The Embodiment Series SHOUD 4 Q&A Session
Presented to the Crimson Circle November 6, 2004
Original Website http://www.crimsoncircle.com/
And so it is, dear Shaumbra, that we
return to the energy of this gathering, the energy of this time of changes.
We know that some of you are already - how to say - negotiating this whole
issue (some laughter) of energy holding
and energy moving, for you have
become proficient, and you are loving with the energy holding. It is near and
dear to you. It is in your cells. It is in your consciousness. It is a part of
It is like letting go of part of Self, a letting go of a job that you have had for so very long and done so very well at. So, we know that there is a portion of your energy that is saying, "Perhaps, I can let go of some of the more difficult energy holding (more laughter), but I will keep some that I'm truly invested in. And, I will do some energy moving."
But, we have to share with you, Shaumbra - it is difficult to do both. The energy characteristics of holding and moving are totally different. It is like one is holding a stone in your hand, putting it in your pocket, and carrying it with you versus an Energy Mover would throw the stone and cause new actions to take place, cause that stone to be thrown appropriately at the right time in the right place to make a difference for others. So, it is difficult to hold the stone and to throw it at the same time (more laughter).
So, if this is what is going through your mind and through your heart right now, we ask you to breathe with this for a while. You don't have to give up your old job right away. We ask you to breathe with it for a while and to take a look at why you would want to move into being an Energy Mover right now.
We do tell you that Energy Movers are very needed on the planet right now. It is a very new type of position. It will involve continued changes in your life. But, it will involve a whole new way of understanding what energy is and how it works and how it can work for you in these new times. We know there are many questions on this day, so I, Tobias - and perhaps some of the other guests - would be delighted to begin the answering of them.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 1 (from the
Internet, read by Linda): Tobias, my question is regarding my father. Is the
drug used today for amnesia all over the world bad for people? And, as
Shaumbra, what can I do best for this situation?
TOBIAS: Indeed, we are talking about drugs here to help those who are in the process of transitioning to remember more and to maintain their mental faculties. It is to help them keep aware and sharpened. It is - how to say - a difficult question, for there are those who are elderly or going through a transitional time who want to remain as sharp as possible and as present as possible until the last possible moment. But, they have to understand that there is an aspect of themselves that is releasing the grip on their mental faculties, so they can go out and explore what it is like to cross over.
Now, it raises some interesting questions. When you leave the human body and cross over to our side and come to our side of the veil, there is not a set criteria of what happens. There are many variations. It all depends on a combination of your belief systems and what you choose to embody.
You can come back to our side and choose to bring in a grand feast or celebration for yourself, to be an honored guest at your own party of your own creation. You can choose to come back to our side and hold onto perhaps some religious beliefs that would have you waiting for the savior, waiting to be judged. And, we are delighted to wait with you. And, you will be waiting for a long, long time (audience laughter).
Many of you, Shaumbra, when you come back to our side, you will choose to - how to say - come back here and spend a bit of time. You will choose to take a look at many of the experiences of your life and to play them out or to replay them on many different dimensional levels. You will choose to come back here, as some Shaumbra already have done, and you will take different potentials and look at them to see what would have happened if you would have chosen different potentials. But, when you come back here, there is no set pattern.
So, what happens when - how to say - a non-awakened human begins their transition process and the realization that they are about to die comes over them, they begin to go off and explore all of the different possibilities. They begin to explore the religious and spiritual nature. They begin to explore death. In a sense, they are probing on our side for where they want to land once they leave their body.
So, to take these drugs that you are speaking of here deprives the mind and the spirit of going out and doing this probing. But, yet it keeps them more aware, more functional in your world. So, they have to make the choice.
And, we have to remind you here that it is not for the families to make the choice for them. Many times the families want to give them these pills, demand that these pills be taken, so that these transitioning ones can be - how to say - more able to take care of themselves and to hold conversations and such things. But, you have to understand that there is also an important aspect of letting the mind go, letting the mind wander off prior to death taking place. We are not particularly advocates of any of the drugs that alter the psychological and the psycho-spiritual nature of the human because sooner or later the toll will have to be paid. Thank you.
LINDA: In addition, do you have any recommendations for our group work in Israel at this time?
TOBIAS: Indeed, indeed, indeed… more than any group that we can speak to right now it is time for you who are so ingrained and imbedded with the energy of holding to let go. We told you this when we were in Israel. It is time to be Energy Movers. You can do more for yourself and for the entire region of the Mideast. You can do more for the spirituality of Earth if you allow yourselves to be Energy Movers. We are going to come and visit all of you soon, in Spirit first, and then in physical body. And, we are going to see how good of a job you have done at letting go of energies that you hold on to. You almost can't help yourselves. So, I, Tobias - and Ohamah - will come to help you (audience laughter).
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 2 (a woman at the microphone): Namaskar… I don't
come with a question. I actually come with an invitation. And, there are eight
of us that are fearlessly going to climb up to the top of Mount Kilimanjaro in
February. And, I am here to invite you, and the rest of my team particularly -
I need the help - to fully participate and come with us on top of the
mountain. We'll be there in late February of next year. We have been planning
this trip for almost a full year. And, there seems to be a very powerful
aspect to climbing Mount Kilimanjaro. And, there seems to be a powerful aspect
for those people that have chosen to join this little trip that we put
together. So, please come. I really would like to have you there with me.
TOBIAS: Indeed, and the invitation should be for all of Shaumbra. As you know I, Tobias, and the others will be floating along beside you as you make your ascent. But, this is - how to say - more than a climb. This is a spiritual metaphor and - how to say - as you say, a participatory type of thing. Kilimanjaro holds many - what we would call - potentials for Earth, for humanity within its very structure, within its very stones. And, these potentials are ready to start coming forward. And, we have to add here with - how to say - with a bit of wink here that it needs Energy Movers to feel this energy and to feel the energy of Gaia surrounding it in order for these to start to be released to Earth. You are not opening portals here, and you are not doing anything like that. But, what you are doing is helping to begin a spiral of energy movement here. And, yes, you should invite all of Shaumbra to be with you.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 3 (from the Internet,
read by Linda): Dear Tobias, I am working in a hospital for psycho-somatic
diseases. There I am noticing more and more young female patients, most of
them with eating disorders, who are hurting themselves by cutting their arms
or legs. Please tell me - what's your idea about the reasons for this
phenomenon, and how can we improve the treatment of these humans? Thank you
and best wishes.
TOBIAS: Indeed, there are very difficult energies associated with this. And - how to say - it has to do with depriving the body of any type of joy. It has to do with depriving the soul of the beauty of the feminine energy. And, some will blame it on the social pressures to be - how to say - in a thin body. But, the underlying issue is more depriving Self of the joy of living, and down to the point where it comes to even inflicting wounds on the physical body to deface itself. These are ones who - how to say - are carrying deep and old wounds.
And, it is very difficult in this short time to give a specific answer of how to deal with them. But, it has to do - as all of you Shaumbra know - it has to do with coming to love yourself in every part. And, this is a very long and difficult road with many of these humans. It is very important for them to see a human like yourself and other Shaumbra who have actually made it through the most difficult of times, made it to the point where you can say, "I truly love every part of myself. I truly embody everything. And, I am choosing this right now. I am choosing whatever is happening in my life. And, if I can choose it, I can also change it."
And, we feel that we are just glossing over the subject. We could talk about it in great detail. But, you also have the experience from what you have gone through in your life to understand what it takes to get another human to love themselves. So, begin with that. And, we will come in to work with you.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 4 (a woman at the
microphone): After that song, I'm afraid to ask my question. But, I've been
seeing something the last few days that I'm feeling like is an aspect
of myself. But, it's like a golden, liquid blob. And, I just want a little
understanding of that.
TOBIAS: And, what do you think that it is? (audience laughter)
SHAUMBRA 4: An aspect of myself that is trying to merge with all of me.
TOBIAS: Indeed, indeed. An interesting thing is happening right now that you and other Shaumbra are beginning to experience that most humans don't. And, it is that there is a melding that is taking place, that there is an opening for every part of yourself to come in.
There is this thing called the "oversoul" that you humans talk about. The oversoul is a collective of all of the energies of everything you have been. It is not this grand angel that is controlling everything. You have to understand YOU are the grand angel controlling everything. The oversoul is your collective. And, it is looking to come back in to serve you through all of its various experiences. But, you cannot look to it for the answers, but simply for the presence.
There is also - how to say - your divinity. Your divinity is what we call the pure essence. It is the most innocent… and the most grand… and the most glorious of all energies. And, it was - how to say - sealed away for so very long by all humans, by most angels… as a matter-of-fact, by most angels. Most angels will have to come the way of Earth to reintegrate with their divinity.
So, you are seeing aspects and feeling aspects of yourself. And, it is a grand and glorious time that these are coming in. By default for you - and for any of you - if you are seeing things and feeling things, or dreaming of things, understand that it is you, that it is parts of you. Use this as your default when you dream of strange and unusual things. You are really dreaming of yourself. When you feel presences around you - as we were talking earlier today of the Atlantean energies - it is that aspect of you. It comes to you. It is all flowing to you right now.
So, you are very perceptive, very wise to know that this is part of you. It will change. It will be difficult to go back and try to recreate it because it will continue to change and evolve and to be with you in new ways. And, we are going to tell you - you personally - you are going to find and understand a whole new definition of being in love because it is going to be about being in love with yourself. Thank you for this delightful question.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 5 (from the Internet,
read by Linda): Well, I'm pretty depressed and disappointed in the mentality
of half of America's voters (much audience laughter).
TOBIAS: Cauldre wants to know if this is Linda, or if she is reading a question (more laughter and applause).
LINDA: I would be reading a question, but if you could feel my soul coming through it that would be okay as an Energy Mover. (Continuing now with the question)… Half of America's voters… they liked being lied to, I guess. The last time I lived in the D.C. area - see, it wasn't me (comment from Linda) - it was the early 70's and Nixon resigned. Boy, I'm ready to look for citizenship with another country. I feel like we're repeating the "decline of the Roman Empire." (more laughter) Did I want to be in Italy when the barbarians/terrorists came pouring in, attracted by our idiot and antagonist emperor? Maybe you could slip in this question to Tobias this weekend? Is this the U.S. repeating the decline of the Roman Empire? Thanks, and take care. Pete.
TOBIAS: Indeed, indeed… as you know, you were - how to say - very much a part of this Roman Empire. And, you have always held a strong affinity for Italy and those regions. And, you did watch this empire come apart through a combination of lust and greed and perhaps enjoying life in some very interesting ways. And, it has been heavy within you ever since. And, now you have this Old fear come up.
It is really not about this America where you live. It is not about that at all. But, it is an Old fear about the abuse of power. You have found your way back to this area of this power center in Washington time and time again. You almost can't help yourself because of your previous experiences with the Romans and having to do with power and wanting to help hold an energy (some laughter).
So, we suggest to you first of all that it is time to let go of this energy holding. It is wearing on you and your family by feeling you have to be right in the center of this to hold energy and essentially depriving yourself of other possibilities and many joys in your life of putting yourself there.
It is also to say that we ask you - we ask all of you - to take a look at what is happening. As you know, governments and politics are simply a reflection of consciousness. It is simply the consciousness of all humanity coming through in your leaders, whether they are dictators, whether they are elected. So, we ask you to look at the consciousness of the Americas right now. Perhaps, there is a fear of moving forward. Perhaps, there is also a concern that there needs to be a specific level of those holding in Old Energy so others can move into the New and have a type of balance or a type of tether.
So, we ask you to look beyond the obvious. It is not just about lying, for all politicians are known for doing that, no matter what party they come from. They want to tell people what they want to hear. That is why they go into politics (audience laughter). So, we ask you to take a look at the dynamics of what is really happening, and also the fact that this recent election was so extremely close, so balanced in a way.
And, yes, the ones who hold an older energy did seem to maintain their position right now. But, as you can expect, as the pendulum swings, you will see great changes in the next two and four years of time. Thank you.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 6 (a woman at the microphone): Hi, Tobias. When I
moved here several months ago, I opened my house to Shaumbra, just inviting
them to stay with me if they were passing through. I would like to understand
the energy there. So many have come, stayed for a few hours to a few months. I
want to know what's going on. They experience a lot of stuff, and especially
the specific group that is here this weekend with me.
TOBIAS: You ask a question that you already know the answer to (some laughter). So, we ask you to share with us - what is it that draws Shaumbra in? What is it that has them come to this place?
SHAUMBRA 6: I feel that I hold a space for energy to move.
TOBIAS: And, what else?
SHAUMBRA 6: It's a safe place to come. People are accepted.
TOBIAS: Anything else?
SHAUMBRA 6: Probably, that I can't think of right now.
TOBIAS: You - how to say - we don't want to have Ohamah come in for this (much laughter). We have some other angels holding him by the arms (more laughter).
SHAUMBRA 6: Thank them for me.
TOBIAS: How do you - how to say - what do you feel when these people come? What do you feel is happening when they come to this place?
SHAUMBRA 6: We are re-connecting.
TOBIAS: No, how do YOU feel?
SHAUMBRA 6: Joy… like I'm meeting family again.
TOBIAS: And, family from…
SHAUMBRA 6: Many times.
TOBIAS: And, how do you relate to them? What is your - how to say - we are trying not to give you the answer. But, what is your relationship to them?
SHAUMBRA 6: I would say someone who - diplomat is not quite the right word - but someone who holds, who helps make connections.
TOBIAS: Perhaps, we could help you with the words here (more laughter).
SHAUMBRA 6: Thank you.
TOBIAS: The ones who are attracted here have been together before, as you know. And, you can feel this. And, they can feel this. This is a rekindling of Old Energies and a coming back together. You have shared many, many lifetimes together. Your lifetimes seem to crisscross each other back and forth. In some of these, more particularly the recent ones, you have been a teacher and a leader and a guide for them. But, you have also been an energy holder, as you have said, for them.
And, now you are all - how to say - gathering together again, wondering, knowing that something is happening, but not quite sure what. So, there are many questions - why are we here… why are we drawn here… where do we go next… what should our plan be? And, there are many of you who are saying that we should have no plan, but yet there is an overall frustration that there is no plan (laughter).
You feel you should be doing something. Part of it is for you to help release some of the Old Energy holding that you have been doing for them. Part of it is to let go of the Old Energy role that you have had with them as a teacher, so that you are all working with each other on a peer level. This would help empower them and help release you from some of the things you have been carrying. In terms of any sort of plan, there doesn't need to be one. Simply by making this reconnection, so many of the Old Energies come back into balance. Some will be drawn for a very short period of time. And, some will come and go, in and out the door, so to speak.
But, more important, because you are asking the question, it is a time for you to release the Old role and step into a New type of role. And, you have been doing this. You have been - how to say - very quickly learning how to release things and to move into the New you. We know it is challenging and difficult. But, at the same time those who come to stay with you are supporting you in that. So, there are a variety of reasons for it. And, all of this will evolve.
SHAUMBRA 6: Thank you.
TOBIAS: Thank you.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 7 (from the
Internet, read by Linda): Tobias, I am living very difficult moments with
myself without a job. Even when I know that I have very strong passion about
science, everything seems to be opposed to that. In some moments I want to go that
side of the veil, but I realize that I have done so much living. It is
like that some moments I love to live, and some moments my humanity is tired.
Some input about these very difficult moments? I thank you and to all the
beings of the light and that side of the veil.
TOBIAS: Indeed, and you speak for Shaumbra, for so many Shaumbra that are having difficult times, whether it is with a job, or health, or many issues of not knowing whether you want to stay or leave. You - how to say - have had your expectations crushed in many ways and your hopes pulled out from underneath you. And, again this is all… this is truly all part of the change, this whole change process. The human expectations… you have allowed to be crushed, and many of the - how to say - plans or aspirations and hopes you have allowed to be pulled out from underneath you. You search earnestly, and you search vigorously for answers.
But, we have to tell you very specifically - we are focusing on you - all of these are within your realm. And, you know, when you and I talk, and I say this to you, and you say, "Yes, I know but Tobias those are just words; I don't see the answers already within me." That is because you are still struggling in the mind. You are still holding Old Energies from the past.
These don't need to be manipulated or forced or anything else. All of the answers are right there. It is very difficult to explain this, but if you just allow them into your life, this fearless acceptance of embodiment, of bringing everything in, letting it into your life. And, you are going through the most challenging and difficult stage that any human angel will ever go through. We have called this "the dark night of the soul," "the Bridge of Swords." It is the time when you feel the most alone, even though you are not. It is a difficult, difficult time. It doesn't need to be that way.
You can see from the example of other Shaumbra - those who have gotten through that difficult time - you can see that… and they will tell you that when they stopped searching, and they stopped the - how to say - the anger, and they stopped trying to find the answers outside of themselves, then it just appeared. And, we know these sound like words. These sound like platitudes until you experience what it is like. And, then you will understand. And, we thank you for your question. And, we know you will work your way into accepting who you truly are.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 8 (a woman at the microphone): Hi, there. My friend,
Betty, has an extraordinary little boy called Mattie. And, there is a lot of
concern about him because he hasn't started to talk yet. Could you talk a
little about Mattie and maybe give some advice for Betty, please?
TOBIAS: Indeed… we're having to check the energy of this here. This one that you speak of here, we're being told, brings in - how to say - some of the - we don't like to do categories - but some of the newer, some of the more crystalline energy. And, this one has chosen to be an absorber of energy, not to - how to say - be an expresser at this point, and that they have not made a decision yet if they will remain this way, or if they will be more communicative. But, it is to not be overly concerned about it, and not try to… it is very important, we're being told, not to try to force this dear one into speaking. They know fully well how to. It is whether they choose to or not. Thank you.
SHAUMBRA 8: Thank you.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 9 (a man at the
microphone): Hello, Tobias, my question - and I actually have two parts to
this - is a few years ago I developed a chemical depression in my brain. And,
I guess the biggest question I have is… a lot of people in the world now
seem to suffer from this with all the drugs on the market and all of the
advertisements. And, it's not just in the United States. It's the entire
world. And, do you have anything you can tell me about that, and something
that might help my condition personally?
TOBIAS: Indeed, the depression is not caused by the chemicals, but the chemicals are a result of a deeper - how to say - spiritual imbalance, or a deeper soul level type of depression. The drugs are simply a means to help alleviate or help to reduce the symptoms that are coming through. The depression has to do so often with many of the burdens carried by the inner being… for the burdens of guilt… the burdens of judgment for things that they have done wrong. Other times this depression is caused by - as we were speaking of today - holding too much energy for others.
In your case, in particular, this is… you have been an energy holder for many others, as you know. You tend to absorb their problems. And, you tend to absorb their pains and feelings. And, you have, in a sense, deprived yourself of this sufficient level of energy into your own being, into your own reality. You have, in a sense, squeezed off the energy that comes from "the field," or the source of all, and used it for others, but have not given yourself enough.
So, it is the inner part of your being crying for love from you, crying for acceptance from you, showing its face as depression, which depression, as you know, overtakes your entire being. It takes your mind and your body. It takes your attention absolutely. It will… the depression… a portion of yourself… is almost like a drowning person. It is so in need of love and so in need of attention that it will smother you, or kill you, or perhaps cause you to kill yourself because it needs you so much.
It is time for you right now, as we said in our gathering today, to release all of the energies that you have been holding for others. Even if you are not consciously aware, just allow yourself to release all of this energy holding. And, we look at you right now - and we know there are some energy workers in the room that can also help with this - but you need to let some of these go. And, these are age-old, lifetime-old energy holdings. And, you have deprived yourself of attention and love. And, now yourself is screaming to you to give you these things.
We recommend that you get intensive bodywork and massage work done, particularly from Shaumbra, if possible, or those who understand the true workings of what happens in the tissue in the body. Get this done immediately and get it done intensely. Get it done often. And, you may say to yourself that the resources may not be there for this, but you will find that once you start giving yourself the gift of love that yourself gives you the gift of abundance as well. So, this is very important, not for you, and we thank you for asking this question for yourself, but also for so many Shaumbra who are experiencing this, the crippling effects of the depression. And, we ask you to take a look at what is really happening here. You have given so much of yourself that you have forgotten to love yourself. Thank you.
SHAUMBRA 9: Thank you.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 10 (from the Internet, read by Linda): I would
appreciate your opinions regarding Mayan
and his ancient sciences of Vaastu
and its appropriateness in the New Energy.
Is he slated to speak in an upcoming Shoud?
TOBIAS: He is not on the schedule to speak at an upcoming Shoud, but we can talk to him and have him see. And, so many of the - we are having to look into this energy also. This one you speak of is - how to say - currently changing his curriculum or adjusting some of the things that had been spoken or written earlier. There will be a reappearance of this material under a different name after 2007. And - how to say - but until then there will not be much information coming from this source. Thank you.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 11 (a man at the microphone): Hello, Tobias, how are
you guys doing over there (audience laughter)?
TOBIAS: We toast to you (more laughter).
SHAUMBRA 11: There are two things that I would like to get some light on. Over the past couple of years a project has been building up that I am sort of burning for. And, it's a boat project, and supposedly I'm supposed to be the first to circumnavigate the globe with an electric boat. Can you shed a little bit of light on that… also, the energy form because it is something new coming up. And, I have a trip to New York to turn out on that.
TOBIAS: Interesting… we are looking here at the energy of this. And - how to say - it is difficult to try to share what is coming up because we don't want to take that experience away from you. But, we are saying here that because there may be some delays in here don't assume that the project wasn't meant to be. The delays are simply a way for energies and resources needed for this to come back together… a delay that perhaps is a year or so… a delay in this project that will actually come back to serve you in a much better way. So, stay very open to this.
And, we see here the potential that you have chosen and those who work with you. We see that this will be accomplished. But, there will be - again we are looking at potentials only - there will be some of the ones that you work with, or are working with, that will be leaving the project for various reasons. But, that is good because it then opens the way for others to come in. So, our advice is to continue working on this and to let the light come in a variety of different ways.
SHAUMBRA 11: Thank you.
LINDA: Last question, should you so choose it.
TOBIAS: We will take a few more from those standing and waiting.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 12 (a woman at the microphone): Hi, Tobias. I wonder
if you could speak to me around a financial decision that I just recently made
and speak to the intent of the process and the outcome.
TOBIAS: How to say - we are going to have to put that back on you. And, we are going to ask you about why you selected this energy in the first place, and what your intent was and what your potentials are that you're going to bring into this.
SHAUMBRA 12: My intent was… it felt as a tool to step outside of mass consciousness in this area. And, my desire for the outcome is freedom.
TOBIAS: Indeed… and so it is. You have chosen this. And, now it is about allowing it to manifest itself. It will take some of your time and attention, of course, but it, in a sense, you could say, you have helped to give birth to this, and we see it now beginning to blossom. It is something for you right now to hold to yourself. In other words, it is not time to go out and try to share this, or even to teach it right now, but to watch how it progresses. Watch the different twists and turns that it takes. This is a good time for you to stand behind the short wall to truly see how it works. And, then you will want to make some adjustments as you go along with this. But, we see that it has excellent, phenomenal potential.
SHAUMBRA 12: Thank you.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 13 (a woman at the microphone):
Hi, Tobias. I just can't seem to get a good sleep.
It's very fitful. I'm tired! So, what can I do about this?
TOBIAS: This is something, once again, that so many Shaumbra are going through. And, there are a variety of reasons for it. There are some of the - how to say - some of the basic reasons are that your biological body and its rhythms and movements are very much tied into the movements of Gaia. And, for so long the body would sleep and be in a waking state as it had to do with Gaia, and indeed the sun and the moon and all of these things.
Now, you are coming to a point where you are changing your inner being. And, as you do, you are not connecting to Gaia biologically as you once did. So, this throws all of the sleep patterns off, and it makes it very, very frustrating.
Shaumbra is finding that they sometimes sleep better in the middle of the day. This is very difficult if you have a day job. But, some of you are finding how to sleep on the job (audience laughter). Many of you are finding that you wake during the middle of the night. And, as we have said for years, it is best not to toss and turn, but to actually get up. This could be one of the most creative portions of your day, even though it is difficult to get out of bed in the middle of the night. But, you will find yourself highly creative. And, you will find yourself developing new ideas and projects at this time.
There are also other elements coming in. There are… the sleep patterns are being disturbed by the dream states that you are going into because you are pulling in so many other energies right now. As we mentioned today, the Atlantean energies have been very, very present in the dreams, and this causes quite a bit of fear at times, quite a bit of sadness at times. But, these energies are coming back. And, also some of the pre-Earth energies are coming back in right now, visiting. And, you are also trying to work out things that happened a long, long time ago. So, essentially all of this destroys what was once the most peaceful time of the day, during the sleep.
We are finding that ultimately Shaumbra will come to the point where much less sleep is needed, where you can have what you call your - how to say - "power sleeping." And, you can have… condense it all in a very short period of time. And, your body, although it is tired right now, won't need nearly the amount of rejuvenation time or sleep time that it needed before. Again, it can be done very, very quickly.
So, this whole tiredness thing will pass. You have to understand your body and all of your energy. They absolutely know the proper amount of sleep. And, it might be difficult for you to keep up with it, but you will never… you won't die from not getting enough sleep. You will just be uncomfortable for a while. Thank you.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 14 (a man at the microphone): I have two questions.
One is why… I've been looking for a job for a while. And, I want one, you
know, with money, not what I've been encountering. And, so I'd like to look
for that. And, also I've been doing a channing project for a better way for
the Israelis and Palestinians. And, I want to know if I am moving or holding
energy. So, that's it.
TOBIAS: Indeed, the answer to the second question… this process you have been going through is part of your work as an energy holder, not as an Energy Mover. And, we suggest you let that go now, even though it may be difficult. In terms of allowing for the abundance into your life, we do ask you to take a look. There is a direct correlation between your two questions, even though they may appear to be separate. But, they are directly related. So, you once you let go of the energy holding, a new flow of abundance can come in. And, this job that has been circling you - it's not so much a job - this work, this way of abundance that has been circling around you lately, but has not been able to land, will now be able to land. You see… they work together. Thank you.
LINDA: I believe this will be the last question. But, I invite you to be polite.
QUESTION FROM SH AUMBRA 15 (a man at the microphone): Hi, guys. I'm not
sure what my question is anymore. I guess it's maybe not a question so much as
given where I live and given the situation that I have chosen and the fact
that I've got it - I'm God also, I got that - I guess I'm just looking for
affirmation as to - or maybe you can help me with the right questions to ask
myself - why I chose to be where I am.
TOBIAS: Would you like I, Tobias, to answer that… or Ohamah? (audience laughter)
SHAUMBRA 15: I'm open.
TOBIAS: We have kept Ohamah working - how to say - in the audience today. I relinquished enough of my seat last month. So, it is a question that - how to say - it is best that you ask yourself, which we know you have. But, it is best to continue asking yourself about why all the circumstances are here.
When you ask yourself, take a look at everything. Take a look at all of the various aspects of what is going on. And, take a look at what your expectations are. And, take a look at what your real soul desire is right now. It goes - this whole issue that you're working through - goes far beyond the human questions that you ask, but the whole soul desire.
And, again we don't - actually we are not being allowed to give you the answer, even if we wanted to. YOU are not allowing us to give you the answer, oddly enough, because you want to be able to discover it from within.
What you are really asking for us to do is to help you to realize that there is something at the deeper level, deeper than the human level. Your soul desire, your passion, has set up the situations and the location, all of the events that are happening in your life. But, it is wanting to be identified by you. It is wanting the human aspect of yourself to identify the soul aspect.
So, we know we are not answering your question at all. But, in a sense, you have asked us not to. You have asked us to help you to understand how to ask the question. And, the question simply becomes, "What is my passion? What is my soul desire? What does all of this mean?"
Once you discover that then it will change the course that you are on right now. It will involve more deep and inner looking, but inner looking that is done without force or without demand. It is done with grace and with ease. So, we thank you for allowing us not to answer your question (some laughter).
SHAUMBRA 15: Thank you for not answering (much more laughter).
TOBIAS: So, with that, Shaumbra, we will bring our gathering to a close.
But, we will continue to be close to you, particularly between now and our
next gathering. As you take a look at this whole issue of moving from being
the energy holders to Energy Movers… letting go of that job that you have
had for so very, very long… letting go of that responsibility and that
burden so you can begin this new type of work… we ask you simply to take
this next number of weeks off where you are just taking it easy on yourself,
not trying to figure out yet how to be an Energy Mover. We will cover that on
our next discussion, but taking this time to gently release this role of being
an energy holder, understanding there are many others now who are ready to
take that baton from you.
And so it is!
Tobias of the Crimson Council is presented by Geoffrey Hoppe, aka "Cauldre," in Golden, Colorado. The story of Tobias, from the biblical Book of Tobit, can be found on the Crimson Circle web site at www.crimsoncircle.com. The Tobias Materials have been offered free of charge to lightworkers and Shaumbra around the world since August 1999, the time when Tobias said humanity moved past the potential of destruction and into the New Energy.
The Crimson Circle is a global network of human angels who are among the first to transition into the New Energy. As they experience the joys and challenges of the ascension status, they help other humans on their journeys through sharing, caring and guiding. Over 50,000 visitors come to the Crimson Circle web site each month to read the latest materials and discuss their own experiences.
The Crimson Circle meets monthly in the Denver, Colorado area where Tobias presents the latest information through Geoffrey Hoppe. Tobias states that he and the others of the celestial Crimson Council are actually channeling the humans. According to Tobias, they are reading our energies and translating our own information back to us so we can see it from the outside, while experiencing it on the inside. The "Shoud" is the portion of the channeling where Tobias steps aside and the energy of the humans is channeled directly by Geoffrey Hoppe.
Crimson Circle gatherings are open to the public. The Crimson Circle receives its abundance through the open love and gifting of Shaumbra throughout the world.
The ultimate purpose of the Crimson Circle is to serve as human guides and teachers to those walking the path of inner spiritual awakening. This is not an evangelical mission. Rather, the inner light will guide people to your doorstep for your compassion and care. You will know what to do and teach in that moment, when the unique and precious human who is about to embark on the journey of the Bridge of Swords comes to you.
If you are reading this and feel a sense of truth and connection, you are indeed Shaumbra. You are a teacher and a human guide. Allow the seed of divinity to blossom within you in this moment and for all times to come. You are never alone, for there is family around the world and angels in the realms around you.
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