The Quantum Leap Series SHOUD 9 Q&A Session
Presented to the Crimson Circle May 3, 2008
Original Website http://www.crimsoncircle.com/
And so it is.
Shaumbra, we move into our time of
questions and answers. I want to make a point that this last Shoud, that but
of course we all create together, literally brought Dr.
Freud to tears. The amazing insights that we are all developing, your
dedication to this work, your ... he started going to pieces when he saw how
you are taking this in your body, how you're taking it in your mind, this
energy that's really not yours - energy of seduction
that's on Earth right now; or it could be other things, the consciousness of
your family, the consciousness of your community, of your enemies - brought
him to tears to see how you take it in.
You have been such a worker of spirituality, you have been carrying it on your
backs, but now it marks a time - what we call a point
of separation - where you're going to allow yourself to feel,
particularly at the high intuitive levels, but no longer have to take it in
the body, take it in your mind and have it run you down.
We're going to continue to explore consciousness and we're going to continue
to feel it, because that's why you're here right now. But it's not yours and
you don't have to have it have such an impact on these other parts of
yourself.
To feel and to experience is the greatest gift of all. To let it go is the
greatest gift to yourself.
Questions, please, now about seduction.
LINDA: I have one sidetrack.
TOBIAS: Indeed.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 1 (Linda at the microphone): Now that you're being
referred to as a short-timer and there's a short amount of time for you to
deliver directly the special messages that you have, what is it that you will
hope to accomplish? What is it that you hope to share with us before that
time?
TOBIAS: Well, you're asking me to give my farewell address, and I do have
quite a bit of time left! My commitment to Shaumbra, to each one of you who
… I know you personally, whether it was Atlantis,
whether it was the pyramids, the time
of Yeshua, or just a few years ago. We've all worked together before. My
commitment to you was to be your mirror from this side of the veil, to be the
voice of consciousness and the voice of realization. While you were down
there, or as we say "out in the cold down there," we're sitting up
here in our lofty, comfortable, warm cottages drinking better wine than you
have, (laughter) smoking the greatest cigars of all. We've had the easy job.
So my work, my commitment to you has been to walk beside you. It is that
simple. Thank you for asking.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 2 (a woman at the microphone): I'm Barbara, and I was
here last month.
TOBIAS: Hi Barbara. I'm Tobias. I've been here for a hundred months.
(laughter)
SHAUMBRA 2: Anyway, you asked me to come back this month, so now I'm here.
TOBIAS: Indeed. Indeed, so how was the month?
SHAUMBRA 2: It was very eventful. I received a lot of help from different
areas, both physical and nonphysical.
TOBIAS: And, Barbara, what word would you have for Shaumbra at this point?
SHAUMBRA 2: There's a lot of help everywhere and we don't have to do it alone.
TOBIAS: Wonderful. Wonderful, beautiful statement. And how do you feel now
about living on the edge, about that rather seductive energy that pulled you
to testing the limits?
SHAUMBRA 2: Well that's yesterday.
TOBIAS: Good. And why is there a difference between that energy to live on the
edge to see how close you could come without falling off, what's the
difference between that and the consciousness that you have today?
SHAUMBRA 2: Well, from some of the help, and I've noticed it before, I'm not fusing
my soul and body enough. So now I'm consciously doing that every day. So
I'm not hovering above because of things that have happened in this life or
any lifetime, I suppose.
TOBIAS: Indeed.
SHAUMBRA 2: So I'm fully in my body as much as possible, and I'm also more
fully accepting who I am.
TOBIAS: And not to put words in your mouth, but would it be fair to say that
you're choosing life?
SHAUMBRA 2: Yes, hmm...
TOBIAS: Hmm! (chuckling) And sometimes these things take a while to unfold,
but when you really choose life and you understand that so many of the issues
are not really yours - we talked about seduction today - it's coming from
somewhere else. But when you're choosing life, you realize that you don't have
to test life. You don't have to test the limits in order to feel alive,
because it flows right in. It's not boring, it's not just neutral, it is
fulfilling in a way that you can't even experience by living on that edge.
SHAUMBRA 2: I wasn't living in, I was looking in.
TOBIAS: Absolutely, and as part of that, it was a constantly feeling that you
had to remember that you were alive by testing limits and edges and wondering
if you're still here by putting your toe into the -how to say - the darkness
or the extreme. It did remind you that you are alive, but when you say that
you are now fully present, you're here, you don't have to remind yourself of
that.
SHAUMBRA 2: No. No. No, now it's an adventure worth living and enjoying every
moment.
TOBIAS: Yes. And that is not to say that there are not going to be factors
that try to draw you back out of that. It unfolds over what you would call
time - but actually experience - and it is about truly allowing yourself to be
in the body. But there are going to be times when you're going to feel pulled
out, when extreme situations come from the outside. But remember what we all
discussed today. It's a seduction. It's not yours.
SHAUMBRA 2: I'll have to be vigilant.
TOBIAS: Or keep breathing!
SHAUMBRA 2: Yeah that would help. Thank you.
TOBIAS: Thank you so much for sharing with Shaumbra. (audience applause)
LINDA: I told her that was really nice she came back.
TOBIAS: Indeed.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 3 (read from the Internet by Linda): In last month's
Shoud, Tobias mentioned drinking pure water to help with the cleansing
process. He also said that this is water that hasn't been distilled and is
spring water or rain water. He also said that it shouldn't be artificially
induced. Does bottled spring water qualify? And what about this charged
alkaline water that's processed through a $5,000 machine from Japan that's
supposed to cure everything? What's our best, most expensive, source of pure
water?
TOBIAS: (laughter and Tobias chuckling) Saint-Germain
was offering his comments, which I will not repeat here in front of the group.
(more laughter) Shaumbra, what we're trying to clarify here is just
"natural." Now don't get into all caught up about how natural is
natural or what process makes it more natural. We're trying to say that in the
water that comes from Earth - and into the deeper levels of Earth, of course,
because it is more filtered - or, as we said, rain water. But don't get in all
caught up into how many particulates of some type of chemical and other things
are in it.
Our point was simple. The pure water, if possible. Any water, good, but pure,
if possible. We'll tell you right now that there is not a machine on the face
of this planet or in the alien planets (laughter) or anywhere else that has
the ability to purify water and heal everything - beside your own physical
body. That is the $5,000 machine. It is your own body.
Now, we're not suggesting here that you drink the water and then go off and
sell it after it is discharged from your body (laughter) as having gone
through the most sacred purifying processing system, although there are those
that are gullible enough to buy it! (laughter) So... That is what
Saint-Germain was literally saying. He said piss in a bottle and then sell it
if you want! (peals of laughter) But I didn't want to say that. (much
laughter, someone in audience says "Eeew!")
LINDA: Nice. Nice. Really nice. This is a family show!
TOBIAS: (laughing) My family pisses, I don't know about yours. (much laughter)
LINDA: (laughing) Really nice.
TOBIAS: It's nothing to be ashamed of! But Saint-Germain was jokingly saying
there is probably somebody gullible enough to buy it.
Any of these artificially induced things that we hear about are just
distractions. And for some people they are wonderful, but we're trying to get
away from the distractions with Shaumbra. You are the temple. You are it, and
when you come to realize that, you know what happens? Your body starts
responding that way again with its natural abilities. Your mind is a wonderful
tool, but it's not being used in the right way. When you say "I Am that I
Am and I don't need to buy a $5,000 machine from anywhere," your body
naturally responds and says, "Yes I Am." Your body is an aspect of
you. It's part of you and it wants to serve you. Every
energy wants to serve you, but when you become so distracted, it can't.
LINDA: Nice, thank you.
TOBIAS: Thank you. (chuckling) I already see some of the Shaumbra artists
sketching the labels for their special… ahem… water. (much laughter)
LINDA: Piss on Earth? (laughter)
TOBIAS: Yes.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 4 (a woman at the microphone): Dear Tobias, about seven
years ago I asked you a question when Linda was reading all the questions, and
your answer was that I knew the answer. I was sitting in the audience at the
time. I still don't know the answer. I thought maybe you could answer it now.
(much laughter from audience and Tobias) Well, it's important! Now, here's the
thing. My girlfriend and I saw this man in front of our faces and - long story
- but he went poof! He dematerialized. It was strange. (Someone in the
audience asks "Was is Saint-Germain?" Shaumbra 4 responds,
"Could be.") He had amazing eyes, it was an amazing thing. I have
this question, what was that about? And number two, your answer to me was that
it was a hologram, a very good hologram. And so my question is who sends these
holograms? You know what I'm saying?
TOBIAS: Now, who did I say had the answer?
SHAUMBRA 4: You said I did.
TOBIAS: Who would send the hologram?
SHAUMBRA 4: Oh, well wasn't I clever.
TOBIAS: (laughing) Seven years does not qualify you for clever! (lots of
laughter).
SHAUMBRA 4: Okay, I have a question. Why would I send me that hologram?
TOBIAS: Well, many, many reasons. It is being done continually, this was just
one time when you realized it. You are continually sending yourself guidance
and what you would call assistance from the other
realms, so it was just manifesting in what appeared to be physical form,
because that's what your senses can best perceive it at. So you send yourself
this hologram. It was one of assurance saying, "Everything is fine.
You're in a good state." It was one of self-love.
It was also, if you remember your creation hologram, it was very deep wisdom
trying to remind you of that part of yourself that's not so … dingy
(Shaumbra 4 laughs) … or unbalanced or any of that, but the part of you that
is so extremely wise. Let us just say it was - we know we're big on this right
now - but it was an aspect of you that literally is created by you in the
other realms and here you gave yourself a little opening in the door to allow
yourself to see it, and then - poof - it goes away. You are incredibly
creative and incredibly wise.
SHAUMBRA 4: Hmm.
TOBIAS: Hmm.
SHAUMBRA 4: Thank you. (Someone in audience says, "and not so
dingy.")
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 5 (read from the Internet by Linda): We've heard that
Gaia has left and it's now shifted to the Goddess Vespa, the goddess of light.
What is your comment on that? Thank you.
TOBIAS: Do you want to hear a bunch of angels laughing their ass off?!
(laughter)
LINDA: Are you having a good time today?
TOBIAS: Well, we have Kuthumi here and we
have Saint-Germain and Kwan Yin, and
they're rolling on the floor. We'll go on to the next question if you can't
figure the answer out. If you can't hear their laughter, I will answer it.
Gaia is slowly leaving in a very balanced way. It's not going to happen
overnight. The only ones that are going to take over the responsibility of
Earth are the humans that live upon the Earth. Their spirit will go into the
ground, into the air, into the consciousness. No Vespa, no anything else other
than human consciousness. If humans do not take responsibility for the planet
in the dimension that they live in, then it will simply just go away. Thank
you.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 6 (a woman at the microphone): Hi Tobias. For the last
few months, I have had a lot of trouble making decisions. I make them - I make
choices a lot about when I'm going to retire and if I'm going to stay in the
house I'm in or buy a different house - and the next day, the next week, it's
like, "Well no, that wasn't the right choice." I change my mind. I
make another definite choice, and it keeps going around and around and around.
And I talked to people today who are going through the same thing. Why can't I
make a decision and make it stick?
TOBIAS: Indeed. Excellent question and one that Dr.
Freud is going to move in a little bit with here. He's learning a new type
of psychology here, and he's not going to blame it on your mother. (laughter
from audience and Tobias)
Interesting phenomena. All Shaumbra are in a change energy. Your
essence knows that there is constant state of flux. Your human
self doesn't really understand that yet. It's uncomfortable with
tremendous change taking place. You're allowing yourself to practice conscious
choice at the human mental level, and it's wonderful because at least it's
showing you the flexibility that you have, showing you that you can indeed
make choices. But it's also showing you that you don't have to get locked into
anything. You're not living on a linear path anymore.
You made a very interesting choice, for instance, about retirement, but you
look at retirement as something that happens at a certain point in time and in
a very linear calendar time. You change your mind, and it's actually not your
mind, but you change your perspective later because a part of you realizes
that, in a sense, that was so yesterday, very old. And now with all of the
rapid changes you realize that maybe there's something else you want to do.
You're giving yourself the wisdom of the freedom of choice and change, which
is very, very important. You're taking off all the old restrictions.
But it's also now at a different level forcing … not forcing, but
encouraging you to make choices of what you would call the heart or the spirit
rather than choices of the mind and just the human. There's a tendency to
focus first on choices that are very tangible and very much applied to the
comfort of the human - choices about abundance or choices about health and
very, very three-dimensional things. But then as you play with choices, you
move up a level and then you start making choices of consciousness and spirit.
At that point you realize you no longer really have to make choices of the
human nature - the feeding, clothing and maintenance and protection of your
human self - because those become quite incidental. The choices you make on a
higher level will automatically take care of what we call the lower level
needs.
All of this is trying to boost you up or move you up to very broad
consciousness choices now. You're actually on the right path, so to speak.
SHAUMBRA 6: Thank you.
TOBIAS: Yes. So don't get caught in your mind about your mind making changes.
It's actually a beautiful thing.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 7 (read from the Internet by Linda): A group of
Shaumbra that lives in Venezuela is observing and feeling very rough energies
here in Venezuela. Is there anything more that you would like to tell us so
that we can cope better with this situation? Is there anything more we can do?
Much love from the Shaumbra group in Venezuela.
TOBIAS: Indeed. You are living in a challenging consciousness right now that
has been a part of the culture for a very, very long time, and what is
happening with Shaumbra there is you are allowing yourself to waken up and to
feel again. You're feeling all of this duality and all of this tension around
you. The tension has some of its core values in the whole thing of the freedom
of the spirit, the freedom of the individual, and it's coming to a head.
It also, obviously as you know, literally, metaphorically involves the energy
situation. Venezuela has an abundance of energy but it is not being
distributed in an appropriate fashion with those who are living there. So you
have all the turmoil of political chaos, consciousness chaos and multiplied
with this whole seduction energy on Earth right now, and you're feeling it.
Remember, it's not yours. Remember not to embody it in your physical self or
your mental self. Allow yourself to absolutely feel it. You're on a - how to
say - in an amazing opportunity here right now for extreme feeling, but don't
own it. You're there in Venezuela right now to help those who want to move
into higher consciousness, and you're not doing it necessarily when they are
just in front of you in person. You're doing it on a nonphysical level as
well.
Our big suggestion to you, and to Shaumbra all around the world, is don't take
it personal. It's not yours. What you're feeling in your body and your mind is
only because your senses are waking up. Feel it. Don't own it. Thank you.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 8 (a woman at the microphone): Hello. I wanted to ask
for input, any feedback, tips, advice for my new shop in Breckenridge and
thank Kuthumi for playing with me and the muggles that come in!
TOBIAS: Indeed. Several suggestions - and we're double-checking with Cauldre
and Linda, of course - what a wonderful thing to have a Shaumbra gathering
there. We understand we will all be there very soon.
LINDA: I already brought that up. You're so smart! (Tobias chuckles)
TOBIAS: And we would love to do a channel there and we would love to have
Shaumbra. That, in itself, will create some wonderful, beautiful energies that
will stay in the shop and attract people from off the street and bring them in
not really knowing why they were there - if you allow this to be, of course.
But it will infuse New Energy. You've already been doing that, but can you
imagine a whole group of Shaumbra coming down? If you supply the wine!
(laughter)
SHAUMBRA 8: Any suggestions on merchandise? Different things? More Shaumbra
stuff?
TOBIAS: We want you to feel that merchandise. Don't get into the head about
some of things you've learned in the past and what you think you have to have.
But, matter of fact - we're trying to think of a way to keep this short - but
Shaumbra, for those of you who have products or in this case a store or
different things, you have to basically throw out all of the old rules of
product turnover and inventory and product mix and all the rest of those
things. They don't apply so well in a New Energy type of setting. So be very -
here's a good word for it - be very daring and bold in some of the inventory
that your bring in - the merchandise - and don't get stuck in old inventory
concepts. Thank you.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 9 (read from the Internet by Linda): Two questions.
Please give me some insight on the pain in my neck. (Linda says, "that's
not me," and she and Tobias laugh).
TOBIAS: Linda, you shouldn't be asking your own questions! (more laughter)
LINDA: (still laughing) Want me to read the real question?
TOBIAS: Yes.
SHAUMBRA 9: (Linda continues) Please give me some insights on the pain in my
neck, shoulder, low back and continuous inability to sleep. Am I overdoing the
Standard Technology or have I
been using it for too long since July of '06?
TOBIAS: Right now, as all of you wake up, as we talked today, you're going to
feel like never before. You've been trying to run from it, but you can't. You
don't want to. You want to be able to feel everything. You want to feel right
now there's some activity in the core of the
Earth that hasn't ever been there before. It's in - how to say - it's not
just seismic or that, but there are vibrational activities in the core of the
Earth and your body feels it. The blessing is that you can feel it.
Don't keep it in the body. As we move to the next level of being able to feel,
you won't have to use crude systems like the biology or the mind. We're going
to get into some of the very higher end systems - very sophisticated - so your
body no longer has to have the shoulder and the back pains, and the jaw and
the dental pains and the all rest of the stuff.
SHAUMBRA 9: Thank you.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 10 (a man at the microphone): Hey, how's it going,
Tobias. It's been a while since I've been up here, suddenly I've become
nervous. I want to express my gratitude for all the work we do together, and
thank you for working with all of us. It just brings me a lot of joy to be up
here and to do all this stuff.
TOBIAS: Thank you. Good to see you again, up front.
SHAUMBRA 10: Yeah, it's been a while. So I have a question that I asked a long
time ago about geometrical patterns, and I quit working with them. I got
really, really stuck so I just let it go. And recently, I had like a
synchronistic moment where maybe I should work with these. Maybe it would be a
source of abundance or whatever, or freedom or whatever. And basically you
said to make the basis of my work the five-pointed
star, and I was aware of some variations of that work, but you talked
about taking the arcs and then interlacing them with the points and the lines
and the circles. And then I have that with the 12 interlocking stars - I'm
getting a little complicated here, but - and then that part was pretty easy
for me, and it created some really beautiful and new ideas, using the arcs and
circles - something new and different, which a lot of people don't work with.
But then you said something about seven points on each arc and I'm thinking
there's lines going from those seven points to other corresponding stars, all
like flowing together parallel, and then just repeating that pattern and then,
you know, that... Or my other thought is that the lines go in all different
directions, in which case I'm pretty screwed in that… (Tobias laughs) So
basically, could you talk about that - the points on the arcs, the spacing of
the arcs, and how that works and variations of that star geometry, and if
there's more beyond the five-pointed star geometry work.
TOBIAS: We know this could - how to say - we could get into some very long
discussions and actually Saint-Germain would love to have much more - how to
say - deeper discussions with you about that. So right now for the sake of
this question and answer, we'll reserve that for later. For right now though,
for you personally, what I hear you really asking is about the direction of
your work.
You took a break for quite a while from this. You got burned out mentally. You
were trying to figure it out on too many different levels but running through
the mental. You have a very astute knowledge of sacred
geometry and Feng
Shui shapes and energy movements. And now after taking your hiatus for a
while, we're going to suggest you get back into it, but not going back to what
you were doing before, but into a new expression of energy movement and of the
shapes and the forms that it takes.
We're going to suggest you don't necessarily get back into the work with the
copper that you were doing before. It was actually limiting you and causing
some other problems. Getting into other media at this point and that we're not
going to tell you specifically what, we want you to play with it. We will tell
you, though, a hint: get away from the metals for a while.
Allow your natural expression and creativity to come through. You already have
the basis of understanding for the geometry and for the - what you call - the
rational portion of it, but now bring in the creative portion to play with it.
That's what was missing before. You were becoming far too rational about it.
When you allow the creative nature to play with that, you're going to find
that your own sense of self-fulfillment - self-worth - rises very, very
quickly. Instead of getting frustrated wrapping copper, you're now going to be
expressing in a whole different way.
You're also going to find that the true creative expression that's done in a
very open and free way is going to appeal to other people as well. They are
going to be drawn into your creations as they were not drawn, for the most
part, into your other works, because this is going to be a full expression of
you rather than you trying to figure out too many mental things. And they
could feel it in your work.
You are an artist by nature, although you don't think so, and you highly
understand energy movement. Watch how these work together. And don't give me
any excuses now why you can't do it, whether it's money or time or talent,
because that was the old you. That was the old expression. The new expression
lets their energy surge forward, lets it just blossom and expand and open up.
So your homework is to go out and work with these. We'll bring in some
information from Saint-Germain at another time, but we'd like to see you back
up here in no more than six months to talk about free expression. Thank you.
SHAUMBRA 10: Thank you very much.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 11 (read from the Internet by Linda): Over three years
ago I chose to create a relationship that would be the grandest love of my
life. A year later I did meet a wonderful man and we have lived together for
over a year. It has not turned out to be, at least in my consciousness
awareness, what I chose. I felt at the time that I consciously chose this on
every level and from every aspect of my composition as one with my soul. Where
did I fail? I'm hurting. Thank you.
TOBIAS: Indeed, you failed by considering it a failure! It was an experience.
You created something, you experienced it and now you move on. This harsh
judgment about relationships - again, very old energy - that you would have to
stay with somebody for a long length of time. Shaumbra, I would encourage any
of you, it is better to have the most intense loving relationship that lasts
one night versus a miserable relationship that lasts 10 years or 20 or how
ever many. Don't place value judgments on it like that. You tried, you
experienced and then you moved on. So let go of the whole failure thing.
Also the problem is - on another note - relationships
are difficult for all Shaumbra right now, because you are, to use a measurement,
you're at a 3,000 consciousness level. Most humans are at about 2,000. It is
going to be very difficult to maintain a long term relationship, because there
is a basic major difference in consciousness, unless they are so loving and so
compassionate, but then their consciousness would be up with yours! So, seize
the day … or the night. (laughter)
LINDA: (laughing) Nice. Nice.
TOBIAS: And Cauldre is adding here, these are not necessarily the thoughts,
belief or words of Cauldre. (laughter)
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 12 (a woman at the microphone): Hi Tobias, thank you.
This is my first time here, so thank you. It's important for me to be able to
share with you where I am. I feel like that I have passed through, using the
expression, the Valley of Death, and had my guide with me going through
severely deep initiations. And I see myself at the end of this and I see these
two steps with these huge gold doors opening and calling my ancient soul
family angelic realm that stands there. It's kind of like I have my one foot
up those steps and the other foot back into what you called that seduction
consciousness. It also feels like that place is in the house that I'm in now
which it feels like it's time to sell. What also makes me sad - if I could do
this without crying - is that I've had to release my dog. She's still alive,
but she's living in Utah right now and that grieves me. So I'm asking you for
assistance and to be able to go through those doors knowing I deserve it
without that back door saying, "Come back, come back, come back." So
can you assist me with that please?
TOBIAS: Indeed! We're going to say, first of all, do not step through those
doors unless you want it to be the last breath you have on this Earth. The
doors are a representation of the Bridge
of Flowers, of your angelic
family back home, and it is very attractive because they are ones who love
you dearly.
You all come from an angelic family and they are back, wherever you want to
say, in a different dimension.
They are waiting for you. They are waiting to see what happens with you as the
one who came to Earth and has taken on many lifetimes and has learned to deal
with yourself as a creator. So they're all back behind the doors wanting to
know how it turns out for you. When will you discover that you are the
creator? When will you discover there is no grander being than you? When will
you discover that you are sovereign?
Now, they are willing to accept you back in the purest, deepest love at any
point, but what you are seeing symbolically here is the release of the
physical body from the Earth and going back to what is often referred to as
Home or the spiritual family. There are two doors in the scenario because it
is about choices, and the choices are about staying on Earth right now. That
is literally what everything is happening in your life. Even the loss of your
dog and the loss of other things that you're not mentioning out loud here
right now have to do with you possibly clearing the way to leave, not sure
which choice you're going to make.
All of these things come into play into the picture right now to say what do
you want to do? Do you want to continue staying here? Do you want to go back
to the other realms? Quite frankly it is wonderful back here. Or do you want
to continue the work that you started a long time ago while staying on Earth.
While you're in this process of making those decisions, things get cleared out
of your life. They leave. They go away. They fall away and what remains
standing is you - the divine human,
confused at times, lost at times, filled with love and excitement at times -
but what remains is you. It can feel lonely, desolate and even confusing.
When you're standing alone, at least the perception of being alone like what
you are now, the seduction energy can
then be very strong. It can be calling you to other places. It can be telling
you to come here or to come there. When you're standing alone like this is the
greatest opportunity a soul will ever have
for discovering itself, but also one of the most difficult opportunities.
As you come through this process, you're going to realize something very
beautiful. You're going to realize who you are. You're going to realize what
you truly have. You're also going to realize during most of this process,
during most of this coming into yourself, that you were not alone. You were
surrounded by those of us on this level and your spiritual family and your
human level. There was a short time where you are alone. That goes for all of
Shaumbra, but very, very short. The rest of the time you are never alone. I
know I went far beyond where you were going with this but it was important.
SHAUMBRA 12: You did not. Are there any suggestions or tools or meditations
you can suggest?
TOBIAS: No meditation. No tools, no prayer, no nothing. These are often used
as a distraction, and we're not saying that they are bad or negative, but we
are inviting Shaumbra right now to breathe
and to choose life and to feel.
And by doing so and not getting distracted in any other tools or disciplines,
it's about really living on Earth for the
first time in a long time in a full, pure and true way. It's about accepting
yourself, every part of yourself, in the fullest way. And this is the greatest
challenge an angel will ever, ever, ever face.
SHAUMBRA 12: Thank you very much.
LINDA: Okay, we're way past the time that Cauldre and I agreed to, but I'd
like two more questions if you could be very brief and succinct.
TOBIAS: Indeed.
LINDA: I knew it! (Tobias chuckling) Thank you.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 13 (a man at the microphone): I should have been the
one before me because me being brief and succinct is an issue or a challenge,
but I'll make it quick.
LINDA: I'll grab that mike!
SHAUMBRA 13: Grab that mike, I'm going to stand over here! I feel good about
myself, and I don't always feel that way, and I'm starting to really feel this
and understand, and I'd just like to acknowledge that instead of coming up
here and crying.
TOBIAS: Crying is good too.
SHAUMBRA 13: I do want to cry sometimes but ...
TOBIAS: Saint-Germain can make you cry. (laughter)
SHAUMBRA 13: Yes, I'm sure he could. Surrendering to my aspects right now -
I'm having an issue or challenge of being seduced back into the work world,
specifically school construction/building inspector versus artistic world or
what I've wanted to do. And it's always because of money and credit card, and
it's back and forth for years now. I know this question's been asked before
but specific aspects of myself that are pulling me back into the old world?
TOBIAS: Let's ... looking at the energy here, and again Dr. Freud is coming
very close to you right now, if you don't mind him energetically sniffing …
(laughter from audience and Tobias) Here we have a situation - let's not blame
it on the aspects, but let's take a look at the doubt.
Obviously, aspects carrying doubt, but there is part of you that doubts
whether you can do this, so that in itself will draw you back to what you
didn't doubt, what you knew you could do well. That is a very internal
seduction that's going on here. And we'll put it very, very undelicately, but
it's a matter of making that choice so deeply that you say, you know, it is
more important to you than even life or death - it is what you choose - and
you're going to get off of this sitting on the fence with your doubt and
should you and shouldn't you and money.
We have to say that the money - so much energy is focused on money, we're
going to be talking about this again pretty soon - the money is a bad excuse
for not being who you are. And if you really cared about the art, you'd live
in a cardboard box and wash yourself at the city park, because it... (laughter
from Tobias and audience; Linda, laughing, repeatedly says, "nice.")
But then you would learn to believe in yourself and when you believe in
yourself, the abundance… the abundance comes rocking in. So many of you are
caught up with abundance, we are going to readdress that soon, but don't let
that become a cheap excuse for bad behavior. (laughter and applause)
LINDA: Good question.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 14 (a man at the microphone): I'm just really grateful
to be here today in the grace of receiving. I'm thankful for my present
lesson, which is teaching me to deal with my male authority issues. I am from
an Irish Catholic family with six older abusive brothers and father. I was in
a group for 18 years for spiritual growth. I have since left and had to bring
litigation against the leader over the home we bought together. He and his
family presently live in the same house with me and it is very stressful. How
long will it take for resolution and are there other lessons I need to learn?
TOBIAS: Yes, there are. What we're looking here and seeing … again, please
understand Dr. Freud is just absolutely amazed. He never ... he's just saying
his couch was such a simple place. It was so boring compared to all of this.
This is good! (laughter) The questions and, of course, the answers. I'll give
it to you very, very simply, and we know you already know what to do. You and
I have had this discussion, and we've kicked it around a number of times. This
has to do with some old - I don't even like the word karma
anymore - but old experiences that still have their energy imprint on all of
you.
Basically, the tentacles from this group and from its leaders are still very
deep into you, still very connected. They're like … imagine an octopus and
the tentacles, the arms have gone right into you and they're holding you
there. You find great comfort in this, and you've been programmed to actually
accept it.
You are - we're trying to say this somewhat delicately but oh, Saint-Germain
says go for it - you are hypnotized by them. You are under their control, if
you would, but you refuse to let yourself go. You're holding the key in your
hand - the key to unlock all those tentacles and the control and the hypnosis.
But you're sitting looking at the key saying, "I wonder what I should do?
I wonder where the answer is?" Well, the answer is in your hand, and it's
about unlocking all of those. It is about - with the imagination - letting all
of that go and letting go also of the need to have that control in your life.
You said it yourself - control. It's an issue. And for some reason, you're in
love with control. You're seduced by control, you're limited by control, but
you love to play with control.
So let go of the need to have others control you, otherwise you're going to
jump right into another situation you and I have talked about, and I've warned
you. I've said it has the same elements of control, giving yourself up.
In doing so, you're going to encounter the most frightening thing that you
have ever encountered. It's called yourself, (laughter) being who you are. You
shut down from that quite a while back, shut down from being that wonderful,
incredible, loving, compassionate and talented and sometimes a little too
smart human, because you're letting others stop you. So, let's stop playing
that game now. Control ends up being a very boring game anyway. It's not even
that they're stealing energy from you or any of that, you just let them put
control chips in you and control tentacles, and let's stop playing that game.
So your homework, since you were bold enough to come up here, three months, we
would like you to come back after you've released that control. If you
haven't, don't come back. Three months, and tell us how miserable it is now to
have let others stop controlling you. Deal?
SHAUMBRA 14: Deal.
TOBIAS: Good.
SHAUMBRA 14: Thank you. (audience applause)
LINDA: One last quickie. One last quickie.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 15 (a man at the microphone): Okay, two very brief
questions.
LINDA: No, one! (laughter)
SHAUMBRA 15: First, our sons were born a month ago.
TOBIAS: Yes. (audience applause)
SHAUMBRA 15: Thank you. So we were just wondering if we got their names right
or if they have any wishes that they want to communicate in this fashion.
TOBIAS: Well, you have an interesting situation - wonderfully, brilliant
situation, but very interesting. On your hands are one Crystal,
one not. Now, now that is no judgment in that, because they will both actually
be balancing each other. It was brilliant on their part to do this, because it
is very difficult coming in as a pure Crystal and it is perhaps a little old
coming in as just one who's been here for many incarnations. But when they
pair like they've done here, you're going to have such an incredibly
magnificent example - not just for you, but for all Shaumbra, for everybody -
of how this can work so well. It was very well planned.
SHAUMBRA 15: Yes.
TOBIAS: Names - they're going to change their own names anyway, so don't worry
about it. (laughter)
SHAUMBRA 15: Alright, fine. Great. Okay. So secondly, very quickly.
LINDA: Hurry!
SHAUMBRA 15: I'm choosing to start my own business, and I'm finally
understanding what you meant when you said that I was limiting myself a while
ago. I would like to do it here in America, but I'm not letting that be a
limitation anymore. So I'm just wondering is it realistic for me expect to do
that in the short term, or should I just move abroad?
TOBIAS: It is about your choice, first of all. We are just looking at the
energy here. We're going to say it is … everything said it is better to
launch it here, but underline the word launch. Yes.
LINDA: Really, big congratulations to your wife and we can't wait to see the
babies. Bring pictures next time! Thank you.
SHAUMBRA 15: Thanks. (audience applause)
With that Shaumbra, it has been a day. It has been another time to gather
together again to take a look at where you are, where the world is, why you're
here and the pure joy of life and being a new consciousness teacher.
And so it is.
Tobias of the Crimson Council is presented by Geoffrey Hoppe, aka "Cauldre," in Golden, Colorado. The story of Tobias, from the biblical Book of Tobit, can be found on the Crimson Circle web site at www.crimsoncircle.com. The Tobias Materials have been offered free of charge since August 1999, the time when Tobias said humanity moved past the potential of destruction and into the New Energy.
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The Crimson Circle meets monthly in the Denver, Colorado area where Tobias presents the latest information through Geoffrey Hoppe. Tobias states that he and the others of the celestial Crimson Council are actually channeling the humans. According to Tobias, they are reading our energies and translating our own information back to us so we can see it from the outside, while experiencing it on the inside. The "Shoud" is the portion of the channeling where Tobias steps aside and the energy of the humans is channeled directly by Geoffrey Hoppe.
Crimson Circle gatherings are open to the public. The ultimate purpose of the Crimson Circle is to serve as human guides and teachers to those walking the path of inner spiritual awakening. This is not an evangelical mission. Rather, the inner light will guide people to your doorstep for your compassion and care. You will know what to do and teach in that moment, when the unique and precious human who is about to embark on the journey of the Bridge of Swords comes to you.
If you are reading this and feel a sense of truth and connection, you are indeed Shaumbra. You are a teacher and a human guide. Allow the seed of divinity to blossom within you in this moment and for all times to come. You are never alone, for there is family around the world and angels in the realms around you.
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