need, the higher grander
purpose.
So, we know there are many times when you are trying to consciously create
that you run into these roadblocks and these problems. But, with
this integration and melding you will begin to make more sense out of all
of this. You take off the controls. You radiate your energy. You give blessing
to your creations. And, they come to life. The energy comes
back to serve you. The energy comes back to serve you in grand new ways.
It is called "the synchronistic
life."
In a sense, you could say that in the synchronistic life there are no needs.
Everything is already there. You don't have to struggle with it. You don't
have to arm-wrestle with life anymore. It is just there. In a sense, in the
synchronistic life there is no forced creation.
You don't need to even define what you need. You don't need to ever worry
about this thing you call abundance or health or any of it. It is just there.
In the synchronistic life there are no needs because everything has already
been met. There is a flow that comes into you that you can simply reach in and
take out what you need in that moment.
In the synchronistic life, as we have said before, the answers
are there before the questions are asked. In the synchronistic life there is a
constant ongoing reunion with your
divinity and with Spirit. You don't to try to force it. You don't have to
try to will it. It is just there. It just flows.
To get to the synchronistic life, Shaumbra - it is not that far away - to get
to it, it is simply a matter of letting go of
the controls. It happens naturally. We have said a long time ago - the
best thing to do, the best thing you can do is just get out of your way. The
controls are in your way. The controls are providing a type of veil or
barrier, a separation between you and divine, between you and synchronicity.
Let down the controls and the fears and the
belief systems. Let that all go. The synchronistic life then begins to
immediately connect, take place in your life. It is all there. It is difficult
to describe because it is not a formula.
It is just a way of being. In
the synchronistic life there is that flow.
Yes, you do; you're still living in the human reality. You are still going to
have to get up in the morning, if you choose. You still have to participate in
the material world. But, it becomes so much easier. There's not the stress.
There's not the push. There is not the mental battling.
The synchronistic life flows. The people are there, just happen to be there.
The tools and the resources are just there. You don't have to even try to plan
them out. You don't have to try to struggle with them. You don't have to pray
for them. They just appear.
You are going to realize as you enter into living the synchronistic life,
you're going to realize that every one of those things was already there. You
just didn't see it. You're going to slap yourself on the forehead and wonder
how you could've overlooked it. You're going to realize that every resource,
tool, person, energy, healing, love was already there. You just didn't see it.
You were so busy focusing on your story, so busy focusing on how you are
trying to create your realities. You're so busy being human that you just
didn't see it. But, it was always there. It's there right now ready to serve
you, ready to come in.
The synchronistic life… you could say there are no expectations. There are
no needs. Now, we're not saying, "Go and throw away or give away all of
your earthly possessions." That again is a forced activity. You don't
have to force it. You will discover in the synchronistic life that you don't
have a need, for instance, for a new car, or a new house. You don't have a
need for people that you love, people that are fun to be with because it's
already there.
You see, when it's already there, how could there possibly be a need? The
right place to live, the right vehicle for you is already going to be there.
The need is satisfied before you even know it. That is flow! That is
synchronicity! This is not some type of hand-waving magic. This is not some
type of psychic activity. It is grace, divine
grace that you bring into your life.
You find you don't even need a plan anymore because the plan is there before
you ever even know it. Everything appears before the need is ever
established… you see. The synchronistic life changes the whole relationship
of need and time and reality. It changes the relationship of linear living so
that it is satisfied before the need is ever realized… you see. It is a type
of expanded, circular, growing, dynamic living in your life.
The needs are taken care of by you… by you, not by Spirit, not by us. The
needs are taken care of before you even realize you need it. That is
synchronistic living: no more searching, not even searching for answers
because the answers are there before you even realize you had a question… no
more searching for Spirit because Spirit just is there… no more searching
for the angels because they are there - they always were, you know - no more
searching for your past life aspects
because you have created such a space they are already there.
The synchronistic living is grand spiritual awareness in the present
moment. And, again it doesn't take any force or effort to get there,
Shaumbra. There is no outline or curriculum or guidelines that you have to
follow to get there. It can happen right now. It can happen the moment you
consciously relieve old belief systems. The moment you release controls in
your life it can happen. In a sense, as you know from our discussions several
nights ago, it already did happen. It already occurred.
The synchronistic life is one that others will not understand for quite some
time. The ones who are still in the duality
world… they will not understand at all. They will envy it. They will envy
you to the point of perhaps scorning you, rejecting you, or possibly trying to
harm you, to find the secret, the elixir. They want it. They want it so very
bad, but they don't understand what's truly in it.
They want to make their old story just a little bigger and better story. They
want to be a superhuman, rather than a divine
human. And, there's a huge difference. They want superpowers instead of
divine beingness. They want to create and control, rather than creating and blessing
and allowing, allowing your creations their own beingness.
You know, every past life that you have
created continues to live. You granted it beingness. And, it continues to live
out in the other dimensions…
not here on Earth, for the most part, occasionally, but not generally. Your
past life aspects live on and on and on. They are not Creator-beings
like you. They cannot create New Energy,
new space, but they continue to swirl, to expand in the very energies that you
granted them.
So, other humans will not understand this thing called the synchronistic life,
for a while anyway until they go through some of the processes that you went
through: the learning… the understanding… the releasing… the letting
go… the realization that you are a spiritual being and everything is already
there… the realization that you are
God also. They are not going to understand how your life works so
effortlessly. They are not going to understand how you consume so little
energy and accomplish so much.
Shaumbra, so many of you lately have been
experiencing this whole - how to say - phenomena of being ejected from the
duality world, from your jobs and from your families and these other things,
being popped out of them because your energy is no longer compatible in those
environments. But, you are creating new environments for yourself. It's a bit
scary sometimes, letting go of all of the old ways. But, you are creating a
new environment of synchronistic living for yourself. You had to be ejected
from the old way so that you could discover the new. You could discover that
it is already there.
This is not a mind game. More than anything, it is not a mind game. We don't
want you to go out after listening or reading this Shoud and try playing games
with your mind, saying, "It is already there. It's already there."
That is forcing energy. That is trying to con yourself into a belief system
that is very difficult to manifest that way. But, rather it is the knowingness
that it is already there, knowingness from the heart, the acceptance that it
is already there, everything, the acceptance that the synchronistic living is
already here.
When you run into troubles with it, but it doesn't feel like it is matching
with you, when you feel yourself sliding back into old duality, take a look
first at the controls that may be limiting you, the controls that are
inhibiting you from experiencing this in your life. As was said in the last
Shoud, it takes tremendous, tremendous trust to let go of the controls,
tremendous trust in yourself to live in
synchronicity, to know that absolutely everything is taken care of, to know
that your physical body can heal, that your mind can rebalance. Everything
that you need in your life has already come into you. It takes tremendous
trust. More than anything, that is the point that you, we are at now, the
trust in self, the great release, the great release.
So, as a group sitting here today, let us feel that and experience it for
ourselves - the great release of controls, the great trust in self. Now, we
are going to do it as a group. We don't want anyone to force this energy.
Again, forcing energy will come back to you as force. So, we're just going to
allow the release, the trust, letting go of controls, being in the state of
synchronistic living. That involves no expectations, no needs, or desires.
So, we do this quite simply through the breath.
Take the breath in and allow yourself to take that leap of trust, even letting
the fears go, the worries go. When we say letting it go, it doesn't mean
trying to block them out. Just let them go. Walk right through them.
This is about the knowingness that you are so divine. You are such a blessed
Creator that you can live here on Earth in this human condition. You can be a
Creator of New Energies, of new concepts. You can grant them beingness. You
can grant them their own existence and that everything then comes back to you,
graceful, pure.
It's about sitting in this moment and no longer trying to define what life is
supposed to be about, no longer trying to define who you are supposed to be,
sitting here in this moment of divine trust, not trying to define even what
"spiritual" is, or define what "human" is. Being here in
this pure moment, we don't even have to define your needs. You've gone beyond
that. You don't have to define; you don't have to limit; you don't have to
force the things that are appropriate in your life. They are already there.
You don't have to wish for them, or pray for them.
Being in this pure moment
together like this without expectation,
literally allows you to spiral and to transform
into a new level of living, a
level that you could not comprehend in your Old Energy human
mind. That Old Energy human mind always wanted to know details, structures,
controls. That Old Energy human mind always wanted to have everything defined
through the brain. You transcend that.
Let us just sit here in this moment, not trying to do anything, not trying to
force anything. As you do this in this sacred
state of being, the radiance, your radiance, expands. Your divine comes in
and melds with your human. Everything starts expanding, glowing, radiating.
We can see it now. You've let the controls down. You've let the barriers and
shields down. You've taken down your defenses because you don't need them
anymore. Now, you are radiating. Now, you are the flame. You are the flame. It
always was you.
You were waiting for us. You were waiting for Spirit to give you a flame. But,
it always was you. Now, you are radiating. Your energy goes out. It flows. It
dances out, circles, spirals, plays. It goes all around you, not just in the
physical reality, but in all of the dimensions. It is such an easier way to
live, Shaumbra. You're just letting energy flow through you. You're letting
creation emanate from you.
Funny thing about creation… it is almost the antithesis of what most humans
have thought it was. You thought creation was holding out your hand and
manifesting gold out of thin air. You thought that was creation.
True creation is quite different. True creation, as Adamus
found out… you never even have to stick out your hand; the gold is just
there. You never have to try to create. It just is. The energy of creation
would bring tears to our eyes, tears to your eyes; it is so easy. It is so in
the moment and so perfect.
You are radiating right now, Shaumbra, as we are talking to you. You have
gotten your flame going again. You have gotten out of your head. You see -
allow yourself to imagine here - you see how the rays of your flame are going
out. They're not trying to change anything. You're not trying to change the
weather. Why? The weather is perfect. You're not trying to change your
reality. It always was perfect. You were just seeing perhaps a small - what
you considered - imperfect aspect. But, in the grander nature of things, it is
perfect.
You are radiating out energy. You're just
letting it dance. You're not trying to make it go anywhere. You're not trying
to make it do anything. It doesn't even need to be a certain color. It doesn't
need to be a certain frequency range. It is just radiating. This… this…
this is creation. This is pure creation
because what you are radiating, shining out for all to behold, shining out,
singing out for all to behold, that angel that
you are, the divine that you are now comes
back to you. Now, everything comes
back to fill in, to serve you.
Shaumbra, it is this easy. You have been making it hard. You wanted to see
what hard was like. It is time to let that go. It is this simple. And, if you
get trapped in your head, you get trapped in all the rules and the
regulations, you get trapped in technique, you're doing it wrong. Let us come
back for a moment, take a deep breath. You are the flame. You always were. You
are radiating pure creation energy.
Now, don't try to define even what you're creating. Do you think Spirit sits
in the house of spirit and tries to define? Spirit just creates and blesses
with living energy.
You're the flame. You are creating. You bless your radiance. You bless your
energies that are going out with livingness. Then, the flip, or the turn, the
transmutation - whatever you want to call it - occurs as the flame just
radiates, just glows, just rejoices in creation. Then, everything comes back
to you.
That is the synchronistic life. You never have to define it. You never have to
structure it. You never have to worry about it. It is that simple.
Indeed, you will go out from here. You will walk back into a duality world.
You will be assaulted by all of the heaviness, all of the contradictions, and
everything else. Remember your flame. Remember how it shines, shines with compassion,
brings back everything you need.
So, the energies of Tobias and Saint Germain wanted to be here with you today
for this simple energy delivery that we had to you. Words were spoken, but
they meant so little. Energy was delivered, and it was yours. It was yours in
the first place.
We are in this Embodiment Series, the embodiment
of your divinity, the embodiment of every
aspect of you into this
reality, the complete acceptance, the fearless acceptance, the
understanding that the aspect that you have known as yourself in this lifetime
was just a story, a wonderful, beautiful
story that you grant beingness to.
You let it go also. Then, you can get back to the roots of who
you truly are.
We look forward to our gathering in our next Shoud, Shoud 12, the end of this
series. We look forward to culminating all of the energies that we have put
together over this year, bringing them together in a very sacred spot, a very
sacred energy. Oh, it allows us then to continue moving at a very fast speed
into the next series.
We love you dearly. We are always, always working with you, being with you,
sharing with you. Indeed, you are never alone.
And so it is!
Tobias of the Crimson Council is presented by Geoffrey Hoppe, aka "Cauldre," in Golden, Colorado. The story of Tobias, from the biblical Book of Tobit, can be found on the Crimson Circle web site at www.crimsoncircle.com. The Tobias Materials have been offered free of charge to lightworkers and Shaumbra around the world since August 1999, the time when Tobias said humanity moved past the potential of destruction and into the New Energy.
The Crimson Circle is a global network of human angels who are among the first to transition into the New Energy. As they experience the joys and challenges of the ascension status, they help other humans on their journeys through sharing, caring and guiding. Over 50,000 visitors come to the Crimson Circle web site each month to read the latest materials and discuss their own experiences.
The Crimson Circle meets monthly in the Denver, Colorado area where Tobias presents the latest information through Geoffrey Hoppe. Tobias states that he and the others of the celestial Crimson Council are actually channeling the humans. According to Tobias, they are reading our energies and translating our own information back to us so we can see it from the outside, while experiencing it on the inside. The "Shoud" is the portion of the channeling where Tobias steps aside and the energy of the humans is channeled directly by Geoffrey Hoppe.
Crimson Circle gatherings are open to the public. The Crimson Circle receives its abundance through the open love and gifting of Shaumbra throughout the world.
The ultimate purpose of the Crimson Circle is to serve as human guides and teachers to those walking the path of inner spiritual awakening. This is not an evangelical mission. Rather, the inner light will guide people to your doorstep for your compassion and care. You will know what to do and teach in that moment, when the unique and precious human who is about to embark on the journey of the Bridge of Swords comes to you.
If you are reading this and feel a sense of truth and connection, you are indeed Shaumbra. You are a teacher and a human guide. Allow the seed of divinity to blossom within you in this moment and for all times to come. You are never alone, for there is family around the world and angels in the realms around you.
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