The Returning Series SHOUD 9
Presented to the Crimson Circle April 4, 2009
Original Website http://www.crimsoncircle.com/
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And so it is, dear Shaumbra, dear
friends of mine. Sometimes words cannot possibly express the love, the
acceptance and the honor that I feel when I'm in your presence. We have a lot
to discuss today. Oh, so … so many things to talk about and so little time
to do it.
So today I would like to cover four different subjects, but rest assured this
will not be a four-hour Shoud. (laughter) We'll work together here to
basically convey everything that's meant to be conveyed, unravel what needs to
be unraveled and related between us. We'll do it in short order, because this
is indeed the New Energy. What may have
taken an hour or so on each one of the subjects I'll talk about today, we can
do in a very short time. Where once we had to actually talk and talk and talk
and talk in order to allow that river, or the stream of consciousness to flow
between us and you, what used to take an hour, an hour and twenty minutes,
together we can now do in just a breath. In just a breath. I'll probably take
about an hour today, because I truly enjoy when I come into this energy, when
we are in this living room together. Not just here … I love the fragrances,
by the way - I interrupt myself. I love the fragrances.
Take a deep breath through your nose, even for you who are not here in this
beautiful place. You can smell it. And we talked about this quite a bit at the
Interdimensional Workshop. You can smell energies, not just with your human
sense of smell but with your divine
sense. Oh, I love the smell of this room and of the food. I love the smell
of humans, actually. Oh yes, you carry a very distinctive smell. Ask our dog
friend today. He knows each and every one of you not by name but by odor.
Distinctive odor that humans have. You don't notice it because, well, you're
human. You're smelling yourself all the time. But you know, when little
babies, when they're born, the sense that is first comes alive within them is
the smell. Long before the hearing or
even the touch - the physical sense of touch - long before their taste, but
their sense of smell, and they smell humans right away. They smell their
mother and they smell their surroundings. And from there they reconnect with
the part that has been human before.
The smells in this room today - humans, nature, beautiful nature out today. I
was talking to a few of you outside before while you were standing in the
snow. Ah, life is good when you're human. Life is good when you're human and
you don't get bogged down in things, when you realize that you made a choice
and you can continue making choices and loving this experience. You're not
bound by your past. Your future isn't destined at all. What an amazing thing.
Tears
So, a few things before we get into our subjects today. For those of you who
are on the verge of crying, just cry. Let it out. I can feel so many who are
tuned in here, who are part of this Shoud.
You've wanted to cry, but you've gotten into your mind
and you said, "I don't even know why I want to cry, so therefore, I can't
or I won't anyway." You felt this aching in your heart. You felt that
tightness in your throat, and you just wanted to cry - and it is okay. You're
with friends. You're with Shaumbra, family - family from home. Angelic
families. You're with those who understand what it's like to go through
this incredible transformation.
So, I invite you, if you're sitting at home by yourself, if you're here in
this hall where we're holding this, let yourself cry, because it's an emotion
wanting to come through and it's also packaged with feelings. And it's about a
release that you're just about ready to
gift yourself with, but you're suppressing it. Now there are many ways to do
this kind of release and kind of clear out the energies, but right now I can
tell so many of you just need to cry. And you know what? We're going to cry
along with you, we angelic beings. Not sadness, we don't even know what to
call it. Maybe you don't know what to call it other than just a release.
It is, as we talked about many, many times before, it is an incredible time on
Earth and it's going through so many changes right now. And you're absorbing a
lot of it in your bodies - in your bodies and your minds and your spirit. In
this time that we share together, I'm going to ask you to go into yourself.
You've been absorbing these tremendous energies from Gaia,
Mother Earth, from the past - your past and the history of Earth. You've been
feeling and absorbing and even doing a certain amount of processing of people
around you in your life. Oh, how they rely on you. How they count on you. How
they feed off of you too. How they worship
you in a way that they can't admit, but you know it's there. It's a type of
love. It's a type of comfort and security, and you're absorbing that with
them.
Some of you healers, counselors, practitioners, whatever you want to call
yourself, you're guides. You're helping others. Oh, and as much as you try to
wash away some of the pain that you feel coming from them, as much as you
deeply long to solve their problems and make things right for them, even
though you know that they have to do it, you're absorbing part of that. It
goes into your body, in particular. Then your body aches, but you keep
trudging through. It goes into your mind and it plays silly little games with
you. Oh, the games that … the biggest game is that you think that it's your
thoughts, and it's not.
I'm going to make a statement here, perhaps a little brash, but you are truly
moving beyond thought. All of the mind
banter, all of the voices and the dialogues and what you call the tapes and
the little voices coming in - most of
those aren't yours any more. You really are transcending beyond thought -
the brain activity - but you're still processing it for others. You're still
working it for others. Oh, you are wonderful at transforming it into yours. It
even sounds like your voice but it's really not.
So many of the energies of this changing Earth and of humanity are taking
their … I don't want to say their toll, but they're occupying so much of
your mental activity and your own spirit. Your own spirit is - I'm looking at
it right now - it is so … it is so loving. Yes, even if you don't think
you're a loving person. Even if you think that you're indifferent at times,
and I know some of you do. If you think you're cold-hearted, I can see right
through that. I know that's a barrier or a defense. I know how loving you are,
and I have proof of it.
The proof is that you're here on Earth, on a journey that's really not
about you. It doesn't really matter to yourself, but you're here because of
the love of people you've shared lifetimes with; here out of the compassion
and love for humanity; here because you love animals. You love any kind of
animal. You've worked with them before. You helped to create many of the
species on Earth. You know their importance and you know their blessing.
You're here because you love Earth - dirt, the rocks, the oceans, the sky. So
I know what you're made out of. Out of love.
Oh, and right now the energies on Earth are so intense. So intense. I've
actually had to stop a few times, dear friends. I've had to stop and
reconsider this whole thing about coming back to Earth! (laughter) I…I
perhaps fooled myself and said this is going to be a cakewalk. I'm going to
come back, what you would call, an ascended
master and I'm going to remember it doesn't matter. (laughter) Oh, woe to
any ascended master who thinks that it's that easy.
I know what it's like - not only as my incarnation as Sam,
I know what it is like as this being, as To
Bi Wah, a soul, an essence - how
strong and how heavy and seductive this energy of Earth is right now. I know
sometimes you say to yourselves … what is your human term, "It
sucks." (laughter) I think that's what I hear you say. "Why am I
here?" But, you know, this energy of Earth is so seductive right now. Any
game playing … any players, oh, they're back here right now. It is so
seductive also because it does tell you that you need to be here. That's
seductive and that's not right or wrong. It's just seductive.
It's very seductive to a loving soul like yourself, one who has spent many
lifetimes on Earth, or one who understands the spiritual physics of Earth and
how it applies to your spiritual families in the other
realms. It is so seductive. It'll pull you back here in a moment, because
this is where it's happening. In all of the universe, in all of the
dimensions, this is the hot spot. This is the point of action, and this is
where the heavens and the Earths and the other dimensions, this is where
they're going to do their transmutation
also.
It's not just about some little band of humans with physical bodies trying to
get out of their trap, trying to get back to paradise. It is about a
transmutation of the entire creation that you helped to create. An entire
movement or shift that goes far beyond what you can possibly imagine right
now. So instead of trying to mentally imagine it, let's just feel it. Let's
feel it in the heart.
Now don't tell me that you don't know how to feel. You know how to feel. You
just put a lock on your feelings so that you wouldn't have to feel. Maybe
that's that feeling of needing to cry within that needs to come out right now.
Maybe that's that part that says, "Don't lock me away any more. Don't
close me off somewhere." It's that part
of you that really does feel and sense, the part of you that's really aware.
It wants to come out and it's crying, wanting to come out.
Let's take these few moments here right now just to take that deep breath in
this safe space. Give permission to your
body, your mind, your spirit, every part of you. Give permission for it to
just relax during our session together. Perhaps this is the greatest value of
anything we do when we get together. It's a reprieve. It's a time of just
letting go, putting down that battle armor, putting down any protective type
of barriers around you. And I understand why you put them up. It's very, very
intense out there right now. And the intensity … as I'm talking just
breathe. Go into yourself. Feel yourself. Not all of the world's outside
energies, but yourself right now. It's okay to do that. It's not selfish. As a
matter of fact, it is one of the greatest gifts you can give yourself.
You know you can let down for just a moment, let down on the energies and the
attachments to your children and to your spouse and to your job and business
and this great shift on Earth right now and just come back into yourself.
Come back into you, into that sacred vessel that you call your body, into that
sacred device called the mind.
Come back into you … into your spirit, into this moment.
Just keep breathing throughout the rest of the time that we talk today and
feel yourself.
It is intense out there. It is a grand time on Earth, but yes, it is very
intense.
We have a certain way of measuring different characteristics on Earth -
energy, consciousness, expansion or contraction. We have a way
of measuring where humanity is going in a relatively short period of time,
not out hundreds of years. It's really not possible and anybody who thinks it
is is only looking at one potential. Right now it's difficult for us to see
out more than about three or four years. Not because of this date of 2012,
December 21st. Only because it is so fluid right now and there are so many
potentials like never before. It's not just a potential of taking the
left-hand road or the right-hand road. It's a potential of many, many
different roads. So it's difficult for any angelic being to see out more than
just a few years.
The energies are extremely high, as you know, and you're feeling it. Don't
forget that. Don't forget to take some time for yourself, and I'm not talking
about just one or two deep breaths. I'm talking about an hour or two. Your
body needs it. Your minds needs it. Your spirit.
Tobias' Editorial
Before we get into the Shoud for today, the subject matter that we all talk
about beforehand and we then put together and deliver it as a nice unified
package … by the way, today was very difficult. As we gathered the energies
of all of you, as we gathered the energies of the ones who will read this
material later, there were so many different subjects to cover, so many
different things. We had a very difficult time in determining what we are
going to talk about.
But before we get into those energies, I would like to do just a wee bit of an
editorial here. I don't do these very often and I do put my disclaimer that
this is MY editorial, not necessarily the energy of a Shoud, which is all of
us.
I wanted to make a comment on something I'm becoming more and more aware of
through Sam, and the comment has to do with the term of the One World Order.
It was spoken of recently in this gathering of the G20. When you take a look
at humanity right now, what is happening is that for the first time in a long,
long time, perhaps you could almost say for the first time in the history of
Earth, the energies are coming together on a very globalized basis. In the
past nations have been separated by everything from languages to governments
to financial systems. They've been protected and defended through wars,
through subversive actions. Everybody held their territory. It was a form of
power. There was a lot of battles and a lot of human lives that were taken in
order to maintain this very defined territory and the culture within that
territory.
What's happening right now with the advent of modern technology is that the
world is becoming globalized. Now, in a common sense, you would say,
"Well yes, of course, we are a planet. We have our common bond as humans
and as angels and it would only make sense that there would be a
globalization. It would only make sense that we would come together to discuss
both our differences and our commonnesses, and it would make sense that we
would take a look at financial systems right now, take a look at governments
and the interrelationship between the governments. It would make sense that we
look at all of these different points right now and come to some consensuses
or agreements, but also honoring and recognizing the difference in our
cultures but not closing the doors or creating new walls."
So there is this talk right now, talk that started a while back about One
World Order. And now this discussion of the One World Order has been - how to
say - villainized or demonized. And there are those who are saying, "This
is the end. This is Revelations. This is the end of the world. This is where
Satan comes into control." And there are those who are saying that the
moment that you have a common currency for the world that it's the beginning
of the end because those who seek power, those who control power right now,
now are going to take control of all of humanity.
And I have to put in my two cents, or two euros, as it may be, (laughter) and
ask each of you, be discerning - in your own way, but be discerning. But I
have to express my voice in this. It is time for the world to come together.
It is time for the wars to end. It is time for those who are trying to protect
and those who are trying to be very closed - culturally, politically and in
every other way - to realize the Earth will move forward when there is
consensus and when there is an agreement, even about the disagreements. The
world will move forward when this new
language - a global language - starts to take place in the world. And it's
not about trying to conform everybody and make them all exactly the same, but
it's about bridging some of the islands. It's about ending the era of wars and
differences.
Once humans and once governments come to understand how similar all of us are,
and once they come to understand that we're all humans on a journey - we're
not Chinese or we're not just Israelis, we're not just Brazilians or Canadians
- we are humans on this grand planet. Humans are all, for the most part, all
working towards the same thing - making this THE planet, making this the
shining example for the angelic families, for the rest of the universes out
there, for the rest of the dimensions. The rest of all creation is watching
right now what happens on Earth. And what happens on Earth affects everything
else. Wouldn't it make sense that we, as human angels, develop some common
links to each other?
There are those right now who are saying that any time type of One World Order
is going to be some new fascist state controlled by some groups or families or
conspiracies that want to take over the world. And for what good? The world
right now is starving, very quickly running out of energy - energy sources -
very quickly running out of clean water sources, and going through a lot of
its turmoils. So you wonder, why would somebody want to take over the world?
I see a movement on Earth as I've never seen before. There are some inspired
political leaders. I understand also there are some very Old Energy, very
stuck political leaders, but you're seeing a whole new breed and a whole new
generation of leaders who are truly selfless in terms of their service, who
truly are inspired. And you know them and I know them, because they're the
ones who are sharing our time together on the New
Earth.
The old ones - the Old Energy political and business leaders - they don't go
to New Earth. It doesn't appeal to them. But there is a whole new generation
of inspired humans who are now finding their way into governments. They are
going to be coming up in business right now as this shift in the business
world takes over. They are coming into their rights or their own place right
now in the field of medicine and psychology and spirituality.
So, dear Shaumbra, I see this backlash, this fear and this conspiracy that
many are trying to spread right now about One World Order. Again, look at it
yourself, but for the first time in a long, long time the world is coming
together. And it has an excellent chance of coming together, because, you
know, most humans - most humans, the vast majority - believe that there is
something else. There is the world of spirit. There is the world of what you
would call God, and they are part of it. Most humans on Earth believe in some
type of what they would call afterlife, but it's the continuation of the soul
- the evolution of the soul. Most humans believe in angels, angels that are
with them - yes they are - that are there to love them and to surround them
with this blanket of compassion and understanding. And that's really what
humans need right now.
Most humans believe in what you would call good. They believe in good. Very,
very few humans that have an agenda of hate or control or … I know you're
seeing a lot of heinous things happening right now in the world, but there are
some people who are just at the breaking point and they don't know what to do
any more.
There are a select few that are out for power and control - a select few.
There are those who are sinister and plotting, but I'm going to tell you right
now it won't work. It can't work. It can't work. Whether it's a government, a
religion, a business or a group of power hungry beings, whether it is some of
these, yes, alien beings who have come in to
Earth and taken on human form - and there's not a lot of them but there are
some - and they are trying to advance their agenda
from some of their alien cultures wherever. It won't work.
The consciousness of Earth is too high right now. The love and the goodness in
the heart and soul of the humans on Earth is too good and too high right now.
The desire to move forward into this New Energy and to ride this wave, to surf
this wave of New Energy and the Quantum
Leap has gone too far and it's too high right now.
So what happens is anyone who tries to control, anyone who manipulates, anyone
who conspires against the love and the free will of humans on Earth, they
won't get very far. They'll perhaps scream and yell, they'll threaten and
they'll instill fear. But, dear, dear Shaumbra, right now the consciousness of
humanity is at a point where any of these manipulative, greedy energies will
come right back to them. Will go right back to them. Not because you have to
throw them back, not because you have to do anything, but because humanity
truly is inspired.
I know there are days where you read the headlines or listen to the news, but
I'm going to ask you to lay off of that for a while. Stay away from it. Many
of you have already made that choice. Take a week away from the news, even
your newspapers, the news on the radio - any of that - and I want you to go
and to feel humanity, to feel the consciousness of humans on Earth. Forget
about the news because it focuses on some of the dramatic parts, the feeding
parts. The news media, in my opinion in this Tobias Editorial, have become
feeders - unfortunately. The sexual
energy virus or whatever you care to call it has infiltrated into this,
because it's a banquet for feeding for the sexual energy virus, and it's gone
right into the media.
So, dear ones, feel human consciousness. Let's do it together right now. Let
us feel human consciousness of all of the dear souls all over the Earth. Feel
into their faces, into their energy, into their goodness.
You know, there is an expression used in some of the other types of life forms
in your physical universe. They call this Earth the planet of goodness. The
planet of goodness. They feel the good that is here. They know it is the
advanced beings who come here. And yes, there are times when any being will
stray or they'll snap or they'll play with power. But overall, this is the
planet of goodness.
I invite you to feel into the energies of those who will instill fear right
now, of those who will plant doubt. And I invite you to go and feel the
goodness of humanity, for this, this alone, will bring us forth into this
miraculous new time.
End of editorial, thank you. (applause)
Oh, dear ones, actually I have to tell you I'm warming up here because Sam is
going to be a great orator. He's going to … we are working on it and the
energies with it, because he loves humans as much as I do, because he
understands the difficulties and challenges but yet the incredible amount of
love.
I will move along here and we'll move through our subject matter today.
Today's Guest
First of all, our guest today, a guest that you know very well, near and dear
to each and every one of you - the aspect
of yourself that goes to the New Earth
on a regular basis. Oh, dear ones, you are there. You are active and you are
busy. Your nights are intense because that is when you do your true work on
the New Earth.
Yes, I know you complain about your sleep and there are strange dreams you
have and everything else, but you're drawn there in so many way. I'll talk
about it in just a minute, but right now invite that … oh, you could even
say it's a twin part of yourself. It's an expression of yourself.
You go there in your daydreams. You go
there sometimes, by the way, when you're driving down the road. Another time
you like to go there is when you're eating for some strange reason. Ah, it's a
wonderful time. You take off and go to the New Earth and then you fill your
belly and it becomes doubly satisfying in many ways. This is a part of you
that's very, very integral to what's going on there. It's a part of you that
loves humanity and this good Earth, this place of love. So you spend a lot of
time there not out of a sense of obligation, but just because. Just for the
experience and just for the love.
Invite that part of you to sit with you today during this Shoud. Invite that
aspect. That aspect is helping to develop new
consciousness, what you call, patterns. It's helping you to develop new
food sources, new agricultural technologies - and I know you may know nothing
about seeds and soil and germinations and cross-pollinations and hybrids. It
doesn't matter.
The New Earth is not a place of mental technology necessarily. New Earth is a
place of imagining. It's a place of
inspiring and instilling consciousness. It's a place where you go, for
instance, those of you who are working with agriculture, because you
understand it is so important for humanity right now. The last thing we need
is riots because of food shortages - and there will be some - but the last
thing we need is for this to become overwhelming. The last thing we need is
for some manipulation of the food resources. So you are working extensively
with agricultural technologies.
What are you doing? You are imagining. You are imagining nutrients. You are
imagining connections between the Earth, Gaia, which you are now taking
responsibility for, and you are imagining the connections with the
interdimensional energies and this tiny seed. You are imagining getting away
from some of the very archaic ways of instilling energies into a seed that
grows into a plant that has to take nutrients from the Earth and deplete the
Earth. You are imagining something far grander - plants that can bring in prana
or energy from what seems to be the air. That's what you are doing!
I get a little passionate here, (laughter) then Cauldre
says I'm talking too quickly. And I know many of you are not of the English
language, but translate it. Feel the energy also.
So invite that aspect of you in today to sit right beside you and get to know
that aspect in this earthly realm. Get to know it. Get to know that part of
you that goes off to imagine a grand new energy. Not just to talk about it,
but to bring it back here to Earth, to traffic this new consciousness from one
dimension to the other and bring it right back here.
Take a deep breath …
So often that aspect of you, that twin part of you, is off in the other
realms. It really hasn't had much of a chance to be invited here, and what an
opportunity today. As you do that, you also open the corridors to bring that
consciousness back here, back to this planet.
It Doesn't Matter
Subject number one: it doesn't matter. Indeed it doesn't.
Going through, in these next couple of years, going through some of these
difficult times, I invite you to remember not just the phrase "it
doesn't matter," but the essence behind it. You're time travelers -
all of you. You've already gotten there. You've already done it. Now you're
experiencing it.
It doesn't matter. Cauldre tells us that it sounds flip and with lack of
caring or lack of compassion. Not at all. It doesn't matter. This little
packet of energy and consciousness in this phrase of words is your key. It is
the key that keeps you from getting trapped in your mind.
And that's going to be one of the greatest tendencies right now - to get
trapped in your mind.
There's an overall energy on Earth right now that has to do with sucking
people back into their minds. It is part of this whole duality
process. It is part of a process of beings - energies - that want to get you
back there. And it is also a part of your remembrance of Atlantis.
You were basically … you could call it hypnotized
or so highly focused to go into your mind that you still continue to repeat
those patterns over and over.
There is an energy projection or implant in every human on Earth right now,
whether they were in Atlantis or not. "When in fear, when in doubt, when
there is any confusion at all, go to your mind." It is like a laser, a
beam that shoots you back there. A very, very old implant, and you can make
the choice right now to go beyond that. But what happens to most humans right
now in this time of fear and confusion and doubt, they're automatically
triggered back into the mind.
Now, into the mind, they get even more confused and more trapped. In the mind
they become very lacking in creative energies. And when they go into the mind
they are in their own prison. I don't want to say this is a conspiracy. It's
just a hangover from past times. It's an old pattern.
So, your key - any time you find yourself in confusion, any time you find
yourself out of your heart or out of your complete energy - remember it
doesn't matter. That will be your key. That will be your key to remember it
doesn't matter! It doesn't matter. You're already there. Now what do you do
with it? Now where do you go?
"It doesn't matter" is liberation of the soul.
It's probably a bit early to go out and tell every human on Earth it doesn't
matter, because many of them just aren't ready to hear it. But for you, it is
your key, if you choose it to be. It is your phrase when you get stuck, when
you get so worn out and tired that you don't even know what to do anymore.
Remember, take a deep breath, it doesn't matter. Liberate yourself. Free
yourself. Choose for yourself.
Energy 'Assault'
Item two: there is no destiny. That's another implant that has been … Again,
when I refer to implant, I'm not talking about some secret society or anything
like that.
And by the way, I'm going to stop here a moment. Many of you are feeling a
type of energy assault right now. Not all of you, but a lot of you. And we can
feel you feeling that. You say, "What is that?" You blame yourself.
Well, what is that? What is taking place right now as I'm talking? You say,
"But I'm in a safe space. Why am I getting this confusion, energy
assault? Why am I not able to concentrate here? What is happening?"
Right now this duality energy on Earth is so strong, there are so many
energies that want to hold back or go back. There is so much pent up anger and
aggression and there is so much fear trapped in a form of darkness that it can
feel you - it can feel your consciousness - and it is doing a couple of
things.
It's trying to probe you, but it doesn't know really how to probe. You can
call these entities or spooks or just consciousness of other humans floating
around. They're in the room right now. They're sitting with you in your living
room at home, wherever you happen to be, and they're probing you. But when
they probe you, they become very aggravated and frustrated, and they get
angry. And then they start screaming like little kids and when they get your
attention, part of your consciousness deviates to them or focuses on them.
When they get your attention, then they try threatening or they try
manipulation and a lot of times you fall into it. You go back into that
pattern of thinking it's your mind - and it's not. This is where I ask you to
come back to yourself.
Yourself is who you choose it to be in this moment. Period. Period! You say,
"But, oh, it's all my past life and it's all my bad decision." Then
it IS if you choose that. But if you choose your energy to be who you are
right now, then all these assaulting energies aren't going to manipulate you.
They're going to get tired of the game and go somewhere else. But if they can
tie you up right now, they will.
There's nothing to fear with them. They have no abilities to take you over or
to latch onto you unless you let them. Some of you actually let them. Some of
you love that game of allowing these energies and these entities to latch onto
you like . You're so used to being fed on, you're so used to being depleted,
that you actually allow these energies. And you go to healers and you go to
god knows who else to deal with it, and they just pile on more. They just
accumulate even more.
You - YOU - have to make a choice that you're going to be you, that you're not
going to let these energies feed off of you anymore. It's as simple as a
choice. So to get back to the point.
There Is No Destiny
There is no destiny. Destiny is a belief system
that has been - what would you say - imprinted into the consciousness and the
minds of humans. It's easy to say that there is a destiny, that God has a plan
for you. Well, that just doesn't go. I was going to say some other words.
Cauldre stopped me and we had a little moment of brief intensity - Cauldre and
I - because he didn't want me to say 'that is shit,' and … (lots of
laughter) He didn't want me to say that. Oh, Cauldre, it doesn't matter. (more
laughter)
God doesn't have a plan for you. Well that would be ridiculous, because that
would be a type of control, a lack of compassion. Why would God have a plan
for you when God already knows you're already there? You're already done. Now,
God gives you the gift - you give yourself the gift - of how do you want to
experience getting there, but there is no destiny.
And just as negative, perhaps you could say, or as confusing is your
self-imposed destiny based on your karmic past, believing that you've done
certain things yesterday, past life, Atlantean times, alien times, any other
times, where you have a self-imposed destiny where the road that you have
traveled in the past is going to create the road of your future.
And you say, "Yes, but I had all of these past lives and I did terrible
things, I did wonderful things. I was a victim, I was an abuser. So therefore
that is my destiny to clear these things." So be cleared. Today. Right
now! Why wait?! (laughter) What else do you need to experience in order to be
clear? What other … What lessons do you want to keep learning? Linda's
wondering if Adamus is here today.
(Tobias laughs) You're a little transparent there, my darling. A little
transparent. (laughter)
So there is no destiny. That is a belief system that will limit you sorely.
Some of you say, "But yes, there is some … oh, my higher
self. My higher self has a plan for me, has a destiny." Nope. Your
higher self … well, first of all, let's not even refer to that. Your essence
is the simplest component within you. It is not a complex hierarchical
component. It is the simplest component within you, and it just wants
experience and expression. That's all.
You - let's not even talk about it as separate items here - you, just as a
being of God, are looking for experience and expression, the amazing feeling
and experience of being. Of being.
Being can be anything that you want it to be. You blame it on your soul
or your essence so often. You say, "Yes, but it has some master
plan." The master plan is only for you to love
yourself. That's it. And in loving yourself, you'll understand yourself.
That is the only plan.
So there's this common belief with humans. The vast majority of them believe
in destiny. It's a trap. It's a prison. It's an experience. But they truly
believe that there is some beings up there pulling strings, coming up with
hurdles that you have to jump over, creating new mazes for you every day that
you have to go into and find your way out. Perhaps that is enticing and
intriguing to think that, but I'll let you know that there is no destiny.
There is only choice. Only choice.
Now, while that may sound wonderful, that requires a tremendous amount of
personal responsibility. It's hard to be a victim
and to be choosing. It's easier to say, "Yes, this is just my bad luck.
This is my karmic path. This is what my higher self wants for me." That
is a cop out. It's a game. It's an illusion. It's an experience, indeed, but
haven't you experienced it enough? Haven't you had enough of it? There is
nobody pulling any strings. (much laughter as Cauldre's hand passes back and
forth over his head) There are no strings above you or below you. I encourage
each and every one of you to step up and take responsibility for your life.
Oh, here's our little argument that you and I have. "Tobias, I tried a
choice once and it didn't work. So, therefore … (Linda says, 'Have you been
reading the questions?') … I surrender. I don't know why you say we have
choice because it didn't work." Whew! Stop a moment. First of all, you
have had programming and experience over many lifetimes that you didn't have
choice. It's going to take a little bit of practice and a little
self-confidence in your choices.
Saint-Germain is telling me out of the side of Cauldre's ear that about 88.2
percent (laughter) of your choices involve other people. You're sure to lose
at that game! When I talk about choice, I'm talking about your choice for you.
Now, don't say, "Well my choice for me is to have a relationship with
somebody." Eh … you're involving somebody else. You are a sovereign
being. Make a choice for you, for yourself.
And you say, "Well I chose abundance,
and where is it?" Oh, it's on its way. It's on its way, truly, but you
realize that there was part of you that had to do a flushing out, a natural
transmutation of some of your old belief systems. And sometimes it doesn't
just appear as a pot of gold on the floor in front of you. There's an entire
process that involves every aspect of you that's ever been in lack of
abundance that goes through a type of transformation or an integration.
Sometimes your choices are so specific. They're so focused. You say,
"Well today I want somebody to give me a new suit of clothes just out of
nowhere." You're playing games. You're testing yourself and you're
testing Saint-Germain's patience when you do that. (laughter)
We're talking about broad choices. We're talking about don't get so specific
right now. When you get good at this choice thing, when you remember that you
can choose, you can start getting into details. But for right now, choose
things for yourself.
Now, some of the apparent basic things are abundance. Why should you not be in
abundance? Health. Why should you not be healthy? What you would call a passion.
Passion is natural. Passion is the true expression. You tend to get very, very
literal as in almost challenging yourself that you're really not a good
chooser.
We have an entire campus on New Earth that is dedicated to understanding the
choice process, subheaded "Why It's So Damn Difficult for Humans to Make
a Choice and to Manifest It." I suggest, if you haven't gone there, spend
a little time there. You sometimes have a very defined terminology or concept
of choice. You want it to become very material, you want it to be very quick,
and again, you're using it as a test on yourself or on God. Understand what
it's truly like to make a deep choice for yourself and a choice where you
understand it doesn't matter. It's how you want to experience life.
Let's take a deep breath …
The New Earth
Subject three … yes, we're getting through this very quickly. Subject three:
the New Earth - what's happening.
Well, needless to say, there's a tremendous amount of activity on New Earth
because of the tremendous changes that are taking place on planet Earth. New
Earth is primarily three things. New Earth is a classroom for all of the
angelic beings who have never been to Earth in physical form before, to study.
You are the teachers, you who have lived lifetimes on Earth. The students that
come are coming from your spiritual
families primarily, but you do cross-teach into other spiritual families.
You are telling your stories there - amusing stories, I have to say. Profound
and wise stories.
Now, in your humanness here it may not seem like a big deal, but to tell an
angel who's never been on Earth what it is like to eat a meal - they don't
understand. There's no concept. It is really very difficult, so you have to
work in energies - not in words but in energies - and try to help them to
understand. They'll ask you questions like, "Well, why do you need to
eat? Well, why do you die if you don't eat?" And that's actually spurring
some very, very good discussions at other levels of New Earth. Why do humans
need to eat anymore? It's a very old template. It's a very old condition, and
you just kind of accepted it - that you need to eat. When you started going
through incarnations and just said, "Okay, I need to eat." And you
believe that you need to eat, don't you?
In reality, you don't. In a way you've gotten so used to drawing energy out of
very crude and archaic sources - plants or animals - to stimulate and to feed
and nourish your body. But you actually don't need to eat. There are new ways
of doing it, and as these angels, these ones who have never been human before
- let's just use the word "Crystals" - they're asking these
questions and it's causing a lot of us to say, "Hmmm. Hmm, why do we do
it that way?"
The new angels, the beings, talk about relationships. Now, there is a
correlation or a parallel in angelic relationships, but angelic beings don't
need to have a - how do you say - their opposite, a feminine having a
masculine. They don't have the physical interlude like you do. There are
relationships in the angelic realms - I'd say it is more of a type of enduring
friendship and honoring - but they have a difficult time understanding human
relationships, as we all do. (laughter, Tobias chuckles)
So imagine yourself for a moment - this is very, very real - when you go off
at night to the New Earth to teach, one of the angels says, "Why do
humans have sex?" They don't understand. "Why do humans long a
relationship, seek a relationship with another human - and then fight with
each other … and then divorce each other … and then come back in another
lifetime with each other? (laughter) And you try to explain that to them. So
the New Earth is a classroom for the Crystals who are coming in.
Up until very recently there have been very, very few humans who have had
lifetimes on Earth who have been coming to the New Earth to learn. They
generally go off into what Adamus calls the Near
Earth realms. But now we're starting to see some humans who have gotten so
trapped and stuck, who are looking for new inspiration. They're starting to
show up in the New Earth in between their lifetimes. And you're starting to
put together classes called "New Consciousness 101 - How to be a Human
and an Angel at the Same Time." You're starting to talk to them about
things you've learned. You're starting to talk to them about choice. You're
talking to them about sovereignty. You're talking to them about the extensive
matrix of belief systems and how to release yourself from them. It's amazing
work that's being done on New Earth, and it is getting very, very busy up
there … out there, wherever it happens to be.
The New Earth is also becoming a very - what you would say - sophisticated
library of the wisdom of many of humans. It's becoming … it is not the Akashic
Records. That is a different type of universal physics or interdimensional
physics. But here it's a living library, on New Earth, of the wisdom of all
your experiences and all of your lifetimes on Earth. It is a repository of
your journey, what you have learned. It is a place that collects this
information for all to behold and it becomes its own consciousness.
New Earth has come to a point where it in itself has become an entity - and
we'll be talking about the name of this entity at another time - but it has
become its own entity as much as in a way Gaia is the entity of Earth, or has
been up until now.
It is a beacon of light that goes out into the other dimensions and the other
part of physical universe, and that beacon of light carries rays of
consciousness for other types of civilizations, life forms and consciousness
forms. Saint-Germain is going to be getting into so many of these discussions
after July. What are the other life forms? Why they are there? Who is their
inspiration? But, needless to say, the New Earth is this living library.
And more important to each and every one of you, New Earth is the place right
now where the new consciousness
of Earth is being incubated and nurtured and birthed in a cycle over and over
and over again. Not just once, but in a continuous cycle.
There are those of you - nearly all of you - who are going there on a regular
basis. You understand the problems facing humanity. You understand the
challenges of moving into a New Energy because you've done it yourself in
physical form, so you understand it. What you have gone through in your own
body, mind and spirit is what humanity and Earth will be going through. Not
because you did it and they're following, but because you gave yourself the
experience of what are they going to go through. What torment? What beauty?
What hell? What liberation is humanity going to go through? How are they going
to sabotage themselves? How are they going to deceive themselves? What kind of
intensity is related to any transformation of this magnitude? You gave that to
yourself first so you could understand.
So now you go off to New Earth and you're helping now to develop the potential
solutions. So you're helping, in your state of consciousness, develop a
New Energy fuel source for humanity. You may not be the one that invents it on
a laboratory bench and then patents it. You may not be the one that writes the
book about it that inspires others. But you are the one that is working on
levels of consciousness not seen here on Earth as of yet that help to inspire
it.
And what do you do? You look at the needs of Earth. You look at all of its
conditions right now; you look at the departure of Gaia; you look at the
responsibility of humankind; you look at the evolution of soul and the
expansion of Spirit - you actually go around and dynamically access, measure
and feel all of these different things - and then you say to yourself,
"What is the solution - in non-technical, non-mental terms - what is the
inspired consciousness for this?"
You imagine or you expand out your consciousness, not to the specific, not to
something like wind power or how to extract energies out of crops or anything
like that. But you expand your
consciousness in a very deliberate and very learned style into all of the realms,
not just the physical structure of Earth, but into all of the realms, and you
feel energy. You feel its potency. You feel what is the difference between
consciousness and energy and what is in between all of the points of
consciousness, which is, by the way, latent
energy waiting to be activated. And you go in, in a state of
consciousness, and feel what it is like to activate latent energy potential.
You go in, on levels of human physiology that go far beyond anything that is
being practiced on Earth right now while you are a researcher on the New
Earth, and you take a look at human psychology, a very, very complex and very
mental subject. You go in a dynamic way to the points of its energy. You
measure it. You are well trained in this, you helped develop the techniques
for measuring. I'll get to your questions in a moment. You wonder,
"Where's the gap here?" Um, we'll get to that. You help to
understand human psychology and then you feel into its solutions - New Energy
solutions. Not solutions that are in a book on Earth right now, because, with
a very few exceptions, they're not there yet. You're not going to go to a
library in something that was written in 1953 and find the answers to human
psychology.
And you and I have to talk a lot. One of our struggles between Adamus,
Kuthumi, myself and all of you - you keep wanting to go back and research in
the old human way. And we keep saying the research is being conducted on New
Earth right now.
Water. Water is such an important component
for Earth. The sources of clean, clear water that are apparent and accessible
to humans are drying up. Now there's nothing that's going to create a good
riot faster than lack of water. Now, humans can go eat a variety of different
things - grass from the ground, they've been known to eat bark from trees and
just about anything when they're hungry to temporarily satisfy. But when
there's a lack of water - clear water going to the human system - this will
create some pretty heated confrontations. So a lot of you understanding this
basic principle are working on water on the New Earth.
You are assisted, of course, by those who have been scientists and chemists
and physicists on Earth who are not necessarily spiritually oriented, but
somehow they find their way to New Earth. So it's a blend of their technical
expertise supporting your consciousness expertise and helping to explore the
new water sources. How to clean water, how to desalinate water, and also, and
more importantly, how to reduce dependency on water. And there is a
dependency. It's going to take a while, but crops absorb a tremendous amount
of water. You absorb a tremendous amount of water, and you don't need to be.
Now, we know you're told to hydrate and drink water and everything else. Your
body can pull what it needs out of the thin air. Out of the thin air. I'm not
telling you to go on a water rationing program for yourself, but what I'm
saying here is you're working on new water solutions.
Food we talked about earlier - how to feed or how to give humans nutrition.
You're working on solutions that go far beyond crops. You're going far into
the other realms. How does the human DNA readjust itself on a wide mass scale
so that it doesn't have to be so crude in its acceptance and digestion and
processing of food sources that have to eliminate nearly all of what it takes
in? It's a very, very Old Energy way of giving yourself nutrition.
You're working on ways right now, that are very, very sophisticated, that have
to do with the transportation of the energetic physical body - not your true
biology but its energetic component - into another realm. Having it nourish
itself or recharge itself on plentiful energies - spiritual energies, light
energies, whatever you want to call them, but nonphysical - so that when the
energetic body returns into the physical body, the physical body is not so
dependent on food. It is actually a brilliantly simple plan that most humans
won't accept right now. But when they see that other humans are doing it, it's
going to open the potentials.
New Earth is very, very busy. And the last time we talked in any depth about
it, I know you were disappointed when we said it could be up to 30 years
before New Earth and old Earth meld together, until they absolutely
energetically meld together. But there's a blessing in all of this, because
right now on New Earth you and the others can work in a mostly undistracted
way.
If the two - the physical and the energetic Earth - had melded, it would have
caused some very large energy disruptions and turmoils. What's happening right
now as this tremendous amount of research, consciousness research - and not
about belief systems or any of that, but true consciousness in its purity -
there are tremendous, tremendous new insights that are being developed there.
There is one major challenge. The challenge isn't to expand your energy and to
explore some of the solutions for humanity right now. The challenge is how to
get it to Earth.
You know what it's like when you depart. Every night you depart in your dream
state, but it is actually more real than what you experience right now. You
depart off into the other realms and many, many of those nights you go off to
the New Earth now because you are intrigued with it. You are fascinated by its
potentials, and you are also having fun there. It is carefree. It is open. It
is expansive and there's not a lot of fear there.
So you go off to the New Earth. Every night, mark my words, as you - how to
say - you submerse or you sink into this dream state, every night you say,
"Tonight I need to remember when I come back." Every night every one
of you - "I need to remember. I need to bring this back with me."
And every morning when you wake up you have this foggy confusion. You have
snippets of dreams that seem to make no sense at all, and you say, "How
could I be on New Earth? I was having all these strange bizarre dreams."
It's the way the mind interprets or, better said, the way the mind does not
understand how to interpret consciousness so high. And it makes up these
little fragments or these little - I call them little cartoons that really
don't represent what's going on. And then you lose it. Well it's actually not
lost, it's just in the other realms. Still out there in New Earth, but not
able to bring it here.
And that's why we wanted to talk about this today and we wanted your New Earth
aspect, that twin of self, that one who has so much love and compassion for
Earth and humanity. We wanted it to be here with you. We wanted you to
understand as a human being and as an angelic being that it is through you -
not through some energy portal, not through some alien spacecraft, not through
anybody else - it is through you that this consciousness can be brought to
Earth.
You don't do it through willing it; you do it through choosing it. You don't
do it through a technique or a manipulation or a structure; you just breathe
it in and you choose it. You don't demand it; you just feel it. When you know
that you are doing this work and when you know that it is available, you can
help bring this consciousness to Earth.
Then what do you do with it? Nothing. Let it be here. You have planted seeds
of consciousness before in the time
of Yeshua. The lost
children of Christ, the ones who came to Earth two thousand or more years
ago to plant the seeds of new consciousness that took two thousands years to
germinate. You know what it's like to be planters of seeds.
It doesn't mean that you have to do anything with it other than bring it here
into this consciousness of Earth. It takes a human to do it. Angelic beings
who have never been to Earth can't do it. It doesn't work. It takes a human,
and it takes one who understands the dynamics of New Earth, who understands
humanity, who understands themselves as sovereign spiritual divine beings to
bring it in.
Do you know how many humans right now on Earth would qualify for that work?
Not many. Not many who really understand. We will put a number on it, Adamus
is doing the research right now. (laughter) Has his calculator out, and he's
telling me he'll come out with an accurate figure. Less than one million - far
less, he's saying - who understand the dynamics of New Earth and consciousness
and old Earth that can be the carriers of the seed of all of these ideas and
inventions and solutions for humanity.
By making that conscious choice and by breathing that choice deep within and
by loving yourself - not doubting, but loving - you can start opening those
corridors, those pathways. You can become the portal. You don't have to go out
and activate a portal in the middle of the Pacific Ocean. You can become that
portal.
Actually, right now there are seeds of new consciousness that literally exist
in your body - your physical body. They are not in physical form. They are
what you would say brilliant little spots of light. But there has been a
barrier, this chasm. They exist within you but you haven't given yourself the
credit to now let them stay here on Earth, now deposit them on Earth.
What a blessing. What a beautiful time today - yes I know our time is getting
long, but we had a lot to talk about - to now plant those seeds of
consciousness - New Energy consciousness straight from the New Earth, straight
from the inspired hearts of angelic beings like yourself.
Much like some of you are hesitating and opening that voice and singing the
song of your heart. Some of you are hesitating. Are you worthy to be the
carrier and the planter of these seeds of consciousness? Many of you are
concerned about your own life, your own decisions, your own balance. You say,
"Maybe I'm not ready yet to truly plant these seeds on Earth."
But now as we join together in a time like this, now is such a sacred safe
time. You have these seeds of consciousness within the physical body. You can
actually leave them here. Leave them in this Earth realm. Leave them in this
dimension. Leave them here as potentials for other humans, for researchers who
don't even believe in God, for those who are really truly trying to work with
humanity in this time of grand change.
There's a reluctance on the part of many of you. "Is humanity ready? Will
they abuse these seeds of consciousness?" And to a degree some of them
will. "Will they manipulate these seeds of consciousness?" Some of
them will try. "Is this a potent seed of consciousness? Is it so potent
that humanity may not be ready for it?" Only you can answer that question
for yourself.
But you are the vehicle. You are the carrier. You are the one who has
transported these seeds from New Earth back here, unknowing to your human self
but very much knowing in your heart. This is part of the dilemma and part of
the crying that I talked about when we started. Part of you is crying because
you're not sure. You're not sure if you're ready or if Earth is ready.
The purpose of this Shoud was to remind you - remind you of what you are doing
on New Earth and remind you of what you are carrying within you.
Connecting In A New Way
Point number four, I'll make this one short. (laughter) It will be very, very
short because you already know this.
The answers are not in the same places. The energies, the connections have
been moved, shifted and changed. When you try to connect with your spouse or
your partner, you are trying to plug it into the old place to connect with
them - energetically, psychically, in any way - and you're wondering what's
going wrong. When you try to tap into your own creative source, you're
plugging into the old socket. The old RJ11 has been replaced with an RJ45 in
metaphorical terms. (laughter) Stop trying to interchange these plugs.
When you're trying to plug into yourself, your divinity,
your spirituality, you're trying to plug into something that existed lifetimes
ago. You had an experience as a priest, a nun, a rabbi or a spiritual leader
back then and you're trying to reconnect with it to give you spirituality.
Haven't you noticed that plug is covered with dust and dirt and grease and
filth and it doesn't work anymore?
When you try to plug into your clients - for those of you who are any type of
facilitator or guide - you're trying to plug into a place that you were
educated about before and you're trying to plug in and send through currents
of new consciousness and the old connection doesn't work. There's a new plug -
it is actually wireless. (laughter) It's a new point of connection.
When you're trying to plug into the energy of the food that you eat, you're
plugging into something very, very, very old. Go wireless. Connect at a
different point.
When you're trying to plug into your biology and figure out what's wrong with
it or what it's trying to tell you, you're using an old dial-up phone. Very
slow, very slow to do that dialing, and you're trying to interpret your body's
messages on this very archaic system. Go wireless. Go new consciousness with
your body. Tap into a different point of consciousness.
When you're using your mind, you're trying to plug into its very, very old
values and mechanisms and it's frustrating you. Your mind wants to expand
beyond the limitations that were
overlaid and imprinted on it back in Atlantis and reinforced by churches
and other manipulative organizations along the way. Plug in at a different
point. Your mind wants to expand. It wants to be involved in your creativity.
It wants to be involved in your expression. It doesn't want to be trapped in
its own mind anymore. It's tired of analysis, it's tired of programming, it's
tired of structure, and it wants to get out of its own mind. Connect with your
mind in a different place.
Everything around you, whether it's your car - you have connections with your
cars - plug in at a different point. Connect at a different point.
I can't tell you where your connection is. You have to discover it on your
own, because it's different and it's unique for everyone. But I can tell you
it's in a different place. It's an expanded place, and the discussion about
New Earth and the discussion about your seeds of consciousness that you're
bringing in should give you some clues about where it should connect.
I hear that I'm running out of time so I'm going to wrap this up.
Dear Shaumbra, how much all of us love you. How much we understand what you're
really doing. How much we understand the challenges that you're going through.
And if we can take this little bit of time to be with you, to remind you of
who you really are, to remind you of the awe that we have, perhaps that will
help wake you up.
And so it is.
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