The (Next) Series SHOUD 2
Presented to the Crimson Circle September 4, 2010
Original Website http://www.crimsoncircle.com/
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Download, Shaumbra! Download! Download! (laughter) Bring it in. Breathe it in. It was all there. Everything. Of course the beautiful music, the energies, the entire consciousness of our Shoud. (referring to the live music just performed by Hannibal Means)
I Am that I am, Adamus
of Sovereign, Sovereign Domain. Welcome to this sacred space, a place of
laughter and joy.
Some of you who are new may be thinking this is a little bit strange for you,
to be here. (laughter) "What kind of group is this? What kind of antics
are going on here? What is this being doing closing his eyes and then suddenly
walking around?" But I want you to consider from my standpoint for a
minute. For me it is really strange. (laughter)
For me this is bizarre, being here in front of a group of so-called humans,
what I know to be absolute Merlins, who are
pretending that they are asleep. Imagine what it would be like to be in my
chair for a moment and having to suddenly come into this human body who is
relaying my messages, a being who is also, like you, pretending that he is
asleep, and I have to talk through this? (laughter) That's bizarre. That's
strange.
Pretending to be Asleep
Imagine if you would, putting yourself in my shoes for a moment, how strange
it is to be talking with you who I've known before, who I've worked with
before, who I know as a Master - and many,
many Masters - but you're pretending that you're not. So I say to myself
before we start these gatherings, "What am I going to say to them today?
How am I going to get through that you're just pretending to be asleep?"
You're pretending to be something less than who
you really are. Why? Why? It's the big question of the day. Why? You say -
I hear you, I hear you - you say, "But Adamus, I don't know how to wake
up." (laughter as he pretends to bang his head on the chair) No, you
don't want to wake up.
You say, "Adamus, I have studied everything. I have taken every
course." Oh, I know. "Adamus, I've gone to every healer that I
could. Adamus, I had a really rough childhood." And? I'll take you to my crystal
someday and I'll lock the door on you and then see how you like that!
I actually had a very beautiful, beautiful, simple - I guess you would call it
poem or prose - sent to me recently, and it was so indicative of all of you, I
would say. Electric motors. (he turns off a fan) So I'd like to share it with
you for a moment here. It was simple and beautiful.
Let's take a deep breath together.
(pause)
This comes from an anonymous human angel.
"I dreamt I was sleeping …"
Ah yes! Take a deep breath with that.
"I dreamt I was sleeping of times as they were
I dreamt I was sleeping with laughter and tear
I dreamt I was sleeping of all I could be
I dreamt I was sleeping across the great See
'Wake up, wake up' I heard from within
Wake up, wake up so life can begin
Wake up, wake up, to sleep is a lie
Wake up, wake up, for the God, it is I"
Hannibal, can you sing it? Without any rehearsal, can you sing it? Linda would
you write it down.
LINDA: Sure.
HANNIBAL: Yes, of course I can do it.
ADAMUS: Absolutely.
HANNIBAL: I can do it!
ADAMUS: As we prepare for this … I thought it was so beautiful because, dear
Shaumbra, you are dreaming that you're asleep. You're dreaming while you're
asleep. You're dreaming of what can be. You're dreaming of what is going to
be. You're in this altered state. This is not real. You're dreaming. You're
asleep.
I dreamt I was sleeping. (Linda writes) I dreamt I was sleeping …
LINDA: I'm writing fast, because you're not patient.
ADAMUS: … of times that were. I dreamt I was sleeping through laughter and
tear.
LINDA: Again, write it all out?
ADAMUS: You can just put quote marks for again. (she writes) It's going to be
a long gathering today. (laughter)
LINDA: Oh, okay.
ADAMUS: I dreamt I was sleeping through laughter and tear.
LINDA: Through laughters and tear?
ADAMUS: Through laughter and tear.
LINDA: To?
ADAMUS: Through.
LINDA: Through! That's what I said.
ADAMUS: It doesn't have to look good.
LINDA: Okay.
ADAMUS: I dreamt I was sleeping … again … of all I could be.
LINDA: You do it. (laughter as Adamus takes over writing)
ADAMUS: Be ... hm hmm … I dreamt I was sleeping across the great See. And
See is spelled S-e-e in this case.
LINDA: Across …
ADAMUS: Across the great See. Okay let's try that part first. Hannibal?
HANNIBAL: Yes.
ADAMUS: You got a tune in mind?
HANNIBAL: Could you put it right here so I can see it? (they tear off the page
and hold it where Hannibal can see with lots of fumbling and laughter)
HANNIBAL: Here we go.
ADAMUS: Wake up.
HANNIBAL: Okay.
ADAMUS: Wake up, wake up. Hm, no, no. (laughter) Wake up … while he's
working on this. (Hannibal plays the tune while Adamus begins dictating the
next verse to Linda) … I heard from within.
HANNIBAL: (singing) I dreamt I was sleeping of times that were
I dreamt I was sleeping of times that were
I dreamt I was sleeping through laughter and tear
ADAMUS: Hold on, if I could interrupt for a moment. It sounds rather dreary.
HANNIBAL: It sounds rather dreary?
ADAMUS: Sounds rather dreary. Let's pick that up. (Adamus starts singing like
Hannibal) I dreamt I was sleeping!
HANNIBAL: Should we go to a major key?
ADAMUS: Yes.
HANNIBAL: In the key of blue.
ADAMUS: It was such a beautiful poem, I want to bring it out with expression.
HANNIBAL: The words are not real clear here for me.
ADAMUS: Yes.
HANNIBAL: Let's see … is this correct? I dreamt I was sleeping of times that
were. And then …
ADAMUS: I dreamt I was sleeping through laughter and tear. I dreamt I was
sleeping of all I could be. I dreamt I was sleeping across the great See.
LINDA: Sorry. Sorry Hannibal.
ADAMUS: We'll give it another try.
HANNIBAL: Linda, can you come over here please?
LINDA: Yes sir.
HANNIBAL: Okay.
LINDA: I'm at everyone's command. (lots of laughter)
ADAMUS: It's a hard day for Linda today.
HANNIBAL: So you could help me with the text.
I dreamt I was sleeping of times that could be … And then do we repeat there
again?
LINDA: Again.
HANNIBAL: Of times that were.
I dreamt I was sleeping of times that were
I dreamt I was sleeping through laughter and tear
And I dreamed I was sleeping of all I could be
I dreamt I was sleeping across the great See.
Can you just rip it off? (they bring him the next page) You know, it's like I
felt like I knew this already when you started to speak it. Oh yes. (he starts
playing again) Oh! I dreamt I was sleeping of times that were …
I dreamt I was sleeping of times that were
Wake up, wake up I heard from within
I dreamt I was sleeping of times that were, so that life could begin
I dreamt I was sleeping of times that were
To sleep is to lie, the God …
What is that?
LINDA: Is I.
HANNIBAL: Is I! (audience applause)
ADAMUS: So, dear Shaumbra, what's the point? What's the point? Thank you, my
dear.
LINDA: So you're welcome, sir.
ADAMUS: Thank you. What's the point? A couple of things. First of all, it was
a very simple, simple poem that I love, because it carried the energy of what
so many of you are going through. You're actually dreaming that you're asleep,
and you're dreaming while you're asleep. And this isn't real, and this doesn't
matter, and you're in kind of an altered state wondering how to get out of it.
We'll get into that in a moment.
Secondly, henceforth, always be ready
for the unexpected. Always. Linda did not know that we would call upon her
for her writing skills. Hannibal did not know that he would be asked to come
up to the front and improvise a song. And it's a very good lesson for everyone
because that's the way it's going to be now - in the
moment. In the moment.
All the planning, all the advanced work that you normally do are going to
start going out the door. It's going to happen in the moment, and it's going
to take some of you by surprise. There are times you might get flustered.
There are times you're going to get a little bit angry and want to know why
you didn't have more time to plan this. It'll be in the moment.
You may be asked to get up in front of a group of 500 people in the moment,
and you're going to feel your little heart go pitter patter. Suddenly, there
may be a TV camera in your face for all the world to see saying, "How do
you feel about that?"
It's going to be in the moment. And with our little exercise here, we
demonstrated that it feels awkward and clumsy in the moment, and it gets very
mental in the moment. You try to race backwards to what you knew or what you
have experienced. It doesn't work, and then you surrender.
Then you surrender and you just let it out. And you don't care if you mix up
the words a little bit, because you'll find maybe better words.
I dreamt I was sleeping! Yes. Let me hear you do that.
HANNIBAL: I dreamt I was sleeping!
ADAMUS: Yes, yes. And then it flows from there. So that's what's coming.
That's what's … well, actually, that's what is here. (laughter) Guess what,
it's already here.
So, Shaumbra, it's here! I talked about it a few weeks ago in the cornfields,
in Iowa. (laughter) Actually, I thoroughly enjoyed the trip.
Incoming Energies
It's here. I told the group that gathered there that there is a lot of energy
coming in right now. You may have noticed it in the last few weeks. Some of
you have handled it surprisingly well. Some of you have just taken a deep
breath and let it come in. Some of you have gotten very, very flustered. You
got into that situation of saying, "Here it is again. Why is it always
me? Why is it I keep seeming to go through these cycles of disruption and
craziness and unrest?"
The last couple of weeks have been very crazy.
They really have been, not necessarily even for you. Look at the world the
last couple of weeks. Crazy! Now, going through things that it commonly does,
but really it's intensifying right now. Earth changes all around, political
situations going into turmoil, things that haven't even hit the news yet about
what's been going on the last couple of weeks.
There was a huge infusion of energy, different than other energy that normally
makes its way here, whether it's physical energy, perhaps from the other
realms in space, or whether it was nonphysical, non-Earth related energy
coming in - piles of it - and it was chaos.
It was all chaos energy.
Chaos means that it doesn't have the typical attributes, what you're normally
used to when large volumes of energy come in. Sometimes you find the large
volumes to be wonderful, beneficial, perks you up. Sometimes it can be
overwhelming, because any time you have this infusion coming in, it can
disrupt delicate balances. And, you're all delicately balanced. Matter of
fact, you're all just barely hanging on by a thin, thin string. (laughter) And
that's the good news. It's true! It's very true. You're hanging on by …
We're amazed sometimes in the other
realms of how you can keep hanging on!
You know what the secret is? Let go. Let go. Let go.
But back to this chaos. There was a huge infusion of energy that started
coming in a couple of weeks ago. It's still making its way here from out
there, from out there that is right here, and why? Why? Because the stars
aligned? No. Because the sun has extra big solar
flares right now? Maybe. (Adamus chuckles) Because the aliens
are getting ready to attack? Yes. (lots of laughter)
LINDA: That will not translate well.
ADAMUS: That's it! That's it. Oh, they are, but I'm going to talk about that
in another discussion. We're going to talk about "Angels
and Aliens." But yes, they are. They're
not going to get very far … I don't think. But I could be wrong. (laughter
as Adamus teases the audience) I'm playing with these energies.
So, an incredible amount of what we would call chaos energy. It doesn't make
sense. It doesn't follow the old patterns. It's coming in because …
KATHLEEN: Of us.
ADAMUS: Thank you!
KATHLEEN: Because of us!
ADAMUS: Hang on, stay right there. (Adamus walks to the back of the room)
Because of you, because you've called for it, because a long time ago you sent
out a call. Could I have my special … (he asks a staff member for something)
Thank you. Thank you. (audience says "Ah!" as he brings a package to
the front, gets down on one knee and gives it to Kathleen) For you my dear.
(audience applause) Come on up here. Yes, "he" wants you to come up
here.
KATHLEEN: He!
ADAMUS: He.
KATHLEEN: Hello on the Internet! (she blows a kiss to the camera, then opens
the package)
ADAMUS: A special gift from all of us to you.
 
KATHLEEN: Thank you.
ADAMUS: Don't pollute. (he picks up a dropped piece of wrapping paper)
KATHLEEN: (she takes out a metal sign and reads it) Miss Amazing!
ADAMUS: Miss Amazing. (audience applause) Thank you.
Yes. It's because of you. You - all of you - have called it in. Humanity has
called it in. You could say the angelic
families have called it in. The Near
Earth realms, which are really in a world of hurt right now, they've
called it in. For you. (laughter as he offers Linda the gold wrapping paper
but she doesn't take it)
KATHLEEN: I'll take it. I'll take it.
ADAMUS: It's valuable. Gold leaf!
LINDA: I know my stuff. (laughter)
ADAMUS: So this huge infusion of energy and it's very chaotic. So it's going
to come in like chaos does. It's going to come in unexpectedly, unpredictably.
Where you're used to having energies flow in through certain what you would
call grids or meridians or body energy patterns, it's not coming in that way
anymore. It's coming in different.
It can really, truly throw you off. It can really get you in … How many had drama
in the last couple of weeks? I'll close my eyes. (laughter, lots of hands are
raised) Yeah. And that's just drama with the others - other people outside of
you. How many had drama with yourself? (some hands are raised) Or trauma with
yourself? Yes, yes.
KERRI: How about sleepless nights?
ADAMUS: Sleepless nights. Yes. You've been partying too much lately in the
other realms. Yeah, yeah.
But this energy is coming in. It's very chaotic, but as we've talked about
before, chaos really isn't chaotic. It's just different - it's not even
patterns - different measures, different ways of delivery that's coming in.
It's coming in to be there for you.
Some of this chaos energy is what you would call old
vibrational energy. That part you're used to, but the way it's coming in,
you're not. Some of it is literal New
Energy.
For those who aren't familiar with New Energy, for those who are still very
much into duality and really want to hang onto duality, the New Energy will go
right past them. It won't go to waste; it'll kind of like cycle or circle back
around and land later on.
For you who are aware of it, that can handle it, that can really breathe it in
- and breathe it in in a state of total acceptance
of yourself and everyone around you, even that person who's sitting next to
you right now you just want to push away, total acceptance, yeah - it's
available to you.
What is the Core Issue?
Now, an interesting thing that I've noted in the last few weeks is that it's
hitting some of you at the core, which it should. It may feel crappy, but it's
hitting you at the core. So the question I have for you right now is what is
the core? What is that core issue where
it's hitting? I'm going to ask lovely, beautiful Linda to go into the audience
with the microphone.
EDITH: Oh, I thought you were going to ask her the question.
ADAMUS: I'm going to ask her that too, but first while she's in the audience.
So, Linda, picking any volunteer that you would like, there's actually two
issues that it's bringing up right now. What is it? Yes. Thank you for not
raising your hand, but taking the microphone.
JAN: I'm not really sure.
ADAMUS: Feel within. Just close your breath. Or (laughing) close your eyes and
take a breath! (laughter)
LINDA: Bad idea!
JAN: I think something, you know, traumatic happened to me in my life this
week. I lost a pet, and I felt like my heart
shattered, and putting the pieces back together now has been a very
interesting, um … Everything looks a little different. I don't know how I'm
going to look different after putting the pieces back together.
ADAMUS: So what's the core issue? What's the core issue? This energy hit
something. What is it? And you're almost giving me the answer. You're dancing
around it. Core issue.
By the way, a lot of pets are going to be leaving. Please do not dismay when
they do. They're leaving for a reason: (a) the energy's very intense, they
want out; (b) they're going to come back. They're going to come back as, what
you would say, even more intimate, grand pets to be there with you.
So, core issue.
JAN: Umm … (long pause) I'm not sure. Just … acceptance of myself?
ADAMUS: Eh, you don't really believe the answer, but I'll write it down
anyway.
JAN: Thanks.
ADAMUS: You're saying to yourself, "That was really kind of a mediocre
answer." But I'll write it down, because you know and I know it wasn't
right. (laughter) But we'll write it down.
Okay, next. What are the core issues? There are two core issues that are
coming up right now for you - for Shaumbra. Not for everybody in the world,
but for you.
CAROLYN: I became aware that my heart is …
ADAMUS: (Cutting in) I would just like to stand closer to you.
CAROLYN: Alright, me too. (they hug) I became aware that my heart is gigantic.
ADAMUS: Yes.
CAROLYN: And that my ability to sabotage
myself is equally large.
ADAMUS: Ah! Good, good. That's … Don't give the microphone to me. They
already gave me one. So sabotage. (he writes it) Yes, okay. Next? Core issues.
Don't ask Aandrah. She already knows.
VINCE: I think for me the core issue is loss, the realization of loss.
ADAMUS: Loss. Loss of?
VINCE: Everything! Everything
ADAMUS: That's a good one. Yes. How does that feel? … they say with a
microphone in your face.
VINCE: Empty.
ADAMUS: Yeah. Yeah. That's actually not a bad thing. It's a difficult thing,
but it's not a bad thing. From a - what I would call - an asleep perspective,
it's difficult. From an awake perspective, it's actually quite beautiful. So,
we'll wake up in just a bit. So loss.
Others? Core issues. Two of them, I'm going to jump up and down when you get
them.
CATHY: I would say Old versus New Energy. The Old being confronted and
released so that you can make room for the New Energy to fill up the vacuum.
ADAMUS: Old versus New. Let's call it duality?
CATHY: Yes.
ADAMUS: Okay, Duality. And by the way,
these things are all being affected by this chaos energy coming in - waves and
waves of it. If you could actually see it or comprehend it, you'd become a
little overwhelmed and, well, that's another story. Core issues.
PAUL: My mind is freaked out. (some laughter)
ADAMUS: Good! Good. I'm going to give you first a hug.
PAUL: Great. Thank you. Thank you.
ADAMUS: And then give you an Adamus award, because you and I have been working
on that for a long time. You've been a tough one. You've tested me in every
way. When we talk about getting out of
the mind … What do you want to call this? Letting go of mind? Going …
PAUL: I know, it's a hard one.
ADAMUS: Beyond mind.
PAUL: Yes, beyond the mind.
ADAMUS: Okay. You've been … (he writes) beyond mind. This would be a good
one for you to teach, to train others, because you've been really stubborn,
been really holding onto that. And then would you mind sharing with the others
what happens when you really let go?
PAUL: Peace.
ADAMUS: Good.
PAUL: Balance.
ADAMUS: Yeah.
PAUL: Happiness.
ADAMUS: Good. Excellent. It's not as bad as what it would seem.
PAUL: No, but it can be scary.
ADAMUS: Very frightening. Very frightening if you lose your mind, if you go
beyond the mind while you're asleep. That's a very difficult thing. And you
have to - all of you - have to accept that you are still sleep. You are. Your
mind is trying to wake up and it can't, because the mind is what is putting
you to sleep in the first place. It becomes an impossible task.
It's about letting go, and it's about - just as the poem said - it's about
understanding that you're dreaming in your sleep. You're dreaming - this is
like a science fiction movie! - you're dreaming of what it could be. You're
dreaming of the times that were, or in the times that are. This isn't real. It
only appears real. We'll get into that in a moment.
Another one. Core issue. What's really being brought up now?
ALAYA: For me after being in a 16 year long controlling relationship …
ADAMUS: Yes.
ALAYA: Two weeks ago …
ADAMUS: And why were you controlling?
ALAYA: I allowed it.
ADAMUS: Yeah. No, why were you controlling?
ALAYA: No, I was being controlled.
ADAMUS: Really.
ALAYA: Yeah. Well, I …
ADAMUS: Okay.
ALAYA: Okay. I allowed it. I allowed. I said yes.
ADAMUS: Yes.
ALAYA: And realizing that I no longer wanted to live in that relationship, two
weeks ago yesterday, on the 20th, I took my daughter and I out of that
relationship to a woman's safe shelter.
ADAMUS: Yes, good.
ALAYA: For me core issue is receiving
from others and for being sovereign.
ADAMUS: Exactly. How personal can I be?
ALAYA: Absolutely.
ADAMUS: Good. Now, you still have some residual energy that's going to
continue allowing games to be played. And I wasn't joking when I said,
"who's controlling?" You like to think that you were being
controlled, and every piece of evidence that you have with your … every
sense of you says you were being controlled, and you'll fight me all day long.
When you realize that you were controlling - and that's not a judgment, that's
an observation - you are not going to have to stay in some safe haven other
than your own. The game is still being played out right now. The drama is
still there. Part of you is actually creating it, controlling it, manipulating
it.
The moment you can really let go of that and the moment that you understand
how you cannot blame another for the control in your life, only look within,
you're not going to need to be in any safe haven, some outside place. You're
going to get into your life. There won't be any fear for you, for your child,
for anyone else. And what you sense to be a dangerous situation is going to
evaporate.
ALAYA: I believe that.
ADAMUS: Going to evaporate. You're not going to have to run anymore. You're
not going to have to hide, because the control, the running and the hiding is
only about you - you running from you. That's all it is.
So we can take a deep breath here right now.
ALAYA: Yeah.
ADAMUS: We can let that one go.
ALAYA: I want to know me.
ADAMUS: Yeah. And as we come through our time together today and you suddenly
allow yourself to start waking up out of the dream, stop the chase, stop the
control that's really taking place, you're going to have so much freedom
you're not going to know what to do with it. And you're going to come and give
me a big hug.
ALAYA: I've had glimpses.
ADAMUS: Yeah.
ALAYA: Yeah.
ADAMUS: Yeah. And do you know what you have to do right now?
ALAYA: Ah, breathe.
ADAMUS: Breathe.
ALAYA: Breathe. Yeah.
ADAMUS: And just really make a choice. Do
you really need to control things anymore? Do you need to control them
anymore?
ALAYA: No.
ADAMUS: But before you say no, contemplate for a moment what happens when you
let go of all that control.
ALAYA: Contemplate …
ADAMUS: Feel. What happens when you stop controlling?
ALAYA: That will be new for me.
ADAMUS: That would be new.
ALAYA: It will be new.
ADAMUS: And I heard the word chaos. Yes, it's going to feel chaotic, and it's
going to feel uncomfortable. Let me ask you for a moment here. What brought
about this need to control and therefore attract controlling individuals into
your life? Just feel into it for a moment.
ALAYA: Feeling I had right answers or I had better vision.
ADAMUS: Good. Two awards. Absolutely. Absolutely, a type of feeling of righteousness,
I would call it. It doesn't matter when and where it came from, but it was an
interesting type of righteousness where you knew what was best for you. And in
spite of others trying to tell you or force you into doing it, you knew what
was best for you. Then you began to then control
everything around you and that control brings in other control from the
outside. Then suddenly you become the victim of your own control, and suddenly
it really forces you, in a moment like this, to stop and say, "Well, did
I need to be so righteous with myself or with others?" Perhaps in this
moment we can let that go and just accept.
Accept. Beautiful, pure, simple acceptance. That's all. No control. No
righteousness. No fear. Just acceptance.
Let's take a deep breath together everyone. Ohhhh yes. And this calls for a
Hannibal moment. See, we released, we took a breath, and let's just do a …
(someone says "Hallelujah!") I'm going to do one better than that.
I'd like … at this moment I'd like to do some chaos. Chaos. Discordant. No
pattern. No song. Absolute mess. Can you lead chaos?
HANNIBAL: I can lead chaos!
ADAMUS: Oh yeah - you kno-o-o-o-w chaos!
HANNIBAL: I know how to lead chaos!
ADAMUS: So we're not going to try to make pretty. We're going to try to make
ugly. We're going to make noise from here and let it out. I'm going to ask you
to stand up, and Hannibal? Chaos time! Chaos.
(Hannibal leads the audience in making lots of chaotic noises)
ADAMUS: Chaos! Chaos!
(Chaotic noises continue)
ADAMUS: Okay, good.
HANNIBAL: Whoa!
ADAMUS: Whoa! Thank you. Good chaos.
LINDA: Whoo! Thank you sir.
ADAMUS: So just get the energy going. See, because if we were trying to
control it there, it would have kind of defeated the purpose. It's just
letting it out. It's just energy. It's just unpatterned, undisciplined,
totally accepting energy. And it works miracles - a little breathing, a little
chaos in the voice.
Now, it was just energy. It perhaps was unpleasant to the ears or even to the
physical body, definitely not to the mind, and some of you I saw you closing
down trying to avoid the chaos. But, dear friends, right now, the time that
we're in, there's a lot of this energy coming in and it's chaos. And it's not
from your past. It's not ghosts from
your past or anything like that. It's fresh. It's new. It's improved and it's
coming from out there. (laughter) And it's really chaotic.
So when you're around chaos like that, don't run from it. You can breathe it
in. You can accept it in. And it's going to go
straight to serving your choices.
Now, let's take that swirl of energy that just came in, and Hannibal are you
…
HANNIBAL: I'm here!
ADAMUS: One last time. I COMMAND YOU TO SERVE ME! (audience whoops and cheers)
He loves that! (laughter) And he knows exactly where that's coming from.
HANNIBAL: Now what are we going to do now?
ADAMUS: Now we're going to take the ones who were with you yesterday …
HANNIBAL: Oh yes!
ADAMUS: … and ask them to stand up.
HANNIBAL: Yes!
ADAMUS: And we're going to make … from
chaos we're going to make beautiful creation. You lead it. You lead it.
The group that was here for the workshop, please stand.
HANNIBAL: Can they come up here?
ADAMUS: Absolutely. It would be better.
HANNIBAL: Come on up, quickly. There's enough space. Let's make a round.
(about 30 people come to the front) Oh, this is going to be good! Come on,
move. Move children, move! (laughter) Aren't they beautiful, aren't they
beautiful, aren't they beautiful?! (audience applause) Let's make chaos.
(Hannibal leads them in making chaotic noises)
Let's do the wolf. (They make lots of wolf sounds)
Let's do kitty cats. (They make wild kitty cat sounds)
Let's do puppy dogs. (They make dog noises)
Let's go eeeeeeeeeeee … (They sing "eeeeeeee")
Let's do ah. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh … (They sing ahhhh and ohhhhh and oooooo and
eeeeeeee with Hannibal leading many variations)
Thank you. Thank all of you. Thank you. (audience applause)
  
ADAMUS: So, core issue. Let's have a couple more comments, input. Core issues.
A big ball of chaos comes in, some of you it devastates, throws you off
balance, gets you all worried what's wrong with you. You get very mental. It
got you into the brain. But what core issues - two of them - is it affecting
right now? David?
DAVID: Judgment.
ADAMUS: Judgment.
DAVID: And for me it looks like it's judging others, but it's really me
judging myself.
ADAMUS: Good. How did you judge yourself?
DAVID: Harshly.
ADAMUS: Harshly. What was the worst?
DAVID: Very harshly. (laughter)
ADAMUS: What was the worst? I'll show you mine if you show me yours!
(laughter) Please. I told you, 'expect
the unexpected.' You're getting it.
DAVID: Maybe I'll just sit down. (laughter)
ADAMUS: Maybe I'll sit down with you then. (laughter) How bad can it be?
(pause) That bad.
DAVID: That bad, yeah.
ADAMUS: That bad. Do you know how many people you're going to be helping right
now?
DAVID: Well, myself.
ADAMUS: True. The rest of them really don't matter, do they? But wouldn't it
be nice if you were helping them too?
DAVID: Yes. Yes.
ADAMUS: You knew we were going to do this.
DAVID: I forgot. (laughter)
ADAMUS: I didn't.
DAVID: And self-acceptance is …
ADAMUS: Yeah. We're dancing now.
DAVID: Okay.
EDITH: We love you David. Just say it.
DAVID: Umm … (pause) Well, actually, I'm not even sure of your question.
LINDA: David, you raised your hand.
DAVID: I know I did.
ADAMUS: What issue did it bring up in you? You said judgment; what was that
judgment? What was that that you heard - it's really not yours, but you heard
it and you felt it, you felt that dagger go straight to you - what was it? I'd
rather have you say it than me.
DAVID: I'd rather have you say it than me. (laughter)
ADAMUS: No. (much laughter) I know.
DAVID: And, of course, the self-judgment, you know, again played outside me. I
was judging everything and everyone around me. But I knew that I was judging
myself and I wasn't accepting myself. And I really wasn't accepting my mind
and brain. I was beating myself up for being stupid.
More?
ADAMUS: Let's cut to the chase.
DAVID: Okay.
ADAMUS: Let's cut to the chase.
DAVID: I wasn't loving myself.
ADAMUS: Yeah. That's a nice way to say it.
DAVID: I was doubting myself.
ADAMUS: That's fancy way to say it.
DAVID: Not accepting myself.
ADAMUS: Chicken way to say it. (laughter)
DAVID: I didn't like myself.
ADAMUS: Getting closer.
DAVID: I hated myself.
ADAMUS: Eh, that's probably it, but why? Why?
DAVID: (long pause) I'm not sure.
ADAMUS: Yeah, um, a lie. A lie. Feeling that you're a liar. You're a phony.
You're perhaps manipulative, and it's all false. That was what I perceived
when you went to the core. That is tough. That is tough, and it leads to
hatred of self. It leads to lack of love, obviously. When you feel it's all
been a lie, all been a joke, all been a game. And then you get into all the
side stories - "I could have done it
better. I should have done it this way. I wish I'd have done it that
way," but when you get to that point, it's all a big lie. Then what's
real? Thank you.
DAVID: Thank you.
ADAMUS: Truly, thank you.
DAVID: Thank you.
ADAMUS: And it was for everyone. (audience applause)
LINDA: Man, that was hard freakin' work. I'm going to get him some of Geoff's
money!
ADAMUS: Oh yeah, absolutely. And, you know, and we're getting closer, David.
You've helped us to get closer to what was the core issue. I'm going to take
one more, and then we'll move into my answer, what I experience - and David
watch how this rolls right into what we were just talking about.
EDITH: Total acceptance of all of our experiences, because we're
God also and I Am that I Am.
ADAMUS: Kind of. Kind of, yeah, but that's, again, a nice way to put it. Total
acceptance, the understanding of the I Am that I Am, but what did it really do
when this energy went in there? What did it make you stop and have to
consider? And I'm going to bring it up here to Aandrah.
EDITH: Just accept every experience.
ADAMUS: What have you seen, Aandrah, the last couple of weeks, that's been -
whew! - that level. What was the issue?
AANDRAH: When we believe the lie, we accept it here (head), and it sits right
here. But if I'm willing to breathe it in and own it … very different. Are
you willing to eat it, receive it, own it and let it feel in every fiber of
you? You fall in love. Fall in love. Acceptance is still rejecting, because
it's all up here (head). It's not about accepting, for me. It's about when
you eat it, when you own it, when you receive it, when you be it? When you be
… (Edith comments) Okay. For me acceptance stays here (head) and it sits
here, but this is why I'm just inviting. From my work, it's about will you
take it home and own it?
The True Core Issue
ADAMUS: Thank you. And, if I could really put a laser focus on it, and not all
of you experienced this, but a lot of you did, and it cuts right to the core.
Particularly, when, as I expressed for David, when you get to some of the core
and you feel that you've been living a lie, which you kind of have been …
kind of. Not a deliberate lie. You never set out to do that, but if you're
still sleep, you are then living a lie. That's all there is to it.
And then what happened in the last couple of weeks, because of the intense
energies that were coming in of chaos - they had no balance to them so it
really threw you off - and you took a look at, did you want to be here. Did
you want to be here?
That is what's been coming up in the last couple of weeks - do you really
want to be here? - and it's pushing the buttons. It's pushing everything.
"Do I want to be here?" And some of you are afraid to even talk
about it. Some of you are afraid to even admit it to yourself. Some of you
push the thoughts out when you get them. When it comes in saying, "Why
should I even wake up tomorrow?" you push those thoughts away. You think
you're not supposed to have those thoughts. Absolutely you can have those
thoughts.
Part of you is feeling that you've been living a lie, because you're not being
who you really are. Then you
say, "Why should I be here?" And then you do these things - I hope
you remember some of our conversations we have in the other realms, but you
probably don't - you start making a list of all the reasons why you should
stay here. Burn it up!
Your kids? Come on. Because others needs you, because you have a few
unfulfilled things, because you're just afraid to cross over, because … dear
friends, what if it's been the lie that you think it's been and then you cross
over and that's really a big lie? (laughter) Boy did you screw up. Now
what? Now what? And it happens all the time. Not necessarily to you, but it
happens all the time. Now what? Whoosh! You come
right back down to do it again.
So this energy has had this huge push. It's going to your issue and it's not
doing the work, but what it's doing is it's going right in to the most
sensitive, to the most fragile, to that thin cord that you're hanging onto and
saying, "Do you want to be here?" and that is a blessing. That is an
amazing blessing. I know it doesn't feel so good, but it's an amazing
blessing. It's part of destructuring,
and it's part of also really encouraging you to go deep within and say, "Why
do you want to be here? Why? Why?"
It's getting you out of hypnosis is what
it's doing, because you - humans in general - go along day by day acting out
the same, playing the same, doing the same things over and over, and when you
come to this grinding situation of saying "Why do you want to be
here?" it's time to get very, very real. In that situation, as David and
others could tell you, you cannot lie to yourself. You cannot.
You're down on the mat. It's you and you and only you. I'm not there. The
others are not there. We can't be, and in a way you don't let us be. But
you're down on the mat and saying, "Why do I want to be here right
now?"
You don't have to show your hands, but how many have just have felt that? Many
times, I'm sure in this lifetime, but right now it's something different. This
is squeezing the makyo out of you. Just
squeezing it out of you so you can't bullshit yourself anymore or anyone else.
It is wringing it out of you for you to get real, and that's what's been
happening - and, by the way, will continue to happen for a while. You might as
well face it now. Most of you have or are in the midst of it.
The Next Question
This energy that's coming in, this chaos, is also asking a big question as a
result of saying "Do you want to stay here or not?" It's saying,
"What are you going to do?" Big question. And that's a tough
one, because you say, "Well, I'm not sure I want to stay, and hell, I
don't even know what I want to do if I stay."
And the problem here is that when you first … you've got this massive chaos
coming in. You've got The Big Question - "Do you want to stay?" -
and now "What am I going to do if I stay?" and then you get back
into here (head). You get back into here and
you start saying, "Well, maybe I want just to do …" You get
mental. You get mental about it, and you start into this kind of planning and,
"Well, you know, I want to make a lot of money and I want to be younger
and all …" Those don't matter. None of that matters.
The real essence of you doesn't care about
money. It doesn't, and it shouldn't. Your - we can call it your soul,
your divine, your truth - it doesn't care
about money or health or especially relationships with others. It doesn't care
about how you look or your IQ, and it really shouldn't, should it?
What if your soul got caught up into abundance issues? That would be really
bad! It's bad enough that the human gets caught up in it, but for your soul to
get caught up in it? For your spirit? Your
spirit doesn't care about all those things. The spirit cares about the love
of self. The remembering of self.
The spirit - your, what you would call, your soul - just wants you to wake up.
There's this weird relationship between the soul and the human. If the human
insists on being asleep, the soul will also play like it's asleep. If the
human insists on pretending that it's lost, the soul, out of a divine
compassion, will pretend it's lost. Do you see how it works? It's a kind of a
reflection.
So you have this tremendous amount of energy coming in asking you if you want
to be here and saying "What do you want to do?" And it's not talking
about the practical things. Not "Do you want to become a doctor, do you
want to be a healer?" Those aren't the questions.
The questions are "How do you want to experience your life?"
And, by the way, you're not living right now, really. Not in the way we define
things. You are dreaming in your sleep. You're dreaming in your sleep. You're
not living yet. You're going to be soon, but not yet.
So these forces that some of you try to resist and some of you get so angry
with and some of you try to frosting-coat with a lot of makyo stuff - it's not
working, because this energy that you've called for at some level is so strong
it's going straight to the core. What do you want? What do you want?
EDITH: Why are we asleep?
ADAMUS: Why are you asleep? Edith asks an excellent question. Why are you
sleeping? Anyone? (there are some unclear answers)
SHAUMBRA: It's the rules we came in under.
Let's say it's the rules you came in under. Who created the rules?
SHAUMBRA: We did
ADAMUS: Who can uncreate them?
SHAUMBRA: We can
ADAMUS: No, only me. (laughter) Wanted to see if you were awake.
You're right. You can uncreate it. But why would it have been a
"rule"? Why would you have ever chosen that? (inaudible answer)
Pardon? LET'S USE THE BIG VOICE TODAY so everyone can hear. Thank you
Hannibal!
EDITH: (shouting) So we can stay on Earth!
ADAMUS: So you can stay on Earth. Well, Earth is …
LINDA: Here we go. (she brings the mike) He's making you say it out loud. Say
it again Edith.
ADAMUS: Go ahead.
EDITH: I was just being a smart aleck.
ADAMUS: So why are you asleep? Why did you choose to be asleep?
EDITH: I don't know (someone says, "We thought it would be a fun
game.")
ADAMUS: A fun game? I like that! Yes. And it's actually very real. It is kind
of fun - up to a point. Up to a point, and then it's … would you say that
really loud?
KAY: Then it sucks! (laughter)
ADAMUS: No, like you mean it. Like stand up. You took Hannibal's course
yesterday.
KAY: THEN IT SUCKS!
LINDA: She went to Hannibal's class.
ADAMUS: That wasn't very good. Anybody else?
LINDA: Wait, I want to know what his 16-year-old says.
ADAMUS: Hannibal, could you demonstrate on how to say that? Go ahead.
HANNIBAL: What?
ADAMUS: AND THEN IT SUCKS!
HANNIBAL: THEN IT SUCKS!
ADAMUS: There you go! Exactly. Yes.
MACKENZIE: It's the easy way out. It's easier to stay asleep than wake up.
ADAMUS: Yes, but why did you go to sleep in the beginning.
MACKENZIE: Well, it's something different, so you want to see what it's like
differently. And then you want to wake up again, but it's too hard so you
decide to stay asleep.
ADAMUS: Very good. That's an Adamus award. Thank you. Thank you.
Yes, it's too hard and there are too many compelling forces that try to keep
you asleep; first of all, yourself and then everything around you - the mass
consciousness, your children, your jobs, your fear - everything beckons
you. It seduces you to stay asleep, but ultimately, you can't. That's the good
point. Ultimately, you can't.
Whatever It Takes
Oh, you can go for a hundred thousand years and pretend you're asleep in a
crystal, but ultimately, something comes in, in this case, chaos. In this
case, energy that some part of you has called for before and said, "Come
in and totally, totally shake me up. Rattle me up. I don't care, because I'm
not going to stay asleep anymore. I don't care …" Remember saying that?
Remember saying, "I don't care what it takes, I can handle it."
(laughter) Yeah. "I don't care what it takes." I think we should do
that, and Hannibal you have to leave in a moment. I think we should do that
together, the "I Don't Care" song. "I don't care what it
takes."
HANNIBAL: I don't care what it takes.
ADAMUS: And we're going to make it up in the moment, you see. "I don't
care what it takes!" Every one of you has said that, "I don't care
what it takes." But then when it happens? Well, here we are, "Ohhhh.
Why, oh me? What did I do wrong?" What you did wrong was say, "I
don't care what it takes." So …
HANNIBAL: This is an "I don't care what it takes" song.
ADAMUS: "I don't care what it takes."
HANNIBAL: (plays the piano and starts singing) I don't care
ADAMUS: I don't care.
HANNIBAL: What it takes
ADAMUS: What it takes.
HANNIBAL: I don't care what it takes (Adamus sings along with him)
I don't care
ADAMUS: I don't care!
HANNIBAL: What it takes (audience joins in)
ADAMUS: Give me anything!
HANNIBAL: I don't care
ADAMUS: I don't care.
HANNIBAL: What it takes
ADAMUS: I'll take anything.
HANNIBAL: I don't care (Adamus sings with him)
What it takes
I don't care
ADAMUS: I'm big and strong!
HANNIBAL: What it takes
ADAMUS: I'm better than them.
HANNIBAL: I don't care
ADAMUS: I can handle it.
HANNIBAL: What it takes
ADAMUS: Bring it on!
HANNIBAL: I don't care
ADAMUS: I'm tough.
HANNIBAL: What it takes
ADAMUS: It's coming at me now!
HANNIBAL: I don't care
ADAMUS: I don't care!
HANNIBAL: What it takes
ADAMUS: I'm the best!
HANNIBAL: I don't care what it taaaaaaaaakes!!!
ADAMUS: I don't care! (laughter and audience applause) Oh, I think Cauldre
just fainted. (laughter)
Remember saying that? (audience responds, "Yes.") Yes. Not quite so
beautifully as we just did in the song, but kind of.
EDITH: For the last eleven years we've been saying that.
ADAMUS: For the last eleven years, and then it comes in and ohhhhhhhh! (in a
whining tone)
So this goes to the core, and this is not a lesson. Right now, this is not a
lesson. This is not because you're a victim, not because you did something
wrong, not because you made bad choices - because you asked for it, and it's
here. In spades - ha! (laughter)
So, now, let's move through this.
So this energy is saying "Do you want to be here?" You and only you
can answer that, and it can't be a lie, because if you try lying, it's going
to go straight to the even deeper core. You could say that your spirit and you
are behind this - behind this movement that's taking place - because it is
time to move on. It's time to wake up.
So you could say that it's going to stay until you answer. You can't have one
foot in and one foot out anymore. You're either here or you're gone. Gone
isn't so bad. We promise you a nice room, (laughter) three meals a day and
servants.
Joking! (laughter)
Actually, there are some Shaumbra who have crossed over and they're having a
gas, because it's very ethereal up there. (audience groans at his bad joke)
They're having a wonderful time working with you, and sometimes they just want
to shake you (he shakes someone) but I won't let them. I'm the only one who
can do the shaking around here!
So it's not so bad. It's not so bad. But you're tough ones, you're determined
ones and you're going to stay. Right, Miss Amazing?
KATHLEEN: Absolutely.
ADAMUS: Absolutely. Even when you get kind of depressed and everything on the
outside seems to be going crazy, and you wonder - you wonder - what you're
supposed to be doing here?
KATHLEEN: Yes.
ADAMUS: Yes. Anything you want. Anything you want. Anything you want.
So it's asking you "Do you want to stay?" Now, it's going to keep
asking. You can't avoid this one. You can't procrastinate it. It's going to
keep asking "Do you want to be here?" and you've got to be real.
And then what do you do. What do you do? Well, that's the part I'd like to
discuss a little bit more today. What do you do? Because first of all, you
can't possibly imagine in your consciousness that you're in right now, in the
mind that you've been using, what you're going to be doing. You can't imagine.
Hannibal, did you imagine a year ago that you would be where you are?
HANNIBAL: No I didn't, not at all.
ADAMUS: Did you … no.
HANNIBAL: No.
ADAMUS: No, because your consciousness and your mind working together couldn't
really have imagined it. It was a potential that actually wasn't even visible.
HANNIBAL: Right.
ADAMUS: But you made some other decisions that have created these other
things. What would you say was one of the single biggest decisions you made?
HANNIBAL: To take a breath!
ADAMUS: Thank you. And to say …
HANNIBAL: And to say YES!!!
ADAMUS: Yes! See how simple it is? He didn't have to start saying, "I
want this, I want that." He didn't have to do his laundry list saying,
"I have to be on America's Got Talent" or "I have to be singing
in front of a group of 80,000 tomorrow," which you will be.
HANNIBAL: Right.
ADAMUS: He didn't get to that level. He said, "YES!"
HANNIBAL: Yes!
ADAMUS: Yes! That's all he said. I feel a song coming on. (laughter) Oh! But
time runs short, so we'll do the Yes song soon.
So he said yes, and when he said yes everything started to move. And then,
exactly what I was talking about earlier, experience in the moment. It just
happens in the moment. Suddenly, you're called, out of nowhere, "Would
you appear on the Tonight Show?" "Would you appear in front of a
group of 80,000?" You didn't plan it.
HANNIBAL: No.
ADAMUS: You accepted it. Ah! Back to the acceptance.
HANNIBAL: When I said yes, I felt like I turned myself into the whole
universe.
ADAMUS: Exactly. Exactly, and in the whole universe you can say yes to what
you want to say yes to, and then let the other ones go. You actually never
have to say no again. Just let the other ones go.
New Potentials in the Moment
So let's talk here for a minute about - picking up where we talked last month
- we're talking about potentials. We're talking about the fact that the energy
was flowing like this,
rather horizontal. (draws the horizontal waveforms) Suddenly, it changes and
it goes like this. (draws the vertical waveforms) It runs linear. In here are
the potentials now, in here, in this
space. (inside the waveform "loops")
Potentials used to come from out here (outside the waveform) and be attracted
by the dynamics of the waveform. Waveform attracted energy that brought in
potentials that you had once contemplated when you went through the Wall
of Fire. That make sense? In other words, in the Old
Energy, the old waveform going like this (horizontal), depending on the
balance of the waveform, would attract energies from the outside that would
then basically manifest potentials you had contemplated when you left Home.
So you brought the appropriate situation into your life.
It's a little different now. It's a lot different now. You're totally changing
the way you handle or deal with energy, consciousness
and manifestation.
Manifestation does not come as a result of your thoughts. It doesn't. It
really doesn't. You've tried to think your way into a lot of this stuff.
You're still trying to do that. You're trying to think
or visualize - trust me, it will not
work for you right now. It has a degree of success for some other people, but
it's not going to work.
What happens now is that the potentials no longer come from outside, and the
energy no longer comes from out there. You're not having to call anything up
or call anything in. It's all in the
moment. It's all in the moment. The energy is in the moment. The energy's
already in here now, in other words. You're no longer having to wait for the
old situation of 'cause and effect'
to take place, and that's going to be one of the most challenging things
you're going to have to work with, because you're used to cause and effect -
something happens, something happens as a result of that. It's not going to
work that way anymore. There'll be a transition period, of course.
The potentials are not going to come from what you experienced in the Wall of
Fire - going through that zone, coming to this reality, and the energy is not
going to be coming from the outside. It happens absolutely in the moment. When
we did the song before in the moment, Linda writing in the moment, Hannibal
singing in the moment - you're going to be experiencing that in your lives.
Not necessarily writing and singing, but the experience of being in the
moment. There's going to be a tendency to want to quick go out there somewhere
else for the answer or go back there, back into memory, back into previous
experience for the answer. It's going to knock you flat off your feet.
You're going to have to stop for a moment, take a deep breath and realize the
energy and the potential is already right there. The potential … it's kind
of interesting because the potential is in the moment. It didn't happen 'back
when' so that you can pull it in now. The potential probably would be
difficult to … Hannibal, we'll see you in Oakland! (Hannibal is leaving to
catch a flight, audience calls goodbye to him)
LINDA: Bye Hannibal! Bye Hannibal!
ADAMUS: Let's do it together. Goodbye Hannibal! I'll be in my Pride clothes
tomorrow! (referring to the Gay Pride parade where he was going to sing)
HANNIBAL: Yes! (laughter)
ADAMUS: I'm going to be at the stadium with him tomorrow!
So the potentials are right there right now, but if you try to go in mentally
and try to figure them out in advance, you won't be able to. It sounds
terribly confusing, but it's really not. It's terribly simple, wonderfully
simple - wonderfully simple.
Where potentials came from before, they're not coming from there anymore;
they're coming from a new place. Where energy came from before, for you
personally in your lives, is not going to come from there anymore; it's going
to come from the moment. It's all happening in the moment, and guess who
really doesn't like that? (someone says "the mind") The mind
and? Your aspects.
They do not like that one bit. It's uncomfortable for them, they're not
used to it, they definitely feel a loss of their control,
because that's where they've been working. They've been working from the past,
and they make a lot of promises about the future. But aspects - dysfunctional
or disconnected aspects - do not like the Now moment at all. No, no, no. They
hang out in the past, and they play with the future.
So they don't like it one bit. So what's going to happen? Aspect riot!
(laughter) Aspect riot. Yeah! Absolutely! They're not liking it one bit, and
they're going to tell you what a worthless piece of human … (someone says
"shit") Who said the bad word? We don't swear here. (laughter) …
worthless piece of human that you are.
So they're going to organize. They're going to organize with each other.
They're even going to go so far as to agreeing to work with each other, which
they normally don't do. What are you worried about? You've integrated all of
your aspects! (laughter) Norma, Aandrah, I think your phone's going to be
busy.
But anyway, no, they're not going to like it, because this is so
unprecedented for them. They're going to be mad at you, John, for changing.
They're going to say that you're wrong. They're going to say it to all of you,
but I'm picking on Brother John. They're going to say that you've screwed up
before. How many programs have you had, John? Take a guess.
JOHN: A lot.
ADAMUS: A lot. How many would a lot look like? Four?
JOHN: I don't know.
ADAMUS: Four million probably.
JOHN: Probably.
ADAMUS: And for everyone. They're going to say, "Is this just another
program? Are you a junkie for all this method stuff, for all these programs,
for all these new things?" Oh, they are going to go in. And all that
being said, it makes for a perfect time to invite them back
home. Really does. Really does. Not a time to argue with them. Not a time
to play games with them. Not a time to let them run amok. Say "I'm
inviting you back, because we're switching. We're changing. We are becoming
unpolar. We're taking a whole new path. It's either time to get on the divine
train or we're going to leave you behind. It's time. We're moving on. We're
moving on."
JOHN: Hallelujah.
ADAMUS: So what I'm saying here … what am I saying here? (laughter) I'm
saying it's a bunch of chaos. And I'm saying chaos is okay. I'm saying that
the way things were done before aren't going to be the way things are going to
be done anymore.
You actually don't have to do a lot. You don't have to go and beat yourself,
please. You don't have to drink twelve gallons of water a day; three or four
is good enough. (1 gallon = 3.8 liters) There's not a lot other than - key
word from our last gathering - please, I hope you get it right the first time
- key word from last gathering was one thing I asked you to do and one thing
alone. (audience says, "Accept.") Accept. I love every one of you.
Accept. That's it. That's it. That is it. Anything else is makyo. Makyo. Yeah.
What is makyo? (audience, "Bullshit.") You're not supposed to swear
in this room. (laughter) Better you than me.
That's it! Accept. How can you really accept? You take a deep breath. Whew!
And then maybe you sing a little bit, because the singing gets it out into
expression. That's it. That is it. That is it.
Dreaming Merlins
So I'm standing here today - pacing as Cauldre says - today. He wishes I would
sit, so I'm sitting here today (laughter as he barely touches the chair and
then stands up again), talking in this most unusual environment. Talking to a
group of Merlins who have put themselves to
sleep, pretending to be asleep, wanting to waken up, but pretending not to
know how to wake up. Sleeping. Sleeping. Dreaming in your sleep. Dreaming of
who you could be. Dreaming. Dreaming of all that you could be. And you start
to become that the moment that you accept that you can wake up. That's when
you wake up - the moment that you accept that you can. And you can. Stop
thinking about it; just accept it.
Tremendous amount of chaos coming in, and for you it doesn't have to be chaos.
The world is going into a schizo-chaos right now. Whoo - if you could only see
as we see it, if you could see the measurements
that we take, the world is spinning madly and it's going to spin even more
madly, and it's not about you.
It's not about you. When you read those headlines, some of you get this
terrible anxiety - "The world is falling apart" - well, yeah!
(laughter) Really? What does Cauldre say - "master of the obvious" -
okay, now, let's move to the next step. Yes, the world is unraveling.
And you know what? If you watch its patterns, you're going to see you - you
from 20 years ago, you from ten years ago. You know, you can all be instant
prophets in your own time. You know how? By taking a look at the world and
comparing it to where you were ten years ago, five years ago, three years ago.
That's the course it's going to take. It's going to wobble. It's going to fall
apart. It's going to go at battle with itself. It's going to have some
glorious days. It's going to lie to itself. It's going to hate itself and want
to hide from itself.
You can predict finances. You can predict the politics. You can predict all of
it, because it's what you just went through. That's what's happening in the
world.
It's going through its own chaos, and it's going through its own awakening,
just like you have been going through your own awakening. But I have to say
the - what's your expression? - the gig is up now. You either wake up or, well
… I didn't say it, but you either wake up or you begin existing in another
realm. You either wake up or this physical body of yours and your mind,
they're not going to want to stay around. Stay around for what? More misery?
More deception? More games? You either wake up or move on.
So with that, dear Shaumbra, let's breathe in chaos. It's here, because you've
called for it, Kay. It's here because it's serving you as all
energy serves you.
It's been a delight to be here today. It's been odd being in front of so many
Merlins who are really pretending to be asleep.
With that remember as always, all
is well in all of creation. Let's sing that together. (audience joins him)
All is well in all of creation!!
Therefore, I Am Adamus of Sovereign Domain. Farewell.
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