desire to sense / experience / embody / dive in / feel into;
< (Next) 9 > You know, humans - angels, in particular - human angels are very sensual beings. Do you know that about angels? Very sensual beings. Maybe you wouldn't think of an angel as being sensual, but they are. Now, just - I say the word "sensual," it doesn't necessarily mean sexy, although some are with those wild pink hats. (laughter) No, sensual means that angels love to feel, to experience, to be in life. They love creating and then basking in their creations, simmering in their creations, sometimes fighting their way in and out of the creations. But that's sensual.
< (Next) 9 > Angels love color and sound and feeling. Angels love music, particularly human music, because it's quite sensual. There's nothing wrong with being sensual. Don't mistake it for just being sexual, which some of you have forgotten how to so, sorry to say. No, sensual is the embodiment and the experience of life itself. That was sensual, eh? It's a feeling. It's a feeling.
< (Next) 9 > You know, and angels just have this deep desire to be sensual, to be within and to feel an experience. Humans have tried to cut that off. Human angels have tried to cut that off. Why? Well, perhaps they feel addicted to it or overwhelmed by it. But when you get to this point in your journey, you can take a deep breath. In the state of ahmyo, grace, you don't have to be worried now about it overwhelming you - the experiences and the feelings and the day-to-day activities and food and dancing and sex and passion.
< (Next) 9 > Tobias spent lifetime after lifetime studying a damn book trying to comply with rules. You know - I want to make sure he's not listening - he even had rules about when he could have sex, how he could have sex, and to the degree in which he could enjoy having sex. I hear you with the same thing! He had so many rules about what he could eat on certain days and everything. That's not enjoying life. That is not being spiritual. It's the antithesis of being sensual.
< (Next) 9 > Angels, by nature, are very sensual. That's why they want to come here. If you're an angel trying to get here, it's terribly funny. But they can't understand sometimes why you're frittering away your precious, precious moments and your very precious breath on all these rules and regulations and everything else. They just want to be sensual. They know that ultimately nobody really gets stuck here. It just feels like you're stuck. Ultimately, there is no death. It just feels like death until you actually die and then you back to the other side and you remember what it was like to be sensual and you wish you hadn't lived your death here on Earth.
< (Next) 9 > When
any of you leave, when you depart, you're
going to be taking your Body of
Consciousness with you. That's why I've been talking about the Body of
Consciousness. So when you leave you're going to be taking the attributes of
your physical body, and I'm not talking
about the dead tissue; I'm talking about the attributes or the consciousness of
You came here to Earth as a light being. You spent ages in this physical body, for a reason, and - I'll make this very strong statement - you're never going to go back to just being a light body, ever, because you've invested, you've given, you've chosen thousands of lifetimes here to understand the integration of a physical body and a physical mind and a spirit, now all integrated together.
So after you leave this planet, you go wherever it is, or you ascend, you're going to be recognized by angels through all of creation. They're going to look at you and say, "You're a Body of Consciousness. You've been on Earth. You've been there, done that. You've allowed yourself to dream and then become." And that's very important, see, dreaming and becoming. It's like going backwards in time. You dream it and then it happens.
They're going to recognize you, not just by colors in your aura, but they're going to recognize you by the - here words are limited - by the expansiveness or grandeur of your entire being. They are going to know that you were a sensual spiritual pirate here on Earth.
< e2012 3 > When you suppress that sensuality, when you block out the senses - the physical and the spiritual senses - it basically shuts down the flow of energy. If you're in a mental mode - you're doing a lot of thinking and processing - you're going to get really tired because you've restricted that natural flow. You're not radiating out to the field of all energies that you want some more. You get very caught up here (head), your body then gets sluggish, your mind tends to then over-think. You've all had the experience - "What's wrong with me?" - analyze, go down and try to figure out "What's wrong?"
< e2012 3 > Well, what's wrong is you're not allowing yourself to be a sensual being, with every sense that you have; so immersed into life that you don't care if you get lost, because you won't. You really won't. So immersed into yourself, the I Am, that you really don't care where you go or what happens, because you're on such a sensual journey into yourself, and therefore, with others. There's definitely a resistance to immersing into you. It's like, "Well, that sounds selfish." It sounds like you should be doing everything for everybody else. Absolutely not. Letting yourself be so into you, so wildly and madly in love with yourself - that's what changes this planet.
< Discovery 7 > There is nothing quite like being here and on this planet; the sensual experiences that one can have. And can you imagine now doing it consciously? Consciously having experiences – experiences of your choosing. It's not that it's going to be without challenges. Mastery does not mean that there's not going to be outside challenges, but there is inside balance. There is … consciousness and mastery is humor. It is humor. Being able to smile and laugh at all of the things going on around you, and even at yourself, with good humor. Not sarcasm necessarily, but with good humor. Smiling. Sarcasm.
< Discovery 9 > What was it, what was that passion, that deep, deep passion we talked about in our last musical experience? I don't really want to put words to it, but I'll give you a hint. It was to live. It was to live. And not just to exist. Not just to go through life, but after all these lifetimes and incarnations, the passion was to live. That was it. You're not going to get stuck. You're not going to get lost. You're going to live. You might live irritated at times with people. There might be times when some of the very limited energies and consciousness of the planet drive you crazy, but you can still live. That's the passion. That's the sensual engagement.
< Kharisma 5 > The health issue actually is going to help you become a much more sensitive, feeling person. It's given you the ability to feel into potential death. It's given you the ability to feel into yourself, your journey, the people around you, and suddenly it's activating, it's opening up real feelings; not emotions, which you are relatively to, for good reason, but real feelings. And I would have to say that it's one of the three main things that you came here to experience in this lifetime, real – sensuality, I call it – but real feeling, real experience. And it's giving you that. And now, if you take that essence of real feeling and really embody that, that whole need for any sort of biological imbalance, any sort of illness can go away. It's served its purpose. So embrace the feeling.
< Kharisma 7 > Sensuality is meaning awareness at every level. I talk about consciousness. The consciousness is awareness, but sensuality is when that awareness is, you could say, applied and experienced. Sensuality … that's when consciousness is really experienced. You can't make this sensual orgasm. You can't demand it, make it that it's here. You can allow it. You can't force yourself through thoughts to have it. But you can open up and allow it, receive it. So let's do that right now. We're not trying to configure sensuality here. Just allowing it. Can you hear you communicating with you, without words? Just with that sensuality.
< Kharisma 7 > I told you before that in consciousness, where we're going, it's also about communicating. But can you hear that real communication? I'm not talking about from your head thoughts to you, but from You to you? Ah, that's sensual. That is very sensual. Listen. Listen to that sensual expression taking place in you at every level, in the “and.” How long has it been since you had that deeply, deeply personal wave of inner sensual experience in the body, in the mind, in the spirit, in the I Am? Probably too long. Just not enough of that true sensuality, feeling, awareness in the intimate levels, creativity, wisdom, I Am-ness.
< Transhuman 5 > The sensual experiences that you've been having up until now are very, very limited, generally, I would say probably 99 percent of the time from the mind, and the mind is not a sensual vessel at all. It will make up, it will mimic sensuality. It will mimic feelings. As we've talked about for a long time, the mind creates emotions to mimic real feelings, but emotions aren't real feelings. They're thoughts with energy around them, but they're not real feelings.
< Transhuman 5 > I would say that in 2017 it would be the year of not just talking about sensuality, as we have sometimes in the past, but now actually experiencing it, bringing it in. It's almost difficult to define in words. It is a feeling that goes far beyond the mind. It goes far beyond just the physical. And, again, we've talked before about the five physical senses, which creates your perception of reality, but together, working with the mind, it absolutely limits perception of reality. You're getting all of your input from your eyes and your ears and your nose and your mouth all feeding into your brain, creating memories, which aren't real; memories are just emotional thoughts. It's not really what happened in the past or in the future. And the mind then says that you're having feelings, but you know you're just bored. Most humans are just bored. They're so far away from real sensuality.
< Transhuman 5 > It's been a long, long time since you've had a real sensual experience, and it's almost, well, it's indescribable in words. You can't try to create it in the mind. It is sensing at the most joyful, at the easiest and the – how to say – the most colorful, the most expansive level. It's inherent in you as spiritual beings, as angelic beings. It's inherent. As a matter of fact, it's more your real nature – sensuality – than the mind human that you've become. You've had to train yourself and discipline yourself to become mental. You've had to literally program yourself and get hypnotized to be the mental being that you are, but it's not your natural state. It's your divine nature; it's your true nature. Long, long, long before you ever came to Earth you were a being of pure senses and without the mind.
< Transhuman 5 > The good news is that you've gone through the most compaction, limitation, restriction, and you made it. You're here, and now we come out from the underbelly. We come around to the top side with a whole new understanding of creation and you, the creator. And, as you probably can sense, that there is a direct correlation between sensuality and creation or creativity, true creation.
< Transhuman 5 > Now, you don't have to work at getting out of the box. You can't. It doesn't work. I tried it. Did I ever tell you the story of … (laughter) They laugh! They laugh. The story of my being trapped in a crystal for 100,000 years. And, you know, I couldn't think my way out or fight my way out. It wasn't until I finally said, “I'm just going to walk out. I created it, I'm going to walk out of it.” Then I broke free of my crystal prison. It's the same way here. I'm asking you, I'm really imploring you, let's not fight our way out of this. Let's not think our way out of it. You can't. But you can allow out it back into your sensual nature.
< Transhuman 5 > You're going to realize with sensuality, you know, it's … I call it transsensual, because you're used to some sensual experiences in your body, whether it's eating good food, making love, whether it's just a feeling of physical balance and calmness, sitting in a hot tub, having a glass of wine, but that is like .000001 compared to real sensuality, which is like 100. There's such a huge difference. But you'll continue to have a physical sensual experience. It'll still be there. It'll be more – you could call it – colorful, expanded, profound than before. And you'll continue to have mental sensual experiences.
< Transhuman 10-2 > We've been talking about a lot of concepts of Realization, embodied Realization. Realization, really just meaning awareness, consciousness. Awareness. And most of you would say, “Well, geez, I'm aware. I know I'm here.” Well, no, you were over there on the screens (Adamus chuckles). Realization is simply awareness in multiple realms and even more awareness of things like sensuality. So, my dear friends, my dear transhumanists, that's where we're going. That's where you're going.