The Quantum Leap Series SHOUD 7 Q&A Session by Adamus
Saint-Germain
Presented to the Crimson Circle March 1, 2008
Original Website http://www.crimsoncircle.com/
I Am that I Am, Adamus
Saint-Germain, and you are not. (laughter) But you are who
you are - a sovereign Master
who has chosen to be here on Earth at this important time of consciousness
rising. You have chosen to be here as Standards
of the New Energy, pioneers of new
consciousness, those who are literally energy scientists. That's what you
are - energy scientists - dealing with things that go beyond just the mind,
dealing with consciousness.
Today, for those of you who missed our regular Shoud,
you should have got the message and allowed yourself to feel it. You were
feeling something. Something wasn't quite right. You felt that there was a bit
of impatience - mine, of course. You were feeling that you might be missing
something - and you did. (some laughter) You missed the Shoud. Now I'm going
to ask you to pay particular attention to your feelings.
That's what this Shoud was about - consciousness, awareness, sensitivity,
feelings - something we called nhahyu, an
old Lemurian term that was applied to
literally putting your consciousness into things of Earth, allowing yourself
to become so immersed in consciousness, in reality, that you allowed yourself
then to exist within it.
In these New Energy contemporary terms, it means that you can fearlessly allow
your consciousness to go into anything else and feel it fully. Not just in the
mind, but in every part of you, so much so that your consciousness becomes
totally immersed in the consciousness of what you are choosing to put it in.
So you can feel it in every cell of your body, in every part of your mind, in
every part of your spirit. So you're not standing off from it, you're not
holding back. You're allowing yourself to immerse within anything else.
As you understand this very fundamental principle of New Energy, it's going to
allow you to understand what's going on in the world all around you. It's the
new form of what you would call being psychic. It is about being aware. It's
going to allow you to discern between what is yours, what is coming from
somebody else, what is coming from a nonphysical
being on the other side.
It's going to allow you to discern between group
consciousness and individual consciousness, and ultimately, all of that is
going to sharpen your own ability to understand what is your
consciousness - who you are.
What we went through today is something you should study, that you should work
with over and over again to become proficient masters of consciousness
melding. Always returning back to your true
self with a very simple thought or feeling - I Am that I Am - you return
back to you unencumbered by the feelings and all of the other energy that you
have just been so intimately involved in. But yet, you learned something
valuable through the experience of putting your consciousness and your
feelings into something else.
So take down the walls and allow yourself to venture, to open up, to become
immersed in all other things around you. You're going to need this simple tool
as we go forward.
On Earth and in the heavens right now there is a tremendous, tremendous amount
of activities. Your spiritual
families - your true spiritual families from so far away, so far back -
they are starting to, in their own way, awaken again. What was once this settling
in or the non-expansion of even their energy is now starting to awaken and
to move once again. And you're feeling it. You're so closely attached to it
that you take it as your own, and it's not. It was just the spiritual family.
On Earth right now there's tremendous changes, movement in energy, shifting
in consciousness. Humans aren't sure what their consciousness is, they
aren't sure anymore what is real and what is not, what is right or what is
wrong. Everything is getting changed, and you should understand that. You went
through this over the past eight, nine, ten years of time.
Human consciousness is very unsettled right now. It's trying to find itself,
sometimes very desperately trying to find itself. And as consciousness,
whether it is individual or group, tries to find itself, feeling like it's
lost, it has a tendency to want to go back to what it once knew. It wants to
go back to the old ways. It feels lost or insecure going into the new,
therefore, this creates a tremendous conflict. These conflicts are showing up
all over the world in every type of endeavor - in business, in religion,
between countries, in individuals. If you're not aware of what is you and what
is outside of you, if you're not aware of how to go into energies and then to
come back to yourself, you're going to find it very difficult. You're going to
find it very easy to get lost yourself.
We went through a series of examples today of going into, diving deep into
other's energies - other people, Earth, animals. This is something that you
have done before in the past in a different way, but you know how to do it.
You feared, especially in this lifetime, in this reality, getting lost into
some of these outer consciousnesses. But fear no more. You are in the New
Energy. You are a being of sovereign and independent consciousness. You are
who are you.
Take a deep breath and receive all that is there for you.
And let us begin with the questions.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 1 (read from the Internet by Linda): Dear Adamus, as I
asked myself recently about my decision whether to choose ascension in this
lifetime or in a later incarnation, I decided to ascend in this lifetime.
Actually, it was not really a question as I feel so intense that I can't be a
part of the old world anymore like you describe with being one foot in the old
and one foot in the New Energy. So there's only one direction as going back
isn't possible. So now it's on choosing and creating how I want to spend my last
lifetime on Earth and do what can bring most joy to me. And here is where
I can't see clearly what is a desire of me, soul or aspects of me. I'd love to
realize my visions as a singer/performer, but it seems as if I couldn't get
any step further, same as with many other projects. Then if the reason is that
I can't bring enough passion into it or
collaborate anymore with old energy, how can I create or at least to be a
fortunate privateer, as just the decision to be so didn't seem to be enough so
far.
ADAMUS SAINT-GERMAIN: Indeed. Several things here. As you so aptly mentioned,
it is first about making a choice. Making a
choice. You made a choice to enjoy life.
That's an important choice. You made a choice to allow the natural process of ascension
to take place, and in these remaining years of your life now the question is
what do you choose to do? Here you don't have to get down into the details.
The choices should be a higher level. Some of you may choose simply to enjoy
life, to know your peace, to bring all of you
back together again, have a big family reunion
of your aspects.
Then it is a matter of taking a breath
that we talked about earlier and receiving. All
the energies will come into support the high level choices. You're going
to find that tools and resources and opportunities simply start presenting
themselves.
But when you get deep into the mind, when you
allow … what you have here is a number of different human aspects of
yourself that have felt failure in the past and you're allowing them to jump
in and work in the mind to stop you, to stifle you. That's when you have to
take that breath, remind yourself, "I
Am that I Am, my choices are those things I wish to have realized, to be
materialized, here on Earth," and then to allow the own natural processes
to take place.
You don't have to struggle with anything. If you are struggling, you're
probably not doing it right. If you choose, for instance, to be a singer,
breathe that energy in and receive. Watch how all of the opportunities start
coming to you. When you hear that little nagging voice from the frustrated
singer, from the failed human, from the confused human aspect, remind yourself
who's the boss. Thank you.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 2 (a woman at the microphone): Hi, dear one. I want to
know what I'm really, really supposed to be doing with Crimson
Circle. I feel a strong compulsion to do more or be more, express more,
and I sort of feel this feeling that I'm anxious because I have this anxiety
that it's not enough. I feel like I'm sort of getting it, because when I get
this feeling I go do something fun or something that feels like cheating or
playing hooky. And then I'll usually come back around again and it's almost
scary how things are starting to happen. So I don't know. I just want to know
- I guess I want some kind of way of feeling that everything's okay, trusting
myself more.
ADAMUS SAINT-GERMAIN: That would be a good answer. (laughter)
SHAUMBRA 2: (laughing) How do I feel that way?!?
ADAMUS SAINT-GERMAIN: First of all, there is nothing that you have to do. What
you're actually feeling is tremendous excitement, but you're not sure how to
express that. Part of you thinks that there are certain things, tasks that you
need to accomplish. Just actually being here on Earth right now is a passion
and it is fulfillment. You are adding so much to the potential of
consciousness for other humans. When you dance, you light up the room. You
make people smile. You expand the potential of joy and happiness and that in
itself means so much. But there is that little part of you that thinks that
you have to perform tasks, that you have to do something. Have a talk with
yourself.
First of all I have to remind you, the Crimson Circle is a - as you say - a
global affiliation of teachers. It's not something that you have to do
anything for. It is a meeting place, both in a physical form and in a
consciousness form. It's a type of oasis for kindred spirits all across the
world. So it's not like you have to serve the Crimson Circle. Its energy is -
how to say - very sustaining by itself.
Now let's get back to the real issue here. What is it you choose to do for
you? Part of you - a large part of you - is still resisting this whole thing
about doing something for yourself.
Now, you're going to have some wonderful opportunities to take a look at what
you want to do for you, to do it without feeling selfish, without … as you
are told so often and you let yourself believe it from other people, they tell
you, "Why do you always do these selfish things for yourself?"
Because you can! (laughter) Because it's good! Because it's fulfilling.
Because as you do things for yourself, it actually serves everybody else. So
truly take a deep breath for this. Understand there's nothing that you have to
do. You're already doing it.
Now, what would give you joy? What would give you passion? Take this very
heavy energy off of yourself that you have to be doing something and just do
it because. Thank you.
SHAUMBRA 2: Thank you.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 3 (read from the Internet by Linda): Dear Tobias or
Saint-G, so is it any coincidence that following the Quantum
Leap, Oprah is running a 10-week online course with Eckhart Tolle based on
his latest book "A New Earth: Awakening to Your Life Purpose."
Hundreds of thousands of people have signed up already. Any comments on
Oprah's role in shifting consciousness, Eckhart Tolle, or while we're at it,
Dali Lama. Does the Crimson Council
work with any of these individuals or are they different paths than Shaumbra?
ADAMUS SAINT-GERMAIN: You could say that all of these beings, as well as
Shaumbra that you mention, are all working on opening consciousness, on moving
energy - stuck energy - on going into what we would call the New Energy. Some
specifically identify with Shaumbra. Some are doing work very, very similar,
like the ones you mentioned, but it is all part of the same.
The way to understand this is to go in,
look at the words that you use and the similar words that they use. Look at
things like "New Earth," a concept we have been talking about for
years. It is now becoming mainstream. It's no coincidence. It's pioneer work
that all of you did. Pretty soon you're going to see more and more discussion
about new consciousness and new
awareness, and it's going to seem old to you, because you've been working with
it for a while. You're going to hear this whole term of Aspectology, which was
new to Shaumbra not so very long ago. In a few years, it's going to find its
way into the psychological community, it's going to find its way into the
counseling world, and into what you would call mainstream.
Take particular note of what you have been doing in your life these last few
years and then watch how it expands and becomes part of mainstream. You have
taken on a very unique role. You have become the point of the arrow, so to
speak, opening new territories. And others like Oprah, some of these others,
then take the potential of consciousness and continue to evolve it and expand
it for others.
Now, it's not to say that any of you here couldn't be an Oprah, couldn't be a
world famous author, couldn't be doing any of this work. You can do pioneer
work and do mainstream work at the same time. But in answer to the question
here, it is all about a true global affiliation of spiritual and consciousness
beings working together. Thank you.
SHAUMBRA 3: Thank you.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 4 (a woman at the microphone): Hi Adamus. I Am that I
Am, and I think you talked to me today. I'm the one percent who likes to make
it really hard. (laughter) And I am still in disbelief that those two or four
words will take my body out of wanting to harm something else or somebody
else. And since I'm the only one, you may want to just address me. Thank you.
ADAMUS SAINT-GERMAIN: Bad girl! (laughter, Adamus chuckling) Let me say that
you are one who in the past has dealt with dark energies and all of this other
stuff, and you're still playing out that game of guilt
and lack of worth and more than
anything a fear of what if you got back into the psychic type of energies
again, being able to literally put your energy into anything else. You are
very good at it, but you dealt with it before in a manipulative or very dark
way.
You feel that, you know that, you do many, many things in your life to hold
back. You won't let yourself do it the easy way because, quite frankly, you're
playing a game - a game of punishment and self-abuse - and not just for
yourself, but for others whom you worked with. You didn't feel that they were
dealt enough karma, that they did enough
suffering for their dark deeds, so you're taking on their energy as well. It's
a wonderful thing, it's a fine thing. You're doing a phenomenal job of
suffering, but the question is when are you going to be done with it? When are
you just truly going to walk away from it?
I'll tell you something. It's not going to make you a better person, a smarter
person, wise or anything else. There is absolutely no value in it other than
you like playing the game. You're not earning anything. God doesn't care
whether you decide to suffer and to beat yourself, or whether you decide to go
to a new place of higher consciousness. I've told you before, you and I have
talked, and I've said there's no danger right now of repeating the mistakes of
the past - or what you consider the mistakes - because the energy in you and
in the world and in everything else is quite different. You literally cannot
go back. You couldn't lay a curse on anybody else if you wanted to right now.
It just wouldn't work. You wouldn't do it and it wouldn't work.
So let go of all that. Allow yourself to be free. You're in a type of prison,
and I understand what prisons are like. I was in one for a long, long time, a crystal.
But you're in your own prison right now, a mental, physical prison. When are
you going to get out? You understand the concepts. You understand higher
consciousness, but you won't let yourself live it. The choice is yours. Thank
you.
…bad girl. (much laughter)
LINDA: Why has there been no update on New
Earth?
ADAMUS SAINT-GERMAIN: It is coming. Not appropriate right now.
LINDA: Why? (laughter)
ADAMUS SAINT-GERMAIN: (sighing heavily) Tobias will be talking about that
shortly.
LINDA: Good deferral.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 5 (a woman at the microphone): I'm interested in
re-growing my thyroid gland and wanted to know if you have any helpful hints.
ADAMUS SAINT-GERMAIN: I do. Don't worry about the physical part of it. Don't
worry about the physical. Don't try to recreate it through your mind or
imagination or anything else. You can very, very easily allow your body to
totally recreate itself, and sometimes it will be in a very physical nature
and other times it's going to be an energetic center. There's a reason why the
thyroid stopped operating or stopped becoming part of you, because actually as
a New Energy being you create a certain energetic function of the thyroid but
it's at a higher level. So don't try to recreate the old one, is what I'm
saying. Allow a new one to be recreated.
Just tell your body that you're ready and tell your consciousness, your
essence, that you're ready. Allow this whole principle of what we call Standard
Technology to go to work. Your body and your mind, spirit and gnost
all know what to do if you just make a choice, if you let them know what it is
that you're choosing. Then back away from expectations, because part of you is
expecting an actual physical organ to re-grow itself. But as you and many
other Shaumbra will come to know, it doesn't necessarily have to physically
re-grow. A much more dynamic energetic type of functionality will come into
play. This is not a chakra either. It is a
… we call it a New Energy nonphysical thyroid that is much more efficient.
So give permission to your body to do what it already knows how to do.
SHAUMBRA 6: Thank you.
ADAMUS SAINT-GERMAIN: Thank you.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 6 (read from the Internet by Linda): Dear Shaumbra and
great wise men of Crimson Circle, you know how much you are appreciated and
how your inspiration and teaching has kept me going, especially lately. So
thank you for that. But ... (laughter)
ADAMUS SAINT-GERMAIN (laughing): You could stop right there! (more laughter)
SHAUMBRA 6 (Linda continues): South Africa and Africa as a whole seems to be
slipping even further back into 3D rather than ascending into New Energy. It
seems that the promise of a new way of solving racial and political conflicts
and inequalities as embodied by Nelson Mandela has vanished. Corruption,
violence, criminality and ethnic and racial intolerance seem to be increasing.
Is this just ping-pong? Why is this being chosen and created by the people of
this region? I try my best to not make it my stuff and stay
behind the short wall. Sometimes this is easier said than done. Your
insights would be much appreciated.
ADAMUS SAINT-GERMAIN: Indeed. Excellent question and here we invite you to …
you're looking at and feeling one level of consciousness. And often as humans
you get attracted to feeling what would be the darker energies or the more
difficult - the sadder energies - because in an energy way, they scream out
louder. They're more apparent. But, when you dive into the energy of Africa,
dive into that energy and discover that at a very, very beautiful but deep
level, there is a spiritual renewal taking place, and not just for Africa.
There are those who say that Africa is the birthplace of humanity. There's
another type of birthing - a spiritual birthing - that is taking place beneath
the surface. It has tremendous potential, but what is on the surface right
now, what is attracting the attention is the inequity, is the poverty, the
disease and the sickness. Go into a deeper level. There's something very, very
beautiful happening there. One of the whole things about nhahyu
- opening your consciousness, becoming aware - is to be without the judgment
and also to be without just going into one layer. It's easy to get kind of
pulled into that, but go into all the layers because there are some very
beautiful things happening in this land of Africa.
Africa for such a long time has absorbed
many of the very dark energies of Earth and humanity herself, but there is an
incredible beneath-the-surface transformation. Go back and visit. Go back and
visit and you're going to see and feel exactly what I'm speaking about. Watch
what happens in this area. Thank you.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 7 (a woman at the microphone): Hi Adamus. As you
probably know my grandmother had passed away not too long ago and in one of
the Shouds they said that she was dancing on the top of the table and playing
cards. And playing cards was her favorite thing to do. My question is ever
since she passed away she's been contacting me repeatedly about her will - she
made up a will. And, you know, it's like 2:00 in the morning, I'm sound
asleep, really good sleep, and Boom! my eyes pop open and the first thing that
pops in my head is my grandmother's will. Can you please tell me what it is
she wants me to do? She speaks to me more now than she did when she was alive!
ADAMUS SAINT-GERMAIN: For several reasons. One is she's lonely and you're
asleep. What a great opportunity to talk! (some laughter) You're aware and
most of the other members of your family, I'm sorry to say, are not aware. So
she's just hanging around. She would love to talk. So before we get into this
whole thing of the will with her, just chat with her about anything. She would
just like to feel acknowledged right now. Those beings on the other side who
she was initially playing cards with and dancing with, they've gone on. So
she's just hanging around. Talk to her about why she's hanging around, why
she's staying, and then at some point she'd be happy to tell you more about
this will. I don't think it would be appropriate for me to get into that. I
think it would be better if the two of you talked. But more than anything get
the hint here that she needs somebody to tell her it's okay to go on.
SHAUMBRA 7: Thank you.
ADAMUS SAINT-GERMAIN: Thank you.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 8 (read from the Internet by Linda): Tobias, I would
like to ask you about death. On this side of the veil it carries such sadness,
has devastating effects on people's lives, particularly those who don't
understand soul choices and even those who do. When we're planning our lives
on Earth do we choose to experience loss of loved ones? Some people seem to
experience so many losses and even when the bigger picture can be understood,
it can still leave such a deep imprint of loss and sadness throughout the rest
of the human life. I know on your side of the veil it is experienced and
viewed so differently, but I can't envision a time when humans will truly
celebrate in their heart the passing of a loved one. With reference to my
personal experience of loss, while I feel I understand the experience from the
soul perspective and I know it was the choice of the person to leave, I still
feel the impact a year later. I understand that I can communicate with him
energetically, but it doesn't seem the same. I still wonder why I chose the
experience of such powerful short-lived connection. In that regard, it doesn't
make sense to me. So if I can't fully process the experience in my heart, how
can those who haven't awakened do this? And I wonder how the New Energy can
assist humans in their grief?
ADAMUS SAINT-GERMAIN: Loss and the grief is a very, very real thing, and it
would be quite a denial to say that it doesn't exist or to try to block it
off. There is a soul-to-soul connection as well as a human-to-human, and it is
one of those things that we would encourage any Shaumbra, any human, to
actually allow themselves to feel that loss. Generally, when the sense of
grieving goes on and on, as it has in your case, is you're not letting
yourself totally feel the loss. Part of you is saying that you have to be
strong, you have to let go, you have to be spiritual, you have all this
Shaumbra training so why would you possibly feel loss. Allow yourself to dive
into that loss.
Now, this is going to be one of the hardest ones because when you dive into it
you are going to feel consumed by it. You're going to feel that it is totally
absorbing you and the loss, you're going to feel at times, is grander than you
are. But by allowing yourself to go into it and experience it, you will also
discover the blessing in the relationship, the blessing in the loss itself,
and a true heartfelt understanding that this dear one is not lost at all.
This is a difficult one in your case because you are what we would call early,
early connections from way, way back to the earliest times near the Wall
of Fire where you met from the beginning and you've been so very close.
And right now there's more of a feeling than just the loss of the human -
thinking that you lost them - but as you're moving into higher levels of
consciousness and the very real potential of ascension after this lifetime,
you're feeling that you may never see this angel, this spirit being again.
You're feeling that they're going to be in the physical or Earth realms for a
while more, which they probably will be. They have other incarnations coming
up and you go off into ascension, so you're feeling a sense of great fear or
disconnection here. This is bringing up so many of the issues. Allow yourself
to go in and feel it at a very deep level. Understand that you're not going to
be consumed by it, but there's something very beautiful in here for you. And
if you do feel overwhelmed by the loss and the grief and the fear of going
into your own ascension without them, remember I Am that I Am. Thank you.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 9 (a woman at the microphone): Hi Saint-Germain. I have
a question, you addressed some of it earlier today.
ADAMUS SAINT-GERMAIN: You have about four questions! But go ahead.
(Saint-Germain chuckling)
SHAUMBRA 9: I'll get up every month and talk to you. You know what is said,
your life is your art. I had an experience several years ago and I've worked
with it. I can't say I fully understood it. Today when you addressed moving
into energy and bringing the potential for peace, that helped me understand
what I can do with this particular experience. And maybe that's it, but I'm
going to ask the question for myself and for all of Shaumbra. The situation I
experienced several years ago was being on an airplane with a supposed
terrorist and being in that whole scene with my children. So that was a very
intense opportunity to take a look at, hmmm, what is going on in our current
world? What can we do with this? So now obviously we can go in and expand that
potential. Can you help me take a look at this experience from a higher
perspective? Is there more we can do with this? And also for all of Shaumbra
who have had these experiences - will have these experiences - what are we
doing with these? And how do we help our children when they come into these
very young and very open?
ADAMUS SAINT-GERMAIN: As I stated, four questions - all contained within one.
(laughter) Indeed, I'm having fun. I'll make this quite simple. Your - this is
to all of Shaumbra but I'm using your situation as a real-life story - your
presence in situations literally changes the potential of the outcome of the
situation. You could be sitting on an airplane with a potential terrorist and
just you being there, your presence, can change the potential outcome. It's
not that you're trying to inflict your will on it, but - how to say … this
is a crude way of putting it - it shines a light on an otherwise dark
situation. It opens new pathways of consciousness that wouldn't necessarily be
there if you weren't there.
So often Shaumbra you find yourself, for instance, suddenly driving down the
road and lost and not sure why you're there. Perhaps your physical as well as
your energetic presence needs to be there. You find yourself in unusual
circumstances and wonder how you got there. Because you were led to that
situation knowing that you add a New Energy element to an Old Energy,
conflicted and very potentially harmful situation. Literally right now as I
talk, right now, there are Shaumbra in Israel and in the Mid East who are
finding themselves suddenly in a place they're not sure why. They're finding
themselves bringing their new
consciousness into a very difficult situation. This is part of what you
have agreed to do - all of you - to be there. To be there as a type of human
angel, bringing a new light to difficult human situations.
You have been called there at some level by a human, or sometimes by a group
of humans, who is calling out for resolution, who is calling out to the angels
- what you would call heavenly angels - for guidance, and you are responding
by just being there. Some of you have a hard time understanding how just your
presence can change an entire situation. You think you have to be doing
something, that you have to be active or negotiating or doing something. Just
being there is so, so important and provides so much potential.
While you can also be there on a physical level, Shaumbra in general can also
be in places on a consciousness level like exactly what we talked about today
with nhahyu - the ability to go in to feel energies. By having this type of
nonphysical ability to go into situations, you're going to find yourself
called into consciousness situations where you're not necessarily physically
there, but your consciousness will be called in. You don't need to do
anything. You don't need to mend fences. You don't need to inflict the energy
of peace or anything else. Just being there with your consciousness and New
Energy changes the way the Old Energy elements and the Old Energy vibration is
working and responding.
So, for your children - just being there. This is what we call the Standard.
Just being there. Assuming the I Am Presence and knowing that all things
are truly in perfect order. Thank you.
SHAUMBRA 10: Thank you very much. Can I just add one more?
ADAMUS SAINT-GERMAIN: Yes.
SHAUMBRA 9: It's not a question, and I wouldn't apologize even if it was. For
the Shaumbra who choose to have this kind of experience, since we're on the
topic of feelings, based on my experience what I'm going to put out as a heads
up for you, when I had this experience what was I think maybe even more
profound than the experience itself was how disassociated people were from
their feelings and the denial of their feelings about it. And I actually went
into kind of a post-traumatic shock for like three days because everybody
around me was going, "Eh! We didn't get blown up. What's the big deal.
You're fine." And I'm going, "Hey wait a minute! Aah!" But
nobody got it. So if you go through this and people around you don't get it,
it's not you. Really, you're okay. You're a feeling being and maybe people
around you are not connected at that level. So if you have that experience,
you're okay and I want you to know that.
ADAMUS SAINT-GERMAIN: Absolutely. And that reminds me to remind everybody you
can be in very intense and dramatic situations and you can absolutely feel
them like you were experiencing it, but you don't have to own it. It's not
yours, and you can return back to your essence, your presence simply through
the I Am. I Am that I Am. You still will have felt everything and experienced
it, but it doesn't become part of your book. It doesn't become just another
chapter in your life. You see, there's a beauty to it - the ability to really
feel something, but not own it.
Now, some Shaumbra have thought that that meant that they don't actually
physically feel it or mentally feel the confusion or at a deep level feel the
spiritual spiral. No, you're going to feel those, but you're just going to
remind yourself that they're not yours. They're experiences but they're not
yours. Excellent. Thank you.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 10 (read from the Internet by Linda):
Tobias/Saint-Germain, I'm Dora from Hungary and we wait for you in May.
Hungary is a strange and contradictory place, and I hate it and love it. I
want to go away and stay at the same time. Can you tell me something about the
situation of this country from your point of view, and if you could tell me
anything about my personal situation in this New Energy process, I'd be so
thankful because I feel so lost at this moment. We love you all so much. Dora.
ADAMUS SAINT-GERMAIN: Well dear Dora, we're going to come to visit and both
Tobias and I will be there with you. I'll give you a little bit right now that
Hungary is a wounded land, a wounded
people. Very proud, but yet very wounded. Hungary is a, what I would call, a victim
country, but yet very strong unto its own right. It feels like it has had its
arms and legs removed from it and it's time somebody gave those back. Hungary
also has tremendous potential to - how to say - leapfrog the traditional
patterns or the historic patterns that emerging, awakening countries go
through. So we're coming there specifically to address some of these issues.
As far as your work, you have chosen to be in this land. You have chosen to be
a Standard and a Shaumbra, but you are
taking on too much of the energies of the people who are stuck and angry and
feeling like victims. It's wearing you out and it's tiring you out, because
you're owning these feelings as your own and they're not. So take a deep
breath, remind yourself that you are not hungry … heh, get it? (laughter and
Saint-Germain chuckling)
LINDA (rather dryly): That's really funny. Really funny.
ADAMUS SAINT-GERMAIN (chuckling): I'll leave the humor to Kuthumi.
Remind yourself that you are not Hungary, truly. You are yourself. You have
allowed yourself, given yourself permission to go there to be a Standard, but
stop taking on all of the issues. It's wearing you out. We'll be there soon.
Thank you.
LINDA: Very clever.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 11 (a woman at the microphone): I appreciate the
practice today. I still have a question and I'll use an example from the last
couple of weeks, if I can. Coming back from feelings, waking up with a deep
sense of emptiness and anxiety, allowing myself to feel that, choosing or
trying to choose to move through it, sometimes I might succeed. But it's the
place of wanting to honor those feelings and the outward expression, for me in
the past, honoring those feeling meant maybe I need to take a time-out for a
day. When they continued for a few weeks, it's not such a good idea to take a
time-out for two weeks from life. So we worked today on releasing those, and I
guess that's my question or guidance - how really to let go of that or when is
that expression or taking care of oneself, you know, when is it an outward
expression and when do you just need to release it and move through it and how
to do that.
ADAMUS SAINT-GERMAIN: That's an excellent observation, and it's very important
for all of Shaumbra. The Master is one who
can absolutely feel something, even things like sadness, emptiness,
depression. Now these are very difficult energies, but very powerful. They
contain … depression and sadness and even emptiness, oddly enough, contain
tremendous amount of feeling or sensory energy so overwhelming that it can
absolutely make you feel like you're empty and you're depressed. It's
phenomenal.
You, particularly here, are playing around with your
own aspects, your own selves, parts of you that you weren't real happy
with, parts of you that stay alive by playing this game with you. They're
afraid of dying, of losing their identity if they no longer capture your
attention. And they have a deep fear, as do you, that the moment you take on
your own I Am Presence - you claim mastery of
yourself - that they're going to disappear, and in a way they will. They won't
really disappear, they'll integrate with you. They won't go - how to say -
they won't fade off from the memory. They'll just stop controlling you. You'll
still remember what darkness and sadness and depression felt like, but now you
won't own it. Can you see the difference between feeling or sensory that we
have talked about today but not letting it control you? You come back to
yourself. You come back to your own mastery.
So basically, you're being challenged right now once again to determine who
you are, to determine your own I Am essence. Are you going to let your aspects
continue to try to steal your soul? Or are you going to claim mastery of
yourself?
It's a wonderful game. It's an amazing game, but it truly is time for it to
end. And you get so serious about it, you get so overwhelmed by it, but you
know, that is just feeling. "Serious" is a big feeling. It's a very
serious feeling! (Saint-Germain chuckles) But, but it is feeling. The
important thing we are working with Shaumbra on right now is the mastery of
feelings, the mastery of truly being aware but not letting it run your life.
Do you see what a beautiful … it seems like a fine line, but it's a
beautiful, beautiful mastery in the New Energy. Feel everything; own only
yourself. Thank you.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 12 (read from the Internet by Linda): Where I live we
all appear to be experiencing an upsurge of horrific crimes within family
units and against children. Can you tell us what that's about?
ADAMUS SAINT-GERMAIN: Indeed. It's just human condition right now. Humans
don't know, generally, how to deal with all of this change that is going on at
such deep levels. Things are coming to the surface right now. It's hard to
hide anything including yourself and your aspects and your conflicts and your
suffering and your pain. Everything is rising to the surface - consciousness
rising right now - it is rising so that it can be dealt it. It is rising so
that humans can become aware of it, but it is causing a lot of, what you would
call, very obvious conflicts.
We're going to ask all of Shaumbra to be able to feel this, to be aware of it,
but don't own it. This is a wonderful example of stand behind the short wall.
Have compassion for it no matter how difficult it may seem. And once again the
most beautiful thing any of you can do is make your presence available. It
adds new potential to an otherwise painful or difficult situation.
LINDA: Master Adamus, how many more questions would you like? (Saint-Germain
holds up one finger.)
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 13 (a woman at the microphone): Thank you. This has
actually been quite wonderful because part of my question was answered in the
answer with the woman with the airplane experience. About a year and a half
ago, maybe two years ago, I learned about an initiative that's being put
together in the Middle East that is a walking path of 600 miles and it's to
bring peace and oneness to that area. And just in the last couple of weeks
I've felt really drawn to explore that and I haven't been able to get a clear
read on whether this is a good idea. What would you say to Shaumbra there in
the Middle East or here that are interested in doing this?
ADAMUS SAINT-GERMAIN: Well, what's interesting here is you went by the
important part here. You said that you felt drawn to do this. Now, I'll use
the example - I sent a message out to all Shaumbra today saying we were going
to skip those boring slides (laughter) … I think slides are the work of
Satan himself … (lots of laughter from audience and Saint-Germain)
LINDA: Awww … Geoff puts so much time into that and it's a labor of love!
ADAMUS SAINT-GERMAIN: … we were going to get on with business because I'm
busy, and so many Shaumbra felt something but ignored it. And here you feel
something, you feel drawn to it. Don't ignore it. Feel into it. Get out of
your brain. You have all of these mental reasons for not doing it. Follow the
feelings. But, I say that with a footnote. Go into your feelings to find out
what's really there. You get different levels of feelings. Here you're being
drawn to this project. There's something more to it. When you dive into your
own feelings about it, there's something else going on here. It's not just
about doing this long, long trek. There are other dynamics - people that
you're going to meet, new opportunities come into your life and your presence
in the life of others - there are all of these other things. So follow your
feelings here.
With that Shaumbra, I look forward to the day, coming soon I hope, when you
are going to be teachers of the experience of feeling; when you're going to
teach other humans how to absolutely go into the nhahyu, into the feelings,
into the experience without blocking it, without filtering it, without running
from it; to be able to experience everything from total joy to total
depression - it's just feeling, it's just consciousness - but to go into any
of these feelings or consciousnesses and always to understand who you are. Not
to take them on as your own, not to let them run your life, but to have the
experience of nhahyu and to always know yourself.
With that let us together say out loud that most important phrase that
acknowledges your essence. "I Am that I Am."
And so it is.
Tobias of the Crimson Council is presented by Geoffrey Hoppe, aka "Cauldre," in Golden, Colorado. The story of Tobias, from the biblical Book of Tobit, can be found on the Crimson Circle web site at www.crimsoncircle.com. The Tobias Materials have been offered free of charge since August 1999, the time when Tobias said humanity moved past the potential of destruction and into the New Energy.
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