< Discovery 9 > As a matter of fact, there's kind of an interesting social phenomena that's just starting, and you should know exactly where it came from. It's called endarkment. Endarkment. You know, we have enlightenment; there's a new social psychiatric movement going on called endarkment. Interesting. I wonder where that came from! Because so much of the mood factor is moving away from the dark. In other words, “I'm in a mood. It's dark. There's something I don't like. I'm going to move away from it.”
< Discovery 9 > So there's this tendency to move away from everything dark about yourself, including all the memories you've had of the past and your past in this lifetime and either blotting them out, pushing them away, trying to fix them, trying to process them. No, my friends, drink them in – the dark, the light, all of it – because if you're imbalanced to this light, you're going to learn some interesting things the hard way, the painful way. You don't get to enlightenment through the light. It is also about drinking in the dark. Now, right away, – gasp! – “If I drink in, breathe in my darkness, aren't I accepting the bad things about myself?” Well, yeah, kind of in a way, but they really weren't bad.
< Discovery 9 > You say, “What if I go to endarkment, allowing my darkness? Allowing…” Now, what's the darkness? Tobias told you years ago. It's the things you didn't love about yourself. It's your divinity. The things you didn't allow about yourself. But there is this tremendous fear. “What if I go evil?” And what is evil? Well, people will say it's darkness, it's … you know, this is philosophical more than anything, but evil is simply a mass consciousness expression of suppressed darkness of the individuals. So many individuals will suppress their personal darkness. Well, this kind of goes into mass consciousness, kind of into the big matrix, and it ferments there, and it gets really stinky, and it's gaseous and it explodes.
< Discovery 9 > So depression is this state of suspended energy without inspiration, motivation, freedom, and it's given up. It's stopped. So what does humanity do to try to get people out of depression? They give them drugs, which you know I am not a fan of. So darkness and depression, are two very challenging factors. And in just a moment I'm going to ask you to actually drink them in or breathe them in or allow them in.
< Discovery 9 > You've allowed in light and happiness and feel good and all the rest of that, but the fact is there's much more to it. There is energy even in the darkness. There is awareness in your irritation. There is goodness, there is benefit in some of the difficult things you're going through. And the worst thing you're doing, really the only thing you're doing that's kind of mucking it up, is wondering what you're doing wrong. And that will lead to depression, by the way, because it's a thought. It's a limitation. “What am I doing wrong?” Well, there's an assumption you're doing something wrong. And I say to you assume that it's all being done right. And you say, but your mind says, “Well, I'm not sure I can assume everything. I'll assume a little bit,” and then you don't sleep at night.
< Discovery 9 > So the only real problem here, and you know exactly what I'm talking about, is you keep saying “What am I doing wrong?” And I'm saying “Nothing,” and then you get mad at me. We have these long arguments at night, and you say, “But I know I'm doing something wrong, otherwise …” I'm like, no. You made a choice a long time ago to do this, to transform, and you're trying to do it in a single lifetime. And it's working. And it's working, if you could just breathe that in. It's about allowing. It's about you. It's about drinking it in. It's about stop saying “What am I doing wrong?” Nothing.