The Embodiment Series SHOUD 11 Q&A Session by Tobias and Adamus St. Germain
Presented to the Crimson Circle June 4, 2005
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I am… and so it is (some laughter) that we continue our gathering… time for questions and answers… time to truly absorb the energy from your Shoud… time to stay in this Now moment and to absorb everything that you just delivered to yourself. You delivered it nights and nights ago. And, you create the environment in this reality you call your human condition. And, you bring it in.

Now, you let it soak deeply into your system. Nothing in the mind has to be done, no force, no work, simply absorbing it, simply letting it go to work for you. It is all that simple. If there is anything that we can show Shaumbra, it is how simple this all can be.

We give you a bit of riddle, a bit of an understanding here about who you are, who Spirit is. You see… Spirit was… and now is… and is… loves… and expands… loves to find joy in creation. Yet, in creation Spirit finds that everything is, and it always was. That will give you something to reflect on for a period of time (some laughter). It is the basic understanding of Spirit and of creation.

You see… Spirit is this dynamic energy that always was. It changed into "is" when it wanted to find out more of itself and to express itself through creation. But, it found creation simply is. Everything is there, and it always was there… you see. And, that is where you are at right now, Shaumbra. The synchronistic life: it already is, and it always was. It is allowing yourself to be the radiant Creator… always is… and always was… you see.

You are simply like a candle, a flame. But, the flame has had a metal container, a cover placed over it. That metal container or cover placed over the flame represents your belief systems. It represents your controls and your limitations.

What happens when you place a metal container over the flame? The flame is still there, but you no longer see it or feel it. It hides. It is stored away. It is still there. But, the radiance, the ability to radiate out is no longer there. Some of you have been living, instead of having a metal cover put over the candle, you are having a frosted glass put over the cover, heavily frosted, so only some of the radiance can come out. That frosted glass you put over your own flame again is your belief systems, your limitations, and your controls.

Let us take that off now also. We don't want to put on anything else over that flame. You don't need to. You put things over your flame, your divinity, to protect you. You put it over the flame, so you could play a game of hide-and-seek. You put it over the flame so you could see what it was like to not know the flame, to not see or feel the flame.

But, you have come to the point now. You have gained so much understanding. You say, "What do I need to do next? How can I be an integrated, divine human? How can I be a true Creator on Earth?" Take off the controls, the beliefs, and the limitations. Again, let your soul have its freedom, have its expression.

The surprising information in all of this is quite simple. It is that in creation you don't need to create. In other words, there is no such thing as creation, at least not in your terms. Your terms were always such that there was a proactive outer force taking place that would cause creation, that would make things happen, that would manifest things in your life. But, ultimately there is no creation because it always is, and it always was. Everything is there.

Now, when you play the game of "I'm-going-to-struggle-with-it," it responds to you. And, the energies that come back will be the energies of struggle. When you say, "I'm going to learn what it's like to have to push for creation," that will present itself in your life. But, you don't need that anymore… if you choose.

Creation is no creation. It always is, and it always was. That is the spiral of Spirit… Spirit was… Spirit is… Spirit loves to create… which always is… and always was… it is a spiral. That is who you are. Allow yourself to shine from this moment on.

Let us begin with the questions and see if you get Tobias or Saint Germain (audience laughter). What's behind door #3, perhaps? (more laughter)


QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 1 (from the Internet, read by Linda): Dear Countess, I am a PhD student in biology, and I'm doing my research on a plant that helps in curing cancer cells. My university wants to send the plant that I'm working with to animal experiments. And, I feel very sad about it. I can't understand how finding a cure has a price of abusing innocent animals. I'd like to hear your opinion on the matter in using animals for scientific reasons. Is there any alternative? And, what does this issue come to teach me about?

TOBIAS/ADAMUS: We'll take a hint here from the First Nation, the Native Americans, the Indians, and so many other natives, First Nations people on this Earth at this time. They would eat a deer. And, there was no cruelty involved because they would honor the deer, or the buffalo, or whatever animal would fly in or walk into their camp… you see. There was honor. There wasn't any cruelty involved. Even in the slaughter of the animal there is honor. And, especially when the food went to the mouth of the human, there is honor. It changes the whole energy.

You don't have to be cruel to these animals. The animals will actually, literally walk into your laboratory, giving of themselves. We said before - energy comes back to serve you. And, it does if you honor it and love it. Animals give of themselves in honor and love to be part of this tremendous discovery and new understanding. Honor the love and thank them for partaking in this experiment.

We have to say that the type of pain that a human would feel is not at all like the pain an animal would feel. The consciousness is not around it. Perhaps, the physical body of the animal responds, but there is not the consciousness that responds. So, we do not think this type of work is evil or cruel or abusive to the animal as long as it is honored.

It would go so far in this Earth at this time, the human society that eats meat and that eats animals, if those who are at the slaughterhouses and at the locations where the animals were killed to honor them before they were killed for their food. They would love this. It would make the food so much more energetic, and it would change the entire energetic construction of energy on Earth right now. But, simply honor the animals that you work with. Love them, call them by name, and then kill them (some laughter)… in honor. That is what they are there for.

But, we are going to take that one step further. There is so much work in this area of cancer research. It is helping society as a whole truly understand what energy and unbalanced energy are all about - the reason why this cancer research goes on for so very long when you would think that with the time and the money that's been poured into it would've solved it by now. But, it is literally helping the researchers understand how imbalanced energy works, how it responds. They are learning more about other things that have more value than the cancer itself.

Ultimately, through the efforts of Shaumbra, through the Shaumbra researchers and facilitators and healers, they are going to learn how energy can be brought back into balance very quickly without need for all of these difficult and strenuous treatments. There are going to learn that cancer is simply a type of - how to say - an unbalanced energy that actually is very susceptible or suggestible to coming back into balance very, very quickly. The safe space healing that we have talked to you about is ideal for this type of cancer work. We thank you for this delightful question.


QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 2 (a woman at the microphone): Dear Tobias and Adamus, thank you for the marvelous whatever went on today. It felt really good. I hope this question… and also I wanted to ask you about the Bridge of Flowers, but I think I'll save it for another day. I hope this is not a frivolous question, but I want to know what happened at my house on Wednesday evening.

TOBIAS: We would ask so others understand if you would explain a bit about it. And, it is only frivolous if you consider it that way.

SHAUMBRA 2: Thanks, I should've known that. Okay, I was sitting at my computer playing a game. And, my little dog all of a sudden, he goes… grrr (imitating dog growling).

TOBIAS: How did he go? (audience laughter)

SHAUMBRA 2: Grrr (again imitating dog's growl)… grrr (more laughter)… not so loud. But, anyway, it startled me, and I felt this tingling, tingling all through my body. And, it didn't exactly scare me but it didn't exactly make me comfortable. And, I kind of looked down the hall. It was like this huge shadow, huge energy, was there. What was it… who was that… what was that? I have a feeling I might know what it is, but I think I might have flunked (more laughter).

TOBIAS: We are going to ask you to share with us what you thought it was.

SHAUMBRA 2: Well, since the next night I accidentally happened to turn on the channel from December about these energies and spirits coming in, whoever they are, energies coming in and needing to go through us so they can land here. If we don't let them go through us, they have to go away for eons and eons.

TOBIAS: And, who specifically do you assume this was?

SHAUMBRA 2: I don't know. That's why I'm asking you who it was (more laughter).

TOBIAS: But, you do have a feeling…

SHAUMBRA 2: It wasn't you guys, I know that cuz I know your energy a little bit.

TOBIAS: But, you say you feel you flunked. Who do you… what energies do you feel this was?

SHAUMBRA 2: Well, I don't if I let them go through me and land, come in (more laughter).

TOBIAS: We are going to ask you to take a guess at what this energy was.

SHAUMBRA 2: I don't really know… honest. That's why I'm…

TOBIAS: Indeed… and we know that you do know (more laughter). But, this was what you would call a fragment of your own self. It does not have a name or an identity. But, it is a part of your own self that has been disassociated for quite a period of time that you could say that it was one of your creations. It was an aspect that you had been disconnected with for a long time. It was what you had perceived as your shadow self, or an aspect of yourself you did not like very much. And, it was coming back in now. You had created a safe space. You had created a beautiful, loving energy. And, it was coming back into reunite.

You have all been calling out to bring back the fragmented pieces. And, they do come in. The animals are highly sensitive to these type of energies. So, your dog when it… what was that noise that it made? (more laughter)

SHAUMBRA 2: Tobias, I love you a bunch, but enough's enough (more laughter).

TOBIAS: They are very sensitive, but because pets are also a type of extension of your own self - they are little shadow selves, in a way - it perceived the other shadow self and didn't want to allow it back in. The shadow self you call your pet wants to have that close one-on-one relationship with you and wants to keep out the other aspects that are trying to come in. So, it is also important for you - all of you - to share with your pets that there may be some visitors coming in from time to time (more laughter).

SHAUMBRA 2: He knows… he knows.

TOBIAS: But, it was a reintegration of energy that came back. It was you. It was your own. And, indeed, you are right; it was not us. We never drop in when you're playing computer games (more laughter).

SHAUMBRA 2: Really… really… right… right… okay. Was it the Hungarian/Romanian or whichever lifetime?

TOBIAS: It was not a lifetime per se. It was not that defined. It was more of just a portion of yourself, a sliver of yourself that has been dangling on for many lifetimes. It has been following you through many lifetimes. But, you could not say it has a name or its own type of unique essence. It has just been a disassociated piece, not a total fragment, but somewhat dangling on, following behind you. And, it has appeared at other times in your life, particularly when you were a child. It is just a part that needs the reintegration. And, you have done that now.

SHAUMBRA 2: Good, now my knees will get well. Thank you.


QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 3 (from the Internet, read by Linda): I have connected with a woman who is into telepathy, and she claims to be getting downloads from some starship. Can you please elaborate what this is all about? Any insights you might have would be greatly appreciated. And, maybe you should do an "Ask Tobias" about alien things, eh?

TOBIAS: Indeed… the energies of what you would call the starships or the alien beings are absolutely out there. But, we are going to ask you to understand them for what they are. These are, again, aspects of yourself from the past, projecting into potential futures of theirs - not of yours - but potential futures, probing and analyzing to see if the answers are found, to see if resolution has come to this whole thing called "the impasse."

Those aspects, which are really parts of you, they exist in another time, in another space. They exist in a type of energetic impasse, "impasse" meaning energy cannot expand. It only circles within itself; it cannot expand. In true creation energy always expands.

So, that part of you and others is stuck. It is probing forth. That is what you and this psychic - and that is what so many Shaumbra and so many new agers - are perceiving at times when you think you are getting alien downloads. It is really you.

And, we're going to ask you over and over, and we're going to be very emphatic, and say, "Please understand: all of this is you." The aliens, so many of the experiences - like the dear woman who was just up here - it is you. Default always to you. It is you that is in your dreams. Default to the you because it is all about trying to understand and process.

These alien beings are from the past. They are not in your Now. They're from your past. They are not smarter or wiser or more technologically advanced. They are far less spiritually advanced than you. And, don't ever believe anything otherwise, especially when they tell you how they've come to save you. It is a lie… "alien," as we have said before… it is a lie. There is tremendous information contained in that. You can tap into it, but realize it is taking place a long, long time ago, in a place far, far away (audience laughter, as Tobias repeats the introduction to the Star Wars movie series).


QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 4 (a man at the microphone): Many times I encounter people who are friends who are curious about what I'm up to. And, I'm sure that's true of a lot of us here. And, you know, I'm wondering if you have any suggestions in terms of a gentle way of sharing what this transformation is about to individuals who may not have previously explored consciousness or may not have a background so that it is something that they can get at some level that would serve them and also communicate, you know, what we're trying to do.

TOBIAS: Indeed… excellent question. And, it is first about speaking from the heart, not the mind, as you know. It is also understanding that they are there for a reason, asking you for a reason. They come knocking on your door in different ways and different manners. But, they are probing and asking for a reason. They are asking because they have an internal desire also.

The vast majority of humans on Earth right now believe in angels, believe in Spirit. They believe in some type of continuation of the essence of the soul, an afterlife type of thing. So, you are all in a majority.

Sometimes you feel you've had to hide away. Sometimes you feel almost ashamed, or embarrassed, or you get your tongue tied when you are trying to explain what you are doing, the type of work. You are spiritual pioneers… and be proud of it! You are spiritual psychologists… and be proud of it! You're spiritual researchers when there is so much to learn and to know. And, you're spiritual teachers.

When you keep it succinct, and you keep it in your words - not in the words of Tobias, or Adamus, but keep it in your words - there will be an instant heart-to-heart connection. Then, they will start asking the questions. That will be the perfect opportunity to continue explaining what you are doing, to continue explaining that you are God and they are God also. They are eager for this, and they are hungry for this. That's why we continue to say to Shaumbra, "You are the teachers."

So, to answer your question: it is about listening to the energy of how they ask. And, it is not trying to hide anything, or be defensive, or think that they think that you are strange because ultimately truly they don't. They want to know the answers to their questions. They want the guidance and the assistance in the spiritual journey. They want what you have to teach them. So, be proud of it.

And, gone are the days when the witches are burned at the stake. Gone are the days where you are going to stoned for being different, for having expanded awareness. The world wants what you have to offer. So, I thank you for this excellent question.


LINDA: Have you been following the fundamentalist movement in this country?

TOBIAS: Indeed… the fundamentalist movement that is taking place worldwide is literally a response to changing energy. When one energy tries to move and change, the other will have a reverse effect, and will try to ground and stabilize and prevent change. It will try to hold onto the identity. This is the natural way that duality energy works.

You are moving beyond that, even where it doesn't need to work as opposing forces. You are moving into the new zone where it is expansional energy versus vibrational or duality energy. Even the ones who you call fundamentalists or the extremists are searching. They are searching in an extreme way or a very fundamental way. But, they are also asking the questions.

It is interesting to note that for the most part that they get into these fundamentalist or extreme movements, and they will also get out of them. This is not a lifetime thing. It does not satisfy the hunger or the thirst of the soul. So, while they may be - how to say - very passionate for a period of time about what they were doing, ultimately they go back to the true search.

Ultimately, they're going to come to the quiet ones, the true New Energy pioneers to say, "What's going on in your life? Tell me what you are doing right now." They will ask gently, "So, what have you been up to?" You don't need to - how to say - evangelize or convert. There is nothing to convert them over to. Simply share with them from your heart what you are doing: the integration of human and Spirit… what a beautiful thing. Thank you.


QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 4 (a woman at the microphone): Hi, Tobias, about three months ago my mother passed away. And, she lived out of state. And, about a week before she died, I was able to go visit with her. And, her body was paralyzed. She couldn't speak. She couldn't move. She had severe dementia and Parkinson's. And, I did a dream-working ceremony with her. And, I did it all intuitively. I really didn't know what I… I didn't plan any of it ahead of time. But… and then afterwards I listened to the CD. But, it was a really beautiful thing. And, I feel like she really knew what we were doing, understood, even though she couldn't speak to me. And, so my question is: how did this help her transition? And, how is she doing now? And, is she coming back soon?

TOBIAS: Indeed… coming back soon has not yet been decided. Sometimes there is a period of time before a being or soul decides whether to come back. And, sometimes there are other dynamics involving the family, and other family members or when they cross over that influences. But, it has not been decided yet.

Indeed, what you did was intuitive in the dream-walking. And, it made the journey for her so much more friendly and warm, less lonely and fearful.

There are some zones that the being crosses through on the way from the Earth dimensions into what you would call the angelic dimensions. It is very easy for a being to get lost or confused along the way. In some of the harder cases in this - but not involving your mother, but we're using it as a general example - sometimes when a spirit, the energy first departs the physical body and starts its crossover journey, there are non-physical beings that are very close around that sometimes want to play tricks or try to frighten the just-released soul.

And, they will - how to say - it's like getting a bad taxi driver in New York City (some laughter). And, they will give you one heck of a ride until you make the choice to get out of that car and get a better taxi. So, it is very confusing sometimes for the souls that have just departed the Earth plane. They're not sure where to go to.

We - how to say - we can only come in so close because - we're trying to explain this - we can't be right there for the human who crosses over because they're not going to accept us when they first cross over. They need the consciousness of a human in a type of expanded, altered state of being to help them make that first half of the journey over the Bridge of Flowers. From there we can greet that person and take them the rest of the way.

So, your work was very intuitive, and because of the relationship with your mother, very loving. And, it made her transition here very easy. She didn't get distracted along the way. She didn't go down into any of those dark alleys.

These beings who take some of those routes and get off on some of the bad astral streets… they are eventually found and brought back. But, it is a very frightening experience on some of these other dimensional levels. What you would call the forth, even the fifth dimension, tend to have some very needy and very depressed energy.

But, there are also some wonderful con energies in there. These are dis-incarnate beings who do not want to come fully to our side and have learned to exist in these realms. It is a subculture within itself. They don't want to go back into physical form. They don't want to come fully back onto our side. And, they will resort to all sorts of trickery to try to take energy from the one who has just departed.

The reason for the school for the dream-walking is to help those who are learning how to do this dream-walking not get caught and not be deceived in some of these other realms… how to go through some of the potential obstacles and challenges… how to keep the soul energy of the person who has just died at a very calm and balanced level… and how to tell a few jokes along the way… and how to have fun along the way. But, also one of the reasons why we do this training is there is an overwhelming desire for some of the more ancient dream-walkers… once they got to the Bridge of Flowers they would come right over with the one who had just died. And, now we have two on our hands instead of one (some laughter). So, part of the training is how to get back to the human realms. Thank you for your question.

SHAUMBRA 4: Thank you.


QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 5 (from the Internet, read by Linda): Can you please give me some insight on a particular health issue I have? It is a cough that I have had for many years. I'm concerned that something else may be going on. This issue is keeping me from expressing my passion, which is singing. I feel that it is ready to be released. Thank you for all you give.

TOBIAS: Indeed… and there are two energies going on here. The coughing is a releasing. It is a letting go, but it is a very weak cough that you are practicing. The coughing also is - how to say - trying to release the fear that you have from your singing, from truly creating this beautiful thing. You are holding back. It is affecting the throat area. And, the weak, little cough you have isn't truly releasing. So, have some big coughs (some laughter), and do some very deep breathing, and start singing. Thank you.

SHAUMBRA 5: Thank you.


QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 5 (a woman at the microphone): Hi, everyone, and I have created an animal rescue on a large amount of land. And, across the road they have just passed to have a chemical aerial sprayer. So, how do I un-create that? Or… ?

TOBIAS: Indeed… there are things that you can do to - how to say - fight this at City Hall. And, there are many who will come to your support should you take this initiative. And, you can - through your rather interesting and complex legal system - you can at least slow this down for a period of time.

But, another way to do this is to create the absolute safe space at your animal rescue. Work with the animals who are there, and bring in a group of humans to create an absolute safe space where even the energies in these chemicals, these airborne chemicals, are transmuted and brought in as safe, pure, and clean energies. It can be done, Shaumbra. It really can be done. This is a type of alchemy, a type of transformation process that can take place. You can do both of these things. You can fight it at City Hall, and always maintain your safe space.

In order to create your safe energy space is similar to what we did today. You are the flame. You are radiating this pure energy. And, that pure energy from the flame, the fire from the flame and the radiance, is the alchemy. It will provide the transmutation so this doesn't have to affect you or the others, the pets, that you are caring for, or the other humans.

You are going to be surprised as you learn to set up your safe space. And, the safe space is not barriers; it is NO barriers. It is no barriers, no walls. That is a safe space. As you do this, watch how your radiance actually will create some other changes with these somewhat unwelcome and unwanted neighbors. Watch to see what happens. And, do report back to Shaumbra on how your creations are working.

SHAUMBRA 5: Thank you.

TOBIAS: Thank you.


QUESTION FROM SHAUBMRA 6 (from the Internet, read by Linda): Tobias - or whomever may be giving us the honor today - in what practical way are non-souled beings here on Earth different from souled ones? Do they feel or perceive the world the same way as souled beings? Are they aware of the different kind of status? How do you know if you or anyone else are a souled or non-souled being? Before they die and you discover what… maybe they did not leave any bones behind? As you explained in the Wound of Isis, souls cannot permanently be melded together, or split up. And, then each and every one of us is actually a group of energies or entities, as surely must be non-souled beings?

TOBIAS: Indeed… non-souled beings are your creations that have been given life energy and essentially freedoms, but sometimes with great agendas placed around it. Non-souled beings are generally not aware that they are non-souled. As a matter of fact, they will fight all day long for the rights to say that they are souled beings.

Again, going back to our example: if you created a little statue out of clay… and you breathed your energy into it… and you bring it to life… it is your creation. You've given it freedom. But, it does not have a soul. It can never replicate what you did. It can never create another being. It can live unto itself with itself, but it can never re-create… you see. You are a Creator. What you create doesn't have that same privilege or right that Spirit gave you.

However, that piece of, that statue that you created, that you brought to life, now will insist that it is a souled being. It will insist that it is a unique identity… you see. It will not understand what it truly is. But, ultimately it is just an aspect of you. It will even try to threaten you if you challenge it. It will even try to kill you to take your energy to prove that it is real. So, it's some very interesting dynamics.

Some of the non-souled beings that we have spoken about in history include Abraham Lincoln who was a non-souled being from some of the last - how to say - the last inhabitants of Atlantis that knew that they wanted to create the new Atlantis at some time. But, there would be a division, and they would need a non-souled being, a representation of their consciousness to bring back together old wounds and old divisions. And, that is the role that Abraham Lincoln played, bringing back old divisions and old splits that had occurred in Atlantis.

Adolf Hitler, as we have said, is not a souled being. He does not exist in our realms. You could never find him here. He is a non-souled being, the creation of Hipuru or Jewish consciousness. And, he was created through the Jewish consciousness to help carry out a very fast and a very swift type of karma, a karma also related to Atlantis.

So, non-souled beings do not know they are non-souled. Non-souled beings tend to, as some of you have noticed, have a little bit of a vacant look in their eye. And, they don't tend to go through the emotional swings that a souled being has. They tend to be somewhat immune to physical pain as well, not totally, but quite a bit because they don't have the true inner awareness that a souled being has.

There are non-souled beings that are created from group consciousness. And, there are some non-souled beings that are created from individual consciousness. There is no - how to say - certain type of tattoo that they have (some laughter), or birthmark, or certain identifiable objects. And, quite a few of the non-souled beings do not leave behind any bones or any body. Some of them do; it depends on the circumstances, and it depends on how the physical body was co-created. It is not worth going into the details here.

But, if anything, you can sometimes see by what would appear to be a bit of a vacant or a glazed look in the eye. The eye would be the best way to tell. A souled being has a response in their eye. A souled being has life in their eyes. A non-souled being's eyes are going to look similar to that of a person who is going to be crossing over soon… you see. The energy departs, and their eyes become a little glassy, and the life force goes out, even before a human dies, even before there is a quote-unquote "accident." If you notice somebody's eye luster - the life in the eyes - changes, that could mean that they are on their way out, even before they go. Thank you.

LINDA: Two more questions? We're running out of time.

TOBIAS: Indeed.


QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 7 (a woman at the microphone): Sometime ago my father passed away. And, I want to know if he is coming back. And, the reason why I'm asking this is because in three months time there are going to be two newborns in our family. Is he going to be one of them?

TOBIAS: We affirm that… yes. We typically don't like getting into this, but we are being given permission to affirm that he will be the second.

SHAUMBRA 7: The second… wow! Thank you.

TOBIAS: But, it is not to share this immediately. Wait until… let the new identity or story develop itself first without the burden. Sometimes the burden can be quite too much.

SHAUMBRA 7: Thank you.

TOBIAS: Thank you.


QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 8 (a woman at the microphone): My question is a very simple one. I have had a spiritual life coach take me to this point, who I am very grateful for. There has, due to a trauma in the family, been a separation. And, so at this point with this evolved being is I don't want to put control on it where we have talked over this for the past months. Is it time for us to separate now? Or, is there a healing?

TOBIAS: Indeed… this is again one of those synchronicities, circumstances that are sometimes hard to understand at the human level, but understand it from the overview. It is all working out where it is time to lovingly go on your own. It is important for your own growth. Any teacher, anyone you have a relationship with sooner or later in honor and in love releases, lets go. And, you are free to soar on your own now. It is going to be so much better for you.

SHAUMBRA 8: Thank you.

TOBIAS: Indeed.


QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 9 (a woman at the microphone): I feel like it's time for me to leave my job. And, I really like this idea that whatever I need is going to just come to me. But, I'm really scared. I'm a teacher and a healer. But, I don't really have a good enough income flow to support me. And, so I'm wondering if it really is time for me to leave the job, or if I'm just trying to talk myself into it that it is time to leave the job.

TOBIAS: Indeed… again, as a Creator, a dynamic Creator, you can leave whenever you choose. Simply don't let yourself get fenced in by again belief systems or overlays, the overlay that you're not going to have the money, that it will not be there for you. If you truly let that job go in your heart, and take away the issue of money and abundance… let it go… so pure and so trusting… let it go. You actually don't need to leave the job. It will leave you and something else will be there that will make you wonder why you didn't leave a long time ago.

So, energetically let the job go. Bless it. Thank it for serving you. Thank it you for being there in your life. Let it go. Release it. Now, that doesn't mean you have to walk in and quit or hand in your resignation. You are resigning in your heart. Let it go. And, then watch how all of the energies change because you have let it go with no fear. You're not worried about the money because you still have the money coming in. But, you've let it go. Now, that sets up all of the dynamics for new things to come in, new opportunities, and new things that you can't even imagine about today. That is the wonderful way of the synchronistic living.

SHAUMBRA 9: Thank you.

TOBIAS: Thank you.

LINDA: Two more little ones?

TOBIAS: Indeed.


QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 10 (a man at the microphone): What was it that the group of five I'm part of opened up in April? And, what was it that we witnessed move over the sky?

TOBIAS: Indeed… there are many - how to say - we don't like using the term "portals" or even "vortexes." But, there are many energy pathways that are opening up right now. These are a type of, in a sense, grids or matrixes that connect the Earth to the New Earth, that connect the Earth as you know it to the Order of the Arc and ultimately to "the field," the source of all energy potential. As the consciousness of humanity is changing, these new pathways are opening up very quickly.

And, that is what you are witnessing, one of these opening up. Through the human eyes you are going to see it in various different ways. Some will see it as a light burst. Some will see it as a large shadowy movement across the sky. But, what it is is an opening that is occurring. It is New Energy pouring into Earth as a potential.

But, we want to say something here. Humans don't need to go out and open vortexes and portals. As a matter-of-fact, you simply interfere with a natural process. And, then we have to send angels in and clean up the mess (audience laughter). It is almost as arrogant as Saint Germain to think that you have to go and open a portal (more laughter), that you have to physically be there and chant and beat on your drums to have it open. It's going to open as a response to human consciousness.

Now, you can go there. Sometimes you're going to feel drawn there, like that New Energy portal is inviting you to be there for its birth. Go there to celebrate the birth. Don't go there to struggle. We have to laugh actually on our side. We have a good chuckle sometimes with you humans. You go there with so much love and determination. But, you go there struggling to open the portal like it needs this struggling energy. And, we laugh and laugh and laugh. We come and clean up your mess afterwards and have the real portal open (more laughter).

Go and celebrate the New Energy coming to Earth. Go and celebrate some of these connection points, these points of separation that are taking place. And, have a grand celebration there. And, then watch again what happens in the sky. Watch the energies move differently.

There are going to be both bursts of energy. There is going to be what you would call glowing, kind of moving energies. And, there is going to be also very dark, shadowy energies. The dark, shadowy energies are not negative entities, by the way, coming to Earth or surrounding you. Sometimes there is an appearance of a hole or a void in the sky that even appears to move at times because literally when sometimes in these transmutations of energy it appears that all of the light is being removed, and it is simply a time of changeover. In a sense, it is like a death cloud, not death to the human, but death to an Old Energy way that moves over. That death cloud gives way for the birth of the New Energy through these portals. So, thank you for you wonderful question.

LINDA: Last question?



QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 11 (a woman at the microphone): Hi, Tobias, I have been intently working on releasing my story lately. And, it has not been a comfortable journey, especially for my family. What can I give to them that would be beneficial to them that might not be obvious to me?

TOBIAS: Indeed… they are so desirous of your love and your attention and wanting to be with you that, in a sense, it hurts them to see you change. There is something at the unspoken inner levels within them that is somewhat frightened and concerned. They think that you're leaving, in a way, if not physically, then that you are leaving energetically. So, they feel the transformation that is taking place within you.

This is also like a glue. It is holding you back, in a sense, because you can feel what they are feeling. You can see yourself through their eyes changing and leaving. And, in a sense, you are going through your own withdrawal sufferings about your own story changing.

The story changing, the release of energy, is not a death at all. It's not an annihilation of your story at all. It is simply letting go of energies that have been restricted and confined. We speak so often of releasing, of letting go. It is not denying something. It is not getting rid of something. It is taking the clamps, or the locks, or the barriers off of energy.

That vase that you created on your potter's wheel is locked into energy, and it wants to be free to re-express and redefine itself… maybe as another vase… maybe as a different object altogether… as a broom… as a cup… maybe as a piece of glass… or anything. We use that example to say that the energy that you have locked up as yourself, as your story, now wants freedom. It wants to re-express itself continually, continually.

What you are experiencing right now are the pangs of letting go. The family - it's a symbol of yourself really - the family doesn't want to see you go. You don't want to see your old self go. Just breathe through it and let it go. Assure yourself and your family that you are just releasing energy that was stuck. But, it will always be there. It will always come back and serve you. You don't have to say this with words. But, through your actions, let them know you're still going to be there for them. But, more than anything, remember that this difficulty that you're having, that you say is with your family, is really about yourself with yourself.

SHAUMBRA 11: Thank you.


TOBIAS: Indeed. So, Shaumbra, it has been a long and wonderful day. We have totally - how to say - thrown Cauldre out of sorts with trying to channel two energies at once. It is - how to say - it presented him with some new opportunities and observations. It has been a delight for both of us under the name of Countess Saint Tobias (some laughter) to share this stage together. We will now remove ourselves from one back into two. Bless you. Thank you for being here.

And so it is!

Tobias of the Crimson Council is presented by Geoffrey Hoppe, aka "Cauldre," in Golden, Colorado. The story of Tobias, from the biblical Book of Tobit, can be found on the Crimson Circle web site at The Tobias Materials have been offered free of charge to lightworkers and Shaumbra around the world since August 1999, the time when Tobias said humanity moved past the potential of destruction and into the New Energy.

The Crimson Circle is a global network of human angels who are among the first to transition into the New Energy. As they experience the joys and challenges of the ascension status, they help other humans on their journeys through sharing, caring and guiding. Over 50,000 visitors come to the Crimson Circle web site each month to read the latest materials and discuss their own experiences.

The Crimson Circle meets monthly in the Denver, Colorado area where Tobias presents the latest information through Geoffrey Hoppe. Tobias states that he and the others of the celestial Crimson Council are actually channeling the humans. According to Tobias, they are reading our energies and translating our own information back to us so we can see it from the outside, while experiencing it on the inside. The "Shoud" is the portion of the channeling where Tobias steps aside and the energy of the humans is channeled directly by Geoffrey Hoppe.

Crimson Circle gatherings are open to the public. The Crimson Circle receives its abundance through the open love and gifting of Shaumbra throughout the world.

The ultimate purpose of the Crimson Circle is to serve as human guides and teachers to those walking the path of inner spiritual awakening. This is not an evangelical mission. Rather, the inner light will guide people to your doorstep for your compassion and care. You will know what to do and teach in that moment, when the unique and precious human who is about to embark on the journey of the Bridge of Swords comes to you.

If you are reading this and feel a sense of truth and connection, you are indeed Shaumbra. You are a teacher and a human guide. Allow the seed of divinity to blossom within you in this moment and for all times to come. You are never alone, for there is family around the world and angels in the realms around you.

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