The Masters Series SHOUD 7
Presented to the Crimson Circle March 6, 2010
Original Website http://www.crimsoncircle.com/
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Welcome, Shaumbra.
I am that I am, Adamus
of Sovereign Domain, and not such a tough guy after all.
Dear Shaumbra, welcome to our gathering. We're bringing in the energies of
Shaumbra from all around the world; from Shaumbra who have crossed beyond -
gone beyond the physical and are working with each and every one of you from
the other realms. Bringing in the
energy of the Crimson Council, of
the angelic beings, in this great time of
honor, and as the song said, time of blessings, the time of life.
Today isn't yesterday at all, meaning that you are … You don't have to move
for me. (laughter as Adamus steps over Garret's outstretched legs)
Today isn't yesterday, and that's the good news. We're going to talk more
about that in our discussion, but how different you are, even just since we
got together last month. How different you are. We're moving into a time now
of experience, going beyond the theories and the lessons and that god-awful
processing that you were seduced into. Going into real life experience. Of
course, it causes your world to change. It causes your world to perhaps tip
upside down a little bit.
But, you know, as you're really embracing yourself, you find these changes,
this evolution, this newness, is actually quite exhilarating, so different
from the changes of the past that were challenging, difficult, torturous at
times, affected your body. Changes you're going through now and that we will
continue to go through with you are exciting. They're new
times. New times that you could say were prophesized or expected for a
long time. The new times that you helped to shape, helped to dream of, and
we're doing it now. We are absolutely doing it.
Not to get too maudlin with you, but how I enjoy, how I love working with you.
Especially there's something about this month. Of course, those who were on
our trip with Kuthumi, the ancient gods,
and me, of course - a not so ancient god - but the rest of you, the rest of
all of us, are going through a true time of integration into this New
Energy. (Adamus is referring to the "Sounds of the Soul"
Shaumbra journey through Egypt)
Oh it's still sometimes a little frightening, I guess you could say,
wondering what's going to happen to that platform that you created for your
beliefs and for your life. But you're beginning to get excited about it, not
dreading it. As Cauldre said today, you're
actually coming out of hibernation and you're starting to come into your own.
For you, my dear. (Adamus hands a rose to Linda)
You're actually starting to …
LINDA: Are you having a moment?
ADAMUS: No, it's the new big-hearted Adamus. (lots of laughter and some
applause)
So, dear Shaumbra, what a delight to be gathered here today in a very
different energy - perhaps you noticed. Perhaps you noticed.
Pakauwahs
So let's talk for a moment and pick up what we talked about last month. So
tell me, Elizabeth, where is your Pakauwah
right now?
ELIZABETH: He was actually just right here before you brought his name.
ADAMUS: Excellent. It's a he.
ELIZABETH: Yes, Guapo.
ADAMUS: Guapo, you named your …
ELIZABETH: Muy Guapo.
ADAMUS: Muy Guapo, you named your Pakauwah.
ELIZABETH: Esta muy Guapo.
ADAMUS: Excellent. And what is your Pakauwah?
ELIZABETH: He's a beautiful Bengal white tiger. He's incredible.
ADAMUS: Yes.
ELIZABETH: Big and gorgeous and Guapo - muy Guapo.
ADAMUS: Yes, and you're absolutely correct. This Pakauwah, which is an
extension of your own energy, is here right now, because you've been working
with it - much more so than most other Shaumbra, I have to say.
ELIZABETH: Ah!
ADAMUS: Most of them have no clue where their Pakauwah is. But your Pakauwah
is not necessarily a big white Bengal …
ELIZABETH: Oh..!
ADAMUS: … and definitely not a he.
ELIZABETH: What?!
ADAMUS: No, sorry! (laughter) So, thank you. Next. Edith, where is your
Pakauwah right now?
EDITH: I keep it right here, I keep it close to my heart. And don't ask me its
name, I don't know.
ADAMUS: And what is it?
EDITH: I don't know.
ADAMUS: And Edith, it's not close at all to you right now. It's a long way
away.
EDITH: Where is it? (laughter)
ADAMUS: You don't know where your Pakauwah is?
EDITH: Do you want me to lie?
ADAMUS: You have before. (lots of laughter)
EDITH: I don't think so!
ADAMUS: Klaus. And where is your Pakauwah, sir?
KLAUS: Actually, I don't know. I guess it's running around somewhere.
ADAMUS: And what is your Pakauwah?
KLAUS: It's a puma.
ADAMUS: Puma. Hmmm. And what if I told you it's really not a puma?
KLAUS: Yes.
ADAMUS: Yes.
KLAUS: Go ahead.
ADAMUS: Okay, it's really not a puma.
And my point is, dear Shaumbra, as we talked about last month, awareness. I
told you we were going to talk about it until I absolutely drive you crazy,
because there is so much happening right now, and you still tend to operate in
the limited awareness mode. You still are only using a small, small part of
your consciousness. Your consciousness is vast, expansive. It's there, waiting
for you. It's not shut off or shut down, it's there. But, see, you got into a
certain pattern, a certain way of thinking, and you shut down. So you assume,
because at one time your Pakauwah was a certain type of animal or a certain
sex, that it stays that way. It doesn't. It doesn't. It changes constantly.
Standing Bear, what is your Pakauwah?
STANDING BEAR: A grizzly.
ADAMUS: A grizzly.
STANDING BEAR: Yes.
ADAMUS: Really not. Really not. You're so hmmm hmmm hmmm um hmm, Standing
Bear. Standing Bear, you see, you get into this pattern of thinking that
you're so connected to Bear, but you're not. That's old. Oh, Bear is still
there sometimes. But what if it was a ladybug. You don't think you're a
ladybug kind of guy. (laughter)
STANDING BEAR: Dragonfly.
ADAMUS: You think you're a grizzly bear kind of guy, or maybe a fish - a
little perch, maybe. And, you see, the point is - stay aware. Those Pakauwahs
change. They are transforming. They don't have to be locked up in pumas and
lizards and grizzly bears and hawks.
We started this several months ago working together with a Pakauwah, which is
nothing but an extension of your own energy. It's you. It's not something or
someone else, it's you. Where's yours?
SHAUMBRA MAN: This morning it felt like a mushroom. (laughter)
ADAMUS: A mushroom.
SHAUMBRA MAN: Yes.
ADAMUS: And, indeed, it could be. Just don't eat it. (laughter)
SHAUMBRA MAN: Yes.
LINDA: No, I think it's more about what mushrooms eat.
ADAMUS: Yes, (chuckling) that's right, don't eat it! (more laughter) So Jeff,
where is your Pakauwah right now?
JEFF: Trying to communicate.
ADAMUS: Exactly! We should have prizes to hand out. (laughter) On the rare
occasions that Shaumbra gets it right.
LINDA: Somebody gets it right. Oh!
ADAMUS: Absolutely.
ADAMUS: So, Shaumbra, awareness. Things are changing very, very fast right
now. Your world becomes very expansive when you open your consciousness and be
aware.
Where is your Pakauwah right now? Well some of you haven't seen it or talked
to it in months. Fortunately, we don't give grades in this class, but I do
want to hand out prizes, gifts. Yes, Adamus gifts.
LINDA: We'll work on it.
ADAMUS: Be right back. (to Linda as she goes to find "Adamus gifts")
So, many of you haven't worked with your Pakauwahs in a long time, but the
Pakauwahs are still there. You created it. You called it in. They're waiting,
waiting patiently for all of you to do something with it, to be playful, to be
expansive, to be aware. That Pakauwah, that extension of you, is now
constantly transforming to meet the situation that you happen to be in.
You need a bird for an overview? not just literal, seeing from … (addresses
an audience member) That's a nice outfit there. (laughter) Now that's what I'm
talking about! (more laughter and applause) That … a little bit more gold
… (Adamus laughs)
So, where were we? Do you remember what we were just talking about? Yes, your
Pakauwah. So your Pakauwahs are constantly changing. When you need an
overview, it can transform, alchemize, into a bird immediately. If you need a
little peace and quiet, you need to get away from things, what does that
Pakauwah turn into? A fish. It's quiet, underneath. If you need …
LINDA: Here's some prizes. (laughter as Linda hands Adamus a cup of chocolate
candies)
ADAMUS: I was thinking of something quite more valuable than this, but …
(more laughter) They'll eat it and forget about it right away.
LINDA: You've got to be creative in the moment.
ADAMUS: Yes, we'll use it today, but it'd be nice to get something really
memorable.
LINDA: We'll talk.
ADAMUS: Gold coins? Yes, yes. Talk about having a lot …
LINDA: You manifest it, we'll make it! (laughter)
ADAMUS: Don't dare me.
LINDA: I dare you. (more laughter) I double dog dare you! (cheering and
applause)
ADAMUS: It's a tough group today. I came in trying to be a nice guy giving
flowers away and now you want gold. (laughter)
So your Pakauwahs are constantly changing. And they can change, by the way,
from an animal form. We started with that because of your love and the passion
that you have for animals. But now the Pakauwahs can change into just about
anything. Anything. Just a particle of energy, what you call orbs. Just a
little orb floating around.
Your Pakauwahs are there. It's that part of you that can traverse dimensions,
that can serve you when you're in the middle of a situation. And, by the way,
as long as you are in the human body on Earth amongst other humans who are
going through their evolution, you'll encounter situations. But the Pakauwah
can help unravel the complexity of the situation for both you and potentially
the one you're working with.
The Pakauwah can bring you back into a balance. The Pakauwah can expand out to
look at potential solutions to the
situation at hand and give you recommendations, which come in the way of the
little "Ahh!" You've been having those lately. Ah! But
unfortunately, you've been giving credit to me - somewhat deserved but not
totally; you've been giving credit to guides;
a few of you still in that alien energy -
mm, we're going to have to keep you after school for that; and some of you are
thanking just some unknown angelic beings. How about, as Tobias
said years ago, giving thanks
to yourself? Your Pakauwahs, you. You actually are doing it. That's the
good news. You actually are doing it, but you're just not necessarily aware of
it.
So, Timothy … I'll pick on Timothy here. Uh, microphone time.
LINDA: Oh yes …
ADAMUS: I give you a rose and …
LINDA: Run, Linda, run … (laughter)
ADAMUS: Timothy.
TIMOTHY: Yes?
ADAMUS: Seduction, (laughter as Adamus waves a chocolate) if you can answer
correctly. Where are you right now, Timothy? Tick tock, tick tock, tick tock.
TIMOTHY: Not entirely on Earth right now.
ADAMUS: Not entirely on Earth. That's half correct, so I'll give you a piece
anyway. Excellent.
Awareness
You're actually here, but most of you are only aware of being here right now.
Do you know that part of you right
now is on this New Earth continuing work
that you've been doing there a long time? And you can do both simultaneously.
Part of you, Mary, is still locked up in a dream that you have been dreaming
for weeks, and still in that energy. But you can still be here at the same
time.
Part of you, Alain, is working on a new project that you're not even aware of
yet. And I'm going to talk about that at the end of the day - not just your
project, but things for all of you - is in that energy. So you're aware
because the physical body can be a bit demanding in wanting your attention
just right here.
You see, we actually got you back into your bodies, which was important, and
then I'm telling you, well, to go back out, but in a different way; not a way
of trying to deny or escape. You see, you were using this out-of-body
before to escape, and when you did, when you left the body as you did most of
the time, you had no awareness. There wasn't a single component of you that
had awareness, because you were trying to be absolutely unaware.
And then you had pain in your life - maybe physical or emotional - it's one of
the only things that kept you aware of anything - thank god. Thank god. What
happens to a person when they absolutely become so unaware, they're out of
their bodies, they're not really existing, and they have no connection in the
form of pain or trauma or anger or anything? What happens?
SHAUMBRA: They die.
ADAMUS: They actually die, but they don't die. The biology continues on in a
survival mode, which it was programmed for, but they go into a nothingness,
absolute nothingness, in the other
realms as well as here. That's the most difficult to get anybody back from
- when they go into absolute nothingness. And it's not even depression. It's
not even sadness. It's not even just feeling low. It's absolute nothing. To
pull somebody back from nothing takes a lot.
The angelic beings on the other
side have to be particularly cautious about over-interference. Generally,
within the soul of the person when they go
into this absolute state of
unawareness, of nothingness, there's still something deep within their
soul, calling. But that voice, that call, is so muted and so forgotten that
sometimes they just don't hear it.
And they could die a physical death, which obviously they will, not even aware
that they're dying. You've met people like this. You've been people like this,
past times. So they die and when they go to the other side, still in a form of
nothingness, often there's not even enough anger, hate, compassion or love or
anything else - desire or anything - to pull them back in for another lifetime
- sometimes that's a godsend - some allure that would pull you, them, back in
for another lifetime, trying to get you or them aware again.
There are entities, beings, who have gone off into the nonphysical realms into
their nothingness; very difficult for any of us to bring them back. They can
exist there for what you would call millions of years, and it's in a state of
nothing. So, dear Shaumbra, I'm slightly off track here, but it's a time for
your awareness.
Part of you is here right now, and part of you isn't just listening to me or
watching or waiting for the next antic. Part of you is actually at this very
moment doing some interesting energy work. What is it? What are you doing? I
know you can feel it. There's something going on here. I know that if you tune
in for a moment and get out of your head and just get right into the heart,
right into your core, you can feel there's something going on; something in
you personally, something with this group. What's going on? (a Shaumbra
answers quietly) Ah, don't speak up very loud. (laughter)
EDITH: We don't want to be called a liar.
ADAMUS: Ahhh! We've all lied. Oh I hope I made you mad, Edith.
EDITH: You did.
ADAMUS: Exactly. Exactly.
LINDA: Wait, we need to have a microphone.
ADAMUS: Okay.
LINDA: I'm sorry. Did he make you mad?
EDITH: Definitely.
ADAMUS: Absolutely.
EDITH: Absolutely.
ADAMUS: Absolutely. Wouldn't you love to just slap me right now?
EDITH: No.
ADAMUS: Yes you would.
EDITH: No I wouldn't! (laughter)
ADAMUS: You're lying to me again! (more laughter)
EDITH: No, I'm not! (Adamus laughs)
ADAMUS: Edith, dear Edith, it's a way of moving energy.
EDITH: I know.
ADAMUS: It's a way of snapping out of the unconscious.
EDITH: But I thought we were integrating our Pakauwahs or our aspects. And
then if we can't even feel them, what are we feeling right here?
ADAMUS: Well, some of you are feeling them. Some of you haven't worked with
them in months. Some of you did it as a one-time exercise and moved on, and
sometimes you just totally forget. Your Pakauwah has come to you a number of
times, Edith, and you haven't heard.
EDITH: I'm sure … I believe it.
ADAMUS: Oh, it's not a bad thing. It's a common thing, but could you imagine
for a moment if that awareness of the energies around you, the awareness of
being here right now, but also right now a part of you is helping a few people
in your life that you're working with to help - part of you is there. And part
of you is actually resting. And part of you - a big part of you right now - is
ready to belch out some old energies that no longer serve you.
EDITH: Sounds good.
ADAMUS: Yes, but maybe a little anger to get it out.
EDITH: Okay. (she chuckles)
ADAMUS: Maybe a little awareness. See? And you know what happens, Edith, is we
- all of us - have had a lot of talks over the years. Do you know what
happens? A lot of times it goes straight up here and it sits there and then
you cogitate on it, and it ferments in the brain. And you know, when it
ferments in the brain, it doesn't smell very pretty. (laughter) And there's a
tendency to think about it rather than being aware of it. There's a tendency
to analyze it rather than just experience it.
So sometimes when I provoke you or others as I have done - thank god it's not
like the one I recently slapped, nearly sent him to another dimension with a
slap - sometimes that gets that awareness back.
So, let's get back to the question. Did I really upset you?
EDITH: No … no, not that much.
ADAMUS: Would you like me to?
EDITH: I still love you.
ADAMUS: Really?
EDITH: Yes.
ADAMUS: Really??
EDITH: But I do get pissed at you. (laughter)
ADAMUS: I'm going to ask you a third time. Really?
EDITH: I really love you but I really do get pissed at you.
ADAMUS: Thank you. Let's leave it there - "I really love you,"
period. Thank you. (laughter)
Edith and Shaumbra … Edith and Shaumbra and everybody, you asked me to come
in and piss you off. And there may be a day when I don't, but probably not.
So, dear Shaumbra, awareness. There's a lot of things going on right now as
we're talking. You're off existing, working, creating someplace else
simultaneously to sitting right here.
You know, it's an old trick that humans developed. It's called "let's
pretend." "Let's pretend I'm a human sitting here in Coal Creek
Canyon listening to Adamus and Edith have their interchange." And that's
pretending, because there is so much more going on. You're working at other
levels. You're working in other dimensions. You're helping to gracefully
transition energy of Earth, that alchemy of energy, which is so important
right now.
Right now at this very moment there is a part of you that's playing with and
experimenting with New Energy. You did some of it during this last month since
our last talk, and some of you had wonderful experiences, some got quite
frustrated. But you said, "Let's wait till Shoud
day. Let's wait and really bring it home, bring this New Energy in, experience
it, not just think about it." And that's what you're doing right now.
Some of you have a little tightness right in the tummy right now. Some of you
are getting a little pressure in your head, maybe worried about an onslaught
of a headache. "Why is it I come here and listen to Adamus and get a
headache?" Because, Shaumbra, there's a lot going on. Stop for a moment
and be aware of it. You don't have to even really define it. That's sometimes
where you get into trouble - when you try to define what's going on.
So just take a moment … there's a lot going on.
(pause)
Just because you can't put a label on it doesn't mean it's not happening.
Actually, it's even better when you don't put a label on it and it's
happening.
This is something that doesn't just apply to our little gathering right now.
This is something that is going on all the time. Many of you have had your
Pakauwahs sitting in idle. Some of your Pakauwahs have tried biting you and
tried barking at you. Some of them have sent their droppings from up above, if
they're birds, to get your attention. And sometimes it manifests literally -
literally, physically. Sometimes it's just that feeling that you're getting,
but you ignore it; you've got your mind focused on going forward. That's an
illusion also.
No More Forward
As a matter of fact, let's just take that for a moment. The old programming,
hypnosis, overlays, conditioning, everything else from eons ago - Atlantis,
even further back than that - "go forward." Go forward. So humans
tend to do it blindly. They're programmed to go forward, to make progress.
What an illusion. What a lie. That's a lie.
You don't have to go forward anymore. It doesn't mean you go backwards; it
doesn't mean you stay in the same position. You expand
- and there's a big difference between going forward and expanding.
Back in my days they would put blinders on a horse to keep that horse from
seeing what's around it, to keep that horse going forward. Sometimes they
would even put a carrot up in front of the horse. So, Shaumbra, you've done a
lot of that - blinders and carrots. It serves a purpose to an extent - you get
to see how limited you could be; you can see how focused you can get on just
one reality. But now we take the blinders
off, we take the carrots away, and now you really start living.
You start expanding, and the truth of it is … eh, I'm going to redefine
here. I'm going to do a lot of redefining today, maybe make a few of you
upset. We start redefining and saying you actually don't expand, because you
already are expanded. You just become aware … (Adamus kisses someone) Two
pieces here. (laughter) And how I wish they were gold. Well, actually they are
gold - the wrapper. But you actually become aware of how expanded you already
are. You actually suddenly realize there's nothing that you have to achieve.
In other words, we're not trying to push out the walls to make yourself
expanded; you just become aware of how expanded you are. It's amazing. It's
really easy.
So, let's take a deep breath. It's about awareness.
More about Awareness
Now, I'm going to address this to the point of hopefully getting you really
upset, really bored with it, really bored. But if you want to say where are
you right now in this opening up
process, it's about being aware.
You know, a lot of you expect to see things floating around. Don't. Let go of
that concept. Feel into it. Do you realize how much is going around in this
room right now? How much energy? Some that is relatively easy to describe - we
have angels here, of course; we have a lot of Pakauwahs that were frightfully
called back (laughter) the minute I started talking where is your Pakauwah.
"Oh damn!" (laughter) "Oh Bowser, come back! Quick! Quick! He's
going to call on me! I better be able to say that you're right here."
There are a lot of Earth energies - Gaia
energies - here today, more than normal. Why is that?
SHAUMBRA: We're connecting with them?
ADAMUS: A lot of changes going on in the Earth right now. The Earth is looking
for a way to alchemize its old
stuck energy. So what happens? The moment this spirit of Earth feels a group
of humans who really understands what's going on and that doesn't go into fear
of all the things, but understands it's a graceful release, that energy is
attracted, and it's here today. So you can feel Earth energy amongst us.
Now, Tobias has talked to you many times about this. There's a tendency to
think it's your own. "What's wrong with me today? How come I have a few
aches and pains? How come I feel I have to flatulate here in just a moment?
How come I just feel like I want to scream?" Well, because it's
not yours; it's all these
energies that are being attracted.
Feel into this for a moment; let me focus with you. There's a specific small
group of beings here today. Nonphysical, but their energies are here …
(pause) … see, when you expand your awareness, you realize there's a group
of what you would call students or "newbies" from the New
Earth that are here visiting. They're about to come in in physical body.
This happens a lot to you. The new ones, they hang around you for a while.
Sometimes they're assigned to you. Sometimes they just are attracted to you,
and they'll follow you around. They'll shadow you. They want to see what it's
like to be a human. They want to eat food with you, because they've never
eaten food before. They want to be around when you laugh.
Angels really don't know how to laugh. Did
you ever hear of an angelic comedian? (laughter) Other than me, there just
aren't any. These new angels, in particular the ones who had never been here,
are fascinated by this thing called the human experience. And, in particular,
they're fascinated by … they're not real fascinated by Old Energy stuff.
They're fascinated by new changes, alchemy, transmutation of energy, coming to
know thyself, coming to love thyself. So they hang around.
Sometimes you think it's you. You think, "Why do I feel so ignorant
today? How come I just don't feel like I know how to handle this
situation?" because you're feeling their energy. You're feeling their
presence around you. Sometimes you're overwhelmed or fascinated by some of the
things that are happening or feelings that you're having; it's these new ones
that are shadowing you.
So, awareness. Awareness. Awareness. You operate on easily thousands of levels
at one time. Some are not as important or don't have the priority. Some are
very, very important. Working right now with the energy of nature, Gaia, is
kind of almost at an all time high right now. Weather patterns, earthquakes,
global snowing, those type of things - these are all parts of a beautiful
process with Gaia and you're feeling it.
So when you consciously breathe, which I know you do all the time. (some
laughter as Adamus rolls his eyes) Aandrah, no names here, but … When you
consciously breathe, now use that opportunity to also be consciously aware;
consciously aware that Linda of Eesa
is staring me down; consciously aware that you're operating at many levels all
at the same time, and it's you, but you're also feeling into other energies.
This isn't - how do I say it - this is very practical. This isn't dreamy-state
stuff. This isn't esoteric. This is actually becoming very practical, and it's
going to serve you very well.
As a small example: you have to buy some new clothing for an event and maybe
part of you is dreading it. Do you realize that you're already sending
yourself out there to shop for the new clothes? Now, once you become aware of
it, you connect with that part of you that knows how to dress elegantly and
appropriately, I guess you would say, for the situation.
Yes, you're already out shopping for next month's attire to be right here.
Yes. And now you become aware of it. Now you start bringing the energy in and
you get out of your head, and it starts happening. Then it comes to you
easily. You don't have to dread the shopping experience. You go out shopping,
and you're going to find your way exactly to what you want, or it's
going to come to you.
A little example. Can you imagine now applying that to everything - food,
relationships, your next grand venture that you're going to do. Instead of
struggling with it up here - oh, you make my head hurt with all the
struggling, me too, both of us - but you let that go. You become aware of that
part of you, Alain, that is already working on the project, that has developed
or is seeing into its beautiful energy, and the part of you that doesn't worry
about the financial return, about the resources, about these mundane human
needs. It's just out there in grand creation. It's there. It's actually closer
than what you think. It's there. It's you. It's not me doing it, it's you
doing it, and it's there.
Every breath, every drink of water, every yawn, every cough you make, remember
awareness. So much more is happening.
Now, that's the good news. You become aware of multidimensional living. You
become aware of the many, many facets of the jewel that you are.
The bad news - there isn't any. But what does happen as your awareness
expands, at first there's going to be part of you that's going to feel a
little tired, a little overwhelmed, because your brain
can't handle awareness. Do you realize your brain … I don't mean to talk bad
about the brain all the time, but today we're going to alchemize your brain,
if you don't mind. We're going to transmute it today. Today. (audience
applause)
The brain is not a vessel of awareness. It's not. It's a vessel of memory,
recall. But true awareness isn't memory at all. It's in the moment. It's got
feeling attached to it. It's got passion keeping it flowing and becoming more
aware of itself.
The brain recalls. Consciousness is aware.
So we move beyond just the brain. We move beyond the singular awareness. There
are butterflies in the room right now, and I'm not kidding. They're here.
They're some of your Pakauwahs, and they're floating around.
I know one of the issues is you say, "Well aren't I going to be
considered a little lunatic outside of this safe space?" No, not at all.
We're going to talk about it in June when I do my mental health workshop. See
Cauldre wasn't aware that he's already going to be doing it. (Adamus chuckles)
So we're going to talk about that.
The world wants to dream right now. The world wants to escape its prison right
now. It's desperate for it. But it has doubts. Humanity has been, oh, taken
advantage of a lot of times, so they're a bit skeptical. So if you start
talking about the butterflies that were floating all around you today and the
butterfly that is sitting on your shoulder as you're talking to them and the
big white puma that is purring right beside them, yes, at first they're going
to wonder about you. But not really.
In the long run, humanity right now so much wants to know their dreams. They
so much want to be opening up into awareness. They want to know that there's
something else beyond beyond. They want to know that there's a reason for all
of this. They want to know that … feel into it with me for a moment. You
have this very old overlay belief of God. My contention is, if you feel into
this for a moment, humans don't want to believe in that God anymore, but
they're afraid. They're programmed. They've been told that if they don't
believe in that God then the devil's going to get them, so they're locked into
place. I call it hypnosis. I call it
freezing in a belief system. It's a
stalemate - energy stalemate. But something deep within is calling out to
them, their soul, saying there has got to be
something else. It can't be the way they were taught when they were young. It
can't be the way that the churches profess this to be. There's got to be
something else.
And who's going to teach it to them? Who's going to help unopen it within
them? Who's going to help them discover not a God that another group is
creating, but the God that's within,
which is absolutely unique and personal for every being? It's you. Who's going
to help them to understand that they can fly? How often have you dreamt of
flying?
SHAUMBRA: A lot.
ADAMUS: Absolutely. Because you are.
It's not just a dream. There are parts of you that are soaring right now. And
you say, "But no, it couldn't be because I'm sitting here in physical
form." That is an illusion of being locked into the physical body. You
say, "But my body has to get up and fly and everybody has to be
absolutely amazed and see me floating around the room." Really? Really?
What if you are flying right now, hovering? Hovering. Part of you is.
Now, yes I know, you wanted to levitate right off that chair right now. Will
it happen? Does it matter? Does it matter? The answer is yes you'll be able
to, but don't focus on that. Don't get sidetracked by that. Yes, we're going
to that point, that part, where the absolute integration happens; where x and
y cross and become the point of everything; where what's happening in the other
realms and the other dimensions begins to happen here. But right now just
start being aware of what is happening out there.
Releasing the Past
Point two. Release. Release.
So I was asked the other day by a Shaumbra - not one of you here - but by a
Shaumbra, and that Shaumbra said, "So I'm so frustrated, Adamus."
Actually, it was worse than that. The language was quite terse, so I won't
repeat it. "Adamus, how do I get over the issues? How do I get over it?
How do I get over my karma? How do I get
beyond these issues? Every time I think I'm getting beyond them, they're right
back. They're right there again. How to get over karma?"
Ah, simple answer: It's not you. It's not you. See, there's still that belief,
whether humans believe in karma or not, they believe in their past. Whether
they believe in past lives, they
believe in some past and they believe it's theirs. And they believe it's their
cross to bear, their burden, their whatever you want to call it - their karma,
their conditioning - and they drag it around with them. And they wonder then
why life gets a little tough, why opportunities just don't appear for them,
why they seem to be on the same damn road day after day after day. Same road.
Even though they think they're going forward, the reality is, when they look
at it, the road was the same today as it was yesterday and it's going to be
the same tomorrow - until you say, "That's not me. That's not mine."
You are not your past life, believe it or not. I'm actually - me, Adamus - I'm
actually tired of all the past life stuff. There are no past lives. There was
no reincarnation. How about that? There wasn't even a yesterday, in a way, in
a very, very real way. That's so old and it's not you.
But why is it, Aandrah, why is it that so many of them want to hold onto
yesterday and last lifetime and the 18,000 other lifetimes that you might have
had and the lifetimes of suffering and the lifetimes of being burned and
tortured - why do they want to hang onto it? Just between you and me, into the
microphone.
AANDRAH: Ha, and a few thousand others. Partly to prove they exist. They're
afraid. "If I have no yesterday, I do not exist."
ADAMUS: Yes! You get the whole cup! The whole cup! (audience applause as
Adamus dumps the whole cup of chocolates into Norma's lap) We'll need more
prizes for next month. I love this school. Ah, thank you.
Yes, partly because without yesterday, there's the fear that you don't exist.
So you hang onto the yesterdays - I'm not talking necessarily to you; I'm
using the word generically, humans - humans hang onto yesterdays desperately.
And when they forget their yesterdays, because they're actually not … How
are we doing on time? I have a long way to go.
LINDA: It doesn't matter.
ADAMUS: Okay. (audience laughter and applause)
So they hang onto their yesterdays and then when they can't deal with their
yesterdays and they go out of their body into nothingness,
then they go to counseling to remember their yesterdays to remind them that
they're really existing; and then the counselor gives them little drugs that
makes them forget about their yesterdays; and now they're in deep, deep
yogurt. Now they can't even be in nothingness, and do you know how frustrating
that is when you want to be away from it all and you can't? But you're not
here either? Where are you? Hell. You're in
hell at that point, and it's hard to get those humans back.
Why am I telling you this - you know it all. You already know this. You've
experienced it. You've played with it, and here you are, right now,
enlightened humans, teachers of the New Earth, which, by the way, can also be
this old Earth. I'll talk about that in another Shoud.
"So how do you release this?" this Shaumbra asked. "How do you
release?" And I said stop believing in who you were. Stop believing in
your karma. Stop believing in yesterday. Now I'm still … Edith if you think
I made you a little upset, this Shaumbra is still very upset with me. Still
very upset, still very angry, watching in today thinking that I'm some sort of
… (someone says "devil") I didn't say the word devil, but yes
perhaps; thinking that I'm trying to pull the wool over her eyes; looking in
on the webcast to see what little tricks am I using.
Because this beautiful being cannot imagine letting go of her past,
because, well, she is invested in it. Over 1800 lifetimes invested into it.
Eons of time before ever coming to Earth invested in it. And we've
arm-wrestled. She feels that if she lets it go everything that she's done to
discover the answer to the question "Who am I?" is for naught -
blows up, dissolves, goes away, goes back to start, goes back to the
beginning. You can't go back to the beginning.
By letting go of your yesterdays, you're letting go of illusions. You're
letting go of energy that is trapped and stuck. You're not letting go of the
experience, the feeling. You're not letting go of the passion and the wisdom.
You're letting go of perspective.
Perspective, of what you thought you were doing when you were eight years old
and had some incidents happen. It was a perspective. If you have been totally
aware, much like you are today, you would have realized there was really a lot
of other things going on.
So when you let go of the past lives, the beliefs, everything else, you don't
really let go of your identity. How could
you let go of something that is yours? How can you let go of a soul that is
filled with experience and passion? You let go of perspective. You let go of
the way of viewing it. You let go of the stuck energy. And then what happens?
What happens when the Earth, through an earthquake or a volcano, releases?
What happens to that energy? (Adamus whistles) I'm out of prizes so I guess
I'm getting no answers. So …
KATHLEEN: Transmutes.
ADAMUS: It transmutes. It shifts.
It changes. Thank you. Kathleen, I told you how brilliant you were when I
first started, and now you're coming out with it. You're letting it come to
the surface. Oh, how long others have put you down. Doesn't it feel
liberating?
KATHLEEN: Yes.
ADAMUS: Yes, absolutely. (audience applause)
So the Earth quakes, the Earth shifts, the Earth has fire and snow and all the
rest of that. What's happening is the energy is transmuting. It's going back
… (Adamus chuckles as Linda brings him a plateful of chocolate prizes)
LINDA: Your wish is my command.
ADAMUS: (laughing) Thank you, dear. See now? You don't even have to ask; it
just comes to you! It just comes to you.
So the energy transmutes. It
goes back into, let's say, a reservoir or a pool. It could be your own
individual reservoir, it could be a community or a country or global
reservoir, but it goes back. It goes back different than the way it came down
in the first place. It's not necessarily more powerful or bigger. It's just
wiser.
If the person calling it back - let's say your
energy you release, your old consciousness you release, goes back into
your soul reservoir - now it doesn't just come back as the same energy to
serve you again. It has a component
of wisdom; it has a component of grace attached to it, if you are aware.
If you're not, you're just going to use it like you've always used energy in
the same manner, the same limitations as before. However, if you're aware that
there's a release when you let go of all of your past lives, when you let go
of who you were yesterday and then you're aware today, now you
can tap into that magnificent new component that has been added - wisdom,
love, ease - whatever component you want it to be.
When you call in that energy to serve you … (Adamus is looking for markers
to write with)
LINDA: No markers? Oh my god! (laughter; Linda goes to get some markers)
ADAMUS: It's a plot. I know it's a plot. "Adamus is drawing too much on
the board. He's acting like a professor. Let's take away his markers."
Poor me. (chuckling)
So when you call that back in, it
comes back in to serve you. However, something brilliant - I don't need
markers, I have balls (some laughter as Adamus brings out two big red balls) -
something brilliant comes in with it. New
Energy. New Energy.
I use these red balls as a symbol of the New Energy. It attaches with the Old
Energy coming in now, and they roll in together. But you're only going to be
able to use it if you're aware of it.
Now, aware doesn't mean thinking about it. Aware means feeling it. Aware means
sensing it. Then it comes to life. Then it goes to work for you.
So, the world is releasing right now. You see it in earthquakes, you see it in
strange weather - that's the obvious stuff. There are a lot of other things
going on as well. You can become aware of it just tapping into it. It's not
just shifting the physical Earth itself. It's shifting magnetic
grids. It's shifting the axis
and then an earthquake comes along and really shifts it into place. For those
of you involved in astrology,
whoa-ho-ho. Stop and take a second look. It's shifting the whole illusion of
this astrology. Astrology is a wonderful thing, I was a great practitioner of
it in some of my lifetimes. But what I knew then does not apply now. Rethink
astrology or re-feel astrology.
So much going on in the world right now, let's take a deep breath and be
aware.
There's so much going on within you right now.
(pause)
Experience
So last month I talked about it being a very special time. I said you are now
going out of theory into experience.
Some of you moaned and groaned. Experience is living
it. Experience is irreplaceable. You're going to discover that just thinking
about things was really rather burdensome and boring. So you go into
experience. And I said most of you were going to have an experience during
this last month, and the experience is going to open up a new part
of you. The experience is going to provide one of the many conduits for
bringing in New Energy, for integrating
that potential into this Now moment.
So with microphone in hand, Linda is going to go into the audience and ask
Marc Ritter what did you experience? You knew I was going to call on you.
MARC: Of course I knew. There is so much that I experienced.
ADAMUS: Exactly. Now, of course, you were on our Sounds of the Soul tour, just
so everybody understands.
MARC: Yes.
ADAMUS: And, first of all, was it an experience?
MARC: It definitely was.
ADAMUS: Did I deliver on my promise from the last Shoud you would have an
experience? No I didn't. You did. You did. So what was it that you
experienced?
MARC: There are so many things that I experienced… like, what do you mean?
LINDA: Ooh, a question with a question.
ADAMUS: If you were going to tell Shaumbra about what you experienced on a
personal spiritual level, a soul level, what did you experience?
(pause as Marc searches for words)
You're almost there. You're almost about to say it, but you're wondering if
I'm going to tell you you're wrong because I probably will. I'll say it for
you - you can't put it in words. It's almost indefinable, and you don't want
to put it into words, because the moment you do, it distorts it. It almost
twists and perverts it or at least it limits it. Now, that's not going to be
that way forever, because you're going to develop a soul eloquence where
you're going to be talking, but you're really going to be projecting or
radiating feelings rather than words.
So it was indescribable. It was personal. It was … ah, it was. That's …
MARC: Definitely.
ADAMUS: Yes, yes. It was. So Linda, you pick. I'll close my eyes. You pick
anyone.
LINDA: Any particular question?
ADAMUS: No, the same question - what did you experience this past month?
LINDA: Oh, okay. (laughter as Linda brings the microphone to Deb)
ADAMUS: You know, that's funny because that would have been my choice too.
Deb, what were your experiences like this past month? And I assume we're doing
okay, you and I?
DEB: We're okay.
ADAMUS: Okay. Would you talk to Edith later and tell her that it's really a
good thing to get upset with me?
DEB: It moves energy.
ADAMUS: It moves. It rocks, yes. Yes. And I do it, obviously, out of love.
DEB: Of course.
ADAMUS: Of course. Okay, so you had … I won't reveal. How were your
experiences this month?
DEB: Oh please, I'd prefer if you just share for me. (much laughter)
ADAMUS: I … and you know I will after you try to identify it yourself. Oh I
know it … go ahead.
DEB: Well, we just said it. It's really hard to put words to it.
ADAMUS: Yes.
DEB: For me I think it was a lot of … there was a lot of internal work. I
didn't have any external energy …
ADAMUS: Big prize. Big prize.
DEB: Oh, thank you.
ADAMUS: An experience doesn't have to be dramatic. An experience doesn't have
to be in your face. An experience generally is not going to come from the
outside. That's where you've been looking - outside.
Some of you are feeling bad about yourselves. You say, "I didn't have an
experience this last month." Yes you did. (laughter at Adamus' tone) But
you were looking out there. If you'd have looked right here, you've had a
tremendous experience.
Experiences don't need to be loud and noisy. Experiences don't have to be
chaotic and filled with conflict. Experiences don't have to be sugary or airy
fairy. Oh you say, "Well then how do I know it's an experience?"
Awareness. Big awareness. If you're always looking out the window, how are you
going to know what's happening right here? If you're expecting drama, how are
you going to know when you just had a most beautiful shift in yourself?
Well sooner or later it's going to show up in your day-to-day living, yes, but
then you're going to wonder, "I wonder why things are just kind of
working out a little bit different now, a little better. I wonder what
happened?" You had an experience. You had an experience, every one of
you.
Now, obviously, if you were with us on the tour in Egypt, the experience was
very evident. There were experiences outside, but really the experience that
everyone had was really very personal. Very personal. If I asked most of the
ones who were on the trip what they did, what they saw, what days they did
certain things, they'd have no clue, because they were going through a very
deep personal experience. Experience doesn't have to be cathartic. It doesn't
have to bring tears to your eyes. Experience can just be experience.
So then you say, "Well how do I define it? Isn't experience something
that is very tangible and very identifiable?" No. No. Take those blinders
off.
Experience is ultimately about letting yourself live, letting yourself be
here, letting yourself be aware. Every one of you last month, since our last
talk, had an experience that shifted your life in a way that hasn't occurred
in a long, long time.
It might take some of you a little while to really realize it or for it to,
what you would say, manifest or take place here. But you did. How do you know?
How do you know I'm not just telling you that? Awareness. Awareness. Feeling
within.
There's going to be more experience coming your way - maybe not what you
thought it was going to be, and maybe it is what you think it was going to be
- because we as Shaumbra are on this amazing vessel, together and
individually, going into experience.
Now, between now and our next gathering, you're going to be asked by yourself
to work with it, to work with the experience, to work with New Energy, to
apply it, to do something with it. It can be a grand creation. It can be
anything, but to play with it just like you'd play with the ball; to start
getting used to it, to start bonding with it.
Experiencing New Energy
Remember last month I said you feel something around you. You feel something
crawling around you trying to get inside your brain or your body or whatever,
and it's not an alien probe. Aliens really aren't that smart. One of these
days when we have a little extra time, we'll go visit an alien ship and I'll
show you what they're really like. And we'll have a grand experience.
But in the meantime this New Energy,
which is you, not a future potential,
but from the greater consciousness of you,
is coming to visit. The New Energy - true New Energy, expansional - is now
coming down into this reality or up into this reality. It's coming to play
with you. It's testing you out. It wants to see what you're made of. As I said
last month it wants to know what makes you laugh, what makes you cry, what
makes you feel different things. How does that brain work? And it's probing or
it's investigating in a very loving, non-intrusive, compassionate manner. And
it's you. Not the big golden angel, not something that's different or
separate. It's actually you. It's coming in.
And this month, between now and our next gathering, it's time to start playing
with it. You've got to be aware of it first, but now start playing with it.
What to do? Anything. Go out for a walk - you, your Pakauwah and the red ball.
Go out for a walk. Take it to work. A lot of you do not take your spirituality
to work. Sometimes I don't blame you, but now it's time to start taking that
to work. Drive along in a car with it. Talk to it out loud, or better yet,
don't talk at all. Feel into it.
To put it in a theoretical way, rhetorical way, it's the You that you've
always longed for. It's the You that you've always wanted to love you, it
couldn't love you, because you didn't want it to. You weren't ready for it.
You didn't love yourself enough to allow something so precious as the real
You to come in. You kept it away, waiting to get better, waiting to get
over your karma, waiting to perfect yourself, waiting till you learned how to
meditate properly or pray properly. It's always wanted to come in, and now it
can.
You release the yesterdays. It doesn't mean giving up your identity. Your
identity is you. The identity is I Am
that I Am. That's the identity. What more do you need besides I Am?
Nothing. Absolutely nothing.
Slaying Windmills
So, next topic. Okay, so what's been happening in this whole game? I refer
back to this a lot of times - I see you slaying windmills, tilting at
windmills. Don Quixote. You see, Don Quixote left reality, which means his
limitations. He wanted something more, there had to be something else out
there, driving himself crazy by staying in the norm. So he went out. But when
he went out of his norm, he created some amazing delusions that everything was
at battle with him. The trees, the wind - they were the demons. The windmills
- the giants, the warriors. The night was the demon. The stars were spying on
him - the eyes from the other realms. So he often was slaying windmills.
Now, those around him looked and said, "Now he's a crazy one, isn't
he?" Actually, he wasn't at all. He wasn't at all. He was battling
because he was always battling, always had been battling, always fighting
something even if it was just a windmill, even if it wasn't battling back at
him. And, dear Shaumbra, you've been tilting at a few windmills, battling
things that you no longer need to battle, having fights that you no longer
need to fight.
Now, Don Quixote finally gave up tilting at windmills, went back to the norm,
went back to his old reality. Well, you can't. You don't want to, I should
say. You've tried, but it's very difficult.
So that leaves you in the situation - a unique interesting situation - saying,
"Well, here I am outside the norm. I've expanded. What do I do?"
Well, first of all, give
thanks to yourself that you did pop out of the box. Now, when you popped
out, you still had that sword going. You're still battling the demons and
battling just about everything.
Now is the time to recognize that it's just a windmill. It's just the air
moving it, and it's just the sun going down at night that causes the darkness,
and it's just stars in heaven reminding you of where you came from but not
where you're going to. It's time to put down the swords and stop slaying at
the windmills, at the demons. They're really not the demons.
It's an illusion. It's a habit. It's a
habit, going out there to fight, to defend, to protect. It's an Old Energy
dynamic that, in a way, you did to keep yourself busy.
Slaying windmills really keeps one busy for a long time, and when that
windmill is conquered, you'll find another windmill. If it's not a windmill,
it'll be a mountain; and if it's not a mountain, a river.
Let's stop tilting at windmills, starting today. Okay? There's nothing to
fight. You realize what you've really been fighting?
SHAUMBRA: Ourselves.
ADAMUS: Ah! Gifts for everybody! (applause) Yourself. Absolutely. Yourself. A
lot of times you'll project yourself into other things, other people, but it
was really yourself. But isn't that a little old now, a little tiring now?
So let's use this occasion of awareness where so many things are happening
right now - you think you're just watching me, so many things are happening
right now - let's use the occasion, if you choose, to make a conscious choice
to stop tilting at windmills, to stop the battle. But before you do, let me
add a cautionary note. There is a tendency - an Old Energy tendency - to say,
"Well then what do I do?" There's a certain dynamic in always
fighting the windmills, because, well, it's righteous - righteous as hell. You
can tell everybody you're busy fighting windmills. You're busy changing the
world! You're busy creating the new spiritual dynamic for Earth and therefore,
you have to be the New Energy Jedi. (laughter)
What happens when you give that up, Aandrah? Microphone please, and let me get
a flower ready here. What happens when you give that up?
AANDRAH: Ah, takes my breath away. You start laughing, playing, celebrating
…
ADAMUS: One more word.
AANDRAH: … breathing and really living.
ADAMUS: Living. Living is the word. (applause) You really start living. (hands
her a flower) I do believe you bought those in the first place, so it's …
(laughter) See, it's what you give out comes back.
So, yes, you start living. Part of you can't imagine living without being the
righteous defender. Part of you can't imagine living without a cause, but I
tell you - and you're going to cry on my shoulder and tell me later, "Why
didn't you tell us that before?" You're going to cry on my shoulder and
say, "When I let go, when I stop slaying windmills and every other thing
that came along; when I let that go, I realized what living really was. I
realized that I was so limited before and now it is beyond words. Beyond
words."
Now, to go along with the slaying windmills and hairy beasts that you've been
doing, is also, dear Shaumbra, you've had the fight, you've had the chase,
you've had this whole illusion of purpose and cause, but that's also created
limitation. So we let all that go now. The struggle … the struggle. You let
that go now.
Now, the world is still the world and it's still going to push on you, okay?
But when it pushes on you, you don't have to feel its push. You don't have to
resist. You don't have to fight back. There is nothing to fight back. You
breathe it in and you realize that it can't take anything away from you. You
realize that it can't deceive you. It certainly can't take your soul. It no
longer can enslave you.
I talked a little bit about slavery in our recent gathering on the boat. I
made a statement to the Shaumbra there that I think upset a few of them, which
was what I was trying to do. I said it's only a Master
- only a Master - that can provide true service. Everyone else is a slave.
Everyone else is a slave.
So, dear Shaumbra, you've had this slave mentality - letting others enslave
you, enslaving yourself - and how could you possibly be in service when you're
a slave? You can't. You're a slave. When you rise above that, when you get to
the point that we're at right now, you let all that go. You become aware that
you are the Master. You're not aspiring to it, you are. You're aware of it
rather than in search of it. Then you can really be in service. Then we can
talk about changing the consciousness of Earth. Anything else is just Old
Energy.
LINDA: It doesn't matter, but it's 4:45.
ADAMUS: I know, and I'm having grand fun here. But if anybody wants to get up
and leave, they can.
LINDA: A couple did.
ADAMUS: Yes, and I'm chasing the rest out the door. So, dear Shaumbra, next
we're going to redefine.
Body of Consciousness
You've talked about the components that you thought that you were; (Adamus
writes) spirit, mind - is my handwriting better? - and body. Body, mind,
spirit - that's how so many like to define themselves. Let's wipe that out
now. Instead of seeing yourself as these individual components, which
basically cut each off from the other, it's time to go beyond.
Let's take a deep breath as we do.
It's time to be aware of yourself as a Body of Consciousness. No longer body,
mind and spirit; no longer human, divine; no longer good or bad or light or
dark or boy or girl. You are a Body of Consciousness.
Body as in a vessel. That is a vessel - sailing vessel. (Adamus draws a
sailboat beneath the words "Body of Consciousness.") A body is a sovereignty.
It's your own. You're a body of consciousness.
Consciousness is awareness.
Consciousness is awareness. You are a Body of Awareness, and it's time to
start using that. It's time to start being aware.
The mind, now - if you choose - the mind
melds into the Body of
Consciousness. The physical biology
melds into your Body of Consciousness. Your spirit,
which once you kept so apart from the rest of you, your spirit melds into your
Body of Consciousness. In a way, you could say you return back to whence you
were, whence you came from, but not really. You don't go back. You now evolve,
expand; going back to some of the core parts of yourself - consciousness - but
now greatly expanded.
As a Body of Consciousness you don't have to see yourself as anything other
than yourself, your soul, your sovereignty, your Body of Consciousness. Body
doesn't have to be physical. Body can be very unphysical, very
multidimensional. Body of Consciousness.
So let's not use these words anymore - these ways of defining yourself as
body, mind and spirit. It was good back when. It gave you a little awareness
that you are very multidimensional, but you are now a Body of Consciousness.
So in the time between now and our next gathering, I would like you to be
really aware of what that means, really aware of all the components that are
integrated and interconnected, not separated. Not separated.
A long time ago in the evolution of humanity and your evolution, it was about
survival. It was about seeing if you can come down to Earth and maintain
yourself in biology, surviving. When you mostly mastered that, then it became
about the next form of evolution, which was religion.
Religion, because now you have to give yourself a reason for wanting to
survive. So you gave yourself religion. You gave yourself a lot of gods. And
then it got so confusing you boiled it down to just one god. Eh, you talk
about one God, but you still really believe in a lot of them.
And then after you got over your religious phase, this lifetime or other
lifetimes, when you got a little tired of the churches, you went into your
spiritual phase - new age, spiritual
pursuit, metaphysics. That allowed you to go beyond the having a god some far
off other place, but it was still a separate god. You kind of knew it was you
and you had a spirit and there was other things happening, you just called it
spiritual. Let's redefine that. Let's redefine God. As long as we're not doing
anything else, let's redefine God!
Awareness. Awareness.
So let's go even beyond using words like "religion," which obviously
you're not, "spiritual" or "new age" or perhaps even
"New Energy." It's about awareness. You are beings of awareness.
Now, how aware do you want to be? That, dear Shaumbra, is the question. How
aware?
Now, you say, "Oh, a lot," but in going beyond, in going outside of
the old comforts, things are going to change, as you've noticed. But change
doesn't have to be difficult. Change doesn't have to be exhausting. Change can
be the most liberating thing that can ever happen to you. Don't be afraid of
the change. Don't be afraid of going into and discovering your Body of
Consciousness.
(To Linda) I know, I have only moments.
LINDA: No, no…
ADAMUS: No, I do. I have another appointment. So I have only moments.
(laughter) It has nothing to do with you!
I'm going to ask you, speaking of that, do this. This wasn't on my schedule to
talk about today, but I'd like you to do this.
Expanding Your Body of Consciousness
So here you are, existing, aware of yourself here, and starting to get aware,
oh, there's a lot of other stuff going on. Okay. You can project your energies
into other things. Now, okay, so you can project your energy into a dog or a
cat. Through what?
SHAUMBRA: Your awareness.
ADAMUS: Your Body of Consciousness working with your Pakauwah.
Now, so you want to do what I love to do? I love to go into a dog. I don't
take over its soul and I'm not trying to control the dog. I'm just going in
and working out a little cooperation with the dog. Say, you know, "I'm
going to come in and spend some time occupying you," and the dog or the
cat agree at some level or I find one that is agreeable. It allows me to be in
physical reality and really be immersed in it for a short period of time. You
can do the same.
Now, it doesn't mean you're going to turn into a cat or a dog. It means that
you're expanding that Body of
Consciousness now into another Body of Consciousness. That means you can feel
yourself in a dog on the other side of the planet or a cat or anything else -
stay away from humans for now; later on we'll get into that, but project
yourself - or a bird or whatever.
You're going to find out now this connection between your Pakauwah that's
always changing and how it relates now to outside energies. You can observe,
you can be aware of what's happening right now in Norway in a specific city,
in a specific house or community, through a bird. You expand your Body of
Consciousness and then you're there. You really are. You really are.
Now, because you've spent so much time getting back into your body and
breathing and understanding the Now
moment, you're not going to pop out. You're not going to leave your
physical body. You expand that Body of Consciousness now, working with another
Body of Consciousness.
Birds, cats, dogs, other animals
are not souled beings - with a very
few exceptions. They're not souled beings, so you're not taking over their
soul and you're not going to stay there forever. You're going find you'll want
to get out after a little bit. I generally never spend longer than about three
days if I am cohabitating with an animal or a human.
So that's another thing to do for next month. One more point and then we'll
finish this. No, we're going to keep going, but we'll finish my discussion.
The Call
Very important point, this is where we bring it all together if you say
"What was Adamus talking about today?" There's a calling right now.
It's from within you this time. It's not out there. It's not Archangel
Gabriel or Gabriela calling. And the call
has been persistent, steady.
It's you. It's your … whatever you want to call it. I'm going to call it
your Body of Consciousness because I don't even like the word 'soul'
anymore. It's your consciousness,
your expanded consciousness, your full
potential of consciousness calling out. But you haven't been aware of it
for the most part. As a matter of fact, it's been rather annoying, so you've
tried to shut it off, much like you'd shut a window if there was a noisy car
out front. You're like, "What is that noise? It's so irritating,"
and it's coming from within and you've tried to shut it out. The calling is
from You to yourself.
The calling is, you could say, You wanting to come home to you, here now, not
out there. The calling is for the integration,
bringing together, living.
The calling has no agenda other than to reunite. It doesn't want you to do
certain things - don't come back and tell me that this voice within wants you
to walk naked down the highway at four in the morning. The calling wants
nothing but to be with you; to share the experiences of life; to bring a level
of passion with it that has been closed off for a long time.
It's the Body of Consciousness that has been fragmented into parts that's
calling to come back together and it does it through you in this Now
moment. In this no-incarnation that you now exist in, in this identity
that isn't from yesterday but is the I Am of
today. It wants to come back.
Through your awareness, opening up, you're going to really understand and to
sense this calling. It's been trying to call you up through your dreams, been
trying to call you up with little nagging voices, little body aches and pains,
little emotional discomforts. It's been trying to get your attention, trying
to get back to your awareness. Listen to it. It comes from within.
It's not necessarily going to talk to you in words, not going to tell you what
to do. This 'You' doesn't want to tell you what to do, it just wants to be
with you. It doesn't want to say, "you have to take this job or be with
that person," because that would be absolutely contradictory to what
consciousness and awareness is and who you are. But it's calling. It's there.
So, dear Shaumbra, take a deep breath and between now and our next meeting, be
aware of it. And it may not be what you think it's going to be. It may not
feel like what you think it's going to feel like, but it's there.
Between now and our next gathering, dear Shaumbra, please realize that
actually the world really is marvelous. We've gone through a lot of difficult
times, but it's a grand place. When you look into the eyes of other humans -
no longer tilting at the windmills, no longer thinking you have to defend or
protect anything, but you're able to genuinely look right into their eyes -
you'll realize what a precious place this planet is. You'll realize also that
what appears to be chaos isn't at all.
All really is perfect
in all of creation, and particularly in yours.
With that, dear Shaumbra, I Am that I Am, in service to you, Adamus. Thank
you.
  
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