The Returning Series SHOUD 10
Presented to the Crimson Circle May 2, 2009
Original Website http://www.crimsoncircle.com/
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And so it is, my dear Shaumbra, I take
a deep breath and savor this moment. Not too many more moments like this. I
hear say that there's one more Shoud, a few
more workshops and schools, our final gathering like this … like this …
when we get together in July. And certainly we'll all continue to talk. We'll
all continue to gather at my cottage.
We'll teach together and we'll laugh together on the New
Earth. I'm going to be going off into my new experience as the one called Sam;
you're going to be going off into your new experience as the one called God
For Real.
But dear Shaumbra, before we begin today, let me first acknowledge all of the
beautiful creative souls who wrote the songs
for this returning - oh, you call it a competition, it wasn't. It was a
returning collection. You wrote the songs that came from your hearts, poured
out your passions, expressed your feelings. And each one of you who created a
song and the few who didn't even submit the songs but wrote them anyway - I do
know who you are; I was standing beside as you were singing, sometimes in the
shower, sometimes driving down the road - but I want to express my thanks, my
gratitude. And you know what it's like now to really express from your heart,
to just do it, to bring it forth.
And this is a little bit of an issue we're going to talk about today, but
there has been a reluctance to come forth for all of Shaumbra, holding back
for a variety of reasons. But you who wrote the music, you created an energy,
not just for yourself but for all of Shaumbra to tap into, by just doing it,
by just getting it out there. And even the dear one who sent the song in - and
I don't know why but the humans rejected it - that was as passionate and as
loving as all the rest. I know it was just you making the sounds of a dog
barking, but I know where it came from. And I understand they didn't accept
it, but I did. (laughter) And I knew what you were really doing here. You were
coming from your heart. You were expressing in the way you know how to do.
So to all of you, I thank you dearly, and I'm going to ask here publicly that
all of the ones who sent their songs in - what you call the top three, but I
don't like looking at it that way - I would love if you were to come to
Breckenridge and sing for all of Shaumbra. And actually anyone … oh, Linda
I know you're worrying about this a bit, I have a few more things to throw at
you today, so don't blow any fuses on this one. (laughter) (Linda says,
"Maybe we should start that glass of wine now.") For you indeed, you
probably are going to need it before the end of this session, but …
(laughter) But I would invite any of you who created your songs to … I would
like for there to be a special time at our gathering in July where you can
express it and share it with all of Shaumbra. I truly love your creations.
(Linda says, "I'm okay with that.") Oh, but wait, there's more to
come. (more laughter)
So, dear Shaumbra, we have a few guests today. I do want to keep this short -
I want to but I don't know if I can. (laughter) But I would like to keep it
compact - let's say that - because as I'm contemplating I have so few sessions
remaining with you, what do I talk about? And I've actually been contemplating
that back in the quiet and the peace of my cottage. What do I say? I have this
Shoud and one more regular Shoud to talk to you about what I consider to be
some of the most important things. What can I leave you with? What are the
things that are important for you and also for Sam? So I want to keep this
compact so you don't get tired. I'm going to ask you to stay with me today. I
know you have a tendency to sometimes go out there, but stay with me on this
one. Stay present. We're expanding our energies. It doesn't mean we're staying
restricted, it just means we're staying present in this moment.
Today's Guests
I'd like to begin with inviting in all of our guests. First of all, all of
those who are here in Coal Creek. What a magnificent energy we've all created
in this spot over these ten years, an energy that will continue to thrive
here, not just for Shaumbra but for all of the ones who come to Coal Creek
Canyon, Colorado. What a beautiful energy you have put here for others to come
in and enjoy, to feel, to understand the potentials that you've left here for
them.
I'd like to welcome in all of those as very special guests today who are
listening in online. I know sometimes you feel like you're not necessarily
really here, you're maybe a step or a breath away. But today I would like to
have your energy really come in. I'm there with you also in your homes and
offices. But this time, take that deep breath, go interdimensional and really
come in here and be with this lovely group of Shaumbra and all of their good
food, all of their good energy today. Really breathe yourself right into Coal
Creek Canyon and be with us today, for this is a special gathering.
For all of those who read or listen to this later on, you can transcend time
and space and you can truly be here as well. There's plenty of room, we don't
need physical space. Let yourself be here right in this energy of Coal Creek
Canyon where Shaumbra birthed, where Shaumbra sent out - a very small group of
Shaumbra to begin with - but they sent out a message all across the world to
ones that they have traveled with before, to ones they have known in Atlantis,
in Old Egypt, in Israel
and times of Yeshua and in many
lifetimes since. They sent out a call of gathering.
First they just recorded it and then put the text up on the website. Then it
was put in live audio format to put out that call all over the world, and in a
way it was like Gabriel's trumpet but the
New Energy version. And then, finally, audio and usually most of time video,
going out to the world.
So we invite all of you to bring your energies here to where this was birthed
and where it will continue to go through its evolutions. But bring your energy
in as well. Feel the Shaumbra who are physically sitting here today. Feel the
energies of I, Tobias, of Aandrah
and On, the ones you call Norma and Garret, of Linda
of Eesa. Feel all of us today. Be right here
with us. You're not removed. You're right here.
Today I would also like to invite in the energies, in particular - or
acknowledge the energies that are already here - for last weekend there was a
group in Auckland, New Zealand who did a little bit of time traveling, who
expanded interdimensionally. They allowed themselves to go forward in what you
call time, but it was really forward through experience. There is no time,
ultimately, it's all about experience; and with that understanding you can
transcend time and space, and you can go out through experience and all of its
potentials to find yourself in what you would call a different time.
So that group opened up and they came here to visit, ahead of the actual
meeting ever taking place. But they were visiting a potential that was already
pretty much totally set in place. Only a few things could have upset that
potential, and they didn't. So the potential came to fruition, and here you
are meeting yourself. Many of you who attended that gathering in Auckland who
are listening now or reading this later, you're meeting yourself through time
and space. And here you are. So we want to acknowledge your presence. It is
very well felt here.
I also want to invite in, as my special guest, the energy of Sam.
Sam is sitting at home right now - a rather dreary day, parents are doing
other things - and he's in his room by himself. He is just feeling energy
right now. He's been going through some very unusual sensations lately,
feeling strange things, and … well, you probably know the story. When he's
tried to talk to others about these feelings he's getting, they look at him
rather oddly. His parents definitely try to avoid him. His friends at school
laugh at him. Some of the other adults he knows will give him a sympathetic
but a … oh, the eyes of sympathy and sorrow for the poor child. So right now
he's just lying on his bed feeling energy. And he's feeling us right now. He
feels a sense of home and connection, and he feels the energy of I, Tobias,
his Self in a way, but not himself in another way. So he's connecting with us.
He's probing the energies here.
And you know what that's like also. You feel a connection, but you're not sure
why. You feel the door is open, but you're not sure if you should go in, and
that's where Sam is today. So, dear one, I welcome you into our family, the
family of Shaumbra, the family of teachers, the family of the New Energy
pioneers, for you are one also. Do come in and visit, and try to stay alert.
Try not to fall off to sleep.
I would also like to invite in the energies today of a very special group.
Many of you have had experience with this group in your dreamings and in your
musings; you feel that connection. I'd like to invite in the energies of Camelot
into our group today - King Arthur, Guinevere,
Lancelot and all of the rest of cast and
characters. It's an archetypical
energy, meaning that it's an example. It's a way to help us discover. We
all have a bit of King Arthur in us, even though there was what you would call
a real King Arthur - oh, fictionalized and fablelized now of course - but
there was this entity, both here on Earth and in the other realms. It's a
very, very important story for humanity. A very important story, it ties into
what we're going to talk about today. So let's welcome in those energies that
are also part of you - Arthur, Guinevere, Lancelot, Morgaine and all of the
others. Let's welcome in Camelot to our gathering today.
So let's take a deep breath for all of our guests who are here. Let them move
in a little bit closer than they normally do.
Reminders
So, dear Shaumbra, we've been gathering like this for about ten years,
bringing all these energies together, going through in the first series what
you called lessons. And then we dropped that and it became the Shoud.
You didn't need lessons anymore. A Shoud is a collection of energies of all of
us. It is a group dynamic, but also very much an individual dynamic.
I know you can hear yourselves in these Shouds - if not when we're first doing
them, at least then later when you listen in. You can hear your own voice and
you feel and know your own experience in these Shouds, because you have been
part of helping to create them. It creates a library of information that's
going to not only serve you, but also serve many others, whether they read it
here in this earthly existence or they read it in the New Earth.
But we've created an incredible repertoire of information. The Shoud is the
history of your journey. It's like we've been writing a book together or
creating a play together for all of these years, going through all of the
challenges and the difficulties and the hardships and the joys and the
celebrations and the renewals of life.
What you have heard in these Shouds and what we have experienced together is
not new. Is not new. We don't deal with the new, you see. The Crimson
Council does not deal with the people who need new information. That is
why there are many different types of channelers or inspirationalists around
the world. Sometimes we're asked, "Why is the message from Tobias or
Saint-Germain different from the message of another channeler or another
entity or angel?" Because each deals with a specific group and a specific
focus, a specific energy. Ours has never been to deal with those who are just
coming into spiritual development - not at all.
Our job, our role as the Crimson Council has been to come in here to remind
you of what you already know, but to put it in a New Energy context. Our job
has been to come in when you get very, very dragged into the energies of Earth
and mass consciousness, to come
in and to be the Fruit of the Rose
for you, to be the reminder of what you already know.
But it's easy to get caught in the density of this 3D existence. I'm finding
that more and more every moment as I'm integrating with Sam. I thought I was
not going to be vulnerable to it. (much laughter) I thought with all I thought
I knew and all of the lifetimes I lived that I knew how to avoid it. I was
actually priding myself in it, but now I'm finding myself in it.
As I mentioned to a group recently, I'm getting a type of angelic Alzheimer's
(laughter) and now I understand on a deeper level than I ever had before of
what it's like to get caught in these energies. I thought I would fool the
system by bypassing the natural birth process - not going through this tunnel
that Saint-Germain talks about in
the birthing process, by cleverly
creating my shell body, staying somewhat detached from it until the right time
and then just, well, infusing my energies and walking around with a big smile
on my face! (laughter) I still have a big smile on my face, but sometimes I
have a very puzzled look, and I'm beginning to have a new appreciation for
this thing called life on Earth.
There is a certain joy in it. There's a certain tremendous experience in
feeling the density and being in it, being in the midst of it. I'll tell you,
of anything - in any other place you can go in all of creation - you get to
feel and experience on Earth like nowhere else. Because this type of energetic
gravity doesn't just pull your physical
body to Earth, keep you from falling off if you live down under, but there is
a spiritual gravity. And that's in addition to the mass consciousness
overlays. So it is very, very easy to come here and to forget. Our job as the
Crimson Council has been to remind of what you have already known.
It hasn't been to begin your spiritual development process. You began that a
long, long time ago, much more so than most other humans on Earth. You've had
a history of being in spiritual community for a long, long time. There was
something even about your soul before you
ever came to Earth, about your angelic spirit that had more of an interest
than usual, than others, in this spiritual consciousness, and you brought that
with you to Earth and you've been studying it and pursuing it and living it
ever since.
There's a greater percentage or ratio of what we call Shaumbra who have been
involved in starting the churches of the
modern age, of the last 2,000 years. But more than just about any other
spiritual group I'm aware of, or religious group, you've been there, you've
done that. Now it doesn't necessarily appeal to you. So you are the teachers
and the pioneers and we're just here to remind you. We don't teach the ones
who are just coming in. There are others who do that. We're just a reminder.
We're that Fruit of the Rose that we've talked about for a long, long time.
When Adamus comes in it will change,
indeed. Not just the personality, but the purpose. There's going to be a
reminding you of who you are,
because it's always important, we see; always important as long as you're
dealing in the density.
I'm going to make a few observations, perhaps predictions here. When I,
Tobias, leave, you're going to feel a shift in the energy of Shaumbra and some
will leave. And that's probably a good thing, not because you're not welcome,
but because some of you are going to need some time off. Some of you are going
to feel a void - not because of I, Tobias, but just a void - because Shaumbra
is changing its consciousness. You're going to say your time with Crimson
Circle and Shaumbra has come and that is probably good.
You'll need some time off. If, when, and perhaps a high potential that
you'll come back, but you'll come back different - no longer the student,
which you never were anyway. No longer searching for information and insights
from others, because you'll begin to understand you already know it. Yes,
coming together occasionally or frequently to remember, but coming in in a
different way to add your consciousness in a very, very different way.
Saint-Germain is going to be taking a group, small or large, into the New
Energy. Or perhaps I should say it different - helping them to understand
how to actually bring it in. So it's no longer a mental concept; so it's no
longer something esoteric or outside of yourself. But he's going to be working
with a group to bring it in, to use it in your everyday life, to understand
its simplicity and its mysteries, to understand how you can actually work with
it.
It will be challenging. It will be so challenging, because New Energy doesn't
work anything like vibrational energy. So there's going to be a tendency to
want to just be a better human or a more powerful human or whatever you call
it, but it's going to transcend that. Some of you are feeling that already.
You're not sure if you are ready or if you want to be part of that or if you
just want to go off alone for a while, or perhaps start your own group. And
all of those things are so very, very appropriate.
My point is in these next few months of time, or longer, let yourself feel
into these energies - why you feel something changing, why you feel different
within. Don't go mental with it. Let yourself feel into it, and if you feel
the call to go off on your own, heed the call. Follow it. If you feel the call
to be a part of this evolution in Shaumbra with Adamus, heed that call. Be
part of it.
So let's take a deep breath …
(pause)
Who's In Charge?
Moving into what's been going on in your life lately, particularly since the
last Shoud. And this energy will continue, not because of the event of my
departure, but because we're all Shaumbra and we all are creating a
consciousness. This energy will probably go on through the end of summer.
Most everything that's happening in your life right now - some of the trying
points in your life, some of what you would call the outside challenges - most
of the things happening right now and continuing through the end of summer are
energies that are coming in to you, looking you in the face or sometimes
putting out its leg and tripping you as you're trying to run by, but really
asking you, Are you really the creator in
your life? Are you really the boss?
Are you really the owner? Are you really the manager?
Now, we've talked about it since we began together - the Creator Series and
even before. You know the concept. You know all of the words, but now it's
coming into reality. The energies of your
aspects are asking you, "Are you really the manager here, or are you
just pretending? Are you trying to fall back into the shadows?"
Many of you have been going through some physical issues lately and wondering
what's going on. And you get a bit panicky and then emotional and mental.
That's not always a good combination - emotional and mental. It's a very
potent cocktail, because, you see, you get emotional and its dealing from a
different place within yourself where you get into a frenzy, and you combine
that with mental and you can't see the simple answer anymore. You can't see
what's at your feet. You can't see … none of this is complex and you know
that. You know that none of this is complex. It's actually quite simple.
But you're wondering what's that going on in your throat and in your voice.
Well, you know - we don't have to tell you, but we do anyway - you're being
called upon to speak your truth. Why
are your hands starting to feel arthritic? It's not arthritis. And the doctor
told you that, but you want to believe it is. The doctor, of course, has his
own thoughts going on, "Well, here's another one." And he doesn't
understand that you really do have pain in your hands, and he gives you a
prescription because that's a nice way to send you off for a little while.
You might be getting some pains in your legs or something's happening inside
your body. All of these right now, these things you're going through - I know
you have a thousand excuses, and you ask me all the time, and I tell you, and
you seem to turn down the volume - these are issues with your body asking you,
Who's in charge? Who's the creator? Who's managing the body? Who's making
the choices for your physical body?
And you come up with every reason in the book for some of these physical
afflictions that you're having, and you even tend to say, "I wonder what
spirit's trying to tell you?" Nothing. I'll throw this out now - this
goes right along with my statement "It
doesn't matter," and the other statement is, "Spirit
doesn't give a damn." (laughter) Truly doesn't. Spirit just loves you.
That's all. It doesn't give a damn about what experience you give yourself,
about what your body is going through. It doesn't mean Spirit is indifferent.
Spirit just loves you, has compassion for you, so much so that Spirit lets you
go through anything you want to go through, anything you're choosing.
So you have issues with your body, and some of you have had other issues in
your life. We go through all the standard ones - the relationship, the money,
you're not sure where to live, you're not sure what to do - you all know what
these are, and they're seeming to come at you right now; and people in your
life are coming at you and they're looking at you and saying, "Well, what
do you want to do?"
You see, I want you to start looking at this between now and the end of
summer, in particular. Most of the issues - I'd even say all but I know
there'll be some exceptions - that are coming at you right now in your body,
issues in your mind, the issues outside of you are about, are
you ready to be the creator, the manager, the owner, take responsibility?
And that's what's happening right now. Yes, it's amplified somewhat because
the world is a little crazy right now. The world is going through its own
issues. Humans are going through a momentous change and that's amplifying your
own issues.
But, you see, in a way the clock is ticking, and you know it. Something inside
you knows it. Tick tock. Tick tock. And you know at the end of summer … I
don't want to get into exact dates here, but at the end of summer, for most of
you that's toward the end of August, early September, that you know you're
going to get a call - not necessarily a phone call. (laughter) But you're
going to get a call and it's going to be from the Crimson Council and Adamus
and some of the others that he's already lining up; and there's going to be
the energy of what was formerly known as Metatron,
now the one we call Yoham - not the music
group but the entity - that part of you that is your connection to Spirit.
When you get that call it's going to say, "Now what? Now what? What are
you choosing? Are you ready to really let yourself be the creator or are you
just going to use it as nice words that you use to pacify yourself when you
get in trouble?"
Are you ready to be absolutely bold? Absolutely bold, because Adamus will take
you into a different energy, and it's not for the faint of heart or the weak
of spirit. It's not for the ones who are victims,
who like complaining. Oh, it's for the rough and the hardy indeed. This is
also not for the light and airy fairy. This is for the gritty angels that you
are. Not for the ones who need sugar and syrup poured over them every day,
because that's another group.
Where he's going with you is for true creators
only. And he's not going to have a lot of tolerance and love like I have had.
(laughter) I know he'll listen to this later, but … He won't have that same
suave, smooth, comforting sense. (more laughter, Tobias chuckling) So you're
going to be getting the call - "Are you ready to go forward?"
So the experiences between now and then are all leading up to this, and it's
real simple. It's so simple, and the question I have, or perhaps the statement
I have for you, in my second to the last Shoud with Shaumbra is, do you really
want to be a creator? Before you answer that, before you answer that … it
sounds good, doesn't it? But I'll give you some of the fine print - fine print
that Cauldre was talking about before. I'll give you some of the fine print.
You can't blame anyone else. It won't work. Matter of fact it will work
against you. By pointing the finger at somebody else, you just confuse your
own self. You fracture your own energy and it splinters and it goes other
places.
When you take that total responsibility as a creator, it's also learning to
accept what you would call failures. They're not really failures, they're
experiences. Every experience is a beautiful thing, but there's going to be
certain things you try to do and you're going to fall down doing it. There are
certain things that you're going to try to do and at times it's going to be
perceived as a failure by the outside world. And the outside world could laugh
at you. Well they do anyway right now, but they'll just do it a little bit
more, a little bit longer.
It's difficult when you're working with something so new as consciousness in
this New Energy. And the measurement systems on Earth right now, whether it's
a measurement of physical characteristics or the physics or of consciousness
or success, those measurement systems don't apply in this New Energy that
Saint-Germain will be taking you into. So at times it's going to be perceived
as failure and it's going to be what you would say depressing or sad.
And some of you are experiencing it right now. You know what it's like. You
can get so frustrated with it, because it doesn't appear to be working, but I
beg to differ with you. I beg to ask you to stand in a different spot, a
different consciousness perspective and look at what's really going on,
because it's not a failure. You're beginning to work with New Energy. And you
know - I'm so talking to quite a few of you right now - you're so frustrated
and you're ready to throw your hands up, but don't - unless it's throwing your
hands up to accept your responsibility, your ownership, your creatorship.
You're going to be asked to be the absolute manager of your own life, and in
doing so, you can't just say that it's - as we talked about last month - your
destiny. You can't blame it on the fact that you have bad karma,
that you were born into a bad family or whatever else. You've had a tendency
lately to blame it on the world - blame all these things on the world - not
understanding the world at all, of course, thinking that it's confusion but
thinking that it's so affecting you right now. And a true creator really can't
do that. A true creator takes absolute responsibility for their life.
Being A Conscious Creator
A true creator takes absolutely no responsibility for anyone else's life, and
that's also where you're getting confused. You're trying to be their
co-creator, and you really can't. Co-creation - true co-creation - only
happens between two beings who are absolute conscious creators. Conscious
creators. In other words, they're not just thinking about it, but they know it
and they're doing it.
So what happens is your energy once again gets distracted and fragmented when
you're trying to co-create or, as some would call it, interfere with their
lives. (laughter) (Tobias chuckles) … isn't that a nice word for 'you should
mind your own business'? Now that doesn't mean, dear ones, that doesn't mean
you're not taking an interest in their life, or love. It doesn't mean you
don't have compassion, but you're not trying to run it for them.
Those of you with children really know - should know - what I'm talking about.
Those of you who are in a relationship that are trying to - how to say -
gently guide your partner, manage your partner, I want you to look at home, at
yourself. First of all, you ultimately can't manage or co-create with another
unless they're a conscious creator. You talk about co-creating with Spirit.
Spirit is a conscious creator. Spirit is within you. Now it's time for you to
step up and be that conscious creator.
My point in this Shoud is that it's time to go beyond the concept, beyond the
nice words, to be the absolute manager of your life.
Now you say, "But Tobias, I tried that and it doesn't work." Because
you're still letting others influence you and you're still letting some old belief
systems influence you. And you say, "You know, but it's so hard to
do." I would tend to agree with that. It is challenging right now,
because there are a lot of outside variables, but it doesn't mean you can't do
it. It actually means simplify. Simplify. Keep simplifying.
I know some of you are very frustrated with what you call your creation
abilities, so much so that you've pretty much thrown it all out. You've said,
"It doesn't work. I've tried it." You say - again we have these
discussions - you say, "Tobias, I have read all of the Shouds; now what's
wrong with my life?" You read them but have you accepted them as your
words? Not mine. Have you accepted that you are the creator, not just going to
be a creator?
Have you accepted that you're actually a manager of every part of your life -
body, mind and spirit? Or are you still blaming it on your karma, your past
lives … oh, dear, your aspects - blaming it on all of your aspects? When you
do that, you're no longer managing. You're letting everybody else manage it
for you. You're letting everybody else run your life.
But what they're doing right now as the clock is ticking down - your family
and friends, co-workers, your body, mind and spirit, your aspects - every part
of you that's involved in your life is coming
back to you right now and saying, "Are you the manager? The creator?
The owner? Are you the one going to be making decisions and choices?" And
you're not sure. You're really not sure.
You're not sure because you don't know what it looks like or how to do it -
you think. But you actually do. You're not sure because you don't know if you
can transcend mass consciousness or transcend even yourself from past lives,
your old ways. So you get back into that rut of blaming others, hiding. Hiding
- it doesn't work anymore. You tried that also.
You tried to take refuge away from the world - in many ways a wonderful
thing because you just needed the time by yourself. But you've had time by
yourself. Lord knows you've had time by yourself, and now you can feel that
clock ticking away. You can feel that phenomenal change and its potential,
waiting, and it's saying, "Are you ready to come out now? Are you ready
to be a creator - not just thinking about it, but actually doing it?"
Taking management and responsibility for everything in your life - everything.
Your body. Stop pretending it's some medical complex thing that's beyond you.
Stop playing physical mystification with yourself where you think that you
don't know how your body works and it's just this apparatus that's just kind
of operating on its own. That is denying that you're a creator and an owner.
Ask Garret. He's gone through the experience, not just in the physical body,
but in every part of his life. Every part of his life, finally coming to terms
with what real creator energy is all about. He'll be happy … he actually
isn't happy to share his story, but I'm going to ask him to be happy to share
his story, to come out and express. It's about managing your life.
The Sword in the Stone
This metaphor, this story of King Arthur,
can really be reduced to its simplicity, partly true, partly made up. But you
know that there was this large rock or, as some would call it, a tombstone,
and there was a sword embedded in it. And the one who wanted to be king was
the one who could pull the sword out, and many men tried. And they used all of
their might and all of their muscle and that sword didn't budge one bit.
And along came young Arthur, not a particularly strong boy at the time, not
known for his cleverness or anything else. Arthur went over to that sword,
took a deep breath, remembered his I Am
Presence - not somebody else's I Am Presence, not Saint-Germain's, not
Spirit's, but his own - he took a deep breath and he easily glided that sword
right out of the stone, just like the stone was butter.
The metaphor is simple. It means taking responsibility for himself, ownership
for himself. And upon taking ownership of himself, upon accepting that sword
of truth, which was also the symbol of taking total responsibility of himself
as an owner - body, mind and spirit, taking responsibility for the reality he
was creating for himself - then he became king. The metaphor is that he became
king of his own castle. He took ownership back of himself, that's what it was.
In taking back ownership of himself, he also found that others called him the
king. Others came to him for guidance to be the leader.
In your case, when you pull that sword out of the stone, in other words, when
you accept the responsibility for yourself as a creator, you're going to find
that others come to you as well. Some of you have said, "But Tobias, you
said they were going to come
knocking at my door. They were going to be there." Well they are,
absolutely. I can see their energy waiting patiently. But when are you going
to answer the door? When are you going to take responsibility for yourself?
And until you do, you're not going to see them or feel them, even though they
are there. They want - they, meaning humanity - wants the new teachers, a new
way of teaching and a new way of leading. They want what you have to offer,
but you have to pull that sword from the stone first. You have to accept the I
Am-ness of yourself.
In the story of King Arthur, he went on to unify the country. What a
wonderful, wonderful metaphor for you unifying
yourself. All these aspects
that are waiting to come back in are waiting for you to pull the sword out of
the stone, waiting for you to accept the management, the throne of the I Am of
you.
Please, not just as words. You've said those words to yourself, but you know?
Yourself didn't believe them. You've repeated it like a mantra, "I
Am That I Am." What does that mean - to you? I know what it means to
Saint-Germain and to myself. What does that really mean to you? Not just a
nice mantra. Not just some nice words that you can use to actually disguise
yourself even more. "I Am." What is
that to you?
Arthur unified his country as he unified himself, as you can unify yourself, bringing
back together every part of you. Every part of you wants you to come back,
wants you to be the manager. No more excuses about your life. No more if,
and's and but's. No more 'well, but's.' No more tomorrows, no more when's or
if's, but right now - and that is difficult. Probably the most difficult
challenge or homework that I've asked you to do in the whole time we've been
together.
Oh yes we've said the words before, but now I'm putting it right in front of
you - everything about your life. You can't blame your spouse, your bad
relationships, the fact that you were sexually abused. You can't do it
anymore, at least not where we're going from here. If you want to you can
still do it, but you'll have to go someplace else, and Saint-Germain will make
sure of that. (laughter) He's already scratching the scab. He's already
annoying the wounds on purpose. You know it. He's doing it. Oh, he'll
continue, it's just started! If you don't like some of his issues now, you're
really not going to like them later.
And he's doing this out of love, dear ones, out of absolute love. He's doing
it not for a show; he's doing it to get under some of those calluses and some
of those scabs and scars and protective devices that you have up, because he
as much as I want you to understand how beautiful life can be. We want you to
understand how sovereign you
absolutely are and it's right there. It doesn't wait for another lifetime.
It's right there, right now.
Arthur unified his country; he unified himself. They were looking for a
leader. They were looking for the wars to end, the battles to end. They wanted
somebody that would guide them into Camelot, into a new
consciousness, just like every part of you.
You know, even the one that you argued with last night … even though they
are trying to belittle you, they're not. They see the potential in you like
even you don't see in yourself - the light within, the potential within - and
they're annoyed as hell with you, because you're not letting it out. You're
hiding it. You're pretending that something is keeping you. You're pretending
that you don't quite know the answer yet, and you use even excuses like you
have to run out to the Shoud to try to get back in your energy. You're not.
You have it right now - the creatorship, the I Am, the 'no excuses,' none
whatsoever. None whatsoever.
The challenge I give each of you today is to go beyond the words, to go beyond
the platitudes. Are you absolutely ready to be the creator, the manager, the
owner, the ticket taker and the janitor and everything else of your life? And
I stress this point. I stress this point, because you'll need this to go
forward.
Saint-Germain is not … he is going to be going through the line, one after
the other, after this call goes out and he's going to be looking at you and
you can't … you can't b.s. Saint-Germain. He's going to be looking at you
and he's going to need to know that you're real in order to move forward. He
jokes and says it's because he doesn't want to waste his time teaching those
who don't want to learn; but the reality is he knows that you're going to need
this absolute basic tool of self-ownership - clear self-ownership - to go
forward.
It's going to be a different energy and consciousness for Shaumbra. If you're
not clear about it, it will be difficult. If you haven't totally accepted the
I Am-ness of yourself - I mean really deep, really, really deep, and that's
why I'm pushing you. I have been for weeks now. That's why Saint-Germain,
that's why all of these things are coming into your life. Don't blame it on
anything else right now. Don't wonder why your car just broke down, what
Spirit is trying to tell you. Spirit's trying to tell you the same thing I am:
You're loved and it's time to step out. Time to take responsibility - anything
in your life right now. This is such a key point - a key point of taking total
creator responsibility for yourself.
A High Definition Life
I'm going to borrow a line that I saw on one of the websites from Shaumbra. I
love the line - it was so beautiful - and because it's so apropos to all of us
right now. You're transitioning from living a standard resolution life and
you're going into a high definition life. (audience chuckling)
You know how you have your technology now, you have some of the old
televisions and the old audio systems and then they came out with high
definition? Everything is more intense - the colors, the picture, the quality
- everything in it, and it's actually much more energy efficient. And that's
what's happening to you right now. You're starting to really understand what
it's like to live a high definition life, and everything does get more
intense, but intense is not a bad word.
You start to see colors that you haven't seen before and the intensity in the
colors that you have seen before, they take on a whole new shape, a whole new
life. I'd go so far as to say that colors are no longer static when you're
living a high definition life, but they're constantly moving. You're used to
seeing a color as a specific color, as we use in our Interdimensional Workshop
example, the color of green. But when you become high definition in your
personal life, it's no longer just green. It moves. It's living. It's
changing. It's always responding to you.
That's an important point - always responding to you, something as simple as
the color green that you take for granted. "It's just there, it's just
green," you say. Not at all in a high definition life. It is changing, it
is very much like a chameleon, and it's always there serving
you. But if you haven't taken
ownership of yourself, it's just green. That's all it is. It's the same
with everything in a high definition life.
People, or your automobile. Your automobile, it has so much of your energy, so
wanting to serve you, so wanting to go through its own metamorphosis, but if
you're not taking ownership, if you're really not behind the wheel - you're
letting one of your aspects do all of your driving for you, which, you laugh,
but it is actually very, very true - the car is going to break down. It's
going to get tired of being there. If you're living a high definition life, a
New Energy life, the car is no longer a car; it's energy there, serving you.
And instead of running down or breaking down, it actually has this amazing
ability to go beyond being a car, to basically rejuvenate itself.
These are the potentials of the New Energy. They're not just lofty ideas. I
mean, they're practical things Saint-Germain is going to be talking to you
about. Living in high definition, your car is no longer a car, and it changes
and it looks different. Food, the same thing. We could go down the list, but
dear Shaumbra, to be part of this high definition living in the New Energy
requires one basic commitment: A commitment from the heart, a commitment that
you are the creator; you are the manager of your life; you're the owner of
everything that you do - and no excuses. Period. No excuses. No excuses.
You're going to get frustrated at times, because things don't work out the way
you think they should work out. But then we're going to ask you to change your
thinking on it. Look at it different. You're going to get frustrated because
you have certain expectations and those
will be pulled out from underneath you. You're going to learn that
expectations were limitations.
So in my second-to-the-last regular Shoud with Shaumbra I'm going to invite
you, in these months that come, I'm going to invite you to look at what's
happening in your life from the viewpoint of things trying to question you.
Are you really the creator of you? Are you really ready to take responsibility
for everything that happens and to understand that it's not happening against
you? It's energies trying to work with you. Even if it doesn't look that way
at times or feel that way, it truly is. And it's energies come in to question
you … question you, like Arthur. Are you ready to take responsibility? Are
you ready to pull that sword out of the stone?
Your Own Responsibility
In answer to the other question about Arthur and one of the reasons why the
energy of Camelot is here, Arthur took responsibility for himself, and this is
a very important point here. He took responsibility for himself, indeed, and
he became strong. He became mighty. He performed miracles. And Merlin,
in the true story of Arthur, Merlin was within Arthur as well as it was an
outside being. Arthur didn't need to go to the outside Merlin for the magic.
He didn't need to consult with some other being, because it was already in.
Merlin on the outside was his reminder that it was on the inside.
Now, Arthur, of course, lived in a different time and energy than you did, and
one of the things that Arthur did that you might be prone to doing also, but
not quite as much, Arthur started taking on not only his own responsibility
but everyone else's. Everyone else's. He started to carry the weight of his
court on his back; and the weight of his people, his subjects, on his back;
the weight of his land, and it became too much for him. And it caused him to
forget the basic principle of being true
to himself, real with himself.
So in the end Arthur took his sword, in anger and despair, and threw it back
into the lake. He let it go, and he's here to remind you that you don't have
to do that.
Remember that it's not about taking everybody else's responsibility. He still
is sad about that. Sad … sad, because he realized he was trying to take away
a great experience from them - their own experience of discovering their I
Am-ness. He was trying to give them his experience of his I Am-ness. He
was trying to take - doing it out of sympathy - taking their problems off of
their back. That's what caused him to throw the sword back in the lake. And he
has asked forgiveness of all those who he worked with of trying to be their I
Am-ness, when in reality all he had to do was to be his. This will be an
important point going forward with Adamus. This will be a very important point
in the next year or two. You'll all face that situation. He'll remind you of
it, by the way.
So with that, dear Shaumbra, I do want to indeed keep this short because I
want you to remember when you leave here, it wasn't a confusing array of long
discussions from I, Tobias; that it was very clear. What did he say today? He
said, "Take responsibility." He said, "You are your own
creator, your own manager, everything." You can't blame it on anyone else
anymore.
Tobias' Requests
Now I'm going to ask one more special favor. I've asked a couple. At our final
… well, let's call it the last supper, new version. (much laughter) New
Energy version. At our last gathering, I've asked for a few favors. I do,
indeed, not like these modern human clothes, and it shows with Sam, by the
way. He's very, very sloppy in his dressing, because he's feeling the way I
feel. (Linda says, "Is this where you're going to push the
boundaries?") Indeed, so you might want to put your seatbelt on here.
(laughter)
So I've asked for that I can wear my more traditional garb type of robe - not
a dress, but a robe - and it doesn't matter what Cauldre wears underneath, for
I will never reveal. I've asked Cauldre to, if he wouldn't mind, to grow a
beard - and I'll assist him in getting it to where it should be - because it's
just a reminder. It's a reminder of so many of the lifetimes I lived on Earth
in the male form, and it was not common for us to shave at all. Quite unusual,
actually. So I would like to be able to rub my beard a few times. All I have
now is this skin here and I want to stroke the beard a few times, if you don't
mind.
I've asked you to indulge me, to please indulge me, for I would love to have a
little bit of wine - not too much of course, but a little bit. And I already
see that I have been gifted with fine, fine wine from Australia, and a fine,
fine wine from Germany. And if others may want to bring fine wines, that's …
(lots of laughter) (Linda says, "Shameless") I certainly am not
trying to start a national competition, but I do know fine wine when I taste
it. (Linda says, "Shameless, shameless," again) I know they have
very fine wines up in Canada (laughter) and down in South America and other
places. So I've asked for a bit of indulgence to have a bit. I hear that Ramtha
has some wine now and then, and so I would like to try it also. (Linda asks,
"Where you going?")
And my other indulgences … yes, yes, we're getting there … my other
indulgences. Based on the Shoud we had today, and based on some of the
experiences you're going through, I would like to do a ceremony with you at
the end of our gathering, after I sign out for the last time but my energy
will still be there for a while; and based on the fact also that I've made a
special request to have this beautiful one, Anders Holte, from Germany, not
only sing the beautiful song you heard today before the channel, but to sing
"Over the Rainbow" after the channel. But that's not my request yet.
So based on what we talked about today, I would like for there to be a final
ceremony between you and I. I would like there to be, instead of a sword and a
rock, we'll get over that, but I would like there to be a certificate - an
"I Am a Creator" certificate - for each of you that I would like to
sign. But then I would like to present it to you. Indeed.
I'd like to present it to you for you to sign when you really, really know -
not when you think, but when you know - you are a creator. When you know there
are no more excuses. There's no more blame. There's no more past life. There's
no more karma. There's no blaming it on aspects or your mother or anybody
else. When you're really ready. And you may not want to sign it then and
there. You may want to keep it on top of your desk or throw it in the trash or
whatever. But when you're ready, as a symbolic stroke, much like when Arthur
pulled the sword from the stone, but this is you in your signature, that you
are a creator. No other, no other can create your life for you. Only you.
And to go with that I would like a special … I will buy a special
commemorative pen to give you also. And that special commemorative pen will be
for you to sign the certificate, and it will say something to the effect of
… on the pen, written … I know Linda of Eesa is a wonderful pen expert.
She's very good at picking up pens, so I'd like this to be a nice pen. Not one
of those $1.25 varieties, but a nice pen. Oh yes, I will find a way to pay for
it. And I would like it to say, "User accepts all responsibility."
And I'd like you to keep that pen as a reminder that you're taking
responsibility for your life. And don't give away the pen to somebody. Don't
just throw it in a draw, but put it out where you can see it every day. User
accepts all responsibilities. Now … (Linda says, "Thanks for giving me
barely just enough time.") Oh, indeed, plenty of time. We'll make sure of
that.
So those are my requests. And if possible, I would love for those of you who
are there at the event, let's do this as a ceremony and a sacred ceremony with
some nice music in the background; with Aandrah and On - Norma and Garret -
who have been such an important part of my journey here on Earth; up there
with Linda of Eesa - dear one who has been so loving and so honoring, and we
spend so much time together talking - up there also as part of the ceremony
honoring you; and if it is agreeable to Kryon
to be there also in the energy, and a few others. But we want to do this for
you.
If you're not going to be there … (Tobias chuckles) … if you're not going
to be there, we would like these certificates and the pens to be available for
a modest charge, of course. (Tobias chuckles) This is one of the benefits of
actually being there. But I, too, will sign those certificates. It's yours.
It's yours. It's not about … it's not like a Wizard of Oz thing, because you
have to sign it before it takes effect. You have to sign that I Am certificate
- "Creator of all things in my life. No excuses. No more victim."
By the way, Saint-Germain says you will have to sign that before he will go
forward with you. It's part of his fine print. He wants you to sign that, and
he's going to remind you of it. He's going to … Oh, he will remind you as he
goes forward with you - "Remember what you signed!" - and he'll
probably annoy you with it. But dear ones, so those are my special requests.
Let's take a deep breath on this beautiful day together.
(pause)
The message perhaps today is not so metaphysical, so wildly spiritual, and it
is not new. It is not new, but it is important. And of all of the things I can
talk about in these last two sessions, this was one of the most important.
This was one of the most pertinent - you taking full responsibility of every
creation.
Now I am not saying that it's going to always be easy or always appear to be
right, but that's where the fun begins. The moment you really start taking
responsibility for all that's going on - everything - you're going to see life
differently.
With that I look forward to these few occasions we have left together.
And so it is.
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