The Emergence of the True Self [The Channel of Tobias]

New Earth Series 6
Presented at the Lightworkers' Millennium Crossover Celebration
Nederland, Colorado January 1, 2000
Original Website http://www.crimsoncircle.com/

Note: This channeling was given at the Kryon Lightworkers Millennium Crossover Celebration on the morning of January 1, 2000. The three-day celebration was held at the Lodge at Nederland, a rustic lodge in the Colorado Rockie mountains. The small meeting room was filled to capacity with approximately 50 lightworkers, including Lee Carroll, channelinger for Kryon. This was the second of three Tobias channels during the weekend.

Tobias: And so it is, that on this first day of your new millennium, many things are different. We will talk about that throughout our gathering here.

(Referring to the music meditation that played immediately before the channeling):
Did you know that your music - in the appropriate harmonies - and your art create vibrations that we truly can hear and see and feel on our side of the veil? Now our friend Cauldre (the channelinger) who brings forth these messages to you complains somewhat that we are not present, that we do not hear. But there are things we hear clearly. The music that you have opens up your heart. It creates a vibration that attracts us. We see a great light, even if we are off busy doing other things. This music and this song that flows through your heart - it draws us, causes us to come and observe and to sit with you in joy, and in particular, when we gather as family in a group like this. It allows us to come so much closer, be so much nearer to you.

Now as we were coming in this morning and preparing the energy, and as you were making your own energy adjustments - allowing the melding, allowing the thinning of the veil to take place - our friend Cauldre was searching in his sensory state for the place we normally begin these channels. For he feels things happening around in the room, and this morning as we were getting ready here with you, and he was searching for those appropriate signals that he has gotten used to over the past two years, he had a bit of a panic. There was something missing. There was something that was not there on this morning.

In all of our previous gatherings that we have had with individuals or with groups, there is an entourage that comes in at the beginning to help meld the energy, to help create the gridwork between our side of the veil and yours. And today, as Cauldre was searching for the "weavers" as they normally enter at a certain time, they were not there. And this was appropriate. It took our friend a moment to find his footing.

It is appropriate, my friends. Allow yourself to feel the set-up of the energies of this room and of yourself. Those who have come to weave the energies, they too are no longer here. It is no longer necessary as we have passed the marker that Kryon has referred to so many times. It is truly the beginning of empowerment. It is each of you now, and it is our friend, who brings forth these messages that weaves your own energy, that creates that bridge between the worlds, that opens to Spirit. Oh, in the past the weavers came in and they felt the group energy, and they felt where your hearts were. They came in and helped to meld or to weave that energy together, but no more. Just as the divas departed years ago, - the ones who had maintained the balance of your Earth - and as your guides have departed in recent months from your direct energy field, now the weavers are no longer needed. Not for this group anyway. So allow yourself to feel, allow yourself to meld.

Yes, it has felt lonely at times. It has felt like a retreat of Spirit, a retreat of your guides. And all of this has been to allow you the space, to allow you the appropriate energy balance to become All That You Are. All That You Are, my friends. You are beginning to get feelings or glimpses of this, of All That You Are. You cannot possibly imagine the unlimited thought, unlimited feeling, unlimited being. We will talk of this more later on this day.

Yesterday was a significant day in your own Earth history. You crossed a point on your calendars. You crossed a marker. From the moment the sun rose over your farthest shores, and as it passed across your ancient lands, and it passed across your new lands, as it set in the far reaches of your West - what you all experienced and what we felt and observed with you was the dawning of a new consciousness.

You saw peace across your world. You saw humans coming together to fix the problems before they occurred. It was the time of celebration, not just of your calendar, but a celebration that you had come to a mass consciousness of peace and acceptance and tolerance. This event was not created by Spirit. This was not a date that was set from this side of the veil, somewhat like your year 2012 is. This was a date set by humans. There was much work that occurred to get here, to reprogram, to change, to make the appropriate balances.

And, speaking of appropriatenesses, it was so appropriate on your day yesterday, my friends, what was missing was drama. There was no drama. Oh, certainly there were anxieties that led up to this event. Certainly there was the pressure of the balance of light and dark, of fear and love, that came beforehand. Nearly all humans on this planet went inwards to evaluate, to think, to take a look at themselves, to take a look at moving forward and what that meant. When the final hours came, as the moment swept across your Earth, there was no drama. What we felt from this side of the veil was relief, a letting go of pressure, the acknowledgement that things are okay. We felt joy. We felt much relief - that is the greatest feeling that we felt from humans on your yesterday. There was no drama.

Now before we begin the teachings and discussions of this day, my friends, we come to a place here where there is the true meld of Spirit and human - as we have said so many times before, where we together create a sacred energy. Think of the physics of this, think of the physics. Here you sit, supposedly as humans, and invite Spirit into your space, invite us into your space. This melding, this overlay of consciousnesses, creates truly a new dimension. It is not a dimension that you can relate from what you would normally think as in your third or fourth or fifth dimensions. My friends, this dimension does not own a number. It is a new dimension, a new consciousness that is created when humans meld with Spirit like this.

Here you sit in a safe space. You open your hearts. You invite All That Is into your being. This creates a new and sacred energy, a sacred consciousness. This is the consciousness and the state of being that you will walk in in your "now" time. It is not just temporary here. It is something you can begin bringing into your reality. It is not just for when we gather in family. It is something that now you can own. You are creating it. It is not the weavers that create it. It is you. You own this.
(* Spirit = All That Is = divinity = True Self )
(* human + divinity = new dimension = new consciousness = new energy )

Now with your permission given, we ask you to invite All That Is, to invite your True Self, to invite Spirit into your space here for the remainder of this discussion, for the remainder of this weekend, and for all times. We will ask our friend Cauldre to be in silence for a period of time here. Give intent, give permission to invite in your True Self. Oh, it is not the angels and the guides or the archangels or Tobias or Kryon who desires to come in now, for we have held hands with you many times. It is your True Self that awaits.

(silence)

It is no mistake, my dear friends, that the measurement that we talked of yesterday, the one of December 13th , came just prior to the crossing of the marker. We'll let you think about that for awhile. Now there is much information that we will bring forward on this day. Much of it is difficult to describe and put into the energy of your language. So much of this will be transmitted to you in other energy forms through your Higher Self, through Spirit. What we speak of today will mostly be in metaphors or stories to help you understand better but, my friends, do not be limited to the thought patterns of the words, for there is much more to it than this. We will share some information that has been revealed previously to create the platform or the background of our discussion before we go into the new material. Some in this space may have heard this before but others have not.

Now there was a question at the core or the center of All That Is. There was a yearning for a type of creative expression that came forth. And to help manifest and to help understand Creation, this physical universe of yours was created. And the question to be understood was that of polarity or balance or one of opposites. Again, this is somewhat difficult to bring forth in human language. So this place of Earth was created. Indeed this entire universe was created, but it was known that the ultimate experience would take place on your Earth. Now each of you here has created and been in many other parts of the universe and other universes. But when this call came out for those to come to Earth, all that are here agreed to do this.

My friends, have you ever wondered, have you ever thought about where your Golden Angel exists, where it is, where your True Self is when you call upon it, when you call upon this grand being that you are? Why has it not come forth? Why has it felt like you were a child abandoned by its parents, left to fend for itself, hardened by your experiences, all the time feeling the loneliness, feeling the pain, feeling the abandonment? It is because the greater part of Self of who you are, my friends, agreed to be put in what we have termed an "energy cocoon." This is somewhat difficult to describe, but when the call came out to understand the balance of the light and dark, when the call came to understand the eternal process, the Oversoul who you are agreed to go into a cocoon wrapped in energy, protected by angels so it could not be interfered with. Literally it was enclosed in a shell of darkness so that it could not be interfered with by other beings.

And then your own soul began a journey, an internal journey. Your True Self had always been an outer creative expression, an expression emanating from Spirit, emanating from the source of love but creating outwards. And now, a group of angels agreed to begin an inner work, to begin going within. That was the reason that your own soul went into hibernation, protected by the angels, wrapped in energy to, in a sense, camouflage it. Your parent (in this analogy), your True Self, went into a very internal task. Part of it, part of who you are, remained external as a continuing creative expression with a silver chord attached to the Higher Self, to the cocoon. The information that was being learned and gathered, the experiences of the balance of light and dark, were constantly being fed back to the cocoon which held the True Self. This information was used continually in the internalization process. My friends, the expression is you on Earth, the portion of your True Self that walks in human biology.

You have not been abandoned by your True Self. Your True Self is not punishing you. Your parent has not left. It has been on its own journey. At the core part within you, you are still connected. There is a still a remembrance. Oh, you wonder why, why, you desire to return Home - because you can still feel at the very center of your heart your connection with something so grand. You wonder why you search for your soulmate, your twin flame. My friend, your twin flame is in a blanket, is in a deep sleep. How you long for the return! You wonder why the emptiness is there in your being, why you feel at night in your dreams that you are crying. It is because you know, you know, that your self has not been complete while you have journeyed here on Earth. It is such a beautiful thing for us to behold, and yet so difficult for you to understand.

My friends, when you came here to Earth, you went through a transformation process. Your soul had you take on a biology, as Kryon talked about last night, during the melding of evolution. You took on a role of an actor, acting out many parts, many lifetimes, many expressions. You have been doing a wonderful job of acting. You have been on the stage of Earth, acting through balances of light and dark, acting through balances of expressions, but you have been acting. The you who is sitting in this room is not truly who you are. You know this.

Yesterday on your Earth the sun rose and set. You saw no drama. Here you sit - former actors, former actors. Now there is no drama. There is no play. It is time to return. It is time for the play to end and for you to remember who you are. No drama.

Now the transition is for the actor who is deeply involved in the role to quit that role and return to the original, to return to the original reality. This is difficult because there is much energy attached to the roles that you have played. There is much ownership of those roles. It is difficult after all of the training the actor goes through, all the focus that is done, to simply release this, to return back to the original creation. But that is where this group here today is. No drama. No acting. No stage. No theater.

What this truly means, my friends, is that the True Self that has been in this cocoon is now awakening. It is now coming out of this hibernation. And the first desire that your Golden Angel has is to reunite with you. It is much like a person coming out of a deep sleep. There is a grogginess. There is a period of adjustment. It is like this person desiring immediately to know where the child is, the child that is placed in another's arms. The True Self, my friends, seeks to return to you, seeks to return to all who are ready to invite this in.

Now there are many humans on this Earth who continue to be in their drama roles, to continue to act out the play. This is appropriate. The True Self cannot meld back with the human aspect until the human aspect is ready. That is why we say there is a splitting of consciousnesses. Two worlds. Two Earths. There will be many who continue to act upon the stage. This is appropriate. The True Self will wait patiently for them. It may take one lifetime. It may take a dozen. It may take hundreds. The True Self will wait patiently. For those who are ready to begin integrating, to invite the True Self in, it is now the appropriate time. It is now the appropriate energy and space. The True Self is awakening and desiring to return.

Now you might ask, "why has all this been taking place, why the tremendous amount of creation, the elaborate plan here?" As we have said before, there is a new place being created - what we call the Second Creation - with a foundation based on the energies that you have created here, the energies and the insights and the learnings from your Higher Self while it has been wrapped in this energy cocoon. As you create the tunnel and the way to this Second Creation, it is not just you that are ascending. It is like you are creating a vacuum through this tunnel and then all things are able to follow. We say, jokingly, that in listening to your sessions yesterday there was much talk about a "sucking" effect. This is precisely what happens. Sometimes we find much humor in your stories. You - the ones that are here - and other lightworkers around your world are creating this tunnel. You are among the first to go through, among the first to integrate with your True Self.

As we have said before, this has not been done before. We do not know all the answers from this side. We supply tremendous amounts of energy and love to you. We watch over the True Self in its cocoon state. We guide the True Self as it comes into its awakening and seeks to return to you. We do not know all the answers. And as we have said before, my dear friends, when there is the melding of you the human with the True Self, there will emerge an angel the likes that have never been seen before in all of creation.

You wonder why we honor you so much for your journey! You are the angels of our family that agreed to go through this most difficult process. You will emerge the grandest of beings. We do not know what this will look like. We can only anticipate. We can only guess. But from the energies that we can see, and from the reflections that we see in your universe, we see the creation of new stars, of a whole new universe. My friends, it is so much grander than even what you can see in your universe. This new angel that emerges will be a sight to behold and this has all been part of the plan. And you have been an intimate part of it.

Now we will have you know, that as you move the energies through this tunnel, as you go through this integration and ascension process, you open the way for all other things - literally all other things - to then ascend. It is not just your Earth that is ascending. It is not just your universe that is ascending. All of creation is going through a metamorphosis process. It is so grand, my friends, perhaps that it even takes you by surprise. It is the grandest of the grand! You wonder why we honor you for what you have gone through here on Earth!

We will also have you know that after you go through the process, those of us who have stayed back as your guides and your angels and your archangels, we will then be honored to go through the process and the tunnel that you have created. You are the first for others to follow. We have stayed back at home to guide you through. It is not us who have ascended and are waiting for you, my friends. You are ascending and allowing all of the rest of All That Is to do the same. And you wonder why we wash your feet, why there are the tears from our side!

My friends, Home as you knew it is different. We know there are those that are here that desire to return Home, but it looks different. Things have changed. They continue to change. It has not been appropriate for you to return to your Home. Certainly between lifetimes, you come back to a type of family room. You do not return all the way Home. It has not been appropriate for you to return all the way Home. There are resting spots along the way, for sure. But Home has changed. It has changed from the very work that you have done here. As we have said before, we encourage you each to continue on the path, for you have gone so far. You have gone so far. We understand the yearning in your heart. But, my friends, we are there from the standpoint of the awakening of the True Self, the integration and the melding.

Now we will talk about the dynamics of this for a brief moment. All of the information that we bring forth on this day may sound fine but, in a bit of time, you will open up your eyes and you will see the hard walls, you will see the hard floor, you will see your human reality once again. And you will ask Spirit: "This was a fine story, but what is it that I should do now? What is it that I can do to balance the human self with the True Self? If indeed the True Self is awakening, how can we get back together?" Again we do not know all of the answers, but we can tell you that there is one energy attribute above all that will make the process smooth. And that is quite simple. It is a trusting.

We have called this before the "great chasm" that you cross, that you unfortunately have to cross alone. As you attempt to cross the chasm, you do not know how far it is to the other side. It is dark. It is filled with fog and mist. The human side does not know as it stands on one edge. It does not know where the other edge is, and this goes against all things that humans have been taught. Certainly before you take a leap, you measure, you judge, you assess. But here there is a fog and a mist, and you have no idea. This fog and mist is the veil, and you are being asked to place yourself in a heart state, in a state of trust, in a state of letting go. It will go against all things that your human intellect has learned. It will go against all things your human intellect has devised as safety mechanisms to protect the Christ-self. But that is what you are being asked to do at this time - to simply trust, to simply allow this trusting. This is a new energy that we are talking of here. This trusting is an inner knowingness that you may have had glimpses of but you are not yet used to working with this energy.

We have used the analogy before of sitting on your bike and not pedaling, not struggling, but allowing yourself to sit on this bicycle that simply floats. The backdrop changes. The environment around you changes. This is trust. If your intellect gets in the way, you will wonder why the bicycle is floating, and why it is not falling over, and why you are not pedaling. And then certainly when you focus your energies on these activities, then you will certainly tip over. The new trusting will present many challenges associated with this. Again it is difficult to describe the feelings that you will have, what will come forth, what it will be like to integrate with the awakening True Self. It will be an experience that will be close and personal to you. But in your trusting state, not asking Spirit or your guides for anything, simply allow it to be in your trusting state. And it will most certainly come to you.

Now there has been much information given on this day, and we ask you simply to allow it to soak into your being, simply begin to allow the trusting. There was an example that was given yesterday on your Earth. This is becoming a safe place. There was peace. There was no drama. And with these attributes of energy, this will provide a safe space for you and other humans to begin trusting and to allow more. The True Self desires to return. The True Self - the parent in the trilogy - desires to embrace you once again.

And so it is.

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Tobias of the Crimson Council is presented by Geoffrey Hoppe, aka "Cauldre," in Golden, Colorado. The story of Tobias, from the biblical Book of Tobit, can be found on the Crimson Circle web site at www.crimsoncircle.com. The Tobias Materials have been offered free of charge to lightworkers and Shaumbra around the world since August 1999, the time when Tobias said humanity moved past the potential of destruction and into the New Energy.

The Crimson Circle is a global network of human angels who are among the first to transition into the New Energy. As they experience the joys and challenges of the ascension status, they help other humans on their journeys through sharing, caring and guiding. Over 70,000 visitors come to the Crimson Circle web site each month to read the latest materials and discuss their own experiences.

The Crimson Circle meets monthly in the Denver, Colorado area where Tobias presents the latest information through Geoffrey Hoppe.

Crimson Circle gatherings are open to the public. The Crimson Circle receives its abundance through the open love and gifting of Shaumbra throughout the world.

The ultimate purpose of the Crimson Circle is to serve as human guides and teachers to those walking the path of inner spiritual awakening. This is not an evangelical mission. Rather, the inner light will guide people to your doorstep for your compassion and care. You will know what to do and teach in that moment, when the unique and precious human who is about to embark on the journey of the Bridge of Swords comes to you.

If you are reading this and feel a sense of truth and connection, you are indeed Shaumbra. You are a teacher and a human guide. Allow the seed of divinity to blossom within you in this moment and for all times to come. You are never alone, for there is family around the world and angels in the realms around you.

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