The Embodiment Series SHOUD 1
Presented to the Crimson Circle August 7, 2004
Original Website http://www.crimsoncircle.com/
And so it is, dear Shaumbra, that we
gather together again in the energy of our family, the energy of love,
and now in a new melded and embodied energy
of the AH and the OH. It is a delight for I, Tobias
- and all of the other of those who are in non-physical bodies - to join you
on this day.
One of our most delightful times is just before you start, just as we are
getting prepared… oh, much as you love this time when you first go to bed…
just before you fall off to sleep… when you are crossing over… when you
are releasing your strong focus on the humanness… and allowing yourself now
to drift off into the etheric realms
to let your body rest… to let your mind rest… and let your soul
come out to play in these wonderful dreams
that you have… also in these times when you float back over to our
side. We know how you love that time when you are slipping across… as
much as we love this time when the energies are first gathered… when there
is breathing… and there is music… and there is the celebration of human
life.
We on our side of the veil can take our own deep breath and tune into you
because indeed your hearts are opening. Your hearts are opening now,
Shaumbra… such a change then from the time when we sat down with you five
years ago… such a change… and so how very far you've come. We will discuss
that today.
It is a joy for I, Tobias, to be back here as I, Tobias, for last month it was
indeed a bit different. The energies were different. It was - what we would
have to say - was the purest form of Shoud
that you have ever done. Let it be known that I, Tobias - and the others -
stepped back. We let you talk. We let your words come through in the purest,
most unconditional way. We kept out our humor. We kept out our influence.
We wanted to hear you say the words. We wanted you to come to this crossing,
this chasm, and go across it fearlessly. We wanted you to expose the energy of
the darkness for what it truly was.
Oh, it was a different type of energy as we sat back in love and joy. And, we
were applauding the whole time. We knew that you - we knew that especially Cauldre
and Linda - were challenged by some of
this. You knew it, but you were challenged, and more so challenged by knowing
it was time to open this up to all of the world, to put this energy now into
the consciousness of humanity.
It is not about taking your words from this last Shoud and distributing them
in writing or other forms to everyone that exists upon the Earth. It was about
opening your hearts and opening to the consciousness of humanity. It has now
been placed there: a new understanding of the darkness… of the divinity…
and of the God within… a new understanding of where you can go without the battles…
without all of the fighting… where you can go in your consciousness in your
evolution with this reintegration. We will
talk about that more on this day.
We ask all of you who are listening and all who are watching. Yes, indeed I,
Tobias, am on television now (audience laughter), indeed much more than what
you think. Some of you think you are looking at Cauldre, those who are
watching now. But, I want you to close your eyes for a moment and take a deep
breath, and those who are here in my studio audience (much audience laughter).
Take a deep breath, to breathe in the energies of Shaumbra and the divinity
and everything that you are, to breathe in the wholeness… to breathe in the safeness…
yes, indeed, to breathe in all of the energies into this divine and precious
moment.
And, now for those of you who are watching, as you slowly open your eyes, look
past the obvious. Allow your eyes to open in a different way. And, I will make
sure that you see the energy of I, Tobias. Don't necessarily look for a face.
Look beyond what you see as Cauldre, for with this new technology that you
have employed here, we have another way of communicating with you, another way
of being together with you.
Go beyond the eyes and beyond the ears, and you will see the energy of I,
Tobias. You will see the energy of our guests on this day. Yes, if you find
your mind is interfering, close your eyes and
take another deep breath. Look beyond now. Allow your eyes to expand, not to
detract their focus, but rather to expand their focus to see the energies, to
see the swirl of energies all around.
It is truly fun with all of your modern technology. Oh, there are things that
we never even dreamed back in my days. But, it is interesting with your
beautiful technology how we can connect simultaneously all around the world,
energetically through sound, through sight. And, that helps to open up all of
these other sensory perceptions - the divine
senses that you have - where now we can come to you in a new way. It flows
in.
It used to be that we had to come to you through the printed word only. Then,
we were able to engage the audio, and now the video, and now all of the divine
senses coming back in. It is like using any tool that has been dormant for a
while, or any tool that is brand-new. It takes a bit of adjusting. There is
part of you that wants to go to the Old human
senses only. That is when it is time to take the deep breath, to reboot
your system, to reboot, to open the imagination
and to allow yourself to see the energies dancing.
Oh, you don't have to look for a specific face. Some of you may see the face
of I, Tobias, as I choose to appear to you… quite handsome, I'm sure
(audience laughter). Oh, indeed, some of you might see me as simply an energy
form. Some of you may only feel it at the other levels. But, indeed this does
allow so many things to come full circle
in the way Shaumbra now gathers. So, it is a delight to be here for this first
time.
Dear Shaumbra, we do indeed get a bit overwhelmed when we come into your space
like this, a bit overwhelmed on this day when you have gone through so many
changes in your own understanding these past few weeks. Some of you have been
kept very, very busy by outside events indeed. Some of you have been
distracted by things outside of you in your life… things of friends and
relatives… things of work… things that would temporarily distract the mind
so that so much of the energies from our last Shoud together could find their
place within your being… so they could be absorbed and taken in without the
mind trying to filter, and adjust, and trying to analyze all of this.
We have to say from our perspective that we are delighted that you have not
tried to over-analyze this. There have been those of you who have gently and
beautifully helped guide others when they have gone into analysis. It is first
a feeling, and a knowingness, and a wisdom that comes through.
This whole thing about the darkness… if you try to analyze it, dear friends,
you will play an interesting game in a very confusing maze. You will find it
difficult to get out. It is difficult, we know, not engaging the brain for all
of these things. You have been told from the youngest of your years to always
think. And, we have come back to you and said, "No, feel first, and then
think."
It becomes a bit frightening to not have the mind filter. But, dear friends,
the ability of the feelings to understand
and to comprehend transcends anything that the mind could have done. The
ability of your divinity to sort things out - to keep you in the safe space,
and to give you understanding - goes far beyond the mind.
And, as we have said before, the mind wants to be released of its old burdens
and duties of having to be the judge and the jury of your life, having to make
every decision. It wants to be an active participant in your life. But, it
does not want to set values. It does not want to make judgments. The brain
serves an essential purpose in your time here on Earth.
But, now it is time to truly let the feelings come through. This whole
understanding of the darkness comes through first as a feeling. Many of you
have had it, the overwhelming feeling of love, the overwhelming knowingness of
compassion. Oh, and then the mind tries to race in and tries to then analyze
the dark. It does not want to be analyzed.
It wants to be accepted. It wants to be re-integrated. This greatest, greatest
love that you have ever had wants to come back and share your life with you.
It wants to show you things that it was doing while you were doing your thing.
While you were doing your thing, not conscious of other things going on around
you, the energy of the OH, the
holder of the darkness, your divinity, wants to share with you what it was
doing… you see.
Oh, it wasn't doing it here on Earth so much. It wasn't doing it in any part
of the physical universe that
you know. The energy of the OH was embracing you the entire time. It was
living through other experiences for you, other
potentials for you, things… oh, my dear, dear friends, things that you
could not possibly imagine in your mind. It only can be imagined in your soul,
in your divinity, in your full expression of you.
Imagine what was going on all of those lifetimes, all of those lifetimes where
you were living on Earth, embodied in a male or a female figure with two arms,
two legs, eyes, and ears, having all of your experiences, having all of your
conflicts, living out some of the grandest journeys and grandest experiences.
Imagine now for a moment here what your divinity was doing… playing with all
of the potentials that could have been brought in, experiencing those on your
behalf. Those things it would like to share with you in your life now.
That is why we stress the imagination.
That is why we said it is time to open
the heart and the mind… because we knew that when the divinity was embodied
within, when the essence of the OH energy was accepted and brought in, there
would be stories to tell, experiences to share.
You have been separated from parts of yourself for so very long. It is like
being separated from family and friends for a long, long time. What do you do
when you get back together with them? You want to share the stories. You want
to share the excitement. You want to share the energy. That is what the
divinity - what has been shrouded by the darkness - wants to share with you
now in your life.
So, in these days to come you may feel a tremendous sense of incoming
information, stories, experiences, feelings that seem to be inside and outside
of you at the same time. It seems to be your story but not your experience. It
seems personal, but you can't remember where it came from. These will come
rushing in as you accept the AH and the OH energy, the marriage of these two
back together. It is a beautiful thing. The OH energy has been busy, as you
have been busy. There are stories to tell.
Dear Shaumbra, we just want to sit here a minute and look at you. Even those
who are looking at us on your little monitor… we want to look at you.
Sixty years ago on this very day - 60 years ago on a day (*
1944-8-7) that has a 33 number - there
was a grand gathering in the greatest chamber of the Order
of the Arc. And, at this grand gathering there were representatives from
all of the family energies,
including those of the Order of
To-bi-wah… the Order of Michael…
the Order of Sananda… the Order
of Raphael… and all of the others gathered on this day.
All of you were there in one form or the other. A few of you were already back
on Earth in the physical body at a young age indeed. Many of you had not reincarnated
yet. And, you attended this grand gathering, this gathering of the Ah-lah-oan,
Allatone, as we have said before, meaning creation, meaning "I
create, I am." It was the gathering of the Allatone, dear Shaumbra, that
we gathered.
And, this was towards what we would call the end of your grand World
War. It was in the days where it was quite well known what direction this
war would take; for the war, this World War II of yours, was such a time of
decision and new direction. But, on this date 60 years ago the direction was
known at least on our side.
Oh, indeed it could have changed. But, things were so well-established at that
point that those in Order of the Arc sent out a call for a whole new legion to
reincarnate on Earth, or to join the few that had already come down.
As we gathered, we talked about things like the New
Earth. We talked about the Old Earth and the changes that it would go
through, the potentials that it had over the next 60 years for destruction
and termination… or for revitalization and renewal, a re-immersion, and
a redefinition. At this grand gathering, Shaumbra,
is when you stepped forward and said you were ready to come back to Earth.
Some had only been gone for a few years, or in some cases a few months. Some
of you had left during the time of war, killed in action, come back to our
side. Some of you had been back for a few years, some for many, many centuries
waiting for the right time. Those who were already on Earth incarnate… you
were there with us in spirit. You had gone first. You had gone to help - how
to say - pave the ways for the others.
So, we gathered around, and you knew it was time to incarnate. And, we talked
about all of the things that could be done. We talked about - how to say - a
grand mission of sorts. We talked about grand changes on Earth. We talked
about some of the challenges and difficulties that you would have when you
went back. We talked about this whole area of remembrance.
We talked about - how to say, we say it symbolically - finding the rose within
the picture, the picture of life on Earth with all of its difficulties and
challenges, all of the non-remembering. Somewhere along the line you would
find the rose again. Somewhere along the line you would come back in touch
with the "fruit of the
rose" that we have talked about before, the passion and the renewal.
You planned it for yourself to find this "fruit of the rose," the
remembrance and the awakening.
You knew it would be a difficult lifetime, filled with things like very
challenging, very challenging youths. You chose, so many of you, to incarnate
into - you call them - dysfunctional families, very difficult families.
Indeed, part of this was the understanding of going into these families… the
understanding of how the light and the
dark works… how you can become trapped in this whole game… how you can
set up such a battle of
duality in yourself… how this can cause such pain
and suffering.
In a sense, you gave yourself what would be the type of catapult, the type of
mechanism that would eventually trigger you into doing the work of Shaumbra,
into being the teachers, into keeping you from getting too comfortable in
human form. So, you chose the difficult lives in so many cases. And, we have
to say so many of you have gone through therapy and healing and all of these
things in an effort to help you. And, indeed it was helpful.
But, dear friends, you had already given yourself the rose, the remembrance.
It was a wonderful thing that you put forth the effort for the healing and the
rejuvenation. But, understand that you already gave yourself that gift. You
already gave yourself the gift of total understanding and remembrance. It was
simply a matter of timing on your part when you were ready to choose.
So, dear friends, 60 years ago we talked at great lengths. We expended great
energies towards this whole gathering of Allatone. It is indeed the
combination of the knowingness that would eventually be the bringing
together of the AH and the OH,
the knowingness that many, many things would have to happen between now and
then. But, here we are together 60 years later. So many different things could
have happened.
Oh, and indeed many who are Shaumbra decided at some point or the other not to
continue the journey. Some have come back over to our side. Some have simply
dropped out, not dropped out totally, but are waiting for the first group to
go through. It was too difficult and too challenging, so they left it for the
others, for you.
So, on this day it is a celebration for all of us on our side for the Order of
the Arc to know that we could have come out - and you could have come out -
with this information that will allow us now to go to new levels… to have a
whole new view of your life… why you are here… and what you are doing to
let go of some of the Old story that you had about yourself.
You all carry a story, you know. It is an illusion.
You think that you had a certain type of upbringing. You think that you have
become a certain type of person. We are here today to tell you that it is an
illusion, a very potent one, one that seems very real. But, you are not bound
to it. You are not stuck in it. You are not caught in it.
With the Shoud of last month, with your
agreement to let forth this information, now this provides the opportunity to
let go of your story. It provides the opportunity for a remembrance of who you
are. It provides the opportunity for the OH energy to come back to you and
share everything about itself, which is also you.
In these days to come, as the OH energy integrates on a very careful and safe
level, it is not going to all come in at once. It does not want to overwhelm
you. It is going to come in safely, slowly, gently into your being. You are
going to feel full, full in your body.
Some of you are going to be thinking you are gaining weight, but then the
scale shows that there are no pounds that were brought in new. But, you will
feel full in your body.
And, a funny thing happens when your body feels full, your physical body. It
doesn't then need to store… it doesn't then need to consume great amounts of
food. And, indeed, indeed this provides the
perfect energy to lose weight. Your body
will feel full because you are bringing in all the aspects
of yourself.
Your mind will feel full. Yes, we know it
feels full right now. But, it will feel full in a new way, not in a way that's
darting back and forth, trying to figure out answers.
But, it will feel full in a peaceful way. The answers are there. Perhaps
they're not always right on the tip of your consciousness, but you will find
out that in taking the deep breath that the fullness comes in to the mind. The
answers are there.
Your spirit… how many of you have really
felt your spirit? Sometimes, yes… once in a while for many of you…
generally, it has been only on a rare occasion. But, it has only been in what
you called some type of altered state. But, your own spirit comes in now. And,
it feels full. It feels like it has taken everything in, accepted all of the
parts of itself in. It doesn't feel like it needs to be going to find the
answers, to find the lost parts.
There is a fullness that comes into your life now that we have crossed that
barrier, crossed that line, and come to a new
understanding of who you really
are. As you sit here right now, listening, watching this message, or
perhaps reading it… dear friends, it becomes a safe
time and a safe opportunity to let go of the Old story of who you thought you
were… the Old story of a human who had the bad childhood… who had the bad
marriages… who got caught up with drinking or drugs… who got caught up in
even the addiction to religions and spirituality… the Old story of the human
who felt they had no control over their own life… and especially the Old
story of the human who thought that they were less than perfect.
That has been your story, Shaumbra, and the story of humanity, thinking that
you were less than perfect. You have carried that story with you. You played
it out. Any time you got tired of the story and you wanted to get out of it,
you were held back, feeling like you had anchors around your legs because of
your Old story, because of that bad childhood, and the bad marriages. You felt
you were caught in this rut.
And, you were screaming out to try to get out of it… screaming out to have
us come and save you… screaming out for some type of divine intervention in
your life… angry with us so often, we know. It does not bother us so much
(some laughter)… there will come a time when we see you again face-to-face
(more laughter). But, you were angry with us.
So many of you felt totally hopeless and helpless in your condition, wondering
where that salvation was going to come, wondering when you were going to get a
little bit of information that would help you. So many of you, as you know in
your story, you even went to all of these spiritual classes. And, you would go
from channel to channel, and reading to reading, trying to get just a glimpse
of energy, a little bit of divine sugar in your life to carry you through, for
the hopelessness was deep and difficult.
Dear friends, one of the most difficult things for us on our side of the veil
has been not being able to pull you out of that, not being able to give you
hope when you were hopeless, not being able to intervene. We have not been
able to because the physics prevent it, and our agreement with you prevents
it. But, as you have worked, especially in this lifetime, following the
gathering of Allatone 60 years ago today… as you have worked… as you have
looked within… as you have brought your own self through this very difficult
and challenging times… as you have brought forth the words that the darkness
is your divinity, the divine is the darkness - it is all the same - ah… now
we can come to you in a different way.
You can be here in a different way. You can shed that Old story of yours, much
like a snake would shed its skin. You can let it go. It doesn't belong to you
anymore. Oh, you created it indeed, but you don't have to wear it anymore. You
can let it go. Ah, and when you do, what happens? As you know, it is released.
You are no longer bound by it, and the energy comes
back to serve you in a New Energy way.
Yes, the Old story is released and eventually comes back, but in a New way,
filled with wisdom and filled with love, filled with all of these wonderful
things, Shaumbra. Now that we have crossed this line - come to the new
understanding of the light and dark - now you can be released of your story.
You can let it go.
You're not who you thought you were. It's what we are trying to tell you. You
are much more than that.
You have focused on a very linear story. Some of you even bring in past
lives and focus on those. In a sense - how to say - we don't like focusing
even on these past lives so much. Their energy comes into play at times, but
you are even beyond past lives right now. You are not following a linear path
and a karmic path of lifetime after
lifetime. We've gotten away from that with you.
Those were Old stories too. If you're tied into one… if you are still
following the energy, trying to come to some sort of salvation of the energy
or understanding… it's time to let that story go, too. When you do, you will
understand that the stories were limited. There is so much more to them, so
much more going on behind and around and through every one of your past
lifetimes… as there has been in this lifetime.
You thought you were brought up in a difficult family somewhere in the world.
You thought that you had certain relationships, and went to certain schools,
and took on certain careers. We are here to tell you, dear friends, look
beyond that. That was only one aspect, what we call an illusion, only one
aspect of what was really going on.
We know some of you are scratching your heads a bit. We know some of you are
actually beginning to feel it. We know that you are ready for this, ready to
go beyond the Old story, ready to begin understanding what has really been
taking place here.
So, we know you've been going through tremendous changes over the past five
years that we have been speaking to you in these channels and Shouds of ours.
We have watched; we have been there with you. As you know, you have never,
ever been alone. When you left the gathering of the Allatone, every one of you
was given hundreds and hundreds of celestial helpers, of runners,
of angels, who would be there supporting the
energies, holding all of the inter-dimensional
aspects and all
of the potentials together while you went and experienced one on Earth,
one reality, one illusion.
But, there have been so many others around. You are going to start meeting
some of those angels. You are going to start meeting some of those runners.
You are going to start having remembrances of some of the - what you would
call - parallel experiences, multi-dimensional aspects of what was going on.
You are going to start feeling and hearing and knowing some of the experiences
that the OH was having.
You are ready for now it. It would have scared the living hell out of you if
it came through a year, or two, or five ago. But, you are ready for it now,
and it won't be frightening. It will be humorous in a way. It will truly give
you that "ah hah," Shaumbra.
So, we know you are ready for the next set of changes. But, as we have said
before, the most difficult ones are behind. You can let that story go. You can
let it heal itself. All
energy seeks and finds resolution. You can let your Old story go.
When you let the Old story go, it is not that you become a nothing, a neuter,
invisible. No, indeed, you'll find something quite different takes place. It
actually gives you more of an understanding of your true identity.
But, we have to underline the word "true identity" here. You were
living in a limited identity and a limited limited consciousness
before. And, now you can have an understanding
of the new.
There will be changes in your life. Breathe them in. Have joy with them. Stop
worrying about what happens with your job, or getting moved, or any of these
other things. There will be changes in your life, but they'll be on a new
level now.
We had to go through some of the very difficult steps these past five years,
some of the steps to basically help move you beyond being a linear human,
moving you out of the humanness and at times you rebelled. You actually wanted
more humanness. You wanted more of what you were getting. You wanted more
limitation in a way. Oh, yes, you wanted a bigger house, and a better job, and
a better-looking spouse (audience laughter).
But, dear Shaumbra, we had to resist the temptation to help you with this. We
had to help move you through - as difficult as it was - move you through, so
we could arrive at this point, this safe space
in the Now moment where you are multi-dimensional,
where the AH and the OH are
together again, integrated.
So, dear friends, on this beautiful day that we share together, we did
bring in the energy of our dear, dear friend, Yeshua,
as our guest today… ah, for Yeshua has been there working with you through
the Order of Sananda. He is here
today, ever present in the room and for those watching on your little
monitors. Yes, you might have seen some funny little things taking place on
your monitor… the energy of Yeshua coming through.
Yes, once again for those watching either live or on the screens, if you close
your eyes for a moment and take that deep breath of the divine
melded together with the humanness… take that deep breath… allow all
of your senses to open… allow
yourself to feel and to see the energy of Yeshua, not as the bearded one with
the long hair, walking around with a robe, but the true energy of Yeshua can
come through. He is here in this room. He is here in your room, if you are
watching this.
You will recognize it as an energy that has been there, an entity who has been
there because Yeshua understands. You'd have to say, in a way - Yeshua is you.
His experiences are near and dear because you helped to create this entity
called Yeshua. Some of you also are repulsed by his experiences or reject his
experiences because they are yours also, things about yourself that you have
had difficulty with.
Yeshua is not the one from the Bible. Yes,
an aspect of Yeshua is published there. Some are stories, once again, stories
written about him. Some are influenced through channeling energy, as the
stories were being written. Some are completely fabricated. The energy of
Yeshua that joins us on this day is not the one from the Bible. Push that off
to the side.
Yes, indeed, it is an old book (audience laughter). It is SO past its time,
Shaumbra, it hurts us and makes us laugh on this side. It was intended for a
time 2000 years ago. It was intended as a book that would last perhaps a
thousand or so years. And, then it was time to move beyond that. But, they
forgot to write the new book. They were afraid. But, Yeshua, as we said, would
love to be released from the Bible. We don't think this is going to happen
(more laughter).
Yeshua comes in here, for he understands this whole issue of facing the darkness.
He has helped you in these weeks since our last Shoud. He had his own
experience with the darkness. As you know a bit of the story, he went off into
the desert for 40 days and 40
nights - there is that "4"
number again - to battle the devil…
ah, or so the old book says. It was not about battling the devil at all.
He went off into the desert to be away from the crowds who were actually
beginning to drive him a bit crazy at that point (some laughter). They loved miracles.
As you have found out, or will find out in your life, the humans love a
miracle. They love a good show. Oh, but it can be so distracting because give
them one miracle they want two (more laughter). Give them fish and loaves, and
they're going to want wine from water. And, it continues to grow and grow.
What we have then is nothing but a bunch of dis-empowered human beings.
So, dear friends, Yeshua went off into the desert for 40 days and 40 nights.
And, you went with him on a level of your own. You were there with Yeshua. You
were there to take a look at what the darkness really was and wasn't, for up
until then it was not so much understood.
Yes, it was portrayed as these demons. Oh,
they were given names, and they were given their own identities. They were bad
excuses for things humans didn't like about themselves. As much as they would
put the energy of the almighty into outside gods, into idols, and many, many
gods, they would also put the energies of what they didn't like about
themselves into all of these demons and into this entity called Satan
and Lucifer.
Yeshua didn't accept either one of these things. He didn't accept that there
were gods in - how to say - all of these different types of idols. He didn't
accept even that there was a God in some
far-off heaven. He didn't. He did not. He
has been misquoted so much in Bible. He didn't accept that there were all of
these demons. And, he didn't accept that there was this energy of Satan that
was going to overtake everyone if they didn't follow some crazy set of rules.
So, he went off into the desert to discover for himself.
Oh, he believed in what you would call Spirit
or God. But, he didn't believe it the way the churches, or any of the cults,
or any of the groups were portraying it. He was so confused. Does that ring a
bell, Shaumbra? And, you were with him.
So, he went out in the desert to contemplate, to be in an energy that was
quieted down. As you have discovered in your life - all of you - it does you
good to get out into nature, away from the energy of the cities and of the
families.
And, so Yeshua went off into the desert to take a look at what felt right to
him, at what was real. He didn't battle the devil. There came the
understanding that the devil was part of him. There came the understanding
that there had to be some type of reason for it. It wasn't put there as a test
to him. It wasn't put there to make him feel any less human or any less
angelic.
Why was it there? What was this darkness? And, indeed, Yeshua - and all of you
at that time - came to the realization that the darkness was everything that
was rejected by the human self. The darkness was everything that was rejected
by the spirit self.
Yeshua came to the same understanding that you voiced the other day. The
darkness is the divinity. The two go together; the two have to go together.
Yeshua came to the understanding that there were no demons to be driven out of
a person, no demons to run and hide from. But, there was rather the embracing
of all of that inside.
Shaumbra, you were there energetically, spiritually. All of you helped to
comprise this entity called Yeshua, helped to manifest this into a physical
body on Earth. For 2000 years you have been walking with this knowingness. You
have had it within you. You have had the understanding. And, you knew it would
be time at some point in some lifetime to bring it out, to live it, to embody
it. The time wasn't right 1500 years ago, or a thousand years ago.
It has been there. You have felt it. You have known something that was being
taught by the spiritual teachers, the churches, wasn't quite right. You have
tried to make it right. You have tried to join in and participate. You have
tried to make yourself feel perhaps what the others were feeling, but you
couldn't because you have always known something different.
From 2000 years ago you have
understood inside what this whole issue of the light
and the dark is. You have understood that there are no outside demons…
unless of course you want there to be, you see.
Oh, there are a vast majority of humans on Earth right now… they want there
to be an outside demon. They want to battle with it. As miserable as it gets,
they want to battle with it. They want to have something to be righteous
about, something to blame their own lives on, something to pour their
negativity into, and something so they can continue to play the role of victim.
So, they create this thing - Satan, Lucifer. It doesn't exist on our side,
Shaumbra. Come up here… when you're ready (audience laughter). You won't
find the energy of Satan and Lucifer.
Now, you will find this - how to say - this type of devil here that is created
in the consciousness of the humans who want to believe in it. And, it serves
them. It serves them as their master. And, it comes to haunt them. And, it
comes to tempt them. And, it comes to play with them. And, it comes to make
their life miserable. It serves them. They are creating it. They want it. They
create it.
You don't need it anymore in your life. You don't need the opposing
forces. You don't need to be battling anything. You have gone beyond that.
Yeshua has been hanging around lately to help all of you through this very
difficult thing. Yes, it is difficult because it is so ingrained in you, this
whole issue of light and dark, the misperceptions of what these things are.
So, Yeshua has been there at your side. He has been helping you to remember
the time in the desert, helping you to remember what real healing
is, and what real miracles are.
As we said before, the miracle - that true miracle - is the open
consciousness. And, the open consciousness allows you to break out of that
limited linear human condition, go into the multi-dimensional
while still staying present, fully present, fully present
and alive in the Now moment.
But, now without the Old story, now without
the Old baggage, it allows you to pull in the energies of the OH
energy into your life. It allows you to actually, literally re-experience
everything you've ever experienced. With this new
wisdom and this profound understanding about the energies of OH and AH
that you have articulated, it truly allows the re-experiencing of everything
that you have ever gone through.
In a sense, you could say all of your enlightenment
shines across time and space of
everything that you have ever gone through. It doesn't change the sequence of
events of past lifetimes or things in
this lifetime. But, it truly changes how you experience it. You will find here
in these days to come that you can go back and re-experience what have been
very difficult and painful memories.
Oh, we know some of you are haunted with these things. They seem to come back
over and over again into your lives. You don't want them there. Now, you will
be able to go back and re-experience with a whole new understanding, so it is
not haunting. It is not going to torment you. It is not going to follow around
in your path, in your darknesses anymore. You will be able to re-experience
with joy. You will be able go back in like - how to say - like selecting a
television program and watch parts of your past, re-experience them. You will
be able to go back and forth as much as you choose.
Dear Shaumbra, the darkness is not at all what you thought it would be. It has
been a great place of great passion, a great love and great misunderstanding.
It is one of the greatest games that has ever been played on this Earth. It is
time for that to end now.
You are the first to walk through this as a group. Some of you have had the
mental realization of this in the past. But, you have not had the embodiment
of this. And, there is a big difference.
In the course of this next year we are going to talk to you. You are going to
talk yourselves through the Shoud about the embodiment. And, we will call our
series together "The Embodiment Series," bringing it into your life,
not keeping it out there, not intellectualizing it.
Oh, so many of you have so many intellectual concepts you have never even
thought about living in your life. You like to talk about them, and you forget
to live them. This year is about living. This year is about the embodiment of
the energies, the AH and the OH, the fulfillment. We said, "You will feel
full," fulfillment in your life, bringing it in. You cannot be a
spiritual teacher, a spiritual superstar, if you hold your life and you hold
your concepts separately.
Some of the greatest pontificators are the greatest losers in life (some
laughter). Indeed, I can say that because I was (more laughter). Oh, I loved
to pontificate in my days as Tobias. And, people would actually listen (more
laughter). Funny how that happens… if you speak, they generally listen,
don't they? Very little discernment on their part! (more laughter) Oh, I would
love to pontificate. I would quote the scriptures.
I would quote the wisdom of Moses and
the wisdom of Abraham.
And, I didn't even know what the hell I was talking about, but people
listened, and they thought I was some type of holy man because I could quote
scriptures. I didn't live it in my life. Oh, I played with it. I used it as a
defense, particularly against my wife.
Something had to hold her back (some laughter). I say that with all due
respect.
I used this pontificating because I thought God would appreciate it if I used
what I thought were his words. I would quote this to people. And, it would
strike them such that they would never even question me about my life, which
was actually not all that it was cracked it up to be, so much so that I chose
on levels to be blinded, to be blinded with the dung of a bird, nonetheless.
What an insult it was for a holy man!
But, it caused me to go inside to consider life. Yes, it caused me to consider
about why I would even want to continue with life. I was blind. All my power
was taken away. My audience with the king was taken away.
So, I had to consider life. I had to go inside. And, I realized what a phony I
had been. Oh, it was fun playing that part. But, I realized that I had not
embodied any of this. I had not taken it inside of me. I had always been
expressing it to others, but not living it within me. And, the funniest part
was I had no idea what any of it meant. It just sounded good.
So, I can talk about those who pontificate and who don't live it because I
learned along the way. I learned it later in that lifetime as Tobias and in
the next lifetime - indeed the one where I spent many a day in a prison. I
learned how to embody. I learned how to embody Spirit in a prison within my
being. I learned to live it in every moment. I learned the greatest joy I have
ever had as a human beyond those four walls. I had to. I had to learn to
embody it.
Shaumbra, so many of you take off when you are faced with difficulty… when
you are faced with tough situations… when you are faced with your own
darkness. You take off. You leave that body of yours. You leave your
consciousness. You go somewhere else. You hide.
It is time now to embody. It is time when difficult situations come your way
to take a deep breath and suck it all in, to embody it. Don't think at the
moment… just embody it… bring it in.
There is going to be a whole new way of looking at things… yes, the
difficult situations in jobs, in relationships, but especially difficult
situations with yourself. As you embody everything, be at full acceptance,
the full integration into your physical
reality into your Now moment.
As you pull this in, it will be like having a whole new way of looking at it.
Go beyond the fear. Go beyond any trepidations that you have. Go beyond the
limitations that you thought were there. As you embody, you're going to see it
in a whole new way. When you have a difficult situation presented to you, take
a deep breath and fully embody into your being. And, then you're going to see
something different when you open your eyes.
Some of you don't like certain things. You don't like certain foods. You think
they are bad for you. Ah, take a deep breath. Look at it in a whole different
light. Oh, you have already created categories in your mind - good and bad.
"Bad" will make you sick. Yes, it will, if you choose to play that
game. Take a deep breath.
Ah, yes, we use the example of food because it is true embodying. Bring it
into your body. Go beyond. Take a look. There is something you are not seeing
there in some of those foods you have judged.
As one example, people… you create categories of people - good and bad
people… ah, enlightened people… and dumb people (some laughter). Some of
them you have had a difficult time being around. And, we understand… you
have been opening up and becoming more sensitive.
Indeed, but now we want you to look at them in a different way. Embody all of
the energies… difficult situations… breathe it in… embody all of it…
bring it in. Then, you will start opening to a new
understanding. You will see beyond what you have ever seen before as you
embody it.
Your own self… breathe your body in. That is one of the things you have had
a difficult time with. Breathe it in. You are going to start seeing something
different about your body… the joy and the beauty of it… how it has served
you… how it has served you in so many ways when you have hated it… when
you have hated being here on Earth and taken it out on your physical body…
and let it become a reflection of your own dislike of being here.
Ah, yes, dislike of being here… you've tried to reject humanness to find
spirituality. It will never, ever happen that way. Buddha
can tell you that. He discovered that. He tried to reject the humanness to
become holiness. He ended up with nothing but holes in his spirituality… you
see (some laughter).
So, dear friends, it is about embodying all of it, everything that you thought
was wrong or bad, everything you didn't like about yourself, all the
darknesses. Embodying it means coming to terms with it, accepting that there
was a reason, accepting that there is more beyond what you can see and feel
and hear. Embodying it means bring it into this reality.
Embody your humanness. Embody this terrific, grand venture of being a human.
There is nothing else like it. We all have to come this way. We all have to
follow after you. So, as you embody and embrace your humanness, you'll see
things in it - in this journey - you could never have imagined before. You
will see how it is a blessing, when for so long you have thought it was a
curse.
This whole area of darkness, friends…
so misunderstood, so misunderstood. You are crossing into new territory here
with a new understanding. But, it is quite simple.
Much as a storm cloud holds all the drops of water, ready to deliver them at
the appropriate time, your divinity has
been holding your darkness, holding it like a storm cloud would hold the drops
of water. It doesn't make the storm cloud wrong. It doesn't make the storm
cloud bad. It is serving a purpose.
Your divinity has been holding the darkness - the tiny drops of experiences,
the drops of energy and the drops of love - now ready to come back, now ready
to come down upon your human life in a whole new way. Ah… it is the
embodiment. It is the release. It is the acceptance in that everything
changes.
And, Shaumbra, I, Tobias, am here to tell you - you don't need to force the
change… you see. You hear the word change; you wonder what you need to do
when you walk out of this place, when you turn off those monitors and stop
watching me… nothing… nothing. Energy
seeks resolution. Change finds its own level. It just begins happening.
What should you do then? Take that foot off the brake! You see… change
starts coming around, and you put that foot on the brake. And, it stops
everything. And, everything responds to you, and says, "Fine, no
change." And, then you get angry with us that there are no changes in
your life (audience laughter).
So, Shaumbra, the change will occur, and it will be a new type of change. We
cannot label it good or bad. It is New Energy change. There is no longer a
need to fear, no longer a need to worry, no longer a need to wonder if you are
doing the right thing or the wrong thing. Imagine from this day forward - no
right or wrong thing. There is only "thing." There is only "beingness,"
no more "doingness" in your life. Can you possibly grant yourself
that it can be this simple, the gift of simplicity?
Ah, yes, indeed, if you possibly release this Old
darkness, this Old battle, and this Old
story about yourself, and more than anything, Shaumbra, can you allow
yourself the gift of re-immersing
into humanness? Ah, yes, the baptism of
the New Energy… re-immersing yourself
now back into the humanness.
You have been out of it for a while now, believe it or not. Oh, you thought
you were right in the middle. You pulled back. You pulled back. You had to. It
was part of your plan, our plan.
You were existing. You were living. You were going through the motions, but
part of you had pulled back so you could study some of these concepts. You
could study the New spirituality and the New Energy on other levels. You
weren't - how to say - whole, but that was by design. You weren't all here.
And, we know it was disruptive at times. The humanness was upset about this at
times. A part of you was off in these other realms, doing other work.
Now it is time for re-immersion into the humanness. But, when you re-immerse,
it is different. It is new. It is balanced, and it is safe. It is a safe
energy. It comes with a new understanding of the light and the dark. It comes
with a full embodiment. It is much like a baptism.
You see… after Yeshua went out into the
desert, he came back to the river Jordan where John
the Baptist was performing his baptisms, and he allowed this baptism to
take place, not to wash away the sins, quite the contrary. And, he did talk to
John afterwards and explained that it wasn't about washing away the sins or
washing away the evils. It was about the re-immersion of himself into the
human body, into the physical plane, the
full embodiment of Spirit into humanity.
Part of you has been away for a long time. It is ready to come back now. Dear
Shaumbra, let us take a moment here together - if you are so ready - in the
safe space that we have created with the energy of Yeshua. Ah, yes, some of
you are remembering how Yeshua went through the baptism with John.
If you are ready in this space, let us re-immerse. Let us come back in full
embodiment into the human dimension in the human body, full acceptance of the
humanity, full acceptance of the biology, full acceptance of this brilliant
Now moment that we are in. As you allow yourself to re-immerse, you allow
yourself the fullness to come back in. There is no battle. There is no back
and forth. There is actually not even a mission anymore.
As you allow yourself to re-immerse, to come back in now, you bring all of the
energies of AH and OH, nothing rejected, nothing left behind. There can't be
anything left behind. You allow it all to come in. You also allow all of the
experiences of OH to come in to be shared with you at the appropriate time.
You allow all of your being into this Now moment, no longer ashamed of
humanity and your humanness, no longer ashamed of this beautiful thing called
a "human reality." Now, you can bring it all in, all into this Now.
Through the breath, the deep breath, let us re-immerse in a whole new way.
You wonder… sometimes you ask us, "What is the meaning of life? What is
the purpose of life?" It is simply to live.
It is simply to be here. You don't
need to have a mission right now.
And, as empty as it might seem, you don't need to have a purpose.
Purposes, in a sense, are limiting.
Without a purpose you can be full. When you are full, you can be a Creator.
When you are a Creator, you can do anything you want. You don't have to have a
mission or a purpose right now.
Then, simply be fulfilled, re-immersed in this life. And, as some of you have
already guessed, when that happens… ah, you don't have to have a defined
purpose. You don't have to pencil down some mission. You don't have to have a
mission of annihilating the dark anymore. No, when you come to this point, it
all becomes obvious.
In this moment of beingness without
purpose all of a sudden you begin to get it. All of a sudden a new
passion comes out. You don't have to try to create or manufacture a
passion anymore. You simply know it. A passion comes out. The "fruit
of the rose" comes out, re-immersed also in a whole new way.
Ah, then you understand what it is like to be a Creator. Then, you understand
that - anything you choose to create and anything you choose to do - all the
tools are there… nothing hidden from you… nothing held back. You don't
have to guess anymore. The knowingness comes through.
Don't push it, Shaumbra. Don't force it. It comes to you. The embodiment, the
fullness, the energies, the resources… it comes to you. It is a different
way of living than what you have experienced. It comes
to you.
Shaumbra, you've gone through many, many difficult years. You've had to
release the guides. You've
become "guide-less." You've had to release the saviors. Nobody could
save you and no need to save you. You have had to release the crutches. You
have had to release the Old stories. You had to release everything. You had to
cross that Bridge of Swords to get
to this place, to get to this place of full
embodiment and re-immersion.
Now, think no more like an Old Energy
human. Imagine like a New Energy divine
human… you see. Let go of the Old way, and allow the imagination
to soar.
We want you to feel for a moment before we close the legions that have been
with you, supporting you on the different levels. You've wondered where they
were on Earth. You expected them to be here. They have been on many of the
other levels, the other dimensions.
We want you to feel your staff for a moment, the members of your team, what
they have been doing for you on the other levels to keep divine integrity
while you went through your process. Ah, yes, you can feel them, can't you?
You can almost name them. You can almost see them.
They have been the ones serving you. You owe them nothing. You owe them
nothing. Their service to you was payment… their service to the grand
leaders, the grand families of this creation. You are never alone.
And so it is!
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Tobias of the Crimson Council is presented by Geoffrey Hoppe, aka "Cauldre," in Golden, Colorado. The story of Tobias, from the biblical Book of Tobit, can be found on the Crimson Circle web site at www.crimsoncircle.com. The Tobias Materials have been offered free of charge to lightworkers and Shaumbra around the world since August 1999, the time when Tobias said humanity moved past the potential of destruction and into the New Energy.
The Crimson Circle is a global network of human angels who are among the first to transition into the New Energy. As they experience the joys and challenges of the ascension status, they help other humans on their journeys through sharing, caring and guiding. Over 50,000 visitors come to the Crimson Circle web site each month to read the latest materials and discuss their own experiences.
The Crimson Circle meets monthly in the Denver, Colorado area where Tobias presents the latest information through Geoffrey Hoppe. Tobias states that he and the others of the celestial Crimson Council are actually channeling the humans. According to Tobias, they are reading our energies and translating our own information back to us so we can see it from the outside, while experiencing it on the inside. The "Shoud" is the portion of the channeling where Tobias steps aside and the energy of the humans is channeled directly by Geoffrey Hoppe.
Crimson Circle gatherings are open to the public. The Crimson Circle receives its abundance through the open love and gifting of Shaumbra throughout the world.
The ultimate purpose of the Crimson Circle is to serve as human guides and teachers to those walking the path of inner spiritual awakening. This is not an evangelical mission. Rather, the inner light will guide people to your doorstep for your compassion and care. You will know what to do and teach in that moment, when the unique and precious human who is about to embark on the journey of the Bridge of Swords comes to you.
If you are reading this and feel a sense of truth and connection, you are indeed Shaumbra. You are a teacher and a human guide. Allow the seed of divinity to blossom within you in this moment and for all times to come. You are never alone, for there is family around the world and angels in the realms around you.
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