Yeshua / Yeshua Ben Joseph / Jesus


< New Earth 8 > We ask you to remember a time that most of you here were involved in. That time was 2000 years ago, and most who are here walked with one known as Yeshua Ben Joseph - Jesus. Most of you met Yeshua personally at that time. Most of you sat together in groups like this, talking of the need for the Christ consciousness to be brought to Earth, not by one but by many. You experienced a very interesting time then. We ask you not to be ashamed or embarrassed within yourself to know that you were there at that time, that you walked with the Master of Love. It was part of your full contract, to come into contact to learn. For this one, known as Jesus, was the seed that had germinated, that sprouted the fruit that you tasted of. It was important that you tasted of that energy while you walked on Earth.

< New Earth 8 > This is not an energy that could be delivered by asteroids or comets or the planets. Oh, they play a part in it, but it was energy that had to be brought in within you. That is why there was a time 2000 years ago where you walked with Yeshua Ben Joseph, when you saw what it was like for a single seed to germinate, to be part of that energy, so that one day you too could be a carrier. Each of you in this room has felt from time to time that you were perhaps crazy for feeling like you were Christ because your books had taught you that this is wrong, because they had taught there is only One. But the Master of Love Himself, the one you call Sananda, the one that you walked with, stands here tonight asking each of you to accept the Christ consciousness that you carry in order to allow the melding of the germinating seed with the divine light that comes in - to carry on, to bring the energy that you carry into this new Earth, to be the plant, to be the fruit of the Christ consciousness here on Earth. This is needed. This is needed.

< New Earth 10 > Now in your Holy Scriptures there was discussion of an event that would take place upon your Earth in the End Times. The event has frightened many up until this time. There is great fear surrounding it. We choose tonight to discuss this area. In your Holy Scriptures it said that one day Jesus would return - Christ would return - and all those that have died would wake from the dead to come forth to be judged. My friends, this has caused many of you great distress. You have chosen perhaps not to want to believe it, but even at the innermost part of your being, there was the fear that there would be a judgement day. And indeed there is. But it is not like what has been written or what has been taught to you by others.

< New Earth 10QA > For the human self who is dying and still continuing to hold onto the human dimension, it is indeed harrowing. Humans have been taught that when they die there is either judgement or nothing. They attempt to hold on for as long as possible. This experience of going through the doorway, so to speak, will bring up the greatest fears in the human, will bring up the greatest terrors. Many, many we hate to say, hold on so closely to their human concepts that they stand in line even now, even after they have crossed over, waiting to be judged by the one they call Jesus, waiting for Judgement Day. What they are truly doing in this state is a self-evaluation but it is not needed. They are punishing and judging themselves. It is a harrowing experience. When the human consciousness, the human grip, is finally released, there is great relief. When they understand that they have not died, there is not a jury on our side waiting to judge them, there is not a place of hell where they will burn forever, there is overwhelming joy at this point. There is tremendous release, and generally at that time is when this spirit of that soul then says, "I’ll go back."

< New Earth 11 > Let us tell you a little of the carpenters of your house, the ones who are building and keeping you awake at night. There are two who go by the name of Joseph. Joseph the carpenter, and Yeshua ben Joseph, the carpenter’s son. They are working with you on your new house. They are helping to frame the energy of the Christ consciousness. It is no wonder that they were called the carpenters in your sacred books.

< New Earth 13 > When the one known as Yeshua ben Joseph was on a hill one dark and terrible day, he was in great physical pain from being affixed to a cross. It was not himself that he cried for. He looked out onto humanity. He looked out onto the suffering of each of you. He knew the journey that you would be going through, and he wept, and he bled, not for himself, but for you. You will experience something akin to this in your own lives here. We bring this up now so that you are prepared, although there are no words that we can say that will adequately prepare you for this time. When your vibration is at a level that you are coming close to attaining, it will be difficult for a period of time to look out onto the rest of the Earth and onto humanity.

< Creator 1QA > He (Yeshua) says that many of you here in this room (and reading this material) were there with him 2000 years ago. It was, in a sense, a reunion of angels at that time. He says that he told those that gathered in his groups 2000 years ago that he was there to show a way, to bring hope, to bring hope as the main message. At that time, he reminded you that while he was going back Home, your journey would continue. He came back to this side of the veil while you continued on your journey in the new circle of Earth. "It is not," He says, "that I went forth. I simply came to be with you, to help unify at the time, to help remind each of you of the journey and the mission. And then I returned Home. Someday you will be there greeting me as I come through and All That Is comes through. We are family, We are One. Continue your journey, friends. You have made so much progress. We will meet again."

< Creator 5 > The one that comes in is from the family of Sananda. He is one that you have walked with before. He makes his presence known to you now, all of you who gather here and read this. He makes his presence known. You walked with him before, and as we have discussed here in this very circle, there came a point when He wept, for He knew it was time for him to go back. It was time for you to proceed forward into your lifetimes to continue the journey, to continue experiencing and learning for Spirit and for All That Is.
This one who is family, who is known by the name of Yeshua Ben Joseph, walks amongst you now.

< Creator 5 > That is why on this night Yeshua Ben Joseph asked to join you. He asked to be alone in the circle with you. He asked the other angels to watch from a distance. He asked to share this time with you as family, one on one. He has been here in the room this whole time - did you know - working on each of you individually, sending you the vibrations that were appropriate.

< Creator 6 > Jack sat quietly and listened within his being and allowed at the deepest levels. He allowed at the level that meant total release. He finally began to hear and finally began to understand. He finally began to integrate with all that he was, what you call your True Self. This is what some of you mistake for your guides, what some of you mistake for an outer energy, even Sananda, Yeshua ben Joseph. These are all ones who come to guide you and to work with you and to give you love, but dear friends, the integration and the inner discovery is of something far grander.

< Creator 9 > This one initiated a family (Shaumbra) energy that continues to this day. It continues in the greatest of love. The one we call Yeshua Ben Joseph comes here to honor you for your journey and to smile upon you. Yes, to the one who just wondered his energy has been here all day. He has been standing beside all of you. He comes here shortly before this time of resurrection and renewal and your Easter to ask you to be in joy. He asks you to understand that this image of the cross and of the death is not so good! Yes, it was a challenging experience, but one that was filled with joy. It was to show humankind the love and the grace and the renewal that is possible within each one of you.

< Creator 9 > As Yeshua was on the cross, his spirit stepped down and walked amongst those who were standing there. And his spirit extended throughout the land, and there were many, many, many who thought they saw him at their sides at that particular moment and that particular time. Many of you here were close. Many were in other lands and felt this one that carries the energy of Christ walking beside them. How could he be in two places at one time, you wondered? How could he be upon the hill on the day of that storm and walking beside you? He came to show you that life renews, and that you renew. He comes here on this day to say that you renew once again. You rejuvenate, but not the old human mind and not the old human body and energy. You rejuvenate, and you transform much as he did at this time 2000 years ago. The love pours from him and from us to all who continue the vibration of Shaumbra that began some 2000 years ago.

< Creator 12 > Then there was a group also, the ones we call Shaumbra, who came in 2000 years ago. You came in, knowing it was time to bring this Christ consciousness from the outer realms to Earth. You were the carriers of this. You helped to bring this in. Many of you here walked with Yeshua Ben Joseph. Many of you lived in surrounding lands at that very time. Many of you came in right after the time of Jeshua Ben Joseph when the energy was still strong and sharp. You helped to set up the new churches. These churches were the incubators for the Christ consciousness. You are the ones who helped to bring this in.

< Creator 12QA > Dear friends, we will speak more of this tomorrow when we gather again, but we will answer in part tonight. 2500 years ago and 2000 years ago and 1000 years ago there were major influxes of humans, of angels who came to Earth, carrying special energy attributes with them. It was not one person. It was not just Siddhartha. It was not just Yeshua Ben Joseph who came here to bring Light. It was a complete entourage of humans.

< Ascension 1 > 2,000 years ago, many of you who sit in this very room, and who read these words and listen to them in other formats… you came to Earth in strength and in numbers, and you placed yourself all across the world. You placed yourself in Jerusalem, in England, in the Africas, in Asia, some as natives here in this country of the United States. There was a shower, a rain shower, of you who now call yourself Shaumbra, of you who came in to plant the seed. The one you know as Yeshua Ben Joseph (Jesus) was the one who got much attention. But all of you are the ones who have helped bring this seed in. In the subsequent years and lifetimes since then, you have been working in earnest. You have been working diligently to provide the fertile ground, the fertile energy for this Christ seed to blossom.

< Ascension 2QA > It has been instilled in you to be such serious students for many, many lifetimes, particularly in the lifetimes that you have had since you came in with Yeshua, in and around that time. You have been serious, serious students with a big goal. We honor that goal. We honor all the work you have done and into this lifetime.

< Ascension 3 > Each of you have been studying certain areas related to energy movement and transmutation. Some have been working on new ways of sending vibrations through music and tones. Others have been studying ways to open a heart that is closed. Yet others have been working on the energetic qualities of money. These are but a few examples of the types of things you have been researching in past lives and between lives. These past lifetimes, especially since the days of Yeshua, have been about testing and refining these methods. Each of you, without exception, has been working on a specific area. There is no doubt in our minds. We wish there wasn't in yours!

< Ascension 3 > On our side of the veil, there are levels that are not affected by the dark. For instance, at the vibrational level of Yeshua. When these levels are attacked, it simply passes through them. It is like water flowing in a river. It flows in. It flows out. At levels on our side of the veil, the attacks by the dark have no effect at all. There are those here who are in such a place of balance and harmony that they cannot be affected by the others.

< Ascension 3QA > There is the energy of Yeshua, who you could say was the being or the entity, an old friend who walked the Earth. This was his name and the energy imprint identified with it. Yeshua is part of a spiritual family. Now, human words sometimes are quite limiting. But, he is part of a spiritual family. You would say that it is the family of Sananda (Order of Sananda). Now, within the family of Sananda, there are many beings and many entities who carry this energy. Even on your Earth you have many Lightworkers, you have many Shaumbra who channeling Sananda. Does that mean they are channeling Yeshua? Not necessarily. Sananda is a broad family energy. It would be as if you had the name Smith. There is a broad family associated with this, but your name is Jim. This is the individual.

So, there is the family of Sananda that is indeed part of the Order of the Arc. It is - how to say… it has somewhat different attributes than the regular beings you know as archangels, but Sananda is a very unique energy within the Order of the Arc. Its members, its family members, tend to come to the Earth at certain times of major changes and major leaps of consciousness.

< Ascension 5 > Many of you felt a new energy come into this room when we started. Indeed, it was the energy of Yeshua. So many of you have walked with him. So many of you are connected directly to this master of love. So many of you work with him each day, work with these energies. Perhaps you have not even realized it is Yeshua. But, indeed, my friends, he is Shaumbra, just like you.

< Ascension 5 > This issue of worthiness… all of you… is one that I would like you to release. That has been so challenging for all who are here and connecting. You have felt unworthy of the god that sits within you. You have felt you have done things wrong in your lives or in the past or before you came here. In this New Energy that you walk in, release any feelings of unworthiness, and know that it is time for you to integrate your birthright as God, as a divine human.

When I walked the Earth with so many of you, I shared a message that "You are God." It was difficult for most to understand then, and difficult for most to understand now. But, what I did, dear friends, was because of you. It was because of the work that you did. It was because of the efforts that you put into your journey that it was possible for a human, for me, to truly manifest this (God) on Earth. But, understand what I am saying. It was not me. It was because of you. It was because of all that you had done.

It is time for you to accept this (God) within yourself. Oh, we are such a family, and there is such support here. It is time to accept the god within, to bring this through. And, as my dear friend Tobias has been saying, "It comes up from you through the Language of Ah."

The message that all of us brought to this Earth thousands of years ago was so simple. Go back to that energy and remember, "You are God also. You are God also." You are worthy of all that comes with this. You are worthy. And, Cauldre is worthy of having me sit here with you. As a matter of fact, dear friends, it is I who am honored. It is I who am honored to be here.

And, on this season that you call Christmas, it is not about a child Jesus being born, or a man Jesus walking the Earth. This season is about the birth of your own divinity within you. Use this time to nurture yourself. Use this time to celebrate your own God-ness. Use this time to be in joy. And, remember always, you are family. We are always here with you. We do not need a big ceremony or long periods of time to bring this energy in. We are here always for you, walking with you, sharing your journey with you. Feel the energy of I, Yeshua, and all of the others who come in. Indeed we are your family.

< Ascension 5 > Yeshua is not some grand master who is different than any of the rest of you. Yeshua is you. Yeshua walked with you, and ate with you, and shared with you. And, yes, Yeshua did things that may be questionable. He was not always such a saint, but it was important to get things done at that time. There were rules that needed to be broken. He cursed on occasions. He drank too much wine (audience laughter) - with some of you here! (more laughter) He had all of the desires of a human. He did not fight them. He understood them. He worked with them. He understood his humanness. You are no different than Yeshua. He stands here today as just another one of you. Understand this, and release these things holding you back. Allow yourself to soar to new heights.

< DivineHuman 4QA > The Master Yeshua tried, and tried, and tried to tell us. The master Yeshua is even more emphatic about the dammed churches of this world than I am! (audience laughter) If he came back now - we won’t even use the words to describe - but, he would kick down some doors. This is a message that he tried to give 2000 years ago and was put on the cross for it. This is an issue on our side.

< DivineHuman 5 > So it is that the energy of Mary is strong and present here on this day as a reminder that it was the energy of the feminine that gave birth to the one you call Yeshua (Jesus), that gave birth to this male who would teach in a new way, teach without the walls. She gave birth to Yeshua, who would change the course of history. She gave birth to Yeshua, who was not accepted at the time, but whose word came to be known by so many in this world. It started with the birthing from the feminine energy.

< DivineHuman 7QA > We will continue giving the message - YOU ARE GOD ALSO. You are Divine Humans. It is all contained within you. For the great master of love, Yeshua, this was his simple message. But it was distorted over and over again by the churches, so we have to keep bringing it back through new voices and new ways. Yeshua would meet another human on the road. He would tell them, "The Father is within you. God is within you. You are God. Do you want healing? I cannot heal you. I can do no miracle for you. But, I can show you how to heal yourself. I can show you how to come back into balance." There were many who followed his words. There were many who ridiculed Yeshua. There were many who followed his words and learned what it was like to have Spirit come up from within to heal their physical bodies , and many other miracles. And, yes, indeed Jesus never performed a miracle on someone else. He showed them how to perform it for themselves.

< NewEnergy 1 > Now, indeed there are so many who are highly vested into this archetypical energy of Yeshua, of Jesus. And, they will continue to hold that. And, he will continue to be there working with them… but asking them, asking them to release and let go… asking them to look within themselves… asking them to find a teacher who goes by the name of Shaumbra, for that teacher will help them to understand that they are God also.

< NewEnergy 1 > Yeshua comes in, and he says, in particular, that his energy will always be available to you, but in a New way, not in the way of the Old scriptures, not in a way that asked you to go through him - those words so greatly distorted. He was saying, "The path I walk is my path, but you can walk a path also, as I have done. Walk your own path, and you will discover what was never missing in the first place."

< NewEnergy 1 > Yeshua is beaming today because there was finally enough energy of Shaumbra to create this New book, the New Energy Bible - YOU ARE GOD ALSO. That was what he was waiting for before he could begin his departure. He will work with you from other planes and levels. He has specifically asked to come back to this group, but with a different name and a different energy attached to it. So, he will be back. You have all walked this two thousand year journey together, one way or the other. He is here today as a type of, as a type of farewell, but farewell only to the Old times.

< NewEnergy 1 > So, the energies of Camelot join the energies of Yeshua - interesting combination here today - and Buddha, Moses, and Mohammed to hand you the baton… not to leave you alone, dear friends… for as we always say, "You are never alone"… but to say, "It is time for you now to carry this seed of Christ consciousness even further for those who are ready. These masters… they were ones who helped to spread the Christ consciousness. This was not just about Yeshua. Within Buddha was the consciousness of Christ… and within Mohammed… within Moses indeed… many others. But, now it is up to you.

< NewEnergy 2 > He (John Paul II) came in at a very important time for the Catholic Church, which, as you know has its origins in the work that all of you did in the time of Yeshua. It has been called Yeshua's church. From this sprung many, many other churches.

< NewEnergy 2 > Then came the time of Yeshua. He came in to teach a new type of God… not an angry, old male God… a not God that was filled with punishment… not a God that needed to be worshiped. Indeed, dear friends, how ridiculous - why would God need you to worship… Her? (audience laughter) That makes no sense. That makes no sense! Yeshua came in to teach about a new type of God. You incarnated to Earth in and around that time, carrying the new seed of the Christ consciousness in you. Yeshua was the spokesperson. You were the carriers.

< NewEnergy 2 > But humanity was still filled with guilt, still filled with so much struggling and suffering that they could not hear your words or the words of Yeshua. Indeed, they nailed Yeshua to a cross! Dear friends, the cross is a divine symbol, a sacred geometric pattern. It is the intersection of the divine and the human. The horizontal line represents the human, and the vertical line represents the divine. They intersect, and all of the elements are equal and balanced. There is not one line longer than the other. It is a sacred symbol that has been around for a long, long time. It has also been abused by many.

< NewEnergy 2 > Many of the churches on Earth right now need to change. Their logo is a dead man nailed to a cross. That's the first thing you see when you walk into so many churches. You open the doors, and what energy greets you in this holy house? A dead man nailed to a cross! Dear Shaumbra, it is time to take Jesus off the cross! It represents the suffering that has been placed directly in the doorway of the divine and the human melding. How can humans move to a new understanding that They Are God Also if suffering, punishment and death that greets them?

< NewEnergy 2 > For those who asked the question, "Did Jesus indeed die on the cross," the answer is, yes, he did not continue living as a human on Earth. His energy stayed very present on Earth. It still is. He can't help it. He's nailed on the cross. But, the man, the body died. The work continued. It continues today in you and through you. So many of you are so deeply invested in those times of 2,000 years ago, so deeply invested in the suffering and the struggling that took place. You can't let it go. So many of YOU are still nailed on the cross. When are you going to allow yourself to live without struggling, without suffering? Take Jesus off the cross. Take yourself off the cross!

< NewEnergy 2QA > Was Jesus married? Yes, he was indeed. He was not married in the church, but rather married in the heart. There was no particular ceremony, but there was a deep, deep love. Yes, indeed he was. He enjoyed so many of the finer things of being a human. It is also time to release this concept that Yeshua did not partake in sex. He found it quite stimulating. (more laughter) He enjoyed the foods, and the wines, and all of these other things. Yeshua came in to give a message that God wasn't what the churches had been teaching. So, he enjoyed, he enjoyed the life of marriage. But, like so many of you, he was so busy he didn't have a lot of time to be with his spouse.

< NewEnergy 4QA > It was actually the - what he (Yeshua) calls - the ascension that was his last attempt to be heard. It was not being seen nailed to a cross. That was more of a human plan. His last attempt to be heard was to appear before others after his physical death… to say that death is an illusion… to say that the soul continues on… and to say that suffering is no longer needed on Earth. So, those were his very last impressions.

It is very difficult for any human to look at this crucifix and to see anything that is joyful… anything that is happy… anything that is fulfilling… anything that would cause them to want to continue on their own spiritual path. It is like a large - how to say - skull and crossbones, standing over the divine symbol - the intersection of the human and the divine - that says, "Anyone who dares cross this will certainly encounter all of the wrath of darkness." So, we say to focus the attention on the resurrection, which is the completion. But, the resurrection is saying, "There is no death, and I will come back."

< NewEnergy 5QA > Cauldre asks us why Yeshua didn't come into today, being so close to his birthday. First of all, it is not close to his birthday … quite an artificial date. And, secondly, he had a previous engagement with the church. They like calling him in at this time of the year. Indeed, we are teasing here… cosmic humor. So many of you felt today the energy of Yeshua was here.

< NewEnergy 6 > If you want to feel, and see, and touch, perhaps even smell the essence of Quan Yin here today, there is one who has agreed to - how to say - allow this, to show this, for she works with it so very closely. Talk to the master, the "Doctor of Breath" (referring to Dr. Norma Delaney), if you want to see and feel the love and the compassion of Quan Yin, for they have been working together for so very long. She, the Doctor of Breath, has embodied Quan Yin within her. All of you have that potential. It is not reserved for anyone. All have the potential of embodying compassion and mercy. All have the potential of bringing in the energy of the white lotus, the 33 that also corresponds to Yeshua's number. And, that should tell you something.

< NewEnergy 8 > We know her by the energy of Myriam, a dear one who comes from the lineage of Abraham, who was also known as Deborah, who led one of the twelve tribes of Israel, a great, great leader of man and woman. Myriam embraces the Quan Yin energy also and helps bring it to life. Myriam is a teacher, a disciple, an apostle who walked with Yeshua, first as Yeshua's student and learned so much, but then fell into her own power and her own right to stand side-by-side with Yeshua… for there had to be a feminine balance, you know.

< NewEnergy 8 > Particularly back then, Yeshua could not hold all of the energies for himself. So, Myriam joined him. Oh, the others, John, Paul, (pause)… Ringo, and George - oh, wrong group (much audience laughter, with Tobias teasingly referring to the Beatles) - would be Peter and all of the others. They were jealous of her, of the attention that Yeshua gave to Myriam. But, they also understood the whole reason for her presence, the whole balance. Much has been misinterpreted in the writings of the scriptures. While they wanted to be closer to Yeshua, they did truly understand the reason for the feminine balance.

< NewEnergy 8 > Much has been distorted, as you know, in the revisions of the scriptures that had to place this one who understood - how to say - the magical arts… Myriam, who knew how to deal with energies of the invisible. So, they had to present her as the darkness, as the witch, as the whore. It is even written that Yeshua had to drive seven demons out of her. And, dear friends, this is the furthest thing from the truth. Yeshua worked with her (Myriam), and she with Yeshua, in helping to meld the energies of the seven chakras together, to open these - as we do with you - the Seven Seals to release the Old beliefs and energies behind them.

< NewEnergy 8 > Perhaps, you could call these demons. They were just Old belief systems that were trapped in the seven chakras. Myriam and Yeshua worked together to open these together… no demons… simply an opening… and then a melding and unification of the seven chakras into one. And, when the integration was completed, and there was one chakra of expanding energies, when there was one chakra, then she could truly begin doing the work that she had come in to do.

< NewEnergy 8 > The church had to pose her (Myriam) as the bad one. But, it is funny they could not somehow change the actual story of Myriam meeting Yeshua after the crucifixion - after the death of the physical body - and speaking to him, sharing with him. Much has been misunderstood about this whole incident. We are here to clear some of that up today.

< NewEnergy 8 > "The Passion of Christ" (referring to a current movie), depicting the misery and the suffering, basically in the movie asking people - not in words, but energetically - do you continue to choose suffering in your life? Yeshua was simply acting out for all of us. Do you choose to continue the suffering and the persecution, the finger-pointing, the name-calling? Or do you wish to release that now? There are some who will watch this movie, who will get caught up in the drama, who will get caught up in the feeling that they should continue suffering. There are others who will realize it is time… it is time to take Yeshua off the cross. It is time to end the suffering. It is time to stop the finger-pointing. It is time to have compassion for the journey.

< NewEnergy 8 > When she (Myriam) met Yeshua after the crucifixion, she was the only one there. And, they met, for indeed they had a dear, and sweet, and loving relationship. They never married. She never bore his child. They had tremendous respect and love for each other, but at the time in that society, it was not - how to say - appropriate for them to have bonded together in marriage or with children. But, the love was deep. The admiration was mutual. There needed to be a balance (of male and female). The church has written this out because they wanted it to be simply a male energy. But, Myriam was as important as Yeshua… in a sense, a teacher for him. Even after he had learned from the priests in the temples and from the mystics, he learned so much from her, something that we are going to talk about today, an opening that we are going to do today.

< NewEnergy 8 > Yeshua asked Myriam not to touch him after the death, not because she was tainted, or not worthy, but simply that his energy was so high at the time and their love was so strong that he feared if she touched him in his spirit form that she would want to go back, that she would want to leave the physical body in an instant to be with him on this side of the veil. So, he begged of her not to touch him. He begged of her to continue the teaching, to continue the writing, to continue holding the feminine energy. Yeshua told her in that meeting, in that gathering, that the feminine energy would be subject to abuse and attack for thousands of years to come, for humankind had become so ingrained in the masculine energy. And, the feminine energy was allowing it to happen, allowing itself to get beaten down (the wound of Isis).

< NewEnergy 8 > When Myriam talked to Yeshua at the resurrection, she did it through her imagination… you see. They (the apostles) questioned her afterwards, and said, "Did you or did you not see Yeshua with your physical eyes?" And, she said, "It was not with my eyes, for they were closed… the light was so bright. I saw Yeshua with my heart." What she really said was, "I saw Yeshua in my imagination."

And, they said to her - when the apostles gathered - they said to her, "Did you hear the teacher with your ears?" And, she said, "My ears were ringing. They were vibrating, and the noise was so high and so beautiful that I could not hear his words through my ears. But, I heard his words in my imagination."

And, they said, "Did you touch the teacher?" And, she said, "No, he asked me not to. He asked me to imagine myself with him, loving him, sharing with him, as in the days when he was in physical body. But, he asked me not to touch him."

< NewEnergy 8 > And, some of the disciples said, "Then, indeed, you (Myriam) did not see the teacher (Yeshua) appear to you." And, she said, "Indeed, I did, for the imagination is greater. It is more potent, and contains more reality than what my eyes, and what my ears, and what my senses will ever feel." And, from then on they believed her because she shared with them her energy, her truth, and her love at that moment. And, they understood. She became the teacher of imagination, the teacher of the unseen realms. She has been working with many of you in this lifetime, helping you to go into the unseen, helping you to use your imagination.

< NewEnergy 9 > The churches of the Western world have emanated from that very spot (Canaan). They started there. Yeshua walked there. The religious leaders all have been there as the Mecca for the Abrahamic religions - this very spot. Oh, the land itself… there are more beautiful in the world, more beautiful places. But, this land in Israel held the energies of a time when God could walk on Earth, a time of "You are God also."

< NewEnergy 9 > Yeshua came to Earth to try to help others to understand that God is within. It is one. It is many. But, it begins from within. From Abraham and all of the descendants and all of the energies in the area came many religions - the Christian religion… the Jewish religion… the Muslims… and many, many others - all claiming to have a truth about God… all claiming that if you didn't follow this truth, god would send you to some terrible place.

< NewEnergy 9 > So many of you were there during the time of Yeshua, even were there during the time of Moses and the time of Abraham. You've been following… you've been actually leading this whole thing. So many of you were there in the early days of the church with Peter. So many of you helped to start churches all over the world. Some of you got tired of what you had started in the past, and started a whole new church, a whole new way. But, it was just based on the Old Energy, the Old consciousness of God - God is male… God is punishing… God is separate… you see… always separate… living off there somewhere in the heavens, but not manifest here on Earth.

< NewEnergy 10 > There are many, many entities within the House of Sananda, many angels. The one that you know the best perhaps is the energy of Yeshua, or Jesus, who comes from the House of Sananda. Through the consciousness of many on Earth several thousand years ago working in cooperation with the Order of Sananda, this being that you have come to know as Yeshua came to Earth for a simple reason - to show you, to be the example for many that the Christ energies can be brought to manifest in your human reality now.

< NewEnergy 10 > Yeshua served a far grander and broader purpose. All of you were part of the Yeshua energy. Many of you have had the sneaking suspicion that you immediately shut down, but the suspicion that perhaps you were Jesus. But, then you thought, "Oh, I should not think these things. It is sinful. I cannot think that I was Jesus, or Mary, or Mary Magdalene, or any of these. This is my pride coming out. This is my ego taking over." Shaumbra, you helped to create these entities and identities. You ARE part of that. You are a part of that. So, when Yeshua came in to walk in human form, you helped to support that energy. You helped to create that with others all around the world and on our side of the veil.

< NewEnergy 10 > So many of you were here at that time several thousands of years ago. You walked with Yeshua, talked with him. But, it was also you. As we have said before, Yeshua in the Order of Sananda is not a being who walks around. It does not have a soul like you. It was a manifestation of your consciousness. Also within the House of Sananda are the energies of Mother Mary, so much a part of the birthing of the Christ seed. There is the story of Mary and the son Jesus on Earth. That is only part of it. It is a metaphor for the birthing energies of Mary that are in the House of Sananda.

< NewEnergy 10QA > Yeshua did indeed - the physical body - died on a cross. He did not continue to walk in physical body after that time. However, his energies were very present on Earth, strongly present for quite some time. And, there were many who saw him, many who spoke with him. But, he was not in physical body.

It was not that Yeshua and Myriam were married. There was - how to say - many reasons for this. One was that Yeshua had been previously married and did not choose to go that route again. The other was that this would have changed the relationship between the two of them and how they were perceived by others had they been married, for then - how to say - there were enough jealousies and misunderstandings in the first place. If they were married, this would have been very difficult for those who were close to Yeshua. They also had agreed - while there was so much love and honor between them - they were literally traveling in different directions so much of the time that it would have been so very, very difficult for them.

There were no children that were born into this couple for a variety of reasons. Generally those who - how to say - are manifestations of consciousness rather than individual soul entities do not have children. And, you can see this in the case of - how to say - some of the greats of your times… for instance, the one you called Hitler… great in terms of the awareness. So many of the others had not had children. It was felt that it was best not to do this. There are some difficult physics that would have to take place here in order for that to happen. So, we have to say that these two did not marry, did not have children in the reality that was lived out.

< NewEnergy 11QA > We use the term "Christ consciousness" quite broadly. And, at its core it would mean a "crystal consciousness" or a "clear consciousness," not held back by things such as karma and such as duality in its simplest state. Yeshua - or also known as Jesus - was one of the first to come in with this energy of Christ consciousness. So many of you helped to bring in the initial seeds of this several thousands of years ago. It created a potential on Earth at the time that would grow and grow and grow.

The Christ consciousness is not a person. It is an attribute of clarity and simplicity and moving beyond duality. And, it can be embodied and brought into your everyday life. Quite simply it has been brought in by many of those who you have called Masters, such as Buddha, and such as Mohammed, and such as Yeshua. All held within them the Christ consciousness, but it could not be expressed as fully and demonstrated in life as you can now do. So, the Christ consciousness is clarity and release from the past. It is, at its core, also energies coming back into balance and expanding once again.

< NewEnergy 12 > Even Yeshua talked to you back when about this. The miracle isn't healing another's arm. The miracle indeed is not transforming water into wine, or multiplying the fish and loaves. That is children's play that comes as a natural result of having a fully opened consciousness and the remembrance - the full remembrance - of who you are. In that space, that safe space, all of these other things happen quite easily. What you would call the physical or the 3-D miracles no longer are miracles because you understand how they happen.

< Embodiment 1 > You'd have to say, in a way - Yeshua is you. His experiences are near and dear because you helped to create this entity called Yeshua. Some of you also are repulsed by his experiences or reject his experiences because they are yours also, things about yourself that you have had difficulty with. Yeshua is not the one from the Bible. Yes, an aspect of Yeshua is published there. Some are stories, once again, stories written about him. Some are influenced through channeling energy, as the stories were being written. Some are completely fabricated. The energy of Yeshua that joins us on this day is not the one from the Bible. Push that off to the side.

< Embodiment 1 > Yeshua comes in here, for he understands this whole issue of facing the darkness. He has helped you in these weeks since our last Shoud ("The darkness is your divinity"). He had his own experience with the darkness. As you know a bit of the story, he went off into the desert for 40 days and 40 nights - there is that "4" number again - to battle the devil… ah, or so the old book says. It was not about battling the devil at all. He went off into the desert to be away from the crowds who were actually beginning to drive him a bit crazy at that point. They loved miracles. As you have found out, or will find out in your life, the humans love a miracle.

< Embodiment 1 > Yeshua went off into the desert for 40 days and 40 nights. And, you went with him on a level of your own. You were there with Yeshua. You were there to take a look at what the darkness really was and wasn't, for up until then it was not so much understood. Yes, it was portrayed as these demons. Oh, they were given names, and they were given their own identities. They were bad excuses for things humans didn't like about themselves. As much as they would put the energy of the almighty into outside gods, into idols, and many, many gods, they would also put the energies of what they didn't like about themselves into all of these demons and into this entity called Satan and Lucifer.

< Embodiment 1 > Yeshua didn't accept either one of these things. He didn't accept that there were gods in - how to say - all of these different types of idols. He didn't accept even that there was a God in some far-off heaven. He didn't. He did not. He has been misquoted so much in Bible. He didn't accept that there were all of these demons. And, he didn't accept that there was this energy of Satan that was going to overtake everyone if they didn't follow some crazy set of rules. So, he went off into the desert to discover for himself. Oh, he believed in what you would call Spirit or God. But, he didn't believe it the way the churches, or any of the cults, or any of the groups were portraying it. He was so confused. Does that ring a bell, Shaumbra?

< Embodiment 1 > And, so Yeshua went off into the desert to take a look at what felt right to him, at what was real. He didn't battle the devil. There came the understanding that the devil was part of him. There came the understanding that there had to be some type of reason for it. It wasn't put there as a test to him. It wasn't put there to make him feel any less human or any less angelic. Why was it there? What was this darkness? And, indeed, Yeshua - and all of you at that time - came to the realization that the darkness was everything that was rejected by the human self. The darkness was everything that was rejected by the spirit self.

< Embodiment 1 > Yeshua came to the same understanding that you voiced the other day. The darkness is the divinity. The two go together; the two have to go together. Yeshua came to the understanding that there were no demons to be driven out of a person, no demons to run and hide from. But, there was rather the embracing of all of that inside. Shaumbra, you were there energetically, spiritually. All of you helped to comprise this entity called Yeshua, helped to manifest this into a physical body on Earth. For 2000 years you have been walking with this knowingness. You have had it within you. You have had the understanding. And, you knew it would be time at some point in some lifetime to bring it out, to live it, to embody it. The time wasn't right 1500 years ago, or a thousand years ago.

< Embodiment 1 > Now it is time for re-immersion into the humanness. But, when you re-immerse, it is different. It is new. It is balanced, and it is safe. It is a safe energy. It comes with a new understanding of the light and the dark. It comes with a full embodiment. It is much like a baptism. You see… after Yeshua went out into the desert, he came back to the river Jordan where John the Baptist was performing his baptisms, and he allowed this baptism to take place, not to wash away the sins, quite the contrary. And, he did talk to John afterwards and explained that it wasn't about washing away the sins or washing away the evils. It was about the re-immersion of himself into the human body, into the physical plane, the full embodiment of Spirit into humanity.

< Embodiment 4 > Oh, and Shaumbra, one of the greatest of all, one of the greatest crosses that all of you bear is the cross of Yeshuaholding the energy of Yeshua… and the times 2000 years ago… holding it tightly… holding it deeply… and holding it in suffering… holding it with such vows… vows that you gave to never let it go, to never let it be lost. Well, Shaumbra, it's not lost. It's very present on Earth right now. You can see it all over. It is built in churches all over the world… your energy. The work of Yeshua and the work of you in bringing the divine seed to Earth is not lost; it is not gone.

< Embodiment 8 > I (St. Germain) was involved in forming or helping to encourage these secret societies back in those times. So many of you still have those energies within you. So many of you are attracted by the twinkle of a jewel that catches your eye in a certain way, and it provides a remembrance of the times in the secret societies. The secret societies, in a way, date back to the very origins of Shaumbra in the time of Yeshua where we met. We met in secret. We met as Essenes, and even as a subgroup of the Essenes to really bring in the Christ seed here on Earth, to bring in the awakening consciousness to a consciousness that has long been asleep.

< Embodiment 8 > You want an experience? You can have it on the other realms, the nonphysical realms. You can go to heaven. You can go to hell. And, there are millions of souls laying in rest, waiting to be judged, waiting for Yeshua. It is difficult. And, you work with them at night. You are the type of EMS workers for those who are so locked into their own beliefs and their own type of hypnosis. Hypnosis works on both sides of the veil. It does. The churches of Earth have laid out this energy of fear, this energy of the devil. And, it still lays so heavy upon mankind. It (religion) is a relatively new creation and invention. Truly, only in the last six or seven thousand years of humankind has there been this hypnosis of religion. Prior to that we didn't have it.

< Embodiment 8 > You helped to build some of the structures of the churches, the structures of ways of living. And, that's all you were trying to do. And, it's all Yeshua was trying to do is build ways of living, rules that people could look at. But, they could decide whether or not they wanted to use them, pieces of enlightenment and wisdom that others could tap into, if they so chose. But, these energies have become distorted. These energies have become abused. The energy stealers of Earth and of the other realms (earth-bound, alien agenda) have taken the churches and used them to suck the energy of humanity dry. And, they're doing it right now all over Earth. They speak words of love. And, they recite words that supposedly Yeshua said. But, how do they act? What wars do they create? What hatred do they hold in their hearts? And, what fear do they have in their spirit?

< Clarity 5 > Take the energy of Yeshua, Jesus. As we have said before, Yeshua is not a souled being. Yeshua is a composite. It is a collective energy of a large group of angels, including you, that helped to bring it into manifestation. The energy was so strong, filled with so much compassion and love that you were literally able to manifest "Christed-ness," the Christ seed, the Christ consciousness and allow it to come into a physical body, a collective energy from all of you - and many others, of course - coming in at the appropriate time to Earth. Yeshua, in a sense, you could say, is not real at all, not real in the terms that you would normally think. It doesn't have an actual soul identity. But, yet Yeshua has come to mean so much.

< Clarity 5 > Oh, then there is Jesus. You see, at one point Yeshua and Jesus were the same energy. But, now they are not at all. There is an entity on our side of the veil called Jesus, quite different from the energy of Yeshua. Jesus is perhaps the more contemporary version, but a version built from - how to say - the belief systems of the Christian churches right now. Jesus has manifested on our side of the veil, therefore can be felt on your side as well. This energy of Jesus is quite different from Yeshua. But, it is the ones that - how to say - have put their energy together, wanted to be saved, wanted some type of judgment, wanted a - how to say - a figurehead or a leader, so they created this energy of Jesus. It wasn't there before. It didn't actually directly come out of Yeahua's energy.

< Clarity 5 > Yeshua comes from the Order of Sananda, the House of Sananda, the angelic family of Sananda. Yeshua was manifested through that portal or that corridor. Jesus is quite different. Jesus is the manifestation of the current consciousness of the Christian Church. So, there is a Jesus up here, and there is a Yeshua up here. We don't often get confused. We see the difference between the two. The energy of Jesus carries this burden. He continues to walk around with a cross. That's why we don't get confused. Yeshua carries no cross because there is no need for suffering. There is no need to pay for human sin because essentially there is no human sin. However, there was a group of humans who created a belief system, therefore an entity called Jesus, who literally on our side and yours either is carrying that cross around or is hanging from it.

< Clarity 8 > Yeshua. Yeshua - or Jesus as so many of you call this dear one - is a composite being, not a souled being. He came to - in a sense - help lead the way for Shaumbra, and the world, indeed, but even when people say, "Well did Yeshua disconnect from the Field?" Yeshua is not a souled being, he is not like you. He is a composite of many, many, many energies. So you could not even say that Yeshua disconnected from the Field. Yeshua is still very much part of the Field, actually, particularly in the persona of Jesus.

< Clarity 8 > Jesus is so woven into the Field right now! You hear people saying that you have to go through Jesus for your salvation. That means they're continually stuck in the grid, the network, the matrix, whatever you want to call it. He has been woven into it. Now, the energy of Jesus is a bit different than Yeshua. Consciousness has created this... actually what we call a fairy tale being, Jesus. There never was a Jesus. That was not his name. That was Yeshua, and the energy of Yeshua is quite different. But even Yeshua didn't go through this process of disconnecting.

< Clarity 10 > Yeshua... dear Jesus! Very authentic. Now, it is interesting, you say, "How can a non-souled being be authentic?" Well, it was all of the collective energy behind Yeshua, including you. Shaumbra you and Yeshua are so wonderfully a part of each other - a collective energy behind this dear one - and that's why so many of you have felt such love and compassion for this Being. It was the authentic part of yourself that you put in Yeshua, and therefore he was authentic. He wasn't trying to impress his peers. He wasn't trying to impress the apostles. He certainly wasn't trying to impress the church leaders. He was authentic.

< Teacher 5 > So here I am, Kuthumi lal Singh, sounding, acting somewhat like a man even though I said I am not a man anymore. I'm man and woman together. But in many, many lifetimes I came through as a man. In one lifetime- in particular - as Balthazar- one of the three wise men, indeed. Indeed. That was me, helping to deliver the gifts - a little bit of incense, a little of myrrh here and there. You know, get in good with Yeshua. He's going to be famous! (laughter)

< Teacher 5 > I did incarnate in that lifetime 2,000 years ago as Balthazar, helping to bring in the Christ seed energy. I was a Babylonian king at the time, but I knew, just as you knew, that there was something happening on Earth. Couldn't put a finger on it, couldn't necessarily identify just what it was, although the prophets, they talked about the new Messiah coming. But who would have thought the Messiah would have come in the way he did. What I mean by that it wasn't just the baby Yeshua. It wasn't just about Mary and Joseph. It was about the birth of the Christ seed on Earth at the time. It was about not only Yeshua coming to Earth, but about you coming to Earth. About you incarnating.

< QuantumLeap 1 > By the way, a long, long time ago there was ... talk about the term Jesus or Yeshua ... Lucifer and Yeshua were terms that were interchanged with each other. Feel for a moment. I'm going to state two words and feel the energy of them: "Christ," "Lucifer." It's the same energy. Bearer of Light. Bringer of New Consciousness.

< QuantumLeap 8 > Consciousness measurement has a benchmark that was taken at the time of Yeshua, not because of Yeshua but because of timing. At the time of Yeshua approximately 2,000 years ago, there were approximately 200 million people on Earth. And the consciousness benchmark that was created back then was one - the number 1. I'm using human terms here now. Prior to that, it was a fraction of 1. For instance, in approximately 600 B.C.E. (Before Current Era), the consciousness measurement was approximately .81. The significance of the number "1" is simply the understanding at a conscious level that there is a trinity, there is different aspects of self - a self-awareness first of the “human aspect,“ secondly of the “human's divine nature” and thirdly of a “divine nature within all things.”

< QuantumLeap 10QA > ALBERT EINSTEIN: So you have the power to completely heal that just like Jesus could turn the water into wine - although you know that story, he was really feeling bad for his mother because it was a wedding and they ran out of wine and he sort of said, "Hmmm, I wish there was more wine," and then there was more wine (laughter) - but you have that power.

< MNEC2009-T2 > I am, indeed, Tobias - at least for a few more precious minutes - but the whole concept of Tobias is really all of us. All of us. It is my souled being that was Tobias 2500 years ago, but it was an agreement that all of us had, that we would combine our love, we would combine our desire, we would combine ourselves into this thing called Tobias - To Be Us. It’s always been us - you and me, the person next to you, the ones watching in over the Internet - it was always about all of us. To Be Us. We chose that instead of a traditional type of what you would call archetypical energy or collective consciousness (unsouled being), the likes of which you have seen in Yeshua and some of the others, this time we would bring our essence together carried on the souled being of myself, and we would help to herald in a new time on Earth. That began thousands and thousands of years ago.

< Master 2 > We're going to go beyond the humanness. Humanness is an illusion - a wonderful illusion, a valuable illusion, for you truly learn things at the soul level you couldn't learn anywhere else - and that's why Linda of Eesa … Eesa, by the way, means in your terms, Yeshua, Jesus. In more symbolic terms it means the House of Sananda. House of Sananda, which is an angelic Order that works with light.

< Master 2 > History is an absolute illusion - absolute illusion. History is what has been written. It's one perspective. It's not really what happened. You think that there's been this progression - Lemuria, Atlantis, World War I followed by World War II - not at all. Not at all. One of the greatest illusions of all times, because of a few sheets of paper in a book, is the Bible and the story of Yeshua. Grand illusion, and people buy into it. "Well, it's history. It's written in the book and God said you couldn't change it." How many times has it been changed? What an illusion that is. The stories about Yeshua are enough to make Yeshua want to come back here and kick some butt, because it's not true. Parts of it actually happened. Parts of it. Much of it has been altered.

< Master 8 > A fish. Symbol of a fish. And who uses that? The Christians. And what is the rationale? The fisherman. That Yeshua had a bunch of fisherman. Absolutely not! Who would choose a fish as their symbol?! What did Yeshua mean by this? It's the overlay. It's the dance that goes on and on and on. It's not about fishing! It's about integrating. It's about coming back together at this point.

< Master 8 > And Yeshua knew that. Yeshua explained the very same thing. He didn't have a nice piece of paper, he wrote in the dirt. He explained the very same thing to his disciples and to some of the others who could hear, and Mary Magdalene stood at his side and explained even more of the details of what was going on in this most amazing process. And he used the symbol (crossing), which somebody turned into a fish, he used this symbol of coming together that I've shown here. Coming together - the dance - that finally brings it back together. That's where you're at. This is what's happening, and from here (the intersection) going forward it is no longer different waveforms. It is a Body of Consciousness.

< Master 8 > It doesn't matter! Spirit's going to survive, there's no death. Yeshua proved that on the cross. There's no death. He didn't die to atone for your sins. Yeshua came to a point - and it was a collective consciousness, so it's a little different - but Yeshua came to a point of saying, "I'm going fishing. I'm going to intersect. I don't care if I live or die. I'm tired of being in my own prison as a human. I'm tired of not being with me. I'm tired of these two always being apart. I want back with me." Boom! They crossed. Ooh, did I say cross? They merged. Heaven, Earth, coming together. The waveform of divine and the waveform of human finally intersecting.

< Master 8 > So, did Yeshua die on the cross? No. He came alive on the cross. Physical body didn't mean anything. He knew it at the point of the 'cross.' By the way, this symbol was picked up hundreds and hundreds of years later as a form of hypnosis, suffering - "He died for your sins." I don't think so. I don't think so. Nobody can die for your sins. But this was originally meant as this point of intersection - the cross, the coming together - and it was used later to signify suffering and pain and guilt and control.

< Master 8 > Yeshua woke up on the cross, and in that moment released the physical body, which by the way, 2,000 years ago you had to do it that way. You don't have to do it that way now. He released the physical body and he really came to life. He went on merrily with Mary Magdalene. They had children together, even though he didn't have a physical body. Beautiful children. Yes, you can have sex even when you don't have a body. Very true. You have better sex sometimes. (looks at Linda) Not always.

< (Next) 10 > Standards on Earth. The embodied being. Remember a very well known individual was one of the Standards before you, and you're only a footstep behind? Yeshua. Ah, forget what's been written about Yeshua. Feel into it. Now, the difference between you and Yeshua is that you're a souled being, and he wasn't. You have a soul. Yeshua was a collective, designed as a prototype or as an experience, [to see] if it's possible. Well, it lasted about 33 years, but it was. It started a process, that you supported, by the way, every one of you energetically supporting - whether you were in body or not at the time - energetically supporting what Yeshua was doing. Now it's your turn - with a soul.

< e2012 4 > This life is not just an extension of your past lives, not just another progression of your past lives. Your past lives are not you. Get over it. None of them are important. Half of them are fabricated. Half of them are makyo crap. They really are. The other half you just relate to the archetypical energies of Yeshua or Moses or Cleopatra or Mary Magdalene or whatever. They’re real, but they’re not real. In other words, they’re an active part of this whole experience that you’re having. Yes, you were part of Mary Magdalene, a little part along with a lot of others, but you weren’t Mary Magdalene.

< e2012 6 > Shaumbra is beginning to understand ascension. But I have to tell you, probably the only negative I would give Tobias was that he never really got into what ascension is. It remained kind of this nebulous sugarcoated term. There was an old concept of suddenly you glow a lot and you grow big wings and you fly up off of Earth into the astral realms. It doesn't work that way. This whole biblical description of Yeshua's ascension; highly overrated. He took his physical body back with him to the other side, but there wasn't this big glow and angels singing and choirs and all the rest of that. It sounds very romantic, I guess, but it just really doesn't happen that way.

< e2012 8 > Now, the real Yeshua? The most impatient human I had ever met! Absolutely, totally impatient, had no patience for stupidity, for rules, hated organizations, didn't like time, didn't like dawdlers. Why? Because underneath, even though he was not a souled being, he brought in so many of the aspects or the energies of you. And impatient – “Let's get on with this!”

He was known to brawl. Boom! Punch right in the face. Down on the ground brawling. This isn't in the Bible, is it? It wouldn't do them very good, you know, they thought, to put this in. He liked to eat a lot. He got a little pudgy later on. He got a little hm (Adamus gestures “large”) thing going.

He was known to cuss and swear. There were a lot of people that were afraid of him. He was a rebel, a revolutionary and he was intolerant. A loving being, totally compassion, but absolutely impatient. That's not the nice portrait picture that you have of him, but this is what many aspire to be. “I have to be … what would Jesus say?” Jesus would say, “Get the fuck out of my way!” Sorry. I apologize for being so irreverent.

But it is true! It's like “Move aside, we've got work to do. We're here to seed this Earth with the Christ consciousness, the Christos, the crystal consciousness, for a new age that's coming about. Move on with it! Move on! Get off to some other planet, go someplace else, because this is a place where we're growing and expanding.”

So he was quite a revolutionary. And no, they didn't write about that, because then what would happen? Everybody would try to be a revolutionary, the organizations, which I don't like, couldn't handle that.

< e2012 12 > Later, joining together in body or in spirit in the time of Yeshua as Essenes, as the ones bringing in the mysteries into this planet and the one heralding in what many thought would be the beginning of a new time and a new age, but all of you knew that it had already begun. Walking with the great Master Yeshua, the lands of Israel, bringing in those energies, seeding this Earth with the Christ energy, the Christos energy. Not to forget the times of Tobias. And so many of you were in those times as well. Tobias, Sr., also called Tobit – Tovius. Tobias, Jr., Sarah, Archangel Raphael. A beautiful story and a time when, again, we were all together, all brought together for this purpose of realizing what we had imagined back in the Atlantean temples.

< freedom 3 > You've been modeling yourself after Yeshua. There is this model also of Yeshua as this holier than thou being. He wasn't. He fornicated. He drank. He got drunk and puked. Yes! No, he really did! And he told racist jokes. He told politically incorrect jokes about the Romans. Wouldn't you have if you lived in Jerusalem back then?! It's like, “Hey, did I tell you about the Roman who …” So that's a model that's imprinted into many of you. And then you hear the stories of walking on water. That was totally fabricated. And the stories of the healing. Yeshua was the first to say he wasn't a healer, but he knew how to bring out the healing within you.

< freedom 3 > He knew how to get so laser focused, and he wasn't necessarily nice about it. If a beggar or a sick person would come up to him, he didn't do the “oh you poor thing.” He's like, “Are you going to heal yourself or not?!” And he would look them straight in the eye, and when they started doing the mumbo-jumbo, he would laser focus on them until they felt it within themselves. And then he would basically say to them, “When I see you next time you better be dead or healed!” You laugh! That is what you're going to be doing, because you're not going to have the patience for all the games, all the feeding that's going on, all the excuses.

< freedom 6 > The true Master is sovereign, is unto themselves, is no longer trying to save the world or hold the energy for anything. The true Master does not go around trying to heal people. Why? Simply because their presence is all the healing anyone would need. That's it. There's no force. There's no trying. The stories of Yeshua working with others, healing them, were quite inaccurate. All Yeshua had to do is stand before another, look into their eyes, see the I Am within the other, spark something within them. That's all that needed to be done.

< freedom 8 > But why try to explain the world of the aware to the world of the unaware? Really. Why? They're only going to kill you. That was a Jesus quote. That's one of his favorite quotes! It's true! It's one of his favorite quotes. He said right before he left, “Then they're going to kill you.” The world of the blind wants everyone to be blind, and even if you come to them and say, “But I have vision. I saw,” they will say, “You are of the devil. We have to kill you, because you're intruding on our world of the blind. And we've got a nice little world going. We're all blind and we all have our little blind power spots that we deal with. So you come along and say 'you have eyes?' You are obviously Satan.” Boom.

Matthew 7:6 <King James>
Give not that which is holy unto the dogs, neither cast ye your pearls before swine, lest they trample them under their feet, and turn again and rend you.

< freedom 10 > The thing that motivated your soul, you to begin this beautiful journey into the discovery of the I Am, the question is, has it been fulfilled? I'm not saying necessarily the realization of the I Am, but the reason. Was it because you were bored? Was it because there was fear? Was it because perhaps you saw or met a being like Yeshua that so inspired you, that so affected you? Of course, remembering that Yeshua is, was you. It was almost like seeing a part of your future self.

< freedom 10 > You're led to feel guilty if you say Jesus had sex or … he wasn't even an Ascended Master. He was just a collective. He was just your potential. I'm going to make a statement; he's not an Ascended Master.

< Discovery 4 > There's a Yeshua, the Yeshua that, you know, was around 2,000 years ago, and then there's Jesus. Jesus is only probably really about maybe 800, 900 years old. He's a lot younger than Yeshua. Jesus is a composite just like Yeshua. You're going to see the difference though, because Jesus is a composite made up from the religions. The religions, they created Jesus. And so many people believe in it that it actually then happens. Just like you created an entity – composite entity – known as Shaumbra. This Jesus – which is a composite consciousness made up of a lot of humans that believe in him. You can go to the other realms on the other side and find Jesus. There's that Jesus wandering around on the other realms.

< Discovery 4 > There is the real Yeshua who was flesh and bone, the Yeshua that some of you actually walked with. I mean walked with, touched, chatted with, told some bad jokes with, hung around with. Some of you were here at the same time. Maybe you never encountered this Yeshua, but you were always kind of walking with him in the other realms. There was this kind of whole agreement to come back together at this time.

< Discovery 4 > You know Yeshua. Why? Because Yeshua is a composite made out of you and me and a bunch of others. Yeshua was the biggest composite ever, in other words, more souled beings gathered together and said, “Let's create this composite.” Not a souled being. By the way, for those of you who are still online with us who are relatively new, yes, Yeshua, Jesus wasn't a souled being. It was a composite of all of you. It was about bringing the divine seed to this planet 2,000 years ago.

< Discovery 4 > Yeshua was born and raised an Essene, and in it you'll find a lot of the clues to his life. First of all, his mother wasn't a virgin. You probably figured that one out. His parents weren't married, because the Essenes didn't necessarily believe in marriage. If you were a good Essene, a better Essene, you actually never got married. And I'll show you in a minute why that presented a lot of conflict for dear Yeshua. So the parents weren't married, but suddenly Mary finds herself pregnant. Oh! Of course, she had had intimacy with Joseph. Now, in the Essene practice, the Essenes were like very strict, fundamentalist Jews at the time. Very strict. So what to do? Ah, well, not get married, of course, but to deliver the child and live in a little bit of embarrassment. Not that it was totally forbidden, but if you wanted to be a better Essene, you didn't fornicate at all. No, no, no.

< Discovery 4 > Yeshua was not a carpenter at all! Yeshua wouldn't know how two rub sticks of wood together. First of all, there wasn't much wood in Israel at the time. Secondly, he lived in a commune, an Essene commune. The Essenes were very communal. Extremely. About the only work they really did was growing food so they could live. They were not merchants. They were not bankers. They were not tradespeople at all. They lived in communities of anywhere from a low of 100 to maybe 500 at a time. They were considered outsiders by the rest of the Jewish community. They were considered kind of the weirdoes. Oh! Here we are again! (laughter)

< Discovery 4 > Yeshua trained to be – they actually didn't use the word 'priest' back then – Yeshua was training to be a teacher of the Yahad. A Yahad is the community school. They didn't call themselves rabbis. They didn't give themselves lofty titles like 'bishop' or 'pope.' They were simply … the best possible interpretation would be maybe elder, but even that was not a word that was used because they never wanted to put themselves above others. So let's just call it a teacher. Hm. Hmmm. A lot of interesting correlations. A teacher. He didn't work with wood. He didn't make chairs and tables and things like that. He studied a lot. He studied old scriptures. He studied the rules because the Essenes had a lot of rules. He didn't know how to use his hands. He wasn't a big muscular guy, and he didn't have a trade whatsoever. Interesting. Interesting.

< Discovery 4 > So where did this come that he was a carpenter? Well, when they were putting the story together of Jesus, they said, “Well, we have to give him a trade,” you know, because there were a lot of trades back then. There were the bricklayers, the stone trade, there was the fishing trade and there was the carpenter, and they all had a lot of influence on the church at the time. So where do you think a little money came from by saying that Jesus was a carpenter? (someone says “The carpenters union”) The carpenter's guild at the time. Absolutely. “Ohhh! Yeshua was a carpenter. Sure! Here's some more money.”

Actually, probably the way it happened in that church meeting, the churchy leaders were sitting around trying to figure out this profession. They had to name something. Of course, nobody knew, because this was hundreds and hundreds of years after. There was no Internet to record any of this. It was all handed down. So they were trying to figure out what his profession was and one of the bishops said, “What would Jesus do?” And the other bishop said “He was a carpenter.” Yes. Yes.

< Discovery 4 > Yes he was married, but no, never to Mary Magdalene. Now, that creates a big problem. Here you have Yeshua studying to be like a teacher in the Yahad, in the school, the community school. That was his one focus – to teach and to help. I guess now they might call it a kibbutz. It was a little bit different back then. He didn't care about the outside world. He didn't care about anything. But being a mortal, kind of, at least having flesh and bones that would eventually die, he had certain urges. He had certain urges and within the community was a beautiful young girl by the name of Ignes. Like Agnes, but Ignes, beautiful young girl. And one night sitting under the stars with – oh you know the story now. They embraced their masculine/feminine energies, uh, together. Well put. Wasn't that delicate? They engaged in intimacy of the body.

< Discovery 4 > Now, the good Essenes were not supposed to do this. The good Essenes did not eat meat whatsoever. It wasn't like the Essenes were forbidden, but the really good ones were vegetarians. And here we find now that Yeshua, trying so hard to be this eventual teacher – his one dream, one ambition is to be a teacher in the Yahad, in the community – and suddenly fornicating, hmm, and caught. So what happens next? Well, it was discovered and her parents weren't all too happy about this and immediately said, “You must get married.” This was a huge change in Yeshua's plans, but the thing is, he loved Ignes. He loved her deeply and dearly. Either that or it was tremendous lust. So, indeed, they got married.

< Discovery 4 > And indeed he had to start rethinking his role with the Essenes, because he's no longer that standard – the one who didn't fornicate, the one who didn't get married. Now he was just kind of an Essene commoner. To make matters worse, oh, he felt so deeply in love with her, so deeply in love, and she became with child. And he started to allow himself to feel some of the passions that a human would feel. Rather than all this negating of passions that so many religions and spiritual groups do, he started to feel the passion of loving another human and eventually slowly loving himself.

< Discovery 4 > What happened next? Tragedy. Ignes, with child, died. Died. The love of his life died, and he felt, with all he had learned in his studying, that he should have been able to heal her. He was angry because he felt some of the others in their community should have been able to heal. He felt that God had forsaken him, and it caused another great crash in his life. Now he had lost not only his position in the community because of fornication, but now he had lost his love. His love. What happened next? Here he is, a very young man, barely seventeen years old, and suddenly everything is turned. So here we have a 17-year-old man angry with God, heartbroken, no longer a pillar in the community, no longer the one they thought was going to lead them into more rules and regulations. So he leaves, in the middle of the night.

< Discovery 4 > Where did Yeshua go? The desert. Began wandering in the desert. The Essenes were very familiar with Moses. But they also had a different set of commandments. Understandings of Moses have been so distorted and rewritten over the years. The Ten Commandments actually had about 10,000 changes in the commandments since they were given. So he begins wandering in the desert. Where did he end up, as the first major part of his journey? India. More specifically in the area known as Kashmir. Ah, Kuthumi's backyard. Yeah. They didn't know each other.

< Discovery 4 > He ended up searching for answers, yes, wandering through the desert. Doesn't even remember how he got to India, how he got to this land. He was so destitute, so depressed he ended up there. And there, in wandering around India, he met some incredible teachers who literally shook down his world from everything he had learned as an Essene, everything he'd learned about history and God. It was a big shakeup, because he learned that God wasn't some guy up there. He learned that God wasn't an angry being who asked humans to worship. He learned that God was already within. That God was and had come to be what you now know as love and acceptance and compassion. It was hard for him, very hard for him to understand that, particularly with the bitterness of everything he had gone through.

< Discovery 4 > He was searching for answers. He was desperate, aching so much in his heart. But what was really happening, my friends, is that in his search, theoretically thinking that he was searching for some relief just from the anxiety of losing his community and his wife – he was on a bigger journey. His real journey was about himself. Your real journey back then was about yourself. It wasn't about finding some philosophical answers. It wasn't finding yourself even just in a Mystery School or a monastery, although he ended up going there. But the original journey of your own divine seed was eventually about coming to you. The story of Yeshua is your story. Some of you have gone through it a couple of times. Some of you have gone through it many, many times. But it was your story of life, of learning, sometimes of heartbreak and ultimately of discovery.

< Discovery 4 > Did Yeshua have sex with others after he left his community, after he left the Yahad? Yes, absolutely he did. He had sex, he masturbated. And he felt guilty about it until he realized the love of Self, the acceptance of Self. Until he realized somebody else placed this crap on him that sex and playing with yourself under the table are bad. It took him a long time to get over it and realize that he could love himself. He could touch himself. He could feel himself. He could pleasure himself, and he could really love himself. Absolutely. And he would go on, my dear, to teach this to many, many others. And when he sat in front of some of the groups, the reaction very similar – gasp! – “Ohhh! You can't talk about this.” But he did, because he said, “Dear brother, dear sister, it's about loving thyself. Then you will come to understand the love that your soul has for you.”

< Discovery 4 > So why did Yeshua go back to Israel? Let me say first that after India he traveled throughout parts of Europe, France, of course. Stayed there a long time. He went to parts of what are now known as Germany and England – of course the names have changed – Spain, Portugal. He traveled. He traveled to learn more, experience more and meet others outside of his own little community where he'd grown up. But he went to experience all there was to learn and know. He went and visited the pyramids. Yes, absolutely went to Egypt. Spent a lot of time there.

< Discovery 4 > Why?  It was his home. Went back to see his family and friends? Ehh, they weren't so interested in seeing him, as a matter of fact. Not so much. No. The ones who had been in his community, actually didn't want to see him at all. So, yes, there was a desire to go back home. Part of his journey to collect himself. Have you had it where you've traveled to places, you've had an irresistible urge to go to Egypt or to go to South America or back to Europe, a tremendous desire to go back into your past, to see yourself now through different eyes. That's the biggest reason. Not so much to teach, but to see yourself from years ago or lifetimes ago to see how you've changed. And that's exactly what Yeshua did. And he went back a very different man.

< Discovery 4 > Indeed, Yeshua went back to also do some, what you call, teaching, sharing with others. But he wasn't met with big open arms. He went back up to the area up around Magdel, which is the north end of the Sea of Galilee, and he was met with a lot of ridicule. But there were a few who listened. There were a few who felt an underlying dissatisfaction with the rabbis and the temple and the religious organizations at the time. There was a few that heard the word “I am God also,” when he stood in front of them and said, “I am God also.” The majority laughed at him, shunned him, threatened him, but a few heard it and they stayed. Some of them became his disciples.

< Discovery 4 > And then more and more began to hear the word, because there were a lot of you who had come back at that time. You didn't consider him a savior. You considered him a friend. You didn't consider him to be some type of spiritual leader at all, because you knew he would never accept that role, never accept the role of leading a large group of people. So, my dear friends, he went back to collect himself, to remember himself, but now in a new way, and in doing so met a lot of you once again. You weren't in awe of him, because it was also you. Curious, yes. Fascinated, yes. You didn't know many people who had traveled to so many lands. But you felt a presence about him. You didn't know what it was. He didn't talk words like 'enlightenment.' He didn't talk even of the mysteries. He didn't perform any miracles to just fascinate people. But you felt his resonance.

< Discovery 4 > So here Yeshua was now with some friends that he would share time with. He met Mary Magdalene. They fell in love. Oh, such deep love. Shared a lot of intimate moments. See, Yeshua, had learned a lot about this thing now called Tantra in his journeys, and he knew how to share his body and his mind and his love in a way that very few humans have ever learned since. Oh, because there is so much chittering when you talk about sex, so much embarrassment. But he knew how to love himself, and therefore how to love another.

< Discovery 4 > Yeshua met Mary Magdalene, who was a mess at the time. Ah, she had her demons. She … eh, the story is contained in some of our other work, but she was mess and he showed her how to love herself. It took a long time. She had a lot of victim energy. She had a lot of fear of men, the masculine energy; ultimately, really of the masculine energy within herself that was manifested in her abusers. But she finally came to terms with the masculine, the feminine and the divine within herself, and together they lived in love. They never married. Didn't want to marry. It had been such a horrific memory for Yeshua he never wanted to repeat that. But yet they also knew they didn't need somebody else to marry them or attest to their love. It was strictly between them.  

< Discovery 4 > Question is, did Yeshua and Mary Magdalene have children? That's a big question. Everybody asks it. They write books about it. I contend that they did, but it was after Yeshua departed the physical body. Hm. Hm. Figure that one out. Now, that should give you a little bit of a clue into yourself. They did not choose to have children while he still walked the Earth. He knew it would end, and he shared that with Mary Magdalene. He said, “I'm here for a certain amount of time. I'll be leaving, but only leaving the physical. I'm still going to be here, and I'll show you. I'll show you what the soul, what the divine in love with itself can do, even after I leave.” So it was a relationship of the physical and the spirit that occurred after Yeshua's death that actually impregnated Mary who had two children by Yeshua. Ah yes. Interesting, fascinating story. But my friends at Christmas time, the holidays, it's your story. The story here about how life continues even when there's supposedly death.

< Discovery 4 > There are those who say that and there are some who believe it – the failure of Jesus. Jesus who comes to this Earth – whether you think in terms of Jesus or Yeshua – that comes here to show us the way, and ends up nailed on a cross, which, by the way, did happen. For those who don't think it did, no, he was nailed on a cross. But what was the point in allowing himself to be captured? Actually, he wasn't even captured. He just gave himself up. And then he made it worse. He provoked the Romans. He could have gotten off. He could have walked away. A little payoff would have gone a long way, if you know what I mean – a long way – but he provoked them. What was that about?

< Discovery 4 > If it brought the Christed seed to Earth, amazing thing – “Oh, this has been planned for a long time, we're all going to come back and sprinkle the Earth with our Christ seed; we're going to create this composite that is us all put together because it creates such an amazing bond with us, and we come down here 2,000 years ago, we're born into a physical body all around” – and then the Christ seed dies? The template of the Christ seed, the character, Yeshua, he dies at the end of the story. There is that within all of you – The Yeshua Failure. It's, yes, it's a beautiful story that you talk about, coming to Earth and being a Master and even what I would call the more real iteration of Yeshua, rather than Jesus the Carpenter.

< Discovery 4 > By the way, Yeshua, he didn't grow up in this poor family and this whole story of the nativity and no room at the inn, none of that. It makes a great story, but he grew up in the Essene community. They weren't rich. They weren't poor. They really didn't care that much about money. They liked to eat. They pretended they didn't like to have sex, but they really did. And they were very strict. Very strict. But it wasn't this life as a poor carpenter. No, not at all. But if a Master was going to come back now, a Master like Yeshua, would it be advisable for that Master to get killed? Other than making the news, but does that really serve the purpose? Can anybody understand what was the purpose?

< Discovery 4 > Yeshua, your 33-year-old creation, what was the whole thing about dying on the cross? Martyrdom? Not a lot, but eventually later on. Eventually later on. It wasn't a lot of news about it back then. The Essenes back in the community, back in the Yahad, was like, “Well, he was asking for it. Look, he was fornicating when he was young. He, you know, gives up his family and the community and goes wandering god knows where. No wonder he got killed.” Kind of. Kind of. There wasn't a lot of tears. He had a small group of followers, friends, and there was mourning there. But it took centuries really for this to get going.

< Discovery 4 > Not that it was the best ending in the story, but Yeshua got to the point where he was feeling that the disciples, the friends, others were becoming obsessed with him. You were becoming obsessed with yet another false idol now in the name of Yeshua. Felt that so many were hanging on every word. And yes, initially, there weren't many gatherings, and then got to be more and more. Felt that once again you were deferring to something else. And he warned his disciples at the time. He said, “If you keep this up, I'm leaving.” They thought he meant like going back to India or something.

He said, “If you keep it up, I'm checking out, because I am here to tell you the God is within you. Don't look to the God within me, but the God is within you.” And he felt that ultimately it would be best to go. And in doing so, he actually never really wanted to dramatize it. He didn't want to be a martyr, but he did want to prove a few points, and one of them was to show his followers at the time that life does go on.

< Discovery 4 > More important than even his Ascension [physical death]  … because, you see, some of the disciples at the time thought they were just hallucinating, you know, having visions or whatever. Drank some bad wine and suddenly Jesus appears. Some of you have had that. But he felt the true manifestation that “I live” was impregnating Mary Magdalene after he left. That that would be the proof that life does continue, that you can ascend with your body, that it's not just an apparition, a vision of the disciples on the road suddenly seeing Yeshua. But, “I will make this child with Mary and then you will see that life goes on. Then you will see that you can take your body with you.”

< Discovery 4 > How was it proven that Mary was impregnated by Yeshua? didn't anybody doubt her? So here Yeshua had been gone for about four months and suddenly she says, “I'm pregnant. Missed my monthly period,” and you can imagine the others, particularly the other women, were like “Yeah sure. Really? He just leaves. He just was executed. He went through all that, and suddenly you're out bopping somebody else?” That's exactly what they thought. They didn't say it quite like that. They talked a little different back then. Bop, you know, doing it, having a relationship with somebody else.

< Discovery 4 > And sure it caused a lot of questions, a lot of gossip in the community about it, but those who truly knew Mary Magdalene – the new Mary Magdalene, not the old Mary Magdalene; the reformed Mary Magdalene, as we used to call her – understood she would never lie about that. And then when the baby – babies – came out, anyone who had eyes to see could see it looked like Yeshua and had that kind of Yeshua glow about it, you know, the children.

< Discovery 4 > The children didn't live very long. They died after Mary got to France. They had a very difficult time because they were the offspring of two very amazing beings, including one that wasn't in physical body. He was light sperm, so it was a little bit different than regular. (some laughter) It was! So they had a very difficult time handling the energies. They didn't last long, and it wasn't … it was said that it was a flu or some disease going around at the time that did them in, but it was just they could not handle it. Similar to a lot of the Crystal Children coming in right now. They come in so clear and so unfamiliar with the ways of the Earth that they come in and they end up with things like ADD and some of the other sensitivities, allergy sensitivities, autism and things like that. They're having a very difficult time adjusting to this energy.

< Discovery 4 > I mentioned that Yeshua went back to Palestine – eh, politically incorrect – Israel. Went back to Israel after his many, many years away. You ever notice there was a huge gap in the Bible between the time he was about 14 and 33. So what were these lost years? How come there's no account for it? It was just kind of glossed over. Well, yeah, you know, he's turning over tables in the temple when he's 12 and then you don't hear from him till he's 30. That's a pretty long gap there. Well, they don't know. That's absolutely right. But they don't even make up a carpenter story or something like that. They don't even make up a story that he went and worked for some charity for a while. Anything. Anything. They just “Let's not discuss it.” It's just a little odd, and these type of things cannot and will not continue in the future. They can't.

< Discovery 5 > For Yeshua it ended on the cross, and there's a lot of stories what really happened. But he really did leave the physical body. He didn't die for your sins, because there is no such as sin. But he did die for you to come back, to incarnate back on Earth. He left so that those who would become the new Masters would come in. So in a sense you could say the second coming of Christ, the Christ consciousness, the second coming, the incarnation – so that you would reincarnate, would come back at this time right now. So for him it ended on a cross, and he did show up later energetically. He rose from the dead, integrated his body, but he showed up energetically just to remind the Apostles and to remind all that there really is no death. It keeps going.

< Kharisma 2 > There's Yeshua, and that's the true being that lived some 2,000 years ago. It was a, what you would call, the collective consciousness. It was a combination of a lot of beings putting their energy into what you could say a Standard, Yeshua who was truly a Master, Yeshua, who got angry, Yeshua, who had sex, Yeshua, who challenged why he was here, therefore in a way you challenging why you are here, Yeshua that came to plant the Christ seed consciousness – which means the crystal or Christos consciousness – on this planet. There's not too many that actually remember Yeshua, but for most of you, he was your teacher also, as he was mine. He was your teacher. So you could say that there's quite a few in the Ascended Masters Club that had the true Yeshua as their guide, as their teacher, as their Master.

< Kharisma 2 > For many of you it's been both – Yeshua, several thousand years ago; me, now. Am I comparing myself to Yeshua? Sure. (laughter) Why not? Is it some sacred territory, because in fact you and me are and were Yeshua. We were that Christ seed consciousness that came to this planet. Now you're coming back to realize the very Christ consciousness that you implanted. You're coming back to realize what you have always been, what you have always, always been. It's nothing new. It's who you truly are.

< Transhuman 4 > I still like to call it Christmas time. That may not be politically correct, I guess you're supposed to call it the “Holiday Season,” but to me it's the time of the year when we all remember why we came here – to plant the Christ Seed consciousness on Earth. It's not really about the birth of Yeshua, which didn't take place in December at all. He was a Pisces. It is really about that time to remember why we came here, the Christ Seed consciousness. We came here for a new hope, something on Earth, ultimately what would be the integration of humanity and divinity together. That's what Christmas time is all about.

< Emergence 11 > Yeshua, the one you know as Yeshua ben Joseph, some call Jesus, Yeshua was a collective of Shaumbra. It was a group energy where you each instilled part of yourself, part of your crystalline energy into this being called Yeshua. And Yeshua brought out some of the most amazing and some of the most difficult and challenging of the human condition. Yeshua was, in a way, your divinity in human flesh. And, as you know, Yeshua suffered much. At an early age – Yeshua was not born to a poor family and he was certainly not born in a manger. Yeshua was born to a somewhat affluent family, and he had a good education when he was young. He was never a carpenter, never hammered on wood or anything of the sort. That would have been beneath his role.

< Emergence 11 > Yeshua got married at a very young age, and then the marriages were arranged, but indeed he truly fell in love with the one who he was destined to marry. And he married this dear beautiful woman, and the two started out life in such a happy way, both having abundance, both having good families, both having good education. But within less than two years, his wife got sick and she died, and this crushed Yeshua. This crushed him. How could this happen? How could someone that you love and care for, how can they just die in front of you? With all the prayers that he did, calling in the rabbis, calling in the healers, nothing helped, and his wife died before his very eyes. This set him on his spiritual journey, and his story is so much like yours – it actually is your story.

< Emergence 11 > He had very little true interest in spirituality prior to the death of his wife, but now, in such a place of darkness, being so forlorn, he set out to find the answers, not knowing where he was going to go to, not knowing where he was going to end up, but set out to find the answers. He traveled all throughout Europe – England, France, Spain, Portugal, Germany – traveled all throughout Europe looking for the answers, and not finding what he wanted there, he went to Egypt. He sat in the King's Chamber of the Great Pyramid, a place that some of you have sat in. He went on to India. He went throughout the lands of the east searching for the answer, and finally he did, indeed, find the answer and it's really much of the same wisdom that you're bringing into your life right now. It's simple. It's easy. It is, “I Am that I Am. I allow the I Am.”

< Emergence 11 > And upon coming up with the answer and truly communing with his deceased wife – she in the other realms, he in the physical body – Yeshua came back to Jerusalem and spent the next three years teaching and loving and sharing. And suffering. Suffering, because so much of the human journey has been and still is about suffering. And then, to culminate all of the suffering, of course, his execution, crucifixion. It was kind of like almost the exclamation point on human suffering. Upon his death, as he transitioned to the other side, he and each and every one of you birthed Merlin. It wasn't in his lifetime; it was at the point of his death. He birthed Merlin. And so, you could say, each and every one of you had a part in that.

< Emergence 11 > He birthed Merlin to say, “We must keep magic on this planet,” for he could foresee, as you could foresee, there would come a day where the magic would be wiped out by religions, by rhetoric, and by being in a mental state. So, Merlin was created to keep the magic in the air. Merlin was created to keep things like fantasy and imagination in the air, and that's what Merlin does. Yeshua came back to his disciples, sometimes when they were in the group and sometimes individually, and he said, “I Exist. I am still here.” Oh, and they doubted, even though they saw Yeshua and this Merlin energy with their own eyes. They doubted and wondered how that could possibly be, and he stood in front of them and said, “I am the Merlin. I am still here. There is no death.”

< Emergence 11 > He stood in front of groups, up to as many as 500 people, as the Merlin and as Yeshua, and said, “Keep the magic on this planet.” And since then there have been many others who have taken on that title as Merlin. One at a time, including at one time the one you know as St. Germain, took on Merlin. And then, because Merlin is a time traveler, Merlin went before the time of Yeshua, into the times of Egypt, into the times when you were in the caves after the fall of Atlantis and there were Merlins who traveled back in time. Each Merlin was responsible for being the storyteller. That's a great part of the responsibility of the Merlin – to tell the stories, to share the stories – whether they did it verbally or whether you do it now with your media, to tell the stories.