little self; one aspect of yourself
that is in human reality;
⇔ divine self; true
self / full self / open self;
< Creator 6 > Lesson Two, another foundation lesson: Accept your human self, and you will come to know your divine self. This is perhaps one of the more boring lessons, but my dear friends, you will need to understand this for yourself, and you will need to understand it for those you teach. If you do not accept your human self, return to "GO" and start over again. (chuckling) If you do not accept your human self, if you reject yourself, it will come back later. Your human self will want acceptance, and it will be more difficult to heal later than it is now.
< Creator 6 > You have come to Earth for a reason. You have gone through many, many lifetimes for reasons. As you get closer to integration with your divinity, indeed there is the tendency to reject your human self. There are some that think they are going to ascend and never come back to Earth. Dear friends, that is not acceptance! You will have difficulty on the path of the Crimson Circle if that is how you feel about yourself. Do you understand what we are saying here? Think twice about the beauty and the joy and the love of being a human. Accept it. If it is difficult to accept, take time to work with this. Work with others who will help you accept. If your desire is to simply pop out, to never return to this challenging place of Earth, oh, dear friends, you will have many names in many future lifetimes!
< Creator 6 > Lesson Two : Accept your human self, and you will come to know your divine self. This is a core lesson. Accept all that you are. Accept your human self. Jack came to a point where he had to learn to look in the mirror and see beauty and see love and to see God in the mirror. Do you know what we mean? You need to come to this point within yourself, where you can see yourself as God, for indeed you are! Being in human condition is a joyful, grand and loving thing. There are scores and scores of entities tonight in the outer circles that are desiring to do this, that are desiring for this experience. Accept your human self, and you will come to know your divine self.
< DivineHuman 1QA > We mark this day with this group of Divine Humans in our own history books. We have talked for quite a while on this side of the veil of the day that the energy of Shoud could truly take place, when humans could channel their human selves, one-on-one without the training wheels of us on this side. We talked of taking those training wheels off and letting you fly.
< NewEnergy 1QA > We have talked before about the difference between free will - the ability to make choices - and Divine Will. Divine Will is the acceptance of all things. It is changing your whole energetic makeup so you have a built-in divine guidance system. It is you. It is yours. It does not come from us. When that trust between the human self and the divine self is established, you will see how things change. You do not need to worry so much about what you asked for, or the wording of how you ask for it.
< Embodiment 9 > I am speaking here of total trust in yourself - not God - because you don't even begin to know what God is. How can you trust something that is just an Old belief system? A total trust in yourself… an implicit, 100%… give everything… trust in yourself. Some of you go there at times in trying to understand the level of trust in self. Some of you get close, but you haven't gotten all the way there. Total trust… now that raises issues. How can you trust something (divinity) that you feel has betrayed you, or you don't understand? How can you trust yourself when you don't know who you are? Well, that is the irony. That is the beauty of this whole thing. You're being put in a position now to have to trust yourself - not yourself as in your limited story - but yourself as God also. You have to love yourself.
< Embodiment 10 > His crystal is both a metaphor and a reality. But, it was a limitation, like each of you live in a crystal right now… yes, you do. You live in a beautiful crystal called "human." You are inside of it, wondering how to go beyond. You have tried to break out. Some of you even tried to end your life, thinking that would get you out of the crystal. It just puts you in a more solidified crystal, that's all. Some of you have tried to beg, borrow, steal, cheat, lie, every way out. It just makes the crystal a little bigger, a little harder, and a little brighter.
< Clarity 2 > You are opening up your full self. Oh, and you already know this in ways that you couldn't have imagined. You are expanding. You are growing. You are getting back in contact with your true voice, your open self. And, as you do, as you change the very nature of your identity, there is that human aspect of you. It's a part of you, an aspect of you. The human self… we don't want to call it the ego, although some of you may identify with it. But, it is the human story, the "little self" that is wondering what the hell is happening (some laughter). It is wondering what are you doing.
< Clarity 2 > It is like, in a sense… the human self, the "little self," is like a child that is concerned now, is wondering what you, the full self, are doing. Will you leave it behind? Will you still take care of it? Will you still love it? Will you still feed it, for it has a body, you know? The full self doesn't have a body. The human self does. It has needs. It has emotions. Sometimes this little human self can be such a brat, as you know. It can seem to work against you. Sometimes it rebels. Sometimes it stomps its foot and says it won't have any more of this fluffy, airy-fairy stuff. Sometimes it cries and cries and cries because it needs attention and it needs love. Sometimes it runs and hides and makes you feel guilty about what you're doing to it.
< Clarity 2 > Other times, it becomes very clever, very clever indeed. It says, "Oh, but true full God-self, I own you. I made you. I am the human. I have the mind. I have the body. You have nothing. You are a figment of my hallucinations (more laughter). I own you, and therefore I am. I take ownership of our spiritual journey because without me you wouldn't even be having one." So, it tries to claim the spirituality. Oh, that is a very interesting situation, a kind of reversal of energies with that little human self. Then, it starts feeding on your spiritual journey. It starts controlling it. It starts getting into its story, using it to expand its story.
< Clarity 2 > The symptoms are quite simple. It starts puffing itself up, talking about how grand and special of a being it is because it is spiritual. It starts pretending that it can read minds. It starts prophesizing even though the prophecies never come true. Ah, yes, this is a classic case of "little human" taking over "big Spirit." And, it happens very often. It is not cause for alarm. It is simply cause for awareness. It happens to everyone to a degree until they feel the energies aren't appropriate. It feels somewhat stuck and definitely sickening. It feels like there is an insatiable appetite to continue feeding on the spiritual puffery, the spiritual "I-stand-on-a-grander-place-than-you-stand." It can't continue to feed that appetite, so it continues to do even more crazy things, even more dramatic things. That is how the energies are very evident.
< Clarity 2 > Some of you, we know, have felt this in yourself and moved beyond it. Some of you pretend that you moved beyond it. Some of you see it definitely in other people. It is simply a symptom of "little self" being afraid, so it to tries to take over and control "big self." Other times we said "little self" cries. "Little self" feels pain. It feels abandoned. So many of you continue to feel abandonment issues. "Oh," you say, "I must have been abandoned in a past life." Guess again. You are being abandoned in this lifetime (laughter) by you and yourself.
< Clarity 2 > So, it operates in many different ways, but we are here right now in this magic moment to acknowledge that this is happening. As you expand and soar and go into these new realms and bring new understanding and meaning into your life, stop for a moment. "Little self," human self, may have some needs. It doesn't mean you're going to succumb to all of these and go back to being "little human story." It simply means you're understanding that it's part of you. And, you don't want to go on this journey without it. You don't want to abandon it because it's going to come back and find you sooner or later. And, then it will be really pissed, really upset.
< Clarity 2 > So, let us take this moment, sitting together right here and right now. Breathe in. You are in the energy of your true self, your expanded self right now. Then, there is that human self, that part that has to trudge off to work everyday, the part that has to write the bills, feed the body, exercise the body, maneuver through traffic, try to get some sleep. That is the part we're talking about. That is the human self. Can you just love it right now? Can you just embrace the human self? Give it a hug right now, just like you created the stone.
< Clarity 2 > Imagine putting your arms around your human self… holding you… loving you… reassuring the humanness of who you are… that you will take care of its body… that you will stimulate its mind - even though we go beyond the mind, we don't leave the mind behind… telling that human self that it is appreciated for mowing the lawn and doing the dishes… telling the human self it is loved from every waking moment, everything it does… hugging your human self and assuring it that it will never be left behind… never be forgotten… and never be denied. Hug yourself. Tenderly kiss yourself like you've never done before. There is no need to destroy the human aspect. Humanness is wonderful. There is no need for Shiva to have to come in and destroy human. It is about embracing, loving and embodying human, even in your expanded state.
< Clarity 2QA > So often the human self, what we call the "little self," is afraid, and it is crying out. It wants your attention. You have gone on this tremendous spiritual journey but you forgot to take care of the little human self. You didn't even leave it a babysitter. You just left it there (some laughter). It is afraid. It is not sure what is happening. So, the best way it gets to you is sending you fear energy. You respond to that faster than just about anything else. Go back; make peace with your human self, and bring that human self with you in this expansional journey. And, you will find that the fear starts going out the door.
< Clarity 6 > Put it out there… you see. You're really putting it in there actually. You're putting it into yourself. You're listening from within. Let go for a while. Stop thinking about it. You've already posed the question. Anytime any angel or human asks a question - one of the most beautiful things in the world - it sets up a dynamic where the answer comes flowing in. It has to. It's a natural response from what you call the universe. But, it's actually a natural response from yourself. What is happening is that you pose the question, yourself. All levels say, "Oh, it is time to move on. There is a desire for answers and understanding. They're (human self) tired of going through the experience. And, now we (all other aspect of yourself) create, or we bring forth, the answer that was always there anyway."
< Clarity 6 > There's been a disconnect between you and soul. You've been crying out for things that perhaps really weren't that important to the soul. Ultimately, the soul wants simply to expand and to re-create over and over again. The aspect that you hold on so tightly to in your life, that aspect of you, the human, sitting here in the chair, wanting just a few more years of life on Earth, doesn't really matter to the soul. It doesn't care. That part of yourself isn't concerned about things like that. Sometimes that part of you, which you blacked out, knows far better, knows sometimes it is time to end a life in order that it can re-create itself.
< Teacher 3 > Deliberately and wisely, this process of radiance of the Standard Technology works - what you would call - slowly. Works with the rhythms and the cycles that are taking place. The rhythms of your own biology, the rhythms of your mind. Your mind has a definite and deliberate set of rhythms that it follows. The Standard Technology works with the rhythms of the sun and the moon, the rhythms of Earth itself, the rhythms of the planets. It's not controlled by it, but works with it. Your human identity is a byproduct of rhythms and patterns: of beliefs, thoughts and experiences.
< Teacher 6 > We begin a New Era. Now there's not a specific point in time that this era begins. You can't say that it starts today. It has been in evolution and process for thousands of years. Remember? Remember how 2,000 years ago you helped to bring this to Earth? It has been evolving and expanding ever since and it comes in now, this new era. I'm going to christen it the Consciousness era. We move beyond the Christos era, which was the time of bringing in the divine seed, the time of beginning the birthing process for the integration of the human aspect of you and the other aspects of you.
< QuantumLeap 6 > Human consciousness wanted to validate the identity of the human self. Human consciousness wanted to validate itself. In the New Energy there's no reason to validate the human self. No reason whatsoever. It is just about being all of yourself in this Now moment, in you. The human self doesn't need that validation. It doesn't need to know that it exists, because in the New Energy it just is. So much energy was put forth towards validation, towards identity, and you discover now that it was just a type of illusion.
< Returning 11 > It was the time of departure of the guides ten years ago, to take away those spiritual training wheels. And, oh, dear ones, sometimes right now you think you're having difficulty right now in this Now moment. Back then it was true difficulty that you went through. It was the true dark night of the soul. When you released the angelic beings who had been with you for so very long - your nearest, closest friends - they felt so much like a part of you. You felt they were you. They were the angelic beings who were at your side helping to keep all of the energies between your humanness and your divine, between you here in this lifetime and your spiritual families - your angelic families - to help balance the energy of this very harsh 3D environment with the energies of all of the other dimensions, and they left.
< Master 9 > A healthy trust in yourself - not a blind trust but a healthy trust - requires or beckons you to really open yourself up, let those formulas dissolve away. A healthy trust that you're going through a process that's very appropriate and ultimately isn't going to be a process anymore. The process falls away. A trust that you are God also, but don't be stupid or blind to it. Really, really let your human self, your human consciousness feel into it. Does it feel right for you? Does it feel right to open up to your divine? Is it absolutely like a blank wall? Is it like a big abyss when you open up to the trust of your divine? If it is, take a deep breath. There's no rush. There's no race.
< (Next) 3 > Your soul self wants to be with you, and you've called out for it. And when you did, that brought about a dynamic that's unstoppable, and it's going to happen. And thank god that there's wisdom in your soul that's going to … now, your soul didn't create these accidents, but it was an energy between you and your divine, an energy that was put out there and brings back the manifested experiences to make this all possible, and will continue to bring those experiences in.
Now, what gets in the way? That humanoid aspect. That human aspect that doesn't like change, that doesn't want to move forward. That human aspect that doesn't believe its own self. It really doesn't. It doesn't believe itself, because the human aspect is not real. It's manufactured. It's an act, and it really doesn't believe itself because it knows it's an act, but unfortunately you don't know it's an act - yet.
< e2012 4 > We’ve talked about it many times. You’re walking backwards through time to experience how you got enlightenment, and now you just take a deep breath and say, “Yes, I am enlightened.” And suddenly – you say it with a smile and a laugh – suddenly, it changes. Everything – the energy, the amount of wisdom that comes in, the reunion or the reconnection between the human self and the wisdom (=divine) - and it comes in and it says, “Wow! Glad to hear you finally admit you’re enlightened. You’re no longer on the path. You’re no longer striving for enlightenment. You no longer care. It’s just, ‘Yeah, I’m enlightened!’” Why not? Let’s enjoy life.
< e2012 5 > Inviting your soul, your wisdom, potentials, your I Am-ness into the tube, into this reality is perhaps the greatest gift you could have ever given yourself. So a funny thing happened. We talked about what would you tell a human being about this year. Imagine just for a moment that you are the soul; you were outside now giving advice to the human in the tube, that you gave all these for yourself. You're the divinity giving it to that human aspect. What if it wasn't the human sitting here inviting the divine in, what if it was just the other way around? What if it wasn't the human sitting here making a list, but those were from the divine?
< e2012 7 > The soul and the human have – they're the same – but they've been separated for a long time, on purpose. It was a brilliant plan, but the plan to get back together wasn't quite so well worked out. Well, and it didn't have to be, because when the soul made itself – remade itself – and gave part of itself to the human experience, it didn't worry about how it was going to get back together. It worried how it was going to get you – it – down here. That's what took a lot of effort. But it knew it would get back together.
< freedom 5 > The soul created this aspect that would go into human experiences before all of it came in. And it gave this human aspect, who has had many, many lifetimes, a large degree of freedom and free will. But there are times when the soul has superseded or overruled some of the things of the human. It's given the human a very, very long line (lineage). And this human is the soul, but the soul in its brilliance didn't send all of itself within itself right away. The soul said, “To know myself and to love myself, I'm going to dive completely into me.” And in that moment, this aspect, this fragment of the soul that would go into the human experience, went forth, paving the way, blazing the trail or adjusting the frequencies so that ultimately the entire I Am-ness could be present within itself.
< Emergence 11 > The human is now the energy and the experience follows. The human – you – become the energy. And you might think, “Well, aren't I thoughts?” No, the thoughts now turn into energy. And you might think, “Aren't I consciousness?” And the answer to that is you never truly were. You never truly were. There is consciousness within the trinity of the Self, but the human itself, no, there's not consciousness. There are thoughts and emotions. There are memories and there are feelings, but there was never true consciousness in the human. Now we change it around from being experiential that brings in energy, into energy that allows for the experience of your choosing. There's a huge difference, a huge shift in this.
< Emergence 11 > But take a moment to feel yourself, dear human facet, as energy. How is this different? Why is it different? Because in the past you were the experiential part, the only part that could experience, the only part that could go into the depths of your creator's creations. The only part that could. And then you reached outside of you for energy. For as long as you've been human, there has been the perception that the energy remains outside of you, so you followed that belief. You reached outside of you for energy to support and reinforce your experience. But now that changes here on this day.
< Emergence 11 > In the times you have ahead of you, you'll come to explore what that energy really is, and you'll still be thinking that you're more than energy, that there is a mind with its thoughts. But then you'll come to realize, no, it's all energy within you. You'll think about your past, your memories and you'll think, “Well, those are different than energy,” and you come to realize they are energy. You'll observe your fears, your anxieties, and you'll think, “Well, those aren't energy. Those attract energies.” But you'll come to realize those are energies. You'll imagine into your greatest potentials and achievements and you'll think, “Well, those aren't energies. Energies come in to support that.” And then you'll realize these are energies. They're now integrating.
< Emergence 11 > “I am human. I am the energy. I am human. I am the energy,” and there will come a day soon when we drop the word “human.” “I am energy (experiential part). I am the Merlin (wisdom). I Am that I Am (pure consciousness).” But your role right now as the human facet, who can also at any time tap into, join with the Merlin, with the I Am, your role now as the human is to be the energy. This is monumental. Never has this taken place in human history. And I realize that it is a bit confusing, but feel into the Merlin, into your wisdom right now, to understand why this is so important, why this is such a big change. Don't ask the Merlin to do it for you. Don't ask the Merlin to explain it to you. Let yourself become the Merlin for a moment, into the wisdom.
< Emergence 11 > And the Merlin understands the shift from human being the experience into human now being the energy. And with the energy now you can choose the experience. It is part of this whole trinity, part of true creatorship in physical reality. Human, energy – oh, your mind is racing away right now. That's when you take a deep breath and become the Merlin for the wisdom to understand why the human becomes the energy.