The Embodiment Series SHOUD 8 Q&A Session by Tobias and
Adamus St. Germain
Presented to the Crimson Circle March 5, 2005
Original Website http://www.crimsoncircle.com/
I, Adamus, return for a few brief
messages before we begin the questions and answers. Both Tobias
and I will be answering the questions today.
I have several points to make regarding today's discussion. First, it is to
remember that under hypnosis the aspect-self
will do anything it can - anything it can - to justify itself. Under hypnosis
the aspect-self, which is the story that you
expound right now, will do anything it can to justify its existence. It will
lie to you. It will steal for you. It will do anything to justify its
existence. Remember that.
You are an aspect-self right now. You are not fully expressed. You are not
fully awake, no matter what you think. And, it you think you are, and if your
mind is telling you are, you are really hypnotized right now (audience
laughter). The aspect-self will do anything it can to perpetuate this story
because it loves you, because you have asked it to serve you. The trick is -
how do you get out? That is the reason that we are here now.
For these next days of time until our next gathering, I want you to take a
look at the belief systems that you have
bought into about yourself. A belief system in anything from your physical
being… are you believing something within you is diseased? Do you believe
you are going to die? Well, indeed you do, don't you? But, you don't have to,
not in the way that you think. You will end your story. You will evolve. But,
you don't have to die in the way that you have been doing lifetime after
lifetime.
I want you to take a look at the belief systems that are shaping you right
now. What do you believe when you look in the mirror? I don't see anything
when I look in the mirror (some laughter). I will tell you why in a moment.
What belief systems do you have about your weight, for instance? And, how
hypnotized are you? How hypnotized are you about your weight issues, your
intelligence issues, and your financial issues? It is all a spell that has
been cast upon you by yourself… and maintained… and certainly intensified
by these other elements of church… and government…
and family… and all of these things… business…
all of these things that always are reinforcing your hypnotic state of being.
Under hypnosis the aspect-self will do anything to justify its existence,
including run for fear next month when we show you how to walk out. Remember
that. You are going to have some very interesting experiences this next month
of time. But, it is time to release this hypnosis, these limited belief
systems. That's all hypnosis is.
Some of you have practiced it. You get your client to focus their energy. You
get them to supposedly relax, but there is nothing relaxed about the state
that they are in. And, then you interject belief systems at various energetic
levels. You get them to buy into it. What you are doing is helping them shape energy.
Remember we talked last month - energy is potential
expressed. You are helping them to take
energy out of the air, the thin air, and to shape it into something, into a
belief system about themselves.
You are assaulted with hypnotic messages - or belief system messages - every
day, hundreds, thousands of times a day. Some of them serve you quite well.
You want to have a belief system that, for instance, you have to drive in a
certain pattern. You want to be hypnotized when you are on the highway. You
want to follow a certain belief system that others are also following.
But, other times it doesn't serve you. Other times it tells you that you are
inadequate. It tells you that you are crazy. That is one of the surefire ways
that we have on our side of knowing how deeply hypnotized you are.
"Perhaps, I'm crazy," you say. "Perhaps, the neighbors won't
like what I am doing. Perhaps, I have to dress and act a certain way to make
sure people accept me." That is deep hypnosis, very deep. So, you don't
have to accept it anymore… unless you choose to.
I want to answer a few questions about my own background and reputation. I
have been associated with the energy
that you would call Count Dracula (some
laughter). And, I am not; I am not, particularly, although my energies are -
how to say - have been taken and tied into this. I created quite a stir in my
lifetime as Saint-Germain. I was able to go without food because I can pull
energy from the air, literally.
At times I ate ground grains, which I enjoyed. And, there were other times I
would sit at a meal and simply absorb the energy. I was not much for eating
meat because your… we won't go into that right now. That is a whole other
discussion. But, I found that I did not need to eat the solid foods, unless I
simply chose to.
In my lifetime I did not die, as I have told you. In my lifetime I could walk
in and out of bodies. I can still do that.
As I said, I never see myself in a mirror because it is an illusion. It is
hypnosis when you are seeing yourself in a mirror. It is not reality. So, I
see not of myself as a reflection at any time.
I caused quite a stir in my lifetime, and this continued into the 1800s. There
was a revival of interest in my personage in the late 1800s. And, it bothered
the church to such a degree that they
wanted to create a story, to create a story that tied in my energy. But, also
it did bring in the energy of a human, a being that did live quite a while
before I did, a human by the name of Count
Dracule (pronouncing this as drak-ool), who was a true being, and who was
heinous, loved to impale his subjects.
It is interesting to note that Count Dracule was angry with the church. He was
brought up in a religious family. He was bought up devout. He was brought up
to honor and obey his parents and God. But, it was the church that murdered
his father and ultimately murdered his mother. And, this brought up a hate in
him that was so strong and so intense and so against God - or at least the
churches - that this incredibly strong energy turned, and it was used to
express his anger and hatred. He killed thousands and thousands in some of the
most gruesome ways.
His lure still lives on. And, it was taken by some who have - how to say -
control of the church hypnosis energy and woven into mine to make it so that
any person who didn't have to eat, any person who did not appear in the
mirror, any person who did not die was considered evil. This is part of the
effect that this hypnotic energy of the church has.
It is appropriate not to die in the way humans have been dying. The suffering
that they go through causes them to have to come back to Earth. It pulls them
in, whether they want to or not. It sucks them back in because they died with
suffering. The church states in these books that they help to write that there
are beings who live off the blood of others; they don't have to eat food. I
have to wonder who is truly living off the blood and living off the energy.
I did many of my teachings, many of my studies in the area of Transylvania.
I still keep my main energetic residence in that area. I love that area truly.
And, it is one of the most difficult and oppressed areas in some respects, but
it has the most potential for going off into the multi-dimensional
realms.
You could say that there is a type of incredible portal
there that has been distorted, that has been abused. But, it is ready to open
back up. I spent time there helping to teach Cauldre
these things about channelings, these
things about multi-dimensional realities. I am going to invite some of you to
join me there in the not-so-distant future. Yes, we will go back to
Transylvania. And, what a journey it will be!
And, you will come to understand how you can transcend death. And, there is
nothing unholy about it. So, it is simply a distortion by the energies of the
churches, and one of the reasons why I like to discuss it (some laughter).
With that, let us begin our questions. We will integrate the energies of
Tobias here.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMRA 1 (from the Internet, read by Linda): Tobias, what
happens if we found out that we may be in violation of a few rules regarding
pooling of funds? What happens if such funds violate 3-D rules? A thoughtful
steward of 3-D defers to Spirit. Where the freak does that leave us? I have so
many great ways to pool, but they are met with resistance from the 3-D
establishment. Not wanting to diminish a great Tobias channel in San Diego,
what can be recommended?
TOBIAS: This a wonderful example here of going outside of the system,
of transcending the rules
and the belief systems. You have to be
knowledgeable about what the rules are in order to, as you would say, break
them. But, as long as the heart is in the right place for what you are
attempting to do, which is basically allowing energy to expand by itself, then
it will. And, perhaps it may cause the watchful eye of some of the regulators
and some who have the rules. But, you are also learning right now how to
transcend these and how to break this hypnotic
barrier that Saint-Germain
talked about, how to let energy move itself. That is all you are doing. So, we
are having a little bit of discussion with Cauldre.
But, it is about breaking the rules at this point. And, you have to be willing
to do that to get out of the system. Thank you. We have to say that you will
find… you will know the answers… and stop worrying about the rules. That
is the true answer.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 2 (a woman at the microphone): Blessings to you. I
was wondering if you could tell me what is going with my 13-year-old son. He
is making wrong decisions. And, how can I support him?
TOBIAS: It is so important for you to take a look at what you consider a wrong
decision. And, we go back to one of the very basic understandings that there
is no right or wrong. You are
carrying a judgment about this. And, you are not honoring the soul-being
who chose you as its parent. You are not honoring this being in making their choices.
Now, we know sometimes it is difficult for you to watch. You cannot possibly
imagine how or why they are making these choices.
But, your own judgment of them is actually causing this one to rebel even more
and to go against the system even more. It
is so important for you to have total
compassion - which means total acceptance, fearless
acceptance - and let this being be. When you change the energetic
relationship that you have with this dear one, it will also change the way
they come to you now for advice and guidance. But, you need to have total
compassion. And, we know that is difficult for a parent to do when they think
that their child is making the wrong decisions. But, perhaps they're not.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 3 (from the
Internet, read by Linda): Saint-Germain, I'm wondering why you don't take the
stage before us as a newly manifested being, or perhaps as a previously
manifested being, such as Mark Twain,
or Shakespeare? Why do
you choose to be merely channeled through Cauldre?
(audience laughter)
Saint-Germain: We are going to answer this question in a multiple of ways. We
have to say first that you would become overly fascinated if I suddenly
manifested as the essence of light in front of you. We know exactly what would
happen because it has happened to others. That is why in the lifetime of Saint-Germain
this entity kept a relatively low profile. He was not out to do magic tricks
at parties or to try to make a name for himself. He needed to keep a lower
profile in order to even start these secret
societies and help the energies at the time. So, if there was a
manifestation directly in front of you, it would so totally throw you off your
path. And, we are trying to get you to do it for yourself. The second answer
to that is we have manifested in front of you, and you don't choose to believe
it (audience laughter). Thank you.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 4 (a
woman at the microphone): I don't know. What do you think? Would we freak out
and lose it and not be able to handle it if we saw you as light or anything
else? I think we are all so yearning for a glimpse. This wasn't my original
question, but (more laughter) this is better. I think it will reinforce us. We
are so strong. We have been going through all this stuff. Please, we won't
tell anybody (much more laughter and applause).
Saint-Germain: We will share with you a few things. Part of it is that this hypnotic
overlay right now has prevented you from seeing me when I truly do appear.
Much as - how to say - my reflection does not appear in a mirror, it is also
difficult for an asleep human to see who I truly am. So, I do have to manifest
in strange and unusual ways. As I mentioned before, I manifested for Norma
and Garret and Linda
and Cauldre as a taxi driver in Paris.
But, even their hypnotic overlay kept them from seeing who I was.
I manifested at our gathering a month ago through Linda. And, you were looking
directly at her. And, I came into her being, and yet you did not see me for
who I was. And, when I mentioned that I was in the room and said, "Do not
turn around"… and she agreed at other levels… she was quite ill and
out of balance before the gathering. It was the only time that she - how to
say - had to be taken to the back to be worked on through breathing. But, in a
strange - we are sorry, dear - but in a strange way the breathing that you
felt necessary before the last meeting actually only helped to bring me in
deeper into your being (audience laughter).
So, I will provide a true answer to your question. Once you are released from
the hypnotic state, you will see me very clear. I will not have to come in
through a channeler. I will not have to
make my presence through the body of Linda or any others. I won't have to
create illusions within illusion. You
will be able to see me even as I am standing one inch from your face right now
and you cannot see me. You can only hear me through Cauldre. You release the
hypnotic effect that surrounds you, and you will feel my breath on your face.
SHAUMBRA 5 (a woman at the
microphone): Very briefly, my question continues from there. Can we… I have
the feeling that I would like to release my… walk away from my story,
walk away from the hypnotic state and
remain in my physical body and then, at some point say, "Let me walk out
of my physical body now." Is this something that we can look forward to,
or are you implying that when I do see you, I won't be in my physical body?
Saint-Germain: Absolutely, you will want to be in your physical
body. There is a great gift in being here on Earth. And, there is a great
gift of being in the physical state of being. So, this is something that Tobias
and I are going to encourage everyone to do - to have the choice and the
option to walk in and out of
your physical being. A few of you will walk out of your physical being and
look back at it and (audience laughter) decide to start over. But, the
important thing there is that you won't have to go through the traditional birth
process in order to do it. You won't have to be born out of the womb.
The… the… whole other discussion… but the fabric of biology
will be there waiting for you to inhabit it. But, in answer to your question,
no, you won't have to give up the physical body, unless you choose to. That is
the whole purpose of this movement into the New
Energy - it is to stay embodied,
stay embodied, but yet be free. Thank you.
SHAUMBRA 5: Thank you.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 6 (from the Internet, read by Linda): Tobias, my
mom, Mary, is seemingly very ill in the moment. I would describe her as a
completely dedicated, truthful, loving person, and so her illness makes no
sense. I am grasping at straws, and we are hoping and trusting that the
greater picture knows what it is doing. It is very frustrating being in the
dark. And, if she's doing planetary service then I'm asking for a speedy
recovery, at least some sort of peace for her. She has sacrificed a great deal
in the name of truth. And, I am asking for a bit of it back for her. She is
too confused and ill to ask for herself, and so I am doing it on her behalf.
It's all very well trusting the greater picture, but sometimes we are mere
human beings and the ride can get pretty rough.
TOBIAS: Indeed, it can, as long as you buy into this whole belief
of death. I am going to ask you first to be very bold and fearless and to accept
the process that she is going through, to accept that she has chosen this at
some level. That takes ultimate compassion
on your part. I am going to ask you to also release connection. You are so
tied into this being that you are literally making it difficult for them to
move into their next level. You have many judgments about what is right
and wrong, many judgments about how things should be. With those, it is
going to be so difficult for you to move into a true New
Energy. You are still holding onto the Old.
It's going to require the total release and total acceptance, even the
disconnection of love. As strange as that
sounds, love has no connection. It allows freedom
to every being, every thing, every bit of energy, and every potential. Can you
take a look at this as a sacred and blessed process that this dear one is
going through? Can you stop looking at death as a final type of thing? Can you
understand that there is evolution of the soul,
transition out of biology, particularly for those who are still in the Old
Energy? We are going to ask you to take a strong, close look at your own belief
systems because this question isn't truly about your mother. It is about
you.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 7 (a woman at the microphone):
Hello, I notice that we have a lot of music at the Crimson
Circle. And, it seems to be a very important thing. And, I think that a
lot of people in the audience would probably agree that music to them is very
important. And, I remember that Saint-Germain
mentioned something about energy and music. And, I wondered if you could go
into a little bit more detail about energy and music.
TOBIAS/Saint-Germain: We will to an extent. But, we're going to have a
separate discussion session simply on music. Music operates at many different
levels, even beyond the number of levels as the human voice. Oh, we're going
to get into a bit of celestial science here. Typically, a human voice operates
at approximately 20 different - we're trying to push information through
Cauldre - but 20 different levels. You not only hear it in the ears, but there
are other energy levels that it operates at. It is really quite limited.
Music expands that exponentially. And, depending on the type of instruments
and how the music was created, performed, and recorded, it can operate
literally at thousands or tens of thousands of various energetic levels. So,
you not only hear the words, but you begin feeling at different levels.
When the music is applied in various sequences and with different types of
patterns, it can be most effective in helping misaligned energies within the
body, mind and spirit come back into alignment. The music can be used to
create a sacred energy. And, as you know, music can also be used to shatter
energy and make it even more erratic and outside of itself.
So, for those of you who create music, or perform music right now, or simply
enjoy it, you are receiving multi-dimensional energy. That is a good way to
put it, for the musician, the Creator, can begin to pull in energies from
other dimensions and angelic realms, even from our realms, into the music that
is played back. Again, how it is… the instruments that are used, and the
recording methods, and even the playback methods, have an impact on this.
There are times, for instance, where we don't want our messages recorded for
particular reasons, and we don't want them played back over certain systems
because they can literally distort the layers and the rhythm of the music,
even the energies that are coming through us.
So, you touch on a fascinating subject. And, there are those who are listening
right now and those who are in attendance here who are being motivated and
encouraged to work with new music. Get out of your mind about how music was
done before, and begin working with the new music. We will have one of these
music sessions quite soon. Thank you.
LINDA: Is any of this related to why we've had such a problem with
broadcasting?
TOBIAS: There are a variety of reasons. And, we don't want you to go overboard
about this. But, there are energies that are directly applied to making sure
that the transmission doesn't go through, that are used to distort and
diffract the energies that are going out over the Internet. And, there is a
conscious effort to have this not happen. And, you can look for all of the
mechanical or the physical causes for the disruption in the service. But, it
is coming energetically from other
levels. The best thing to do is to ignore this and to keep doing what
you're doing because, obviously, even if they cannot listen live, you can
offer this in many other ways. So, do not let this get the best of you.
LINDA: Thank you.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 8
(from the Internet, read by Linda): I feel the wound
of Isis is a wound for men as well. I talked about this with my male
partner, and we both felt our wound and had to cry, feeling the anger of women
and the shame of men. Can you say something about this?
TOBIAS/Saint-Germain: Indeed… we spoke about this recently in one of our
gatherings. And, we have to say first of all that this whole understanding of masculine
and feminine energies is
distorted. The feminine energy is given a label of being a softer or weaker
energy, a more vulnerable energy. And, this is not at all true. This is a hypnotic
belief that has gone out to try to pervert
the feminine energy. The feminine is actually the stronger of the energies.
The masculine becomes the protector. They work together, and they are a part
of any person. Just because you have the body of a woman does not mean you are
just feminine energy. You are both. Every man also carries a feminine energy
within his being. Most of them suppress it. And, that is why you do not see
more men at these gatherings because they are trying to suppress something
that they know within them is stronger than what they thought was their
strength. Thank you.
QUESTION FROM SHAUBMRA 9 (a woman at the microphone): Hi, Tobias and
Saint-Germain. As one who loved being quiet and silent and work behind the
scenes, I'm now choosing to be bold and fearless and radiant. And, as I'm
birthing an international film production company, I welcome your assistance
and your blessing and any information you have to share.
TOBIAS/Saint-Germain: We have to say that our blessings and our assistance are
in whatever you choose to do… whatever. So, this concept that you are
working on… we are going to offer a few suggestions. Don't limit yourself in
it, for there is more potential than even what you realize now. Understand
also that connections are already being made and developed at the moment you
are speaking. Understand that there is going to be a whole new way of
communicating - how to say - alternative
reality type of things. We say alternate reality because this is like your
movies. It is a reality. It is just different than the
reality you know.
And, these alternative reality productions - or what we would like to say
"new reality" productions that you will become involved in - will
also be much more than just a movie, much more than the visual on the screen
or the music or the sound effects. So, we want you to imagine beyond where you
have been. This is a venue that is still being highly developed that has to do
with, again, carrying vibration or messages or communications or energies
within all of the aspects of this manufactured reality. So, it is a wonderful
thing you're doing. And, you've been preparing for it for many lifetimes and
many sleepless nights.
SHAUMBRA 9: And many wonderful dream states. Thank you for showing up. Bye
bye.
TOBIAS/Saint-Germain: Indeed.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 10 (from the Internet, read by Linda): Dear beloved
Saint-Germain, please explain what's going on with my staying visa and what is
the solution? Thanks, your brother Moshe from Romania.
Saint-Germain: Indeed… you're being challenged about who you are, and it
manifests itself directly in - how to say - your identity.
You talk about this visa that you have. And, it is making you have to look at
who you are, Moshe. You are not who you think you are. You heard in the
discussion in the Shoud today this whole
concept of hypnosis. Now, you've done an
incredible, beautiful job of helping to hold
an energy in a place that is very sacred in the energy of Romania and Transylvania
and this whole region. But, you have also bought into your own self. And, your
own self is wanting to shake loose of that now. So, you're being challenged.
And, we're going to help challenge you to stop, to not limit yourself with the
story that you have. Do not fall prey to
your own hypnosis that you know so well how to do, for this area keeps calling
you back over and over again. So, we are going to spend a little extra time
with you offline here, but this is, in a sense, what is happening. And, it is
bringing up all of the issues and energies within you. And, this is a good
thing.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 11 (a woman at the
microphone): Adamus, thank you for being here today and last month. I have
felt your presence several times and heard you speaking to me. In the last six
weeks I have been questioning the forgetting who we are, forgetting our
"I-amness." And, today it seems you have broached the subject about
being hypnotized. When you say, "Release and accept," you're saying
release and accept your essence or your "I amness?"
Saint-Germain: It's about releasing your
limitations and accepting
your "I-amness." Your limitations
are, in a sense, all of the stories that you
have created, your past life aspects.
They are just stories, but there is a tendency to believe that they hold the
power, that they hold the energies. They are just stories. It is about
releasing them.
They want to be released. They want to be set free. They are in this - how to
say - this type of crystal or structure
that we talked about before, frozen in time
and space, waiting for you to let them have their own freedom.
When you do this, it lets go of your limitations and your acceptance of this hypnotic
state that you have been in.
When you accept everything… everything… including what you consider crazy
thoughts in your mind… when you consider what another… when you accept
what another person does… when you accept your children… when you accept
the world as it is… when you accept everything that happens… this also
sets you free in a whole new way. It allows you to go beyond the limitations
of the hypnosis.
Hypnosis requires limitations. Acceptance lets you fly past those. So,
accepting, which is the compassion that
we speak about so often, is so essential for your total freedom. It is very
simple, and don't get so much into the head about it.
SHAUMBRA 11: Okay, thank you.
Saint-Germain: Indeed.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 12 (from the Internet, read by Linda): Did I plan to
spend this lifetime alone? Is there a man on Earth I could be happy with
(audience laughter)? Relationships have been non-existent, unrequited, or
hopeless. I have worked at enjoying being by myself. Also, in the decade
before retirement I still haven't started a career. Who the hell am I? (more
laughter)
Saint-Germain: We could talk for quite a while about aloneness, for as I
mentioned earlier, after Shaumbra froze me into this state of crystalline
non-movement, I spent literally hundreds of thousands of years alone by
myself. So, you do not know alone, like I do.
You are trying… and we know you are going to disagree with us already. You
are already hollering at us. You are trying to build on your own story.
You are trying to bring a partner into your Old story. And, you're just trying
to make your story a little bit more comfortable. When will you understand
that it's just a story… it's just an illusion…
and, it's time to let go of it? But, yet quite naturally, you're trying to
hold on.
As we said before, under the influence of hypnosis
the aspect-self will do anything it
can to maintain itself, to justify itself. It will even try to pull in a
partner, telling itself it is incomplete without it. It will try to create
careers for itself and passions.
How many of you have lost your passion
over these last years because it is time for that to go? It was a passion that
just served as a story-builder. It is time to let all of that go. We know it
is difficult. But, yet it is so simple. But, yet we have to come back over and
over again and let you know it is time to let go, let you know that you don't
have to hold onto the Old stories. You would be really angry with us if we
were doing things to help you build that Old story even bigger. It is time
that we are disassembling the stories so you can see who
you truly are.
LINDA: You're kind of calling yourself sort of a victim of Shaumbra.
Can you help us understand that better? (audience laughter)
Saint-Germain: Indeed… and in the Shoud
earlier, I made it very clear that I chose
to walk through that door. There is no victimhood here. But, I love telling
stories about it (more laughter).
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 13 (a woman at the microphone): Hello, this is
really very hard for me to stand here. But, I had to do it. But, I don't
really understand why it's so hard. But, I did it anyway.
TOBIAS/Saint-Germain: We are going to ask you to be very still for a moment
here and to feel a transformation
that you are allowing yourself to make, even though it feels a bit
uncomfortable up here like this. I am going to ask you to feel the love of
Shaumbra surrounding you right now, loving you. We are going to ask you to
feel how really, truly that you are not stuck in this thing… that it is
not… it only feels hard… it really isn't. It only feels like mistakes were
made. But, they haven't been.
We are going to ask you for a moment here to feel that it is all an illusion.
And, everything will tell you that it's not. Everything will try to tell you
that it's real, but it isn't. It is an illusion.
There are energies in you right now that want to move. They want to be flushed
out. They want to be set free. But, there is a part of yourself that felt that
they had to stay put, part of you that felt that you had to go through a suffering,
and more than anything, if you look really deeply, you will see part of you
that feared who you truly are.
So, you created this wonderful matrix all
around you, this wonderful matrix that caused you to not come out, to not be
who you are, to stay under your own spell. It only appears to be hard. It only
appears to be difficult.
SHAUMBRA 13: But, I'm fine. But, it's walking in front of people and standing
here.
TOBIAS/Saint-Germain: Indeed… but it is really about not just standing here,
not just walking in front of people. But, it is really about being
who you are, as you say, not hiding, not keeping yourself suppressed and
hidden. It goes far beyond just the fear of standing in front of others. It
goes into the whole aspect of the fear of being who you are, the fear of
letting yourself out of that box now.
SHAUMBRA 13: Thank you.
TOBIAS/Saint-Germain: Indeed… and simply by standing here in this moment of
time, it has allowed the energies inside of you to change, to move. And, you
may feel some effects of this in the next few days, a kind of releasing and a
cleaning and cleansing out. And, this is a good thing for you right now.
SHAUMBRA 13: Yeah, it's been like… oh, shoot, probably the last two years
I've had this argument - "No, I'm not going to stand in front of
people." So, I was very brave today.
TOBIAS/Saint-Germain: Indeed… indeed. (applause from audience)
SHAUMBRA 13: So, I can go now? (audience laughter)
TOBIAS/Saint-Germain: Or, you can continue standing there (more laughter).
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 14 (a woman at the
microphone): Hi, I was wondering if you could shed some light on the recent
events that happened in my life and the people that came into it… and, also
in particular, what happened a couple of days ago… and, how to move forward
with this?
TOBIAS: Again, we would ask you to not be so cryptic and to share more of the
details of this for others who would benefit from what you have to say.
SHAUMBRA 14: About this dark hole that I feel like I've been in for the past
few months? And, how I'm going to release this energy so I can move on because
I don't recognize myself anymore? And, the feeling… what happened two nights
ago when I was half asleep, and I felt… I don't know what it was, but it was
some kind of energy that was forcing me down on the bed. And, I couldn't move,
and it scared me, and I don't know what it is.
TOBIAS: We are going to ask you right now to transcend any of this suppression
and just allow your own self to come through. What happened here? What
happened here? You know already.
SHAUMBRA 14: I don't think I do. I feel like I'm in a limbo. I feel like
everything is changing around me and that I don't know how to move forward.
TOBIAS: But, you say you don't know how to move forward, but you do. So, why
are you resisting it? Why do you hold yourself in this suspended state of
belief right now and expect that we're going to get you out of it?
SHAUMBRA 14: That would be nice! (laughter from questioner and from audience)
I don't want to hold it. I don't want to… I'm confused.
TOBIAS: So, what was holding you down? What was this?
SHAUMBRA 14: Fear?
TOBIAS: You tell us. Do you feel this was on the inside or on the outside?
SHAUMBRA 14: It felt like it was coming from the outside.
TOBIAS: I am going to go back to Adamus said before. Under the state of
hypnosis the aspect-self will do anything it can to justify its existence,
including feeling that you are in a hole, including feeling that you are being
held down, and that you are not being granted your freedom, that you are
dis-empowered, that you are not a Creator. So, what is happening here in your
life?
SHAUMBRA 14: I guess I'm trying to make changes that are scary, that are
taking me to new places. And, I don't know how to do that.
TOBIAS: Indeed… or perhaps, also along with that is this whole fear again of
truly knowing who you are, of letting yourself move beyond Old Energy and Old
limitations, and truly becoming who you are.
Now, we have to thank you for standing in front of this group during this
grueling time like this because you are helping others to understand that the
thing that causes the most fear… and
we've gone through this with all of you in your dream
state. The thing that causes the most fear is remembering who
you are. It causes such a violent reaction in your being - particularly
when you bring yourself back to this three-dimensional state of being - that
again you freeze. You allow yourself to believe that you're less than you are.
There is this intense fear of letting yourself out, this intense fear of being
who you are. So, you have to consider why is this fear there? Why would you
possibly fear being who you are? So, why? Why would you fear being
God also?
SHAUMBRA 14: Cuz it's a lot overwhelming?
TOBIAS: Indeed (some laughter)… indeed, perhaps the fear this brings up in
all of you is that, first of all, those are some big shoes to fill - to be
God… but only under the current hypnotic
state that you're in… the belief that
you have in God… that God that is big and powerful and controls everything.
So, there is this intense fear that you can't possibly fill those shoes.
On the other side is the fear that perhaps there is no God, perhaps you are
just the result of some cosmic accident that created life here on Earth, and
you live, you know, a simple life, and then you die, and nothing happens.
There is no God - that is the other fear.
So, these two fears are here, causing you - but really causing everyone - to
freeze in their tracks and to then create imaginary things, like dark holes,
and beings holding them back. And, it causes them to believe in conspiracy
theories, and all of these other things that simply hold you back.
So, if you could let go of all the belief systems and all of the hypnotic
effects that you carry with you about what God is, or isn't, and you just let
yourself feel what Spirit has always been and always will be, you have no
shoes to fill. It is only about letting yourself experience the God-self
within once again.
Yes, it does seem that all of the darknesses… and all of the angers… and
the hates… and all of the fears come to the forefront when you are at this
point. And, they are. But, you are not the only one experiencing this. So, now
is the time to transcend that. And, indeed, Adams will be back in our next
gathering to show everyone how to literally move out of that. But, you bring
up a wonderful, wonderful issue. Thank you.
SHAUMBRA 14: Thank you.
LINDA: Last question, should you so choose.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 15 (a
woman at the microphone): Dearest Saint-Germain, Adamus, my question is - is
the general decline in human intelligence and all sorts of birth defects…
retardation… ADD… all of the kinds of
thing we are seeing in our civilization now… are they the results of
experiments that we were working with in Atlantis,
kind of like what you were talking about? And, is that why so many of us went
into human services, helping professions? And, is our karma/responsibility
towards a lot of this suffering that it seems like we created… is it… can
we walk out of it now? Is it finished, etc? Thank you.
Saint-Germain: Indeed… wonderful questions. The major reason right now for
the distortions and the disease in the biology,
as well as the - how to say - the changing of the human
mind are not so much directly related to Atlantis,
although there are some fringe elements there. But, right now it is more a
combination of individual karma of a human.
And, when there is the non-acceptance or the anger with who they are, and they
bring this into biology, it shows up in the biology as disease and imbalance.
There are also some overall group
consciousness reasons for some of the things that are going on. There are
groups of humans who are working literally at changing DNA
structures. And, this has a tendency at times to cause some distortions in the
biology. There are those who are living out group
or family karma. And, this again will bring in the distortions.
There are, for instance, in this disease known as AIDS…
it is a manifestation of humanity's sexual guilt
consciousness that those who are 13-stranders
- what you would call gays and
lesbians - are bringing onto themselves on behalf of humanity to help
better understand the sexual guilt. But, as we have said before, it is not
necessary for them to do this any more. There are other ways of handling
energy changes and problems.
The mental imbalances that you
speak of are so often right now caused by this change of energy going from
mental, or a mind-type of intelligence, to a Divine
Intelligence. The mind is almost rebelling and almost shutting down in
many cases, for it wants to be relieved of the burdens that have been placed
on it. And, this is causing - how to say - deterioration of the Old mind
skills. But, for those humans who are ready, the Divine Intelligence will
quickly pick up where the mind leaves off and will expand far beyond that.
So, biology is an interesting thing. It is a very delicate fabric. It is a
very, very delicate type of organism. It has been susceptible to disease and
all sorts of other types of fluctuations. But, as we have talked about
recently, we are coming to the point where the biology doesn't have to suffer.
And, the biology doesn't have to take the brunt of what is going on inside the
soul of the person.
We are coming to a point where the biology can remain very balanced and
literally, as with the energies of Saint-Germain,
he maintained an appearance of looking approximately in the mid-30s to
forty-ish… he felt that was the most appropriate age to be at. He maintained
that look, even though the biological body that he had was at well over a
hundred years old. And, this is something that all of you can do as well.
Thank you for your question.
We will take one more.
LINDA: Tobias, would that be the little bit of talk that Brian had about the
transformation in England maybe, or is it a…
TOBIAS/Saint-Germain: We would like to do one more question, and we will…
then we will go into that.
LINDA: Okay.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA (from the Internet, read
by Linda): Tobias, the abundance presentation recorded in San Diego, November,
2004, leaves a big question in my mind about those individuals who have their
credit cards maxed out. Did they think they had flow, but didn't? Please
elaborate.
TOBIAS: Now, we could go into a whole long discussion of credit cards. We call
these "karma cards" on our side (audience laughter). The underlying
challenge or difficulty here is that thinking that you can go out and charge
things is going to bring abundance into your life. But, you are still carrying
with you a lack-of-abundance issue. You are still carrying this hypnotic
effect that there are limitations in the financial system. So, whether you put
it on a credit card or not, you still have this underlying issue. As a matter
of fact, it's only going to compound the issue and put it directly in your
face. And, then we're going to have another class about how to overcome these
abundance things.
Yes, these credit cards are a… oh, they are simply another form of hypnosis,
saying, "Here, use this, and everything will be fine for a few
days." (some laughter) But, then the monster comes back even bigger than
before. So, this is not a way to solve the problems. The abundance will
manifest for you immediately in the moment. You don't have to go out and tempt
it with this thing called a credit card. Thank you.
With that, Shaumbra, we will bring our energies to a close. There is a
brief discussion here we would like you to pay attention to and give your
energies to. But, from our standpoint we will remove ourselves from Cauldre's
body now, for it is growing tired. And, we will have a very exciting next
month with all of you.
And so it is!
Tobias of the Crimson Council is presented by Geoffrey Hoppe, aka "Cauldre," in Golden, Colorado. The story of Tobias, from the biblical Book of Tobit, can be found on the Crimson Circle web site at www.crimsoncircle.com. The Tobias Materials have been offered free of charge to lightworkers and Shaumbra around the world since August 1999, the time when Tobias said humanity moved past the potential of destruction and into the New Energy.
The Crimson Circle is a global network of human angels who are among the first to transition into the New Energy. As they experience the joys and challenges of the ascension status, they help other humans on their journeys through sharing, caring and guiding. Over 50,000 visitors come to the Crimson Circle web site each month to read the latest materials and discuss their own experiences.
The Crimson Circle meets monthly in the Denver, Colorado area where Tobias presents the latest information through Geoffrey Hoppe. Tobias states that he and the others of the celestial Crimson Council are actually channeling the humans. According to Tobias, they are reading our energies and translating our own information back to us so we can see it from the outside, while experiencing it on the inside. The "Shoud" is the portion of the channeling where Tobias steps aside and the energy of the humans is channeled directly by Geoffrey Hoppe.
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The ultimate purpose of the Crimson Circle is to serve as human guides and teachers to those walking the path of inner spiritual awakening. This is not an evangelical mission. Rather, the inner light will guide people to your doorstep for your compassion and care. You will know what to do and teach in that moment, when the unique and precious human who is about to embark on the journey of the Bridge of Swords comes to you.
If you are reading this and feel a sense of truth and connection, you are indeed Shaumbra. You are a teacher and a human guide. Allow the seed of divinity to blossom within you in this moment and for all times to come. You are never alone, for there is family around the world and angels in the realms around you.
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