The Masters Series SHOUD 8
Presented to the Crimson Circle April 3, 2010
Original Website http://www.crimsoncircle.com/
I am that I am, Adamus
of Sovereign Domain. Welcome to awareness.
Let's take a deep breath together as we begin our session. I'm going to ask Linda
to keep track of time today. This won't be long. (laughter) Do let me know
when it's eight o'clock. (more laughter because the Shoud usually ends around
5:00)
So, dear Shaumbra, here we are. Another
session together, another beautiful month of experiencing since our last time.
As Cauldre and Linda discussed before,
you're moving into a time of experience, going beyond all of the old dreadful
processing - I hope - into experience, and today is going to be an experience.
As a matter of fact, I'll guarantee it - money-back guarantee! Absolutely. If
at the end of our wonderful session today you are not happy with the
information that you've received; if you have not received something
substantial, life changing, earth breaking, joyful and overall just awesome
β¦
LINDA: You better be good.
ADAMUS: β¦ ask Linda for your money back. (laughter)
LINDA: You better be good.
ADAMUS: This Linda (Linda Hanson at the registration table), not that (Linda
Benyo). Nothing here, everything there. (more laughter) Yes, indeed, a
money-back guarantee. Pete, how much did you pay to be here?
PETE: Twenty-five.
ADAMUS: Twenty-five dollars to be here for an experience of enlightenment,
of joy, of laughter and of anger. Twenty-five dollars! (laughter) And how much
extra do they have to pay for the food, Kerri?
KERRI: Nothing.
ADAMUS: Nothing! For $25.00 you get me and food and a money-back guarantee
that you're going to receive something personal and transformational today.
And it also applies to all of you listening in online. How much have you paid
today to be here? Nothing? (laughter as Adamus looks into a video camera)
Nothing? You're joining with this incredible group of Shaumbra
- yes, you have to bring your own food, but β¦ and you haven't paid anything.
You haven't given a blessing? You haven't sent this incredible staff a little
note of thanks? You haven't given a few euros or yen or won or dollars to be
here? Let's change that right now.
If you're going to be here, you have to give something. As I talked about
months ago - just a blessing. Just a little blessing. Better yet, how about an
email to the staff. Not to Cauldre and Linda, they get plenty, but to the
staff of Crimson Circle and to the
teachers who are out teaching, and to all of the incredible translators and
interpreters, to those who are putting together the websites. Send a letter.
Send an email. Send it to β¦ email address?
LINDA: crimsoncircle.com.
ADAMUS: Uh, "somebody" at crimsoncircle.com. You may want to write
it there for the Roy-Cam to take a shot. Send it to β¦
LINDA: Michelle, what address?
MICHELLE: info@crimsoncircle.com.
ADAMUS: info@crimsoncircle.com. All of you listening in today, that's your
exchange and you get a money back guarantee. If you don't like what we have to
say today, we'll send your email back to you. (lots of laughter) This is the New
Energy. We offer guarantees on your spiritual enlightenment.
LINDA: You are amazing!
ADAMUS: So do send it β¦
LINDA: Is Geoff doing okay while you're saying these things?
ADAMUS: β¦ oh, he's out somewhere else. He's sleeping. It's jetlag time.
(laughter) I've taken over. (Adamus laughs) Oh, the things we're going to do
today!
So, dear Shaumbra, seriously though, we're doing this together. We're doing
this together. It's fun, it's arduous at times, it can be challenging, and I
know I make some of you a little upset and - I try to. I try to, because it
gets energy moving when you get a bit upset with me. But give thanks to this
group that's here today. Many of them traveled a long way to be here to add
their energy, to really create this incredible safe
space so you (looking into the camera) could participate.
And if you're not watching live right now, if you're reading or watching
this later, I'm talking to you just as well. Send a thanks, send a blessing,
because that way we can continue to evolve and expand everything we're doing
together. This isn't a group for those who want to be stragglers, those who
just want to hang on for a cheap ride. This group is truly moving into New
Energy, as you're going to see and experience for yourself today.
So let's take a deep breath β¦
(pause)
β¦ as we begin our journey - a journey that starts in this Now
moment and expands, a journey
into higher levels of awareness and consciousness,
a journey into β¦ by the way, I have to stop for a moment. Some of you are
absolutely shocked right now. Not necessarily the ones here, you've been
through this before (laughter), for the most part. But some of you are
absolutely shocked. "Is this a spiritual gathering?!" Uh, no.
(Adamus chuckles) No, I'm sorry. Go somewhere else on the website. This is a
gathering of consciousness and awareness. Some of you are shocked that we
could have this type of sacred gathering and be a little rambunctious.
Do you know what it was like in the Mystery
Schools hundreds of years ago? It was fighting and hair pulling and
screaming in between playing beautiful music and β¦
LINDA: Someone walked out already. I hope you're proud. (laughter)
ADAMUS: In between hair pulling and β¦ we had music. We had breathing, a lot
of breathing, but we got very real, as you probably know by now. Spirituality
or consciousness without reality is very false, is very false. So here we get
real - right? - in every way. We allow the full expression and we don't give a
damn what they think. Yes, yes! Absolutely! (audience applause) And welcome
back, yes. Yes. (laughter as someone re-enters the room)
What Voice Are You Listening To?
So, today I've decided we're going to do questions and answers.
LINDA: What?!
ADAMUS: We haven't done those in a while, so β¦ (one person applauds in
audience) You're going to be the lone applauder, because I'm going to ask the
questions (laughter), you're going to attempt to answer, and then I'll give
you the real answer.
LINDA: Oh, we know that!
ADAMUS: That's Adamus' questions and answers.
So we're going to start with the first question today. What's it like outside?
Let me peek. Beautiful β¦ beautiful day. (laughter as Adamus walks outside
and out of sight)
LINDA: No shoes. That's nice.
ADAMUS: Beautiful day. So the first question for you to contemplate is whose
voice are you listening to? Whose voice are you listening to?
SHAUMBRA: Mine.
ADAMUS: Mine. Sounds nice. Okay. Tibor, whose voice are you listening to?
TIBOR: Yours.
ADAMUS: Ah! Award β¦ Adamus Award. We now have the official Adamus Awards in.
No answer's a wrong answer, but very few deserve the Adamus Award. (Linda
hands Tibor an Adamus Award) There you go. And would you like to unwrap that
and let everyone see?
LINDA: Are you going to bless that or something or kiss him?
TYVER: Oh, certainly.
ADAMUS: Ah, the moment of suspense. And there it is - the Adamus award.
LINDA: The ace.
ADAMUS: The ace. Linda will hold one up for the Roy-Cam. (Linda holds up an
ace lapel pin)
ADAMUS: Joyce, whose voice are you listening to?
JOYCE: Yours.
ADAMUS: Mine? That answer's been taken, but that is a good one. Yes. Kerri, on
a day-to-day level, Kerri, day-to-day, whose voice do you listen to?
KERRI: Unfortunately, too many.
ADAMUS: Too many! Another Adamus Award.
LINDA: I only have β¦ remember, there's a limited supplies.
ADAMUS: Ah, we have plenty of food to give out today if we need to. Thank you.
Ah, yes. Who's next? Siglinde, whose voice do you listen to?
SIGLINDE: Spirit.
ADAMUS: Spirit. Who is Spirit, Siglinde? Let me run over here, and could we
have the microphone? Here.
Okay, Siglinde. Siglinde said she listens to the voice of spirit. Okay, but
what is Spirit?
SIGLINDE: All of us.
ADAMUS: All of us. So you're listening to all of us.
SIGLINDE: More or less.
ADAMUS: More or less. That's actually a pretty good answer. Since Linda's
going to be stingy today with the Adamus Awards, we'll go into Cauldre's
pocket and he's got β¦ (much laughter as Adamus goes through a wad of money)
β¦ that was a five dollar answer. (laughter and applause as he hands a five
dollar bill to Siglinde) Oh Cauldre, you can expense that later. Just don't
let the auditors see that.
So, whose voice do you listen to? Microphone please.
LINDA: It's on camera. You don't have to worry about the auditors.
ADAMUS: Whose voice do you β¦ (Adamus clears his throat) Microphone?
LINDA: Oh! I'm so lost.
ADAMUS: Whose voice do you listen to?
MARY SUE: I listen to mine, and you are going to destroy my illusion, are you?
ADAMUS: No, no, no, no, no, no.
MARY SUE: Okay.
ADAMUS: I destroy no illusion. I just place a lot of doubt in them. (laughter)
Edith β¦ Edith, whose voice do you listen to?
EDITH: My own divine voice.
ADAMUS: And where do you find that divine voice?
EDITH: Inside of me.
ADAMUS: Inside of you. So if I was a surgeon, I could cut you open and find
β¦
EDITH: No β¦
ADAMUS: Oh.
EDITH: β¦ no, no, smart aleck. (laughter)
ADAMUS: You listen to your own divine voice from within. How do you tune into
it?
EDITH: I have to be quiet.
ADAMUS: You have to be quiet. And then you hear your divine voice?
EDITH: If I'm lucky.
ADAMUS: And how often are you lucky - in listening to voices? (laughter)
EDITH: Uh, well β¦
ADAMUS: I'll answer for you - hardly ever. Once in a blue moon, and that's
probably a bit too much - I hope you don't mind me answering; you were right,
but I'm more right - very, very seldom.
Sue, whose voice do you listen to?
SUE: Well, it's the aspect that's screaming the loudest at this time.
(laughter)
ADAMUS: The aspect that's screaming loudest! Well that sounds really sick, but
give her an Award, (laughter) because it's true! It's absolutely true.
Okay, and sir, whose voice do you listen to?
SHAUMBRA (male): There are too many.
ADAMUS: Too many! That's correct. That's like aspects.
SHAUMBRA (male): And eventually to the heart space. And whatever rings in that
moment is the one.
ADAMUS: Could I listen to your heart space? (laughter as Adamus puts his ear
against the man's chest for a moment) All I hear is thump-thump, thump-thump.
But that's a good voice to listen to. (To Linda) Other side of the room.
LINDA: Oh, let me run.
ADAMUS: Yes.
LINDA: Oh, please, let me run for you!
ADAMUS: And then I'll have you writing on the board.
LINDA: Oh good!
ADAMUS: But we don't have a lot of time, so you have to hurry when you walk.
LINDA: Let me be your slave!
ADAMUS: So Joep. Joep, whose voice do you listen to?
JOEP: Many.
ADAMUS: Many. Yes, yes.
JOEP: Yes.
ADAMUS: Good answer. I think that deserves an Adamus Award. Yes, thank you.
Okay. And one last β¦ Vince, whose voice do you listen to?
VINCE: That chattering little piece of my mind.
ADAMUS: Exactly. Okay, it was already taken, so you don't get an Award. You
just kind of were redundant, but correctly redundant.
So, dear Shaumbra, this is an important point as we go forward: What voice are
you listening to? And generally what happens β¦ ready at the board, please.
LINDA: Oh please, let me hurry.
ADAMUS: Subtitle - uh, new fresh sheet of paper.
LINDA: Oh, of course.
ADAMUS: Voices.
LINDA: What color do you like?
ADAMUS: You pick. Getting human to make a choice β¦ (laughter)
LINDA: I'm very clear and can make a choice.
ADAMUS: So, voices. Generally, aspects.
Aspects, as you know, are aspects.
LINDA: One "s" or two?
ADAMUS: A-s-p-e-c-t β¦ a-s-p-e β¦ yes. So generally you are listening to the
voice of aspects. These are parts of your psyche
or your self. They could be from the past
life, could be from this lifetime, could be parts of you you don't really
consciously know exist - but they're parts of you. Each has their own agenda.
Ultimately, their agenda is to return back
to you, but there are a lot of conditions that need to be met in order for
that to happen, so they act out their own limited agenda and they're
constantly chattering.
Now, in a way, you don't necessarily distinguish the difference in the tone of
their voice, because it all comes through your mind
and therefore it all kind of sounds the same. But at any given point you could
have hundreds of aspects talking. And they do. They chatter all the time. They
don't have anything else to do. They don't have jobs. They don't sleep. They
don't have children, other than you. That was funny. They spend - what's your
human terms - 24/7 working you, manipulating you. Eventually, they will come
back, but right now they're tied up in this game. So the voices go on and on.
They push and shove each other out of the way a lot of times, trying to make
themselves heard above the vast noise of your psyche. So the voices get louder
and louder and louder. And what do you do? This is not a trick question, but
what do you do? Larry?
LARRY: Go crazy.
ADAMUS: Larry, goes crazy. Yes. So what do you do? You have all these voices,
you go crazy, and now what happens when you go crazy?
LARRY: It gets quiet.
ADAMUS: No, no, not all. You don't get an Adamus Award.
LARRY: Oh damn!
ADAMUS: You almost - you're on your way to one - but, no, what happens is when
you start to go crazy what you do - not talking about everybody else - what
you do is you distract yourself. You find a lot of distractions
and a lot of excuses - I'm not picking on you, but I am - a lot of
distractions and anything to quiet these voices down.
Some of you may drink. Some of you may act out very dramatically, because when
you act out in drama, suddenly your voice
becomes much bigger than your aspect's voices. But you have a nuthouse going
on, a crazy yard. It's voices, voices, voices from everywhere. And what you're
really trying to do is you're trying to block out these voices. But you can't,
can you?
Oh, dear Shaumbra, now very few of you have ever hit a point in meditation
where you can really quiet down. No offense, but you're not good meditators.
But you're Shaumbra, so β¦ but a lot of you have tried it, and you effort at
blocking. And you actually become, oh, almost good at being able to really
block things out, because you isolate yourself. The noise is still there, but
you're pretending that it's not. So, the noise is all around.
Now, in addition to your aspects, there are other noises. Where are they
coming from?
SHAUMBRA: Parent tapes.
ADAMUS: Parent tapes. Excellent. That's an Award and a dollar. (laughter) And
I'm going to ask Cauldre to bring a lot more cash with him. (more laughter)
LINDA: Who was that?
ADAMUS: You'll be filling this hall every month.
LINDA: And what exactly is the answer?
ADAMUS: Parent tapes. Parent tapes.
LINDA: Oh, parent tapes.
ADAMUS: What your parents told you.
LINDA: Oh-h.
ADAMUS: Those play over and over and over. You have them on the internal hard
drive called the mind, the brain. The brain, as you remember, is a memory
device. It stores memories and brings them back up. So you're thinking about
doing something and the parent tapes come back up. In raising your child -
your children - parent tapes come back up. So those play constantly.
What what else, what other noises are going on?
SHAUMBRA: The churches. Teachers.
ADAMUS: Church and teacher tapes. Church and teacher.
LINDA: Church and teacher. (writing)
ADAMUS: Let's call it "Preacher/Teacher tapes." Preacher/Teacher
tapes. Going on and on - "You're doomed to hell for an eternity."
That's a long time for doing something. Or your teacher constantly on you,
telling you you have to work harder, study harder. Studying doesn't get you
β¦ you know the best way to study? Put the book down on the floor and sit on
it. Breathe. Breathe, and you're going to absorb the information. (laugher)
And not through your brain, but through your energetic being. You're going to
absorb it, and you're going to get the essence of it. If they give you a test
an hour later, are you going to be able to fill in the intellectual answers?
No, but you're going to have the essence.
So what other tapes going on?
KATHLEEN: Belief systems.
ADAMUS: But whose belief systems?
SHAUMBRA: Ours? Aspects?
ADAMUS: Well that goes back to aspects. Yes.
SHAUMBRA: Mass consciousness.
ADAMUS: Mass consciousness was what I was looking for. How much do you want?
SHAUMBRA (female): Anything.
ADAMUS: Pin, dollar, or a kiss? (much laughter)
SHAUMBRA (female): I'll take a kiss. (lots of laughter and cheering as Adamus
kisses her)
ADAMUS: I love this job! (more laughter) So β¦ and back to Kathleen. Yes,
you're β¦ what did you say?
KATHLEEN: Belief systems.
ADAMUS: Belief systems. But that's a very
tangled, gnarly web - belief systems - because where are they coming from?
KATHLEEN: All over.
ADAMUS: All over. All over - your aspects and mass
consciousness and your preachers and teachers and the other
realms. The other realms account for a lot of belief systems and acting
out. Entities that are hanging out
around - not you, but you know what I'm talking about - the people that you
work with, the people who we're going to talk about in our upcoming workshop.
Oh, Cauldre's telling me I'm talking too fast, but you know, this is a relief,
because in our recent Asia trip I had to talk so slow I got constipated.
(laughter) I didn't, Cauldre did. But he β¦ it's β¦
LINDA: How did that help your book reading?
ADAMUS: TMI. (laughter) (TMI = Too Much Information)
LINDA: How did that help your book reading?
ADAMUS: So there are these entities that hang around and influence people who
are particularly imbalanced.
Now, please don't run home, hop into bed, pull the covers over and wonder what
entities are trying to be with you at that point, because you know, very
easily, if there is, you do what?
SHAUMBRA: Beat them up.
SHAUMBRA: Get out of there.
ADAMUS: Beat them up, run the other way. No, no, no. No, you make a conscious choice.
"Get the hell out of my life." Be clear. Don't be a pansy. Don't try
to process them. Be clear. "Get out of my life, now." You don't need
them, and if you do, there's something you need, which we're going to talk
about in June. Therapy.
So you have all these voices going on and when you stop for a moment, because
life has gotten so crazy, so overwhelming, and you break down, and you say,
"Please, I need some help from somewhere, from something!" And you
still hear a lot of voices, and you still have a lot of clutter. So what do
you do?
SHAUMBRA: Breathe.
LINDA: Go shopping.
ADAMUS: You should breathe, but you β¦ you go shopping, yeah, or you
withdraw. You withdraw and you limit yourself, because you don't know what
voice to listen to anymore. By the way, I'm not picking on anyone, but I'm
trying to help you to understand, because you're going to help a lot of others
understand - what voice are you listening to.
The True Voice
The real voice is the Body of
Consciousness. It's an encompassing voice, and it's not just the divine.
As we talked about in our last gathering, you've kind of separated the divine,
put it off in a spiritual closet somewhere, locked the door and then forgot
where the closet is. So I don't want to say the Body of Consciousness is just
divine. It is also human. It's also mental. It's also your future
potentials, and the past or yesterday's potentials that were never actualized
or realized.
You know, as we've talked about before, you've had things happen to you in the
past, but that's very false, because while you had an experience of being,
let's say, in a β¦ I was going to say car crash, but that would put something
in your mind and you might have one tonight. So let's not say that. Let's say
in the past you had an incident where you got very, very sick. Oh, now you
think you're going to have to get sick tonight. (laughter)
Well, let's say you got very sick, and now you believe that you had a period
in your life where you became very sick and almost died. And you record that
now as the event that took place. It would be like it was published in a
newspaper and it is what it is. It's news. It's history, but actually not at
all. It was one of many potentials, very
alive and real potentials. It was the one you happened to manifest in this
reality, but you had many potentials in other
realities that were manifested in a nonphysical form. You had many, many
other potentials that were contemplated - you thought about them at some level
- but were never actualized. That's your real history - your potentials - not
what you think happened.
But I'm β¦ you already got your money's worth. Already. Already. So don't
fear (to Linda), I don't think you'll have any requests. And you online
(looking into the camera), start writing those letters of thanks to the staff.
So the real voice and the voice that is now emerging, that you can truly feel,
is the Body of Consciousness. Consciousness is awareness. We talked last month
about your Body of Consciousness - the I Am of this exact moment. Yesterday
doesn't matter. Past lifetime is irrelevant.
The potentials of the future can actually only be pondered or contemplated
from this moment. You don't go into your future potentials to contemplate
them. There are a lot of things that are going to happen to you, or
potentials, Elizabeth, in the months to come - wonderful things, by the way.
Now, you don't go into the future to contemplate them. You contemplate them
from right here. But you have to be able to trust the voice - The Voice - and
the reason why so often you go into the past or you project into the future is
because you don't trust this voice in the Now moment. This is amazing.
Amazing.
So what we're going to do today is start that process of trusting the voice.
But you have to understand where all of the other voices come from - mass
consciousness, aliens, other nonphysical
entities.
LINDA: Aliens?
ADAMUS: Sure, aliens - everybody needs a little alien now and then - and ghosts,
spooks. Spooks - I like that word. Spooks. They're all around. And
actually the funny thing is there could be spooks in the room right now.
They're not today. But - they're not - spooks are ghosts, dead ones, who are
roaming the Earth, who haven't released.
LINDA: Which category do you fall in? (laughter)
ADAMUS: Uh β¦ Grand. Ascended Master.
LINDA: Ohhh! What's wrong with me! Oh! A new category. Oh!
ADAMUS: Yes, and, oh, also if you would, voices - put Adamus on there.
LINDA: Oh, Grand Ascended Masters.
SHAUMBRA: I am that I am.
ADAMUS: Yes you are.
SHAUMBRA: Thank you.
ADAMUS: Yes. So, what we do now is get into awareness of the voice of your
Body of Consciousness, your awareness. It doesn't speak in language. We all
know that. We've talked about no
definition, no words. Voice is actually a misnomer, but it's the closest
that we can get here, but it's the feeling, the knowingness in the moment.
That's the voice.
You're not going to hear sounds, words, in your head. You're going to maybe
feel something in the heart, in the gut, but you're going to feel a β¦ I'll
define it using Cauldre's definition when he goes into connection - I hate
that word 'channel' - when he's goes into connection mode. There's a golden,
honeyish, warm, sweet energy that flows through, creates those chills that go
from the top of the head down to the feet. And that's the voice. That's the
knowingness that you're there, and that's what you feel or become aware of or
listen to, for lack of better words.
It may or may not have attributes of your humanness. This voice is partly your
humanness, so you may hear some of that, but it's the Allness. It takes
implicit trust - trust in yourself - because what happens, the moment you
start listening to the voice of the Body of Consciousness, the I Am, every one
of those voices starts coming up as well. Why? Because it's quiet time for
mommy and daddy. It's quiet time for you, and this is their opportunity to
start pushing their agendas, to start vying for position, to start getting you
to act upon whatever their imbalance is.
So suddenly there's this flood of other voices coming in, and at that point
you remind yourself of the I Am, of who you are. Not a β¦ can I swear?
LINDA: Oh, please.
ADAMUS: Okay. Not, oh, there's β¦
LINDA: No F-word. Don't use the F-word.
ADAMUS: Oh, never, never, never, never, never.
LINDA: That offends too many people.
ADAMUS: No β¦ oh, I'll use the nice word. No falseness about the I Am.
LINDA: Oh, come on, you could use that word.
ADAMUS: Which word?
SHAUMBRA: Shit.
ADAMUS: No, it's two syllables.
LINDA: Shit is two syllables?
ADAMUS: It is if you put a cow in front of it.
LINDA: Oh!! Oh, bullshit.
ADAMUS: Yeah, yes, yes. See, now she said it, not me. (laughter) I would never
use foul language in talking to a group.
LINDA: I'm in service! (laughter)
ADAMUS: But, you know, sometimes when you say, "I am that I am" -
we've done this with groups of Shaumbra around the world. Had them say β¦
well, let's do it right here. Okay. I'm going to ask you to, in just a moment,
to say "I am that I am."
On the count of three - one, two, three:
AUDIENCE: "I am that I am."
SHAUMBRA: Hallelujah.
ADAMUS: (chuckling) This is not a revival group! (laughter) Well, or perhaps
it is. Perhaps it is.
No, that was actually better than anticipated. Let's try it one more time, but
a little bit more real in it, a
little bit more grit, a little bit more you in it. On the count of three, and
let's do this for the nonpaying webcast audience. On three - one, two, three:
ADAMUS AND AUDIENCE: "I am that I am."
ADAMUS: Pretty good. Pretty good. You're still wondering if you can believe
it, but actually you're starting to. Excellent.
So you remind yourself during this process of listening to the real voice
"I am that I am. I am that I am." Then these other voices actually
do start settling down a bit. They don't necessarily go away. You're not
blocking them out, but suddenly they're listening. They're listening, saying,
"What was that? What was that that Marc said? Did I really hear Marc say
'I am that I am?'"
Now, they don't necessarily really buy into it yet, but the part of them, that
light within, wants to buy in. So they'll stop for a moment and they'll listen
again while you say β¦ (Adamus leans toward Marc)
AUDIENCE: "I am that I am."
ADAMUS: I wanted Marc to say it, but that was good. (laughter) And so β¦
MARC: I have many voices (much laughter from Adamus and audience) We need an
Award for Marc for cleverness, wittiness.
LINDA: Do you want to hand it to him?
ADAMUS: No, no. You. You're the official hander.
LINDA: I'm happy.
ADAMUS: For wittiness.
LINDA: I'm in service.
ADAMUS: So all these voices stop for a moment and again, you say, Marc β¦
MARC: I am that I am.
ADAMUS: Yes. And they actually quiet down for a moment. They're ready to
pounce again at any point, but they quiet down for a moment. In this sacred
safe space is when you really start hearing your real voice, your Body of
Consciousness voice, your aware voice.
Let's try it right now. This is a safe space - god, I hope. We've gone for ten
years here, no major accidents. So this is a safe space. You know all these
voices haunt you at times, but now you're really starting to realize the I Am.
You're not letting them run the farm anymore, you're taking back the
leadership. You're taking back yourself. You're taking back the I Am that I
Am.
So we're going to play a little bit of background music, just to have your
mind think it's doing something, and I'm going to ask you to be very bold and
open up your awareness. Don't listen with your ears, but listen with your Body
of Consciousness, your entire being. Listen to yourself, feel yourself and
know yourself.
We're going to ask our friend John to put on a little bit of very beautiful
music - multidimensional layered and very conducive music. So take a deep
breath β¦
["Lemurian Homecoming" by Anders Holte plays for about 5 minutes]
[Adamus stands in silence for another minute]
ADAMUS: Take a deep breath β¦ relax.
Relax.
Wow. I'm very, very impressed with this entire group. The musical composition
or the toning was from Anders Holte from Germany. Many of you are familiar
with his work. And it wasn't the toning that is the voice that you're
listening to. It was actually more of a distraction than anything.
LINDA: Do not use the restroom. (laughter as Adamus walks off to the men's
toilet)
ADAMUS: What you are really doing is your mind was focusing on that so you
could start relaxing β¦
LINDA: Don't do it!
ADAMUS: β¦ so you could start getting into that quiet state. (a toilet
flushes) And β¦ ah β¦ (much laughter)
LINDA: Shame on you!
ADAMUS: So, while the toning was going, you were able to let go, relax a
little bit, and then when the music stopped β¦
LINDA: Is your zipper up?
ADAMUS: When all of those voices had kind of settled down, when everything had
quieted down then when the music stopped and it was quiet, you had a minute or
so of actual, real quiet. And you notice you didn't necessarily hear a big
voice. It just felt really good. That's the big voice. That's the Body of
Consciousness.
No commotion, no wondering if you're doing it right. See, you thought we were
done and you actually relaxed because you weren't doing the homework anymore,
you were just waiting for me to start up. That moment, that brief moment, was
when the real voice within comes up.
It doesn't tell you what to do. Please, please, please don't expect that it's
going to tell you what car to buy, where to go on vacation or anything like
that. Those are such old days where you needed somebody or something telling
you what to do. It doesn't need to, it doesn't want to. It just wants to be
with you. That's the greatest voice of all - yourself wanting to be with you.
Feeling so safe now in this rather harsh reality that it can just be with you.
It's the only voice you need. You don't need messages. You don't need defined
answers. That's what you listen to.
This multidimensional toning composition from Anders is a wonderful way to get
into that. I believe it can be found in your website. [Lemurian Homecoming is
in Shaumbra Shoppe] But whether you choose that or something else, it's a
great way to get into that and then just allow that quiet safe space. You're
going to start hearing, feeling the real voice.
Awareness and New Potentials
So let's move on to my next question today. And just for those of you who are
wondering, am I going to answer the question 'did Jesus die on the cross?'
It's Easter. It's Easter Aandrah. Hundreds of Shaumbra around the world want
to know. I might, if we have time. I might. It's a fascinating answer.
So I do have β¦ well actually we all have an appointment. I forgot to tell
you. And the reason why I'm going to have to go, you know, by, well let's say,
five o'clock - oh, let's say, six (laughter) - is because we're working on
something right now. You probably didn't know. You knew (speaking to Linda)
because you felt awful before and you thought it was about you, but it's not.
It's not. Ooh, I'm singing! (laughter) (Adamus starts singing) Hmmm, it's not
about you! (more laughter)
So we're working on something right now, because that's what we do. That's
what you do. Take a deep breath and I'll explain what it is. There's actually
a terror attack planned for tomorrow, Easter. Yes, makes sense. A little
disruption of sacred religious services - it's an attention-getter. It gets in
the news. It makes big news. And shame on those who do acts of terror on a
sacred holiday, no matter what religion it is, but it's a sacred holiday. It
doesn't matter if you're honoring the living or the dead, but it's sacred. But
there's a plan underway, and that's why I have to leave here sooner than later
to go work with the terrorists - not encouraging them, of course - and you're
working with them also.
So what do we do when we're working with a group of terrorist who plan
destruction on precious human lives on a big scale? Do we go in and yell at
them, Steve?
STEVE: No.
ADAMUS: Do we pray for them, Marilyn?
MARILYN: If you want.
ADAMUS: If β¦ no, you give me a dollar. (lots of laughter) Give me a dollar.
Give me a dollar for her! (addressing her brother, more laughter) I'll turn
this into a profitable company one way or the other. (laughter) No, you don't
pray for them, because that's your agenda.
That's your lack of compassion β¦
Sorry, but I got a dollar out of it.
So do we go in and use psychic energy on them?
SHAUMBRA: No.
ADAMUS: No. No, no, no, no. So what we do?
SHAUMBRA (shouting from the back): Honor.
ADAMUS: Okay. We β¦
SHAUMBRA: Have compassion.
ADAMUS: Compassion.
LINDA: You want a list?
ADAMUS: Sure.
EDITH: It would feel better to hire a hit man. (much laughter)
ADAMUS: Give me your β¦ I want your purse! I want the whole damn thing! I
want everything! (lots of laughter) Aandrah, are you busy tomorrow?
AANDRAH: Yes.
ADAMUS: I need a session.
So, compassion. Absolutely. You go in - actually, we go in - with compassion.
And we're there right now. Part of you is there right now in this planning, in
this meeting that the terrorists are having. We go in there with an expanded
sense of awareness. In other words, these things don't have to happen.
There is no destiny. We go in there with an awareness of grander potentials.
Not to inflict it, not to demand it. But it would be like walking in with a
huge basket of presents and saying, "How about this, instead of - boom -
this? How about things like loving yourself instead of being angry with your
mother and thinking you have to blow up the world?" How about this basket
of presents, this potential, that says, "You are God, now act like
it," rather than saying, "this is God and these other rules and
follow it or we're going to kill you."
So we go in there with a very expanded sense of awareness, and maybe, just
maybe, they absorb it. They feel it. Maybe one in the group or five in the
group stop for a moment and say, "I feel something. I hear a voice. I
feel something, and, you know, is this really what we want to do to get our
voice heard?" That's all they're trying to do, get their voice heard.
"Maybe we don't need to blow things up, but maybe, just maybe, we start
taking a look at ourselves, how we individually, one by one, even though we've
worn this costume of being a terrorist, how maybe we can start changing the
world by changing ourselves; where we can get over control and anger and
having our past life aspects rear
their ugly head and want to blow up things."
So, Shaumbra, when we go in, as we are doing right now, into this gathering of
terrorists who are working through their last minutes plans, we go in with
that compassion. By the way, it's the same way of dealing with yourself,
because - (to Linda) flip back please to the page with voices - these are
terrorists. These are terrorists. Aandrah? Yes. Do they like blowing things
up?
AANDRAH: Yes.
ADAMUS: Sometimes yes. Yes. Sometimes they just like the hypnotic effect.
Sometimes they just like to cry a lot, but yes, some of them like blowing
things up within you. Blowing that up (points to head). That's an easy target.
So, back to our discussion. There truly is a group of terrorists who are
planning something for tomorrow. So here we sit and we say that that energy,
that stuck energy of anger, of control, can be transmuted,
not out of force but out of compassion and honoring, not out of arm wrestling
and not negotiating, believe it or not. We don't β¦ I don't negotiate at all.
If you truly understand the I Am, there's no negotiation. "I Am. I'm not
going to negotiate it. I Am that I Am, nothing more, nothing less." So we
go in there with our presence, and may the presence be felt by them.
So what happens? Well, one of several different scenarios. Tomorrow you wake
up and there's some very bad news. Of course, none of you really want that
potential. Most people don't. Or tomorrow there's some interesting news. A
group of terrorists on their final portion of their plan did something stupid.
Their plans went awry. They couldn't blow up the bomb in their underwear.
(some laughter) I'll never understand that one. (more laughter)
I have to say, terrorists β¦ (to Linda) would you go back to the voice page.
LINDA: My pleasure.
ADAMUS: Terrorists are not very smart. They're really not. They're loud, but
they're never smart, ever. Ever. So that's another potential. "Government
officials uncover plan to β¦" fill in the blank, destroy something.
"At last minute it's thwarted." That's when you get the big smile on
your face and go, "God dang we're good!" (laughter) And we didn't
have to force anything. We just took our awareness in the Now moment and
placed it there. Amazing! Magic! Actually, not magic at all, so simple that
there's nothing mysterious about it.
Or the third scenario: nothing. Nothing. You don't read about a thing. Nothing
happens tomorrow. It comes and goes like another day, because at some level
within the plan it just fell apart. It just fell apart, whatever little detail
or details. Or maybe the leader of this group suddenly had a heart attack and
keeled over. Not that we caused it, but you know, dear Shaumbra, when there's
a lot of heart energy such as you have and you put out, it can affect
somebody's heart. If they have really closed down energy, it can open it up
suddenly, too fast.
So you read about nothing, nothing happened, and then you wonder, "Well,
was Adamus just making this all up? Because any scenario, Adamus was right.
Any scenario." So the good scenario for me is if the plot is thwarted and
makes the news. The bad one for everybody is if it works and the terrorists
don't feel our presence. And the one that actually would be best is, well, I'm
not going to rank it best, but the one that actually I would feel good about
is if nothing happens, their plans fall apart, because that tells me that
consciousness truly is expanding. It's not going to tolerate intolerance.
LINDA: That's good.
ADAMUS: It's not going to allow all of this Old Energy control from going on.
LINDA: Can I write that?
ADAMUS: Yes. I have no idea what I said, but β¦
So, dear Shaumbra, let's take a moment, if you would. We're working on this -
all of us (to the camera). You can stop writing those letters of thanks and
take a moment right now to take a deep breath. The world is a beautiful place.
It truly is. No experience like it. You really can't ascend in the angelic
realms. You can go there to recover from being on Earth (laughter), but you
can't ascend. You can go there to hide between lifetimes also, but it's here.
It's right here where we do this work.
And this battle between terrorists and the heartfelt, the compassionate and
the aware, this battle between the forces of old and the consciousness of new,
it's not just about Earth you know. It's also affecting
and has grand implications in the other
realms. There are angelic realms β¦ oh, I'm going to talk about angels
one of these days. I'm going to give you the real lowdown on angels and it's
not as fluffy as what you would think. (some laughter) It's an amazing thing,
but there are angelic beings who are really holding back. They don't want
creation to move forward, for whatever reasons. I'll go into that. Would you
write that down on the list of things that we're going to do before I leave
β¦
LINDA: Oh, oh.
ADAMUS: β¦ is we're going to do an angel workshop and we'll call it something
like (in a dramatic voice) "Angels - Forces of Good or Forces of
Evil." (laughter)
LINDA: What do you want up here, Angel Workshop?
ADAMUS: Angel Workshop is good enough for now. I'm trying to help with the
marketing and keeping things moving. That's why I'm offering the money back
guarantee on this workshop today.
So anybody want their money back at this point?
SHAUMBRA: No.
ADAMUS: Good. We're not done.
So, let's expand our awareness, our compassion into this energy, this
consciousness of the terrorist group. Just be there. Take a deep breath and
just be there. No lectures. You don't have to have your voice chattering away
at them just like you don't need other voices chattering away at you. Just be
there, every part of you β¦
(pause)
Your wisdom β¦
What you've learned over these years about consciousness and energy β¦
(pause)
Bring that with you.
What you know about the internal strife within yourself, what you know about
tilting at windmills, how it's really just a big illusion.
How you know, when you finally love and trust yourself, there's no need for
any sort of terrorism. You don't have to blow things up to move things
forward.
Let's just be there, this moment.
(pause)
As you probably already have guessed β¦ figured out β¦ it's not just in a
geographic location on the planet that this group is operating. They're
operating in the nonphysical realms. As a matter of fact, you could say that
the humans who are operating in the physical realms are being manipulated by
beings on another realm who are projecting their voices onto the humans, their
agendas.
Let's just be there in all the realms β¦ in the true I Am presence.
(pause)
And now let's gently, gently come back to focus here, but actually part of you
is still there. And remember, no agenda of the outcome. No agenda. The moment
you go to an agenda, you start to put an imbalance on it. So no agenda of the
outcome; it is what it is.
Let's take a deep breath, and we're continuing to work here, but there's
activity going there. I can't wait for us to talk about it next gathering.
Who's Pulling the Strings?
So, let's really shift gears here for a moment. So I'm going to ask you who's
pulling the strings in your life? I'm going to ask Linda to run around with
the microphone.
LINDA: My pleasure.
ADAMUS: So, I'm going to start right up here. Let's start with On,
Garret. Who's pulling the strings in your life?
GARRET: A lot of the time it's my aspects
that are screaming.
ADAMUS: A lot of times aspects that are β¦ thank you for the very honest
answer. Absolutely. Good. Linda, you pick and choose this time.
LINDA: Okay. Anybody want to throw a hand up? Do you dare?
ADAMUS: Who's creating the reality in your life? And yes, this is a trick
question.
LINDA: They all are.
ADAMUS: Who's creating the reality?
MARY: A lot of times it's my mind.
ADAMUS: Your mind, yes, that's a good answer. You may want to carry some
Adamus awards with you, because I have a feeling this is going to be better
than what I'd planned for. So, sometimes it's your mind.
LINDA: Any award winners?
ADAMUS: Yes, to Mary. Mary gets an award. So who's pulling the strings? I know
you want the answer. (addressing Jane) You look so radiant today.
JANE: Thank you. It's the list that's up there. It's all the same.
ADAMUS: The list that's up there. Yes, that's good. Kind of been said, so I
can't give you an award, but you are correct. So I'm not going to embarrass
you in front of millions of people. Billions, maybe. Yes.
SHAUMBRA (female): I am. I'm pulling the strings. I'm creating my own reality.
ADAMUS: You are. Really?
SHAUMBRA (female): Yes.
ADAMUS: Really? Did you choose your birth parents?
SHAUMBRA (female): Yes.
ADAMUS: Really? When?
SHAUMBRA (female): Before I came down to this planet.
ADAMUS: Really?! Do you remember it?
SHAUMBRA (female): No.
ADAMUS: Who was there with you?
SHAUMBRA (female): That's a very good question.
ADAMUS: But you say you're creating this reality, yet β¦
SHAUMBRA (female): Down here. Down here.
ADAMUS: Down here.
SHAUMBRA (female): Yes.
ADAMUS: Okay, but didn't it start with your birth parents?
SHAUMBRA (female): Oh yes.
ADAMUS: Okay. But you don't remember.
SHAUMBRA (female): I don't remember choosing them, but I know that I did.
ADAMUS: You think that you did.
SHAUMBRA (female): Correct.
ADAMUS: But you don't know that you did otherwise you would tell me what the
meeting was like with the other angels and how you chose the birth parents.
You didn't choose your β¦
SHAUMBRA (female): Well, I could make up a good story.
ADAMUS: Yes. Take DreamWalker Birth. You'll find out you were sucked through
this tube back to Earth based on a lot of unfulfilled desires and kicking and
screaming. It wasn't a conscious choice, I hate to tell you.
SHAUMBRA (female): Yeah, okay.
ADAMUS: With all love and compassion, but you didn't choose it.
SHAUMBRA (female): Okay. (laughter as Linda hands Adamus an Award)
ADAMUS: I wanted money! So who's pulling the strings? Greg?
GREG: Unfortunately, sometimes it's bureaucracies.
ADAMUS: Yes, bureaucracies pulling the strings. They're pulling the strings,
but you're buying into it like a little puppet. (Adamus dances like a puppet
on strings) Yes.
LINDA: How cute! Do that again.
ADAMUS: Like a little puppet on the strings, because you buy into the belief
system that the bureaucracy has the final say.
GREG: Not always.
ADAMUS: That's common. Not always. No, no. Many times. Not always at all, but
it's a good observation. Okay.
LINDA: Does he get a prize?
ADAMUS: Not quite, no. No. The prizes are for the ones that really make
everybody go "ooh" and "ahh." We have a hand over here.
LINDA: Oh, very good. You are a brave one, sir.
ADAMUS: Who's pulling the strings?
TIBOR: My first thought would be that I don't know. I absolutely don't know,
but β¦
ADAMUS: That's good. Leave it right there. Give him a prize. But now you can
continue. Yes, go ahead.
TIBOR: But as I let go of trying to figure that out, because you can't figure
out "I don't know," it seems like we are co-creating. The more I let
go of "I don't know," the more I'm allowing all of us together to
come up with what do we want to live and experience. (Someone says,
"Wow.")
LINDA: Where are you from?
TIBOR: Source.
ADAMUS: Source! (Adamus laughs, audience laughter and applause) I would like
to go over to our table here.
LINDA: Oh my god.
ADAMUS: They hardly are ever included. So, any one of you can answer. Who's
pulling the strings?
MICHELLE: My Body of Consciousness.
ADAMUS: Your Body of Consciousness. Okay, good. Now keep the microphone
because we're going to go with this. So, your Body of Consciousness. Okay, but
you just learned about Body of Consciousness a month ago.
MICHELLE: Um hmm.
ADAMUS: So what about all the other experiences in your life up until February
2010, where did those come from? Who was pulling the strings?
MICHELLE: My aspects.
ADAMUS: Aspects. Yes, yes. That's good.
MICHELLE: My aspects have been pulling my strings, but Body of Consciousness
really felt right to me.
ADAMUS: Right.
MICHELLE: So to me it's my Body of Consciousness.
ADAMUS: It's a good answer, but none of you really believe it yet. None of you
are experiencing it yet.
LINDA: Doesn't that get a prize anyway?
ADAMUS: Uh, not quite. I'm sorry, but next time. Uh, yes.
RICKI: People around me that I allow to control me, to β¦
ADAMUS: Yeah. People around you.
RICKI: β¦ pull my strings.
ADAMUS: Absolutely. Pull your strings. So β¦ Nancy?
NANCY: What?
ADAMUS: (laughing) Nancy, Kathy. I just want to give this table attention.
They're always working so hard serving you, so who's pulling the strings in
your life.
NANCY: I was just going to say it all depends on what I'm doing. Like at work
it's the bosses.
ADAMUS: Right, exactly.
NANCY: At home it could be, you know, whatever I'm doing. My grandkids.
ADAMUS: Right, okay.
NANCY: All depends on what I'm doing.
ADAMUS: Good. Good. Honest answer. Kathy?
KATHY: Ego.
ADAMUS: Ego. Ego, and where is ego?
KATHY: It's all that. (pointing to the list)
ADAMUS: It's all that. Okay, good. Good answer.
By the way, not to correct you, but I always do. The ego
is not a bad thing. Ego actually derives from the term "I go. I expand, I
experience." But along the way ego was made into a bad word, but actually
it's great to have a lot of ego. (laughter as Adamus poses)
LINDA: Thank god.
ADAMUS: You think of ego in negative terms like somebody being egotistical,
full of themselves, self-centered. And there is a line - a fine line, but it
is a line - there's a difference between absolutely self-centered where you're
feeding or stealing
energy from other people and being self-aware and self-filled, meaning you
don't need to steal energy from anybody. You are so aware of yourself and so
damn in love with yourself, you don't need to steal. You don't need to make
excuses for yourself. You don't have any doubt about yourself so you can
express openly and joyfully. You don't need to hold back. That ego is a
beautiful thing. It's the expression of the I Am.
Yes, a couple more here. Siglinde?
SIGLINDE: The physical body pulls a string or two.
ADAMUS: Absolutely. Physical body pulls a lot of strings. Absolutely. You can
be having a really good day and then an ache or a pain, the voice of your
biology, jumps forward and starts screaming and it'll ruin a good day. Yes.
Aleya?
ALEYA: For me it's a degree of trust of myself. How well I trust myself in
that moment depends upon whether I agree with the aspects β¦
ADAMUS: Right.
ALEYA: β¦ or I agree with the I Am.
ADAMUS: Okay. Exactly. Very honest answer. Yes. Sometimes because of lack of
trust, you allow the others to pull the strings. It's actually easier some
days to have somebody pulling the strings (Adamus dances like a puppet) and
you β¦
LINDA: I missed that. I was walking. Could I see that again?
ADAMUS: β¦ have somebody pulling the strings and (he dances again) β¦
Cauldre doesn't like that.
LINDA: Really?!
ADAMUS: No, no.
SHAUMBRA (male): The way you're saying this it's almost like you're talking
about being influenced by others. How are you being pulled, the strings by the
puppeteer? Who's pushing your buttons? Would it not be better to look to that
quiet voice within and increasingly make more choice from what you know?
ADAMUS: Ah, I guess I'll just go home now! I don't need to finish the lecture,
but I have some interesting diagrams. So, yes, two little awards. Yes.
LINDA: Oh, for god's sakes.
ADAMUS: But I'm going to say it a little different. Not better, just
different.
EDITH: He wants a gold piece.
ADAMUS: We're coming out with that soon.
So, now I'm going to go to the board for some diagrams. So the question is,
who's pulling the strings? And if you had told me "nobody," I would
have had to call you a liar.
EDITH: What's new? (much laughter)
ADAMUS: (laughing) Oh give her something! Something! Yes, thank you. Oh, this
so much reminds me of our old Mystery Schools where we would go for days.
Sometimes some of you would get so drunk even, and then feel miserable the
next morning, and sometimes it was just sheer beauty and joy. I miss that, but
here we are doing it again.
So at times β¦ there are a lot of new agers in denial and they say that
there's nobody pulling their strings. And so I ask them β¦ I couldn't do it
with you. I was trying to goad you into it and have you give me some of those
b.s. answers. But, dear Shaumbra, sometimes there's the answer that says,
"Nobody. I'm creating my own reality." So I say, "Oh really. So
you have certain gifts and talents, where did you get those from?" And
these others, who are not so real, say, "Well I created them."
Really. And you remember creating them. "Well, no, but I created
them." And there are those who say, you know, "I am the creator of
my reality." And I'm like, "Really? And this is what you
created?!" That was funny. (laughter) So often I hear these very esoteric
answers, but there's no real life application. They're not real.
Waveforms of Consciousness
So I want to discuss here in our remaining moments, which could be hours, I
want to discuss who's pulling the strings and I want to answer my own question
- the question that has perplexed many of you for so often - does a human have
free will? We're going to answer that
here today. You're going to get your money's worth. Does a human have free
will?
EDITH: They have free choice.
ADAMUS: Do they?
GARRET: Very expensive choice. (laughter)
ADAMUS: I'm going to draw now. So I'm going draw, and this is all symbolic.
Don't take it literally, but it's a good way of showing. Your source
is on a journey. Your self is on a journey.
And we talked in our last conversation about the Body of Consciousness but the
Body of Consciousness has different - I'm going to call them - waveforms or
different dances that they do. Your spirit has a waveform. It's a beautiful
waveform. Don't take this literal, this is symbolic. (Adamus draws a waveform)
Your spirit is on this journey, and it has a few of its own desires.
The desires can be summed up very easily. Your spirit, your self wants to know
thyself, in answer to the age old question you asked a long time ago,
"Who am I?" It's finding out. It wants to know
thyself, and it does it through what I call the three X's - triple X-rated
- which are experience, expansion
and expression.
This is what your spirit, divine, whatever you want to call it, wants to do.
It's out there dancing along, floating along. It just wants to know itself,
and it wants to experience. It can't know itself without experience, so it
goes through experience. And it wants to continue expanding. That's the joy of
spirit, expanding. Going backwards doesn't work. Staying in neutral or park
will eventually bring explosion. Bring boom! Something has to move the energy.
So it wants expansion and it wants to express that joy. To just know that joy
within thyself and then not to express it is, well, unfulfilling. So it wants
to express - through singing, through music, through books, through a job,
through a bad relationship, through a health issue. They are all forms of
expression and this is what your spirit waveform does.
You have another waveform called - well, let's call it human. The human
waveform goes something like this. (Adamus draws another waveform opposite the
first) That human part, which really takes up the vast majority of your awareness
right now, it has a whole different set of dances and desires. It has a lot of
agendas, because it generally doesn't see
spirit and it believes it's acting on its own. So it becomes very defensive,
very isolated, and it wants things like survival.
This is old Lemurian programming,
survival. Go to Earth and you stay there - you get into biology, because then
you can have some experience - but you stay there. So you survive. Old
programming.
I hope that we're going to be able to take away that programming to survive,
because it really is a pain in every way. You don't need to survive; you need
to live. So it wants survival. It wants, to
a degree, comfort and pleasure.
The pleasure portion comes out of old Atlantean
programming. There is a pleasure center that was programmed into everyone.
Why? Because you could make people work really hard and do amazing deeds when
they get a little reward at the end of the day - when they get a little sex, a
little alcohol, a little acknowledgment, whatever, a little power. So this is
the comfort and the pleasure portion - I'm sorry if you can't read that.
LINDA: It's not good, but it's okay.
ADAMUS: Turn that more towards Roy-Cam. Comfort and the pleasure are also
programming that I'd like to see us get rid of, release. You don't need to get
a little biscuit at the end of the day. You're not lab rats anymore where you
have to get the goody. Sugar was a wonderful
discovery a long time ago, and sugar actually β¦ I have to be careful of what
I say here. Well, no I don't. The sugar, to a degree, has an energy of
hypnotic overlay in it. Now I'm not saying sugar is bad, but sugar triggers
something within you energetically, not biologically, to make you think you
feel good. Kids are given sugar, why? To shut them up. It's not good for them.
It gets them into a frenzied energetic state. But sugar is a hypnotic drug.
You can write that down, "Adamus said sugar is a hypnotic drug."
So the human needs to survive, have
pleasure, comfort, and then it gets into other energies like control
and power. It loves those. It gets into the
building of its identity. This is the
negative interpretation of ego. So let's say
identity. Old programming.
So this human wave constantly tries to reinforce itself. Spirit - the spirit
portion - is trying to understand itself; the human is trying to fortify
itself.
LINDA: You should write that down.
ADAMUS: Well, this is all being recorded.
LINDA: Okay.
ADAMUS: So, the human constantly has to reinforce its identity, and it doesn't
actually allow the true expansion or exploration of identity. It wants to
restrict and overly limit the identity.
So, you have these waveforms and a beautiful natural thing normally happens.
Spirit is dancing, human waveform is dancing, and there are times when they
naturally flow apart. When they do it can actually be a beautiful thing
because this human can go into the depths of its own discovery. The spirit can
go into more expansion. Normally, a beautiful thing. And then this separation
acts almost like an attractant or a magnet, and it brings them back together
closer.
And then there's the opening again, where the human goes deeper into its
experience, the spirit goes further into its celebration, and so you have this
constant back and forth. It's β¦
LINDA: Could you do that with music?
ADAMUS: It's truly β¦ it is truly a dance.
(Pause while Adamus dances with Linda)
SHAUMBRA (male): Stick with singing. (much laughter)
ADAMUS: It is truly a dance - together, apart; together, apart. It is the
breath also. You can feel this waveform, this dance.
It is very warm in here.
LINDA: Cauldre needs a drink.
ADAMUS: Door open, please. Mmm. The energy we are creating here. So they have
this beautiful dance together.
Now, ultimately, what happens, and you may already know the answer to this. So
there's the spirit, (Adamus draws) and then there's the human, and at some
point they touch. At some point they cross over. I'll have to zoom in on that.
(he draws again) They cross. And then the dance changes where there is this
constant weaving into each other, no longer separated. And this point right
here (where they cross) is the critical factor. This is awareness ground point
zero. In other words, you've let go of the old dance, the old past. That all
becomes history, memory, a part of experience. Now the dance is together.
The beginning of the awakening process
is back in here. (shows a point on the waveform) This is where your awakening
started to happen. You felt a momentum that was no longer going to bring you
somewhat together and send you back apart, but you felt, "Oh, dear god,
they're coming together." It was a result of a lot of things - trauma,
depression, lack of passion - all of these things created a momentum from the
human side, which created a downward spiral for your consciousness that gave
you the boost to come through this point.
And your spirit, which had been a waveform way off somewhere else, said, "I'm going down." (laughter) "I'm going to take the plunge. I'm no longer just going to be up here on the airy fairy etheric levels, I'm going to Earth. I'm going to be with you." And at this beautiful ground zero point of the I Am, you came together.
I'll come back to this, but I want you to note something very, very
interesting, because it's Easter. (whispers to Linda) Deep breath.
So β¦ (Adamus draws)
LINDA: Oh my god.
ADAMUS: What is that, Shaumbra?
SHAUMBRA: A fish.
ADAMUS: Symbol of a fish. And who uses that?
SHAUMBRA: The Christians.
ADAMUS: And what is the rationale?
SHAUMBRA: The fisherman.
ADAMUS: That Yeshua had a bunch of
fisherman. Absolutely not! (laughter) What theβ¦! Who would choose a fish as
their symbol??! What did Yeshua mean by this? It's the overlay. It's the dance
that goes on and on and on. It's not about fishing! It's about integrating.
It's about coming back together at this point. (Adamus points to the crossing
point of the waveforms)
Ah-h-h! And Yeshua knew that. Yeshua explained the very same thing. He didn't
have a nice piece of paper, he wrote in the dirt. He explained the very same
thing to his disciples and to some of the others who could hear, and Mary
Magdalene stood at his side and explained even more of the details of what
was going on in this most amazing process. And he used the symbol, which
somebody turned into a fish, he used this symbol of coming together that I've
shown here. Coming together - the dance - that finally brings it back
together. That's where you're at. This is what's happening, and from here (the
intersection) going forward it is no longer different waveforms. It is a Body
of Consciousness.
Did you get your money's worth?
AUDIENCE: Yes.
ADAMUS: Oh yeah! Oh yeah! For you who are going to be attending my - our -
discussion of mental imbalance,
this is going to become an integral part of our discussion, because in a
mental imbalance, Greg, instead of having waveforms that dance together like
this, they are erratic and they are dysfunctional. (Adamus draws erratic,
spiked waveforms) And when the human waveform, which is influenced by the
voices of aspects, of mass
consciousness and guilt, when the human
waveform starts going like that erratically - this is good stuff - then the
spirit waveform starts going like that, (far away from each other) and pretty
soon they absolutely lose each other.
The human goes into psychosis, mental illness, breakdown, multiple personalities and all of these other reasons you have the mental imbalances. It's all focused through the mind, but it's a breakdown in the natural rhythm of the dance of spirit and human.
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So, we'll go into this in much more detail. I'll talk more about how - I've
oversimplified in these diagrams - but what happens is these are the main
waveforms or waves of consciousness. Good title for this talk - Waves
of Consciousness.
Now, in reality when we really get into it you're going to find that you have
a lot of aspects. Those aspects
also have their own patterns and you have millions and billions. I represent
them with a dotted line, because they aren't quite as pronounced or out front
- or are they?
So when does this human waveform stop being a solid line and start going into
a dotted line, and the aspect waveform goes from being a dotted line trying to
take over, trying to dominate, and now turns into a solid line? (Adamus draws)
Now you've got a really mixed up human. We're going to talk about how to go in
and help bring them back into the dance, into the waveforms. And it's simple.
It really is simple.
Now, in reality I've drawn these as relatively linear waveforms. I truly wish
this whole wall and all of these walls were writing boards. Wouldn't that be
incredible, Suzy. (laughter)
Now, in reality these waveforms are not just straight lines like what I've
shown here. They actually, again, with a simple depiction β¦ that's Source
(Adamus draws a dot) β¦ they actually are like an expanding spiral. (He adds
a spiral around it) And if you look within that spiral the dances are going
on, but this whole time the Body of Consciousness is opening, sometimes in a
very mixed up, chaotic and traumatic fashion, sometimes with the illusion that
it's all going to collapse. And at times that illusion is very real. It does
collapse. Not really, but the consciousness closes the door and it creates the
illusion that the expansion has collapsed. I think you know what I'm talking
about.
In reality even this spiral isn't quite accurate, because the dance is, if you
really looked at it, it creates kind of a β¦ (Adamus draws a large round
spiral) It's like a big circle, a big ball, and the ball is expanding. The
ball is the awareness, and it continues to expand out, continues to open up
until you come to the point of the I Am.
Free Will?
Now, something else happens there. Something else happens at that point of
intersection I talked about. The ball or the spiral doesn't continue its
spiral path. It doesn't continue its regular expansion, and we're going to
talk about that in our next session. But I want to answer the question before
- I see my time is running out - but I want to answer the question for you.
You can contemplate it, and you do not have to agree with any of this. I
simply pose questions. I simply pose questions. In all of our discussions, in
all of our private talks, I simply pose questions.
But the question is, does a human have free will? I'll go back to some of the
earlier diagrams. The question is does the human have free will or the
question prior to that, "Who's pulling the strings?" Who's pulling
the strings? Who chose your biological family? Not you. You weren't born. How
could you have chosen it? Your skills and talents, was it astrology? Was it
God? Was it a group of angels? Was it your spirit
guides? Was it your higher self?
Your oversoul? Was it just plain fate and
destiny? Was it just really crappy bad luck? Who's pulling the strings? And
that is a very age-old question. And the answer is, well, it depends. It
depends where you are in your consciousness here who's pulling the strings.
Spirit has its own song. It's floating down the river, riding the waves. It
kind of doesn't care, because spirit, your divine, is getting experience. It's
expanding and it's expressing even if the expression means screaming and
yelling. It's expressing. A health issue is a form of expression. And spirit
is going along. It's not that it disregards you, but its needs are different.
Its desires, passions,
are different.
You have the human down here who's struggling for survival and identity. And
yes, you want to say, "Well, I'm creating my reality." Well, that's
actually not true, because a lot of your reality
is being created or influenced by this waveform
(spirit), other waveforms we're going to talk about in our mental health
workshop, other waveforms that are up here on the divine level that you're not
aware of. You actually aren't creating much of your experience at all. At all.
And in answer to the question do humans have free
will? No, they don't. They absolutely don't. If they did, they would be
totally different. They're under the influence of something. Their strings are
being pulled by something. Karma? Well,
sure, if they believe in it. Religion?
Absolutely. All of these other things, their strings are being pulled. They
strongly want to think that they have free will and they demand it - "I
have the will to quit my job when I want." Well, they don't. "I have
the will to live where I want," but they don't. They live next to where
they grew up. Hello! Next to their mom and dad!
So, actually, no, humans don't have free will. They really don't. I hope that
makes you a little mad, because you always thought you had free will.
You have divine will. Tobias said it
to you years ago, and that's the channel that you forgot. You didn't want to
hear it, truly. He said, "There's divine will." The will of your
spiritual wave, spiritual dance, actually will override the human
will (snap) like that. Instantly. And it accounts for a lot of the things
that have happened in your life. Your spirit isn't inflicting those negative
experiences, but there are things that are far more important to your spirit,
your divine, than silly human antics and desperate attempts to control, to
have pleasure, to fix an identity and to survive.
It doesn't matter! Spirit's going to survive, there's no death. Yeshua proved
that on the cross. There's no death. He didn't die to atone for your sins. He
didn't die for you and your sins. Good grief. That's egotistical, thinking
that Yeshua's going to die for you. Yeshua came to a point - and it was a collective
consciousness, so it's a little different - but Yeshua came to a point of
saying, "I'm going fishing. I'm going to intersect. I don't care if I
live or die. I'm tired of being in my own prison as a human. I'm tired of not
being with me. I'm tired of these two always being apart. I want back with
me." Boom! They crossed. Ooh, did I say cross? (laughter as Adamus forms
a cross with his fingers) Did I say cross?!
They merged. Heaven, Earth, coming together. The waveform of divine and the
waveform of human finally intersecting.
So, did Yeshua die on the cross? No. He came alive on the cross. Physical body
didn't mean anything. He knew it at the point of the 'cross.' By the way, this
symbol was picked up hundreds and hundreds of years later as a form of
hypnosis, suffering - "He died for
your sins." I don't think so. I don't think so. Nobody can die for your
sins. But this was originally meant as this point of intersection - the cross,
the coming together - and it
was used later to signify suffering and pain and guilt and control.
So, dear friends, Yeshua woke up on the cross, and in that moment released the
physical body, which by the way, 2,000
years ago you had to do it that way. You don't have to do it that way now.
He released the physical body and he really came to life. He went on merrily
with Mary Magdalene.
They had children together, even though he didn't have a physical body.
Beautiful children. Yes, you can have sex even when you don't have a body.
Very true. You have better sex sometimes. (looks at Linda) Not always. Not
always. (lots of laughter) Not always.
LINDA: You're a genius.
ADAMUS: So, dear Shaumbra, we've covered a lot for today. It is truly time.
Let's continue working with - not working with; let's be in the presence of -
these terrorists, and we've covered a lot of material today. A lot of
material. In our next gathering we're going to talk more about really what
happens to this sphere, this growing, expanding self when you come to that point
of intersection. But in the meantime, do re-listen to or re-read this Shoud,
because a good part of you was off in an expanded sense but now bring it back
down to this level by reading or listening again.
As we've talked about, we're going into experience. We're going into something
new and different. Not everybody is going to like it, believe it or not. I
can't imagine why, but not everybody is going to like it. This is not going to
be palatable to all who are on the spiritual path, and that's okay. It's not
meant to be. We're talking about things here that are very different than some
of the old beliefs, different beliefs. It doesn't make it right or wrong, but
as you know when we gathered together a long time ago we said, "We're
going to explore some really new territory." But the more we explore new
territory, the more we find it was just simple basic truth, simple basic
common sense.
So as you go off into your lives, remember you don't have to worry, you don't
have to doubt. All is
well in all of creation.
Therefore, I am that I am, Adamus in service to you.
(audience applause)
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