The Returning Series SHOUD 8 Q&A Session
Presented to the Crimson Circle March 7, 2009
Original Website http://www.crimsoncircle.com/
And so it is, dear Shaumbra, we come
to the time of questions and answers on this day. Cauldre's asked me one small
favor or indulgence - that I do not answer the questions with "it doesn't
matter." (laughter)
So, without going into further discourse, let us begin.
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QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 1 (read from the Internet by Linda): In the Shoud that Kuthumi
talks about eating the whole elephant I was
wondering if we continue to keep eating the whole elephant and continue moving
and changing the energy, does this create a potential, not only for Shaumbra
but all of humanity, to transition into the New Energy easier?
TOBIAS: Indeed, absolutely. First you'll realize that it's really not an
elephant, that it's really just a pea (laughter) - just very tiny, tiny, not
this great big elephant - because it's an illusion right now. It just feels
enormous. But, yes, you continue to - when we say 'eating the elephant' - you
continue to feel all of the energies, you
continue to bring them in rather than to hold them outside of you.
There's a tendency sometimes to only take in part of it. You're trying right
now to only take in what you would call the positive side of life. We invite
you to take in all of it - good news, the bad news, the no news, the extreme
news - bring it all in. By doing that, first of all, you provide yourself with
a very balanced flow of energy. You allow yourself not only to see both sides
of duality, but you allow yourself to see the other very interdimensional
energies that are coming in at this point.
When you bring this energy in and feel it for yourself, without owning it and
without blaming yourself for the woes of the world, you give yourself
tremendous insight and perspective into what's really going on. As we told a
group also recently, things are not at all what they appear to be. It's one of
my favorite Kryon sayings. Things are not at
all what they appear to be because there is something very, very different
happening than just what you read on the surface.
As you allow yourself to absolutely absorb all
of these feelings, understanding they're
not yours, you also read into and tap into all of the different
potentials, all the different
realities that exist, and all of the different facets.
This provides a tremendous inspiration to you and a totally different way of
looking at life. Rather than on a very linear path based on history and linear
future, you now see that it is so much more encompassing and actually a lot
more fun.
As you explore the grand potentials that exist within all of this energy right
now and understand how to use it for yourself or how to enjoy it for yourself,
this sets up a very grounded and anchored energy in the potential for
humanity. This potential of change and evolution and what could be called enlightenment
doesn't necessarily feed into the matrix -
the matrix meaning mass
consciousness or the type of grid or the type of energy field and overlays
that are set in place that so many people are just automatically bought into.
The potentials lie slightly outside of that matrix for those who are willing
to look somewhere other than the matrix, other than to old consciousness for
answers.
The ones who are laying awake late at night saying, "There's got to be a
better way. There's got to be something different. What is the answer?"
Suddenly, they tap into the potential or the probability that you have helped
to bring in and to actually embellish here on Earth. That's the magnificence.
You're not trying to intrude on the matrix and you're not trying to inflict
your concepts of belief on them, but you're presenting a broader, grander
variety or potential for those who may want to choose it. So thank you for the
question.
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QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 2 (a woman at the microphone): Hi Tobias. You know when
you were talking about how it just
doesn't matter, I felt myself going off towards your cottage, seeing the
beautiful flowers, walking up to your door, and then I realize I had a
baseball bat and I wanted to chase you down and chase Saint-Germain
down and say, "What the hell?! You should have given me the memo before I
got here and had a kid," Tobias. But just doesn't matter anyway. So
whatever.
TOBIAS: Well actually the memo is there, it's laying on your desk. (laughter)
You just didn't want to look at. It's there with a stack of other memos
spanning many, many lifetimes. (more laughter) But, you know β¦
SHAUMBRA 2: Thank you.
TOBIAS: β¦ you choose the experience, and actually I honor you for whatever
you choose. And not to single you or anybody else out, but you could choose to
do anything you want. You can choose to be magnificent, as you have done in
this lifetime. You can choose to be β¦
SHAUMBRA 2: A spoiled rotten brat β¦
TOBIAS: β¦ lost or confused or whatever, but actually I know you much better
than that. So the memos are all there, absolutely all there. The wisdom of the
ages is there available to anyone. It is not buried in the ground. It is not
hidden in some other dimension.
It is not held by the Anazasi Indians or
the grand Hawaiians - nobody. It's all there.
When you boil all of this wisdom - that many of you helped to write - down,
it's that God is you. You're the creator. Now enjoy. Now experience. Now do
anything you want. We'll always be there, and if we're not there, somebody
else will be there to help guide you back if you get lost, but not all of you
wanted to be guided back. Some of you want to come to our door with a baseball
bat. (laughter) And then I simply make my cottage (snaps fingers) disappear.
(lots of laughter) By the way, dear, your batting average is going way down.
(more laughter)
SHAUMBRA 2: Sorry. Well, you know I've got my imagination too. But my little
human β¦ I'm not asking about dead grandma here, but I am asking about this
real estate potential of this stuff and I've been using my intuition β¦
TOBIAS: Good.
SHAUMBRA 2: β¦and I just wanted your insight on β¦
TOBIAS: Real estate is a wonderful thing right now. It's tangible. It's real.
If you look at it in pragmatic terms, the market is down right now, and it
will be a while before it comes back up. But I can tell you very clearly that
the population on Earth is going to continue to grow. The need for housing
will still be there, and I would actually encourage Shaumbra - stepping out
off of Cauldre's safety limb here - but I'm going to encourage Shaumbra to
invest in real estate and to use it for rental or for commerce of some type,
because you are literally and figuratively creating a safe
space - a place where people are going to go not just to live but to feel
these energies that you're helping to bring in. Any house or any building that
you buy and others occupy is going to be filled with potentials. What a grand
thing this 'real' estate really is.
SHAUMBRA 2: I'm specifically talking about a mentoring opportunity that's been
presented - how you feel about those people.
TOBIAS: (hesitating) Let me say this, there are things to learn, but you're
absolutely going to go out on your own. Don't follow a system or a structure
right now. I mean take a look - let's be logical for a moment - take a look
around you. The systems don't work anymore. The programs don't work anymore.
You are going to develop the new program. So learn a little bit about the in's
and out's, but then, for all of you, no matter what you're doing, don't follow
somebody else's system no matter if it's healing or investment or invention or
anything else. Thank you.
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QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 3 (read from the Internet by Linda): I've been on my
journey for four years now. I have felt β¦
TOBIAS: Uh, I have to stop there. (laughter) Ohhhh dear. You've been aware of
your journey for four years, but you've been on your journey for a long time.
Continue.
LINDA: I'm reading a question for somebody else, not for me.
TOBIAS: Indeed, I know β¦ (Tobias chuckles and audience continues laughing)
LINDA: Ready?
TOBIAS: Indeed.
LINDA: Okay.
SHAUMBRA 3 (Linda continues): I've been on my journey for four years now. I've
felt lost and anxious and sorrowful most of the time until I found the Crimson
Circle online a month ago. I started reading the first Shouds.
The writings all felt right to me. They answered many of my questions. The
question now is, what am I spiritually and physically going through now
relevant to the writings of the year 2000 or should I be only reading, say,
the last year of Shouds? Thank you.
TOBIAS: Indeed. Read back, if you choose, if you find it enjoyable, and
understand that you were going through those processes at the time. You're not
catching up at all. You're just reading your own history, as the Shouds are
the history of Shaumbra from around the world. Someday many, many others are
going to read this. They're going to read all of your history that's contained
in the Shouds.
So, if you choose to read back to find out where you've come from, but
understand right now you don't have to deliberately try to go back through
those processes again. You've actually been with us this whole time. Thank
you.
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QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 4 (a woman at the microphone): Hello Tobias, darling. I
don't have a question.
TOBIAS: Good. We can just talk.
SHAUMBRA 4: I don't have an answer. (she and Tobias laugh) I'm celebrating a
wonderful moment in my life emerging from the big, dark
night of the soul. We talked about one maybe six or seven years ago - that
was pretty horrible when the guides
left - and I didn't know if I would emerge from this one at all. I thought
maybe I'd just hop over to the other
side and call it a day. But I am very joyful at this moment. "It
doesn't matter" has been speaking to myself and Hoodie now for about
two years, and there's a voice with a very charming accent and we would hear
it say, "It doesn't matter!" So it was thrilling today and charming
to hear you share this really profound concept with everyone, and I agree
wholeheartedly.
TOBIAS: And it's interesting that it will be difficult for many humans to hear
this message, and they would get into a lot of philosophy and debate about why
it does matter. So we would just say to them 'okay, let it matter as long as
you want it to.' And truly we allow them - we want them - to enjoy their
experience no matter what it is, because in the end it doesn't matter. In the
end duality comes back together in
completion and then brings in this very what appears to be illusive thing
called New Energy.
It's happening and it's going to continue to happen. It's a choice made on a
very individual, but yet a very collective basis by all those who ever left Home.
So, it's happening anyway, and it is a personal choice. There's not somebody
up above manipulating it. You know, that's an interesting perception that many
people have, but they like to have that. So, so be it. Allow them to have
that.
SHAUMBRA 4: Also, if someone is really yearning from their heart for freedom,
for liberation, you know, truly, this is so helpful. You see, it is completely
librating to take into yourself that in fact it really doesn't matter, it's
not to belittle your experience at all. Simply to understand that it doesn't
matter and you are free.
TOBIAS: But the freedom actually can be the most terrifying thing that a human
or many angels can ever experience. Because when you cross through the doors
of imprisonment, psychological or physical, you cross through those and you
now go into freedom - there's nothing
there. And that in itself is frightening.
SHAUMBRA 4: Terrifying.
TOBIAS: Comes in the second level of fear, "If there's nothing there and
if I can create, what if I create wrongly? What if I create something - a
demon or something - that harms myself or others?" So there's a tendency
to get to the door of freedom and bang on it saying you want out and demand
that you want out and get very angry that you aren't free. But if you stop β¦
if anybody stops for a moment and looks, there's a door handle there and it's
not locked and you can open it up at any point and have total freedom. But
then the question comes back to what do you give up with total freedom? What
comfort or what game or what consciousness do you give up if you're totally
free?
It's interesting as Saint-Germain talks about ascension and explains it in his
own way to Shaumbra and says, "When you go into ascension,
what we metaphorically call the Third
Circle, you are free, and you're sovereign and you're an absolute creator
in your own right." Oddly enough, about β¦ let's see, Saint-Germain
knows the number β¦ about 76 percent of Shaumbra feels that's really boring.
They, in a sense, don't want that freedom. They, in a sense, very much enjoy
what they're doing on Earth, which is fine. But we're challenging Shaumbra now
to be able to experience that freedom, to be on Earth in physical body and to
absolutely enjoy the experience of life.
SHAUMBRA 4: Yes. I recommend it.
TOBIAS: You could write a book about it!
SHAUMBRA 4: One other thing. A beautiful being has come into Hoodie's and my
life. Her name is Maggie. She is called a Weimaraner by description of the
breed of dog she is. And - I don't know - maybe you can tell us just a little
something. I know she's had some trials in this lifetime β¦
TOBIAS: When anybody, any Shaumbra, is considering their pets
- oh, they're such a marvelous thing and there's a whole history of Tobias and
Tobias, Jr. and dogs. It's interwoven into all of our lifetimes. But take a
look at the time that this precious one came into your life. You could say
that pets - dogs and cats and a few birds - are generally the manifestation of
a part of yourself.
They're not what you would call your total
self, but your energy is infused into them and they - these precious
beings, these precious type of devas or type
of earth beings, not quite angels, but
they're earth beings - they absorb your energy. So when one like this comes
into your life, take a look at the timing when it came in, what it's sharing
back with you right now, which is probably love and wisdom, but also take a
look at its past because that past also is a reflection of your past, in the
case that you get a pet like this.
Now for those getting brand new pets, generally they are ones who have been
with you before. They're very familiar with your energy and your journey, and
they've been walking along the path with you for as many lifetimes as you
could count. So they generally feel very, very close. They're like energy
sponges - consciously. They pull your energy in and they help you work with it
in such a loving way - as long as you're choosing it to be loving.
So β¦ when you look in its eyes understand that it is its own being, but it's
also being such a part of you as well.
SHAUMBRA 4: Thank you.
TOBIAS: Indeed. It's helping β¦ pets help to teach all how to love
themselves.
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QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 5 (read from the Internet by Linda): Dear Tobias,
there's been a lot of media attention and controversy recently regarding the
benefits of bioidentical hormones for those of us females over 40. Can you say
more about the role of hormones in our bodies, especially those of us entering
our next phase of life? Can they be used to help balance ourselves for a
temporary time? And incidentally, why do menopausal symptoms seem to be so
similar to those of ascension? (lots of laughter) Thank you from all of the
female middle age Shaumbra who probably are at least 50 percent of your
demographic.
TOBIAS: Indeed. So, several things. The symptoms of menopause
have much to do with the integrating
of the masculine/feminine self and really ultimately about loving the total
self. So they are very, very similar to an ascension
symptom, because it's about integration and evolution and going through a
life change.
As far as the biology, we're recommending to Shaumbra that it is not a good
idea to start interjecting a lot of outside influences into the body. There
will come a time in the lifetime of most of you when there is a more balanced
outside introduction, a balanced type of hormones or even in the stem cell
type of therapy, but right now it's very, very developmental and it's actually
carrying the consciousness of not only the researchers but humans in general,
not quite sure if they're ready to make that leap. So getting involved in some
of these is not particularly advisable right now.
Go back into yourself. Your DNA is changing.
You're actually able to produce balancing hormones and balancing antibiotics
within yourself. The whole concept of Standard
Technology is that you are the healer. Your body already has either the
direct cellular potential or the cellular future
potential to absolutely balance your body. But don't have expectations,
because sometimes in a balancing of the body it also first does an
unbalancing, which you're going to perceive as getting sick or getting certain
types of problems.
Don't start tinkering with it. Trust your body. Talk to your body. Feel your
body. Exercise your body - it's like being with it - and allow this very
interesting combination of DNA and hormonal changes and consciousness changes
in your body to go through their process in a very, very natural way.
There are some days where that's challenging, indeed, and you don't know if
your body's going to make it through, but that's when you really do the
breathing and the allowing and the loving of your body, and let it adjust
itself to the consciousness. The body tends to be the last in this whole chain
of adjustments that are going on.
SHAUMBRA 5: Thank you.
TOBIAS: Indeed.
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QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 6 (a woman at the microphone): Okay, this week I was
accidentally listening to past Shouds that popped up on my iTunes - thank you
- from a couple of years ago, the Teacher Series, and I heard my voice come
out of the computer suddenly as I was on there asking a question. And your
answer was very profound and described me perfectly, and I realized, 'Damn it,
it's two years later and I don't think I've done any better at this. I'm still
making everything difficult and complex. When am I going to let that go?'
But my main question is you talked in that time of how you've already gotten
there. You made those choices - you know, you're there, you've arrived, just
like you said today, you've made it to your ascension or whatever you're
choosing - you're now living it backwards. So you spoke of an example of just,
like, you get up in the morning and you're going to go to work. Well, you've
already gotten to work. Now β¦
TOBIAS: Could I interrupt you for a moment?
SHAUMBRA 6: Go ahead.
TOBIAS: β¦ respectfully. You have to get out of the head, out of the mind.
And you've actually programmed yourself and adjusted yourself to continue to
go through the mind. And we've talked about this so many times, but you still
want to go that direction. And we're getting very, very mindful here, very
analytical. I'm going to ask you to take a deep breath, it β¦ oh, and I said
I wasn't going to say that β¦ (laughter)
SHAUMBRA 6: It doesn't matter.
TOBIAS: Is it - I won't say that - but is it important to you? (Tobias
chuckles) It's a different way of saying, does it matter? There's this
continual mental activity, and you feel lost without that mental activity.
You're actually addicted to it - the electrical flow in the mind and the way
it flows in its very tight corridors that you allow it to flow - and it
literally blows your mind to feel that you could get out of thinking. So
you're in this constant dilemma, and it's interesting from our perspective - I
think we'll use it as a case study later on, if you don't mind β¦
SHAUMBRA 6: Okay.
TOBIAS: It's interesting, it's beautiful, it's wonderful, but what you're
truly asking here is how do you get out of the mind? Well, several things. You
stop, you take a deep breath and you make a very conscious choice - not just a
mind choice, you see; there's a difference between a mind choice and a heart
choice - and say, "I'm ready to get out of that." But again, once
you do, your life will change. And the question I have back for you is, are
you ready to have your life change? And don't tell me yes, until you really
β¦
SHAUMBRA 6: No. I don't know that. I don't know.
TOBIAS: β¦ until you really go in and feel it.
SHAUMBRA 6: Because I β¦ as from today I can feel that. There are things that
I'm enjoying and holding onto that get me through, and I would have to let go
of all that.
TOBIAS: Indeed, and have you noticed in your patterns that every time you
start to open and to feel and to expand, something pulls you back? Now you
like to blame it on other things, of course, we all do - you all do (Tobias
chuckles) - but you blame it on your partner, you blame it on a job, the
economy, the weather, the β¦
SHAUMBRA 6: My mother β¦
TOBIAS: β¦ squirrel hibernation patterns (laughter) or anything else that you
can. And this becomes now a kind of an excuse, but a mental process. And then
when you get tired of that you will start to expand again and to grow and you
have great joy and then it pulls you back.
So what is it that's actually holding back? What is the fear of getting out of
the mental - very, very deliberate - mental programming? I'll give you a few
hints - a carry over from Atlantis; the
very deliberate hypnosis that the
mind is God; and the fear of finding out what happens when the mind
doesn't know the answer, you see.
SHAUMBRA 6: Thank you.
TOBIAS: Indeed, so you can continue with your question if you choose.
SHAUMBRA 6: I just was in my mind, I guess.
TOBIAS: Indeed. And don't beat yourself up on that β¦
SHAUMBRA 6: No.
TOBIAS: β¦ but take a look at what could happen if you're into true feelings
of sensory perception and true openness, and if you β¦ Let's do this. You're
going to have some situations coming up in your life that require problem
solving. Consciously stop yourself. Don't go into mental solution. Feel
into the problem and feel into the many potential
solutions without going to the mind. If you feel any pressure in your mind
or if you feel the processing start - you've taught yourself how not to feel
the pressure in your mind - so any time that happens, stop, and don't try to
figure it out, and let yourself just experience it, and let yourself discover
that the solution is already there. You
don't have to think your way into it. Now let yourself just go into it, you
see.
SHAUMBRA 6: I'll do my best.
TOBIAS: Don't try at all. It β¦ oh, I can't say that. (laughter)
SHAUMBRA 6: No try - it doesn't matter.
TOBIAS: Just give yourself the freedom of experiencing a little bit of it
without pulling yourself back. There are so many talents that you have that
are latent right now, ready to come out. Just let them come out.
SHAUMBRA 6: Thank you.
TOBIAS: Thank you. And don't wait two years to come back.
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LINDA: You know, I know Tess and it makes me β¦ listening to Tess makes me
really wonder sometimes I think we need to spend more time acknowledging what
we are and celebrating what we are and not what we're not.
TOBIAS: Indeed, absolutely. But let's also take a look at how we limit
ourselves. This is not about right or wrong but this is about, at some level,
making a choice to experience in a grander way, but then finding out that it's
difficult to do and finding out that even though the choice has been made,
there seems to be barriers. So we go in and part of the whole process of
making the choice was to take a look at what doorways were keeping that choice
from manifesting.
LINDA: Thank you.
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QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 7 (from the Internet, compiled by Linda): I was
reviewing the questions and there were a number of questions, and I'd like to
sort of summarize them to bring this topic up. There's a huge, huge - for lack
of a better term - problem with young people seeming to really be challenged
and not fitting into the system and really getting lost when they hit kind of
high school-ish or right at the end of high school. And it gets so serious
that by the time they hit their mid-20's, we've had a number of recent
situations where literally they get suicidal. And the kids don't know what to
do and even more so are the parents not knowing how do they support these
children, these young people in making that transition of finding a place in
the system.
TOBIAS: We're talking here in particular about the children of Shaumbra β¦
LINDA: Yes.
TOBIAS: β¦ for the most part, just to clarify, because the answer I'm
providing here is not universal. It is specific to this group. They have
chosen very special parents - Shaumbra parents - who are opened and
enlightened and here to be Standards of New Energy. So there's a very
beautiful and particular relationship between the parent and the child. It's
not going to follow any of the old books, the old way of raising children.
None of the - that I know of - none of the current psychological programs are
going to work. And it makes it more difficult because the young ones try to
blend in. They're actually, in a way, they're very deliberate about blending
in. You'll find that they don't like standing out. They don't like group
attention. They're just trying to keep a low level. And they will for a while,
but sooner or later they will emerge out of their own type of cocoon.
They're going through a tremendous number of integration challenges, because
they tend to come in as Crystal
or at least very clear or very enlightened beings. They're very, very
sensitive, so they're having a harder time coping with the energies that are
very, very intense right now.
Oftentimes they are so tuned into their parents - to Shaumbra parents - and
they start to feel the parent's concern and fear and a sense of protection and
that triggers something within them, and in a way they tend to start acting
this out. And although many of you will not agree with my statement here, the
best thing the parent can do is not to feel protective - and it goes against
the grain for what you've been doing - but not to fear for the child, but to
celebrate the child, and not to try to solve their problems, and not to - how
to say - not to try to provide refuge for them.
Very, very difficult for you Shaumbra parents because you have a very
intuitive sense of what's going on and how difficult energies can be, and you
understand the sensitivity that your child has and you do want to protect
them. You want to take the arrows to yourself rather than to go to the child.
In the long run, it's really not doing them any good, and actually, they
really don't want it. But they're playing along with you because they love you
and respect you and they think that they should.
The thing to do with them is to treat them not as anomalies or not as
something odd or strange, but to treat them on a very soul-to-soul level. Stop
treating them as your child. Perhaps I should underline that. Please don't
treat them as your child. You are a carrier for them in this lifetime. You
brought them in, but please let go of them as thinking that they're your
child. Start dealing with them on what you would call a higher consciousness
peer basis rather than parent to child, and you're going to see the dynamics
between you and them change. This will give them a different sense of respect
and self-worth and a different sense of balance within themselves, and they're
going to stop trying to fit in or they're going to stop trying to act out on
their differences, as many of them do.
Some of them are not only taking on the sensitivities of the world and things
like depression and sadness and despair, but they're taking on yours because
of the deep connection you have. Energetically, peer-to-peer, God-to-God, make
it very clear with them, whether it's in a spoken word direct to them or in a
psychic sense, but make it very clear that you don't want them to take on your
problems and you don't want them to take on the world problems. They're here
bringing in a very clear energy, and they're going to emerge. They truly will.
They're going to come out of this funk state that they're in, this lost state,
but right now just breathe with this whole process.
LINDA: What about the suicide aspect of it?
TOBIAS: Indeed, many of them are contemplating going back. The energies here
on Earth are difficult right now. So it is β¦ they are very closely connected
with the energies on the other side, and you all know that. They talk about
the beings that they talk to, they talk about their bizarre dreams, so they're
very closely connected, and some of them do feel a sense of going back. You
know, they say to themselves, "Why am I here? What assignment did I take
on?"
Instead of fearing, instead of creating drama around suicide, as so many of
you have been doing, ask them to take a deep breath. Tell them they are
creators, they can choose to come and go as they please. Let's get away from
this suicide mentality and let's get into a choice mentality.
Now, I'm making a few of you upset here because you say, "Well, what if
they leave?" What if they do choose to leave? Can you honor them? Can you
still love them? Can you understand that β¦ let's get through this suicide
thing. It invokes fear and it creates a very unpleasant energy with all of
you.
One more word on that. I truly encourage you not, please, please, I truly
encourage you not to get them into the hands of an old energy psychiatrist
who, first of all, will never understand the more enlightened nature of their
being, and is going to get them on these drugs. That causes the suicide. That
β¦ that is the reason. If you have a child who is suicidal in their attitude,
I first ask you to take a look in the medicine cabinet. Have you allowed the
prescription of these drugs? Because that will get them in a very altered
state that will make it very difficult for them to stay here. So get off of
those type of drugs. Can you get these precious beings into breathing β¦ into
breathing? That will help them integrate the energies from the other side and
this side.
So, I know some of you accuse us of over simplifying, and we are proud of
that. Thank you. (laughter)
LINDA: Two more questions?
TOBIAS: Indeed.
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QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 8 (a man at the microphone): Hey Tobias. I want to
thank you, first of all, for the 'it doesn't matter.' And I don't have a
question β¦
TOBIAS: Yes, you have spent so much time, so much time with trying to make it
matter, and have you realized in doing so you've allowed other people then to
act it out for you and keep telling you 'it does matter, you should be doing
this and you should be doing that,' and intuitively you know it doesn't
matter.
SHAUMBRA 8: Too true.
TOBIAS: Too true.
SHAUMBRA 8: I don't have a question. I have a request.
TOBIAS: Indeed.
SHAUMBRA 8: That is like me asking you for a gift for maybe all of Shaumbra.
And it has a few elements. I want you to tell me a funny story that maybe
involves me and you or Saint-Germain or Kuthumi and it can be this life or any
other life or in between. Something to remind us of this 'it doesn't matter.'
TOBIAS: Well! Aren't you the one to pop the balloon here, so to speak.
(laughter) You're more psychic than even I knew. (more laughter) Just between
us, there's a few of the stories I want to tell in my departure, in our last
days together. I would rather save it for then than do it now, because I am
collecting stories about many of you. So, if you don't mind, indulge me and
allow me to do this in our last Shouds together.
SHAUMBRA 8: Thank you.
TOBIAS: Indeed, thank you, and keep working on that very attuned psychic
nature. We thought it was a secret. (laughter)
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QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 9 (a woman at the microphone): Hello Tobias. I have a
question about interdimensional expansion.
TOBIAS: Yes.
SHAUMBRA 9: Since the workshop I feel like I have really improved my
connection and my communication with my animals. But otherwise I don't feel
like I've made much progress, and I wonder if I'm doing something to block or
to keep from having the experience or allowing the experience in.
TOBIAS: We're looking at your energy. We don't see that. You're actually
working on it very smoothly and it is easier going through the pets first.
It's much easier to expand your energy into things like rocks and trees and
water and definitely your pets. That's going to give you a very good basis or
baseline for when you start some of the more nonphysical interdimensional
traveling. So I actually, checking your energy out very carefully here, see
it's a wonderful path you've chosen. You're allowing yourself to get
proficient in a very balanced way.
SHAUMBRA 9: So just continue what I'm doing?
TOBIAS: Indeed. Indeed, and you'll know, you'll feel when you're ready to go
into the next levels, but you don't need to push it. You don't need to race
into it. It's just about an experience of allowing yourself - allowing, for
all of you - allowing yourself to no longer just be dual in this illusion or
this thing you call reality. Now starting to bring in the other dimensional
aspects. And by working the pets, one of your next steps that I see is you're
going to start working with some of the entities who are gathering around you.
They have a very good connection with you, and once you work with them, then
you're going to start expanding into some of the other dimensions and learning
to gracefully handle it while you're in your physical body on this Earth right
now.
It's one thing to blast out of your body and go play in another dimension. You
do it at night - all of you - but now what about bringing all of that into the
wakened reality, into this Now moment and being able to be in a dream state
while you're wide awake. To be able to be so expanded into other dimensions
but still be able to drive your car down the road. That is living with joy and
passion. Thank you.
LINDA: Last question.
TOBIAS: Indeed.
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QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 10 (a woman at the microphone): Tobias, I got a little
confused tonight. You explained and ended with the 'stop with the blaming, you
are the creator,' and I go back to January when you were describing to us your
transition into who you call Sam and the β¦ actually, I believe you used the
word fear - where other oversouls fear
their own creations of getting too close and that's part of the challenge and
the beauty of your transition as compared to, I guess, to, say, your peers.
But at that point you also explained that have you ever β¦ well, if you are
one or have you ever known someone who felt completely unloved, unsupported,
that they were, because their oversoul could not bear to look at what their
incarnation had done and they turned their back on them. So β¦ okay β¦ and
then you're never alone. You're always loved. Where does all this tie in
together?
TOBIAS: Indeed, and when a human decides to go into a place of their own
darkness, they create the energy that has the soul and the oversoul turn their
back on them. And the oversoul and the soul are doing this in honor, you see.
When the being decides they want to be alone, they will create that reality,
even though they're surrounded by the love of other humans or the angels. So
it is a manifestation and it is an acting out of everything that is going on
with that being.
That's why we say it's a game. It's a beautiful game. It's a magnificent game
that's being played, but that's also when we say when you're ready to
understand that you are God β¦
the divinity isn't out there somewhere.
Divinity isn't a golden angel sitting in a palace or heaven or anything like
that. It's not waiting for 2012 and it's not waiting for you to get over some
of your bad habits.
The divinity is the simplest most beautiful and profound thing, and it's you.
It's right now. It's you in this moment. But if you want to pretend that it's
not here, it will go away. If you want to pretend that you are unloved, it
will not love you. If you want to pretend that you are less than God also, it
will pretend that it's less than God also. You see?
SHAUMBRA 10: Yes.
TOBIAS: It is so you right now. We've offended some by playing 'stop playing
games,' and we're going to offend them again by saying, 'stop playing
games" - unless you enjoy the games. But then understand they are your
games. There's nobody manipulating it. There is no conspiracy against the
divine. It is perception. It is a game.
And again, we ask all of you to say what do you give up when you stop playing
the game? When you can understand that you'll understand why you - not you,
but all of Shaumbra - why you continue to play it. There IS a sense of
discomfort or unease with saying, "I'm a creator. I Am That I Am."
There's also a game that's played that said if I'm a creator then I should be
able to snap my fingers and manifest a million dollars. That's a game. You're
challenging in a very Old Energy human way. You're actually trying to become
super human rather than very divine. And it's a game that you continue to
play, and then you won't let yourself manifest it, you see. You actually
could. You actually could, but you won't let yourself because then the game
ends.
I know some of you are on your email right now (laughter) - thank God I don't
have an email address, but Cauldre and Linda do - saying, "But Tobias,
damn it!" And I say 'Damn it' back to you! You're playing a game. You're
playing the game of being broke or sick or lonely or whatever it is - and it's
wonderful. I admire you. I admire you.
But the only question I ask, based on your, basically, demands to us is, well,
when do you want to stop playing it? And you say, "But I'm not playing a
game," and you continue to be impoverished and ill and not a creator. And
that's fine. We love all of you. We truly do, and we honor all of you just as
your soul and oversoul and all this other stuff honor you - and are going to
play the game right along with you. It is a marvelous game.
But you have said, "I'm done with it." You've said, "Please,
somebody come in and tell me it's a game. Somebody come in and tell me it
doesn't matter." That's why we're here.
SHAUMBRA 10: Excellent. Thank you.
TOBIAS: Indeed. There's one other question that wanted to be asked - a live
question - if you would come back up.
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QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 11 (a man at the microphone): Thank you, brother. First
time here, and I have a β¦
TOBIAS: Fun, isn't it.
SHAUMBRA 11: Oh yeah, it's wonderful. I have a city question, and it's about Cripple
Creek. And I want to know when, how and why that dormant volcano will
become active, because I live in Colorado Springs?
TOBIAS: Indeed. You want it to become active?
SHAUMBRA 11: Uh β¦ no, I'm β¦ I have a hunch that in the not too distant
future a lot of the Earth mother's geothermal rumblings will occur around our
Earth planet.
TOBIAS: Well, let me say this, and bordering on being a little cautious here
for a variety of reasons. There'll be energy movements, not directly in
Cripple Creek, but in a lower, flatter area. And it's going to be a shaking up
of some energies - and not of volcanic type, but there'll be some other things
- because there is a lot of pent up energy in this particular region, which
we're not going to mention. A lot of pent up energy and it needs to be
released.
The energy is angry, it's very, very rigid, and you know what happens when
things are rigid? They tend to crack and break. So what we are saying is your
intuition is pretty good, but just move a little bit downhill and you're going
to β¦ and don't think in terms of the type of eruptions that you were talking
about. It's a different type of energy shift.
SHAUMBRA 11: I was always told location, location, location. (laughter)
TOBIAS: Well, location, location, location changes into new, new, new.
SHAUMBRA 11: Oh, yeah. And I - not that I want to plagiarize - but I heard a
bunch of really good bumper stickers and I'm wondering if I can use them. Not
necessarily to get rich, but β¦
TOBIAS: Why β¦ why wouldn't you want to get rich?
SHUAMBRA 11: "You choose the experience." I like that one.
TOBIAS: Excellent the bumper sticker.
SHAUMBRA 11: Can I use it?
TOBIAS: As long as you say, "Tobias." (Tobias chuckling and audience
laughter)
SHAUMBRA 11: Alright. Oh ho! Oh ho!
TOBIAS: I was jesting with you. Absolutely. Absolutely. These things are
wonderful to share. And do expect that it could go beyond bumper stickers and
that it could be wonderfully abundant for you.
SHAUMBRA 11: Alright. Namaste, brother.
TOBIAS: Namaste. And you say there's one more. One more question.
LINDA: One more.
TOBIAS: We're having too much fun today!
LINDA: Oh, just a playground!
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QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 12 (a woman at the microphone): Hi Tobias, I was really
busy last year, so I didn't come and I didn't read Shouds. And then after
Christmas I thought I really need to do a crash course. So I did a crash
course. Now, to go back in the fall, I walk with my dog and the little
neighbor kids and we pick up the streets and quite often I find coins. And
sometimes I find something very unusual. So this fall I was walking down the
street β¦ I brought it today, because it's very special. I found this β¦ see
what is? It says 'N.' And when I picked it up I thought β¦ now intuitively I
knew this was for me and it was really special. I wasn't going to leave it in
the street. It was special.
So anyway, I put it by my journaling material by my bed and then after
Christmas I was putting Christmas things away and I slide these plastic boxes
under my bed with the Christmas things, and this fell on the floor. And I had
just read about the House of
Awakening and that some of us were building it. Right?
TOBIAS: Indeed.
SHAUMBRA 12: Never thought to look on the other side. Look what's on the other
side. A nail. And that β¦ I tell you, when those synchronicities
happen β¦ see, this is what I like about the New Energy, the synchronicities
and the fact that you get such a jump, you know, when that happens. It's such
a wonderful thing.
LINDA: That's like David's numerology club, yeah.
SHAUMBRA 12: Yeah! And now you talk about that! Listen, then today I noticed
something else on this card I did not notice before today. It has a little
tiny 11 on it, and that's my special number. Thank you!
TOBIAS: Indeed.
SHAUMBRA 12: One more thing. In the feeling β¦ because you know I did this
crash course, right. So in the feeling of things, I've been doing that for
years. I do β¦ on a Friday morning I do a tub meditation and I feel into
things.
LINDA: A tub meditation?
SHAUMBRA 12: Uh huh, and I record what I get. Okay. I've been doing that for
years. And this one day I thought well - it's been about a couple of weeks ago
- I thought, well I'm just going to just feel into the void, just be there,
see what happens, right? Because see, I'm a Sagittarian. I think this New
Energy is great. I think you just β¦
LINDA: Did you call my mother? (laughter)
SHAUMBRA 12: See, a Sagittarian just gallops ahead and says, "Whoa!
There's going to be some discovery here," you know. And so I was doing
this and it was just wonderful. I was just sitting in the void just being and
just ah! Just great. And then all of a sudden I saw this reptilian eye - huge
reptilian eye. I mean, it took me back. Now what was that? And as soon as I
asked what is it, it disappeared. Explain. (laughter)
TOBIAS: Indeed. Indeed. This is in your case in particular, but we don't want
everybody to assume that this is their situation, because sometimes these eyes
that show up and they're actually aspects
of yourself that are showing up to see what the hell you're up to.
(laughter) Your aspects really are coming from the past and wanting to know
how you're doing in the future.
You also have angelic family
members that you haven't seen or talked to in a long time, and they're coming
from - how to say - a very distant place and they're checking on you,
"Have you gotten it yet?" because when you get it then they can
start to get it. So there's a lot of beings who are checking you out.
In your case, dear one, there are β¦ now I don't want you to all go into
crisis over this, but there are these reptilian
type of interdimensional energies. (someone in audiences says "Oh")
Ohhh, sometimes they β¦
LINDA: Oh, nice β¦
TOBIAS: They sometimes β¦ (Tobias chuckles). They don't live under the Earth
though β¦ and sometimes they come and probe. They're very interesting.
They're very mental - that should tell you something. They don't really have a
way of having emotions or feelings
of their own. They've actually gotten so trapped in the mind
- and that should be a warning to all of you - that they've lost feeling and
emotion. So therefore they have to go feed
on it.
They actually don't look like reptiles, but because they're not really
desirable creatures, you manifest them or you envision them as being reptilian
in nature. And they come to feed off of feeling and emotion because they don't
have their own. They would like to steal yours, but every time - not just
yours, but everybody - every time they steal emotion, primarily based on fear,
anxiety and those more active emotions, they do take it in. They try to feed
off of it, but they turn it mental right away. So they have a hunger that's
never actually satisfied.
There's going to come a point, as we all know, that they go through their own
transformation. These are not physical beings, by the way, but they go through
their own evolution of their type of planet, whatever you want to call it,
where they go beyond. But it's going to be very difficult for them. It's going
to be hell for them. For the first ones that are making a conscious choice to
go beyond mind, it's going be overwhelming to really own emotion and feeling.
They're going to feel like they're going through hell. They're going to feel
like they're being ripped down, torn apart and spit out into the void, because
it's tearing down their old structures and their old patterns of mental
processing.
Can you imagine how overwhelming it is to a being who has programmed
themselves out of feelings and has been only mental, logical, intellectual or
analytical, who now tastes of feeling and emotion once again? It's
overwhelming. They're going to think they're dying a thousand deaths.
But after they get over it, they're going to realize that they are now
completing or evolving themselves, and they will become the teacher in their
dimensions and realities for how to once again get back to feeling. If it
sounds only slightly familiar, it is.
LINDA: Do I have your permission to sell that to South Park as an episode?
(laughter)
TOBIAS: Well, now, we don't have β¦
SHAUMBRA 12: Thank you, Tobias.
TOIBAS: We don't have South Park here at the cottage, but we do watch through
your eyes, which have seen many, many of these episodes and we're afraid they
would turn it pornographic. (more laugher)
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So with that, dear Shaumbra, what a delightful day. Please enjoy life. Please
experience yourself as a creator and an un-creator.
And so it is.
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Tobias of the Crimson Council is presented by Geoffrey
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