The Teacher Series SHOUD 9
Presented to the Crimson Circle April 7, 2007
Original Website http://www.crimsoncircle.com/
And so it is. Who did you expect? (laughter) - but I, Tobias,
and we gather now together with Shaumbra,
with the Teachers, with all of you in
this classroom
of the New Energy.
Actually, it wasn't decided until just a split moment ago who would actually
be handling this Shoud. Had a bit of an arm
wrestle with Kuthumi - and I won!
(laughter, Tobias chuckling) Because of the nature of what we're going to talk
about today it was something that we both wanted to do so we had our own - how
to say - our own little collision - in a good way - and because of the
closeness that I have with each and every one of you ... oh and Kuthumi does
too, but you and I, we have spent so much time together. Lifetimes of time,
lifetimes in the Temples of Tien,
lifetimes in the time of Yeshua,
lifetimes after, and now here on Earth now. You embodied as these silly, silly
humans, as Kuthumi would say; me, kind of embodied
- haven't figured out that yet, part here, part there. But it was I who truly
wanted to come in to share this day with you.
Let us begin with our deep breath because we're going to go into some new
places today.
(Pause)
Acceptance
You see, as you know, when you accept
yourself like you are doing right now in our safe
and sacred space; when you are relaxed about who
you are; comfortable in your body, comfortable in your humanness and
comfortable in your soul; well then indeed, indeed we can come in. I can come
in very, very close. When you accept yourself, you can also drink me in. It is
much easier, when you are in this safe and comfortable place, then to let me
flow in - right into your body.
Nothing to worry about, you know I'm not going to try to take it. I have my
own. You know that I'm not going to try to steal any energy. I don't need it.
You know I'm not going to try to convince you of anything because, you see,
you're not compromising yourself. You
know who you are.
Sitting here in this space, this little dimension that we're creating here
together right now, you feeling that you truly know yourself - then the
energies change. I can come in very close. I can come right into your body
with you. I can meld and dance with your consciousness and you never lose
touch with who you are, but yet we can form this beautiful melding of
energies. First you and I doing this dance together, then inviting in the
other energies of Shaumbra - all of us. The ones who are connecting in this
instant moment of consciousness right now all across the world, the ones who
will listen to and read this in the days to come.
When you are feeling and accepting yourself like you are right now you can
open to the other realms, to the angelic beings who are part of the
facilitation process of our Shouds, you see, because it is more than just the
words that are spoken on the human levels. What you are feeling today, where
your consciousness is moving today is felt in the other realms as well. What
you are doing right here, right now, even though perhaps you are not moving a
physical muscle, is changing all of consciousness everywhere.
Let us take a deep breath. Know thyself ...
(Pause)
... and drink any of the rest of us in.
(Pause)
Resurrection and the Choice to Stay
So Shaumbra, here we are today, a special day. Special because it is the time
of what you would call Easter for many of the religions and the spiritual
movements on Earth. It is the time of the death and it is the time of the resurrection.
Because humans have accepted this, humans have accepted this story of Jesus,
it creates a certain energy that makes it possible for transformation,
for the death of the old self, in a way. But as you know, there truly is no
death, but a death of an energy that doesn't serve the master anymore. Letting
go - that is death. Just letting go. Letting go of old structures, old habits,
old ways of perceiving things. Letting it die so its energy can return to its
pure and natural state.
And then the resurrection. The resurrection that allows you to spiral, to
evolve into a new place of consciousness. Sometimes this resurrection - the
change - can be challenging, overwhelming. But you know, there is a natural
process taking place, and if you allow it to be, it will bring you - you will
bring yourself - to this new level of consciousness and understanding.
Because so many humans accept the consciousness of the story of the death and
the resurrection, the energies are all around right now. They have been very
much in this past month of time. We know you have felt them. You have felt the
human consciousness - an old part of it dying, a new part of it ready to
awaken.
But as the consciousness, this next level of human consciousness is getting
ready to awaken, there is the anxiety. There is the fear. There is the desire
to go back to the old ways. Oh, you've had that experience yourself so many
times. As you were in this whole experience of your own ascension
how often have you wanted to go back? You ventured out alone, lonely at times,
no longer in touch with your old self because the new is being birthed. How
many times have you wanted to go back? How many times have you regretted ever
embarking on this journey of experience? That is what other humans are going
through, especially in this time of the year that you would call Easter - the
resurrection - and you've been feeling it. You've been experiencing it.
It's interesting to note that as we look at the energy of Shaumbra and we look
at the - from Angel's Peak - we look
at the overview of what is happening, we see this is also a time of year when
there is the changing of the Earth energy from its death, from its winter,
into its awakening, its resurrection. Do you know that the calendar actually -
and more accurately - used to begin in the Spring? Why it was ever changed to
January in the dead of winter is besides us!
So you have this energy right now of the changing, of the transformation
taking place. It is a time for you, Shaumbra, in this last month. You were
asked a question, not by I, Tobias, or Saint-Germain
or any of the others, but by yourself. We stand back, we watch. We give our
advice and our comments when you ask. We've been watching in this last month.
It was interesting, because so many of you asked yourself, in your dreams and
in your waking state, "Should I go any further in this physical body, in
this illusion of reality? Should I leave
now?" There's no penalty, by the way, for leaving. You don't lose
anything, in a sense you gain some things. "Should I end this lifetime
now?" Perhaps quietly, perhaps with drama, it doesn't matter.
But so many of you posed that question to yourself in these last days since
our last Shoud. You were wondering if you had done your work. You were
wondering why you continue to go through some of the hardships of the physical
reality. You were wondering what it would be like to be back here with
Saint-Germain, with myself, Einstein, Tesla,
all of the other grand ones waiting for you to come back. We party well over
here. We enjoy ourselves over here. We don't take things too seriously. We
stay in a place of self love, compassion,
intimacy. It's grand over here. Grand.
Many of you asked yourselves, "Why the hell am I on Earth right
now?" You've heard this before. You've heard this voice, but now it was a
bit different because you were asking you. It wasn't the outside voice. Now it
was the inside voice - "Should I stay or should I leave?" We
observed, we watched. We felt your energy move and shift and sometimes collide
and sometimes plummet, and we were actually surprised. We had our legions of
angels out waiting in the near realms
for you to come over! Oh it would have been grand, of course. You'd have been
honored. You'd have been - we would have partied with you.
We were surprised. Very, very few Shaumbra around the world - very few - ever
did this. Very few Shaumbra chose to come back. Most of you stayed. And again,
you don't have to. The death itself is not that difficult at all. The
transition for you Shaumbra - you know what the process is like. You don't
fear the near realms. You don't fear some place that truly doesn't exist that
is called hell. So it would have been easy.
But very few did. It was interesting and we've been studying that saying,
"What is it? Why?"
We've taken a look at your energy and the energy of Shaumbra and our
conclusion is that you're beginning to find the joy
in your own life. You're beginning to understand the dynamics of how energy
works and what it truly is, what it isn't. You're beginning to understand that
you are creators - not just hearing the
words anymore, not just reciting them - but truly being in those words and in
those energies.
So many of you also have felt you've come this far, why leave now? (some
laughter) Many of you have felt, "It's only a few more months till the Quantum
Leap, I'll wait at least that long. (laughter) I want to go to that Earth
party!" Trust us, we are going to be there as well - in force. There will
be more angels than humans at the Quantum Leap celebration, we have been
waiting for it as well.
But you've taken a different look at yourself and at life and about your
relations with other humans. You've gotten through the very worst of this
whole process of ascension. You've gotten through the death portion and now
you're in the awakening and the resurrection portion, and yes, at times it can
still be difficult because you have things like other humans. You have things
like a very old struggle between energies in duality
- very, very, very old energy - and you sense this and you feel it. But you've
chosen to stay. You've chosen to continue this, and I want to take just this
moment to thank you and to honor you. You don't have to. You're out of -
you're released from spiritual service. You're released from old
contracts. You're even released from Shaumbra energy, at least as an
obligation. It is a choice if you want to be with the Shaumbra energy. You
didn't have to be here.
So, it's brought up a few tears on our side about your choice to stay, your
choice to be the ones on Earth. You know this is the classroom of the New
Energy - THE classroom of the New Energy. We are aware and we also work with
many other groups across the world - spiritual groups, new age groups,
metaphysical and religious. We work with the angelic beings who help to guide
these groups. But from our viewpoint here on Angel's Peak, there is none like
Shaumbra. None.
Look at you. As Cauldre said earlier, you're not held together by rules. Most
organizations are. You're not held together by a set of defined belief
systems. Most organizations are. You're not held together by some
hierarchy that you have to report to. Most groups are. You're brought together
and you stay together by choice and by heart and by service to the humans that
you're the teachers of. It's an amazing, amazing concept, this whole thing
that you call Shaumbra.
This is the classroom of the New Energy. You're the ones moving through it. Oh
there are individuals, yes, around the world. But as a group, you are THE
group to be playing with new consciousness, new physics that surpass the old
duality third dimensional physics that you've known for so long.
This is THE classroom of the New Energy. As I've said and you heard Cauldre
say today, "New Energy, what is it?" What is it - and I'll tell you
right now, it is without definition. Without
definition, and we're going to explore that today. We're going to explore
without definition.
So let's a deep breath, Shaumbra ...
(Pause)
No Compromise
We talked in our last gathering about no compromise and I want to take a brief
review of it here. I want to encourage each of you to continue feeling that
energy within you. What is compromise at your inner level?
Compromise is basically a limitation.
Compromise can come about through things like fear or uncertainty or what we
would call perhaps even old belief systems about right and wrong, about what
you should and shouldn't do. Compromise is when you dilute yourself, when you give
yourself away, when you allow others to take away from you. Compromise is
when you know what it's like to feel within yourself - you know where your
center and your core is - but then you pretend that you don't. You allow
outside situations and circumstances to then be the guiding force in your
life.
Compromise is when you say that "I'm a creator"
but when in truth you only feel you're a small creator - a little creator. You
feel that all of these influences around your life are grander creators than
you. That is compromise. You are either a creator, full and pure, or you're
not a creator. If you're not a creator, you are a victim.
If you're not a creator, you are absolutely a victim. A victim of everything
else - other people, mass
consciousness, the aliens, anything
outside of you - you become the victim. You give your energy away.
No compromise means understanding, remembering and accepting who
you are, accepting that you are
God also, not compromising it, not going part way.
We bring this point up - it's very, very important, we brought it up in the
last Shoud - because, again, as we take our next step into New Energy, which
is not definable, you can't go in it with compromise. You can't go in it part
way. You open up totally into it.
So continue to work with this energy of no compromise. Continue to take a look
in your life, because sometimes ... sometimes it hides itself. Sometimes it
plays games with you. Sometimes you convince yourself that you need to
compromise in order to survive. Sometimes this whole compromise energy gets
you so low in your own personal energy, you don't even recognize that you're
doing it.
The compromise is something you're going to recognize in your mind,
but you're mostly going to recognize it in your feelings
and in your heart. Sometimes you're not
going to be able to understand exactly what's taking place, but you can truly
feel when you are compromising. As I said in our last Shoud, your energy
plummets. You feel you have betrayed yourself. You feel that you're small
instead of grand. That's what happens when you compromise.
Take a look at your own personal life, your job situation. Look at the
compromises you make there, and why are you compromising? I've told you before
and I'm going to tell you again - sooner or later, Shaumbra, you're going to
have to work for yourself. Sooner or later.
So you compromise. You think you need the job for a check to feed you, to feed
your family. You think you need it because there's nothing else out there for
you. You compromise and say, "Well, when such and such happens then
perhaps I'll leave. When I have all of this business come to me and I'm
guaranteed that I will have plenty of work in my new venture, then I will
leave." That's compromise. That is compromise.
And what's going to happen is, because of the way energy works, you're never
going to attain it, and then you're going to get frustrated. Your energy is
going to get very low, your physical body will respond accordingly - and then
you come back to party with us. But you're not going to be happy about the
events that took place to get you here. This whole energy of compromise is so
important as we go into the next level. We're going to get a bit of a taste of
it today.
Today there are no guests. That will tell you something. No guests, just I,
Tobias. We have the angelic beings, the nonphysical beings who are helping to
support the energy of this dimension that we are creating together. No guests
on this day. We need the type of energy to explore something new.
Take a moment, breathe in, feel yourself grounded
in this Now moment.
(Pause)
Visit to the Shaumbra Service Center
Feel yourself when you take that breath. Feel yourself. You don't have to try
to analyze, but just feel yourself. It's you - your body, your mind, your soul
- all in this space.
And now let's expand out from the Now moment. Don't leave your body, but expand
your consciousness, you see. It's like throwing a stone in the water. You
see, the concentric circles go out and out and out. That's what you can do
with your own energy. You're the stone, you're the center, and let's expand
our energies now. I would like to take you today to the other realms. I'd like
to take you back to the Shaumbra
Service Center.
What is the Shaumbra Service Center? It's the energy of Shaumbra. It's your
group energy. Shaumbra Service Center is a place that you can come anytime you
want - to rejuvenate, to learn, to teach. It is a virtual space, but because
of the consciousness and the agreement between all of Shaumbra, it is a
reality. It is there.
It's going to look a little bit different to each one of you because of your
perception of reality - how you view reality. So if you talk to one Shaumbra
and they say "The Shaumbra Service Center looks like this," another
Shaumbra will say "But it looks like this." What does it look like?
All of the above. Why can't energy have many different facets, you see? Why
can't something look different depending on who's viewing it or observing it?
Why can't, even for you, the Shaumbra Service Center change the way it looks
and feels in each moment of time?
You're used to living in a locked in consciousness, a very focused
consciousness in the third dimension, and when you look, for instance, at
these flowers at the front of the room, there's a general agreement in how
they look. Or is there? Or is there, you see. And these flowers can change.
The flowers can start doing things that defy the eye and defy the mind,
because they're much more than a pot of flowers. They're much more than a
celebration of color. They can sing, probably better than I. They can change
and transform.
Now, the mind doesn't know how to accept that. The mind says, "But
Tobias, you're talking in very esoteric terms. The practical reality is that
the flowers don't change. Well they perhaps change when they die, but sitting
here right now they don't." But that, that, dear friends, is one of the
main points of today. What is really happening? What is really going on?
So the Shaumbra Service Center can look different than the last time you were
here. It can have different attributes. It doesn't have to be singular. It can
be multiple, you see. It doesn't have to just have one identity, it can have
many, many, many facets all at the same time.
For our work today there are those angelic beings of the Crimson
Council who have helped prepare an energy platform in the Shaumbra Service
Center. Let us flow our energies in together. Let us go through... if it is a
door for you, or you can go in the window if you want. Perhaps there is no
entry way at all, you can just float through the wall. Doesn't matter. Let go
of the perceptions of what you think should be so that it can truly be all
that it is.
Let us go into the Shaumbra Service Center, all of us. Oh, there's plenty of
room inside, no crowding.
(Pause)
The Room of Words
Take a moment to feel the energy of the room that we are in right now.
Remember last time we were here we talked about the water? Water
is an important dynamic, not only in your realm on your side, but in ours as
well. Our water isn't made up of the physical attributes like what you have on
Earth, but the water here is a fluid, cooling, soothing energy. For those of
us who have lived life on Earth, we can bring back to these realms - the
angelic realms - a more insightful or a deeper perspective of the energy
called water. But all of the angels - most of the angels - work with water.
Water here means healing, flowing, soothing. It's a type of energy even over
here. So, plenty of water here in our Service Center.
Go ahead and sit down if you'd like. Relax a bit. Enjoy this moment that we
have together in the Service Center.
Here in this room, I'm using words. I'm using words to define attributes like
water. I'm using words to define the chair, to say "Sit in the
chair." I'm using words to help shape a reality at this point.
Words are very interesting, they carry
specific energies with them. We're using words to define the walls in this
room. Some of you may see a wall of rock, others of you are going to see a
wall of color in this room.
In this room there are many flowers, they've been brought in for you. Exotic
flowers. Flowers that are aromatic. Flowers that are blooming with color,
glowing with color, vibrating their energies, transmitting their energies to
you as you sit in the chairs.
The floor in our room together ... the floor is a support for you right now.
It is a platform, a foundation. Some of you may see a beautiful tiled floor.
Some of you may be choosing in this moment to sit on a very lush and thickly
carpeted floor. Some of you would much prefer just a dirt floor because you
want to connect continually with the energies of Gaia,
energies of Earth. Some of you are on a glass floor. A few are floating on a
floor of clouds. You see, you can all have different perspectives of the same
type of experience.
I'm using words here to define because that is how humans communicate. Words
are very interesting - and very limited. On Earth you have many different languages.
The languages develop the words that bring about the energy, whether it is a
picture or a feeling, but the words convey a very specific vibration.
And as I'm talking now through words to you, we're changing, we're playing
with the vibrations, with the symbology in words. Language comes from the mind
and words come from the language. So words are a thing of the mind.
Words are very limited, but it is the way that humans communicate, and it is
the way that you have been led to believe that you have to communicate. Words
limit the true energy, but yet you use words in everything that you do. You
do. You use words in even areas that are basically nonverbal. You use words to
define things. You use words to shape the energy of something.
Language is an incredible study. Words are an incredible energy. They're
symbols. As I'm talking here, some of you ... the words, now, are getting very
blurred. You can't even seem to understand what I'm saying because we're
starting to go beyond words. You say "There's just noises coming out of
Cauldre's mouth right now." When you're in a very defined 3D dimension,
when you're perceiving only in the 3D, the words have very specific meanings.
But as you expand the words seem to get blurry now. They don't make as much
sense. The symbols aren't quite as coherent, because you're starting to work
at a different level. You're starting to go beyond words.
The Room of Thought
We've used words to define the Shaumbra Service Center and define this room -
the room of words that we are in right now. Now let's go to the next room
together. Take a deep breath. How do you get there? I don't care. Walk, float,
project yourself, expand, but let's go to the next room together. Take a deep
breath ...
(Pause)
... and let's go in. Is this real, by the way? Is this real?
Absolutely - if you choose it to be. If you don't choose it to be, no, it is
not real. And if you choose it to be, we are literally - because we're in a
consciousness agreement - you are literally doing this on some level. We are
moving into the next room. We are at the Shaumbra Service Center.
I have to laugh sometimes - what humans call real and what they don't. Houdini
and some of the other great illusionists and the magicians and those who work
with the Merlin energy understand
absolutely nothing is real. Nothing. It's all an illusion. Or to say this
better, it's all a temporary creation. Because even the creations that you
create, that others do, they're going to change.
The energy will continue to expand.
That is the one thing about Spirit, about God, whatever you want to call the
overall energy. That is the one thing is that it is always seeking
expansion and expression. That is the one thing about Spirit - always
wants to express itself and then expand. Express itself and expand. You know
why? Because Spirit is in joy. Spirit is in love, and that's what the energy
of love does - continues to expand and express.
So here we've expanded into the next room. This is the room of thought.
Of thought. Now, I'm going to have to continue using words for a while,
because that is how humans connect and agree upon an energy dynamic. I'm going
to ask you to be in this room of thought now but expand beyond words, beyond
just what is being conveyed here through the verbal language or the written
language.
The room of thought is interesting. Thought doesn't require words. You think
all the time but it doesn't have to be expressed verbally. If every thought
had to be expressed verbally, you'd never stop talking! But the one thing
about thought that is true and that is limiting is you put words or language
to thought.
Take a deep breath. Think of something right now.
(Pause)
Think of Tesla, for instance. You have just gone through a series of words to
define your thoughts. Now, perhaps you were thinking "Tesla - magic,
creativity, invention, energy, Edison." But as you were thinking, your brain
was attaching a word to it, you see. You are very trained to attach words to
thoughts. That is how you communicate or have communicated with yourself in
the past. This is going to be interesting for you to play with, henceforth,
watching how you put thoughts into words.
Take a moment to think, for a moment, of this Shaumbra Service Center that
you're in.
(Pause)
You're defining the energies through thought in your mind and
into a word. You have to. You've been trained that way. You have to put
it into a word even though you're not speaking it. It still is being
translated into a word. Thinking goes into words.
The Room of Feeling
Now take a deep breath and let us expand now into the next room. Float over,
hop over - just be there. Transport yourself in a moment, in a flash, and
we're now in the third room in the Shaumbra Service Center.
Take a deep breath ...
(Pause)
This is the room of feeling. Feeling. Now
feel the energies in this room ...
(Pause)
... without judgment and without limitation. Feel the energies in this room.
(Pause)
Could be love. Comfort. Compassion. Some of you are feeling how the energies
appear to be rather erratic, moving quickly, darting back and forth. Keep
feeling for a moment the energies in this room of feeling.
(Pause)
Some of you are feeling color. Some of you are feeling things like release.
You're feeling pain, a few of you. Some of you are feeling New Energy.
You see, even in this room of feeling, which goes beyond the mind, beyond
thought, you are still using words to define what you are feeling. The
feelings that you are perceiving in here are flowing back into the thought,
into the mind, and then you are attaching words around it. Again, you've been
trained to do this from your earliest days, from lifetime and lifetime of
using language to create the symbols to define the perceptions.
Words are used to define your perceptions on all levels, and herein lies one
of the barriers or one of the fallacies of energy work. It's been flowing back
down through the mind and into words. It's almost uncontrollable. It's the way
your energy has been trained and it has served you well. It has helped you to
understand things. It has helped you to define energies. It has helped you to
share your definitions of your feelings and your thoughts with yourself and
then with other humans. It's kind of a commonly accepted practice. We'll take
feelings and thoughts and put them into words. Sometimes the words are spoken,
sometimes they're written, but they all go into words sooner or later. It's
kind of like a funnel - funneling the energies down and down and down until
they can be put into a word.
Now a word may contain many levels of energy. When I say a word such as
"tree," there are many levels in it, but it is still a word. It
still is a definition and it still has its limitations. These limitations of
energy expression, while having served you well, are now driving you crazy.
There is something beyond, and you know it, but you just didn't know how to
put it into words. You felt it, but you didn't know how to define it, because
humans, even the angels, have been trained that there's certain limitations of
consciousness.
The Room of No Definition
Take a deep breath and now let us move into the next room.
(Pause)
Don't dawdle please. We have a Shoud to do. Take a deep breath and let us move
into the next room.
Now, I'm going to ask you to perceive this room. Perceive this room that we
are now in.
(Pause)
Many of you perceiving large, empty, dark, not sure. Some of you are
perceiving the energies changing so rapidly you can't seem to put a handle on
it. You can't seem to settle its energies enough to define it.
Take a deep breath and perceive the energies in this room.
(Pause)
This is the room of no definition. No definition at all. That's why it may
appear to be large and dark and empty, or changing very rapidly. It cannot be
defined.
And this is the New Energy. It cannot be defined.
Now we're going to have to define what cannot be defined so it's going to seem
like a bit of conflict, but what we are really doing is going
beyond, here. This is the classroom, remember? Today, with Shaumbra all
around the world, we are going beyond.
I have to tell you something. This room of no definition and the whole concept
of ... we're going to call it sans
definition. Sans - without ... sans definition is something that even on
the angelic realms most angels don't venture into. Most of the angelic beings
continue to define.
An interesting thing happened after Earth was inhabited by angelic beings who
turned into humans and languages were developed to help explain what was very
foreign and very odd to angels. After the languages were developed, and after
the angelic beings-turned-human died and came back to the nonphysical realms,
the languages started coming back with them. Particularly, in what we define
as the Near Realms - those realms that
are still connected to the energy of Earth, and there are many. Many angelic
beings in the Near Realms - the nonphysical earthbound
realities.
The language has come back over with those who are coming here in between
lifetimes, so much so that in the Near Realms you will find that generally the
angelic beings speak languages. Generally, they are also very attached to the
native language that they used in their previous lifetime. So literally in the
Near Realms you have angelic beings who cannot understand each other. Some
speak German. Some speak English. Some speak Japanese. So even on the angelic
realms you find that there are languages being used to define energy, used to
define feeling and thought. So much so that this is even seeped out past the
Near Realms and the energy of language has even gone into the Crystalline
and beyond.
Now as it goes into what you would consider the more expanded realms it's not
necessarily in a specific earth language, but there are very specific types of
inflections used to communicate feelings and thoughts in the nonphysical
realms. What we are saying this isn't just a human thing, it goes beyond into
the other realms.
Where we are right now in the room of sans description, sans definition, there
are no words. There are no words that can define things.
An interesting concept and a concept that we're going to ask you to begin
working with. How can you not put something in words? How can you not have a
thought or a feeling not defined by words? How can you and your mind, even
your body, comprehend something that is not ultimately brought back to you in
words? And that is a wonderful and a beautiful challenge to Shaumbra.
A long time ago in some of the spiritual and religious environments and groups
that were here on Earth, they would not speak the word of God. They would not
speak his or her name. It wasn't that it was bad. It wasn't that they were
going to be punished for speaking the word "God" or "Yahweh"
or "Jehovah" or any of these things. What they were trying
convey, that a few knew a long time ago, was that it is the Undefinable. It
was Undefinable. How could you bastardize it by putting it into a human word,
because the moment you do, you have structured it, you have imprisoned its
energy - and true Spirit cannot be imprisoned.
True energy is absolutely neutral. Energy
is neutral until you activate it
through feelings or thoughts or specific intentions or choices, and then it is
activated. But it sits out there in the grand Unstructured, the grand
Undefinable, the grand ... we don't want to say unknown, that has the wrong
energy, but the grand Is-ness.
You see? You see what happens out here? It is very difficult to define. You
can't even say it is, because it isn't, either. You can't say it's grand,
because it is nothing at all. It's neutral energy. You can't start to
structure it. You can't start to even describe it or define it, because the
moment you do, where are you? Back in your mind, back in your thoughts and
back into limitations.
This is a wonderful, beautiful and simple concept, and for Shaumbra, where you
are right now in your life, it's going to be one of the most transformational.
But it could also be one of the most challenging.
Sans Definition
I, Tobias, and those of the Crimson Council are going to ask you each day to
go into the Undefinable, sans description, sans structure, sans definition.
You're going to find initially that it is very difficult because you're going
to get into a game with your own mind. It is going to want to define, and it
is defining exactly where we are right now. We're in the room of no definition
but what is the mind trying to do? Define it. Capture it. Lasso it. Structure
it. Shape it. This has been your training, your conditioning. But it is time
now for the classroom of the New Energy to go beyond, to let go of the need to
define.
Now, an interesting thing happens here because ... some of you are trying to
do it right now - you're trying to blank out your mind. You're trying to go to
nothing, and you have to take a feel again of its energies. This is not
nothing - this is everything. This is the vast potential. This is the
unlimited reserve of energy. This is this great vessel of energy.
We're not saying this is God or Spirit, that's a different thing. We're saying
this is the Undefined, but this is where it happens. This is the grandest of
all of the potentials, because they
haven't been limited by the mind, through the words. They haven't been limited
by the feelings, through the words. So we're going to ask you to start coming
out to the Undefinable every day.
Now, Shaumbra, some of you nod your head now, but we know these homework
assignments are put on the stack of all the other things you have to do - and
ignored. But we're going to tell you right now that where we are all going in
the New Energy you're going to want this experience. You're going to want to
do this beautiful expansion every day, about ten minutes.
Some of you are going to find it's wonderful to do this at night as you're
going off to sleep. Some of you are going to do it in the morning when you
wake up. Try not to do it when you're driving a car or you're operating power
tools. Do it in a quiet moment.
Now, this is like an incredible puzzle we're giving you, but it's not a puzzle
to be solved. It's only a puzzle to be experienced. The challenge here is how
to not define the energy. How to not put it into words. And you say, "But
Tobias, then how am I going to experience it? How am I going to understand
it?" you see, and that is the beauty of what we are doing.
Obviously, there is a different way to experience. Obviously, there's a
different way to perceive energy. You've been using but one way to do it -
through the thought, into the word, into a structure so that you could
comprehend it. As I said, it served you well on Earth. It served you to help
you to understand the dynamics of what is going on around you. We're going to
go beyond.
I'll tell you a few things. This isn't what you think it's going to be,
because your thinking has a preconceived idea or concept. This isn't a
meditative state where you blank out your mind and, in a sense, you cease to
allow yourself to exist. This is existence in a whole different realm. This is
not something that you can write about and post on your message board right
now, because the moment you do that, you are bastardizing it, you are thinking
about it. This is a very personal and a very intimate experience that you're
going to be going through. This is something that's going to confound you and
perplex and it's going to make you very angry with I, Tobias. But as you
continue to work with the sans definition - no defining - it's going to start
unfolding itself. Your understanding will come from a new and different place
- not necessarily in your body, definitely not in the mind.
While you're in this state of sans definition, some of you are going to think
you're going crazy, but that is your thinking that is going crazy. And your
perception of reality is going to start getting very loose. Your perception of
reality has been tied up in knots. It's been forged into steel. It's very
solid, and as you go into sans definition, beyond, as you go into this beyond,
the perception of reality is going to get like water. Like water is to us here
- very flowing and fluid and open - and at times you're going to feel very
ungrounded. Take a deep breath. Remember that you are in the Now moment, but
you are in a very expanded Now moment.
At times you're going to feel you are losing touch with yourself, because your
touch with you has been in the brain. Your touch - your consciousness of
yourself - has been limited to words that have been used to define and to
shape yourself. So it's going to feel uncomfortable at times. It's going to
feel perhaps a bit overwhelming at times. But Shaumbra, we have to tell you
that there are many beings on our side who are helping you, guiding you
through this experience. There's nothing to fall out of. You don't have to
worry about losing that sense of self, because you're evolving to a whole new
sense of self in this.
As you continue to work with this energy of sans definition, even in your
everyday life, bring it back to Earth and try not to define something that
you've always defined. The vase of flowers - even though you just glance at
it, your mind quickly analyzes, forms a word around it and puts a structure on
it. You come up with the colors. You come up with the mass or the volume. It's
all done through thought and words. In the sans definition, in the beyond, you
move to a whole different level of perception and a whole different
understanding of reality that goes beyond the mind.
It is so unusual for us to have to use words to talk about something where
there are no words. It is difficult for us to convey the energy even in
thought form as we are used to doing with you. It is even difficult to convey
the feeling, because even feelings have their limitations. It is about going
into a whole new area of energy, a whole new dimension that surpasses the need
for structure, the need for definition, the need for a limited perception.
This is the New Energy. This is the New Energy. New Energy at this time
doesn't want, doesn't need any sort of definition or structure. You can't take
New Energy in its pure state and truly force it into an Old Energy duality
environment, because the two have such different characteristics.
New Energy is a potential. It is very present in your life right now. It's as
much in the Now as your perception of yourself is. It's here with you. You
haven't necessarily seen it or felt it, because it cannot be defined. You've
been trying to define New Energy, and we hear many of you say, "This is
New Energy and that's New Energy." It's undefinable with the current
tools, the current resources you have for defining things.
This work that you do each day in sans definition, into the Unknown and
Undefinable, is going to expand your consciousness greatly. And it's also
going to allow you to begin using a whole different set of perception tools,
evaluation tools and understanding tools in your life. These tools of - we're
going them tools of understanding, ways of perceiving things - they're already
with you. You just can't see them because of the way you try to explain and
define energy. You see the paradox in what we're talking about here? Going
into something that cannot be structured, defined or described with the
current set of energy tools or resources that you have.
Don't give up Shaumbra. You try once, you try twice and you say, "This
just isn't working. I'm struggling. My brain is trying to figure it out and I
can't turn my brain off." Your brain is doing what it's been asked to do.
Your brain is trying to process information in the way it knows how to do.
It's trying to structure and define, just like a potter will try to structure
the clay and define it.
The potter would feel terrible if he went in one day and his fingers slipped
through the clay and it could not be defined or shaped. He would feel like he
was a failure. The potter would get very frustrated, because every time he'd
touch the clay it would lose its definition rather than gain a structure, and
instead of creating a vase, it would turn back into different elements and
ingredients. It would basically melt before him or her, and that's what it's
going to be like in working with sans definition - outside of the perception
that you now have.
It's going to feel like things are falling apart, slipping through the cracks.
You're going to feel like you're trying to put your arms around something and
you can't. You're going to wonder if this is some sort of trick that we're
playing on you, and it's not. It is moving beyond, moving into new realms.
New Energy
When you can ... again here, words limit what we're trying to convey, but when
you can move beyond the need to structure and define, you are truly in the New
Energy. And when you are in the New Energy, you truly understand now how it
can be applied in your life, in your world, in your reality. And again, words
cannot describe it.
Are we headed for a different type of language, per se? Yes, but not one that
flows through the mind. Are we headed for a different way of communication?
Yes, but not a communication that has the current limitations on it. Are we on
our way to a whole new understanding of realities? Absolutely. Absolutely.
Can you, Shaumbra, the classroom of the New Energy, allow yourself to go
beyond where you've ever gone before? This is not a psychedelic trip. This is
not a mind game. This is not a contest. It's allowing yourself, feeling so
comfortable with yourself, that you can go into realms that defy description.
You have not gone there before, I will tell you that right now. You have not
gone there before. You've gone into some incredible realms - the Crystalline
realms, the Birthing realms. You have gone into what you would call alien
realms, but you have not gone here. It's New Energy. It's a whole different
room.
That is why we were so emphatic in our last gathering of saying Shaumbra,
don't compromise yourself. Because as we move into this next realm, you're
going to find that if you're in a place of compromise that going into the
Unexplainable and Undefinable will crush you. Not literally, of course, but
it's going to basically collapse what you would feel is a secure place of your
mind thought, of your comfort level, of your being in the Now moment. And as
you feel your reality collapsing around you, you're going to go right back
into the reality and try to re-identify it, re-shape it, re-grasp it.
The Soul
I'll tell you one other attribute here in the sans description. Yes, you could
call it the great Unknown, the great Undefinable. This is also where you're
going to begin to truly understand what a soul is - what your soul is. The
soul is an identity, a unique identity - your unique expression of what you
would call God or Spirit. That is your soul. But your soul is also
undefinable, unstructurable, uncontrollable. Your mind cannot take over your
soul - by design, by agreement.
So, what you would call your soul self - and again that's a word that needs
revamping - but the true you is in these realms. It has not been able to, and
in a sense hasn't wanted to, come in to a limited, overly structured,
controlling and suppressive environment where the mind rules and where reality
is too specific and too inflexible. So in the Undefinable you will come to
know yourself in a whole new way.
Work with it Shaumbra. It is the Unknown, the Unexplainable. Work with these
energies. Get frustrated with them if you want, you don't have to hold back.
That, by the way, is compromising. You can get angry. You can get upset. You
can get frustrated, but continue working with them. You will have tremendous
support.
This does, by the way, tie into our Shoud from our last gathering with the
energies of Tesla, with the energies of new invention, new understanding. It
all ties in together. It's simple, your assignment, homework, whatever you
want to call it - your expansion - is to go into the Undefinable.
What happens with the mind? What happens with the need for words and
definitions? What happens as you try to comprehend what cannot be
comprehended? Go out there and explore, Shaumbra.
You're never alone, because we're here on this journey into New Energy with
you.
And so it wasn't.
Tobias of the Crimson Council is presented by Geoffrey Hoppe, aka "Cauldre," in Golden, Colorado. The story of Tobias, from the biblical Book of Tobit, can be found on the Crimson Circle web site at www.crimsoncircle.com. The Tobias Materials have been offered free of charge since August 1999, the time when Tobias said humanity moved past the potential of destruction and into the New Energy.
The Crimson Circle is a global network of human angels who are among the first to transition into the New Energy. As they experience the joys and challenges of the ascension status, they help other humans on their journeys through sharing, caring and guiding. Over 100,000 visitors come to the Crimson Circle web site each month to read the latest materials and discuss their own experiences.
The Crimson Circle meets monthly in the Denver, Colorado area where Tobias presents the latest information through Geoffrey Hoppe. Tobias states that he and the others of the celestial Crimson Council are actually channeling the humans. According to Tobias, they are reading our energies and translating our own information back to us so we can see it from the outside, while experiencing it on the inside. The "Shoud" is the portion of the channeling where Tobias steps aside and the energy of the humans is channeled directly by Geoffrey Hoppe.
Crimson Circle gatherings are open to the public. The ultimate purpose of the Crimson Circle is to serve as human guides and teachers to those walking the path of inner spiritual awakening. This is not an evangelical mission. Rather, the inner light will guide people to your doorstep for your compassion and care. You will know what to do and teach in that moment, when the unique and precious human who is about to embark on the journey of the Bridge of Swords comes to you.
If you are reading this and feel a sense of truth and connection, you are indeed Shaumbra. You are a teacher and a human guide. Allow the seed of divinity to blossom within you in this moment and for all times to come. You are never alone, for there is family around the world and angels in the realms around you.
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