The e2012 Series SHOUD 1
Presented to the Crimson Circle August 6, 2011
Original Website http://www.crimsoncircle.com/
I Am that I Am, Adamus,
your spiritual BFF. (laughter and some applause) Big Fun Family! Best Friends
Forever.
Ah, dear Shaumbra, dear Shaumbra. I have
to be careful what I say today. Yes, I actually do, because they're watching
me. They're watching me, and I'm concerned that I may get downgraded from AAA
to AA, from Adamus Ascended Angel
just to Adamus Angel. So⦠you never know who they're going to downgrade
anymore. (referring to the recent downgrade of the U.S. credit rating)
Disgusting, but how appropriate. Well, we're going to talk about that and
other wonderful things today.
I'm glad you're here. I'm truly glad you're here. And, yes, those of you who
are watching on the Internet, so happy that you're joining in today, because
today's message, I would say, is going to be landmark. (some applause) Yeah! I
said that. You may not say that; I said that.
Today's
message is getting to the core of some things. I'm going to say a lot of words
today, but at the end I'm going to wrap it up all together, tie it up in a
nice neat package, make it very simple and understandable that anyone - anyone
here - can understand.
So, dear Shaumbra who are gathered here on this warm and beautiful day, it is
3:07. Do you know where your consciousness
is? (laughter) Do you know where your consciousness is? Got a clue? Any idea?
Faintest idea where your consciousness is? Sart? Thank you for the shirts.
SART: Right here.
ADAMUS: Right here, but what is it? What is it? We'll get into that today.
We'll have some fun with them today.
So let's take a deep breath as we begin this day.
Why You're Here
So the question is, as we get rolling here, why are you here today? Why are
you here? Let me answer. You're here because it's a time and a place just to
relax, to be in the safe space. Oh, I talk a
lot and have certain antics β¦ lovely hat. (he takes someone's hat) I think
it's a keeper. It's a keeper. (he puts it on) Kind of French β¦ yes,
absolutely.
Why are you here? To view this. (adjusting the hat) He has such a big head. My
next channeler will have to have a small head.
So why are you here? To take a few hours to get away from all of the tension,
all the anxiety that's out there, all this energy that's in chaos. You come
here for some news and updates, come here to be with family - good family,
that is. You come here so that you can actually just relax, and that's what I
invite you to do right now. Just relax. Don't try to figure out all the
material that's here. You can go back and read it later on, but you probably
won't need to.
You
don't have to push anything here. You don't have to try. You don't have to
force anything. The nice thing about being here is you can just take a deep
breath. There's nothing pushing at you. You don't have to push back on
anything else. This is our time - myself and the other beings - this is our
time to do the work, to do the facilitation of the, well, of the breathing, of
moving the energy, of getting some of it unstuck.
You don't have to try to figure out anything up here. You can just sit back
like you're relaxing, like you're watching a television show at home. But
instead of having some imbalanced energies being directly towards you, you can
sit back and relax, and just let yourself - your self - do what it already
knows how to do.
This is our respite right here. It's our small and beautiful and sacred island
away from all the noise and the confusion and the energies and the anxieties
out there. So you can take a deep breath and just let it do its own thing.
I'll keep you entertained, hopefully, for a little bit, while you're really
letting a lot of other work take place.
There are others who are working with me, and we see if there might just be a
little energy imbalance here going on because you get into that brain, Anne,
and you think so much. We see there's a little energy imbalance, and we come
by and literally invite you to just take a deep breath and just relax and stop
worrying about it so much, to just allow the natural process of the God
within you to take place.
You see, the human part - this is meant for everybody - but the human part is
trying to figure it out and resist it and can't cope with it, and it gets so
intense and anal about it and then you just get yourself in deeper. If you
could just take a deep breath right now and relax, it just does it by itself.
People often ask "What are the secrets? What are the mysteries?" Simplicity,
actually. Simplicity is the secret. Taking a deep breath and trusting
yourself, loving yourself without
'if,' 'and,' or 'but.' Understanding that everything that you need or want is
already there. You already
put it on the path well in advance of this human lifetime ever getting to
it. It's already there.
You
know that part of you that walked
back from ascension, that's already
ascended, already actually kind of created that path for you, if you
choose to follow that straight simple easy path. That part, who is really you,
already put everything you need right on
that path. It's just a matter of are you going to let yourself be aware of it?
Are you just going to take a deep breath and realize it's this easy? It's as
easy as this path going through here (referring to the center aisle in the
room). It's as easy as just observing and being aware that every tool, every
thing, every answer is already there.
Oh, you could, if you want, you could take the hard way (he starts walking
through a row of people). You could, well, and it's not so bad; it's about
experience. If you like experiencing crawling all over other people, having
them shoot you kind of negative energy, like, "What the f⦠are you
doing, crawling all over?" (laughter) You're going to step on my purse
and you're going to step on my toes." Sorry Paul. Ouch! Or you could just
take that easy path.
Or β¦ here's an interesting proposition, because some of you look at that
easy path and say, "Well, that's just too easy." You do. I talk to
you about it all the time. You say, "But isn't that taking the coward way
out?" Well, not really. You say, "Isn't that just too easy? I want a
little excitement in my life." Well, you know, you can put together a
relatively easy path and still have some wonderful exciting things happen. But
things that will never overwhelm you, that will never confuse you, that are
truly joyful and truly experience.
So let's take a deep breath with that. You're here for a little bit of
respite.
What's Going On
It's an intense world out there right now. We've been talking about it - I say
"we" in a very general term - any of the Masters
who have β¦ that's a funny word. I would never have given myself that label.
You know, all I did was simplify it, distill it. We talked about that in
Australia. They like distilling things, so I had to use that word. (laughter)
It went over very big. Had to find that common bond and β¦ (chuckling)
We talked about distilling things down to the basic, basic core energies.
Simplifying it, and not from up here (head). You will never ever simplify
anything from up here. This little device called your brain
was specifically designed and programmed for confusion. It makes your brain
feel happy. It makes it sing. Give it a puzzle - it'll do it. Why do people do
crossword puzzles? Why? The brain!! It gives it a little exercise.
Why do they play solitaire every night? Why do they do these things? The brain
likes complexity, and that's okay, unless you think you're your brain. Then
your life is going to be filled with confusion and complexity, puzzles,
riddles, challenges, until it absolutely grinds you down, wears you out and
you then show up here. And then you realize it could be simple. It could be
anything you choose.
So
Shaumbra, it's tough out there, and we have been talking about it for a long
time. I guess you could say it was prophesized. You know, I don't think much
of prophesy, because it does tend to get into the charlatan realms at times.
And if anybody really tracked prophesy, they would find a lot of it just
doesn't come true. A lot of prophecy is filled with drama.
But if anybody that could distill consciousness and energy, look at it from a
very simple view, looked at it 1,000, 2,000 years ago, 5,000, 10,000, they'd
arrive at the same basic conclusion: humanity was going to, at some time or
the other, go through a tremendous evolution. There would be more incarnate
beings on Earth than ever at any other time - higher population level -
combined with new beings coming in from the other
realms who have never been on Earth before, combined with New
Energy, combined with a lot of chaos all
at the same time.
This would be a time of tremendous transformation
on this planet; transformation that comes not from destiny
but from the choice of humans, the ones who said, "We're ready for
something a little different. We're ready to be living
Masters on Earth rather than aspiring to be, rather than going through
incarnations after incarnations. We're ready to live here aware, conscious,
joyful."
So we're breaking - you're breaking - past a lot of that old stuff right now.
But as they have said - they being Kryon and
Seth and Ramtha and Tobias
and Kuthumi - have said for a long time
there's going to be this tremendous stress and struggle. A lot of old systems
breaking down as it's making room for the new systems. In particular, you and
other conscious-minded beings are feeling the effects of it more than anyone.
Why? (someone says, "Because we're sensitive"; someone else says,
"Aware") Sensitive and awareness, that's absolutely correct, because
you're more conscious. You're more conscious than most others. That's a
blessing and it's a curse. The good news is that you're more conscious. The
bad news is you can't go backwards. You can run, but you can't hide. You've
been trying both. (chuckling) You've been trying both.
So we've talked for a long time about old systems collapsing. Old systems are
things like financial. Financial, what's
happening right now? Total collapse. Total collapse.
Now, we've been asked questions at previous seminars, when and if the world
economy is going to collapse. I'll tell you what. It happened a couple years
ago. It already collapsed. Nobody went to the party. Nobody really knew. When
I say it collapsed, it means that the fundamentals that are behind the
financial systems right now have already deteriorated. They're being propped
up by a little bit of faith, a lot of hope and by people who are very invested
into the old ways. But in a way, they've already come to an end.
The new system - a much more equitable system, a much more energy balanced
system and absolutely a much more conscious system - is already being
developed, already in the process of its design and build right now. It's not
just a hope or a dream. It's actually occurring.
You say, "Where? In Zurich somewhere?" No right here. And you say,
"But Adamus, the last thing we are is financial experts. Remember, we
have abundance issues!" (laughter) Do we have my laugh button today? No.
Okay. Don't need it. Don't need it. You'll be laughing till tears come out of
your eyes today, or something till tears come out of your eyes.
You don't have to know the details. You don't have to get into the mental
structures of it. You're already creating it, believe it or not. You're not
living it, but you're creating it.
There
is something deep down within you that's saying, "Hey, that wasn't fair.
Hey, that's not working anymore. Hey, there's got to be a better energetic
flow." You don't have to know about stocks and bonds, and you don't have
to know about T-bills.
By the way, I'm amused. Did any of you catch it? Here are these rating
agencies. Now really, sometimes things are so obvious, people don't get it.
So, "Standard and Poor" for one. "Moody" for another. And
what's the other one - "Fitch." Fitch. It sounds like somebody
taking something out of your pockets. "I'm just going to fitch a little
bit here, and she'll never know."
What kind of names are those for the big reputable credit agencies, the ones
who decide what ratings governments and huge corporations β¦? "Standard
and Poor." How about "Hopeful and Abundant"? That'd be a better
name. Instead of Moody's, how about Happy! Happy Credit Rating! Sounds rather
Asian. So β¦ yeah, a few of you got it here. So, dear Shaumbra, there is so
much going on right now.
Now, on one hand, I'm actually thrilled about it. If it wasn't happening, I
guess I would be a little disappointed - in you; not me, but in you - meaning
that if there wasn't enough going on in here and here in the dream
state, in other words, the energies really weren't moving, they were
really stuck, we would be having a whole different discussion right now if the
energies were really, really stuck. Excuse me while these motor devices of
yours, just β¦ (he turns off a fan) that and your cell phones, ughh.
So
we'd be having a different discussion - she wants the fan - about really stuck
energy. But it's actually not. It's moving very quickly. The results that you
read about in the paper, I know it scares you, and it shouldn't actually. Now
don't be blind to it either. Don't β¦ (someone's cell phone rings)
Kryptonite. (laughter as he staggers back) I feel it. Oh! (sitting down) I
think I'm going to pass out here. (laughter, Adamus chuckling)
LINDA: Please turn off your cell phones. Adamus is not a very good fan of
them. It won't be pretty.
ADAMUS: No, actually, I decided that β¦ (he picks up a drink)
LINDA: (gasps) Put that down! Put that down!
ADAMUS: I like to wash them, give them a little baptism. (he's walking toward
Kathleen with the drink)
LINDA: Put that down!
ADAMUS:
No matter where they are.
KATHLEEN: I was shutting it off! (Adamus chuckles and puts the drink back
down)
LINDA: No that's lemonade. You don't want him doing that.
ADAMUS: But it tastes good.
So, where were we? Oh, stuck energy. We'd be having a whole different
discussion. The fact is that it is moving. It's causing a lot of drama out
there, a lot of people are going into panic, not sure what's happening next.
Oh, and all of the false prophets come out right now, and I truly call them
false. All the drama seekers, all the energy feeders, all the egotists tends
to come out of the woodwork. You're going to see more and more and more of
them. End of the world scenario, conspiracy
theories. Please, Shaumbra. Now, there's going to be a little bit of a
tendency for some of you to get into conspiracy theories. It's not. It's not.
Actually, I've said it before, but I'll repeat it here - and I mean this
sincerely - the political leaders in this world - and there are really very
few what I would call leaders - the political leaders in this world are not
smart enough to have a conspiracy. They really aren't. (laughter) They truly
are not. (some applause) They are so overwhelmed with their junk, with their
egos and their agendas, they can't rise up to a level of clarity and
simplicity to carry off a conspiracy.
The other ones that you would think
are conspiring, that have a lot of money and want more, actually, I'll tell
you what. They're looking to go somewhere else with their money. They're the
ones who are investing it into space travel. They don't want the planet. With
all the money that they have, they realize they don't want all the problems
here. Why? Why? So a lot of them realize you can have all the money in the
world and you still have to put up with a lot of the stuff that goes on.
They're actually using - and this is a fact - there are groups of wealthy
people that are using their money to make alien contact so they can get off of
this place. And they've talked about β¦ they have all sorts of other agendas
- eternal life and alien sex and all these other things. They're using their
money for ET exploration. Now, I'd like to
drop in on them sometimes and tell them really a thing or two about the ETs,
but we'll let them have their fun.
So, anyway, a lot going on on this planet, a lot of energies, and you're going
to continue to see it for a while. The great shift, whatever you want to call
it. Remember - I have to underline this, I want to underline it 10 times - it's
not about you. I don't care how much you think it is, you're trying to
hold on and pretend it is, it's not about you. It's really not. Nope.
Part of you is taking a lot of this on. You're taking these outsi- β¦ You're
a big energy receiver and transmitter. You're a psychic receiver. You're
picking up all this stuff that's going on out there, and you're taking
it on as your own. You camouflage it. You kind of rebuild it. You disguise
it to pretend it's a personal emotional problem, to pretend it's your
abundance problem or your relationship problem.
It's not. How many times have we had to say this? A lot, because you keep
thinking, "Well, Adamus must be talking to Timothy, not to me. Adamus
must be talking to everyone else, because I still have all these
problems." They're not yours.
You are very sensitive beings on some level, you're feeling what's going on,
but you're doing this twist once it gets to you and pretending that it's
yours. Some of you still go by the theory that, 'who would you be if you
didn't have problems.' Truly. Problems - the set of problems that you lay out
in front of you, wake up to every morning and go to bed with every night -
remind you that you're alive, gives that brain of yours something to deal
with. It gives you emotion and drama.
Oh, and I know part of you curses and cusses and says, "I want to be over
these problems," and please don't spit at me, but you must want them,
otherwise they wouldn't be there. Really. Really. If
you really didn't want those problems, they really wouldn't be there. So I
said it last year, I said the year before⦠(Linda holds a hat up in front of
him)
LINDA: It's a shield so nobody can hit you.
ADAMUS:
No, just β¦ here, you stand here. (laughter as he stands behind her) Soβ¦
I've said it last year, I've said it the year before. If there is something
going on in your life, and it's there on a repetitive basis, if it's something
going on, there must be something you like about the game. Part of you,
obviously, hates the game, but part of you loves the game.
Go in - you're the boss, you're
the creator - what is it that you really like about it? Because that's why
it's there. There's no other reason. It's not being inflicted on you from
anywhere else by anyone else, including, I would have to say, including by your
aspects, because if it's there, even if an aspect is creating it, you're
letting that aspect create it. You're letting that aspect mess with you.
You're letting that aspect really keep you from being your own BFF.
The New Series
So, new Series. We just finished our (NEXT) series, time for the new Series.
What are we going to call it? (someone says, "New series") New
Series. That's about as creative as my (NEXT) Series. And the year after that
we could call it the New (NEXT) Series and keep going from there.
Take a moment. Just feel in for a moment. What's going on? What's happening
right now? (audience says "Chaos") Oh, Chaos Series. That would be a
good one. That would really get the attention. Actually, not a bad one. I had
something a little bit different in mind. But feel into it. Yes.
SHAUMBRA 1 (woman): Unveiling.
ADAMUS: Unveiling. Unveiling would work.
SHAUMBRA 2 (woman): New Energy.
ADAMUS: New Energy. Tobias did that. He'd be pissed if we stole that from him.
SHAUMBRA 3 (woman): Ascension.
ADAMUS: Ascension. Already been done.
LINDA: Body of Consciousness. (audience is offering several ideas)
ADAMUS: Evolution. Okay, we're getting there. Masters β¦ Grounding Spirit.
SHAUMBRA 4 (woman): Graduation.
ADAMUS: Graduation. Second graduation. Third graduation. (laughter) Graduation
Final. Graduation Final: the follow-up. New Consciousness. All good. See,
we're collecting a little energy here. Yes, Vince?
VINCE: Surfing the Shit.
ADAMUS: Surfing β¦ Surfing Your Makyo, yes.
(laughter)
LINDA: Consciousness Revolution. (more suggestions being offered)
ADAMUS: Linda?
LINDA: Consciousness Revolution.
ADAMUS: Consciousness - ooh, Revolution. Yes! That would get some attention.
That would get some attention. These are all good. I'll give you my proposal,
but it doesn't mean it's right.
LINDA: Can we vote it down? (laughter)
SART: Sart's Next Great Adventure. (lots of laughter)
LINDA: That had to be it.
ADAMUS: Sart's Next Great Adventure. Now, that would be a good one. Yes. Yes.
That would be good, Sart, other than everybody else who's listening. However,
they could just feel into your energy.
SART: They can come along!
ADAMUS: Yeah. A lot of good suggestions here, and truly, we're putting
together our ideas, our creativity.
Here's what I was thinking, and I'll explain it in just a minute. (Adamus
writes on board) "e2012." Now let me explain. You don't have to like
it. It's a good idea though.
It's All About Energy
Let me explain. Biggest thing going on right now for the next year and a half
- maybe a couple years - and you can put this on your mirror or in your car or
wherever, but right now everything is energy. It's all about energy right now.
I ask you to put an asterisk behind that, in other words, a little footnote.
When I say everything is energy, it doesn't necessarily apply to you, but it
applies to everything that's happening in the world right now. You can distill
it, you can simplify it - every action, every game, every headline, everything
- if you feel into it, it's all about energy.
There's a lot of energy in movement
right now, energy in chaos. Total chaos. Energy that's ripping down old
systems trying to build new - I don't even want to call them systems - but new
templates or standards, new guides for the way things have been. This world is
in an energy crisis. Energy crisis.
If you take a look at anything right now, the fuel,
obviously. The fuel situation, there's an energy crisis there. It's been
talked about for a long time, nothing new, but this planet has been using very
old, very archaic fuels. And it's amazing, because there's energy in the air
right now, just nobody's figured out how to put it together and use it - come
close a few times, but it hasn't hit on it yet - because β¦ because β¦
because β¦
LINDA (and audience): Consciousness.
ADAMUS: Consciousness isn't quite
there yet. The moment consciousness gets there, then the solution suddenly is
there - something that's totally clean, totally free, easy to use, replaces
oil and coal and natural gas and a lot of the fossil fuel. But this world is
in an interesting imbalance of energies right now.
As
we've talked about before the natural resources needed to support the
population on the planet now and over the next 20, 30 years just isn't there.
It has a potential from going from one crisis to the other. Imagine a crisis
right now with money, the next true crisis - true crisis - being fuel.
Imagine reservoirs starting to dry out or the population and the consumption
of the population growing at such a level that pumping, refining, distribution
can't keep up with it. So the prices go sky high. It shifts everything's that
happening on Earth.
And, my friends, that's not a prediction; it's happening. It's not drama; it's
real. A lot of humans want to close their eyes to it; you can actually do
something. You are doing something. Because of the work you're doing on
yourself - not to save the planet, not to save the universe or anything else -
the work you're doing in your own consciousness selfishly, brilliantly
selfishly for yourself, is what's creating a difference - will create a
difference - for the problems that face Earth right now.
The work that you're doing every time
you take on a little problem for the rest of the world - it's really their
problem not yours - but every time you take it on, pretend it's yours, you
wrassle with it, you grapple with it, you fight with it, you fear it, it's
really helping you to understand something more clear about your
consciousness.
You thought it was your spiritual path. You've called it your spiritual path.
It's not. You have gone beyond spiritual journey. You really have. You still
pretend you're doing it, but you have gone beyond. So when you take on an
issue thinking that it's yours, wrassling with it, and finally coming to a new
understanding or new awareness, that's having a brilliant little effect on
mass consciousness, on the rest
of the world.
It seems perhaps a little bit removed that I should say that. You say,
"Well, what is my issue with a friend or a family member have to do with
it?" It has everything, because you are very actively creating new
potentials for change on the planet by creating new consciousness in yourself.
So, back to the point, the planet is in an energy crisis. You can see it right
now. Energy in relationships - so many of you experienced relationship issues
the last month or so - energy in relationships, because it's an energy
situation. There's an old game of energy
stealing going on, and it's happening with family members and friends and
at the work place. And then you wonder, "What's wrong with me? Why can't
I get along with people? Why don't they like me?" Because they're playing
an energy game. They're stealing. They're trying to take something from you.
There is an energy paranoia on Earth right now. It's manifesting in a lot of
different ways. It's the "not
enough" mentality - "There's not enough to go around, so I have
to grab what I can." If you feel into mass consciousness right now,
there's a huge type of kind of a void or vacuum that's out there right now,
people that collectively don't feel there's enough, and it's being fed by news
reports, it's being fed by the dramatists and everyone else - "There's
not enough." It's creating a void. It's creating then the desire or the
feeling for people - "I better conserve what I have, and I better
actually grab a little bit extra. Tough times are ahead."
It's causing a huge emotional energy crisis. It's going to cause a food
crisis, and you can quote me on this: this planet can grow enough food to
support 10 billion, even maybe 20 billion if the consciousness was right. But
there are going to be food wars, even when this planet can grow enough. We've
talked about agriculture and conscious agriculture before, about how to grow
consciously foods that supply tremendous amounts of nutrition. And bodies -
Bodies of Consciousness - that don't need huge quantities of food. They just
need the little bit of a connection with energy.
You can get by on half the food you're eating right now if you wanted to. You
don't have to. You don't have to. You could get by on half. It's not about
losing weight; it's about attuning your body. It doesn't need these volumes
anymore. As a matter of fact, some days have you noticed when you overeat it
kind of hurts? Because your body is becoming more sensitive.
There's an overall energy crisis, and in this coming year and a half
everything you read, what's taking place on the planet from banking to food
and relationships and technology and everything else is about energy.
Energy stealing takes form in a lot of strange ways right now. And one of the
things that you're going to see a lot more of β¦ you're going to see less
war, by the way. War's a little too direct and crude. And, actually, you don't
get a lot of energy by going to war. They're starting to figure that out. It
costs a lot to go to war. So they're figuring other ways. "They" -
you know, the collective or the people in governments.
The new wars, the new way of energy feeding are things like the code wars, and
they're being done right now not just by these college hackers that go in and
create these viruses and these things that are robbing you and other computer
users of the right to use your computer. It's an SES*
virus put into computer programming. It literally goes out there and
steals energy.
* Referring to the energy virus talked about in Tobias Sexual Energy School
Sometimes you say, "Well, what do these hackers get out of causing
destruction?" Energy. They really do. They receive it directly and
indirectly. They get a kick out of causing chaos. They get an indirect feeding
of energy that's coming back on them. Your angst and anger with having your
computer hacked, that raises a level of energy that shoots right back through.
They don't know they're programming for that, but that's what it amounts to.
Now it's happening in corporations. It's happening in governments. They're
creating the codes that go in and pervert, distort and steal energy.
So what we have here going on right now is tremendous energy battles taking
place in a lot of different ways. Read the headlines, if you dare, tomorrow,
next week, and instead of reading it for the words that are printed on the
paper or on your computer screen, think about of it in terms now: everything
is energy. Everything.
Everything is energy. Let's take a deep breath with that.
That's what's going on in this world, and there's absolutely no need to fear
it, absolutely no need to worry about it. You, my dear friends, are going to
bring in the absolute right amount of energy to absolutely serve
you in the moment. And there's absolutely nothing you need to fear unless
you want to, unless you want to take that course, that path.
Now, that is why I say perhaps a name like "e2012," because it's all
going to be about energy. You can change the name, if you like. Keep the name.
Think about it. It's all about energy.
LINDA: Everybody want to keep it? (audience responds) Yay!
ADAMUS: Oh, and it's a good, kind of a semi-dramatic name too, because of all
of the hype about 2012. At the end of
2012, there's going to be no grand big bang event that takes place. There's
going to be a lot of strife and a lot of chaos between now and then. There's
going to be a lot more situations like what we had recently in Norway. It's
energy. It's pent up energy.
And
it wasn't just that individual (referring to the shootings in Norway). It's
kind of interesting reading, through some of your eyes, reading the news, and
the question "Did this man act alone?" Well, no. He was acting on a
part of consciousness, whether he knew anybody else or whether he was aware of
it. He was acting out a very righteous, a very angry and a very energy-seeking
thing with others of like mind.
You know, there's these connections that are made. The extremists - whether
they're political or terrorist or any other thing - the extremists, they
connect. Just like you connect with each other, even when you're not together,
we're connecting right now with Shaumbra around the world even though they're
not here. You may not know their name, but there's a kind of an energy
connection.
Well, they connect, and particularly if they are intuitive enough to know how
to connect in the dream state, in the other
realms, in the Near Earth realms,
they connect and they feed each other's viewpoints and beliefs. And underneath
a lot of it is lack. A lot of the energy situation - lack
- and they'll blame it on one group or the other or a government or their
parents or whatever. What they're experiencing is lack, so they've got to get
energy to stimulate, to feel that they're getting something.
But as you know, if you've taken Tobias' sexual energy course, if you're a victim,
you're going to be an abuser. Period. If somebody has taken your energy,
you're going to sooner or later go out and take theirs, even if you're not
conscious of it. It's the way feeding works. You can get a big feeding β¦
some of you had drama this last week in your lives. I'm not looking at anybody
in particular, but you had drama in your life. There is that kind of a boost
for a brief moment. Even though it was drama, it gave you a little feeding,
and you're starting to become more aware of it and maybe even feeling a little
bit guilty about it. But it reminded you you're alive. It actually revitalized
your body and every other part of you for a little bit.
But then when that goes away, then you're back to reality. You're back to the
everyday life, and then you crash. You do an energy crash. Well, the vampire
in you then has to go out and get some more energy somewhere else. It's the
cycle. It's exactly what Tobias said so profoundly in the Sexual Energy
School.
So you have all these dynamics going on, all this feeding taking place, all
this vacuum out there in mass consciousness, people feeling - and being
reinforced by the news - that there's not enough. There's not enough. There's
not enough. So they're going to go out and feed and feed. They're going to do
it not through wars, but through a lot of other ways - through the attentions
in the headlines, through financial manipulation, everything else.
Shaumbra, when I say everything is energy, I put an asterisk behind it -
except you. Except you. Let's talk about that.
The rest of the world is operating on this energy crisis and energy chaos.
It'll work out just fine, because it will bring this planet to the next level,
and you'll really start to see the difference in a couple years here. But
right now, it doesn't have to affect you.
It's part of the evolution. It's part of the resistance to change. It's part
of old structures not wanting to give up, but it's going to happen. It's
happening. It's happening.
Awareness
Let's talk now about you. And in order to do that, I'm going to talk about
consciousness. Consciousness. What is consciousness? It's a long word, hard to
spell. (audience offers various answers)
DAVID: Awareness.
ADAMUS: Awareness. Yes, and David gets an Adamus Award. But next time, David,
I want you to sing it out. AWARENESS!
DAVID (shouting): AWARENESS!
ADAMUS:
Like that. Yes. So David gets an Adamus Award for being right close by to me
where I can hear him. (laughter) But David, before you accept, I have to ask
you to make a choice. You have a choice between an Adamus Award or cash,
twenty dollars. Which do you take?
DAVID: (choosing the Award) More valuable than gold.
ADAMUS: More valuable than gold. Good answer. Any answer would have been good,
but good answer. Good. Interesting, interesting. Did you notice a little
energy exchange that just took place?
LINDA: Between you and Edith? (laughter) (Adamus kisses Edith)
ADAMUS: Yes! I kiss but I never tell.
So consciousness is awareness. What's awareness? What's awareness? Let's have
a few exercises with awareness.
First, I'll ask for two volunteers. Vince, you're one, and Mary you're the
other. Thank you for volunteering. (laughter) Now, here's what you're going to
do. Vince, you'll go out on the deck and just be β¦ go out there and be
aware. Mary, outside onto the front parking lot and be aware. I'll call you
back in in just a moment.
It's an interesting question. What is awareness? So while they're standing out
there β¦ getting aware β¦ let's call them back in now. That was enough time
to be aware.
LINDA: Now?
ADAMUS:
Yes. Okay. Vince, Mary, come on back in. He's aware that he didn't want to be
in here. (laughter) Much nicer out there.
Vince, three things that you were aware of.
VINCE: How beautiful it was out there.
ADAMUS: Beautiful, okay.
VINCE: The cool breeze.
ADAMUS: Cool breeze. Great.
VINCE: And life is good.
ADAMUS: Life is β¦
VINCE: Good.
ADAMUS: Oh, good. I thought you said it was something else. Life is good.
Okay, Mary, three things. What were you aware of?
MARY: Being in the Now moment.
ADAMUS: Being in the Now moment. Really?
MARY: Sort of. (she giggles)
ADAMUS: Okay. Not to tell secrets, but you were saying, "What am I
supposed to be doing out here?" But that's kind of the Now moment. Okay,
next.
MARY:
Not being in the mind so much.
ADAMUS: Not being in the mind. Yes.
ADAMUS: You realized you were in your mind. Okay.
MARY: Yeah, right.
ADAMUS: You're aware in the mind. Okay. Next.
MARY: Taking a breath.
ADAMUS: Pardon.
MARY: I don't know.
ADAMUS: You don't know.
MARY: Taking a breath. I don't know.
ADAMUS: Okay, two. Two out of three. Not bad.
Okay, now, let's do this as a group. John, I'm going to ask you to play the
music that was played leading into this session, the Mandolin Highway.* Let's
turn out the lights and let's create kind of a mysterious atmosphere here.
Play the music, and as the music plays, I want you to be aware.
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Take a deep breath and be aware. Be conscious.
[MUSIC PLAYS]
ADAMUS: Excellent. Linda on the microphone, please. If we could have the
lights back up. What were you aware of? No makyo, please. What were you aware
of?
ELIZABETH:
I was just feeling - I was first aware of my fingertips touching.
ADAMUS: Good.
ELIZABETH: I was aware of my body wanting to move with the rhythm, just
feeling being there.
ADAMUS: You can if you want.
ELIZABETH: Okay. And I was aware, most of all, of the shift, of lifting me up,
the energy lifting.
ADAMUS: Yes. Good. Excellent. Thank you. Good. Next.
EDITH: I was aware of like beautiful little sparkly droplets filling my heart
and joy just pouring in, and then this dancing, dancing, dancing.
ADAMUS: Good. Joy. I'll just summarize it as joy, kind of sparkly. Great.
Others?
TIFFANY: I was aware that as I got out of my head, it made me feel sleepy and
I wanted to fall asleep.
ADAMUS: Sleepy. Excellent. Excellent. I'll talk about that. Sleepy. Good.
SHAUMBRA 5 (woman): A sense of soaring and happiness.
ADAMUS: Good. Excellent, we'll get a few more. And any awareness, it doesn't
have to be something esoteric. It can be anything.
LULU: Yeah. I was aware of the changes in rhythm and then the combination of
different instruments.
ADAMUS: Yes. You were very aware of the movements of the music.
LULU: Yeah. And they hit in and then out.
ADAMUS: Good. Good music also. Wonderful. Good. Anything else. Aware of the
heat?
KAREN: It appeared to me as if it was life itself - chi. I saw plants, seeds,
starting to grow and grow and grow, and then they started warp and just all I
could think was β¦
ADAMUS: You were on a 60's psychedelic trip. (laughter) And how would you
summarize that? What β¦
KAREN: Life, chi. The chi energy.
ADAMUS: Okay. Excellent. Wonderful. Good.
MCKENZIE: I was aware of a new art project forming in my mind.
ADAMUS: Ah, good. I'm just going to put creativity. Wonderful, and two more.
Anything that you're aware of. Anything. Could be what you would consider
completely pedestrian. Yes.
HEATHER:
I was aware of something touching me right here. Energy flowing through my
body, and a smell went right by me.
ADAMUS: Yeah.
HEATHER: Just like, right by me.
ADAMUS: That was probably Kuthumi. (some
laughter) Smell and touch. Okay. Next.
GAELON: I was aware of the rhythm, and that everyone else was feeling.
ADAMUS: Yeah. You were aware of the room also.
GAELON: And the energy in the room was kind of flowing.
ADAMUS: Wonderful. Okay, good. That's all for right now.
So a lot of different levels of awareness. Consciousness is awareness. So now
let's do another experience here, with Aandrah's indulgence, if you don't
mind. And we'll get the lights down again, but in our last gathering, Aandrah
did the silent breath. Beautiful silent breath. Could we repeat that again
now? Yes, silent breath, and she may start out with some words, if you would
like, and then go into the β¦
And now, be aware. It's a little trickier, because in a little while you're
not going to hear any words from Aandrah.
AANDRAH: So let you get comfortable. Feel yourself. Ahhh. Yeah. Okay.
For as you sink deep into the core of you, receive. Just receive. Breathe so
deeply, feel your breath coming in all the way down, down into the core of
you. Notice as you slow the rhythm of your breathing β¦ deep, still, slow.
Breathing β¦ breathing in and breathing out.
Breathing in β¦ breathing out.
Breath at a time.
Breath at a time.
Deep, slow, breathing.
(silence)
ADAMUS: Thank you, Aandrah. Thank you. And Linda, if you would once again take
the microphone into the studio audience.
LINDA: My pleasure.
ADAMUS: What were you aware of?
JANE: I was aware of a breeze blowing on me.
ADAMUS: Breeze. Good. Did it feel good?
JANE: Yes.
ADAMUS: Good.
MARC: Expansion.
ADAMUS: Expansion, excellent. How did that feel? Did your body start bloating
or did your head get bigger?
MARC: Feeling lighter.
ADAMUS: Feeling lighter. Good, good. Did it feel more stressful, less
stressful?
MARC: Less stressful.
ADAMUS: Less stressful. Good. Sometimes expansion can be very stressful. Good.
ALAYA: I felt my heart beating.
ADAMUS: Good.
ALAYA: My heart.
ADAMUS: When's the last time you felt your heart being?
ALAYA: Well, I've never sat and just felt it.
ADAMUS: Yeah, amazing, isn't it?
ALAYA: But I really felt the rhythm of it.
ADAMUS: Amazing! You've got a heart and it beats! What keeps it beating?
ALAYA: I do.
ADAMUS: Absolutely. Beautiful. Heartbeat. Next.
DORIS: Pure consciousness β¦
ADAMUS: Pure consciousness.
DORIS: β¦ that brought tears. No emotional feeling, but a purity and tears.
ADAMUS: Good. Good.
DORIS: When I felt Aandrah's eyes β¦
ADAMUS: I'm going to challenge you on that a little bit.
DORIS: Okay.
ADAMUS: And, not to put you on the spot, but anybody who shows up here is
allowing that.
Pure
consciousness, when you get to that point, will have absolutely no
sensation, no feeling, no anything. It won't bring tears to your eyes. You
felt consciousness and the potential of the purity of the consciousness, but
when you actually are in pure consciousness, there is no feeling, and that's a
good thing. There's no sensation. There are no tears. You could say it's
nothing and everything at the same time.
DORIS: Beauty? Is that a better word for when I was connecting with Aandrah?
ADAMUS: Yeah. Beauty. Beauty is connect- β¦
DORIS: Beauty is what I was experiencing.
ADAMUS: Absolutely. And I'm not trying to correct you or put you on the spot,
but for others who are listening, I feel it's important to say that what you
felt with Aandrah was beauty. Absolutely. The potential of pure consciousness
and more consciousness than you felt earlier today or yesterday or last year
that will move you to tears, that will gently wash away old things that are no
longer serving you, rather than some of the energies that come in harshly. But
when you actually get into pure consciousness - indescribable. Sans
definition. No emotion, and actually, interestingly, no feeling. It sounds
kind of boring, but it's not. It's not. But thank you.
So a couple more.
JEAN:
I smelled all the food behind me. (laughter)
ADAMUS: Smelled the β¦ excellent. Excellent. And was it favorable or not
favorable?
JEAN: It's really good. I want to go eat!
ADAMUS: Good. You have the prime spot there, you just reach around and grab
whatever you want there. Okay, and one or two more.
LINDA: Okay β¦
ADAMUS: And then we'll get to our point and you'll go, "Ah!"
SANDRA: I felt at one point β¦ I was aware I felt like I had no body.
ADAMUS: No body.
SANDRA:
Like the body had disappeared, but soon as I got that awareness, I then turned
into my body.
ADAMUS: Ah, absolutely. Okay. No body or beyond body. Excellent. One more.
SUSAN H.: I felt spiraling.
ADAMUS: Spiraling.
SUSAN H.: Mm hmm.
ADAMUS: You shouldn't drink before you come here. (laughter) Good. Actually,
it's okay to drink. Okay. Thank you Linda.
LINDA: My pleasure.
ADAMUS: So there is a lot of awarenesses on the board here, every one of them
correct, every one of them appropriate.
Types of Awareness
As you become more conscious of yourself β¦ I'm going to define these. These
are not cast in stone, by any means, but there's different levels of awareness
that all tie into consciousness. All of them are important in your lives right
now.
There
are sensory awarenesses. These come in through your five
human senses that you have, and they are things like the smell and the
touch, hearing the music coming in through your ears, feeling the breeze, even
to a degree, the sensory perception of your heart beating, the heat, of
course, your body moving. These are all sensory awarenesses.
I would say that generally humans are, in general, oblivious to about 98
percent of the sensory awarenesses around them. They've learned to tune things
in and out. There were motorcycles going by while we were going through some
of the experiences. And you learned to tune those out. There were things
happening visually here in the room, and you learned to ignore them, which is
good, because otherwise you get overwhelmed. You got so good at tuning out,
you kind of turned out of yourself.
Sensory awarenesses are an important part of consciousness. To be able to
perceive color and touch and smell, it's very easy and enjoyable to do, and
it's a good thing to gift yourself with. Getting back into sensory awareness
just requires stopping once in a while and observing that a fly is going
around the room here. But unless it sits right on your face, you're generally
not going to notice it, and you tune it out. And it is flying around. Don't
kill it, it's Kuthumi. (laughter) And β¦ (he slaps the fly) oh, sorry. He'll
come back next lifetime. (more laughter)
There is mental awareness, mind awareness.
Most of you didn't really talk about what was going through your mind, and
there was a lot. There was a lot of junk going through there. You've learned
to tune a lot of it out, but a funny thing about mind junk, it'll come back
around. It doesn't just go off some- β¦ well, it does go off somewhere, but
it tends to come back.
Every question that you've ever asked is still out there floating around until
it receives an answer. Yeah, that's a lot. Maybe you should stop asking so
many damn questions. (laughter) And even things like problems that you're
flowing through your brain that are not resolved will come back. They're like
questions. They're unresolved, and they're looking for something.
So there's all this going on. Some of you had awareness of beautiful, of
expansion, things like this. A lot of these are β¦ it's thought awareness.
Now, a lot of you don't like thinking about your thoughts. You don't like
focusing on them, because it's just a bunch of junk and rubble going through.
You do an interesting thing by taking your own thoughts, combining them with
your psychic antenna - your ability to receive outside feelings and things -
you bring it all in together, call it your own, and you tend to run this
through.
And it's so overwhelming that then you have to try to shut it down, but you
don't. It keeps flowing, and you get into a quandary. You get into such a
mess. You turn everything into chaos. Everything is problems and confusions,
and you don't know where to turn to next. So then you think about leaving this
beautiful planet. You think about trying it again next lifetime. How many
times have you said that? "I'll try it next lifetime."
This is the lifetime.
We're going to get through it this lifetime. No more coming back. Yes. Yes.
(audience applause)
So there is mental awareness, and then finally there is what you would call
more esoteric, spiritual intuition, knowingness.
I'll use the word intuition here (he writes), intuition awareness. Now, this
is something that actually is constantly, constantly connecting and
communicating within you. You're all very intuitive beings. However, you let
the mind overcome it, and you let your doubts then push it off somewhere else.
But the intuition right now is actually bringing in feelings of things that
are going to show up in the newspaper on Wednesday.
You say, "There's something wrong with my stomach. It must just be
because I'm having problems at work." No. You're intuitive beings. You're
picking up on things that are moving and shifting in the Earth. Lovely smell,
mmm. You're picking up on anxieties from people in the cities where you live
in. You're picking up on the spooks
that have been walking through the room here, always fascinated by you, that
are earthbound, but your mental
processes convert it, put it off in some different area, cause you to doubt
yourself, so you're really not allowing yourself to perceive on an intuitive
awareness basis.
It's already there. We don't need to take class in intuition, in knowingness.
You know why I don't want to do classes on that? Because then you'd go mental
about it. It's already there. It is you. It's already at work. It's really
about trusting that it's there, trusting
that it's not your garbage anyway, and trusting that when it comes in,
particularly the mind tries to take it over.
These are different types of awarenesses that you work with right now. These
are the most obvious, because they're right in your face. If I kick you in the
foot, you're going to be aware of it. These are the most prolific. They're
always happening. They're driving you crazy. These are the most natural, the
most fun and the easiest, but the ones that you tend to push out of your way.
When I asked the question before, "Where is your consciousness?"
that's a really good question. That's a really good question. Some of you say
"Here." Well, but are you really being conscious here? I would
contend that a lot of your consciousness is out there somewhere, is out in another
realm. You've held it out there. You've kept it from being in here. You're
avoiding it in a lot of ways. You've hidden it somewhere, and you really don't
know where it is.
And when I ask the question, "What is consciousness?" you give me a
mental answer. You say "Awareness." Okay, but really, what does that
mean? What is consciousness? What is consciousness?
And I debated with myself, which is rather enjoyable, about should we define
this or not, or should we leave it open-ended? I decided we'd define it to a
degree.
Your Presence
Consciousness is awareness, but put more concisely, distilled down,
consciousness is your presence. Your
presence, not like a gift (as in "presents) - I mean, well, it is gift -
but your presence. That's a little bit different than being in the Now
moment. Very similar, they're like cousins, but it is your presence. Your
consciousness is your presence and what you are allowing yourself to be aware
of. Your consciousness is your presence, and your presence right now is right
here, is sitting right here.
Your consciousness is your awareness of sensory, of mental, and intuitive.
Your consciousness is presence, and the question that I have for each and
every one of you: How present are you? How present are you? How real are you
in the moment? How conscious are you?
You're
much more conscious than most other humans. That is, indeed, a fact. But
there's still that struggling back and forth. Still wondering, "Well,
what does all this mean? And what is Spirit and what is consciousness?"
I'm going to ask you right now, without music, without words, without
anything, and without this fan - for just a moment, dear Linda - to feel your
presence, to be aware of your presence. And before you do, get out of your
brain. No mind in this. Eh, no brain in this.
Just take a deep breath β¦
What is your presence right now? Not off somewhere else, but right here. What
is your presence?
(long pause)
Now some of you are getting a bit mental about this. You're trained that way.
Humanity is like that right now, everything gets mental, you're trying to
think about the answer. It's not going to work. Some of you are saying,
"I don't have the faintest idea." That's probably the best answer,
because at least you're opening yourself to it.
What is your presence? Are you in your body, my dear? No. No, you're not. Are
you in your mind? To a degree, yes. Are you fully present, Angel? No. No, and
that's okay. At least you're aware of it, you see? And this is the simplicity
and the beauty of it.
Are you present? What is your presence? As you start to become aware of it
through the senses, your physical senses, even through your mind, and the mind
starts saying, "Am I present?" and then through your intuition,
you're finally going to start feeling yourself more present. You're going to
start feeling more around you. You're going to have more awareness of yourself
present.
And the moment you have awareness of what is present, what is here, you're
going to start understanding what is not present. You're going to understand
what you've been holding back on. Then, my dear, you get that state of pure
consciousness that goes beyond any of these types of awareness. It becomes
the I Am awareness. The I Am awareness, and
the fact that "I am present and that's all that counts. I
Am that I Am, every part, every piece, the Body
of Consciousness, every aspect, every thought, every feeling. I am fully
aware. I Am that I Am."
Now, my dear friends, you're in this cycle right now. You're in this
evolution. You're in this next stage. Whether I was here talking about it, it
was going to happen anyway. But by discussing it you get to be in the
consciousness of this. You get the awareness. It satisfies a degree of your
mind; another part of your mind is even more confused than before. But at
least you understand now, "This is what's happening to me." You're
becoming more present, more conscious, more aware.
That is an important fact. Why? And then we're going to have Zapharia
come up. Because I said before, everything is energy on Earth right now.
Everything is about the conflict of energy, and that includes light versus
dark, negative versus positive, energy battles. You could say it is kind of
like the last great battle.
Beyond the Mind
Where the battle of energy is really taking place for most of humanity is in
the mind. The mind. Not necessarily being
fought on big battlefields; it's in the mind.
Humanity is going through a tremendous evolution of going out of the mental
era that it's in been in for a long time. It's arguable, but you could say
anywhere from about 800 years to 2,000 years in a very mental era. It's going
beyond that, and as you know from your own personal experience, it's a tough
one. How do you get out of your own
mind? How do you go beyond the mind, the very thing that's controlling and
managing and consuming energy, the very unit that is demanding and consuming
huge volumes of energy, the mind? Not the body, the mind.
Mass
consciousness is going through that right now. It's not going to settle
down right away, but sooner or later mass consciousness will evolve beyond the
mind. You're doing it right now. You've been doing it for a while.
As you go into beyond the mind β¦ what is beyond the mind? What is beyond the
mind? Yell it out.
SHAUMBRA 6 (woman): Integrated Body of Consciousness.
ADAMUS: Integrated Body of Consciousness. That's good. And awareness and
consciousness are all beyond the mind. Intuition. You don't have to think
about things anymore, you just know them. Where you don't have to try anymore.
And with that, I'll give you your homework assignment - if you want to do
homework. If you don't want to do homework, that's fine. This is a good
homework. Yes.
Pick one day between now and our next - well, now and the conference for the
Midsummer in Santa Fe - pick one day, any day that suits you or pleases you.
On that day don't try. That's easy homework. Yeah! On that day don't try.
Now, what I mean by that is stop trying to figure things out. Stop trying to
organize things and plan things. Stop trying. Now, it doesn't mean that you
don't get out of bed, unless you don't want to. But stop pushing
against it. Stop this mental activity.
When that nagging doubt comes in, when the brain energy consumption comes in,
don't play the game. Just take a deep breath, "It
doesn't matter," and move on. Notice the difference in your own
energy level, but more importantly, notice the difference in the result that
takes place when you stop trying.
When you stop trying to figure it out, stop trying to make it happen, stop
worrying about it, stop pushing on it. You'll know you're trying if you get
this tension up here (head). That's when you take a deep breath and stop
trying.
Oh, it requires tremendous trust, but that's a good thing. It's a fun thing.
One day. If you would be so kind to yourself as to write down the next day
what you were aware of, what you perceived, what your enlightenment was, if
any, about that, about a day of not trying. We'll work with that once we get
back together, in October I believe.
So with that, let's take a deep breath.
You are consciousness; you're not energy. Energy naturally falls
into place and goes to work
for you, totally efficient, as you become aware, as you become conscious
of your presence.
Consciousness is awareness, of all the different things that are gong on.
Consciousness ultimately is about your presence right here, right now, your
presence in this moment.
Questions & Answers
With that, I'm delighted and honored to ask Zapharia
(channeled by Lee Harris) to accompany me with questions and answers.
Linda's going to be going to the audience with a microphone. You can ask
anything you want to anyone you want, as long as it's Zapharia or myself.
(Adamus chuckles) So we're going to give Zapharia just a moment to get
adjusted.
(pause)
And, my dear lady, I would ask you to - when you are ready - to give us a bit
of background about yourself, about your relationship with your messenger,
Lee, and then we'll take questions. And take your time, as much as you want.
ZAPHARIA:
Hm. Good, good. Welcome to the hot box of Earth. (laughter, because the room
is quite warm) This room could not be more appropriate, for it represents what
is going on on your planet right now. What you are seeing in the mass is the
separation from the old ways of externalizing in order to feel and in order to
think. People are getting in touch with those parts of themselves that need to
cleanse and purify, and it is not pretty.
Those of you that are sensitive are finding this very difficult. It is hitting
you. Those of you with wide energy fields,
draw yourself in. Go to the Earth, take off your shoes, take off your socks.
Put your bare feet on the Earth. She will tell you that all is well, for as
you go through this death of the old, it is the same process that occurs when
a woman becomes a mother for the first time. The woman forever dies, for once
the mother aspect is active, the woman is forever changed. And you are all
becoming more maternal, not just for your Earth, but for each other, and that
is what the transformation of consciousness will do in your society.
It will move away from the individual focus and the limited structures that
have been provided through which, for so long, the mass will experience, and
instead will allow the transformation to occur from within the hearts. Letting
go of so many of the limits of the mind and bringing people back to the
simplicity of nurture of self, nurture of other, gratitude for this
opportunity to be alive that in any moment can be taken away.
So there will be a great deal of fear, and the next twelve months will be the
most intense. After 18 months or so of these transformations, the world will
start to settle a little more, because the new world will be born. The shock,
the grief, will be leaving. Those who, unlike many of you, had not felt this
level of purification inside their human body for such a long time, it is a
glorious time to be alive.
And for those of you who have been bored for some years, this is when it all
kicks off. But be clear, many of you have wide energy fields. This is not the
time to extend. You'll know when to extend. Those of you who, for this past
decade, have given your love, your compassion, your gifts to others to help
them transform, the fuse has already been lit in the mass. They no longer need
encouragement out, and many of them will be kicking and fighting and throwing
their weight around.
So in this I speak clearly to those of you who are deeply sensitive: come back
into yourself. It will involve letting go of the few vestiges you have held
onto in order to stay connected emotionally. It will involve a little grief
for you, but put your bare feet on the Earth. She will tell you that all is
well, and she is rebalancing perfectly, as she needs to, to allow this planet
and its lives to continue in a new way. Good. Thank you Adamus.
ADAMUS: Indeed, and could you give us a bit of your background, your
relationship with Lee.
ZAPHARIA: It has been active or open in a verbal and bodily way for four
years. But in terms of my history with him, there have been lifetimes on both planes,
both the physical and also the energetic. And it is an integration for him to
experience the male and female coming through my female. So we work together
on that constantly. Yes.
ADAMUS: And what advice or suggestions would you give to your messenger, Lee,
now that we're in front of all these people and cameras?
ZAPHARIA: Ha. Well, he had to get over himself earlier this morning (Adamus
chuckles) in order to let me come forth. So it is a constant process of
calming him down. (audience laughter)
ADAMUS: Absolutely. And why would it be that your messenger has these
anxieties?
ZAPHARIA: He is fearful of the exposure and also the uncertainty of what I
will say that his face and name will get put alongside. (laughter)
ADAMUS: Absolutely. And, now, it's understandable that he or Cauldre or any of
the others would have these anxieties, and what would be your advice for any
of us, for any of them, in dealing with these things?
ZAPHARIA: The fear and the shadows contain greater and greater light. So as he
has learned to walk towards his and allow us to guide him into it, so, too, is
this what he delivers as a message that he is learning constantly.
ADAMUS:
Excellent. So. Ready? Questions? Questions. Be awake. Hello Tobin.
TOBIN: Why did God make us?
ADAMUS: Why did God make you?
KERRI: He also wants to know why - he thinks about this a lot - why would God
let bad things happen?
ADAMUS: Excellent question.
KERRI: And I told him God's a woman. (laughter)
ADAMUS: From the mouth of babes. So why did God make us, and why does God let
bad things happen? Zapharia?
ZAPHARIA: Well, in terms of human beings, God made you with yourself. You
decided this human experience to come and have fun and play and learn to love,
and sometimes difficult things happen. But as the difficulties move through,
so does more light occur. So does more evolution occur, for this is the grand
experiment - to see how in physical reality can energetics be grounded. This
is a pivotal point in time for that reason.
ADAMUS: And Tobin, God made you because God loved himself so much, he wanted
others like you to know what that was like - just to be in love. That's why.
And God made you because then he gets to experience what it's like to be a
little boy. Thank you. (audience applause)
I really do have a sweet side. (laughter)
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QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 7 (woman): I've been experiencing a siege of vertigo,
and I'm wanting to know if you could suggest how I can deal with it and make
the best of it.
ADAMUS: Yes. (to Zapharia) I'll take this one first; you can follow up. Stand
on a very, very, very tall building and look over. (laughter, Adamus chuckles)
Vertigo. Vertigo is the dissociation from the old physical body. It's your DNA
changing. It's actually your Point of
Presence on this planet changing. If you have not done so, you may want to
listen to the Re-Order
session that we did.
So everything is changing. The way you were acclimated to the magnetics,
to the electromagnetics, the polarity,
everything having to do with physical balance is changing. Vertigo is just
actually a good sign saying something is happening. So the best thing to do
with vertigo is not try to push it away, but actually take that moment when
you feel it, take a deep breath and allow the body to reconnect in different
ways. It's very healthy actually. Zapharia?
ZAPHARIA:
For you and your body, if you put yourself on the ground, not just with your
feet, but sit the root of you down and hold the ground with your hands, palms
open, and allow at that moment, if you can, the fear of the vertigo to come
back to your body, and then feel yourself rooting into the Earth, for not only
is the planet shifting, which you are feeling as a sensitive, but also you are
ascending fast. And as you are wanting to draw in your energy to stay away
from the emotions of others that
you do not want ricocheting through your system, it is pulsing you up faster
than you are quite used to. So allowing yourself to sit on this beautiful
Earth that has held you and nourished you for so many years, and if you can,
as an exercise, draw the fear back in and allow it to just transmute
through your body, and the Earth will draw it down.
ADAMUS: Good. Go do it!
SHAUMBRA 7: Go sit on the Earth?
ADAMUS: Yeah! Yeah, yeah. Outside. Why do it in the city? You're up here. Go,
and not on the deck, but out - out there. Brilliant. Brilliant. Oh, next
question. Further away.
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JEAN: Hi Adamus. As you know, we're looking for a new house, and you told me a
few weeks ago that there was a better one than the one we live in. And I found
a beautiful house not too far from here, and as soon as I fell in love with
it, I was filled with all sorts of doubt.
ADAMUS: Yes.
JEAN: And lack of clarity.
ADAMUS: Yes.
JEAN: And now I can't decide which one is best. What is this? I'm not used to
having this fog.
ADAMUS: Absolutely. Let Linda take the microphone and bring it back up here.
And if you'd be so kind, I'm going to actually ask Aandrah to answer this,
because it's β¦ she's directly connected. So Aandrah, situation: found a
house, loves it, now anxiety and doubt. What's going on?
AANDRAH: Can you receive?
Breathe so deeply. Stand very still in the core of you. Receive, sweet one.
Can this much grandness be allowed to come? Will you receive?
Breathe so deep. Come back into the stillness, and when you stand in your
stillness of yes, you will know so clearly you are worth it. You are the
grandness. Receive. Receive for you. Thank you.
ADAMUS: Good. Zapharia, how do you weigh in?
ZAPHARIA: There is nothing to add apart from the receiving, but remember, it
is a process. And when you start to open to something, the junk in the
basement has to clear out the way when you are going for an upgrade. So allow
the process through you. Allow the basement to clear its way out, just as you
have to use the bathroom every day to create space for more food. This is more
nourishing food you are allowing yourself to receive. A home is you. It is
your shell. It is very symbolic of the body. This is a very delicate process,
a house move, so welcome it.
ADAMUS: And I'll add a word also β¦ (he stands up on a chair) β¦ so I can
see you better. It's not about this house; it's about any house that you would
be moving into. And it's about all of your issues, self-worth,
all of your issues of lack -
lifetimes of lack, self-imposed stupid lack - and it's all coming up. So it
doesn't matter if it's this house or that house or that. It has nothing to do
with that. Your mind is saying, "Well, it's about this house." No.
It's about 'a' house.
A
house is you. Your house is your integrated Body
of Consciousness. So there's a huge metaphor going on for you at this same
time about are you ready to be in your house? So you're letting all these
aspects run rampant, all these issues come up, all this lack of receiving. Why
do you, Shaumbra, do that? I'm asking all of you, not just Jean. Why do you do
that? You have the most beautiful opportunity.
There are, metaphorically speaking, buckets of gold ready to come in. There
are waves of energy waiting. There are supporting casts in the wings, ready.
There is so much just ready to come
in and serve you, and you're saying, "I don't know if I'm worthy. I
don't know if I deserve that. I'm going to walk away from it." So what,
you can come back another lifetime and be poor again, be distraught again? So
you can have all sorts of issues again? No.
My dear Jean, this is it. I'm not going to give you another chance. This is
it. Get through it now. Now. Thank you. (audience applause) And distill it.
Distill it, because you've got so much wrapped up in it. And on top of that,
you invited all your family and friends to come and stay with you, and they
all brought their issues. You said "Bring your suitcase," not all
their emotions in their suitcase.
And, (to Shaumbra 7) my dear, you can come back in now. She might have become
overcome by heat, but she'll be okay.
And so you literally, you're like a sh⦠I'll say the word here, is it okay?
You're like a shit magnet right now. And you invite all these things into your
life at the time of something going to blossom in the your life, something
that was going to be so good for you, and then you invite all this stuff in as
absolute distractions to get in the way. You don't need any more. Make a
choice that you're not going to live like that. You're going to live present.
And my parting comment - but I'm going to say it now, but I'm not parting -
was to live your consciousness. You're living your brain and kind of your body
right now, all of you. Live your consciousness, your awareness, your presence.
Live it. Soβ¦
ZAPHARIA: Adamus, may I add?
ADAMUS: Absolutely. I'm on a roll.
ZAPHARIA:
Be aware of the collective mistrust of the physical right now that will affect
all of you. The physical is not being trusted right now. You see this in
economics. You also see it in physical moves. People are afraid to move,
afraid to travel. It's collective. Get rid of the piece that's collective, and
you'll come back to yourself.
The beauty of the mistrust of the physical is it gets everybody back into the
magic of their own spirit, their own soul, which does not need to organize the
physical. It simply needs to be and the physical arrives.
ADAMUS: Excellent. Thank you. Next question for who dares.
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SUSAN M.: Hi. Can you describe life in 2013 and beyond?
ADAMUS: Ah, would you like to take that first?
ZAPHARIA: Hmm, not accurately. (laughter)
ADAMUS: That's why I didn't want to take it first. (laughter)
ZAPHARIA: In December 2012, it will
be a little easier, but until then there needs to be this period of shakedown
and rebuild. The innovations are coming thick and fast, and this is the thing
that your news channels will not tell you.
Everywhere you will look on your news channels you will see death, because the
collective need to process grief. This will not be the case for the smaller
member of your planet. However, these innovations will not be spoken about in
any great number until around the middle of next year. That is when it is
expected, but there will be more of a balance of the tidal wave of grief and
death and the life coming through the new ways. So it is not easy to
accurately predict exactly what life will be like, but it will be far less
rigid, and it will be far truer, and the gratitude for life and living will be
higher than any of you have ever seen amongst your community.
ADAMUS: Absolutely, and to add a few words to that. Right now is a time of
chaos, and chaos is not a bad thing. Chaos gets energy moving. The next thing
you'll notice, probably early 2013,
is even more separation than what's been seen, because the chaos is like a
filter. It separates things, and separation is not going to be necessarily
things of those who are powerful and not powerful, or rich or not rich. It's
going to be essentially the separation of conscious beings versus unconscious
beings.
The planet over these next number of years is going to have β¦ humans are
going to have to ask the question, "Is this going to be a planet of
consciousness going forward past 2012, or is it going to be the planet for the
unconscious?" It's going to be a little difficult for the two to coexist.
Consciousness can coexist with unconsciousness, lack of consciousness, but
unconsciousness has a very difficult time being around high consciousness. So
this planet will have to make some decisions about what this planet's going to
be. It doesn't matter. There are plenty of new
Earths that are being birthed right now that have a high consciousness
directly attributable to work that all of you have been doing. It doesn't
matter if you go there or here or off to your Third
Circle or all of the above. Thank you.
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QUESTION
FROM SHAUMBRA 8 (woman): About 10 years ago I was doing work that I felt like
was very much me, and on an outward way it didn't work out the way I thought
it was going to work out, and I jumped back into the corporate world and have
done very well in the corporate well, but knew always a part of me that that
really wasn't where I should be. And at the beginning of the year, I started
having pretty severe health problems, and I knew that it was what it was. I
mean, not at first, because it has to hit you like that. And I've done a lot
of dream work, and all of a sudden sychronistically the Adoula work kind of
dropped in my lap, kind of unexpectedly. We're not part of Shaumbra, it just
came to me and I knew right away that this was what I was supposed to be
doing. I'm doing the training with Kathleen (Haws), but there's a lot of fear
around it, because of moving away from what I'm used to. (her voice starts to
break) So just any advice or encouragement that you have.
ADAMUS: Absolutely. Madam, would you like to go first?
ZAPHARIA: This is a surge of life for you that will counteract the deadness
you had to hold in your body in order to stay in the corporate world. And
understand that's not a judgment on the corporate world, for the corporate
world in and of itself is life in motion and evolution in motion. But for one
as widely sensitive and opened and explored as you, your life was two halves -
the part of you that could open and be your spirit, and the part of you that
would squash your spirit down and give as much of your spirit as you could to
this corporate world you existed in, for the barriers of receiving you in that
world were high.
So the deadness in your body that eventually showed up, this compaction that
had had to exist in you in order to sustain surviving in that world you wanted
to give to, is now going the opposite way. And the reason you are so drawn to
bringing life through in such a conscious way is not only because you have a
gift of this. And being in that very world and holding your light for so long
was no mean feat. Congratulate yourself for what you did. Never look on it as
a mistake. You brought light to a very heavy area. That is incredible, and you
will now allow yourself to repair by birthing life in and for others in the
most focused overt way. And this will bring life back to all of your cells.
ADAMUS: Thank you. And to add to β¦ (audience applause) Thank you. To add to
β¦ They love you, by the way. To Zapharia) They love you. Yes, they love β¦
(audience responds "yes" and applauds)
ZAPHARIA: This is a loving place.
ADAMUS: So to add to that, and I love the questions now. I didn't used to like
them, but I love the questions now. And they're so relevant to everyone. The
question posed here is really a part of everyone's question. Brilliant.
So,
here's the deal. Ten years ago the world wasn't ready for you. You have such
dynamic energy, focused - laser focused - energy. It wasn't ready for you. You
were testing the waters, so to speak, to test different ideas in consciousness
evolvement, potential healing, but it wasn't ready, and it is now.
You went into the business world where you can apply your laser focus to
certain things - you don't play with those issues of abundance - you played
there until you set up the thing in the road to stop you and say "It's
time to get out of that," because the corporate world, as many of you
know, is very seductive. I mean it's very seductive, and it feeds on energy,
and it's a great place to get energy. It's a great place for energy vampires.
You gave yourself the physical imbalance to say, "Wake up. Now it's
ready." The world's ready, you're ready. The Adoula work is going to be a
wonderful new beginning point for you, and it's going to blossom from there.
And yes, one of these days we might see you up here. So thank you.
And to distill that down, is trust everything that happened. None of it was a
mistake. You're exactly where you should be. Exactly. Thanks. Good. Next
question.
JANE: Why have I been having so many strange body sensations, as well as
feelings of intense anger and frustration?
ADAMUS: We're just drinking here. I hope you don't mind. (pause as they drink)
Ahh! We're still just drinking. (laughter)
Strange body, a couple of reasons. How honest do you want me to be? You know
when I ask that something's going to fly.
A couple of things, as you β¦ you're in kind of a strange paradox, very
sensitive, good writer, by the way - Cauldre needs to talk to you, but good
writer - very sensitive, opening up, and you're going to feel everything.
Cauldre was saying before he felt itchy because I was around - not because of
me, he should take Benadryl for that - but energy. Energy itches and energy
body aches and pains and twitches and weird stuff going on. Because you're
becoming more present, more aware of things, your body's going to become more
aware.
The
problem is your mind. Your mind says, "What's wrong with me?" Your higher
self, the I Am should say,
"Nothing's wrong. I'm just becoming more aware of energies." You
should listen to him (her husband Marc) once in a while. Nothing's wrong.
(Marc says "Thank you, thank you, thank you," much laughter)
Nothing's wrong. Everything's right, but yet you need to get together with
Jean and say, "Why do you keep setting this up?" Why do you β¦
you've written something very brilliant, but you doubt yourself. You're ready
for a new home, but yet you block it. You have a little itch on your ass, and,
you know, and - not yours, but his - and you worry about it that you now have
some disease. No. You're just β¦
Shaumbra, distill things right now. They're so simple, and there's nothing
wrong, unless you want to believe they're wrong, then they will be. The
universe and its physics are quite literal. If you want it to be wrong,
therefore, it will be. What do you choose my dear?
So you're going to get body things. Your DNA is β¦ if you only knew what was
really going on with all of the inner workings of your cells and your biology,
and you're rel- β¦ you are releasing your ancestral
karma like crazy, and it keeps coming back around trying to reattach, and
you keep letting go. All these things are happening.
Take a deep breath. I'm going to give you some advice that I gave another one
a couple years ago. She never took me up on it, and I'm not looking at anybody
on purpose. Get a bottle of wine all to yourself, drink it, and don't worry
about it. Stop wondering, "Well, is it going to hurt me? Does it have
chemicals? Is it really going to have a bad effect on what's happening in my
DNA? Is the wine going to do something that will cause something in my future
to destroy?" Drink the frickin' bottle of wine! (audience laughter and
applause) That's all! Thank you. Love the writing.
ZAPHARIA: You do not realize or accept how beautiful and perfect you are. And
the way that emotions work is they make contracts with the mind. So for you
oppression has been a lifetime experience, over and over again - being
oppressed, being beaten down - and your mind finds it hard to let go of those
stories. So as the anger rises, it doesn't get to fully come out. It just
reverberates around your head making new thoughts, making new stories.
So recognize the size of your creativity. Anger comes from the base, and the
base is life. The base is creation. If you have these pulses of anger coming
out of you, and many women judge themselves for anger and they should not, for
when you judge yourself for anger, you bottle it. So the first step for you is
to agree to never judge yourself again. Even if you're angry at the whole
world and yourself, step one is to agree to never ever, ever let your mind
tell you that is wrong. And gradually, when this mind goes away when this cork
on the top of the bottle of wine is no longer there to hold in the anger that
exists in the wine, you will not only write. You will paint, you will dance,
you will sing, you will create life for others beyond anything you have seen.
Humans beings run on patterns and cycles, and even those of you that evolve,
the seeds of the cycles remain. Your cycle for so long has been to believe the
bullshit others told you about yourself and to not see the true mirror that
you are looking into. Instead, you look at the stained one, because you
remember all of the times you were criticized.
Blow that cork up. Be as furious as you want to be. Recognize the creator
inside you and see this beautiful loving spirit over here next to you as the
true reflection of the love you hold for yourself. (audience applause)
ADAMUS: And, dear Linda, would you give Jane an Adamus Award.
LINDA: I will. At this point I think it's time to have wrap-up messages, and I
will make sure that Jane gets β¦ it's five minutes β¦
ADAMUS: Let just have a couple more questions.
LINDA: It's five till. (some laughter) So The
Awakening Zone goes blank?
ADAMUS: No, no, no, no. It's β¦ not to worry.
LINDA: Okay, thank you.
ADAMUS:
So for Jane, Adamus Award. And while you're back there, one for Marc as well.
(applause) Now you get your choice just like David, money or Adamus Award?
(Marc says "I'll take the money"; much laughter) (Jane asks for
both) She asked for both. Why not?! (much audience approval and applause)
Thank you for proving my point. Absolutely, you can have both. Absolutely. By
the way, you will spend that $20 and it will disappear and you'll forget. She
will spend $20 and still have the Adamus Award years from now to put in your
face. (laughter)
A couple more questions. And Linda's concerned about the listeners on The
Awakening Zone, but it is scheduled till at least 5:30. So questions.
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SUSAN H.: Hi there.
ADAMUS: Hi.
SUSAN H.: Can you give us, please, a brief overview about how young people are
perceiving the events of the world. And as Shaumbra and caregivers in general,
what we might be aware of at this time to support them in their becoming.
Thank you.
ADAMUS: Zapharia?
ZAPHARIA: I like your regal crown. Firstly, the misconception among adults is
that the children coming in now have the same perception or the same level of
mental tragedy to go through with what is happening in this world. They are
the life force of the future. It is more confusing for them, however, when
they are taught in old ways. It is even more confusing to them than it was to
those of you who knew you were sensitive early on but did not know how to
become yourselves so followed the guidance of the adults around you. That is
why you will find the children these days more fiery, more feisty. They can
sniff the bullshit of society a lot faster than many of you could. So they are
not going through the compacted emotions that so many of you had to work to
release yourself from.
They are fire and spirit. What they need is truth. Many will still want to
shield them from what is going on. There is still this "fear for the
children" mentality around what is going on on Earth. The children are
divine. The children are the new adults. That is what has to be remembered.
And you do not need to shield them from the truth, for there is nothing they
don't already know. The more love and guidance you give them, but also the
more respect over their leadership, that is what is important, for so many of
them have come in ready to activate 10, 20, 30 years earlier than any of you
did; ready to lead. This is important.
ADAMUS: Indeed. And there is one thing more than anything that the young
people are wanting from you - to see that you can trust
yourself. They are very intuitive, they are much more energy efficient,
but what they are needing to feel from you is that you can trust yourself. And
when they see that and feel that they can, they're going to trust themselves.
Good.
VICKI:
Who am I, really?
ADAMUS: Philosophical question.
ZAPHARIA: Who aren't you, really? Who are you going to be three seconds from
now? The choice is yours, always. This is the problem with human definition
around identity. It is why so many are in crisis right now. Not because of
their identity of themselves, but their identity to the paycheck, the
employment, the homes, the consistency of weather patterns. You are free. This
is what is quite delightful about you. You know this, so you can play with it
all of the time. That is your message to others. Become it, all of the time.
You are joy. (audience applause)
ADAMUS: And dear Vicki, it doesn't matter. From my perspective, you're a grand
actor. You can be whoever you want. Or was the question, "Who was
I?" Ah.
So, next. Time for two more questions.
MCKENZIE:
I have a goal that I'm going to accomplish, and I'm not really asking this
question for myself. I'm asking it for other people who could be going through
the same thing that I do, because I already know what's going to happen. But,
well, my goal is I want to be a world famous trilingual veterinarian. And I
have friends and family that keep saying, "Oh no, that's too big. Oh,
you're not going to get in college with your grades. Oh, that's not going to
happen. You should go for something smaller." No, that's what I'm going
to do. And I have another friend who wanted to get a major in literature, and
more people kept telling her as well that "Oh no, that's a stupid major.
You should do something else." And she caved in, and she decided to do
something else, even though β¦
ADAMUS: And the question is?
MCKENZIE: I forgot. (she giggles) It's β¦ should you listen to others when
you have an idea in mind?
ADAMUS: And what is your answer?
MCKENZIE: No.
ADAMUS: Good. Thank you.
ZAPHARIA: There is something to say about the world famous idea. Remember that
world famous is simply when hearts and minds have been touched over and over
again, so a large mass of people who you have touched in one way or another
suddenly know you, and then this label "world famous" gets put on
it. It is a lot to deal with energetically. It is not all fun and light. To
have a collective focus on you is a lot.
The key for you is that you want to touch many, and that begins with one. And
remember that if you touch one, they will go and multiply what you have given
them to so many. So take the pressure off yourself around the world famous,
for that will be a pressure. That will be something that will cause you to
feel you are not achieving your aim. Be world famous to one person, because
they will always remember your name and your heart and your gift. That is all
you will need to feel fulfilled. (audience applause)
ADAMUS: And, my dear, I'm going to be much less eloquent about it. Here's what
I think about goals β¦ (he spits on the
floor) Get rid of the goals. Goals are generally mental. They're generally
based on old experiences, and always they are very, very limiting. I'm not a
fan at all of goals.
Now, that's different than feeling your passion and your dreams. That's not
necessarily mental. Feeling a passion and feeling into a dream doesn't have
boundaries, doesn't have requirements. It doesn't even have titles. So let go
of the goals and feel into your dreams; much, much more efficient energy
behind them. Thank you. Yes.
LINDA: I actually didn't hear a question other than her wondering why adults
won't let her go for her passion, why they say things that appear to be not
supportive of passion.
ADAMUS: Yes. But she already answered that portion. "Should I listen to
others? No." No. Good. And two more questions? (Zapharia nods) Good.
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ALAYA: I have an opportunity to receive a full time position at the college
that I'm attending, and at that point, I would need to stop going to as many
classes that I'm enjoying. So I'm at a focal point. I keep kind of vacillating
back and forth as to full time job or going on to continue college. And I'm
just β¦ I kind of get into β¦ as I get closer to that point, it gets more
like almost like a ping pong machine.
ADAMUS: Would you look over there to Jane? You could have both. You could have
both. Really. You're turning it into an either/or. And you're giving yourself
the mental reasons why you can just do one or the other. You can do both.
Truly. Talk to Jane. You could do both.
ALAYA:
I can do both.
ADAMUS: She'll show you the Adamus Award and the $20.
ALAYA: I can continue to β¦
ADAMUS: Ah, seriously, for all of you. You're still caught in some of that
either/or. You can have both and it can occur simultaneously. And you can have
the energy to do it and the time. You're saying, "I don't have the
time." Really? Really?
ALAYA: I can do it.
ADAMUS: Yeah. Thank you. Zapharia?
ZAPHARIA: You have to trust your body. What your body tells you is more
joyous, more open, more free. The mind will be very busy in the next year or
so. And remember this is the choice between your joy, your love, or an idea
based on the old externalized world of security, of a growth path that so many
have felt was the way.
Now, you cannot underestimate the power of a collective
mind. When many believe in it, when many don't believe in someone's
passion like the previous question, it is convincing to the mind to join in
just to make sure that you're safe. "Will we be safe? We must follow the
group, for in the group there is safety."
You come into this world as a baby dependent on humans. It's very, very
difficult to let go of that dependency on the group collective mind. You are
just moving between old world and new world. New world is "Trust the
body, trust the feelings." Old world is "This scenario will give me
the best feelings."
ADAMUS: Excellent. Thank you. Thank you. And, no pressure, but final question
of the day.
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LARA:
So when we were doing those exercises earlier, I had an experience of when
Norma was doing the silent breathing, I felt the peace and the serenity around
that. And I really liked the music so much that had played before that I kind
of started to feel this kind of bleed through of what I had felt then, this
dancing and movement. And it kind of created this whole other experience that
was different - a different awareness between the two. And then when you were
having us be aware of where we are now, I was aware of myself here. And then I
had this awareness of feeling myself like walking by the ocean and climbing
over some ruins somewhere else. So am I just like playing a game with my mind
or is there some sort of a merging that was happening there?
ADAMUS: I'll let you take this first, ma'am.
ZAPHARIA: The musical mind is very powerful, for those of you who have an
affinity with it, for music is encoded numbers and encoded emotion. So the
mind gets an incredible release back into the emotion through listening to
music, yet still the mind is present. So it is very powerful, because the mind
disappearing completely is not highly practiced in the mass. Therefore, to
have music be a doorway into your visionary ability is wonderful.
So your visions and your emotions will become activated through music. You
have a long history with music through the lifetimes. You are a master of
music. You understand it. This is why you have always connected with it so
deeply. Let those numbers, those emotions, take you. Let them lead you. Trust
where they lead you. They are far more true than many of the thoughts that
would constrain you. Trust that self.
ADAMUS: Excellent, and excellent question for the end of the day. Excellent
question as you go out this next month and feel into your presence, your
consciousness, you get playful with it, you're going to come to this same
dilemma: Are you making it up or is it real? Are you just constructing this up
here as a little game or is it something that's really happening? The answer
to that is what do you choose? What do you choose? Do you choose it to be real
or do you choose to let the mind pretend that it's just being made up? That's
where the pure consciousness, and that's where you, your awareness and only
you, can make that decision, that choice. That choice doesn't come from the
head or from the body. It comes from you. Are you going to let yourself have
it be real?
I would say it's the biggest issue that any of you are really facing right
now. You're on kind of this β¦ right on the edge - the edge of getting a fine
home, the edge of getting awareness, of being able to have both - and then you
stop, and the mind comes in and says, "Is this real?" The mind
playing its defensive role and the mind also playing its old junky tapes, its
old programming that goes into it. That's where you, your presence, your
consciousness needs to step forward and say, "I'll take it from here,
mind. I'll take it from here."
When you run into any of these challenges and you're wondering about are you
making the right choice, doing the right thing, pursuing the right career or
anything like that, it's going to be met with a certain level of fear, doubt
and uncertainty.
And that's the time to take a deep breath and tell yourself that all
is well in all of creation. (audience applause)
Grande Abbondanza!
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