full self / total self / your oneness

the fully integrated self;  the Master;  whole self;  opened up self;  full blossomed self;  expanded self;  true selfI Am;
everything who you are
;  all aspects of yourself;  your own one;  Yo-ham;

< Clarity 2 > You are opening up your full self. Oh, and you already know this in ways that you couldn't have imagined. You are expanding. You are growing. You are getting back in contact with your true voice, your open self. And, as you do, as you change the very nature of your identity, there is that human aspect of you. It's a part of you, an aspect of you. The human self… we don't want to call it the ego, although some of you may identify with it. But, it is the human story, the "little self" that is wondering what the hell is happening (some laughter). It is wondering what are you doing.

< Clarity 2 > It is like, in a sense… the human self, the "little self," is like a child that is concerned now, is wondering what you, the full self, are doing. Will you leave it behind? Will you still take care of it? Will you still love it? Will you still feed it, for it has a body, you know? The full self doesn't have a body. The human self does. It has needs. It has emotions. Sometimes this little human self can be such a brat, as you know. It can seem to work against you. Sometimes it rebels. Sometimes it stomps its foot and says it won't have any more of this fluffy, airy-fairy stuff. Sometimes it cries and cries and cries because it needs attention and it needs love. Sometimes it runs and hides and makes you feel guilty about what you're doing to it.

< Clarity 2 > Other times, it becomes very clever, very clever indeed. It says, "Oh, but true full God-self, I own you. I made you. I am the human. I have the mind. I have the body. You have nothing. You are a figment of my hallucinations (more laughter). I own you, and therefore I am. I take ownership of our spiritual journey because without me you wouldn't even be having one." So, it tries to claim the spirituality. Oh, that is a very interesting situation, a kind of reversal of energies with that little human self. Then, it starts feeding on your spiritual journey. It starts controlling it. It starts getting into its story, using it to expand its story.

< Clarity 2 > The symptoms are quite simple. It starts puffing itself up, talking about how grand and special of a being it is because it is spiritual. It starts pretending that it can read minds. It starts prophesizing even though the prophecies never come true. Ah, yes, this is a classic case of "little human" taking over "big Spirit." And, it happens very often. It is not cause for alarm. It is simply cause for awareness. It happens to everyone to a degree until they feel the energies aren't appropriate. It feels somewhat stuck and definitely sickening. It feels like there is an insatiable appetite to continue feeding on the spiritual puffery, the spiritual "I-stand-on-a-grander-place-than-you-stand." It can't continue to feed that appetite, so it continues to do even more crazy things, even more dramatic things. That is how the energies are very evident.

< Clarity 2 > Some of you, we know, have felt this in yourself and moved beyond it. Some of you pretend that you moved beyond it. Some of you see it definitely in other people. It is simply a symptom of "little self" being afraid, so it to tries to take over and control "big self." Other times we said "little self" cries. "Little self" feels pain. It feels abandoned. So many of you continue to feel abandonment issues. "Oh," you say, "I must have been abandoned in a past life." Guess again. You are being abandoned in this lifetime (laughter) by you and yourself.

< Clarity 2 > So, it operates in many different ways, but we are here right now in this magic moment to acknowledge that this is happening. As you expand and soar and go into these new realms and bring new understanding and meaning into your life, stop for a moment. "Little self," human self, may have some needs. It doesn't mean you're going to succumb to all of these and go back to being "little human story." It simply means you're understanding that it's part of you. And, you don't want to go on this journey without it. You don't want to abandon it because it's going to come back and find you sooner or later. And, then it will be really pissed, really upset.

< Clarity 2 > So, let us take this moment, sitting together right here and right now. Breathe in. You are in the energy of your true self, your expanded self right now. Then, there is that human self, that part that has to trudge off to work everyday, the part that has to write the bills, feed the body, exercise the body, maneuver through traffic, try to get some sleep. That is the part we're talking about. That is the human self. Can you just love it right now? Can you just embrace the human self? Give it a hug right now, just like you created the stone.

< Clarity 2 > Imagine putting your arms around your human self… holding you… loving you… reassuring the humanness of who you are… that you will take care of its body… that you will stimulate its mind - even though we go beyond the mind, we don't leave the mind behind… telling that human self that it is appreciated for mowing the lawn and doing the dishes… telling the human self it is loved from every waking moment, everything it does… hugging your human self and assuring it that it will never be left behind… never be forgotten… and never be denied. Hug yourself. Tenderly kiss yourself like you've never done before. There is no need to destroy the human aspect. Humanness is wonderful. There is no need for Shiva to have to come in and destroy human. It is about embracing, loving and embodying human, even in your expanded state.

< Clarity 6 > Put it out there… you see. You're really putting it in there actually. You're putting it into yourself. You're listening from within. Let go for a while. Stop thinking about it. You've already posed the question. Anytime any angel or human asks a question - one of the most beautiful things in the world - it sets up a dynamic where the answer comes flowing in. It has to. It's a natural response from what you call the universe. But, it's actually a natural response from yourself. What is happening is that you pose the question, yourself. All levels say, "Oh, it is time to move on. There is a desire for answers and understanding. They're (human self) tired of going through the experience. And, now we (all other aspect of yourself) create, or we bring forth, the answer that was always there anyway."

< Teacher 4QA > It is appropriate for you to also spend the time with your masculine and feminine. Give them the space, give them the energy, give them the love, for they come back together again to reunite. In a sense you could say to annihilate the old concept of division and to replace it with a higher consciousness - an expanded consciousness of a total self. And as this whole elimination of the need for separation occurs, it also lets go of the duality within you - the need to have a light and a dark, a good and a bad. It eliminates the need even of this thing that we call the veil.

< (Next) 7 > You are your soul; you just don't think you are. You have separated it like you've separated your body and your mind and your spirit. You put your spirit, your soul off someplace else. So as long as there is a split in the body/mind/spirit/gnost/everything else, as long as there is a split in your human self and your aspects, they are going to be in this type of conflict and occasionally even a war with each other. Every part of you wants its freedom. Every part of you wants the integration to occur. It doesn't start with the overlord soul, it's you right here. It starts in this moment of allowing yourself this integration, this sovereignty, this becoming your own one.

< (Next) 10 > There are many, many, many beings on Earth who would love to serve with Gaia. Gaia may not call on you. Not because you're not worthy, because she knows you have another calling. And what is that calling? No clue? The calling, dear friends, is to be the embodiment of the I Am here on Earth. Not waiting until you get off in lives in between, or out of this physical reality; not waiting for some savior to come along to tell you how to do it; not waiting for a guru, but doing it now, yourself. Bringing in this dramatic, this whole new level of Source energy. Bringing your full I Am self into this reality, therefore, becoming the Standard.

< e2012 2 > It's causing a lot of controversy in what I call the Near Earth realms where a lot of the departed ones hang out. It's causing a lot of controversy in some of the forces in the cosmos that they don't believe in a spirit. They don't believe in really much of anything, except themselves - nothing wrong with believing in yourself, of course, but the full Self. The self that doesn't need to feed off of anything else; the self that knows that the balance is already within, that the tools are already there, and you can use them any time you want; the self that is removed from mass consciousness-think, old think. People want to know right now that there is magic.

< e2012 4 > This life is not just an extension of your past lives, not just another progression of your past lives. Your past lives are not you. Get over it. None of them are important. Half of them are fabricated. Half of them are makyo crap. They really are. The other half you just relate to the archetypical energies of Yeshua or Moses or Cleopatra or Mary Magdalene or whatever. They’re real, but they’re not real. In other words, they’re an active part of this whole experience that you’re having. Yes, you were part of Mary Magdalene, a little part along with a lot of others, but you weren’t Mary Magdalene.

< e2012 4 > You’re not your past lives. They’re your brothers or sisters or cousins, but they’re not you. And the sooner you can let that go, the sooner you’re going to free yourself, unburden yourself, get over their crap. Some of them are still out there, these past lives, traumatized, active, looking for a new residence, looking for a new house – you. They haven’t freed themselves, and the soul, in its brilliance, is allowing them to do that. You say, “Why doesn’t the soul call them back, make them come back?” Well, you can’t. A creator cannot force his or her creations to come back. You can only invite them back.

< e2012 4 > Up until this lifetime there was a definite link between lifetimes. There was a type of progression. But then, in the brilliance of the life plan and the life design of the soul, it says, “I’m going to create an expression of myself that’s different, that’s not just another lifetime.” Why? Because it got tired of doing the other lives, and realized it needed something to set itself free. The soul, you realized that you’re the Standard for all those other past lives, for all the other humans, for yourself. You’re the [focal] point of integration of [all of] yourself. You’re the point of enlightenment for yourself, not those other lifetimes. Even if you were a Buddha – not that lifetime. This lifetime, right here.

< e2012 4 > You are the point of integration. You are, as Tobias said years ago, the designated ascendee of yourself, of your soul, and in order to do so, your soul comes in here to join you. Your wisdom arrives. It comes in from the other realms – and it’s not even the other realms, it’s just an imaginary block – but absorbs in to your Body of Consciousness.

It arrives, and in doing so, something interesting happens. You become the Standard for these other past lives of that soul. You become the example. You, by example, help set them free. Not that you’re going to go around with a knife, cutting their chains or their ropes that bind them, but your example will release those ropes.

You release, you could say, some energy of your soul – your wisdom. You release yourself of that burden thinking you were your past lives, and in doing so, you integrate all of that energy, all of the consciousness. It is squished and distilled into wisdom, which arrives. Wisdom arrives for you.

< freedom 6 > You can study. You can work hard, but ultimately it's only the love of self that will bring you into the I Am-ness of yourself. It's not how much you know, how much money you have, how many spiritual rituals you've ever done that will bring you to this wholeness. It is simply the acceptance, the compassion and the love of self. Period. Nothing else needs to be studied. Nothing else needs to be attained. Nothing needs to be bought or bartered for. Simply the love of self, but perhaps also the most difficult thing you'll ever do.

< WalkOn 6 > That child that you were, that child that was unsafe at some point is here right now, along with the Master. The Master that some of you would call from the future. But it's not. They're here in this pool with you right now. Those aspects of you that you've struggled with, they're in this pool right now, along with the fully integrated Self that you are. All right here, fully integrated. You know, there doesn't have to be linear time and space. You don't have to stand in the river anymore. You can be in this pool. That child that you were that felt so unsafe can be here right now in the absolute safety of this pool, right with that Master. That Master that you're trying to become is right here. There's no separation. There's no distance. They're all here.