The e2012 Series SHOUD 3
Presented to the Crimson Circle November 5, 2011
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I Am that I Am proud to be Adamus. Welcome to our gathering.

A lot to talk about today, a lot of smiling faces - you don't know what you're in for! (laugher) - a lot to cover. Linda, no matter what, at 4:50, cut me off. Cut me off, no more.

LINDA: Right.

ADAMUS: No more, because if we can't get it all into this next hour and a half or so, we shouldn't be doing it anyway. Isn't that right, Bonnie? (laughter)


ADAMUS: Yes. Yes. It's the energy; it's not the words. It's the gathering; it's not the long dreary lecture. Nice sword (to Mary, who has dressed in costume).

MARY: Thank you.

ADAMUS: Yes, thank you. (he takes her sword)

So, and John, no matter what, if Linda doesn't cut me off at ten minutes of five, cut off the microphone.

JOHN: No problem.

ADAMUS: Just cut it off, (laughter) but not a moment before.


So this is our monthly spiritual gathering. And the question I have to start the day off is how is your sensuality? I like this (he's playing with the sword). How is your sensuality? We'll need a microphone please, come on.


ADAMUS: I didn't say sex, Edith!

EDITH: I know you didn't.

ADAMUS: That's just between us! I said sensuality! (laughter)

LINDA: (giving Edith a hug) I'm so sorry. No rest, Edith. No rest.

ADAMUS: Sensuality. How's your sensuality?

JOSHUA: I've been on the low side lately.

ADAMUS: Low side. Good. Good. Thank you for your honesty. Why? (silence) Oh! You know why.

JOSHUA: First of all, my choice, but lack of attention.

ADAMUS: Maybe … maybe - excuse me, Aandrah - maybe thinking a little bit too much, eh? That'll ruin a very sensual day. Oh, please. (he's waving the sword around, laughter as he stops to let Linda walk past) Okay, thank you. Thank you.

How's your sensuality? Nice scarf - I love this sword! (laughter) - nice scarf. How's your sensuality?

JOYCE: I would say it's good as far as nature goes. I'm not sure the rest.

ADAMUS: Good. Good. Nature - very, very sensual. All those vibrations, all those feelings, all those critters out there, all that energy from the forest. Oh, you can have that back, temporarily (he gives the sword back to Mary). Absolutely.

How is your sensuality?

LINDA: Ohhh…

ADAMUS: Ahhh… Yes.

SHAUMBRA 1 (woman): Really great.

ADAMUS: Really … good, good, good. Absolutely. And mine is going to be better now with a little bit to eat here (he's looking over the food in the back of the room). Don't mind me; just continue your meeting. Why is all the chocolate taken?

LINDA: You know, this is supposed to be a pot luck, and did you notice there's hardly any chocolate?

ADAMUS: And no chocolate. This is so disappointing.

LINDA: Nobody's bringing chocolate. I don't know what that's about.

ADAMUS: Yeah. Good. Well, we'll just bring some for later. (he picks up a plate full of bagels)

I ask about your sensuality… just in case we get hungry here (referring to the bagels). I get hungry! We don't have food on the other side. (laughter) I have to come here to get a good meal! Thank you, Linda. Keep your hands off of there.

LINDA: No problem.

ADAMUS: (he takes a bite) Mm. Mm. (laughter) To all those listening in online, we're taking a coffee break. (laughter) Sandra …

LINDA: And talking with your mouth full.

ADAMUS: … the Forest Fairy… I don't care. It's not my mouth! (laughter) He looks stupid, not me! (Adamus referring to Cauldre)

LINDA: Smack your lips and then I'll know it's not Geoff. (laughter)

ADAMUS: And to the Forest Fairy, coffee with cream please? Thank you. So … command energies to serve me, as you should be doing also.

I ask about your sensual nature right now - how's your sensual nature? - because a lot of times you suppress it. You keep it down. You don't think that you're either deserving of it or you think it's going to keep you stuck here on this planet. And it's not. It's not. The greatest joy that the Ascended Masters ever realized just before they ascended was that they are very sensual.

You can do things on this planet - right here - you can't do anywhere else. You can't eat a plate of bagels. I guarantee they do not have bagels anywhere else in the universe. Only here.

EDITH: Really!

ADAMUS: Really. Absolutely. (Sandra brings him the coffee) Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. You make a fine Forest Fairy.

There's no place like Earth where you can have a sip of coffee while you're doing a webcast like this. No place where you can smile and laugh and rub cheeks (he rubs cheeks with Linda) with another human or any of that. There's a tendency to suppress the sensual nature.

Angels, by nature, are very, very sensual. They love color and sound. They love texture and art. They love anything that gives sensual experience. And I'm not just talking "sexual," although that is something also very unique to this planet. How you come together in a beautiful physical, spiritual, energetic union. Whether it's with yourself, a partner, it doesn't matter.

So I ask, as we begin today, how is your sensuality? Because it will absolutely affect your energy level. It really will. When you suppress that sensuality, when you block out the senses - the physical and the spiritual senses - it basically shuts down the flow of energy. If you're in a mental mode - you're doing a lot of thinking and processing - you're going to get really tired because you've restricted that natural flow. You're not radiating out to the field of all energies that you want some more. You get very caught up here (head), your body then gets sluggish, your mind tends to then over-think. You've all had the experience - "What's wrong with me?" - analyze, go down and try to figure out "What's wrong? What's wrong? What's wrong?"

Well, what's wrong is you're not allowing yourself to be a sensual being, with every sense that you have; so immersed into life that you don't care if you get lost, because you won't. You really won't. So immersed into yourself, so immersed into the I Am, that you really don't care where you go or what happens, because you're on such a sensual journey into yourself, and therefore, with others.

There's definitely a resistance to immersing into you. It's like, "Well, that sounds selfish." It sounds like you should be doing everything for everybody else. Absolutely not, and we're going to talk about that today in a number of different ways.

Letting yourself be so into you, so wildly and madly in love with yourself - that's what changes this planet. That's what actually gives you joy for the experience on this planet. Absolutely.

Why Are You Here?

So, next question. Microphone is at hand ready to go.

LINDA: Rockin'.

ADAMUS: Next question. Oh, we'll take our newcomers here. We have a whole front row of them all lined up for me! Ahhh yes! Beautiful ladies, all here for the first time, camera's over there, there's another one there, in case you try to run (laughter) and so everybody around the world can see you. So why are you here? We'll just go right down the row. Why are you here? Microphone, and if you wouldn't mind standing.

VILI: Well, as it has been said, there's a time of new onsets, and I always wanted to be here. And it's my first time, and I'm in the time of the first times again. Starting new experiences and …

ADAMUS: Yes. Why are you here on Earth, I mean. Not here today! (laughter) I mean …

VILI: Oh, for that!

ADAMUS: I'm asking a broad question. I … just a moment. I … (laughter as he goes and gestures to the camera) We'll try again. Let's cut that last part.

VILI: Let's start over.

ADAMUS: Let's start over. My dear - ah, if I could take that a moment (he hands Linda the microphone) - my dear (he kisses her hand), why are you here?

VILI: To enjoy myself, a lot.

ADAMUS: That's great! That's wonderful - to enjoy. Do you realize that five years ago, you, many others, couldn't have said that?

VILI: No, not at all.

ADAMUS: Couldn't have said that - "Here to enjoy." Good. And there weren't any "buts" with that. No "buts." Here to enjoy. Thank you.

VILI: Thank you.


LINDA: Next.

ADAMUS: Why are you here? Here at this meeting, but also in this lifetime.

PILAR: I'm your biggest fan.

ADAMUS: Oh, my biggest fan. That … (to Linda) Do you have any Adamus Awards today? (laugher)

LINDA: Yeah, yeah!

ADAMUS: It's so easy, but they make it so difficult.

PILAR: I've been in love with you …

ADAMUS: Say the right word …

PILAR: I've been in love with you for centuries. (audience responds "Ohhhh!" and some applause) But you know that.

ADAMUS: Oh, I do. I do. Ah! So, well, we can end the meeting now! (Adamus laughs and audience laughter)

PILAR: Let's just take quiet place!

ADAMUS: We have the bottle of Tequila… (laughter) Other than me, why are you here?

PILAR: Well, I do enjoy life so much. It's always been just a joy to be here. And, I guess, we're privileged in so many ways, because, well, there's a whole line-up of angels waiting for us, to kick our asses out of here, right?!

ADAMUS: Yes. Yes.

PILAR: So, a privilege.

ADAMUS: A privilege. Good.

PILAR: And we're enjoying it.


PILAR: And, of course, we are getting there to ascension, which is this weird thing. Everybody wants to get there.

ADAMUS: Very weird!

PILAR: And they're wondering on the other side. They had to come down to Earth to get there.


PILAR: Yeah, that one too.

ADAMUS: Yes. It's very strange with the recent group that we talked to about ascension. We asked the group "What is ascension?" They couldn't answer the question. And we said, "How badly do you want it?" Well, absolutely they wanted it. But we said, "What's holdings you back?" and they didn't know. So there's the whole ascension dilemma. We'll talk about it some other day. But absolutely it's there. So you're here to enjoy.


ADAMUS: Are you enjoying?

PILAR: Absolutely, every single day.

ADAMUS: Good. Every sing- … wonderful. Good. Thank you.

And you know, as we go around the room with a microphone, I will call makyo makyo. (someone says "Aha!") Aha!

PILAR: No, this was not makyo.

ADAMUS: No, no, no. It felt very good, very good. I'm just warning others. (laughter) Next. My dear, why are you here?

KATA: I guess it's the joyful role, but I will add something to this: because of my love story.

ADAMUS: Your love story.

KATA: Yeah.


KATA: Myself.


KATA: My children.


KATA: Life.


KATA: To open this love more and more, in me and, yeah, everywhere else.

ADAMUS: Good. Excellent.

KATA: Thank you.

ADAMUS: Love, and I love how you put yourself there first, because, oh, we don't need to go into the details but if you can't love yourself, you really can't love anyone else.

About Love

You know, something about love - I had such a wonderful time talking about it recently in France - something about love, very interesting. There was no love as you would know it. There was no love from the First Circle, from All That Is, from God. God never knew love in the early days. There was no, actually, really no love with angels when you were in your angelic family. There was things like compassion and relationships and interrelationships, but there was no love anywhere in creation until you came to Earth and discovered it, until you discovered love right here on Earth. Amazing.

Now, you've been taught that God has always loved you. God didn't know what love was until you found out what love was. And in that moment where you felt this thing called love, and you reflected it or you radiated it back to Spirit, Spirit fell in love. Spirit reflected it back to you, and now you've got this great love affair going on. You forget it once in a while, but it is - love from you to Spirit and Spirit back to you. But it was created right here on this planet.

That is one of the things that makes Earth so amazing. It wasn't created in the Pleiadians or in the Arcturians or in your spiritual family or anywhere else, my friends. It was created right here. And now it's being radiated, being shared on every level, in the Near Earth realms, with other dimensions and even other planets.

You wonder why they are so interested in what goes on here? Why they project themselves here or beam themselves here, once in a while trying to fly in little spaceships - that doesn't work very well? Because they're curious about this thing called love. They know it came from here, and now they want it too.

They'll learn. They'll learn. They'll learn from you, and they'll learn for themselves. But, yes, my dear, Kata, love, ah, it's an amazing thing. It's amazing thing you can get so caught in it, so hurt by it, so deep into it.

But, for the most part, very, very few humans know what it's like to love themselves. They tolerate themselves. They have an awkward relationship with themselves, and they're still looking for love and still creating love with other people. But you know what's going to happen in this planet …

I'm digressing, but I love to digress. What's going to happen on this planet is this planet has created love, shared love and been in love. What happens next on this planet, that's never been done anywhere else in all of creation, is for the very beings who came here to start loving themselves. It's the next frontier. It's the next evolution. It's the next spiral, but a spiral that … (he looks for a marker to draw with)

LINDA: Oh my, no markers? Ohh!

ADAMUS: We'll have to imagine.

LINDA: No, no. They're coming. It's on its way. Run, Forrest, run! (Larry is bringing a marker)

ADAMUS: Not that I'm so demanding. A simple up of coffee, a marker is all I need to keep me happy! So you could say that your experiences have been like a big spiral and continuing to expand, continuing to experience and to share all that.

But a funny thing happens at a certain point in this awakening that you're going through. The spiral comes back into itself - and then you would have to create a hologram, we can't write it on the board like this - but you go through like a doorway, a doorway into yourself. And you're never going to be alone in there, because you've found yourself, but you'll have an intimate understanding of everything and everyone else when you fall in love with yourself.

One of the toughest things to do, absolutely; one of the most difficult things to do, and I look at all of you, and you've had the experience or are going through the experience of loving yourself. Oh, so challenging, so difficult at times. And then you start to try to figure it out - "Well, how do I love myself?" Uhhh, you've just lost. Go back, take a nap, come back later. (Adamus chuckles)

Why You Are Here?

Good. So the question "Why are you here?" is a big one. It's not that difficult, actually. We'll get into that today. It's very simple, and then as you start truly feeling into it, then it starts to get more complex. But the reason that you're here is love.

Love for this planet, absolute love for this planet. And I know many of you have complained about it over the years, and I've heard more than my share of complaints … that was funny.

LINDA: Ha, ha, ha. Ha-ha, ha, ha, ha.

ADAMUS: … more than my share of complaints about it. (someone laughs loudly) Thank you! Thank you! But actually, the funny thing is once you leave here, especially once you're in those final moments here, final days or weeks of your lifetime, suddenly you start remembering all the things that make this life great, love for being here, and then, damn it, as much as you've made a vow not to come back here again, son of a gun, you're back - because you love it. Because you love it.

The question "Why are you here?" is a big one. I would say one of my greatest challenges of working with you is getting you to see who you really are, getting you to understand why you are here, what you're doing here.

Now, we've pretty much gone beyond some of the old phases, such as "You're here because of bad karma. You're here because you did something wrong or whatever in a past life and now you have to make amends for it." Thank God we've gotten over that hurdle. Nobody is here - nobody, whether you're here in the room, listening in or anywhere - is here because of karma, unless you believe in that karma.

So many of you have felt that you were here to take care of others. Others. That's a really bad reason for being here, because they're going to crap on you one way or the other. (laughter) They will. Well, let me rephrase that, Cauldre's waving his finger at me. Sooner or later, they're going to disappoint you. If you have an agenda that you have to be here for somebody else, sooner or later they're going to disappoint you. And they have to. They have to, first of all, to set you free once and for all, and to set themselves free for their own sovereignty.

So, many of you are still struggling a bit with that "I have to be here for everyone else." Some of you - I'll go into this a bit later - but most of you are still having a bit of a time… hopefully we'll get through this today. You're here in your old role, a role that Tobias talked about years ago, and you can't quite shake it. You can't quite shake it because you really haven't grasped, put your arms around or felt into why you're really, really here. So you hang onto an old notion that you're an energy holder - an energy holder - because you've done it for a long time.

There are literally groups that live inside of mountains or underground or somewhere in the deep forest - secret groups. They've been going on for dozens and dozens of centuries, and they're holding the energy for this planet. They chant. They pray. They deny themselves of most human pleasures - definitely these are not sensual people - and a lot of them are still found in the religious orders, although they don't really quite understand. They think they're there because of religion, but they're really there as energy holders. You find them all around Jerusalem. You find them in mosques and temples, in indigenous societies, indigenous groups around the world.

They do this from generation to generation. They reincarnate back into these energy holder groups, and for a long time those served a wonderful purpose. For a long time you were one of those energy holders. Long time. Lifetime after lifetime, actually.

Holding for what, though? Holding for what? We went to Egypt a few years ago and Tobias talked about the energies that were still in the stones in the temples, still buried in the ground, still with many of the people who were walking in physical form. And he said, "These energy holders have been here for thousands of years." Nobody asked the question "Holding what?! For what? For what?"

Well, some would say, "Well, they're holding an energy for peace." Well, you screwed up, because there's not peace. (Adamus is laughing and his own joke)

LINDA: Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha. Ha, ha. You get an Adamus Award! Yayyy!

ADAMUS: Yes, I laugh at my own joke!!

LINDA: That was so funny! Ha, ha, ha. (she gives him an Award)

ADAMUS: My first award! Thank you! Thank you. Would you pin it on me while I continue talking?

LINDA: My pleasure.

ADAMUS: But holding for what? Holding for what? And some of you are still in this type of hypnosis, type of overlay. We've had some very interesting discussions with groups lately who still believe they're here holding the energy for nature. I don't think so. Nature can do just fine.

LINDA: There you go.

ADAMUS: Thank you. Wow, fancy.

So you're still in this role, and as I say, it's difficult at times. My big challenge is getting you to see what you're really here for, why you're here.

By the way, being the sensual, spiritual pirates that you are, energy holding is truly really boring and not very cutting edge. The interesting thing is also that many of you are having a hard time giving up this role, because you think if you're not doing it, the world's going to collapse. It could collapse anyway whether or not you're doing it, but the important thing is that there are others - who maybe not have had as much experience here on Earth - who want to now serve in some way. They are coming into those roles. So, in a way, you're kind of keeping them from being the next energy holders.

The Earth will always need a degree of energy holding - perhaps a better word is "energy balancers" - because as consciousness does this kind of leapfrog thing, as consciousness really moves and expands, for right now there's a dynamic that would have that there's something that's maintaining a balance or a reference point. But then, at a certain time, that changes also and the next new group comes in to hold that balance.

But holding for what? Well, holding to keep the momentum from just going absolutely crazy. Holding, mostly - for the indigenous ones, for the ones who have been doing this for thousands of years - holding it for the right time, for the right group. Holding it until the consciousness of Earth was at such a place where a group of humans could become sovereign beings, could become Masters, could become enlightened, and still stay in the physical body. They're holding it until such a time that there was a enough mass or enough numbers of these people who had truly developed love and compassion for themselves and were the true new standards for this planet. That's what they are holding it for.

And that's you. And that's what you don't see, and that's where I have to slap my head once in a while and say, "Why don't they see this?" And I've been asking myself that a lot. Why don't you see it?

Well, a lot of reasons. One is you're still caught in that energy holder role, and an energy holder isn't going to be able to see who they really are if they're still playing in that arena.

A lot of the reason is you just can't believe it. You can't fathom it. You go, "Who me?! Putzy little me?! If I was so good, if I was this highly evolved being that Adamus talks about, I could snap my fingers and a cup of coffee would appear." See? And so you measure yourself by some really weird standards, because those things eventually aren't important at all.

But you say, "If I was so enlightened, I could …" (Linda gasps as Adamus threatens to pour his coffee on Garret) I wouldn't dare. (Adamus chuckles and audience laughter)

GARRET: Yes you would!

ADAMUS: I wouldn't.

GARRET: Yes you would!

ADAMUS: You say, "If I was so enlightened, I could know exactly what the stock market was going to do tomorrow." Actually an enlightened person doesn't care what the stock market's going to do. An enlightened person doesn't really care to read anybody else's thoughts, because 95 percent of all thoughts are garbage. An enlightened person really basically doesn't care, just is absolutely delighted to be in the Now moment.

So one of the things I'd like to do today in our discussion is get beyond this old energy holder role. You're not here to hold the energies for the dolphins. No, you're not - or the whales or the chipmunks, snakes, anything else. You're really not. There are others who are going to do that. You're not here to hold the energy for the planet, for the return of Yeshua, because he's not coming back. He saw what was happening and he said, "I don't need to come back."

You're not here to hold the energy of Gaia. She's leaving! She's leaving, she wants you to take responsibility for environment, which includes your body, which includes your physical environment, but she's leaving. She doesn't need energy holders. She needs energy pushers to get her out of here, because there are too many holders that are trying to keep her here! She needs ones that are going to push her out the door so humans could take responsibility for this planet once and for all.

So let's take a deep breath with that.

Perhaps by the end of the day today, you're going to see yourself a little bit different, a little bit for who you really are, the way I see you. And perhaps you're going to feel a little uncomfortable because it's so grandiose, but why not? It's so spectacular, but that's what you are. It's so amazing, because it is. Hopefully, by the end of the day, you'll take a deep breath and stop doubting yourself and stop wondering about why you're really here. Yes for joy, yes for love, but there's something very, very grand as well.

Why You Came Here

By the way, you're not here anymore for your spiritual families. That's a tough one, or it should have been a tough one. You know, so many of you came to this planet on behalf of your angelic spiritual families. You came here to learn something that would eventually set them free. Everything in the cosmos had kind of come to a big stop, a big … it was like a pool of mud. It had just kind of densed down and couldn't move anymore, and you came here to learn what had happened.

You came here to go through a series of lifetimes, kind of reliving some of the events. They weren't in physical form but physical form allowed you to have a whole different understanding. Guess what? You came here for your spiritual family - very courageous, very service oriented, very noble for you to do that. The work that you did has freed the energy in creation with your spiritual family. That's why there's so many in line now to come to this planet or the New Earth. They are free. It is moving again. You're out of a job. (Adamus chuckles) Wow! Now what? Angelic unemployment. (laughter) (someone says "Unemployment checks") Yeah. Yeah, the checks aren't coming for very long through.

Absolutely, and that's a tough one, because that's really one of the core reasons you came here. You dedicated yourself to that, and when that's done, you do feel kind of like, "Well, now what? What do I do?"

This is at a very deep level. Your mind may not recognize it, but you do. So you tend to have strange things - dreams of reenlisting in the military, reenlisting in a service organization, wandering around aimlessly trying to find if anybody needs your help, and they don't. You know, it's kind of an aftermath of getting the job done.

So you say, "Where was the grand celebration? Where was this big celebration for the work I did? My spiritual family's free now." They'll have it later, but right now they want to leave you alone. They know what you did, but they want to give you time, right now, for yourself.

It's been a journey. It's been a lot of battles, been a lot of trials and tribulations just doing this, and they know right now that you just need time for yourself, with you.

Let's take a deep breath.

You're a special group, and I do not say that to other groups, unless they pay me really well. (laughter) I do not say that to other groups, and you know that I would tell you you are absolutely full of makyo if I felt that. I would be the first one. I'd be delighted to tell you that, more than delighted. I look for the opportunities! (laughter) I seek them out!

You're here for something very special, in addition to having joy and loving life and just for the hell of it - why not? You've given a lot of lives in rather difficult service. Why not just absolutely enjoy it? Well, we could write a list of why not, but I'm asking it rhetorically. Why not?! Why not?

You're a very special group, and whether it's today or tomorrow or maybe next year, I hope you can realize that - how special you are. I asked dear Linda to - I'm going to ask her to - read a quote, and I'm going to ask you to feel into that. And read it slow and dramatic and sensual. Why not? So here she goes.

LINDA (reading in a sort of sultry voice): "Here's to the crazy ones, the misfits, the rebels, the troublemakers, the round pegs in the square holes, the ones who see things differently. They're not fond of rules, and they have no respect for status quo."
This okay?

"You can quote them, disagree with them, glorify them or vilify them. About the only thing you can't do is ignore them, because they change things. They push the human race forward. And while many see them as the crazy ones, we see genius. Because the people who are crazy enough to think they can change the world are the ones who do."

ADAMUS: Absolutely. Beautiful. So applicable to you, to Shaumbra. (some applause) The crazy ones who believe they can change the world, because - not just for the sake of changing - because they know the world was asking for change. The world was saying, "We're ready." So you stepped forward and say, "And it can be changed. It can be, absolutely, and therefore, it will be."

Today's Guest

A beautiful quote. Actually, wasn't written about you. It was applied to you. Who wrote it? (someone says "Steve Jobs") Steve Jobs. Absolutely. Absolutely.

Now, Steve Jobs is no saint.

LINDA: Do you want me to read it like Steve Jobs now?

ADAMUS: Pardon?

LINDA: Should I read it like Steve Jobs now?

ADAMUS: No, no, no. Steve Jobs was no saint. No saint at all. For those who aren't aware - Steve Jobs, the co-creator, co-founder of Apple. Steve Jobs changed the world. Ah, he's an interesting, interesting character, and so interesting that, while I'm not a fan of sharing the stage with any other beings - I like to have you all to myself, unlike Tobias, always had a guest - I have asked Mr. Jobs to be with us today. (audience responds "Ooh") And he agreed immediately, without hesitation.

So let's take a deep breath.

He's here already, and he promises not to call any of you idiots. (laughter) But he said I could. (Adamus chuckles)

Let's invite in Steve Jobs. Yes, this is kind of historic, because I don't normally do this and don't intend to make it a habit. But as was said earlier today, he was kind of Shaumbra, kind of connected with the energies. He's smiling right now. If you would like to, you can close your eyes to sense him or keep them open, but he's wandering around the room. Doesn't have any intention right now of going to some Bridge of Flowers or anything else. He's still having far too much fun in hanging around. Too many projects, too many things he wants to do, too many associations.

Now, it's been said that Steve was a Buddhist. I guess you could say he was. He's kind of shaking his head right now and saying, "Was and wasn't, didn't really care one way or the other," but it kind of fit. He liked the identification with it.

For him, Buddhism was not so much about the spiritual journey. It was about a way for him to manage his energy through meditation, diet, discipline, denial. It provided some insights, definitely, into simplicity, and that's probably what he loved more about it than anything else - elegance and simplicity, the Zen of life, the beautiful simple elegance. So he connected with it that way.

But it also, as you know, Steven had tended to have a bit of a temper. Actually, the temper was partly that he didn't want to settle for less. He always wanted the most out of himself and those who worked around him, but it did lead to anger at times. So the Buddhism part was a place for him to get back his balance and his center.

When he crossed over recently, he said the simple words many of you have read, "Oh wow! Oh wow! Oh wow!" Kind of like almost a spiritual orgasm, because it kind of was. What was he saying "oh wow" to? (one person says "Us"; another says "Life" and another says "Himself") Himself. Good. You get an Adamus Award for that. Himself! He met himself - the self that was so close, so, so, so close, because of the type of inner work he had done. It was right there. So when he crossed over, immediately he met himself. "Oh wow!" It was amazing.

Most people don't have that kind of experience when they cross over. They kind of have to go through this big long tunnel, and they look at their regrets and their grandmother is still scolding them and those things. But I have to say, my dear friends, when you cross over, you're going to have that "oh wow." You're going to realize - and maybe you won't even have to cross over for it to happen - you're going to realize how the 'you' is right there, right now. Not way out there somewhere, but it's, oh wow, right here.

That was the "oh wow" from Steve. "I Am right here." And in that I Am, that oh wow that he realized, he realized that what had been separating him from it was so thin that he could have just - whoosh! - blown on it and it would have fallen over. Such a thin veil between the human aspect and his I Am-ness. So very thin.

And then he had a big laugh, a huge laugh - but his body was dead, so nobody saw it - but he had a huge laugh and said, "You know, if I had just taken that breath, and if I had just relaxed for a moment, I'd have realized that 'oh wow' was here right now. But I did try to study too much, and I tried to develop mechanics and systems for my own living ascension and it didn't work out. I had fun otherwise, but wouldn't it have been great, " Steve is saying now, "Wouldn't it have been great if I could have just done that 'oh wow' a long time before I had to face the physical departure. The 'oh wow' in the Now moment."

So I invited Mr. Jobs in today, and he's fascinated with what you're doing. He knows what you're doing, because we talked, and he can sense it right now. He has tremendous admiration for the pioneer nature of what you're doing. And he says a few words, which I won't have Cauldre channel directly, but I'll speak for him.

Steve's Input

He says a few words. First of all, "Allow yourself to realize what you're doing. Stop denying who you are, because you're going to waste precious years - your precious years, but precious years for this planet. Stop denying who you are. Let your grandness show. If you have to get on top of a building and scream out your grandness, let it show. If you have to lock yourself in a room and feel your grandness, then do it. You're not doing service to anyone by denying your grandness. It's a bad game. It is a truly bad game! It's a dead end game. It's a, oh, it's a stupid" - yeah, okay, Steve is saying it - "You're idiots if you play that game." (laughter) "You're idiots, " he says. Okay, so … I'm much calmer than you are, Steve!

So, with that, next: "You are the visionaries for this planet, but you do it by being visionaries of yourself." Vision is one of the greatest gifts that Mr. Jobs allowed himself. He came here with it, but he allowed it to show.

The vision, the ability to feel, not into the minutia and the details, but into the overall, the ability for him to feel into what would evolve consciousness - a computer at your desktop. He had a very, very big argument at one time with the United States government about shipping computers to communist countries. And, of course, the government in their infinite lack of wisdom, said, "You can't do it, because they're going to have all these powerful tools."

His vision said, "You should do it, because it will give each person sovereignty on their desktop. It will give them access to the world. It will open up the truth. It will enable them to be empowered human beings. And when there's empowered human beings, there cannot be walls; there cannot be old political structures; and there cannot be imbalances of energy. Ship the Macs!" (some laughter, Adamus chuckling) I threw in a little commercial for his company. (laughter)

He had the ability to envision, next, that people would go beyond a computer as just a place to run some software programs, do some typing. It was a central point of connection - connection with themselves and secondarily with the outside world; with their music; with their creativity; with their photos and their artwork; with all of their aspects. That little box that you have sitting on your desk is actually a brilliant tool that connects you with your aspects, allows you to put everything into very real time, into motion, into a sensual experience with your aspects - the aspects of art, the aspects of your past lives, actually - just feel into it for later - but it's a connection point.

And it's not the piece of hardware, but it's the potentials that it represents and what it can do, and he had that vision. He said, "Oh, by the way, and then people can buy music and connect on the Internet and read books and everything else, but these are empowerment tools," and he had that vision.

So, as point number two, he asked that you have vision for yourself. You're not too old, none of you. None of you. I don't care how old that body is. I don't care if you think you're in your waning years. Actually, those are the best years for vision, because you had a lot of experience. You've got a pretty good center balance now. What you also have is a lot of doubt, and you're thinking, "Oh, it's a lot of energy." It is not.

Visionary beings don't need a lot of energy. It's not tiring. Mental beings get tired. They do. Structural beings wear out, just like structural parts and machines wear out. Structural humans wear out, but visionaries do not.

"What is the vision you have for yourself?" Steve asks, I ask. What is the vision of you? Floating down the river of life wondering what the bleep is going to happen next? (Adamus chuckles) Hello Crash (to Dave).

What is the vision you have for you - waiting for something to happen so you could react to it? Well, that's a cop out. Excuse me (to audience member). That's a cop out. That's the way most humans live. "I'll just wait, see what happens and then react to it." Yes. Or having a vision - a vision that is like a huge consciousness magnet - that then calls in all of the resources to bring it into fruition, the energy that allows it to happen, the people.

Now, Steven learned a lot about bringing in resources. He had a little bit of an issue, one that maybe some of you can relate to. I need that sword again. He liked to go into battle. He actually enjoyed it, as some of you do. You like the fight. It makes you feel real. It keeps your blade nice and sharp. It doesn't have to be that way though.

You don't have to struggle. You don't have to get into battles with mass consciousness or - how to say this - humans that are not on this same level of enlightenment or consciousness. Not to be critical at all, but to be realistic, there are humans that have only been here a few lifetimes or maybe a couple of hundred. They're just not … they're not expanding the same way you do. You don't have to tolerate that in your life.

They're not going to be your work partners, unless that's your vision. They shouldn't be your work partners. You can have a vision to work with those who have the same degree of vision, of excellence, of passion as you do. You don't have to save the world by working with or relating to or having relationships to those who are at a different level. They are where they're at. You're going to do them more good in the long run by having a vision for yourself.

What is that vision? What is that vision?


Can any of you feel the energy in here is getting very interesting? Hm. Yes. David, you can have my sword. Excalibur, David. Excalibur.

So, good. Now, so Steven will be with us for the rest of the day, and he says he's open for a degree of discussion with any of you, anybody listening in, any of you here, for a period of time. He's having fun playing around right now.

This Planet

Next. As you're looking at your vision, looking at what you're doing here, consider some of these things that make this planet so special. Love, as I mentioned. Love has now gone into the other realms, but this is still the place to experience it like no other place. Love for yourself now. Love for yourself.

I can't stress enough that there are not these other grand planets of highly evolved, intellectual, spiritually enlightened beings. There's not. It's here. Maybe that's the bad news, but it is here. There is still a tendency to want to think that it's out there. It is right here in this moment - the most highly evolved planet or dimension of all. The most.

As I mentioned in other discussions, there's more intellectually advanced planets, but without love, without the sensual experience. What is all the intelligence that you could have? What is it? It's nothing. It's a dead end street. Without feeling, without having this amazing experience in this very dense, very real, very feeling reality that you're in, what is all the intelligence? It's nothing.

So, my dear friends, this is truly the most enlightened of all planets. It's the only planet that combines the animal kingdom with the plant kingdom with the human kingdom, the only one. You're not going to find another planet anywhere that has all those attributes.

This is the only planet where you can really get lost - absolutely lost - in a very physical, very real way, and not really remember how to get out. There are some other dimensions where you can kind of play a game like you're getting lost, but you're really not. This is the place if you want to get lost, if you want to get so lost that you have to re-find yourself. (at that moment a child found a light switch and made the lights blink off and on; laughter) Absolutely.

And this is the only planet that was seeded by Gaia, the only one. She didn't run around to all the other planets and seed them. Only Earth. It leads to some spectacular, amazing experiences.

It's the only planet that has - how to say this - incarnation, as you would know it. Other planets have kind of a repetitive, kind of a renewal of life force, but this is the only planet where you have true death and incarnation. There are many, many things, and I hope to write a book about it soon, that make this planet so amazing.

So on to our next topic, and if you would … (he hands Linda the marker)

LINDA: Yes sir.

ADAMUS: … a little writing at the board.

So now let's talk next about - what should we call them - not the issues that this planet faces, but the … let's talk about conditions of a changing planet. Conditions of a changing planet.

Conditions of A Changing Planet

As you know, there's a lot going on right now. You're feeling it. You're feeling it in your body, in your mind; a lot going on out there; a lot of concern about what's going to happen next on this planet; a lot of drama building up right now as we get into 2012. We're literally … we're not in the calendar 2012; we are in the energetic 2012 right now. Does that make sense? (audience says "Yes") Good. Good.

In other words, the calendar doesn't really make a difference. The whole change sequence is already happening, and the energies then behind it and what you see unraveling in the news. But let's talk about some of the challenges or the conditions of a changing planet.

~ Population

Let's talk first about population. It was mentioned earlier today - seven billion. Population seven billion on this planet. This planet basically can handle about 10 billion before you reach that 100 grasshopper type of thing where suddenly it all starts to fall apart. So what is this planet going to do? When are they going to reach 10 billion? Not that many years away, actually, the way things are going.

It's a huge issue facing the planet. I would say there's a good reason to have it as number one. The more people you have, the more systems and structures you need, the more rules that you have to have, the less sovereignty is allowed, because there's fewer and fewer resources. So what happens? Why is the population growing like this? Other than people, you know, doing it. (laughter) Why? Why?

JOSHUA: Too many angels want to come here.

ADAMUS: Everybody wants to come here, and that gets all the humans on Earth excited, then they do their thing and there's more babies. But yes, absolutely. There's more and more beings that want to come here. So there's kind of a push almost even for that population - a push of beings that want to come in. And, you know, in the middle of the act of love, somebody forgets to put a prophylactic, because, you know, all this kind of haze from all this energy from the ones who want to come in. And they go, "Oh geez, I forgot … oh, look what happened now. It's an unexpected child." But yes, absolutely.

So the situation here, the way to relieve that? New Earths. More than one. We've talked about it at length, setting these up so that angels can have the experience of Earth on these other places. They're not necessarily physical, but they're very real.

The templates of New Earth are being set up by you. You say, "I don't remember doing that. Crap, I can't even clean up my own room! How can I set up a new Earth?!" (laughter)

Could we open the door a little bit. Somebody's getting warm - hot in here. Okay. Thank you.

So, population. New Earths. That's one of the things you're doing. Helping to develop these new places for the new angels. Not only that, but you're teaching there as well. You're teaching there.

~ Financial

Number two, financial. Financial. Oh, such a mess; such a delightful mess on this planet. The financial system you have is about 500 years old. It fell apart a while back. It doesn't matter what's going to happen in Greece or Italy or any of the other countries. The financial system on this Earth was long overdue for a renovation. Long overdue. Basically, it's collapsed already. We're all here. You're still eating, pumping gas and doing the things that you do. Paying the big bucks to be sitting in these chairs, in spite of the fact that it's … (laughter, someone comments) He should get it, yes. Yes. That's all it takes. All it takes. I'm easy today. (laughter) You laugh, I gift.

So it was something that needed to happen, from a variety of standpoints. There was an imbalance, and there was a - what I'm going to say - a wrongful distribution. And not some big conspiracy, but it just … the ability to keep financial energy flowing, always flowing, had gone out of balance.

What's happening right now is a certain group of humans are discovering their own bankruptcy. That's you guys. (laughter) Their own frustration with finances, their own frustration with abundance, as you have been doing. You've been doing this in rather an interesting and beautiful way, going through it personally so you could discover some sort of new situation. You blocked that financial energy in your life, and you did a really good job of it. You should get an Adamus Award for abundance malfunction. (laughter)

So what next? (someone mentions Steve Jobs) Yeah, "Steven" is right. A little bit influencing our discussion here today.

What next? What next? Well, you learn that you got to get those energies flowing again. You've got to get them moving. You've got to redistribute within yourself, first by accepting that you can have it, that it's not bad. It's not going to keep you here for another twenty lifetimes. It will help you enjoy the heck out of the rest of this lifetime. Absolutely.

So you've gone through a lot of consternation problems, everything else, as a way of helping general consciousness, but taking it on a very personal level. So what do you do now? What do you do now? Sit and wait for the lottery? For the money fairy? For me? What do you do? What do you do? (various comments, David says "Create") Create! Absolutely. Thank you, David. And he should get … well, you probably have a thousand Adamus Awards already, but absolutely, to create. And if you get chilly back there, you can close the door … after you step out. (laughter)

You know, I have to say, I'm in trouble. I'm in real trouble today. I thought I would be kind and considerate and share the stage with somebody. But now they want it all to themselves. (laughter) He may be looking for a channeler. (Adamus and audience laughter)

So, where were we? Oh, finances. Your own finances, your own problems with money - you've gone through all this, and now what you do, you just start creating. That's all you need to do. Create. That's all. Really. There's really no classes you can go to, other … I'll probably give one, but you don't need to go to it. (laughter)

SART: How much is that going to cost?

ADAMUS: A lot! A lot! (laughter) Yes. You'll be guaranteed to be abundant or your money back at the end of your lifetime. (lots of laughter)

One simple thing - creating. It holds for you and it holds for this Earth - creating.

Steven Jobs was a wonderful creator - wonderful creator, a lot of ideas, a lot of visions - then the problem was, as you know, how do you implement it here? How do you produce it? It's one thing to just think about it. How do you produce it? Well, that's when you do align yourself with good people, with energy efficient systems. And one of the things that Steven was known for was his intolerance for lack of quality, intolerance for lack of passion. In other words, don't tolerate it within yourself. Don't cop out within yourself. Don't take second best for you anymore.

And you've been doing it. Some of you are going to deny it, but you've absolutely been doing it - "Well, this is good enough." No, it's not. No, it's not. Do you really deserve second best? I mean, between you and yourself, would you give you or yourself second best? Absolutely not. So don't do it. Don't tolerate it.

And, as I said a number of years ago, don't negotiate with others. This is the way it is for you. Don't negotiate a lack of quality. You all start out with quality in your life - with love and with this beautiful, sensual nature, and then you negotiate yourself out of it with other people. You give it away. Don't! Don't. Not at all. And, again, I don't care if you are 25 years old, if you're 50 or 80 years old. It's never too late. Never too late.

~ Food

Next on our list - yes, financial - next. I'm going to call this, oh, let's call it food. It's agriculture, but it's food. This planet is facing, not a food problem - there should not be one starving person on this planet, not at all - it's facing a distribution problem. You can grow food right here in this room - amazing food, food with nutrition. Not food that's had the nutrition knocked out of it but food that is nutritious and tastes good too. Yes, it could taste like a Dorito and still be highly nutritious. It can. It truly can.

But what's happening? Because of political structures mostly, distribution is cut off. Therefore, there are starving people on the planet. Why? It's easier to control people when they're near starving. When they have a lot of food in their belly, suddenly, they get smart. Suddenly, they want things like freedom and sovereignty and Mac computers. So … (laughter) That's two, Steve. That's two. You get three today. That's all you paid for. (laughter)

Food and distribution; as we approach 10 billion on this planet, the problem will become even more dire unless we take off the government controls, we break down the barriers, we stop paying for not planting food.

I don't care what other laws or walls are created between countries and governments, but all of the food regulation and all the food tariffs and imports and restrictions need to be taken off. There does not need to be any starvation on this planet. And if there is, it is directly the fault of the leaders. The fault of the leaders.

You can grow food anywhere - in your closet, in your basement, on the porch, anywhere. And as some of the energetic restrictions are lifted, companies will invest more into the development of the seeds - the seeds that are going to grow more nutritious and use less water and don't need all the chemical fertilizers, that are energetically resistant to things like bugs and energetically resistant to the bacteria, the fungus. And it's right here, my friends. It is right here.

And there's a group of visionaries that don't compromise and that don't back out, and they say, "We are going to envision that for ourselves first - for ourselves first. We're going to get off these stupid diets." That is a food distribution problem when you go on these stupid diets. Yes, every one of you who tries these, you are doing the same bleeping thing that governments are doing in restricting the proper distribution of energy through food. Yes! Oh! Gah, give me … (he grabs the sword and starts swinging it) just … Gah! (laughter) So, hah!

So when you envision for yourself the nutrients coming into your body, feeding that Body of Consciousness in an efficient way without all these crazy restrictions that you've had, and when you allow your body to process the way it should and it knows how, when you allow this natural flow, you create it within yourself and that shares it with mass consciousness. And then these type of things come down.

~ Religion

Next on the list. Oh, I've got to write it. Religion. Religion. I'm not against religion. (laughter) But, like the financial systems, it hasn't changed in a long time. You're in a religious belief system, a religious consciousness on this planet that's at least six, seven thousand years old, if not older. It hasn't changed much. It really hasn't. The names of the groups have changed, the leaders have changed, but it hasn't changed.

Religions are mental, they're manmade, and I'll go so far as to say there is very, very little to do with God in religions. Very little. (someone says "Yay!") Very … yeah, yay. (some applause and cheering) Gimme that … gimme that sword! Yeah! (Adamus swings the sword again, audience laughter) Very little. And … Gah!! (he gives the sword back to David) Thank you, David. You're the sword holder today.

The reason why I put this on some of the most important conditions of this changing planet is it has to change. Several important things, and you know this and you can feel it, because you've gone through it.

First of all, religions cannot exist the way they are today with the imbalance - the dramatic, enormous imbalance - between the masculine and feminine energies. They cannot. It's inconceivable that they would even have those conditions in the churches. Just the same as you cannot have a religion based on just the feminine - just Isis. Isis wouldn't do it anyway, but you could not do it. It's about the balance of masculine and feminine, because that together is God, is the I Am. You can't exclude one.

Religions are holding back what should be a burst of consciousness right now, because of a lot their rhetoric, their rules, their imbalances.

And, the second point is, religions are on the list because they serve as an intermediary between you and God. God is right here. I mean, right … (his fingers against his chest) right here. You don't need an intermediary to go from here to here! (laughter as he gestures from head to heart) You just need to take a good deep breath and get out of your own head. But by having this intermediary, by having to go all the way around, you have all sorts of rules and prayers and regulations and suffering and everything else, it completely distracts you, completely gets you off course. And it's a course that's difficult to get out of, because it's laden with a lot of hypnosis, a lot of sexual energies. It is. It's laden with a lot of fear and old belief systems.

What's happening here with these situations, there's this consciousness that's ready to blossom, burst forth, these things are holding it back with religion. Well, how does that apply to you? Actually you've done a pretty good job of getting out of your own rules, getting out of your own rhetoric. Some of you still have the lingerings of makyo, your spiritual bullshit, but we're having a pretty good discussion, privately and sometimes in groups, when you're in that makyo. You're starting to recognize that's all a bunch of crap. It really is.

Spirituality is so simple. You don't need any studying. You don't need to pay for courses. You don't need to follow a guru. The guru is probably less enlightened than any of you, but he's got that magic because of your - oh, Steve is saying your idiocy (laughter) - of being able to extract money and power and admiration from the guru worshippers.

I say, in spite of what Steve says, I say it's because many humans - not you - but many humans were not quite ready yet to take that responsibility. That's why they also hang out in the churches. You have done, actually, an exemplary job, a wonderful job of going beyond that.

Next on the list - these conditions. And do stop me at 6:00. I don't want to go any further … (laughter)

~ Energy

Energy. Energy. It's a huge problem on this planet. Huge. It maybe should be number one on the list, but not everything can be number one. Energy.

You're poking holes in the Earth, and Earth is going to not particularly care for it. The question was asked the other day, when you're drilling into Earth and an earthquake happens, even if it's a small one, is there any correlation between the two? Steve? Duh! You don't need to be a dropout from Reed College to know, "Duh, yes there is a correlation between the two."

So energy. Huge problem. It's a symbolic problem, not just a literal one. The oil is running out. They're trying to do all sorts of things - extract it by squishing rocks together and hope they get a little bit out of it, and that'll last for a while. They're putting solar panels up. Somebody's getting rich, not many people are producing energy, in my humble opinion. Or wind turbines. It's a nice effort, but it's really a waste of money, because that's not where it's going to come from.

It's going to come from the simple alchemy of the elements that are already here. The basics such as light and carbon and atomic structure and just a different way of converting that than what you have now.

This Old Energy is literally, I mean, literally Old Energy, old dinosaur bones, your bones. You ever think about that when you're pumping gas - "This is my bones from another life?" (laughter) You're going to drive down the road with that? Aaah! No wonder your aspects don't like you! (laughter)

So energy is a problem on this planet, but not really. Not really, and that's the amazing thing. It's about that close (showing a very small distance) to a breakthrough. Question is, is consciousness ready for that breakthrough? All the elements are there. A lot of laboratory work being done, a lot of good theories, some patents being filed right in this very Now time about some very new energy, clean energy, relatively cheap energy, and energy that, unlike nuclear, is not going to blow up the planet or leave a lot of bad residue. Very easy and cheap.

It's really, you could say, it's right there. But the question is can the population and the financial system and religions and everybody else handle it? That's the question. If suddenly you could take down all these power lines outside, you can junk that old engine in your car, you can get rid of all of these infrastructures that support Old Energy distribution, what would happen?

VINCE: Unemployment.

ADAMUS: Absolutely! Thank you, Vince. Massive unemployment. And what politician worth his lies would want unemployment? (laughter) Not at all! Because unemployed people are not good voters. No, they're not good voters. They don't have an allegiance to anyone or anything.

So there is literally a consciousness - not a conspiracy, but a consciousness, that doesn't have a central organization or group that supports it, but a consciousness, a part of Earth consciousness - that is holding back on this. It's kind of an odd thing. It's ready, but it's going to change life as you know it on the planet. Everybody would become energy sovereign. Amazing. You're not going to have to contend with the levels of pollutions that you have now, and all the political agenda that goes with green, as well. And there is, my friends. There is.

If there was this energy independence, it would change all of the supporting infrastructures. It would actually, in my humble opinion, lead to an unprecedented level of new creativity on this planet. People rushing out, people, the likes of you and others that have had ideas - now suddenly, you have cheap, almost free energy, clean energy - what could you do? It would be amazing.

So to the point on energy: it's a world problem. What do we do? Do we get out our swords and go battle all this bad consciousness that's really holding back, because it wants to stay in the old? (audience says "No") No. No, although it could be fun. (laughter) But no. We take a look at our own energy.

You're still using Old Energy, and I'm not talking fossil fuel here. I'm talking light energy, cosmic energy, the way you bring it into your body, the way you process it in your brain, the way you bring it into the abundance of your life.

New Energy is right here. I love this sword! (laughter) New Energy is right here, right now. It's … excuse me … it's on your shoulder right now. It's hovering around you. It's right here, right over your heads. It's right there, but you're not bringing it in. Why? Because you want to know … you want to read the book first, then you want to go to the workshop, then you want a guarantee, and then you're going to tiptoe into it. You're saying, "Okay, I've heard about New Energy, but boy, I mean, give me everything that you know." Well, I just did. (some laughter) That's it.

It is new. It operates totally different. It's not based on vibrational or opposing energies. It's expansional. It is not relational.

Old Energy is relational. It always relates itself to a previous experience. It builds on itself that way. New Energy is called totally non-relational. You can have an experience with it today, it gives you a certain result, and tomorrow it's going to act totally different. And you take a deep breath, and you say, "I don't know if I'm ready for that. I like things to be relatively predictable, but just a little nicer than what they are right now."

(Linda shows him the time) Damn! Somebody changed the clocks! (he chuckles) So, thank you.

So what to do? You are visionaries. You are visionaries. You've envisioned for yourself the experience of New Energy, not through your mind, not through the mental process, but basically by choosing it, saying, what the hell have you got to lose. What the hell have you got to lose? Just the same as the likes of Mr. Jobs, "What do I have to lose by putting out these little music devices? What do I have to lose? Why not? Eh, they're going to write bad things about me," he says, "but they're going to anyway. So why not put it out there, and if it works, then they can write really good things about me."

So, my dear friends, in terms of your own energy, get off the old. Allow the new. Allow it to be part of your life.

~ Environment

Next on the list … Whew! I've got to go quick here. Okay.

Next on the list - environment. Not a huge concern, but one that we need to keep an eye on. Gaia has the tremendous ability to cleanse herself, to balance herself. A lot of times though, it takes human lives - hundreds, thousands, millions. Look at Atlantis. Gaia knows how to cleanse, but she's leaving. The question is, do you know how to cleanse that environment?

Now, a big thing would help here in the environment would be to get off the Old Energy and get out of the old way of finances. That would have a tremendous effect. But as this planet gets to that ten billions in population, there's going to be more of an environmental impact than what I think most people realize.

The visionaries that you are can relate this to your own self. This is your physical being, primarily, your body, and it relates to the question, how do you cleanse yourself? How do you take care of yourself? It's not by weird diets. And actually Mr. Jobs is confirming that - Mr. weird of all weird diets - and it's not about that. It's about taking a little quiet time with yourself, giving your body permission to do its cleansing, to take care of itself. It will. It has the intelligence. It knows how to do it. It just needs you to allow it to happen.

It will clear out cancer, will clear out old stuck energy. It'll clear out even the parts of it that store energy for later use. It will clear those out, which is going to feel awkward at first, because you're not going to need storage facilities in your body for energy anymore. New Energy is very much in the Now, so you don't need all the old storage places.

~ Education

By the way, we're developing a list here - and I'm talking very, very fast right now, sorry translators; they're laughing - because we're going to work with this list. The next one that goes on here, and a big one, and it should be number one, but not everything can be - or maybe it could - education.

Education on this planet is basically - my apologies to anybody who is really invested in it - but it's basically a disaster. And I say that not because of the passion of the teachers, not because of their desire to serve, but the methods that are being used. It is linear. It is mental. And it's interesting, because, as you have learned, mental activity alone does not last over time. The mind forgets itself. You forget all the mental things you learned, but you retain things like emotional or drama, life experience, tools, these type of things. The mental stuff, pfft, it goes away. It's not that important.

The education right now is focusing on mental activities, very, very mental. You could learn more, literally, by putting your hand on a book and feeling its essence than you could by studying it. You could really learn a lot if you immerse into it, if you read it, feel it, see it with your eyes, have it go through your mind, but also are participating in it. That's real learning.

So for yourselves, as visionaries, visionaries of you that have the potential of changing the world, I challenge all of you not to just find fault with the education system. That's easy. Anybody can do that. It's very easy. But what is the new learning? What is new learning for you? Not for your children, not for other Shaumbra, not for some schools, but for you. What is the new way you're going to learn? (audience gives answers such as "Experience," "Potentials," "Intuition," "Imagining," etc.)

All of the above. All of the above. And I would add one thing to that - absorption. The ability to absorb energetically, rather than having it have to go through the mind. As I said, you could take a book and absorb the energies.

Now, your mind is going to say, "Yeah but, you know, then I'm going to give you a test and are you going to be able to, you know, pass the facts and the figures about everything in the book?" Irrelevant! Absolutely irrelevant. Facts are forgotten. Facts are forgotten.

The new education is about intuition. It is about a feeling, an experience. It is about the essence, not the facts. And the funny thing is that happens is once somebody starts extracting the essence from it … (laughter as he picks up the bottle of tequila) Is it time yet?

You could extract the essence from here, from this bottle of tequila, and feel into it, and we'll pass it around in just a moment - opened or unopened, doesn't matter - you can feel into it. Oh, let's just open it, and pass out some cups, if you would, to everybody who wants to have just a shot. We're learning here. This is our education. (laughter) (audience responds "Woo!" and some applause) Yeah, so if we could have cups for everybody and pass it around, and David if you could use that sword to lop off the top of the bottle. (laughter) Yes.

No, seriously, and I use this somewhat tongue and cheek, but I use this as an example of learning. Before you pour it, feel the bottle and the essence of the tequila in the bottle. When you feel into the essence, really feel into it. I mean, the simple essence. Don't go all mental; just feel into it. Next, pour a little bit in the glass and pass the bottle so the next person can have a sip.

EDITH: Can you just feel it without a sip?

ADAMUS: Absolutely. Absolutely, but for those who are going to be sipping, or really slamming it back, you'll discover that when you feel the essence first, suddenly then the experience becomes different, more fulfilling. It's the same way with learning … same way with learning. A book is like the bottle of tequila. You feel it. You feel the essence.

Next. When you read the book, there's a lot more happening. You're getting so much more out of it. That is the true learning system - essence and experience. Right now it's just facts and figures, but essence and experience.

So moving right along here on our list. We're almost coming to a completion, and then I'll bring this all to a brilliant point.

~ Leadership

Leadership. Leadership. (someone starts to clap their hands) Oh, don't clap your hands yet. This one's going to hurt. Good. (audience begins pouring the tequila)

EDITH: Adamus first. (someone offers a bit to Adamus)

ADAMUS: For Linda.

GARRET: Here's an extra cup. Extra cup.

ADAMUS: We need some more cups up here please. We only have a few minutes. We have a lot of work to do.

So leadership. Leadership. Right now there … (laughter as Linda tastes the tequila and makes a horrible face) You didn't feel into the essence!

LINDA: That'll put hair on your chest.

ADAMUS: You didn't feel into the essence. (laughter) You simply took it back. Have a sensual experience with it. Have a sensual experience. (Adamus takes a sip) Ahhh… Ooh, that was good. See? That was very sensual. Eh, better try that again. (he takes another sip)

LINDA: Better you than me.

ADAMUS: Ah! Good. That's why I said at ten minutes till, cut everything, because I'm going to be drunk. (laughter) I knew this was coming.

Leadership. There really aren't a lot of good leaders on this world right now - in this world - whether it's business or governments or anything else. People are afraid to step up to be leaders. Mr. Jobs was somewhat of a leader in his own way. He'd probably do a few things different, but he was a visionary and at least he was a leader for himself.

When you think about who on this planet are the ones that you would want leading, who are the true Standards, whether it's in government or religion or business, there's not a lot of them out there right now. That can be changed. That can be changed by you becoming your own leader. Duh. Ah! Duh! And that's why I said this is a big one. This is probably … whereas you get an "A" on your religion, you probably get a "C-," maybe even lower, on your self-leadership. That's one of the lower rankings. You haven't allowed yourself to lead. You've got a pack of aspects that are kind of, well, it's like the prisoners running the asylum in a way. (some laughter)

You've got all this activity going on, but who's really in charge? In a way you resist it. You don't want to take that responsibility. It's easier to blame others. It's easier to follow others. So you avoid the leadership.

I'm asking you to have a vision now, a vision of your own leadership. What does that feel like, to be leading you, to be your own self? (Linda shows him the time again) We shouldn't time these things. We should allow this to be in the Now moment, very fluid.

So your own leader of yourself - that's a difficult one, because you don't necessarily trust you. You probably wouldn't elect you if you were running for office. You're not sure if you have what it takes to be your own leader, so you defer all the time. You defer to someone else, something else, another time. You're deferring right now, say, "Well, I understand what Adamus is saying, but I'll think about it tomorrow," and you don't. So there's a lack of leadership. It's a boat without the … (someone says "Compass"; another says "Rudder") all of the above. No rudder, no sail, no steering wheel, no engine, no anything. It's just drifting.

Being the Standards

These are the problems, or let's say, the conditions of a changing planet. These are all happening right now, and they're all happening within you simultaneously. You see the correlation?

You can change the planet, or you can contribute to the change that people are asking for on this planet, by taking it within yourself, by developing your own leadership, by bringing in New Energy, by allowing abundance, by everything we've talked about today. It's not about going out and joining some political action committee or renewing your membership in some energy holder group. It is about doing these things on the list for yourself. For you.

When you do, that creates a Standard. That creates a template and an energy that then radiates into mass consciousness. It becomes part of mass consciousness, a new wing of mass consciousness for those who are willing to make the changes.

You see, by doing these things, you're not directly changing the planet, but you're providing the planet with the tools or the format or the essence that it can change itself - anyone who wants to step up, anyone who wants to do it.

Perhaps this planet will decide to stay where it is - back in an Old Energy - and really not have this burst of consciousness that's ready to happen. And that may be. But perhaps, with the work that you're doing, the very reason that you're here, it will provide that last bit of spark, that last impetus for this great breakthrough of consciousness. Great breakthrough.

But before I make my closing statements, because somebody's pushing me on time today, let me point out two other problems that actually I would say go above any of these, actually take a higher priority. They are a bit more difficult to understand. Two problems, and you'll see this in yourself, and perhaps you'll see it as a problem or a condition of the planet.

Two More Things

First of all, it's a mental era. It is the pinnacle of Atlantean mental activity. The pinnacle of that activity didn't happen in Atlantis; it's happening here right now. Things have gone mental, very little creativity, very little vision. Everything is in the mind. The mind is wonderful up to a point, but it's very limited. Very, very limited.

You have a very mental network, and a mental network - consciousness network - stays into itself. It is incestuous, and you know what happens in the case of incest. It eventually causes a lot of disturbing patterns. Why? Because it wants to blow itself up eventually, can't stand to be in that confined type of network.

You've got a very mental mass consciousness network going on. Something's got to get it out of there or it will either blow up or implode, one of the two. Can't go on like it is.

That is what's happening with you personally right now. You're getting out of your mind network, and it's hell, because you're trying to do it from your mind network. And it won't work. The outside influence has to come from somewhere else. It's your divine intelligence. It's your You. It's your I Am. You can't think your way into enlightenment. You can't think your way out of your mind at all. So mind era is number one.

Closely tied into that is hypnosis. (someone is adjusting the clock) You could turn the clock back a little bit. (laughter)

So number two is hypnosis - and we'll talk more about this in our next gathering - but humanity is basically hypnotized right now, and they're loving it. They asked for it, and they're getting it. They don't think for themselves or act for themselves or do for themselves. They've gotten lazy and lethargic. And even if I told them that "You are so hypnotized" - and not speaking to you, but like I was speaking to them - "You're so hypnotized," and they'd just have that big grin on their face just as long as they get a little bit of circus and cake, a little bit of pleasure just to keep them going.

So hypnosis is a big problem. How do you get beyond hypnosis?

SHAUMBRA 2 (woman): Choice.

ADAMUS: Choice. Thank you. Thank you. Did you get an award today? You get one now. You get another one. That is brilliant. Ah yeah.

LINDA: Does she get another one? She gets another one.

ADAMUS: Another one. Choice. That's how you can do it as visionaries for this planet - to make a choice for yourself. Work with choices.

So, my dear friends, now let's bring this into summary in our waning minutes here.

Let's take a deep breath.

Being the Visionaries

Why are you here? Hopefully, it's for things like joy, because you put in a lot of time on this planet. You've sacrificed in a lot of lifetimes, given a lot. Hopefully, in this lifetime you can just enjoy. Enjoy the sensual nature of this incarnation.

If you do, if you really immerse yourself into it, if you really get into the distilled simplification of yourself, you'll actually be able to take all of this physical reality with you and never to be stuck in it again, trapped in it or lost in it, but always to be able to experience it no matter where you go in all of creation. Instantly manifest physical, just because you can, but never to get stuck in it.

Secondly. Secondly, I asked why are you here? You're here because you are the visionaries. You are the visionaries. Just as Steve Jobs was a visionary for personal empowerment devices, you are the visionaries for sovereignty. Visionaries for sovereignty. It starts with you. Don't spend all your time trying to imagine the planet and everybody on the planet happy and everybody getting along and just a big Kumbaya fest. Imagine that for yourself. Envision it for yourself.

Envision the abundance. Envision the energy flow. Envision all of these things we've talked about today. That, when done for yourself, that then creates this new dimension in mass consciousness that has the potential for people who are willing to change their life, one person at a time. It has the potential to change this planet.

You've spent a long time as energy holders on this planet Earth. You've come to love it dearly. You've come to know that it also has its challenges. You've spent a long time here. You can let go of any of the old residues of being an energy holder. And we invite you today - Steve Jobs, Adamus Saint-Germain, Kuthumi, who has been lingering and laughing - we invite you to be the visionaries. That's why you're here - to envision for yourself this new reality, and then to share it with everyone else. That's what changes this planet.

With that, my time is out. John Kuderka is questioning whether he should cut off this microphone.

So with that, I will say in haste those famous words: All is well in all of creation.

Be in vision. Thank you.

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