The Clarity Series SHOUD 5
Presented to the Crimson Circle December 17, 2005
Original Website http://www.crimsoncircle.com/
And so it is, dear Shaumbra, we gather
once again. How we love this time when all of the energies gather for the Shoud,
where you literally open up your heart,
where you join together with Shaumbra all across the world. You take this few
precious moments of time when the music is being played to just open up and to
allow us to come in to be with you. Such a precious, precious time! Perhaps,
you can feel the energies move in… the energies of our guests today… of
all of those who observe in the Second
and even the Third Circle… where you take off the limitations and
restrictions of yourself for a moment… when you let go of the everyday
concerns, the trials and tribulations of being a human… even at this time,
this precious golden time when you invite in all of aspects
of yourself from past lives… from potentials
that have yet to be expressed.
Take a moment to just breathe in this
fine, beautiful energy. Oh, yes, you are feeding on it. Feel how it feeds
you. Feel how it can help to make sense of things that you have been
struggling with for awhile. Feel how the energies that you breathe in here of
I, Tobias, of the guests today, of those in
the angelic realms come in to
love and support you, to encourage you, to remind you, indeed as we said last
month, that you have permission to be yourself. What a beautiful gift you can
give yourself this Christmas - permission to be yourself!
One of the things that is most difficult on your energy that causes what you
would say would be a type of friction or resistance is when you are not being who
you are, when you are holding back,
when you know and feel better, different, but yet you're not allowing yourself
to be that person, held back for a variety of reasons. As we discussed last
month you have belief systems that don't
let you see a grander more broad horizon, limitations that you placed on
yourself, partly from fear, partly because of your commitment to others, to
other people, to this lifetime.
Shaumbra, now is a wonderful time to take a deep breath and give yourself that
gift of being who you are. You worry sometimes that the world will think that
you're a bit crazy. But, they already do (some laughter). Be an example to
them. Be an example to all of the other humans who truly do want to wake
up.
Sometimes we have to chuckle from our
side of the veil. We see this lifetime of Shaumbra on Earth right now as
somewhat… almost like an odd and humorous science fiction. Here you are,
waking up from the dead, waking up from a sleep, from belief systems that you
have created for yourself for a very specific reason. But, now you are waking
up. You are groggy while you try to wake up because you still feel the effects
of the heaviness of duality, of mass
consciousness, of your responsibilities. You're still feeling that you
could go easily, fall back to sleep, feeling perhaps that in this new and
awakened state, perhaps it is not what you want… it's not what you thought
it would be. So, you are in that in-between, that grogginess, that haziness.
But, you are waking up.
And, here we have so many other humans in their deep sleep or their deep hypnosis,
like a science fiction movie "The Land of the Living Dead." And, we
don't mean to - how to say - be condescending, but we see it this way
sometimes. And, they are waiting for an example. They are waiting for someone
like you to be who you are and not be afraid of being who you are so that they
then can feel more comfortable in coming out of their sleep. Their sleep are
belief systems, are hypnotic overlays.
That is all life on Earth is - hypnotic overlays… you see. Oh, you know it
intellectually and perhaps haven't felt it in your heart. But, in a sense, you
could say you're really not here. You're really not in this human body. You're
really not in this lifetime. You're really not sitting here in these chairs.
In a sense, they are all hypnotic overlays, very strong, very, very powerful
belief systems that you've let yourself go into. Don't be mad at the belief
systems or the hypnosis. You induced it on yourself. And, then you melded it
with the belief systems of other humans to create this mass consciousness
overlay. And, here you are.
You could say, in a sense, it is like a science fiction because while you feel
you are here, in a way you're really not. It is but one aspect and one
potential. We're not saying it is unreal. It is only a reality, a reality that
you are living in.
If there is anything that I, Tobias, and the rest of us can do, it is to help
you understand in these next two years of time how it is but one potential.
And, so many other potentials can be unlocked and expressed. It is quite
simple. It is understanding that you have the divine right to be who you are.
Now, it is going to require some exploring. Who are you? Indeed, what are you?
What makes you who you are? We are going to explore those things, much as
you've already been doing. We're going to take a look at what's feeding
the reality base that you're in right
now, why that feeding is so strong it convinces you, it makes you believe it
is the only reality. We're going to show
you how to walk through this.
Indeed, in these next few channels Adamus
is going to play such an important part of working with I, Tobias, and the
others. Indeed, Adamus is here today - Adamus,
Saint Germain, a grand being who has walked in humanness until quite
recently, who can still go in and
out of reality. He understands that a reality is but one potential. And,
he understands that multiple realities can be expressed simultaneously.
You see, there is a belief that you can only express one reality at a time;
you can only choose one experience at a time. Some of you are already
discovering - the rest of you will discover - you can express multiple
probabilities, alternatives, whatever you want to call them simultaneously, to
move in and out of those you
feel are almost appropriate. It begins with giving yourself permission to be
who you are. And, it continues by recognizing what feeds that reality, as we
discussed in our Shoud last month.
So, the energy of Adamus is with us today. It is with every one of you
listening in. You see, he doesn't have to be just here on top of this
mountain. He can be sitting with you and your small group as you look out the
window and see the ocean. He can be with you, that one individual that's
sitting in your apartment in a city, high atop the noise of the street,
listening to the Shoud right now. Yes, he's with you, as am I. We have all
melded our energy together here in this spot.
Now, our other guest today is a guest that is - how to say - very seasonal,
very appropriate for this season. It is an energy that you have come to know
and to love… that has been part of your journey ever since you were a
child… an energy that reminds you of the importance of the Christmas
season… reminds you of the importance of love in your life… of sharing in
your life… reminds you of the importance of returning to your childlike
origins and being playful. So, indeed let us welcome in the energy of Santa
Claus into this room (some laughter).
Now, while some of you may laugh at this, there is much more to it. By
inviting Santa Claus into the room today - and I almost have a hard time
saying it without laughing - it helps you to understand the importance of the imagination,
the importance of other realities and probabilities.
It helps you to understand that, Shaumbra, as you think it is, you believe it.
As you accept it, it becomes so.
Now, let us talk about Santa for a moment, Santa representing the spirit of Christmas
for so many who have grown up in the Christian culture. Santa was basically
invented over 100 years ago. And, the energy of Santa has been built upon ever
since. Most of you have had that magical experience with Santa when you were
very, very young. Yes, Santa helps all of you to remember the magic of this
season and the magical potential of life.
So, what is Santa Claus? Was it made up by some poet, later to be embellished
by some advertising executive trying to push their sugar water? What is Santa?
Well, Santa is real. Perhaps, he doesn't have a physical form that you can
touch, although we have known children who actually have… you see… young
ones who are open to potentials. Santa doesn't necessarily have a house at the
North Pole. He doesn't necessarily have all of these elves working for him.
But, yet Santa is as real of an entity as Shaumbra,
as real of an entity as Yeshua, for
instance. Because humans have brought it into their consciousness,
it has been - how to say - fed into their
consciousness and then fed out or projected out of their consciousness to
other humans. And, pretty soon what was just once an idea, an imagination,
a fairytale, now becomes a reality.
You could say that Santa Claus actually exists on our side of the veil
literally. It is not a souled being.
It's not like you. It is a composite energy. It is a collective energy. So,
there is a Santa Claus on our side of the veil. Yes, Virginia, there is (some
laughter).
This Santa Claus has an energy then on Earth that is identifiable and quite
real. Over the years - how to say - you've come to accept
it. The analytical part of your mind says, "But it is just a story. It is
for children. It is not necessarily real." But, yet every year we see it
happening.
This energy of Christmas - and represented through Santa Claus - does allow miracles
to happen. It does allow young children who have - how to say - were in
families that do not have the abundance. Suddenly the gifts do appear. Oh,
perhaps you could say it comes from a charitable organization or humans who
are just trying to do the right thing. But, it comes through this energy of
Santa Claus. So, it is real.
You see, we go back and forth; humans go back and forth all of the time about imagination
versus reality. And, there is no
difference… absolutely no difference. The dualistic
human thinks that you have to be able to touch it, or you have to be able to
see it, or at least to be able to analyze
it, in order for it to be real. And, that is not so at all. That is an illusion
in itself. That is also perhaps one of the biggest lies
about living as a human being - that there
is only one reality, and you have to be able to touch it, feel it or analyze
it for it to be real. That is a great myth.
Imagine ages from now, perhaps not so many years, but some time into the
future when the generations of humans look back onto this time of 2005 and
have to chuckle and say, "Yes, back then they only believed in one
reality. They only believed in one possibility. They only believed that if it
was material, then it was real. But, if it was not made of matter, or able to
be analyzed using dualistic measurement tools, then it wasn't real."
Imagine the future generations chuckling about that, thinking how prehistoric,
how outdated.
Shaumbra, you're literally truly leading the way to break through those
barriers, that barrier that separates the mental or human reality from the
imagination. The imagination represents multiple
realities, multiple probabilities.
So, we felt it was very important to bring in the energy of Santa Claus. And,
some of you may think it is childish, that it is not real.
We're going to ask you to feel it for a moment. Feel this energy of Santa
Claus. Yes, it was created by humans; indeed it was. But, now it is a real
entity who has a presence or an identity both on our side of the veil and
yours. Take a moment to breathe in Santa Claus. Let that child in you come
back again. Feel the essence of what Santa Claus represents for Christmas, for
humanity.
Remember what it meant to you as a child. For some of you it meant magic. For
some of you it meant possibilities. Some of you attached to it so dearly
because you knew that it represented something that was beyond Earth, behind
the physical. It represented a grand potential.
For some of you it represented a struggle and a conflict because even as you
were a child, your friends believed in Santa Claus. Your friends waited
excitedly on Christmas morning to see what was under the tree. Your parents
perhaps denied you of that blessing of the imagination, told you that Santa
wasn't real, told you that it was made-up, it was a fairytale, that you had to
focus on reality and only those things that you could define with your
physical measurement tools. Some of you were denied that blessing of believing
in something bigger and grander. And, you learned today something that is
quite real, very, very real.
When there is enough energy behind a concept
and imagination, whether it comes from one person or a group, it therefore
becomes a reality in its own right. It doesn't have to exist in the physical
planes. It can co-exist in the physical planes.
Shaumbra, for instance, was
created out of your hearts. It is now an entity, much like Santa Claus is.
Shaumbra is real on our side of the veil. It has a definable, identifiable
nature; therefore, it becomes real on your side as well, if you allow it and
accept it. Shaumbra carries an energy just like Santa Claus carries an energy.
The imagination, allowing yourself to be who you are, creates things, creates
them on probability dimensions and planes
that are… oh, it would be difficult for your mind to even fathom right now.
Take the energy of Yeshua, Jesus. As we
have said before, Yeshua is not a souled
being. Yeshua is a composite.
It is a collective energy of a large group of angels,
including you, that helped to bring it into manifestation. The energy was so
strong, filled with so much compassion
and love that you were literally able to
manifest "Christed-ness,"
the Christ seed, the Christ
consciousness and allow it to come into a physical body, a collective
energy from all of you - and many others, of course - coming in at the
appropriate time to Earth. Yeshua, in a sense, you could say, is not real at
all, not real in the terms that you would normally think. It doesn't have an
actual soul identity. But, yet Yeshua has
come to mean so much.
Oh, then there is Jesus. You see, at one point Yeshua and Jesus were the same
energy. But, now they are not at all. There is an entity on our side of the
veil called Jesus, quite different from the energy of Yeshua. Jesus is perhaps
the more contemporary version, but a version built from - how to say - the belief
systems of the Christian churches right
now. Jesus has manifested on our side of the veil, therefore can be felt on
your side as well.
This energy of Jesus is quite different from Yeshua. But, it is the ones that
- how to say - have put their energy together, wanted to be saved, wanted some
type of judgment, wanted a - how to say -
a figurehead or a leader, so they created this energy of Jesus. It wasn't
there before. It didn't actually directly come out of Yeahua's energy.
Yeshua - how to say - we're getting a little off course here. But, Yeshua
comes from the Order of Sananda,
the House of Sananda, the angelic
family of Sananda. Yeshua was manifested through that portal
or that corridor. Jesus is quite different. Jesus is the manifestation of
the current consciousness of the
Christian Church.
So, there is a Jesus up here, and there is a Yeshua up here. We don't often
get confused. We see the difference between the two. The energy of Jesus
carries this burden. He continues to walk around with a cross.
That's why we don't get confused (audience laughter). Yeshua carries no cross
because there is no need for suffering. There is no need to pay for human sin
because essentially there is no human sin. However, there was a group of
humans who created a belief system, therefore an entity called Jesus, who
literally on our side and yours either is carrying that cross around or is
hanging from it.
So, Shaumbra, you see the effect of imagination, of playfulness, of belief
systems and consciousness that go into creating reality. It is a tremendous
dynamic. It is a dynamic that helped to create the energy of Santa Claus. It
helped to create the energy of Shaumbra, an energy that is helping to create
your reality right now as we sit here, right now.
Now, we're going to get into a few of the physics of this today. But, we want
to add another note here.
Last month we talked about permission to be yourself. It should be one of the
bases of Shaumbra energy. Sometimes we are asked, "What is the creed of
Shaumbra? What is the energy of Shaumbra?" Oh, there is nothing
specifically in writing. But, one of those things that should be passed onto
the others who say, "What is it about Shaumbra," is that you give
yourself permission to be everything who you are.
Now, that's a bit frightening for some people, a bit frightening to think of
themselves as opening up and really being who they are. Mention it to somebody
sometime and watch how they close down when you tell them that they have
permission to open up. They - like you
have been, or perhaps still are a little bit - are afraid of opening up,
afraid that they are going to do something stupid, afraid of doing something
that would embarrass them or others, afraid of doing something that would be
wrong, something that would be cruel.
It is because they are still in a dualistic frame of mind. They still believe
in a right or a wrong. They still have that fear of taking the wrong turn when
indeed there is no wrong turn. There is just a variety of experiences. They
are still afraid that an energy would - how to say - somehow come in and take
them over in darkness.
But, Shaumbra, you've moved beyond that. You understand that you can be who
you are - the grandest expression of your spirit. You don't need to worry
about the right and wrong. You don't need to worry about the imbalance that
could take place because you now flow. You
now experience in a new level. When you let yourself be who you are, your
experiences are no longer based in dualistic terms; therefore, there is no
right or no wrong. You couldn't do a wrong in New
Energy mode if you tried. There is not a wrong and not a right. There
simply is. There is not an imbalance in the New Energy mode because everything
carries its own intrinsic balance
within it.
The Old Energy, dualistic energy, has the ability to be imbalanced. We've
spoken of it before. That balance of light
to dark, or positive to minus, shifts
back and forth. In the New Energy when you transcend the Old and you go
into the New Energy, it is intrinsically balanced at all times.
By the way, that doesn't mean boring. It doesn't mean flat. Oh, the expression
is grander than you could possibly imagine. It simply means it balances itself
all of the time. There are no conflicting energies of light or dark.
So, don't be afraid. Let yourself be who you are. You're going to be surprised
at how much you've been holding back, surprised at how old fears and old
belief systems held you back.
The other point we want to add to that - perhaps this should go in the
Shaumbra creed as well - not only give yourself permission to be who you are,
but also enjoy life. Absolutely
enjoy life. There is an old overlay on
Earth, and it is still there. It is still strong. You see it in some of your
more radical religions and political systems where that life is not to be
enjoyed. Life is to be barely tolerated. Life is to be survived but not lived.
You know, there is a difference. You can survive. You can get along just
enough. Or, you can truly live. Literally, governments
and churches work at just enough of a
hypnotic overlay… just enough so they don't revolt or rebel or take us
over… just enough food and money… just enough freedom where they think
they truly have freedom but they have just enough… just enough money where
they think that having a house and three meals a day is fulfilling. Shaumbra,
that's a bunch of crock (some laughter).
Do you see how the overlays work and people fall into them… and they believe
it… and the governments play along with it because the governments are a
representation of the people? Just enough. And, then once a year you get this
thing called Christmas. You get a few extra days off. "Boy, the company
sure was nice to give us a few extra days!" Just enough, Shaumbra. Two
weeks vacation… barely enough to keep you from going absolutely wild and mad
crazy from working all of the time. Just enough… you see.
Most people don't enjoy life. They "just-enough" life… just enough
of it… just enough to keep you in the physical body… just enough to keep
you in that nice little resonance called hypnotic overlay of life. Yes, one of
you is asking us… Adamus coming through as well right now indeed… you can
probably feel his energy. We are singing somewhat of a tune together today
during this Shoud.
So, Shaumbra, life is to be enjoyed. Life is to give yourself permission to be
who you are and enjoy life. Get rid of those overlays that say "just
enough, just barely enough." Don't be afraid to enjoy life.
Yes, I know, we mention the word… we say, "Enjoy life," and some
of you pull back. "Well, what if I enjoy it too much?" That's Old
Energy thinking, as we have told groups before. Some of here say,
"But if I enjoy too much, I may turn into an alcoholic.
I may gain too much weight. I may develop
bad habits and addictions." That is Old
Energy thinking. That is the overlay, the thinking that had you only having
just enough, you see. There is that fear out there, that darkness, or the
bogeyman, or the demon. If you enjoy life too much, bad things will happen to
you.
Now, Shaumbra, that doesn't even make sense, does it? It doesn't even make
sense, especially when you realize as you are being yourself and enjoying life
that is rapidly moving you out of that groggy state of awakening, rapidly
moving you into the New Energy. And, in
the New Energy it's all self-balancing.
You'll find, for instance, if you - how to say - you go out and try to
over-enjoy life, and you try to push the limits, your body will tell you the
next day. It's self-balancing, not that you've done anything wrong, but your
body knows how much it can take in of different things. It is very
self-adjusting. It is very balanced into itself.
It is very, very rarely that when a human being who has died crosses
over to our side… and if we're able to talk to them… we sit down,
barely, barely human… whoever says, "You know, I just enjoyed life too
much." Humans come to our side. And, they're filled with woes; they're
filled with concerns and guilts and remorses. They talk about how they worked
too much perhaps, how they didn't love enough.
Some of them, the more light ones, talk about how they forgot to love
themselves. Rarely is there a human who comes and says, "I truly enjoyed
life." When you come over, Shaumbra, if you can say that to us, we're
going to have a party. We're going to celebrate the human who says, "I
learned to enjoy life, everything about it."
It is not a punishment. You're not there even to save the world, you know.
Some of you carry that responsibility. You feed on that. You're here to save
the world. You are not. To put it succinctly you're here to discover what it's
like to enjoy life.
What does that mean for you? What does that mean? Well, it probably means
having the energy to do the things that you want, to do the things that you
love, not to have the limitations
anymore. Enjoying life probably means letting go of some old belief
systems that are still dogging you… that are still with you… letting
go of some of the old overlays…
particularly some of the concepts of "have" and
"have-not."
Some of you still are afraid if you have too much that others will suffer. Oh,
Shaumbra… old news. That is SO last generation (some laughter). There is not
a limit to the amount of energy that can be brought in, especially now that New
Energy is playing such a new and different role in your civilization on
Earth. There is not a limit.
So, if you could get rid of some of the old concepts
of limitations and truly enjoy life… what does that mean for you? We are
going to ask you to feel that and to even think about it a bit. What does it
mean to enjoy life? What if there were no limitations? What if there was
nothing in your way… because truly there is not. It is only illusion.
Everything you see in your way is an illusion. Sometimes you insist on that
illusion being there for whatever reason.
What does "enjoy life" mean? And, I want to throw in one caveat
here. I am talking about enjoying life. I'm talking about for you, for
yourself. You say that enjoying life is trying to go out and save the rest of
the world. I'm sorry to say but you're going to be coming back for many, many incarnations
because it's going to take a while to save the world.
What does it mean to enjoy life on Earth? And, then how would you help teach
that to others who came to you? We are not talking about evangelizing here.
We're not talking about getting on your bicycle and riding around
neighborhoods knocking on doors. We're talking about those who come to you.
How would you talk to them about enjoying life? How would you share your
experience about enjoying life?
We have to say we have talked about this before. One of the things that holds
so many of you back are things that you don't even recognize. There are still
some levels of old vows and oaths that you
have taken in the past, past meaning this lifetime. Some of you even took vows
and oaths last week.
There are some of those that are still holding you back from past
lifetimes, lifetimes when you said, "I will never…" and then
fill in the blank, lifetimes when you vowed to - how to say - some of you
vowed to never enjoy sex. You took a vow, a holy vow for a religious order
that "I will not enjoy sex." Some of you said you will not have
abundance. There is an old overlay that said in order to discover God you had
to be poor, you had to do without. And, it served a purpose for a while, but
that too is last week's news. It is time to let go of that.
When you're looking at all of these things that feed
you, now take a look at them from a different perspective. How many of the
things that feed you are there because of an old vow or oath? Like we said, we
have spoken about this before. We have spoken about how you create a belief
system through a vow or an oath that is - how to say - very energized,
very strong. And, vows and oaths have a tendency to then go invisible, you
see, because you've asked them to. You forget that they were ever there. You
forget that you ever vowed something. Then, they become part of your feeding,
but you don't even see it or recognize it. Or, perhaps you see it for
something else.
Now, go in and take a look at those things you feed on. How many of those are
based on an old vow or oath? Vows and oaths continue. You continue to do it
sometimes. We hear you saying, "I vow to… I am determined to lose
weight this next year." Oh, Shaumbra, please, please, it didn't work last
year or the year before (audience laughter). Some of you do it with things in
your life.
There is still an overlay of what we call unbalanced
discipline in your life. Oh, it's an overlay for humanity in general. But,
we are going to ask you to take a look at it in your life. So many of you have
an old vow or a series of vows that were done in a number of different
lifetimes that helped to build up this belief system, old vows that you
continue to hold onto that create the reality that you're living in right now.
Take a look at some of these things. Take a look at how they are part of your
life right now, influencing what you do. Take a look at, in particular, the
discipline aspects of your life. You have a belief that you have to be
disciplined in order to get by, have just
enough. You have to discipline yourself in diet. You have to discipline
yourself in working out. You have to discipline yourself mentally and, more
importantly, discipline yourself spiritually.
There is that old saying - no pain, no gain… no discipline, no structure, no
evolution… you see. Many of you have vowed discipline. Perhaps, you didn't
say those exact words, but you were vowing to keep yourself so focused that
you didn't see anything else… you see.
That overlay of discipline has been built up in societies and cultures all
across the Earth to where it is still very prevalent. And, that disciplined
overlay, triggered by old vows, is one of the things that literally help
sustain - how to say - this consciousness of Earth right now of just enough,
just barely enough. It's perpetuated in schools and in churches and by
governments. You have to work hard. You have to stay disciplined. Your parents
reinforced it for you because they were part of that consciousness.
Discipline… discipline yourself. Focus…
focus.
Shaumbra, it is time to let that one go big-time, time to let that old belief
system go, that discipline equals progress. It doesn't. Discipline is like
that hamster in a cage running on the wheel, thinking it's going somewhere,
thinking that it's accomplishing something. But, it's just going in circles.
This overlay is very interesting. It would be interesting to do an entire
study on the overlay of discipline, especially as it relates to old vows, and
how it influences your life right now. You think that you have to discipline
yourself in order to maintain your weight. You don't. You only imagine
yourself if you want to have your weight in a balanced place. You think you
have to discipline yourself to succeed in business… if you want to be like
everyone else, perhaps. But, if you want to discover the fast track, the easy
track, really what we would call the sacred track, you let go of this whole
aspect of discipline.
You think that you need discipline to keep you focused. That is actually what
has kept you limited. Discipline will
definitely create a focus, but the focus can
be so limiting. And, it causes things like depression.
The human spirit was never intended to be
so focused, so limited that it got lost. That is why so much depression occurs
because these beings are screaming out from within, screaming out to be who
they are, to enjoy life. But,
all of the overlays, all of the hypnosis from themselves and from society
holds them back. It is probably one of the greatest causes of depression -
limitation. The spirit was not meant to be limited. You are not meant to be
limited.
Give yourself permission. Be who you are and fully enjoy life. What a
wonderful homework assignment, especially right now in this holiday season!
Can you enjoy your life this holiday season? Can you enjoy life? Can you get
over the guilt about why you shouldn't be enjoying, why you should be in that
whole group of just-enough, just-barely-enough humans who are existing today?
Can you break out of that and not feel guilty about absolutely enjoying life?
What a wonderful challenge!
So, we talked about what feeds you, meaning how all of these - how your belief
system is created, and then how you pull in energies from the outside to help
sustain that reality. It's very simple. It doesn't take - how to say - a
rocket scientist or a Ph.D. to figure that one out. It is all of these things
feeding you in your life… neither good nor bad… they're just feeding.
They're helping to create your reality
platform. That's all they are doing. That's a blessing no matter what
because it's helping to create the reality that you're calling for at some
level.
Continue to be aware of everything that's feeding you. And, let's take it a
step further now. How do you feed other people? How do you feed everything
around you? How do you feed your pets? We're not talking about the dog food.
We're talking about energy food here. How do you feed Gaia
around you?
How do you feed your car, your automobile? You think it's just a piece of
metal? Think again, guess again. It is a spiritual identity.
It doesn't have a soul; it has an engine.
It's not going to reincarnate; it's
going to the junk pile. But, yet it carries a spiritual imprint and identity.
It has its own consciousness. And, you feed it, not just putting gas in the
tank. Every time you hop in it, your attitude, your presence and your belief
systems feed it.
If you have a car that's constantly breaking down, take a look at how you're
feeding it. If it's constantly breaking down, Shaumbra, trade it in. Get a new
one. Enjoy life… no sense in driving around an old beat-up car. You're not
going to impress anyone as being any type of guru in an old car. Trust us…
that day is gone. Indeed, Saint Germain
is here (some laughter).
So, Shaumbra, how do you feed others? How do you feed the energy of your
children? Again, there's no good or no bad in this. What is your
inter-relationship with them? How do you feed your brothers and sisters?
Dramatically sometimes indeed! (audience laughter)
How do you feed your co-workers? Are you empowering them? Or, are you
dis-empowering them? Are you making them to feel that they have the right to
be themselves? Or, are you helping to limit them? Some of them literally,
Shaumbra - you're going to recognizes this - some of them, your co-workers,
literally want to be fed limitation.
They don't understand that they are
God also. They view themselves as mere mortal beings.
Some of them, your co-workers, consider themselves - how to say - very
limited, without talent or ability. And, they literally like to be fed that
way. They like to be talked down to. They like to be diminished. Oh, they
complain about it from time to time. But, they feed on it. How are you
interrelating with them? And, when do you want to shut off that feeding that
you are doing to them, or change the potentials behind the feeding that you're
doing?
How do you relate to the waiter or waitress at a restaurant… you see? Oh,
this has more effect and more - how to say - energy behind it than you could
possibly imagine. Here they are, the ones serving you, the ones also - how to
say - the liaison with the kitchen, the ones who are bringing your food out.
There is an energy exchange constantly taking place. How are you feeding them?
It might have a lot to do with how they feed you, how that food arrives at
your table.
How do you feed people in traffic and the cars around you? How do you feed the
one who goes zooming past you, frightening you almost because you were off in
Never-Neverland as you are driving down the highway (audience laughter)? You
gave permission for your car to be on automatic pilot while you took a little
break (more laughter). So, how do you feed that person? And, again, no
judgment, just feel what is coming in and going out at all times.
How do you feed the store clerk when you rush in to buy something? You're in a
hurry. You don't even have time for a smile. You throw down the money. You're
impatient. You want to leave right away. You're upset because they don't speak
your native tongue necessarily. How are you feeding them? Interesting… and
how are they being fed by this?
The dynamics are phenomenal, and they are actually quite simple. So, be very
aware how all of this feeding takes place.
Let's bring it to another level now. How do you feed beyond the physical
realms… you see? And, how do you receive from the non-physical
realms? How do you connect with the angels
and archangels? How do you feed them?
You see, "archangel" means archetypical
energy, not a souled being. You
are putting or feeding your energy into that archetypical being, that
archangel. You are helping to create them. Archangel Michael
doesn't have a soul. He is part of you. You
are helping to create that composite…
Archangel Gabriel, the same way. How are
you feeding into that?
Don't judge yourself, or feel guilty, or think you've thought a bad thought.
That is not what makes a difference at all. It is just the consciousness. It
is just the inner desires and passions that make a difference. Some of you get
so tied up in worrying about what you're thinking.
It goes much deeper than that. It is about the inner passion and the inner
drive and especially the inner beliefs. You try to watch what you think so
carefully. Take a look at what your beliefs are rather than what your thinking
is. And, they are two separate things. Beliefs and thoughts are quite
different, Shaumbra. Ponder that for a bit.
So, how do you feed into the other
realms, and how do they feed you? Or, do you shut yourself off? Do you
believe that there is no Santa Claus, that it is simply a character that was
made-up, that actually has done more harm than good? Perhaps, some of you are
still pissed off at Santa Claus, didn't bring you what you wanted. Perhaps,
you have shut down to things in the imagination
realms because of that. Think about that a moment.
Perhaps, you were denied the proper Santa experience when you were young.
Perhaps, there was such a disappointment when you were told that he wasn't
real, a figment of your imagination, created to pacify young children at this
time of Christmas. So, perhaps there is a negative attribute that has kept you
from expanding into the multi-dimensional,
imaginational realms that are just as real or more than the human
reality that you sit in right now… just as real or more.
These imagination realms, which up to now have been relatively separate from
the human reality dimension, are very, very real. Ask any angel. They'll be
happy to tell you they're just as real… different, but real.
So, there's been this separation between the human reality and the other
realities up until now. You've created a wall or a veil between them. You've
created belief systems that kept the two
very separate. But, they're coming together now, Shaumbra. They're coming
together where they can co-exist, side-by-side, multi-dimensionally, material
and nonmaterial together. This is very real, very - how to say - actual
potential.
We're going to talk now and in the next few Shouds about how some of this
works. We're going to ask you not to get too heady about it. It's going to
have a tendency to go there. We are going to ask you when you get heady also
feel it in your heart, also breathe it in. These are some very essential
principles, essential tools, that we're going to talk about. We are going to
discuss shadow potentials and
probabilities. Santa Claus, in a way, is a shadow, is a potential or
probability that exists; it is very, very real.
You are a myriad of shadow potentials and probabilities. You're seeing and
experiencing just one expression of yourself, one expression because you've
gotten locked into it. You've agreed to it. Now, you want to get out. You want
to go beyond it.
Let's talk for a moment now about the "shadow biology." You take a
look, or you feel your body, and you say, "This is it. It's getting
older. It doesn't serve me as well as what I would like it to." And, you
accept that. Don't accept it anymore because you are seeing just one
expression.
At a level that goes even deeper than the DNA,
a level that is non-physical, there are a myriad of "shadow
biologies" already existing within you. They're not in the outer realms
or the ethers. They're right in you right now. They are hidden behind the
reality of your current biology, but they're there. The fully healed body is
right there - yes, it is - the fully balanced body… the body that is not
dying… the body that is filled with energy… the body that doesn't need to
watch weight or watch food… worry about all these medical things.
It is such a shame these days. Humans are so mixed up and confused because of
all this quote/unquote "medical advice" that is contradictory and
that is dis-empowering. Humans are so worried every time they sneeze or fart
or cough, Shaumbra (audience laughter). And, all of this worry is causing the
body to shut down quicker, shut down faster, because there is the belief
system that the body is so delicate and fragile, the belief system that it is
not resilient, that it literally responds.
Within you is "shadow biology," the potential for your body to be
truly anything. The potential for the body to re-grow
a limb… we were asked several years ago, "Is it possible?"
And, we said, "It is possible but not probable at this time because of
the overlay of consciousness. But, now within Shaumbra even that overlay is
going away. The "shadow biologies" are all of the other
potentials… yes, indeed the potential to re-grow hair… the potential,
Shaumbra, to clear through some of the physical discomforts. The "shadow
biology" also incorporates its own tremendous healing capability that
will literally… has the potential to go into old
scars, even literally that have been carried over from past lives, and to
rejuvenate those as well.
You see, within your physical body you also carry much emotional or traumatic
energy from the past. Perhaps, you were burned at the stake, killed in a war,
had a severe accident, or any one of these things. You tend to carry that over
into your physical expression in this lifetime. The "shadow biology"
has the potential to re-balance or rejuvenate all of that.
What we are saying is you are not just locked into this body that you have.
You're not defined by this singular bodily expression anymore. All of the
other potentials are already inside of you. And, it's only a matter of letting
them come out, only a matter of, as we say, looking at how your belief systems
feed your reality. And, when you want to change the reality, you change your
belief systems. And, then all of these potentials can go to work for you.
"Shadow biology" can clear cancer out of the body, if you belief it
and if you allow it to happen.
The "shadow biology" is in you right now. You don't have to pray for
it. You don't have to… definitely do not go out trying to activate it.
You're going to be messing with a very natural process. If any of you start
doing "shadow biology" activation classes (audience laughter),
you're now taking a beautiful, natural concept, and you're intellectualizing
it, and you're putting a methodology and a process to it.
If you ever want to, what you say, quote/unquote activate the "shadow
biology," it is simply a matter of being in a safe
space, being in a point of that stillness, that quiet, where it's you and
your breath. You're giving yourself
permission to be who you are and enjoy
life. Well, then it's automatically activated. It automatically starts
coming into your new reality base that you have.
The "shadow biology" doesn't need to be brought in from other
realms. It simply needs to be accepted in your life. You can't push it or
force it. It doesn't work that way. It's about accepting it, and it's about
looking at how your belief systems are creating your body, creating your
physical being.
Indeed, the "shadow biology" has the potential to correct vision. It
has the potential to clear out - how to say - imbalances that are in the
blood. It definitely has potential to work with AIDS.
Those who are in the medical practice that, in particular, have an interest in
AIDS, who have asked us questions recently, but - how to say - it hasn't been
answered, within this is the key, understanding how the "shadow
biology" can come out.
What we're saying here is you are not one body. You are many, many bodies.
But, the other ones are in the shadow behind the reality that you're putting
the light on right now. Behind this expression of physical being that you have
right now are many, many other potentials and probabilities.
You say, "But is this just talk? How do I bring it out? Is this - how to
say - just the imagination?" Absolutely! Through the imagination,
through opening up your own set of
belief systems, it can come in and be expressed. You will be amazed at what it
can do for the body. We will discuss more of this in some of the upcoming
Shouds. But, you are more than just one body. You are many. Which one do you
want to bring forward into your new reality?
Just as you have a "shadow biology" or biologies, you also have many
"shadow personalities," aspects
of yourself that have been dormant, that have been latent. And, they too
are ready to come out. Do you think that perhaps you were born into this
lifetime as a female… you have a certain level of education… you've done
work in perhaps nursing and some type of health-care field… you have a
certain expression of your identity? That is but one expression or one aspect.
You're not locked into it.
Within you are the latent potentials and probabilities to be an artist, to be
a philosopher, to be a writer, a musician, a farmer, a priest or a priestess.
You see, you've been expressing just one probability. Within you are all of
the "shadows," all of the other potentials and probabilities. Now,
they can come into play.
You perhaps have felt an urge lately to play music. But, you've never done
that before; you wouldn't know where to start. Perhaps, it is that
probability, that "shadow self," that other aspect of you now
wanting to integrate into your reality. Your belief system has defined you in
a certain way to say that, well, you couldn't possibly do that. And, you give
yourself all of the mental justifications why you couldn't be this musician
because you haven't been trained in it.
You would be surprised now in your New-Energy being if you sat down to try
some of these new things how easy it might be to pick it up, how you don't
need to use discipline, you don't have to go through suffering and all of
these - how to say - rigors of learning because now it comes from the
expression of the heart rather than the
analysis of the mind. You'll bring out all
the "shadow selves" that you are. You defined yourself by one body,
one personality, one name. You are many, Shaumbra, many, many.
You can call these alternative
realities, but generally when you think of alternate realities, you think
of them existing in some other
dimensions far, far away. But, literally they can co-exist with you in
this physical reality because you
also… as your "shadow selves" start coming forth, you'll realize
you're also not in this third dimension, not the way you thought you were.
You're not locked in here. You are many
dimensions.
We have spoken once, "In my father's house there are many, many
mansions." What that means is that the probabilities, the "shadow
selves," the other expressions of your spiritual self can all take place
together in a multi-dimensional non-layered manner. They can all be expressed
right here right now.
There are "shadow lifetimes" that have never been lived in the
course of your lifetimes on Earth. Some of you have had a few, some hundreds,
some a few thousand lifetimes. But, there are "shadow lifetimes"
that have never been lived… on Earth anyway. They have been lived in other
realms. Or, perhaps they've never been brought into imagination. They've lain
latent and dormant. And, yes, there are perhaps millions, billions of the
potentials of "shadow lifetimes." You've defined yourself in your
metaphysical New Age terms and in terms of
your lineage of lifetimes, but you haven't considered the "shadow
lifetimes" that weren't lived here on Earth.
You see, you are so much more than what you thought. You are so much more of
an expression than what you see in the mirror and what you live each day. Some
of you have played; you have gone off into the other realms. You've done multi-dimensional
work out there. You have allowed yourself to imagine out there but not in
here. With this new understanding of the shadow nature of self, the many
probabilities and potentials, you start bringing them into this theater, this
stage of Earth, of life now. You don't have to separate the two anymore. They
can be brought together.
This all ties in, Shaumbra, all of what we have been talking about for several
years - the imagination… the opening
up… the understanding that you're not limited… the understanding that
you can bring it in here right now.
So, in the next few weeks that we have until our next gathering, give yourself
permission to be everything that you are… you see. We talked about it last
month. You thought we were just talking about you, the human. We are talking
about you, the soul, the over-soul,
the many potentials and probabilities. And, remember what we said - you can
express more than one reality at a time, one of the concepts that Saint
Germain knows so well. You can express multiple realities
simultaneously… what a concept!
Give yourself permission to be who you are, more than who you ever thought you
were. Give yourself permission these next few weeks to enjoy life. It is so
important in terms of being the true multi-dimensional self. You can't do it
if you are not enjoying life. How can you bring all of these probabilities and
shadow potentials into reality if you don't even want to be here, if you're
not even giving yourself the gift of life? How can you bring it in if you're
subscribing to the old belief system of just
barely enough? Some of you are still on that - just barely enough. How can
you bring in all of these other probabilities, potentials, and expressions of
spiritual creativity if you still subscribe to just barely enough?
So, enjoy life in this holiday season. Let yourself go. Don't worry about the
others. Let yourself enjoy. That in itself is an invitation to the alternate,
to the "shadow probabilities," to come in and dance together with
you on your stage, your life. Remember it's not coming from us. These are all
of yours that are coming in.
In these next few weeks of time until our next Shoud, take a good deep breath,
and let yourself start experiencing what it is like to have multiple realities
co-existing together in the same time and space continuum. That will give you
something to ponder also. You have bought into the belief system that only one
expression can be actualized or realized at a time.
Now, let yourself potentiate. Let
yourself open up and feel multiple expressions of self, potentials coming out
of the shadows and now coming into reality, co-existing. It is a - how to say
- some of you will think this is a multiple-personality
disorder (some laughter). It is actually multiple- personality by order
(more laughter). You are allowing this process to take place.
And, feel what it is like. We recommend not doing it while you're driving a
car or operating heavy equipment (more laughter). You may get an overwhelming
feeling of spatial disorientation, but this is appropriate. You're not losing
balance. You're only losing control… you
see. You didn't want the control to begin with.
Let yourself be multiple expressions of you. Don't force it. Just allow it to
happen. You can experience things from many different directions altogether in
the Now moment. This is what Saint
Germain did. This is what he is a master at doing. This is what he is going to
help you with.
Take off the limitations. Go for it, Shaumbra. Enjoy this holiday season.
And so it is!
Tobias of the Crimson Council is presented by Geoffrey Hoppe, aka "Cauldre," in Golden, Colorado. The story of Tobias, from the biblical Book of Tobit, can be found on the Crimson Circle web site at www.crimsoncircle.com. The Tobias Materials have been offered free of charge to lightworkers and Shaumbra around the world since August 1999, the time when Tobias said humanity moved past the potential of destruction and into the New Energy.
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The Crimson Circle meets monthly in the Denver, Colorado area where Tobias presents the latest information through Geoffrey Hoppe. Tobias states that he and the others of the celestial Crimson Council are actually channeling the humans. According to Tobias, they are reading our energies and translating our own information back to us so we can see it from the outside, while experiencing it on the inside. The "Shoud" is the portion of the channeling where Tobias steps aside and the energy of the humans is channeled directly by Geoffrey Hoppe.
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The ultimate purpose of the Crimson Circle is to serve as human guides and teachers to those walking the path of inner spiritual awakening. This is not an evangelical mission. Rather, the inner light will guide people to your doorstep for your compassion and care. You will know what to do and teach in that moment, when the unique and precious human who is about to embark on the journey of the Bridge of Swords comes to you.
If you are reading this and feel a sense of truth and connection, you are indeed Shaumbra. You are a teacher and a human guide. Allow the seed of divinity to blossom within you in this moment and for all times to come. You are never alone, for there is family around the world and angels in the realms around you.
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