The e2012 Series SHOUD 2
Presented to the Crimson Circle October 1, 2011
Original Website http://www.crimsoncircle.com/
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I Am that I Am, Adamus,
also known as Dracula. (laughter) True
story. Very true story, dear Shaumbra.
Balance
Before I get into that story, just a reminder to each and every one of you who
are here today, no matter what happens, stay in your balance - your balance.
No matter what happens, remember that you have every
tool to handle it. Every tool. I look at each and every one of you - those
of you watching in online today - remember the words: No matter what happens,
you have the balance, your balance.
You have the tools. You have the wisdom.
Oh!
You're wondering, "What the hell is Adamus talking about?"
(laughter) "He's a bit on the serious side today," and I am. I am.
Whether it's a simple car accident, not terribly devastating, whether losing
your job, something embarrassing happen to you, any of these things; whether
it is something that is happening right now on a global basis that could
affect this entire planet, stay in your balance. You sometimes pretend you
don't know where it is, but you do. Remember the tools.
First tool. Breathing. Breathing. Next -
laughing. Truly. Then breathing.
(laughter) And then laughing. And then remembering, as I like to tell you so
very often, it is not yours.
It really isn't. Oh, you're in the midst of it, of course, but it is not
yours. It is not yours.
I'll keep talking about this until you hear it clearly in your own voice. It
is not yours. You pretend it is, but it's not. So remember, stay in the
balance. It's there. You know it. I know it. You like finding its boundaries,
but you know it's there.
Dracula
So, my story. Dracula, indeed. I am Dracula. In my last days in the Mystery
Schools, mostly in Romania, Transylvania,
we, all of us, we were doing some amazing, amazing things there. We knew it
was time to close down the Mystery Schools, for you to go back out into the
world. You can't stay behind walls. Not even the ones you're pretending to
create. Not … Father! (laughter as he meets Sart who is dressed up as a
priest) Yes! (much laughter as Adamus kisses the cross Sart holds up) Doesn't
hurt!
SART:
Oww! (laughter)
ADAMUS: It was all a myth. Now kiss mine. (lots of laughter) Right there.
(Sart makes a sour face, then finally kisses the pendant that Adamus is
wearing) What were you thinking father?! I'm not a little boy! (lots of
laughter) And Crash, how are you doing today?! (addressing Dave who is dressed
up like a pilot)
DAVE: I love the autopilot! (laughter)
ADAMUS: Autopilot! (Adamus is laughing) Channeling while he's flying.
So in the last days of our Mystery Schools …
TOBIN (a child): I like flying.
ADAMUS: Hello, little one. He recognizes a vampire when he sees one.
(laughter)
TOBIN: I know it! (Adamus laughs)
ADAMUS: So we were in the process of closing down the Mystery Schools. It was
time for you to get back into the world. We had gone about as far as we were
going to go with the Mystery Schools. We knew that a new era was coming. I
knew it was time for me to leave. I knew that, as much as I dearly love this
planet, it was time to go beyond, for what grander time could I have than just
to be with myself? (laughter; then he turns to look at Linda, who is dressed
up as a witch) Nice frog. (laughter) What else do you say to a lady? (more
laughter) And the purpose would be?
LINDA:
Well, I was on a trip, and there was a customer service airline person that
wasn't very nice to me. (laughter)
ADAMUS: I thought we've talked about hexes and spells, no longer appropriate
to use. And who was it prior to becoming this?
LINDA: It's a United Airlines' attendant. (more laughter) They don't
understand customer service.
ADAMUS: Ah, no. You should fly my way, without an airplane.
LINDA: It didn't even make a good frog, so I had to make it into a container,
and I have Adamus Awards. (Linda is wearing a frog that's been turning into a
purse with the zipper between its legs.)
ADAMUS:
Adamus Awards! (laughter) Up the ass of a frog! (lots of laughter) Don't you
know that's good luck? Unless it's a United Airlines customer service
representative. (more laughter) We'll do a little sorcery right now to
transform these dark energies that are contained within here into … (he
waves his hand around the purse) …nothing. Pure energy. Just pure energy.
We'll talk about that in a moment.
So … and for all of you who are dressed up as witches today, and there are a
few, I'm surprised that you can even get into these costumes. No, truly,
truly. I mean, that says a lot. After having been witches and zombies and all
the rest of these things in the past, after being burned at the stake by
(glaring at "Father" Sart) you know who over there, yes, there was a
lot of serious wounds - deep, deep aspect
wounds - for so many of you who were traumatized about your beliefs. The fact
that you can be here right now, laugh about it, joke about it, dress up about
it is actually amazing. So a special thanks to all who dressed up today,
especially me. (Adamus chuckles; he is wearing a grand red cape, a crimson
velvet vest, and white shirt)
So, dear Shaumbra, the Mystery Schools, Transylvania, end of the 1700s,
time to close them down. And when we did, you - all the students - went back
out into the world. Some of you went back to Europe. Some of you went into
Russia, here to this newly emerging
Atlantis, now called the United States.
You took this wisdom. You took the understandings with you.
Then it created quite a stir. It created almost a cult following. People still
wanted to believe the Mystery Schools were open, even though they weren't.
They wanted to believe that there was something more to life other than what
they were living, other than the monarchies and the different types of
governments that they were living with, and the limitations, so they wanted to
believe the Mystery Schools still lived. They did, but in your heart. Not in
buildings anymore, in your heart.
A lot of rumors started running rampant about where the schools were, and it
was amusing for quite a while to see some of the religious orders gather
together in their new crusades to go burn down the Mystery Schools. Of course,
there weren't any. They found some of the wrong castles and accused the people
of the wrong things, burned down the castles regardless, even though it really
wasn't a Mystery School, and this went on and on.
And it actually built up more of an intrigue, of a mystery about the whole
thing to the point where certain (he looks at Sart again) orders, certain
religious orders, just couldn't stand it anymore. They knew that they had to
do their own form of anti-publicity about these Mystery Schools. So they
created a type of a story about this being … about this being who couldn't
see himself in the mirror and others couldn't see him either.
Of course not! When you get to that point of consciousness
vibration, you're not going to see yourself in the mirror. Some of you have
had little glimpses of that - walk into a room and for a moment you're not
there. Why? Because your vibration, your consciousness is starting to evolve.
You're not going to see yourself any longer as a reflection. You're going to
see yourself as a presence. Thank you (he hands his cape to Linda). As a
presence. Other people aren't going to see you in the mirror either. So it was
a great thing to say this being couldn't see them self in the mirror.
And they continued the myth. They talked about wanting to suck the blood out
of you. Well, I did have a habit and still do… (some laughter) Not of that,
my dear friends, but when you go to kiss another … (he's looking at a woman)
Would you stand up? Come on up here. (laughter)
ELIZABETH:
O-M-G.
ADAMUS: Yeah, O-M-G. BFF. So when you go to kiss somebody … (Adamus kisses
her on each cheek)
ELIZABETH: Thank you.
ADAMUS: … it's actually not very energizing there on the cheeks. There's not
a lot of energy points there in the cheeks.
ELIZABETH: Mm hmm.
ADAMUS: But … (he kisses her on the neck) One right back there. Didn't that
give you the chills?
ELIZABETH: Mm hmm.
ADAMUS: Me too! (laughter)
ELIZABETH: Yeah. (Adamus chuckles)
ADAMUS: Right back there. See the difference?
ELIZABETH: Mm hmm.
ADAMUS:
Now, you can't go around these days just … (Adamus kisses her neck again)
kis- … mmm smells good … kissing like that. Or perhaps you could. Other
side. (he kisses the other side of her neck)
ELIZABETH: O-M-G! (she giggles)
ADAMUS: Mmm, so … I hope it was good for you.
ELIZABETH: It was really good.
ADAMUS: Yes, yes. Cigarette anybody? (some laughter) So, of course, they used
that. They used all of these stories, put them together, and found kind of a
mediocre author, he had written some books, who was into a little bit of the
mystics - studied mesmerizing and that,
but at his heart was actually terribly stiff, conservative and very, very
loyal to the British Monarch at the time - an Irishman by the name of Bram
Stoker.
Commissioned him, paid him healthy to write a book - Dracula - and to
demonize, because they figured if they did, if they created this cult figure,
this Dracula, and they based it on a variety of things that were kind of true
and a lot of things that weren't. And, of course, they pulled in - because we
were so strong in the Romania, Transylvania area - they pulled in the stories
of Vlad
the Impaler and kind of tied it all together. Published the booked in the
late 1800s - 1897 - to try to stop this whole intrigue about the Mystery
Schools, about me - although I was never named - and about you.
It worked to a degree, but … but … (he takes a sip of his soda) Good
blood. Mm. (some laughter) It worked to a degree, but what do you have today?
What do you have now coming full cycle? A new fascination in vampires, and
very contemporary. New Energy vampires, vegan vampires. (laughter) It's true.
I'm not making this up. Watch Twilight, watch these others.
LINDA: True Blood.
ADAMUS: A whole new kind of a fascination in being immortal. In being
immortal, but being here on Earth, being in the physical body.
Now, of course, they add the dramatic, some of the insidious things to it, but
there is a new fascination. People want to know what lies beyond their
humanness, and they're exploring it right now in phenomenal new ways. They
want to know, like they did hundreds of years ago when the Mystery Schools
shut down, there has got to be something else.
And there is. And it's starting to come to light. It's starting to happen.
It's causing a lot of controversy all over, all over this planet. You're
seeing it every day. It's causing a lot of controversy in what I call the Near
Earth realms where a lot of the departed ones - as in the song that was
just played - hang out. (referring to the song played just before the Shoud
called "Dearly Departed" by DeVotchKa) It's causing a lot of
controversy in some of the forces in the cosmos that, as we talked about
before, don't believe in a God. They don't believe in a spirit.
They don't believe in really much of anything, except themselves - nothing
wrong with believing in yourself, of course, but the full
Self. The self that doesn't need to feed
off of anything else; the self that knows that the balance
is already within, that the tools
are already there, and you can use them any time you want; the self that is
removed from mass consciousness-think,
old think. People want to know right now that there is magic.
Now, they get a little sidetracked. They think magic is things like suddenly
manifesting gold (he holds out his hand) - you expected I was going to, didn't
you? - suddenly manifesting gold in their hand, walking on water, those types
of tricks. But the real magic is the awareness of
yourself, of your presence right
now, in every dimension that you're
operating. You like to think that you're just operating here, but you're
operating in a multitude
of dimensions.
This is kind of the center, Pete. You don't have to move your leg; I'll kick
it again. This is kind of the center where so much of it's happening. Yes, a
lot of amazing things are happening for you, with you, in these other
realms. This is kind of the point where it's all coming together, where
it's all coming into focus and it's all
coming into materialization.
So,
my dear friends, to finish the story; indeed, there was a Dracula, and Dracula
didn't need to take anything from anyone else. Dracula understood that he
lived immortal. He went on and on. Dracula understood that he could be on this
planet in physical form. He could be on this planet in nonphysical form as
well, or anywhere else he wanted to be.
There's a little bit of Dracula in each and every one of us. Don't let what
they say (some laughter as he looks at Sart again) alter - play on words -
alter your perception of yourself. And I know it's a subject we talk about
time and time again. The doubt. The doubt comes in.
This last couple of weeks in particular was doubt time. Just when you thought
you cleared past a lot - it's coming back. You can feel that doubt, and it's
going to be there for a while. It's going to be pushing on you for a while
until this doubt - your doubt of yourself, partly mass consciousness - until
the doubt realizes it doesn't have anything to push against anymore. Just like
the vampire who doesn't see him- or herself in the mirror, because they don't
need to anymore. They don't have to see the reflection anymore. They don't
have to see it coming from the outside. It's right there. Right there. (heart)
It's Real
Dear Shaumbra, as I've also mentioned many times before, it's happening right
now. Right now - grandest, grandest, grandest time on Earth, time of the
greatest energy changes, transformation, bar any lifetime that you've ever
been in, is happening right now.
Now the doubt comes in and says, "Yeah, what about…?" No. This is
the time right now. It's happening in amazing ways and will continue to -
sometimes dramatic, sometimes a little overwhelming - but it's happening right
now.
I asked Cauldre to bring up a few examples
of what we were talking about, if we could go to the slides please.
Slide 1
Now, we talk about things like New Earth, and it's … you may want to dim the
lights please. We talk about things like New Earth. It's an interesting
esoteric concept. It's kind of dreamy. You think about all these new
Earths. And I've said to you before that there was a New Earth, a singular
New Earth that was being architected,
designed and manifested by you in your dream
state.
Now it's not quite so much all occurring in dream state. You are kind of
living between the worlds right now. There are parts
of you right now that are expanding out even while you're sitting right
here.
I said to you a while back that the New Earth and the old Earth weren't going
to meld right away, could be another 30 years. That was about five years ago.
Still uncertain, but it doesn't really matter. Still uncertain whether some of
the forces here on old Earth want to continue living in the old way or they're
ready to evolve, and it actually doesn't matter other than this is a beautiful
planet. You hate to give it to the ones who want to go backwards in time, want
to go back to old standards. But, in a way, it doesn't matter.
There are new Earths, and no long just one. There are many, many, many out
there, hundreds of them. They're going to be the housing, the place for the
angelic beings who have never been in physical incarnation to come, and there
are many - your spiritual families.
This planet can't accommodate too many more in terms of its population. The
new Earths that are being created can. Some of them are substantially larger
than your current planet Earth - a hundred times larger - and they are out
there. And, oddly enough, showing up in the news, very recently, is the
evidence. And it will continue to show up.
http://lightyears.blogs.cnn.com/2011/09/13/16-super-earths-found-outside-solar-system/
You know, it's interesting because consciousness
paves the way; technology
follows. What we are talking about here over these past ten years is
occurring. Technology is catching up to the point where they can start seeing
some of these new Earths.
Now it doesn't mean these exact places that are listed in the news are going
to be the places where the angelic beings are going to go for their physical
experience. But it means that even science is starting to acknowledge what we
- what you - have known for quite some time. It's validation. It's very, very
real.
By the way, I love science. I love science - up to a point. I love science as
long as the scientists stay open-minded. When they get into the box, when they
become so caught in their professions that they'll no longer even look at
other potentials - things that you can't map out in your current math or
science - then it gets to be a problem. Then it really inhibits the energy and
something ends up blowing up. (one woman laughs) Thank you. I needed that
laugh. She gets an Adamus Award. Yeah, right out of the frog's arse.
(laughter)
But
no, it truly does. If science boxes something in for too long, something blows
up. Now, it's not always a direct correlation. For instance, for a long time
science assumed that the Earth was flat, and (pointing at "Father"
Sart) your organization kept them from looking at any other possibility. A lot
of people were persecuted by (Sart raises his hand) - thank you - the poster
child for … (Sart says something, everyone laughs)
Oh, before the day is done, you'll have much more than that. (laughter) We're
going to convert you today! (Adamus chuckles)
So I love science up to the point when it stops looking into new
possibilities. An amazing thing has happened in these past few years in the
scientific community. Not all of them, but enough of them are saying,
"There is something else. There's something that our microscopes and our
computers and our calculations don't show anymore. Let's go into it."
It's called quantum physics a lot of times, and more and more scientists are
getting into it. More and more scientists have this desire to discover, and I
love science when it's about discovery. There is a lot more to discover yet
about your physical reality and a lot more to discover about the other realms.
You know it, and as I'm saying the words right now, you're saying, "I
know there are other things out there, and I know there are things below the
atomic and the subatomic level. I know that chaos" - many of you are
saying - "I know that chaos is not chaos at all. It's actually divine
order that the mind can't put its brain around yet." But, dear Shaumbra,
science is a great thing, and literally, through the work you've been doing,
you're helping open up the potentials and the possibilities for new science.
There was actually some interesting discoveries a number of years ago about -
oh, it was about nine, ten years ago - into new math. It's been rejected by
the traditional mathematical community, but it's not dead. It's brewing. It's
simmering. It's waiting to come back out. It's going to be challenging for
many to accept that two and two doesn't always equal four, just as it was
hundreds of years ago for beings, learned beings, to accept that there are
negative numbers. You realize it wasn't that long ago when it was considered a
heresy to believe in negative numbers! But there are. You all know it today.
Well, you know it when you overdraw from the bank. (some laughter) It's a
negative, and it's very real.
Slide 2
So next slide, which we're going to go to. I don't have to say that, Cauldre.
He knows.
So here is an example. http://newenergynl.ca/
Something that a Shaumbra sent in just the other day.
This is a government organization in Canada, eh, that is using the slogan on
their website - "New Energy." Now, where did they get that from?
(audience says "Us") Somebody who created … yes, father?
SART: That was me. (laughter)
ADAMUS: Yes it was.
LINDA: Would you repeat that so they can hear?
ADAMUS: He said "That was me." Yes, yes. And I heard that you're
going to be giving confessions later in the telephone booth? (some laughter)
SART: Yeah, I'm all set up.
ADAMUS: Yeah. It'll be a little crowded in there, but yeah. By the way, I hope
you have a lot of time, because with this group … (laughter) They like
telling stories - not very many sins, a lot of stories.
SART: I came prepared.
ADAMUS: So this comes from a government organization who is using the term
"New Energy." Now, it is not scientific, but it's cultural. It's
cultural. They're taking what's been put up there in potentials. Some creative
type who was assigned with coming up with a campaign for these Canadian
provinces in Newfoundland and Labrador thought, "What do I talk about?
It's a little cold up here. It gets a little dark at times. I gotta come up
with something." This creative being took a couple of deep breaths and
said, "New Energy! We'll talk about the New Energy that's up here, and
we'll even create a little song to go with it." A little … (song starts
playing) New Energy song.
SONG LYRICS (it's a fun, folksy tune):
"I had a dream, I was home by the water
Lending a hand to my mother and father
And they would show me just how things were done
And they would tell me just how far they've come
Today I feel New Energy around us
Today I share the hope that has found us
Fathers and mothers, sisters and brothers
Who stand here together today"
ADAMUS: Okay. (laughter) The point is, Shaumbra, it is happening. It's
happening in funny ways like this. It's happening in very real scientific
ways. It's happening in levels that … (he pauses, trying to get the slide to
advance) Ah, there we go. It is happening in physics.
Slide 3
Now, here's an article. http://www.livescience.com/16284-cern-elena-antiproton-antimatter-experiment.html
An amazing discovery - "New experiment aims to trap bizarre
antimatter." Now, I think many of you are familiar with CERN, the large
laboratory in Switzerland, the one that created a lot of controversy. Are we
going to blow up the world? Are they going to do some sort of experiments with
the scientific particles that's going to suck the whole of creation into it?
And maybe that happened … (some laughter) No Awards on that. Who knows?! How
do you know that reality wasn't sucked into this black hole? But so what,
reality goes on. Just because you went through a black hole and you're sucked
into a big nothingness, no different yesterday than today. (some laughter)
So the experiment shown in this article - amazing, interesting. It shows that
when they collide matter - you know what
matter is, because it matters - and antimatter,
which you don't know what it is. It's invisible. Nobody really has a good
grasp on it yet. A lot of theories about it, but you know it's the antithesis,
because in duality consciousness,
everything that appears here has to appear over here. Everything that has a
high has a low. Everything that is light has a dark to it. Every
goodie-two-shoe aspect of yours has a bad-ass aspect to it. It does. That's
the way duality consciousness works.
So here we have the scientists at this very expensive kind of secret
laboratory over in Switzerland doing this interesting kind of experiment with
all these magnets and electromagnetic energies, zapping little particles from
their laboratory in Switzerland over to a laboratory in Italy, smashing the
particles together. What do you think happens? (someone says "Faster than
the speed of light") Faster than the
speed of light!! I thought that nothing was faster than the speed of light.
Oh, Einstein, there is! There are many,
many things faster than the speed of light, including your consciousness -
starting at your consciousness - going into even your thoughts,
going into feelings. Those are all faster
than the speed of light.
When you reduce or slow down the energies,
then it becomes light. And then from light it suddenly reduces down into the
electrum spectrum and reduces down eventually into this reality
that you're sitting in.
But the interesting thing also, this reality isn't at the bottom of the pile.
It's not where everything descends down to and finds the bottom of the barrel.
That's a very dualistic way of thinking about it, because it's a circle. It's
not a pit, because even when energy finds its way down to this reality, it
continues to evolve. Not to go back up to where it came from, but to evolve
beyond. Consider the implications of that.
There are particles faster than light. Beyond solid matter, beyond duality is
another door, is a whole other physics, a whole other operating systems, and
it doesn't get more dense from here. It doesn't. And you don't go back up. You
continue around. Actually, it's a big spiral. You continue around and around.
So literally, in your evolution you go from dense matter - no offense to any
of you - dense matter, you go from that to something faster than light.
Something faster than light. It's actually very simple physics, but scientists
will spend billions of dollars or cut through kilometers and kilometers of
rock to have to figure it out. You already know it.
You
are dissolving right now - before my eyes - dissolving out of physical
reality. Not going back, but expanding, out faster than the speed of light. So
there are things faster than the speed of light, as was proved.
In these experiments also, you had antimatter and matter forced into each
other. What was the net result? It says right in the article. Pure energy!
Pure energy. Pure energy.
Haven't we said for a long time that when things are released from its stuck
state or its state of expression - you're a state of expression - when
thoughts are released from its state of belief, when aspects are released from
their state of torture, their state of wound, it is very similar to the same
experiment, in a way. It is the old and the new smashing into each other with
brute forceful love. Woo! (some laughter) They're laughing, (pointing upward);
they're not (audience). (laughter) You guys (the nonphysical beings) get an
Adamus Award. They're howling up there!
SHAUMBRA 1 (man): What do they know?
ADAMUS: Must be something in the water. (laughter) They can laugh, because
they're not sitting down here. That was another funny one.
So here you have these matter and antimatter smashing into each other. It goes
back to pure energy. Proven by scientists. We've been talking about it, all of
us, for a long time now. What happens when you release something from its
state of expression, its state of being? It goes back to pure energy.
What they haven't seen here yet but you know, when there's another element
that comes into it - consciousness
and more so conscious choice - enters into
the equation, into the experiment, it also produces truly New
Energy. These experiments based in duality are releasing energy from a
stuck form, returning it back to the pure state, as we talked about the energy
cloud.
What they're going to discover five years from now, ten years from now, it
doesn't matter, is that something else was created. And they're going to say,
"How do you do that? How do you take two known quantities, smash them
together - it should still add up to two known quantities put together."
But they're going to see something very strange happen. They're going to see
another element at some point. They don't have the tools to really measure it
right now, because the new element travels faster than the speed of light.
Dear
Shaumbra, I could quit right now. I could go back to my Third
Circle and never have another gathering with you, because we just said it
all. It's all here. But I'm having too much fun. Wouldn't you, if you were me?
I mean look. (Adamus chuckles)
So it's happening right now, and this is where I get excited. And this is why
I get excited about working with you, because you're … in spite of the fact
that - that's enough, no more slides; you can go back to those funny things
you do on the screen - in spite of the fact that times are difficult, and
you're being challenged at a lot of different levels, you are doing it.
You're going to continue reading about it in the papers. I'm going to go so
far as to - I'm going to hear a few groans here, but … you ready to groan?
Ready? Staff, you ready? I'm going to go so far as to say let there be a place
on your Internet site somewhere, where people can send in and submit different
articles,* because they're showing up all around the world right now. Articles
that help to validate, help to educate, help to inform Shaumbra that it is
happening. You'll see articles like what I've just written here all the time.
So if you would create a space to do this. So, good. Good.
*You may now send these articles to science@crimsoncircle.com
Let's take a deep breath with that.
New Think
Next. Next item. New Think. New Think. Kuthumi
talked about it in the gathering in Santa Fe at your summer conference, which
was held in September, which I don't understand, but …
So Kuthumi talked about New Think at that point. A lot of you have been
allowing the New Think to start coming in, to start being part of your
reality, but you're thinking, "I'm not sure what New Think is. I'm not
sure how to do it, so I'm going to wait until Adamus tells me." So I'm
going to tell you. It's not about thinking. You can't think New Think. You can
choose it, you can be it, you can experience it, but you can't think it,
because the moment you start thinking it, then it's old think. So it doesn't
really matter. But the implications are important here if you're allowing
yourself to get into it.
Warnings About New Think
Now, usually I give my warnings after I ask you to make a choice. This time
I'll give the warnings first. If you truly choose New Think, (a) you will get
it; (b) it's going to mess you up, but good. It truly will, because New Think
is intuitive, kind of psychic, if you want to use that word. New Think is not
- (he pauses) getting it through to Cauldre - not associative or associated
thinking. What you do right now is all associated with some thing. Every time
you think, what you're thinking right now is associated with something else.
You're connecting the dot to something else - some other experience you've
had, something you've read or learned or whatever - but it's an associated
process. It's like - and Fred knows a lot about this - it's like you've
created a mental network and that mental network is constantly at work. It
kind of always works the same, and it's kind of always using the same
patterns, the same logic, the same techniques to derive at results.
New
Think does not do that. It is not associated thinking. It doesn't have
anything to associate with. It has no prior record at all. Eventually, it
will, but it won't. You'll learn that New Think actually destroys records. It
doesn't like records. It doesn't like patterns. It doesn't really like
structure for longer than just enough to experience it, and then it moves on.
It doesn't like stories, doesn't like drama
at all. Some of you are going to have a … I'm going to use this to prop my
foot (he moves David's hat so he can place his foot on the chair). Nice hat.
Some of you are - not you, but the broad you, the editorial you - are going to
have a hard time with New Think because there is no drama. There's no feeding
that takes place.
I would have to say that most humans are addicted to drama. They really are.
You've seen it. Anyone who has taken SES - Sexual Energy School - has seen it.
They're addicted to drama. They can't live without it. The moment that drama
goes out of their life, they get bored. They get uneasy. They get desperate.
So they will create something. They will destroy something of their own, or
usually something of somebody else's, in order to feed.
Now, feeding is just energy that's kind of gotten into motion - kind of a
weird motion - and then they take a big bite out of it. They just like being
around it. It's stimulating. That's a vampire. That's a vampire, somebody
who's feeding off of others. Yes.
And then there are self-vampires, people who love feeding off their own drama.
They don't have to include anybody else - I'm not looking at either one of you
(Adamus chuckles), I just happened to be glancing that way - they … (someone
says "You're funny") Hilarious at times.
But there are those who actually have vowed not to feed off of others, so they
become vampires on themselves, and they create this game, as Aandrah knows,
with their aspects - one feeding
off the other feeding off the other. They actually take it so far, having to
believe that they're really getting it from somewhere else, they create
divisions or walls in their identity. It's called multiple
personality disorder. One aspect feeding off the other, and they have to
pretend the other is not really there so they can think that they're feeding.
It's kind of like drinking or eating air and pretending that you're really
getting something. You can get a little bit, but not much.
New Think is going to mess up your mind for a while, and when it messes up
your mind, it's going to mess up your body. It's going to pull apart your belief
systems. New Think is going to cause a huge rash of self-doubt that … a
ration, oh, we'll call it a rash too. Anybody have rashes right now - and I'm
not looking - anybody has rashes, oftentimes doubt manifests in rashes. It's
also a good way, sometimes, of clearing, unless it's a continuing rash. Eh,
see? But a rash. If any of you have rashes right now, a little itchy some
places, it's probably just a little symbol, a little sign that … oh my God,
you've got a knife there!
SHAUMBRA
2 (woman): I do.
ADAMUS: Are you going to use it?
SHAUMBRA 2: I already did. (she stabs her wrist with a trick knife toy)
ADAMUS: Oh geez! (Adamus laughs) Go ahead and do that for the camera. That one
right back there. Stand up, as long as we're going to play Halloween. (she
"stabs" her wrist several times, showing the camera)
Ah, they're getting … hang on a moment. They have to get it up on the big
camera.
SHAUMBRA 2: Oh. Still going. (now it's being shown on the screen)
LINDA: Ewww.
ADAMUS: Yeah. Oh, oh, oh.
So, where were we? Feeding on yourself. That's where we were. So rashes, or
what do you call that when one starts cutting themselves, the cutters, those
type of things, it's all about the doubt.
The doubt.
So let me continue with the warning list here before we get into New Think.
It's going to make you feel very disconnected. New Think is going to make you
do things like look at something from your past suddenly and wonder what the
hell ever attracted you to it - families and things like that, (some laughter)
wonder why you were ever there.
That's not so bad, but suddenly you feel that you're losing your platform in
life, your base of reality. The
entire base of reality starts shifting. When it does, suddenly you do have
matter and antimatter, belief and anti-belief, trust and doubt, and every
other possible type of duality starting to smash together.
Is that a bad thing?
SHAUMBRA 3 (woman): No.
ADAMUS: Yes it is! It hurts! (laughter) It really sucks, as so many will tell
you. Absolutely - but just for a short period. Just for a very short period.
PETE: Define short. (much laughter)
ADAMUS: Going to ask you to talk to the Father about that. (more laughter) Oh,
it doesn't make a difference, you know. There is no time, blah, blah, blah,
blah, blah.
So for a relatively interesting period of dynamic experience in your life,
everything comes together. But remember when these particles - not just these
physical particles but particles of beliefs, particles of aspects, particles
of anything - collide together like that, that it creates pure energy.
It returns things back to their original form.
It also creates New Energy. It's doing
that right now as we're talking - creating New Energy.
That New Energy doesn't go out into some grand reservoir, the grid,
the Field, whatever you want to call it.
It'll stay right there.
It doesn't serve a collective. It doesn't serve the good of all beings, which
is … is that good or bad?
TIM: It actually a good thing.
ADAMUS: Either way. It doesn't matter, really. Doesn't matter. It doesn't
matter, but there are many who still believe that everything they do has to
serve the grander good. Where did that come from?
LINDA:
Church. (much laughter as "Father" Sart raises his hand and everyone
points at him)
ADAMUS: It's almost too easy here today! (laughter) It came from mass
consciousness thought, group thought, Borg* thought. It came from somebody
who said, "Wouldn't it be great to tell people it's a sin to love
themselves? Wouldn't it be great to tell them that they should give unto
everyone else first," including their organization, "because God
loves that?" Wouldn't it be good to say, "Don't focus on thyself.
Focus on everything else. Earn your way to heaven. Earn your way." And
you know now that the only way to heaven,
which is actually just awareness, the
only way that I know of, that the other Ascended
Masters know of, is to love yourself.
That's it.
* A reference to a type of "collective" portrayed
in Star Trek.
It is so simple to me that when you love yourself, it means you've accepted
yourself. You've had total compassion
for you without having to go to confession or without any sort of remorse -
any at all. You've been trained that it should be a hard thing to do, having
no remorse about anything you've ever done. And I hear the "buts"
come out all the time. "But … I did this really bad thing."
"But … if I give myself full forgiveness, then I'm probably going to go
back and do something bad again." Absolutely not. Absolutely not.
When a person absolutely loves themselves and has full compassion for
themselves, to me, to the other Ascended Masters, there's a very beautiful
side benefit. Suddenly, they love everybody else. Suddenly, they have
compassion for everybody else. Suddenly, they understand everyone else's
journey. Suddenly, they're not trying to push everybody else through this
tunnel to heaven first. Suddenly, they're going there first, right to their home
first and becoming the Standard.
So… New Think is going to literally change your life. That's why I said the
last couple of weeks a lot of doubt energy going around, ever since Kuthumi
talked about New Think.
Most of you said, "That sounds wonderful," and it is. Most of you
have started a process within yourself of New Think. And that's why some of
you … How many are remembering some dreams
now? More often than you were ten years ago? Remembering more. How many are
remembering no dreams at all? Okay. It's not a right or a wrong, and actually
the dreams are occurring anyway. They're absolutely occurring. You just have a
doorway that you close behind you. Sometimes that's actually a little bit more
convenient, but it's time to start letting those in now.
At first - from those of you who have a lot of intense dreams right now - at
first it's not real comfortable, constant dreaming all night long. You're
saying, "I need to just go to sleep at night," meaning "I just
need to forget about the dreams," because you're bringing that energy,
that consciousness back in with you.
But I digress.
The last couple of weeks there's been a lot of dreams that you've been having
about electricity, rewiring your house, electrical problems, blowing
transformers, power outages and things like that - for those of you who have
been having those. And there's a reason for it, because you are rewiring
right now.
Now, the fact is you've been rewiring for a long time, but it's been on a more
physical level up until now. A lot of DNA
stuff, a lot of physical stuff, a lot of rewiring even with your aspects.
Now, a new type of rewiring, into the think, into what used to be the mental
process.
The
interesting thing is is that when I say rewiring, I'm not talking about the
old, like an old hardwire, like this room here is hardwired for electric. It's
got cables running all around, and that's what is used to turn the lights on.
Imagine now if this building was getting rewired, but no cables. Imagine that
the rewiring was such that you could actually put your hand right into that
stream of energy, right into the current, and not get zapped. Right now you
get zapped. You get zapped - a very dualistic thing, the way electric works.
So imagine a wiring now where you could hold that - that flow of energy that's
going to illuminate the lights, touch it and not be affected by it. It's kind
of what's happening within you, kind of the transition from old think to New
Think. That's happening right now. Right now.
It'll cause some disruptions in the old system. It could cause - and I tell
you this because sometimes you freak out - it could cause you that you're
going to get physically ill; maybe not. Could cause that you're going to feel
like you're going crazy, but you're not.
Results of New Think
Now, what happens here, in particular, in the rewiring that's taking place in
your awareness process - and that's all it is, but you're going out of just
limited mental awareness into New Think awareness, totally different - in the
process of going out of old think, it starts to dissolve or melt everything
away, and you hit a period of massive doubt. You hit a period of feeling very
dissociated from things, particularly, things that were part of your everyday
routine. They start to change and go away.
What's the first thing most people do? Most Shaumbra do? They try to grab back
on to what they were doing. They try to grasp back on, as much as they might
have cussed their old ways. But they try to grab back on, because at least it
was comfortable. At least it was familiar.
Now this is kind of like walking off that ledge, completely dark, not knowing
how deep that ledge is, not knowing what's at the bottom of the pit, not
knowing if there is another ledge right over. It's a scary thing. And on top
of that, best of all, it's a wonderful experience. So what? Who cares? Who
cares what's there?
It's an interesting thing, because in New Energy reality, which is starting to
come into your physical reality, the mind would think that when you step off
that ledge that something bad is going to happen. That's what the mind does.
It tries to protect you. It says, "Don't step off that ledge." And
it starts to try to calculate. It might throw a stone down into this dark hole
and listen for how long it takes and go, "Oh damn! That's a lonnngg
way." (laughter) And more than anything you hear growling and the hissing
of demons afterwards. "Ohh…" and you back away.
In
New Think, you step over the ledge and suddenly the - I have to say this
correctly - suddenly, the reality shifts and changes. It's no longer a ledge.
It's no longer a deep hole. It's actually whatever you're choosing to
experience in the moment.
It's suddenly about choice, which I'll talk about in just a moment; the choice
that comes in so quick, so fast and manifests so quickly - faster than the
speed of light - that suddenly it's a real experience, a real joy.
What I'm saying, dear Shaumbra, and let's take a deep breath with this. I feel
all this mental pressure up here.
You're going through a very interesting transformation with New Think. As I
said in the beginning of our discussion, can you remember your balance?
Can you remember that you already have the tools?
Now, here is the fine print. The balance isn't where your mind thinks it is.
The tools aren't where you think they are, because that's old think. You have
to be able to reach beyond, past, out. You have to be willing to be so trusting
in yourself, or so open, or so crazy, whatever it happens to be, that
you're willing to go outside of the old place where you found things.
We've talked about this a little bit before, but I really want to emphasize it
right now. Particularly in these coming weeks and months in your own life and
in the events of the world that are transpiring, where you used to go find comfort
or assurance is now in a different place, but it's not linear to where it used
to be.
In other words, if you used to find comfort here (gestures above), don't
expect that now you're going to find comfort here (gestures higher). If you
used to find energy here (gestures to one side), don't expect that you're
going to find it here (gestures to the other side). That's very linear. If you
used to get your toolbox down here (on the floor), don't expect now it's just
going to be moved a little bit over to here (another place on the floor).
The comfort is going to come from some place totally different, the answers
from some place totally different, and your mind is going to analyze it as
being a little frightening to look. You're going to feel some anxiety when
you're really reaching out, when you're expanding out, because in a moment
when you need comfort, you're a bit desperate. You want the comfort close by.
You want it familiar.
Your mind's going to resist and say, "No, we need comfort right now. We
need stability right now. So let's just go back to what we've always
done," which basically is hiding your head in the sand pretending that
the problem doesn't really exist. (points to the ceiling) They're laughing.
(Adamus chuckles)
So it's going to have a kneejerk reaction. It's going to have a programmed
reaction to going back where it's used to going, and it's somewhere else. It's
there. Oh, it's there, but see, you keep going back to the old places for
comfort. And you tell me that you're not. You tell me that you're going to the
new place. No. You're going to a linear place. You're saying, "If my
balance is not here, or the answers or the tools, whatever it happens to be,
isn't here, I'll look right here." It's the same damn general place.
LINDA: Geoffrey needs water. (handing him a drink)
ADAMUS: Ah! Doing fine. (he takes a sip) I get a little excited.
So, question in New Think: Are you willing to really, in that moment of
getting into a new experience - that's a nice way of saying something else -
in that moment of getting into a new experience, are you willing to take a
deep breath and laugh, and allow yourself intuitively to find that new place
where the tools are, where the balance is, where the comfort is? Are you
willing to say, "Hold on, old think. Not going to work anymore. I'm not
going to play that old game"? Are you willing to take a deep breath and
intuitively find that new place?
Now, I can't tell you where it, and it's … well, is it in outer space?
Probably not. It's in a dimension, I
guess you could call it. It's in a place that isn't here, but it's not there
either, if that makes sense. It isn't here, meaning in this physical reality,
in this longitude, latitude, time, space that you're existing in. It's not
here. It couldn't reside here. It doesn't want to reside here. Not right now,
later on maybe. But it's not out there.
And there is the linear logic that says, "Well, if it's not here, it has
to be there," right? " If it's not right here, it's got to be right
there." It's not. And here's where words become difficult. That's where intuition,
that's where trust - I guess you would use that word - becomes important.
Where is it?
Like science … I love
science. I love science, because it is truly about discovery until you get in
the box, until you get limited. Science validates what's happening in
consciousness. Science is the beauty of discovering all the things that you've
already created. Yes, you've already created them. Now you're discovering
them. Interesting, isn't it? But it's very true. It's the same principle as walking
backwards through time to discover what it was like to already
ascend. It's the same with where the tools, where the balance, where the
answers are, allowing the intuition to let you find them.
So that's New Think. And the interesting thing is with New Think, you're going
to all have plenty of opportunity for experience with this. So you allow your
intuition to work, you discover New Think, and you suddenly say, "Ah, now
I know what Adamus was talking about when he said it wasn't there, but it's
not here." It'll make sense at some point.
Challenges and Blessings of New Think
The interesting thing now, because you're still primarily in old think, so the
next time you encounter an experience, you encounter maybe a challenge or
something happening, you go, "Oh! I'm really good at this New Think. I
used it last time. I'm going to take a deep breath. I'm going to click my
heels together, and I'm going to go to New Think." It won't be there.
Why? Well, it still is there, but it's not there.
The mind - old think mind - has now categorized it and said, "Oh, this is
where we go." Put a linear definition to it, put a structure to it and
says, "Oh, it's there." Even if it's just kind of a feeling, even if
it's kind of an intuitive path, the mind will map it out and say, "That's
where it is. We'll go there next time." You go there next time, it's not
going to be there.
Now,
what's going to happen? You doubt yourself, say, "I was just lucky"
or "Adamus did it for me" or something like that.
It's still around. It just changed how it's associating with you or
disassociating with you. It's still available, but it's going to require that
once again you use the intuition. You use trust. You take a deep breath and
say, "Be damned to all these barriers," all this shit running
through your mind.
And that's what it is. It's a shit stream running through there. (some
laughter) It truly is. Ninety per- … it is. No better word I could have
used. Feces pile, but that's a … It is, and we talked about that recently
with the group of Keahak.
Ninety percent of what's going through there is pure crap. It really is, and
that's not an indictment on you or anyone here. That's the way the human mind
is programmed and the way human consciousness runs. And you're lucky. Yours is
only 90 percent. Most humans are about 99 percent pure crap. Really. Really.
There is that one percent that actually uses these flows that are going
through there for some constructive purpose, but most of it is just chatter.
It's a chatter that drives you nuts and has caused you not to like yourself or
being alone with yourself.
New Think, you're going to find, you go beyond that. That's going to be the
elation. That's going to be the celebration. That stops.
What's more important is that in New Think you recognize that the crap
thoughts that you have right now, the mind limited thoughts that you have, are
very slow. Very slow wavelengths or very slow flow going through.
Now, slow - speed of light right now, or just a little bit less than your
thoughts right now, some of them much less - but suddenly, everything's going
to go very fast.
When your New Think allows the mind to grow naturally, to evolve now to where
it's going to go to - you'll still have a brain, a mind, but it's going to
evolve - and when New Think shows clear evidence that thoughts, even thoughts,
can go beyond the speed of light
… because most thoughts right now aren't; some are, most aren't. Most
thoughts that go beyond the speed of light don't register within the brain and
within this time-space continuum, so they become unknown thoughts. You know
that they're there, but you don't know what they are. You know there's
something there, but when you try to figure it out, you can't.
What happens with New Think, it goes … I get a little frustrated, because
words don't always … so I'm going to convey a lot of feeling here. Your
thinking starts going beyond the speed of light and beyond, beyond the speed
of light, and it goes beyond the need for any speed registration at all,
beyond any sort of speed. And when that happens, you're going to suddenly
discover what real insight is all about.
You're going to discover how you really got trapped in a lot of needless old,
slow, labored, boring thinking.
You're going to realize exactly what we've been talking about for many years
now that everything you need is in the Now.
That's not just a nice little cliché, even though some of you have been using
it that way. I'm not looking at anyone. (some laughter) "Everything I
need is in the now." Yeah, well, start experiencing it then. Stop … (he
makes a talking motion with his fingers) Stop that.
By the way, you're also going to notice that this (the talking motion) changes
- that mouth. The mouth is a slave of the brain, and it yaks and yaks and
yaks, sometimes just like the brain, and it comes up with a lot of words to
fill a lot of space to bore a lot of people, and to keep you from really
having to be in your presence. So
that mouth gets to going.
Being in New Think
What's going to happen with New Think? Less talk. Hmm. Less talk. Why? Because
you can make one sound - arr - and it - ppbbtt - any sound. And it can convey
a tremendous amount of consciousness that attracts a tremendous amount of
energy to it that can move mountains. Truly can, or whatever else you want to
move.
So this New Think is amazing. You volunteered, whether you know it or not, to
be part of New Think development. But you can't think about it. (laughter) You
can experience it. You can be in it. That's why last month I talked about
being in your presence. Spirit is present.
You've got to have that factor. You've got to be present. Well, you should be,
otherwise it goes right by you. It blows right by, five years from now you'll
be sitting here going, "I didn't get it." Well, you got it, you just
weren't aware of it.
And that happens very often right now. Things are blowing by right now. Things
are. There's thoughts and ideas and energies and all sorts of stuff, and
you're like, "Well, I don't get it." No, you're getting it, you just
not aware of it, because you're focused on just a little slice of reality. New
Think lets you open up, lets you experience it.
Let's do an exercise with New Think right now. By the way, all the complaints
that I've gotten in the last two weeks, blame on Kuthumi, not me. He
introduced the subject.* All the complaints, all of the anxieties, all the
worries and the dramas that have come up - and I'm not looking at anyone, as
Kuthumi would do - are a result of New Think. You're allowing yourself to get
into it.
* Kuthumi introduced and led an experience in New Think
during the Midsummer Conference in Santa Fe, Sept 9-11, 2011. Recordings are
available here.
I
do have to chuckle, but then I cry a little bit, because you raise your hand
and say, "No, I want to be part of this team. I want to go forward. I
want to bring it into my personal life experience." And then it happens,
you're like, "What's wrong with me?! I shouldn't have done this! I
shouldn't have signed up for this Shaumbra group," or this particular
project or this workshop or whatever it happens to be. But no, that's the
irony in the thing. You wouldn't have it any other way.
You wouldn't come in the second wave or the third wave, and I've tried to talk
many of you into it. I said, "Why don't you wait for the next ship that's
leaving port? Don't be on the first one, the first one discovers if there are
dragons and demons in the waters. The other ones just follow the route of the
…" You want to be on the first one, so here we are. Wouldn't have it
any other way, and that's why I love working with you.
A New Think Experience
So let's do something here. Let's do an experience in New Think, if you're
willing to. You don't have to. You can bow out, or you can just pretend that
you're doing it and grunt and groan a lot and sweat a little bit. Your
neighbors will think you're really getting into it. They'll be very, very
impressed.
You'll walk out the door going, "I'm glad I didn't go for that. I don't
need any more trouble in my life. I just want a little gold. I just want a
good relationship in my life. I just want to, god, get out once in a while. I
don't want all this crazy stuff." That's all right. You're absorbing the
energy from everyone else, and it's going to happen anyway.
So let's do it. Everybody online let's join in.
When - this is a typical human; not necessarily you, but a typical human -
when they're very young, they're thrilled, up to a point, of just getting up
in a morning and having an experience. Actually, when you were very young, you
didn't really judge it as good or bad. Other people did that for you. If you
cried, they judged that you were having a bad experience. Not necessarily, you
were just crying! That doesn't mean it was bad. It just means something was
happening.
When you were young, you didn't have a lot of judgments on things. You had a
lot of dreams, literally. You had a lot of dreams back then. Then they shut
down. You had a lot of visions when you were young. You had … every one of
you, without exception, had play beings, but they weren't just play beings;
they were real beings. You had little aliens,
little gremlins, little whatevers that would come around you. Little nature devas,
oh, they love children. You had them.
Some of them came from the outside. Some of them came from the inside. You
were a little fantasy factory. You could create beings at will. Your beings
that you created would then go out and play with the other beings, the nature
beings, the ones who are actually hanging around right now. Those early, early
years were filled with fantasy and experience. Pretty carefree.
You know, I look at most cultures today. There is such an emphasis on mental
structure, and when children are two years old now being forced to study. Now,
studying isn't bad, but any time - and this could go to … we need to have a
discussion about New Energy education,
but a lot of people are going to get really upset.
Any time there is study of a science or of a math or of a language, there also
needs to be the associated study of the other potentials.
It should never stop at what's written in the book or what can be put on a
chalkboard or put into a calculator. So when children are being taught, they
should always, always be taught about other potentials. What ifs. Why nots.
What if … I don't want to digress.
So now … children are getting so studied, so mental. Now, mark my words,
remember what I said. When something is put in a bottle, something is boxed
up, something is structured, when science doesn't explore totally new
possibilities outside of any of the current theories, it explodes. What
happens with education right now, it's being ground down. The creative,
all the arts, are being taken out, the music
taken out.
As I've said before, art will save the world. It truly will. When a society
can be artistic, first and foremost, that means it has liberated itself. It's
not the painting that's going to free somebody. It's the consciousness that
"We can spend our time with the joyful, sensual pleasures on Earth,
rather than the mental, rather than the rules
and regulations." That shows a free society.
So that's a child. Unfortunately, they're taking so much of the experience out
of childhood right now. Ah, imagine, Shaumbra, somebody starting a fantasy
school. And fantasy would include the study of mathematics.
That is a fantasy. It truly is. Modern, current math, geometry - it's all
fantasy. And accounting - that's creative! (laughter)
So now you get into the middle years. You get into, let's say, your early
adulthood and what happens is you start to procrastinate your dreams and your
ambitions and where you're going. You start to find a lot of excuses -
starting a job or a family. What's really happening is there's a lot of mass
consciousness pressure and mental pressure. It's kind of squeezing out a lot
of these dreams and hopes. It's squeezing out the very passion to delve into
something brand new. It's trying to get you to focus on perfecting what's
already on the table, perfecting what you already have, because like the damn
mirror, if you have a reality right around you, that reality will never be
perfect, by the way. It was not designed - never designed - that way.
So
the … (he pauses) a little side conversation here. You know, they cuss on
the other side sometimes.
So you get caught up in thinking that you have to perfect the box that you're
in before you can move to yet another box. Smash that idea right now. Take
that, smash it. Just release that back into pure energy.
What happens in your, let's say, your early 20s, your 30s, your 40s, you start
to procrastinate. You - you - have procrastinated. You make a lot of excuses -
you're tied up with this, you're tied up with that, you don't have time to do
this or that - things basically for yourself. You're busy doing everything for
everyone else, very little for yourself. Terribly exhausted these days, most
people. Terribly exhausted.
This path, this trend continues. You get more mental. You get more into your
patterns, more into the routines. That's where you really get stuck. That's
where you really get stuck, to the point where you get into your more mature
years - and that doesn't just mean age; it's actually kind of a mental
slowdown-ish - you get into your more mature years, and sad to say, for so
many here and listening in, you say, "This is as far as I'm going to go
in this life. This is it. I've accomplished about what I'm going to
accomplish."
You have some remorse, and you lie to yourself. You say, "Yeah, but
actually I'll try a little bit later on, as soon as I get these taxes paid or
as soon as this relationship issue is resolved," and it goes on and on.
But something within you is saying, "This is as far as I'm going to go.
I've hit my peak. Now what can I do? I'll just try to enjoy a few precious
moments that I have left." And it could be 20, 30, 40 years.
There's part of you in old think that's given up. There is a sadness in some
of you about it. There's a deception that's taking place. You say, "Yeah,
but maybe tomorrow. You know, maybe something will happen. Maybe after going
to these Crimson Circle meeting for
10 years, maybe suddenly a bolt of lightning will come down, and I'll walk out
of there completely enlightened. Maybe, just maybe." And Father, would
you bring around the basket now and see … (laughter and Adamus is chuckling
because Sart had earlier brought out a donation basket)
My
dear friends, not to push a button with any of you, but that's old think, and
it's crap. It is absolute crap. You can't overcome it with more crap, some
glib little statement, some little clichés, anything like that. You can't.
But you can make a choice to get out of that old think. You can make a choice
to really basically get a fresh start.
I want you to consider this before I ask the real question. For most of you
this is your last lifetime
on this planet - most of you, your last lifetime on this planet. Now consider
what I just said about your hopes, your dreams, about thinking you peaked out,
as good as it's going to get, no more projects, no more great big creations,
no more relationships, no more much of anything. That's not much of a way to
go off this planet.
When I say it's probably your last lifetime, and I would say most every one of
you here, some of you will choose to be aware of your ascension
that's already occurred. Some of you are going to go off to these new
Earths. There's a calling for you. They want you there. They want you
there, and it's going to be pretty easy. You get to be the big cheese. You get
to talk about how you built Earth, how you create it. You get to feel pretty
good. A lot of you are going to go there. You're going to choose not to
recognize your ascension quite yet. Why? You want another shot at it. You want
to do something still, and it's going to be very, very tempting on New
Earth. Very tempting.
You know the game. You know how it was built; you helped build it. You know
what you've been through. You're going to get up there and talk as the expert,
and they're just going to swoon all over you. You're going to be their guru,
and … Oh, and you know, it's angels.
They're not smart. They're not smart at all. You're smart. You've been here,
done that.
So now contemplate that. Here you have these two forces - last lifetime on
Earth and you've peaked out. That's old think. Can you right now in this
moment allow New Think … aah - stop right there. See? Right away I said that
and some of you are already planning. There is no planning in New Think. There
are no goals. There are no goals.
You can't write down on a sheet of paper something that you want manifested.
That's a fallacy. New Think is simply about making
a choice, and then letting the winds come in. Letting the winds of change
and evolution come in.
So
when I say are you ready to go into New Think about this, what's going on in
your brain right there - I've peaked out, this is as good as it's going to
get" - you can't create another goal. You can't say, "Oh yes, but
now I want to open this big school. I want to write ten books. I want to
…" It doesn't work that way, you see. That's old think. That's linear
think. That is what I call gratification think, but it's a false
gratification.
And it's really false when you sit down and try to do these stupid projects
that you think you're going to do, and they don't work out. And then you get
really frustrated with yourself and say, "See I peaked out. I knew it all
the way along." And then you start getting a rash and itching and you go,
"I don't know why I got that rash! I put some stuff on it and it still
itches!" It's doubt. It's doubt. Absolutely.
So, Shaumbra, let's do New Think - if you're willing to. Let's New Think this
whole set of patterns that there's been about the progression of your life,
that as you get older, a little bit more mature, then you can't have great big
and wonderful inspiring things happen. As you get a little bit older, you run
out of gas, run out of energy, you run out of passion. Let's do some New Think
on it.
How do we do New Think? We call Aandrah up here to breathe with us for a
moment. So, Aandrah, please. Come on up. No thinking allowed during breathing.
That's what I love about breathing.
  
AANDRAH (NORMA DELANEY): What a fun paradox.
So I'm going to invite you. Notice. Will you let you feel? Feel this breath.
It's wanting to come here for you. Receive it. Breathe it in. Breathe it in so
deeply.
Feel it. It's right here. It's right here. It's right there. Breathe it in.
Breathe so deeply, as you say yes. Yes. Yes to feel this alive. Feel this.
Breathe.
Breathe and receive. Breathe and receive.
Every breath feel yourself sinking and melting into the joy. The joy of being
alive.
Breathe so deeply.
Breathe now. Breathe …
(she continues breathing silently for a few moments)
  
ADAMUS: Good. Good. Perhaps, just momentarily, you felt that you were present,
as we talked about in our last Shoud. Just momentarily you didn't have to
think. You were just present. You
were just aware of what's around you.
Interesting thing happens in New Think. Your awareness
starts to expand. The mind kind of
stops clicking away, the awareness just starts to expand. You're like,
"Damn, I'm present." That's about all you need.
In that flash, in that moment, everything starts changing. You can't put a
linear factor on it. Everything suddenly is there. You don't have to plan it
out or stress it out. It's a very, very different way of operating.
We'll continue talking about it in some of our upcoming sessions. I look
forward to talking about it in our upcoming road trip. New Think.
Living in New Think
New Think is about a choice - if you want to really get to the core - a choice
that you're willing to do it. Unlike some of the choices that you've been
making up to now, New Think isn't a choice for a specific manifestation. What
do I mean by that? Well, a lot of you still use affirmations
or visualizations or even you've
been using choice very mentally, and you're saying, "Yeah, I make a
choice to have $10,000 or a million dollars." Do you notice it hasn't
come? Anybody notice that? Did anybody actually get it? Okay.
SHAUMBRA 4 (woman): No gold coins out of the buckets.
ADAMUS: No gold coins out of the buckets, and rightfully. It should not be
that way.
Real choice is not saying, "I want a partner" or actually, "I
want to get rid of my partner." (some laughter) That is a manifestation.
Real choice is not saying, "I want to create all sorts of
paintings." That's actually a manifestation, not a real choice, and it's
actually very mental.
I
want to digress for just a moment to point out something. You're going to ask
yourself in the next few weeks, "Am I using New Think?" and then
you're going to doubt. You're going to say, "No, everybody else is, but
I'm not."
The way to tell whether you're now beginning to be in this New Think is if drama
starts going out of your life. Drama is a byproduct of the mind. Once you get
into New Think, there is no need for drama at all. No need for this big
duality clash. No need to get into your drama - your own personal drama. I'm
not looking at anybody, (Adamus clears his throat) but no need to get into
that. Drama starts going away.
You'll feel a little naked for a while and once in a while want to go back to
drama, but then you'll suddenly realize it tastes bitter, kind of like a
poison. Why did you keep going back there? Oh, not looking at you, Father. Why
did you keep getting into drama?
When you get into New Think, the drama goes away and with it the need to have
highs and lows from a mental or emotional standing. You're going to feel a bit
odd, because emotion even starts going out the door, and you're going to say,
"Geez, I just feel emotionless, but funny, I feel much happier."
Hmm.
So most choices are directed towards the byproduct, the manifestation.
They don't work, because there's not the real what I would call feeling
in there. Real choices are things like choosing joy, choosing living in
experience. A real choice is really just saying, "I
Am that I Am." That's probably the ultimate choice. "I Am that I
Am. I'm present. I'm living. I'm aware. Damn, I Am that I Am!" That's a
choice.
A real choice is, you can even say, is just say, "I choose to live. I
choose to live wildly abundant." Why not? Because you're choosing to
live, which is important; wild, meaning you're willing to take some risks, go
beyond the box; abundant, meaning full, rich. It doesn't mean just dollars and
cents.
From there, all the manifestations start to work out. Don't focus on trying to
manifest a pot of gold over here or you're going to cut yourself short. That's
old think. The choice should have a feeling to it. The choice should have
depth in it. It shouldn't sound like that mind crap. It shouldn't sound like makyo.
It should be real. A real choice is just to live. To live.
Funny how many people will choose a big fancy car, a lot of gold or money, a
big house, a really sexy partner, but they don't choose life.
Huh. Isn't it amazing, even with a small, small percentage of the people who
win the lotteries, what do they do? They destruct within two or three years.
They blow it up. They forgot to choose life. They forgot to choose the basic
joy, beingness, I Am-ness.
So as we enter into New Think, a lot of stuff is going to start changing. New
Think is a matter of choice. New Think is allowing a whole new set of un-sets
to be in your life, a whole new way of being aware of your presence and
expressing that.
So with that, I ask to be dressed back in my cape …
LINDA:
My pleasure. (she helps him put the cape back on)
ADAMUS: … perhaps turn into a bat and fly the hell out of here. (laughter)
With that, let's take a deep breath, Shaumbra. I look forward to seeing many
of you on our upcoming trip. I look forward to being back in Paris in just a
few days.
With that, would you like me to just throw my cape over and disappear!
(audience whoops)
With that, remember that all
is well in all of creation, and therefore, this is just a damn illusion.
(laughter)
LINDA: And so it is.
(applause)
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