letting go of limitations and structures;
chaos; disorder;
< Embodiment 8 > Here is another one - you know you're hypnotized when you worry about going crazy (some laughter). You spend so much of your time worrying about if you're going to go crazy. Why? Because it's this hypnotic effect that has its hold on you that's trying to maintain the hold because it loves you. So, it's devised this thing called "the crazy check." (more laughter) You say, "I think I'm going crazy, so I'll hold back. I'll go back into my hypnotic state because I'm going outside of normal. I'm going outside of mass consciousness. Somebody might notice me (more laughter). I have to keep a low-profile."
< Embodiment 8 > Let me tell you, Shaumbra, I am fully crazy. I have kings and queens and bankers and bishops that will tell you that I am. But, yet they have called on me for counsel. They have called on me to help show them how to get out of their crystal prison. Simple… I tell them. I tell the kings and the queens and the princes and the government leaders and the rulers - "Let yourself go from that hypnotic state that you're in. Let yourself go 100 percent - not a little, not some, not 90 percent - 100 percent." Ah, and herein lies the challenge. You're going to do 10 percent. You'll let go of 10 percent of your story. But, alls you're doing is letting it go to try to make your story bigger. Under the influence of hypnosis you're going to try to defend and protect and build your story. It has to be.
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Embodiment 8QA > It's about releasing
your limitations and accepting
your "I-amness." Your
limitations are, in a sense, all of the stories
that you have created, your past life aspects.
They are just stories, but there is a tendency to believe that they hold the
power, that they hold the energies. They are just stories. It is about releasing
them.
They want to be released. They want to be set free. They are in this - how to
say - this type of crystal or structure that we
talked about before, frozen in time and space,
waiting for you to let them have their own freedom.
When you do this, it lets go of your limitations and your acceptance of this hypnotic
state that you have been in.
When you accept everything… everything… including what you consider crazy
thoughts in your mind… when you consider what another… when you accept what
another person does… when you accept your children… when you accept the
world as it is… when you accept everything that happens… this also sets you
free in a whole new way. It allows you to go beyond the limitations of the
hypnosis.
Hypnosis requires limitations. Acceptance lets you fly past those. So,
accepting, which is the compassion that we speak
about so often, is so essential for your total freedom. It is very simple, and
don't get so much into the head about it.
< QuantumLeap 1 >
You have demons of crazy - many demons of crazy - afraid
that you're going to go crazy, and I can tell you right now, you are (laughter)
because crazy is related to how your mind works. So
this demon was created, in a sense, as a counterpart of the mind, even as an
extension of the mind. And you wonder if you are going crazy and you spend
countless hours trying to tell yourself that you're not crazy, running from this
demon. And basically sooner or later you're going to have to get out of your
mind because the mind cannot comprehend the God that you are. The mind cannot
comprehend the grandness that you are. So yes, sooner or later, it is about
letting go of that control, letting yourself go crazy.
The demon of crazy is the one that keeps the trust away from you. It separates
you, Little Human, from the trust of you. The demon of crazy makes it so that
you don't trust who you are. It has you doubting yourself. It has you wondering
right decisions, wrong decisions, good decisions, no decisions. It prevents you
from truly trusting yourself.
< Returning 7QA > You have a very interesting game that you play called unworthiness. You won't let yourself believe that you're not only working with me, but many, many others. But then you keep it in these outer realms rather than bringing it down here. So I'm going to ask you to really let yourself just go a little bit crazy. I know that's one of your concerns - too much of a concern. Are you going to go absolutely mad? Yes, but there's nothing like going mad (laughter) - from my own personal experience. The craziness is actually when you try to hold back; and the craziness is when you play the game of doubt that keeps you from discovering who you are so that you can keep playing the game of doubt, you see. So go crazy. Let yourself talk to me or Adamus or whomever out loud. That will bring it, solidify it in this energy. But there's this incredible "I don't think I can trust myself; I don't think I am worthy enough" kind of energy.
< Master 4 > I know you worry about going crazy. You already are crazy so don't worry about that happening. It's already happening. And I define 'craziness' as saying that you're willing to let go of a lot of limitations, a lot of structures. That's crazy. That's crazy, and crazy is wonderful. In some of the mental institutions, the ones that they call craziest are the happiest. Now, not all; please don't misunderstand. There are some that are tormented. They're in a type of hell. But some of the ones that are considered crazy are the ones that are really actually quite happy. Now if we could just get them out of these institutions.
< (Next) 6 > So the mind puts God outside of itself and still can't figure it out. And then at a certain point the mind starts really falling in on itself or really starting to attack itself, because it's angry. It's frustrated. It hasn't figured it out, so it starts turning on itself. And that's when you think you're going crazy, but you're really not. You're just destructuring, and evolving, actually. Evolving into the new mind.