< Master 9 > Sooner or later, these elements (human and divine) decide to come together, and that's what's happening right now. So these waveforms at some point cross and then just do an eternal dance together, over and over and over again. This spot right here is called the "X" spot or awakening or the zone, and that's where you are. That's not where many humans are. They're somewhere back here, in here, but that's where you are.
< Master 9 > But right before you get into that zone, the human gets very, very erratic. Spirit - your divine - responds with an interesting form of compassion, a very interesting reflection of you. When you go erratic, out of experience and also to have compassion and understanding of what you're going through, it goes erratic as well and decides not to follow with your exact pattern but to go out of sync with you. Those of you with engineering, science backgrounds understand sync. When frequencies are working together at the same level, it's beautiful music. When they're not, it sounds awful.
< Master 9 > But there's a purpose to it. It's not done with any malicious intent or stupidity on the part of the divine, and generally not on the part of human, because this - to simplify it - when it (the waveform pattern) is out of sync or out of phase, there is a very strong desire then to bring it back into phase - but not the old phase, not the old patterns. And this, in this erratic zone right before getting into the "X" zone, these erratic patterns in a way are communicating with each other - not with words or sound - but they're communicating saying, "Let's go to the next level. Let's do it different. Instead of just this constant ebbing flowing, this constant kind of swan dance, let's bring it together."
< Master 9 > So what happens here (X-zone)? Well, a number of things. The formulas don't work, and the formulas are those things that you've devised, the little formulas for your human life. They just don't work anymore. Humans and even angels live by formulas - nice little prepackaged belief systems. Formulas were developed way back over here (pre-awakening), I mean lifetimes of formulas, and now you get to here ("X") and they don't work. That gives the impression that the human is falling apart. So the formulas don't work, and you probably found that in your own life. You've tried to go back to old formulas, old ways of doing things, and they don't work.
< Master 9 > Gabriel's trumpet blew, and it blows. And - (laughter) that was funny - and you come to Earth to take on all of these experiences. Well, you have your own Gabriel's trumpet going on within when you come to this spot here. It's the call to every part of you to integrate. This ("X") is actually integration - your aspects, past lives, future potentials, unexperienced past potentials - it's every part of you, and, obviously, the divine and the human from the waveforms that are now come together.
< Master 9 > So here in this ("X") zone there is a deep dive within. It's a dive of self-discovery. It's a dive to see what's going on. It's a dive to open up the awareness, but it leads to a lot of doubt, a lot of overly critical analysis and it becomes obsessive. It becomes your first thought in the morning and the last one at night. And a lot of times you bring that obsessive analysis over to our side during dream state and - whew! It's interesting … not! It gets to a point in analysis where I think Tobias summed it up perfectly - "I don't give a damn!" No, he said, "It doesn't matter."
< Master 9 > This is where you're at right now. You're in the midst of it, and at times it is absolutely depressing. I have to admit it, yes it is. At times you wonder what you ever did to deserve this. At times it is absolutely stimulating, invigorating and freeing to you. And at times the enlightenments are so overwhelming that you become hell-bent on having more enlightenments - and then you try to study and work at it and everything else and you then kind of get into a rut again. But that's where you're at. That's where you're at. There is - I don't want to say good news, but things evolve. I guess that's good news. Things evolve.
< Master 9 > So these separate elements finally came together. And remember our original symbol for you (dot with a circle around it), and those elements have come together, no longer the Merkaba but now New Energy. But here you are in the "X" zone and the question is, so what can you do right now? What can you do while you're here? You know now that it works out, because you got the human/divine, masculine/feminine, every other duality part of you starting to meld back together. But the critical ingredients in here are trust , and trust is not blind, by the way.
< Master 9 > A healthy trust in yourself - not a blind trust but a healthy trust - requires or beckons you to really open yourself up, let those formulas dissolve away. A healthy trust that you're going through a process that's very appropriate and ultimately isn't going to be a process anymore. The process falls away. A trust that you are God also, but don't be stupid or blind to it. Really, really let your human self, your human consciousness feel into it. Does it feel right for you? Does it feel right to open up to your divine? Is it absolutely like a blank wall? Is it like a big abyss when you open up to the trust of your divine? If it is, take a deep breath. There's no rush. There's no race.
< Master 9 > The trust has to be very real. So ask yourself, as you're exploring this, because trust is one of the keys - trusting yourself. Not Him or Her, not spirit guides, not a guru, but only yourself. Underline eight times "only" boldface exclamation point. Only! yourself! Not even beautiful beads or crystals or mantras or anything else. The trust has to be real. Don't tell me, "Okay Adamus, I'm going to trust myself," and then walk out of here going back to mistrust of yourself.
< Master 9 > The other, compassion. Compassion is so important here - for yourself. Some would call it a forgiveness, in a way. Compassion is accepting every part of you, because you have all these aspects, you've got all these parts and pieces coming back. They need to feel that compassion. It's the welcome home. It can't be manufactured. In other words, you can't just say, "I'm going to be compassionate," and then walk home and start beating yourself up or telling yourself that you can't get to it right away until you improve things in yourself. The compassion has to be honest.
< Master 9 > You've been carrying a cross with you for a long time - a lot of crosses. Take a look at the cross. The cross wasn't the one to be nailed to; the cross was the intersection of the divine and the human right here - the "X" or cross. So look at it from that perspective.
< Master 9 > I said last month that, "Do humans have free will?" No. They might have had it at one point, but they gave it up, through their free will. They gave it up. They gave it to a lot of other things. In this zone, the "X" zone that we're coming back to, it begs a question from you. In here ("X"), free will, to use your definition, but sovereignty - free will - can be brought back, resurrected. You could have that tool once again, but it has to be from a very conscious acknowledgement of your divine will. That will give you something to ponder for the next month. Free will returns to the human when the human consciously acknowledges their divine will.
< Master 9 > Divine will is not to be confused with destiny or some distant God. The divine is you, and therefore that will, that waveform is you. When the human acknowledges its waveform as divine, as they come to this "X" spot, free will does come back. When sovereignty is accepted and realized, true free will about everything - about everything that's going to happen to you - absolutely comes back. So in answer to the question, humans had free will … back way up. Angelic beings had free will. They gave it up. They gave it up. That consciousness was brought to Earth and humans have been told that they have free will, but nobody's ever questioned it.
< Master 9 > So, no, humans don't, but you, my dear friends, can integrate the divine will, the free will, back into the I Am where it's no longer differentiated. The I Am is everything. You don't need free will at that point. You don't even need divine will. The two come together, and it becomes the I Am.
< Master 9 > You had consciousness, represented by this (Adamus draws the circumpunct), and you had energy, which was created by your desire to go back Home, that came in to consciousness (Adamus draws) - energy, consciousness - to create reality, to manifest so consciousness could experience itself. They were two separate components - consciousness, energy. This thing we call New Energy is very different, because it's not consciousness and it's not a separate element of energy. New Energy is literally the integration of consciousness and energy together in the same packet.
< Master 9 > So consciousness doesn't need to call in energy to support it. It already has it built in, and that will provide for a lot of discussion later on. It's already there. That's why it's new. It's never been there before, but it also operates in a very new way. Total new operating system.
< Master 9 > We're in the "X" zone here, and you say, "What next?" Where do we go from here?" Where we go from here is we start going into potentials. Potentials are actually not in the future. It sounds like they would be. It sounds like they'd be off on some linear line down there, but they're not. The potential for anything outside of this immediate experience is already right here. Very, very few people actually imagine potentials. So part of the problem has been a lack of imagination. When certain of you have gone into the potentials of the future, you get analytical. You want to make it very orderly, or you do it with a very limited human perspective. In other words, you're imagining small. You're missing most of the potentials, almost all the potentials. You're not allowing yourself to feel into them.
< Master 10 > You have already awoken, ascended, whatever you want to call it. You've already become enlightened. You're already on the other side of the "X" spot. You've done it. You've accomplished it. And now you're looking back at how you experienced it. It is a natural process that unfolds in spite of you. Sometimes it unfolds even with you. The doubt, the resistance, in spite of that, you've awakened. You're already there.
< (Next) 1 > So we'd also like to have a discussion about "12." It's a somewhat important number. In our case here with Shaumbra, with the journey that we've been on over these years, 12 is significant because we're coming to the end of a cycle, moving into a new one. Now, the thing about cycles is they don't generally start and stop abruptly. We don't just finish 11 and go into 12 or finish 12 and jump into 13. They overlap somewhat. That's why you're feeling multiple energies, multiple levels of consciousness at one time. But it is significant, because we, as a group, are going out of the Awakening Zone this year as we go through our discussions. We'll be moving beyond that, moving into the next levels.
< (Next) 1 > You're still having some of the residual effects of destructuring, and you're still feeling it at some times, but you go into this next zone - the quiet zone. Everything gets really quiet as you really slip into this "X" spot. It gets very quiet, sometimes unnervingly quiet. "Where's the commotion? Where is the drama?" for those of you addicted to dramas, for those of you who just like to have a lot of stuff going on. It is very unnerving, and then you do this thing that will assure that you get some drama (distraction/game).
< (Next) 1 > You go into the quiet zone and have a hard time handling it, but yet there's something really wonderful about. It kind of doesn't matter anymore. A lot of you have been experiencing it. It doesn't matter. It doesn't matter. You start to understand that drama is really emotional junk food. You're tired of the drama (distraction/game). You feel weary of it, but you don't know what else is out there. In a way you're trying to replace old drama with just kind of new improved drama, but in the quiet zone, there tends to be no drama. That's where many of you have been.
< (Next) 1 > We move into the next zone. It entails allowing yourself to transcend the old limits of the mind. The mind is probably one of the most adaptable, programmable and actually flexible and amazing parts of you. The angels - the angelic beings - do not have minds. So they don't really understand how brilliant a mind is. You now are a Body of Consciousness with mind and spirit and body and gnost and aspects and everything else. It's really quite amazing. There are non-human, non-physical beings who would kill to have what you have - literally, if they could. Fortunately, they can't, so they manipulate instead. They want this.
Can you imagine? Just imagine for a moment: you're an angel,
you've never come to Earth. But imagine just contemplating having more than just
this fuzzy wuzzy angel being self; very … kind of … airy fairy, I guess, is
the right word; the integration of a mind; the ability to take on physical form;
and eventually to be able to be in or out of physical form
by choice. You have to experience it. You have to really get into it
They want this. They want it because it's a type of fulfillment. It's a type of - they feel - the advanced being. That's why I have to laugh when I hear people talk about these ETs, these aliens, these advanced civilizations. Until you've been in physical form and had a mind, been here on Earth and learned to integrate the I Am or the Godself, there is no more advanced form anywhere. Anywhere. It's just a bunch of mind junk.
With a being who says they're from an advanced civilization - I highly doubt it, and I have been around a little bit. Haven't met anything more advanced than a conscious human being, because you have the body, the mind, the spirit; because you are learning right now how to choose, how you want to work with those. Do you want to be physical or do you want to be non-physical? Do you want to be mental for a moment to help figure out something that requires mental or be the divine? Or how about the combination of all of it? That is the most advanced species in all of creation and can only be found here on Earth and can only be had by experiencing lifetimes on Earth through the birthing process.
< (Next) 1 > I've
been showing you for months and months this very linear horizontal diagram where
spirit human and the divine
finally cross at the "X" point, and then they
keep weaving in and out. They no longer are separate. They're no longer ebbing
and flowing; now they're interweaving with each other. The only reason why
that's significant is because now you have human and you have divine in this
beautiful tapestry, going together, never, ever, ever to be separated again.
Ever. You cannot undo this. You can't go backwards, even if you try.
< (Next) 1 > So I've laid this out in a very horizontal manner. What happens as we get deep into the "X" zone and we start going out, horizontal changes to vertical. What does that look slightly like? Absolutely like DNA, because DNA ultimately is a physical template of a divine action. It's showing up in your body as strands. There's more than two, by the way. There's a lot. It was known at one time that there were up to 12, and then as some of you know, there became the 13th with the integration of masculine, feminine. Some of you right now are carrying 15,16, 17 different strands, some of them not really activated yet, but they're in design. They're being architected for things you're going to be doing very, very soon.
< (Next) 1 > So now the dance of the divine and the human actually shifts. It actually shifts, because you're no longer on a linear path through life. In a sense you could say that when the shift occurs, you have set up all the potentials to transcend time and space. And because it's so intimately connected to your DNA, your DNA - the work that you've been doing at the deep levels of your DNA over these last few years - now starts to activate. It starts to activate, and you don't need to do a damn thing. Please don't do anything. You'll interfere with the process. Don't do anything. So this is actually very important that you've had this flip occur from horizontal, linear to basically vertical.
< (Next) 1 > Energy starts flowing different at that point. It flows from above and it comes up from below. I don't want to waste a lot of time into this, but in the past you've been trying to bring in energy from what you call above and not much has been going up from below. It's all been staying down there, for a reason. You needed to continue having that flow of energy into this reality. But you are now at the point where it doesn't all have to flow in here. It doesn't all have to keep you down here. It starts flowing up. As it does, as these energies go through these beautiful dancing motions, they obviously intersect with each other. They start a very interesting dance.
< (Next) 1 > At the same time while this basic template is going on, the energy starts running along these patterns, and it runs basically in all directions. The mind says, "Well, sooner or later they're going to clash." They don't. The energies start moving in every which way, but instead of old vibrational energy that would clash or destroy the integrity of each other in kind of a destructive way, now they start this incredible … well, imagine it as a weaving. Imagine it as a cosmic human tapestry. That's exactly what's taking place within your body and your spirit. The mind has been holding back, didn't know how to get out of itself. It was that easy. One word - acceptance - some breathing and then letting it take place.