The Clarity Series SHOUD 8 Q&A Session
Presented to the Crimson Circle March 4, 2006
Original Website http://www.crimsoncircle.com/
And so it is, Shaumbra, we continue
the energy of this day, of our gathering where we have been talking about disconnecting,
letting go of the old ways of gathering energy, letting go of how you have
been relating to everything else. Disconnecting so you can turn on that internal
source within yourself, that pure clean energy source that fully sustains
you so that you never have to go outside for any of your energetic needs. This
is the level of fulfillment, completion that you have always had a desire for.
It is happening now, in this
lifetime, this precious lifetime of yours.
One of the things that makes it difficult to disconnect is expectations.
Expectations tend to have their genesis in the Near
realms and the human conditions. You have certain expectations for how
your body should be, how much health and wealth you should have. Expectations
about how other people should interact with you. Expectations even of Spirit
and the angels. So you are heavy with all
types of expectations, which in themselves are a limitation.
Your expectations tend to limit the nature of the outcome of your creative expression.
Shaumbra all over the world right now are beginning to realize what it is like
to have this full manifestation without the old expectations, and what they
are finding was that the old expectations were very, very, very limited.
Things they could have never possibly have imagined before are now coming into
their reality because they have let go of the expectations.
So, with that, we would be delighted to take your questions this day and find
out what your level of expectations are. (Laughter)
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 1 (from the Internet,
read by Linda): After going through the DreamWalker School, I find myself with
a lingering question where I would like to know if I were to DreamWalk
myself across the Bridge of Flowers,
then leave this body behind, would that promote my ascension
process or would it hinder it? Or do I need to remain in this physical
body in order to complete my ascension? If leaving this way is a possibility,
would I be able to return to the physical right away going to the rebirthing
process and come back as a pure energy enlightened Being by just walking into
a body of my choosing? Would I have the abilities that Saint-Germain
has where he could walk in and out of physical form at will and also sustain
myself, if I stayed for long periods of time by turning other materials into
gold at will? (Audience laughter and Tobias chuckling.)
LINDA: That wasn't funny!
TOBIAS: Indeed there are many delightful aspects to this question, and what
you are asking here is if indeed you can do what Saint-Germain has done:
Choose the timing of your own physical death; walk
out of your body; leave the body remains for Earth; walk out of your body
and find your way to the Bridge of Flowers.
Indeed that is possible, however it is always nice to have somebody take a
walk with you, not to tell you how to get there but simply to help you go on
this journey. However, if you choose to do it yourself, especially after going
through the DreamWalker School, you're going to remember the path of the Anasazi.
You're going to remember the ease of getting to the Bridge of Flowers. You're
going to remember how easy it is, once you leave behind your physical body, to
not get caught up in all of the drama and the connections from Earth, and to
make your way very quickly to the Bridge of Flowers where you'll be met by
your angel friends and family.
Now, once you are there, the question will remain for you; what do you choose
to do now? Do you choose to go on to the New
Earth or do you choose to go back to the Old Earth? Or do you choose to,
in the manner of Saint-Germain, be able to traverse across the many, many
different dimensions back and forth
between physical, nonphysical and the highest realms. That would be of your
choosing.
However, when Saint-Germain manifests on Earth right now he indeed does not go
through a birthing process. He
considers it very, very difficult. So he simply allows himself to manifest in
matter for a very short period of time, but almost something akin to a - how
to say - comic book series, he can only maintain his presence in physical
matter for a limited amount of time. Several days are comfortable for him, but
going past about four or five days is going to tend to drain him heavily and
then he would find himself being - how to say - caught in the whole cycle
of being rebirthed, literally, into a physical body. So he can only
maintain that energy for a certain amount of time.
If he was asked the question - and if he gave you a very open answer - it
would be that even though he was able to manifest for brief periods of time in
physical matter, because he is not totally embodied in it as you, are he is
not able to truly enjoy things to the extent that you are, such as food, such
as physical sex and such as some of the other finer things in life. But that
is fine with him because he can move in and out very freely where he considers
you to be quite trapped.
LINDA: Does that explain his bad mood? (laughter from Tobias and the audience)
TOBIAS: He is actually... I have to say, Saint-Germain is indeed my best
friend so you have to be careful what you say!
Saint-Germain loves playing different roles.
He adapts different characters depending on the audience. He will often come
to Shaumbra as being - how to say - quite regal, and some would call arrogant,
because he is trying to give you a little bit of shock value to get you out of
the lull or the comfort level that you're in. But he actually is one of the
sweetest and dearest beings and he has a heart of gold. He did not create it
from rocks. (Laughter) He has a true heart of gold with such tremendous
compassion for humans, particularly those humans who are desiring to go
through a process that he went through; how to liberate yourself and how to
discover what the true nature of God and Spirit is in you.
So we have long, long talks. We sometimes assume what you would call the
"good cop/bad cop" or good angel/bad angel role in dealing with you,
and he takes great delight! He always wants to be bad angel! (Laughter) But I
look at - how to say - the ratings or the surveys (laughter) ... Cauldre ...
and I find him to be very, very popular, perhaps more popular than even I,
Tobias. But none would surpass Kuthumi.
LINDA: That question really begs that if the answer that you just gave is so,
why shouldn't we all just Dreamwalk ourselves across the bridge and what's the
point in staying?
TOBIAS: That is a question only you can answer. I cannot answer that for any
one of you. Sometimes we do ask that of ourself, "Why are they
staying?" (Lots of laughter) And I will give you the true answer, and
it's coming to me right now from our dear friend Rapha:
Because you're afraid to die.
LINDA: I don't think so.
TOBIAS: If you weren't afraid to die - we're not talking to everyone here -
but if you weren't afraid to die, you'd be more tempted to leave. The real
issue is, right now, you have such a sense of determination to go through this
process that started many, many lifetimes ago. Some of you have invested
hundreds, thousands of lifetimes into this process. So when I said today that
this is THE lifetime, well
you wouldn't want to just pick up and leave right now without completing that
cycle so you can move to the next one.
But truly, sometimes we look at humans in general. They are miserable,
unhappy. They are broke. They are stuck and lost, and we say "Why are
they choosing to stay on Earth?" And for many of them it is because they
are afraid of death, they don't any know better and they don't even know that
they can choose to live or die. What a great revelation it would be for so
many of the human race right now to understand you DO have a choice in life
and death. If you're going to live - choose to live. If you're going to die,
get out of the body quickly.
LINDA: That's interesting, knowing you're choosing to come back.
TOBIAS: I have my reasons for wanting to come back. One of them, indeed, is
there are going to be... sorry here... (laughter) One of these very reasons is
there are going to continue to be waves and waves of humans coming through
what you, Shaumbra, have been through... coming through the ascension
process, coming through the true spiritual awakening,
letting go of the grips of fear and mass
consciousness and Old Energy ideas, and they are going to need teachers.
And, quite frankly, for what I was given by so many others, I feel it would
give me such joy to help give that back, even embodied in human form because
sometimes, sad to say, humans don't believe that the angels can talk so we
have to come in in this different way.
LINDA: Thank you.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 2 (a woman at the microphone): Okay, first off,
hello Tobias. It's nice to see you and Geoffrey
again.
TOBIAS: I am in Geoffrey right now!
SHAUMBRA 2: Yeah you are in Geoffrey right now! And I would like to thank you
and Rapha for such wonderful bedside
manner, because I've called on you a lot lately.
I have become very aware of the fact that I am a phantom being of light in a
human body and I would like to know what my connection to Gaia is and also
what my sudden fascination is in the geometric design that's in the center of
the Star of David, which is a
six-sided - I don't know if you call it a hexagon ...
TOBIAS: Indeed, first of all, we're going to ask you to define "phantom
being" - what you mean "phantom light being."
SHAUMBRA 2: Almost behind the scenes, almost invisible, just not - I don't
know... kind of phantom like you would find in a crystal, kind of in be ...
TOBIAS: Indeed, such as a ghost or shadow ...
SHAUMBRA 2: Yes.
TOBIAS: ... and what is happening is you are literally becoming a shadow
of yourself. Again, we go back to the expectations that you've had in your
lifetime - what you thought you were going to be - and that is fading away
right now. Particularly as you personally, just now, are beginning the process
of disconnecting, the old self truly
begins to fade away. Even things like your memory begin to go, and it's not
because you're getting older or more senile, but because you are disconnecting
from things around you. So in a sense you are a shadow, but I'm going to ask
you to look at the energy and how you frame this to yourself. You are simply
going through a re - how to say - a re energizing process, a make-over process
in yourself. But you're making over from a human type of definition into a
definition that we don't even want to put words onto. So you are making grand
changes right now going through all that.
You asked about the fascination with the Star of David...
SHAUMBRA 2: The center part of it.
TOBIAS: Indeed, the center part is the intersection or the union, and what
this has to do with primarily is the melding
back together of your masculine and feminine
aspects.
SHAUMBRA 2: Okay.
TOBIAS: The re uniting.You have separated those for quite a long time. As a
matter of fact, you literally ... how honest do you want us to be here?
SHAUMBRA 2: Go for it! I'm standing here!
TOBIAS: You have done a very interesting job... and we're looking at your
energy now... of separating yourself in many different ways. Your
masculine/feminine - you've kept them very, very separate and almost existing
within you are, what you'd almost call, the husband and the wife aspects. And
typical of many husbands and wives, you let them fight with each other all the
time without allowing any resolution. But you've also created a distinct line
with children within yourself, a parent within yourself.
Now obviously these are all aspects of any humans, but you have created such
separation. You have created very distinctive personalities and, in a sense,
they are all wanting your attention now. They are all trying to feed off of
you. They're all exhausting you right now, but they are all you. But you've
given them such - how to say - strict definition. You've split yourself very
effectively, and right now is a time of bringing that all back together.
Again, the fascination for the union part that you see in the Star of David.
SHAUMBRA 2: Okay.
TOBIAS: You played such an incredible game it's going to be... could be a bit
of a challenge to bring the pieces together. You may want to work with an
outside facilitator who understands how you have split yourself up like this.
You have parts of yourself that are existing in the Near
realms that are wandering and literally crying... that's why you hear
crying so often... and you've become a wonderful multiple personality.
There's nothing wrong with this other than... I mean it is great to have
stories, it is great to play games, but you always have to remember who is the
creator. You've given these aspects of yourself so much control and so much
power that they're fooling you about who they are and about why they are
there, and they are literally draining you. They have you at a point where you
can hardly support yourself, where it's affecting your body, where you're at
the lowest of the low point in this lifetime - this precious, precious
lifetime. You've allowed yourself, or these aspects of yourself, to now rule
your kingdom for you.
It is up to you - the center, core part of you, the soul part of you - to take
claim back over your own kingdom. To stop letting these other parts and pieces
drive you crazy. And they have a game, they play with each other. Sometimes
they recognize each other and sometimes they don't, but when they recognize
each other they have a game: how do we drive her crazy today. They don't want
to necessarily let you see clearly. But you can. You can as easily as you and
I are talking right now.
So it's up to you. You have to call an end to the game, you have to take
dominion back over yourself, and you have to let these other parts and pieces
know they either have to integrate or be gone forever. It's not a mental game.
It's not something you're going to do in your mind. That's why we say you may
need or want a facilitator to help you to understand how you can easily re
unite all these pieces.
Then you're going to see the new you emerge. All these problems with finance
and relationships and health, which you are experiencing in - how to say
-multiplicity right now, is going to go away. But right now you're in a
situation like I was in, you're in the bottom of the hole trying to free
yourself by digging yourself in deeper. So...
SHAUMBRA 2: And what about the connection to Mother Earth?
TOBIAS: The connection to Mother Earth is a natural balancing force, as we
discussed earlier in the Shoud today. If you go off by yourself and leave all
your other parts and pieces and aspects away, but by yourself, the
rejuvenating - the beautiful energies of Gaia - will help support you in
taking back yourself. But don't take all of your children and your spouses and
your parents and all of these other aspects of yourself with you. Go by
yourself. Gaia is sending you a message that She will be there to assist with
this process.
SHAUMBRA 2: Thank you.
TOBIAS: Indeed, thank you for letting us be honest.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 3 (Linda speaking): Tobias,
there were a number of people from different European countries basically
asking the same question. I'm assuming it's because there's been so much more
discovered in Europe, but the question is: What can we as Shaumbra do about
this bird flu that is spreading all over the
world? And there were, like I said, a number of people from different European
countries that asked the same question.
TOBIAS: Indeed. Indeed, any time there is a grand change of consciousness
taking place on Earth you are most likely going to see a grand change in
physical things taking place. A virus
is there to help with the consciousness
shift and sometimes, while you say, "But why does it have to be done
in such a harmful way," it is because sometimes it is the only way to get
the attention. So it is actually serving an appropriate need, it is helping to
clear Old Energies.
And more than anything, for Shaumbra, you do not personally have to be
affected by this virus. If your desire is to go through your own processes of
change, and if your desire is to stay here on Earth right now, this virus
simply will not affect you. Now, if you go out searching for it, trying to
test the concept, it may backfire on you. But right now, we'd have to say the
greatest thing is to understand that this virus is serving consciousness. and stand
behind the short wall during this process. You do not have to let it
affect you personally.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 4 (from the Internet, read by Linda): Several weeks
ago I had a personal visit from the goddess
Durga. She appeared life size, about ten feet in front of me. She had a
profound effect on me. She began rotating her eight arms. All of her eight
hands were empty. She held none of her usual weapons. I ask what is the
significance of this visit with the goddess Durga? Thank you.
TOBIAS: Indeed. So often these visions that you have are projections of
something within you. So in this case you're going to have to go in and take a
look at what part of the goddess is also part of you? Why are the hands empty?
What has been the significance of this goddess in your life and why would this
energy appear to you right now?
It is - how to say - we're not trying to evade the question here, but it is
more important that you go in personally - it is more important for Shaumbra
in general - always to look at how, if it is a dream, how do the different
symbols or even people in a dream represent parts of you? How does the goddess
Durga represent parts of you right now?
Once you discover the simplicity of the symbolism and generally, as a default,
how it relates to you, you're going to understand this whole new type of
language that goes beyond words. So, we're going to ask you to go inside, take
a look at the significance with the goddess and you, and then we would love to
hear the answer that you have.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 5 (from the Internet, read by Linda): Are there any
reasons why I won't allow myself to be who I absolutely and truly am yet, but
instead keep on choosing the same experience of falling for the illusion of
being limited?
TOBIAS: Indeed it is a very, very heavy overlay to have this illusion
of being limited, and everything in
your reality right now helps to reinforce
that. Everything says that you are limited in your ability, whether it is to
make money or to have intelligence or insight. So, you're simply falling into
a very old trap of overlays.
We're going to perhaps - how to say - oversimplify it, but first of all it is
about making a choice that you're going to
go beyond, that you don't want to have these old connections
any more that are keeping you limited. You want to move beyond some of the
fear that's going to try to keep you back in your limited state of being. And
one of the easiest, actually, things you could do is to continue to breathe.
That helps move the energies through. We know at times Shaumbra says that we
oversimplify the answer, but if you would talk to Kuthumi
about how he moved into his independence,
it was simply being off on his own and breathing. He simply breathed through
the old connections and limitations. Thank you.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 6 (Linda speaking): This question is for Susanna who
is here: She would like to know if she will live in the U.S.A.
TOBIAS: We have to say that it is totally her choice.
And again, the mind limits and the mind says
that "But it is so difficult right now and it is so hard to get into this
country," but that is a belief system
or a limitation that you fall into. And
then it is very, very difficult to bring it to being. So once you make a
choice in your heart, you go beyond the fear,
and then you watch how everything starts to work in the Attraction
level that we talked about before, and then the doors start opening, and
then you rejoice at how easy it truly can be.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 7 (from the Internet, read by Linda): I would like
to know what is the meaning of the terrible doubts
in my life that are completely unbearable?
TOBIAS: First of all understand that these doubts that you have in your life
that are so unbearable are common with just about everyone. These doubts are
part of the human journey right now. They've been reinforced by lifetimes of
your own self-abuse, not just physical self-abuse, but you have put yourself
down lifetime after lifetime. But in a sense that doesn't matter anymore.
This is THE lifetime. You
can move beyond the past and not continue to punish yourself. The doubts are
simply a way of self-suffering, self-limitation. And again, you can make the
choice... and TRULY make the choice within
yourself... to go beyond these doubts, to become your new person. You're not
trapped in your old story anymore. There's
no tricks or methods or techniques in this, it is simply making the choice to
go beyond your old story.
Then it is important and go out and express it. You can't just keep it up here
in the mind, can't just say, "Well I'm going to go beyond my doubts. I'm
going to go beyond my doubts." Now go out and express
it. Do something that you've never done before. Do something that you've been
afraid of doing. Do something that others tell you you can't do. Go out and
express it. And now you start building a new type of support system that
encourages you to absolutely be who you are.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 8 (Linda speaking): Okay,
this is from Margo: What mission does Colombia have to not achieve peace?
TOBIAS: Indeed. The question is about the country of Colombia
and it's about so many of the energies there right now that are in conflict
and in battle. There are - this could be a very long answer - but there
are many, many Old Energies there: Some
that battle between masculine and
feminine; old battles with the church;
old stuck energies that are keeping people in a very suppressed and a very
war-like manner. And now you interject the elements of drugs
and you interject the attraction for - what you would call - terrorist groups,
and it continues to make this a very combative and conflicted environment.
It does not have to continue to be that way forever, obviously, but right now
we don't see anything in particular that's going to change that in these next
few years of time. It is very stuck in its Old Energies.
Whether you live in Colombia or you live in any place that has old stuck
energies, you as a spiritual being are not required to stay there. Sometimes
it is easier to get out of the situation, to move somewhere else, at least for
a while, to get away from those old overlays,
to clear yourself. And then if you choose to go back, you're going to be a far
better facilitator to those who want to get over the combat and the conflict.
Thank you.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 9 (from the Internet, read by Linda): Seeing that
the portal of the violet flame has activated and we are still integrating this
new energy, aren't each of us making the connection to this New Energy down
through the subatomic into the inner space? I work with Universal Calibration
Lattice. It seems to me that the Universal Calibration Lattice is becoming
more intense in its role as a transformer with receiving and transmitting
light messages from the etheric fabric. As this dynamic intensifies, will we
continue to more fully activate the hook up with the Sirius Blue Star energy
as we disconnect from the field here on Earth. Thank you.
TOBIAS: Indeed... (Audience laughter)
LINDA: I did not read that with any emotion! (More laughter)
TOBIAS: Indeed! And we are trying to answer it without emotion!
We're going to ask you... and this is - how to say - this is not just for the
one asking the question but for all of Shaumbra. Take a look. Stand back a
moment, take a look. What is in the energy here? There is the mind, all over.
There are all of these interconnected and feeding type of energies. There is
the... almost the dependence, or even a co-dependence, on all these portals
and rays and lights and grids and lattices.
Shaumbra, it is very easy, it is very dramatic to get hooked into all that.
And that's exactly what happens. You get hooked. You get caught in old overlays.
In a sense, there are no portals like what you are talking about. There are no
lattices or grids unless you want them to be there. There are no... any of
these grand outside energies that are going to make your spiritual transition
process any easier. You have it all inside of you.
You get caught up into even how the subatomic particles work. You've suddenly
gone intellectual and you're no longer effective in your own process. This is
a natural process, a truly natural process of disconnecting.
The disconnection allows you to realize your sovereign
nature. When you realize your sovereign nature, it allows the Whole
or the Oneness to also change. But you have to realize your sovereign
Being.
If you get caught in this whole complex thing of grids and lattices and
portals and rays and flames and planets and all of these other things, it's
just like a spider web and you're like the fly. You've just fallen into it.
You've just now circumvented a very natural process that would have happened
anyway if you'd just gotten out of the way.
The best thing to do right now for any of you is, first of all, understand the
process that you're going through. Understand why there are changes in your
life. That helps to eliminate or at least reduce the fear.
By knowing what is happening inside of you, you have a better understanding
now what is happening outside of you, and the fear starts going away. Then you
can be in your own safe and comfortable space, do a little breathing and let
the natural processes happen.
Today when we asked you to feel how this disconnect is working, we simply
played a bit of music. We spent a few minutes together. We didn't go through a
lot of techniques or methods, it was simply "Feel how this is
happening." So we want you to keep it very simple. We have said that for
so long, "Keep it simple." When you have to start looking at how
everything works and how it's built and how it operates, you're again back in
the old patterns, you're feeding in the old ways and you're literally
inhibiting your process. Kuthumi is going
to talk soon enough about how smooth this process can be. He even wonders at
Saint-Germain and I, why we made it so difficult because he glided right
through it. And you can too, Shaumbra. You can too.
LINDA: It's interesting, you're saving him up like that. (Laughter)
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 10 (a man at the
microphone): Hello Tobias. Can you speak to this process of disconnecting and
how it relates to intimate relationships and sexuality?
TOBIAS: Interesting. Yes, this process of disconnecting
is going to have an impact on the relationship.
If you are both going through it at the same time - but consciously going
through it - it can be a very wonderful thing because you can share your
experiences and, in a sense, you can have a buddy going through it with you.
But it will also tend at times to make it very difficult to have a normal
relationship because you're going to find that you need time away, or your
partner needs time away, and there is the Old Energy belief that if you are
partners that you have to be together and share everything all the time. So
you become one who starts re-defining what a New Energy relationship is. You
don't need to be together all the time. And perhaps if you're both going
through the same process, you don't necessarily WANT to be together all the
time, because you're going to drive each other a bit crazy if you are.
In terms of the sexuality; you're going to find that there are times when you
have absolutely no interest or desire in sex with another person. You're
becoming so intimate with yourself and with your own feelings that you feel
very withdrawn. You don't anyone else affecting you. Some of you even are
becoming a bit averse to massages from other people because you feel it's an
intrusive energy.
However, that being said, there are going to be times then, as you're going
through the disconnect, where when you do have sex with a partner that it is
going to be so open and so free and so beyond some of the old methods and
rituals that were used before. It becomes such a discovery and a joy now, so
open that it is beyond any of the sex that you have known before.
And humans tend to follow a very interesting and very boring pattern right now
for sex. (Much laughter)
LINDA: How do you really feel? (More laughter)
TOBIAS: We have actually timed it here... and we would throw this out to any
researchers... typical human sex lasts 11 1/2 minutes, on average - and that
includes the entire process, sometimes even taking the clothes off! (More
laughter) There are a few steps that the human reaches and goes through, and
they tend to repeat these same boring steps over and over, and their whole
goal is to have an orgasm. But actually they don't even understand orgasm. It
is generally just a physical release that they are looking for. That is not
truly an orgasm at all, so ... oh Cauldre ...(Lots of laughter and Tobias
chuckling.) He always says to me, "This is like listening to your father
talk about sex" - and indeed it is! (Much laughter)
But you're going to find that it provides a whole new experience with
sexuality. And it's not just about a physical need or a release but now is
going to combine the very soul of both of you. But also understand, as
incongruent as it sounds, then you're going to desire times where you don't
want any sort of physical touch at all. While it seems to be totally at odds,
there's reasons for this right now. Thank you for your delightful question.
(Some laughter)
LINDA: Last question, if you choose.
TOBIAS: Take a few more.
LINDA: I knew it. (Laughter)
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 11 (from the Internet, read by Linda): I have
recently written a book about my awaking experience and now I'm wondering if
this book was written mostly to help clarify my experience to myself, or if
it's meant for publication as a sort of support system for others who are
going through their own experience. Could you tell me if I'm wasting my time
trying to find a publisher or if I should continue to submit my manuscript?
TOBIAS: Indeed. The first and primary reason for writing the book was, as you
so eloquently mentioned here in your question, was for yourself. It helped you
clarify so many of the processes that you went through. And it wasn't just
when you were literally at the keyboard writing, it was in the whole entire
process of reflecting on your ascension journey.
It shouldn't make a difference. It shouldn't make a bit of difference whether
it's ever published or not. This is an expectation.
This is, in a sense, a limitation. If
you let go of that whole desire or expectation to have it published, you're
going to find that the publishing doors come open in a different way. But
right now you're still stuck in thinking that there is a need or a desire for
the world to see your book, and there's truly not. There's not a need or
desire for the world to see any book. (Some laughter) The need and the desire
was for yourself. And now... now it is a beautiful and precious gift to the
world, but let go of this expectation that it needs to or has to be published
for others. And then you're going to clear the way for your communication to
get out for those who would find it appropriate.
LINDA: That was really nice that that person asked that question. That's come
up a lot of times and that was nice that they submitted it that open.
TOBIAS: Indeed, and anyone who writes a book, particularly about their journey
over the lifetimes or in this lifetime, should be doing it for themselves
first. If you write it with an eye towards how well it's going to sell or what
other people think about the contents, then you're not going to be truly
honest with yourself and the book will have that in its energy.
Write it for yourself. that in itself is a tremendous gift. Could you have
imagined, several lifetimes ago, being at a point where you could actually
write about your journey? To have that much consciousness and clarity about it
that you could put it down in words? That in itself is quite an
accomplishment.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 12 (a woman at the
microphone): Hi Tobias. It's taken me a long time to get up here, I had one
heck of a nudge to get up here. About three nights ago... first of all, I channel
every night when I come home to find out what's going on inside of me. And
about three nights ago I was told about some energy that come to visit me when
I was asleep, and I got the impression like there was five or six of them. And
one of them, he quoted as saying like, the "Head Master." So anyway,
I asked him if they were dead folk, and he said, no they come out of someplace
else, and he also told me that they were like thought in movement. And then he
asked me, he said you also need to become a lot more grounded. And I was
wondering if you could give me your thoughts on this.
TOBIAS: Indeed. Indeed, there are entities floating around all the time and
particularly if you're open like you are, they are very willing and desirous
of having conversations with you. At all times, when you're dealing with any
of these entities, understand first and foremost that YOU are Head Master.
That YOU are God also. That these
are not grander beings. There is not a grander being out there, that is the
biggest lie of all. When the beings come to you and start telling you that
they are grand and they are here to save you... we love to tell you, all of
Shaumbra, that we are totally impressed that you would let us even come and
talk to you because you are the masters and the professors. You are the wise
ones. We are simply helping to reflect back to you things about yourself.
So... understand that you are indeed communicating with nonphysical beings.
Understand that just because you're dead doesn't mean that you're smart
(laughter). There is a perception that when a Being dies that they come to our
side and they are totally enlightened and they know everything, and it is
simply not true - particularly if the entity is earthbound...
staying in the Near realms. Now they
will fool you into believing it. They will play games. But understand at all
times that you are the Master.
So... the ones who come to talk you ... and we're giving a very general answer
for Shaumbra here first, to understand ... you can easily communicate with the
nonphysical beings, and they have the attributes and personalities and
characteristics very similar to humans, until you get to the very grand
angelic realms - the purer realms - they are not going to have those type of
characteristics. So it is wonderful to talk to them, but treat it as you would
in talking to any other human. They are no better than you.
And if they start telling you that you have some incredible assignment on
Earth... if they start telling you that you are their long lost leader and
master, and they start telling you that you are the chosen one... tell them to
go away, quickly. (Some laughter) Because generally that's what they will try
to do, is they will try to flatter you. So we're not saying one way or the
other, with these beings that are communicating with you, what their agenda
is. That is for you to determine and for you to understand that you are God
also.
SHAUMBRA 12: Thank you.
TOBIAS: And you are very open, by the way, very easy to communicate with.
SHAUMBRA 12: Can you answer me on the grounding then?
TOBIAS: Indeed. The issue where they are asking, saying that you need to be
more grounded.
SHAUMBRA 12: Yes.
TOBIAS: You have to determine that for yourself. Don't let any other being
tell you that, but do you feel grounded?
SHAUMBRA 12: No, I think I live a lot in my head and not enough out here.
TOBIAS: Indeed. So then perhaps this would be wonderful advice that they're
coming through with you for. But you have to determine if it feels appropriate
for you rather than just take their word - or even my word - for it.
SHAUMBRA 12: Thank you.
TOBIAS: Thank you.
LINDA: Last question, if you choose.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 13 (a woman at the microphone): Hi Tobias. First of
all thank you so much for being here every month for us. I have three
questions... (laughter) ...it took me a long time to get up here! I had the
honor of helping my best friend's mother
cross over last Saturday and I'd like to know how she's doing and if she
has any messages for her daughter and her granddaughter?
TOBIAS: Still not in the realms where, right now, she can... She's working on
some processes not in the realms where she can truly be contacted or where we
can give you a definitive answer. The energies of this one are still quite earthbound,
not in the negative way, but simply going through the goodbye process.
SHAUMBRA 13: Okay. My second question is, and I know other Shaumbra are
experiencing this: I am exhausted and even standing up here is hard. I have a
feeling it is not just from my work, although I work extremely hard.
TOBIAS: Why do you do that? (some laughter)
SHAUMBRA 13: Because I feel I need to, I guess.
TOBIAS: I think it was Saint-Germain
that said 60 to 70 percent of all the belief
systems no longer serve you. (more laughter)
SHAUMBRA 13: I'm also experiencing a lot with my body and I don't want to
manifest a health issue, which sometimes I fear that I am.
TOBIAS: Indeed. What you are going through right now, again, is part of this
whole process of the disconnecting
and this whole process of ascension. It
is very, very difficult on the body. It can be very tiring at times, although
ultimately you're going to find it to be very invigorating and rejuvenating.
But you're simply going through this process.
As you say, you are working very hard at a time when you have all of these
other things go on. So one of our advice - this is just common sense - is not
to work as hard as what you've been working. Give yourself more time. Feed
your body a bit better in terms of the foods that have live energy, live
essences in them. And this is not to say that you have to go on a strict diet,
but indeed if your body is feeling tired, eat something that has live energy.
An apple or salads or any of these things that are not processed or cooked.
That will give you energy, even faster than things like sugar.
And if you have a fear that you're going to
manifest some sort of disease within your
body, the Law of Attraction says you probably will. So you need to take a look
at the fear. You need to work with... indeed work with our dear friend Rapha
in taking a look at why that fear is there. Why would that fear be present in
your life right now, and what energies are behind it? How can you move through
that fear? For if you are fearing how your body will react, you aren't taking
ownership in your body. You think that it has ownership over you.
SHAUMBRA 13: If you could work with me with this, I'd be so grateful.
TOBIAS: Indeed. If you allow us to, all the energies are there. Now you have
to understand though, we can't do it for you. We're going to ask you tough
questions and we're going to take a look with you at your belief systems as
they come up, why you're still holding onto certain things. We're not just
going to come in and wave a magic wand and make it happen. You're the only one
that can do that. But we will nudge you and push you and ask you a lot of
tough questions.
SHAUMBRA 13: My last question is I have a new grandson and he is just
awesome. I'm so in love with him. Is he a crystal child?
TOBIAS: We do not want to necessarily disappoint you here, you ask with a
certain agenda in mind. (some laughter) But
this dear one has had many lifetimes on Earth before, and indeed you have
known this entity before in other physical incarnations
that you have had. So, because of the fact that there is a lineage here on
Earth, this one is definitely not a crystal
in that sense. Not an indigo either, but a
very dear and precious being who has - how to say - gone through many ordeals,
some with you, and learned to go beyond those ordeals. So it's going to be a
lifetime more of liberation and freedom for this dear one.
SHAUMBRA 13: Thank you very much.
TOBIAS: Thank you.
LINDA: That's it.
TOBIAS: So Shaumbra, we have spent another wonderful day together looking
at the energies of disconnecting. Obviously, this is going to continue over
the next few months of time, as this whole new feeling coming over you. So be
very aware of what's going on.
As we said earlier, the homework is to do something different in a different
way each day. Perhaps eat your dessert first then have your main course.
(Audience member says "Yay!" followed by laughter) But in no matter
what you do, try something each day, one thing, to do it differently. That's
going to help you to understand how you get locked into certain patterns and
way of doing things, and even fear of changing those ways, and help you break
through some of those old patterns as well.
So we will gather together again in a month of time. In the meantime, remember
we are always with you. You are never alone.
And so it is.
Tobias of the Crimson Council is presented by Geoffrey Hoppe, aka "Cauldre," in Golden, Colorado. The story of Tobias, from the biblical Book of Tobit, can be found on the Crimson Circle web site at www.crimsoncircle.com. The Tobias Materials have been offered free of charge to lightworkers and Shaumbra around the world since August 1999, the time when Tobias said humanity moved past the potential of destruction and into the New Energy.
The Crimson Circle is a global network of human angels who are among the first to transition into the New Energy. As they experience the joys and challenges of the ascension status, they help other humans on their journeys through sharing, caring and guiding. Over 50,000 visitors come to the Crimson Circle web site each month to read the latest materials and discuss their own experiences.
The Crimson Circle meets monthly in the Denver, Colorado area where Tobias presents the latest information through Geoffrey Hoppe. Tobias states that he and the others of the celestial Crimson Council are actually channeling the humans. According to Tobias, they are reading our energies and translating our own information back to us so we can see it from the outside, while experiencing it on the inside. The "Shoud" is the portion of the channeling where Tobias steps aside and the energy of the humans is channeled directly by Geoffrey Hoppe.
Crimson Circle gatherings are open to the public. The Crimson Circle receives its abundance through the open love and gifting of Shaumbra throughout the world.
The ultimate purpose of the Crimson Circle is to serve as human guides and teachers to those walking the path of inner spiritual awakening. This is not an evangelical mission. Rather, the inner light will guide people to your doorstep for your compassion and care. You will know what to do and teach in that moment, when the unique and precious human who is about to embark on the journey of the Bridge of Swords comes to you.
If you are reading this and feel a sense of truth and connection, you are indeed Shaumbra. You are a teacher and a human guide. Allow the seed of divinity to blossom within you in this moment and for all times to come. You are never alone, for there is family around the world and angels in the realms around you.
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