The Teacher Series SHOUD 12 Q&A Session
Presented to the Crimson Circle July 7, 2007
Original Website http://www.crimsoncircle.com/
And so it is, dear Shaumbra,
we continue the energy of this gathering, of the Shoud
that we are all participating in, the J'Encore,
the "me again."
You know, it's like if you were standing on a crossroads, but not just two
roads crossing, but many, many, many roads. And you sent one of your thoughts
down one road; one of your dreams down another; one of your feelings down yet
another road; one of your creative imaginations down another. Every idea,
thought, feeling part of you, you sent down a different road so you could
explore parts of yourself. And you kept the you, the human aspect, focused on
just one road.
You continued that journey, somewhat on your own and lonely, but yet
underneath always knowing that every idea and thought of you was embarking on
their own journey, discovering their own things, finding their own expression.
And some day, which is in the Now
moment, all of the thoughts and dreams and aspirations and potentials come
back together. J'Encore. Me again. "That's just me, that's just a feeling
that I've had that was off exploring. That was an idea that I had that I
didn't think I ever did anything with, but now I realize that I did. It was
off exploring." Perhaps it wasn't manifesting right here on Earth in this
third dimension, but it was doing something somewhere. Every dream, every
imagination and every idea.
Not many humans will ever have their roads converge together in this lifetime.
Maybe lifetimes from now, in the distant future, but the potential for you is
to have the convergence occur now, to have these parts of you that have seemed
fuzzy or even non-existent, now come into your consciousness. It's those
"aha" moments. It's the feeling that you're integrating yourself
back together. It's the bringing together, the J'Encore, of you.
I don't want to give you any specifics of how it's going to effect your life,
we'd like you to discover that for yourself. But we'll continue to talk about
this for many, many Shouds into the future - the bringing back together of
you. Meeting yourself once again. Instead of that dream that you had one night
is seeming like some crazy fragment that you don't understand, the J'Encore
brings it back. Now you'll understand that dream and for many of you it will
actually occur in this reality. Some of the dreams that you've had at night,
you're living out somewhere else. But now in your new
consciousness you're bringing those in to actually happen right here on
Earth. J'Encore.
And with that, let us take the questions.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 1 (read from the internet by Linda): Other entities say
that at the time of the Quantum Leap
the photon energy will enter through gates and that the strongest energy will
enter through the gate over the old city of Jerusalem. It will cause an
earthquake that will destroy the holy mountain. There will be some kind of
darkness that will engulf the whole planet for about one and a half to three
days. Many souls will leave their bodies and we will be in some kind of sleep
state during this time, while you keep saying that we will feel nothing. Could
you please elaborate on that?
LINDA: And this is a woman from Israel asking this.
TOBIAS: Indeed. Sounds like yet just another day on Earth! Shake rattle roll!
Ha! (Tobias chuckles and some audience laughter).
LINDA: Nice...
TOBIAS: Joking. In this thing that we call the Quantum Leap, there is
potentials in everything. There is potentials for all sorts of things to
happen. There is the potential for these cataclysmic type of things to happen
and they are often associated with some of the archetypical symbols like
Jerusalem and the holy land. But it is just a potential, and we see a very,
very slight chance of anything like that happening because, well, humans
aren't really choosing it right now. They're not necessarily choosing that
type of drama, that type of energy to happen. As the transition of the Quantum
Leap is made, it will happen very subtly within the individuals. It doesn't
need this large drama around it. So what other groups are seeing is a
potential that may be acted out in other
realms, but the likelihood of it being acted out here on this earthly
realm in the third dimension is very, very slim.
It's important for all of you, all Shaumbra, not to get caught up with the drama.
You don't need drama to create excitement in life. You don't need the drama to
try to just keep getting through one day after the other. That is an Old
Energy feeding. What you begin to see, as you bring
all of the elements together, that there is a new depth and even a new
dimension to living on Earth right now. Drama is not needed, and therefore
that's why we say that it is very unlikely that it will happen.
What is happening, at a very personal level, on this day of the Quantum Leap
that is coming up very soon, you are literally allowing yourself to take a -
let's say - a type of key and unlock a new set of potentials
that is far different, has far more depth than the old potentials you've been
working with. You're bringing in grand new opportunities into your life. Then
it is up to you as individuals whether you are choosing to use them or not.
They will never be inflicted on you. They will never be commanded to you. It
is all about choice. Thank you.
LINDA: Do you have anything extra you want to add for these ladies in Israel?
TOBIAS: Yes indeed. The Quantum Leap energy - energy of the Quantum Leap and
New Energy - will have an effect on this land of Israel which is very
important. You may call it a portal or a gateway, but it is an energetic
center on Earth right now for the old religion and the old view of God.
Literally, there are those who are holding onto an energy - and they have been
for four thousand years or more - of a God that no longer serves humans. And
they are trying to keep that God in place, because it was a controlling God,
it was a male God, oftentimes an angry God and a God that perhaps used the
word love but never truly expressed it. It is just a human aspect. It is not
truly a God as you would know, because the God is within you and God is
nothing at all ... I can't even use words, but God is nothing like how
"he" is depicted and how "he" rules your society and your
cultures right now.
So yes, there will come a point, and whether it is in a few months or whether
it is in a few years or decades, where the old God concept, which is being
held in this "wholly" ... that's with a "w," not
necessarily with an "h" (laughter) ... within this wholly land is
going to have to be shaken up. Now how hard are humans going to hold on? Well,
you can see it happening all the time - they're holding on very tightly.
Perhaps the wobbling of consciousness is going to help free up some of that
energy so humans can discover a new Spirit, and the Spirit that begins with
"I AM" and then expands from there.
So if there is enough consciousness that is allowing the evolvement of the new
God, and enough consciousness on the other hand that is holding on, that is
going to cause some shake-ups. Perhaps it will come in terms of an earthquake,
perhaps it will come in terms of a war, but generally it is a way of allowing
Old Energy to get unstuck and to move to a new level.
If humans, and especially Shaumbra, add to the drama of that evolvement of
energy, then yes it is very likely that it could involve some very dramatic
events. But do you really need that? Do you need to look at the headlines and
see that entire cities are wiped out? Do you need to look at the headlines and
see that there is some grand terrorist act? Is that how you have to begin the
day with your cup of coffee? To feel that drama? To feel that you're still
living?
There is a different way, a non-dramatic way and a very holistic way - with an
"h" - that allows you to be, to work with and bring in energy, and
to truly appreciate everything that you are and understand that God is within.
So it is a human choice. It has not been written into the book of destiny,
which there is none.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 2 (a woman at the microphone): Hi Tobias. It's really
wonderful to be here with you. It's my birthday. (She begins to sing)
"I'm sixty, I'm beautiful, and I am that I am!" I've been waiting to
do that for three weeks. (audience applause)
TOBIAS: Yes indeed. And if you and Kuthumi got together ...
SHAUMBRA 2: I know! I know!
TOBIAS: ... there's no telling what would happen!
SHAUMBRA 2: Yeah, but he said rap wasn't music, and I'm not so sure. I used to
be a lawyer and of course now I'm a full time teacher of music. I teach
guitar, piano and voice, and I have over 50 students now on a waiting list.
This is since June 9th of 2002, when I changed careers. I wanted to know, and
I've wanted to know for a long time, what you think the role of music is in
inspiring consciousness and awareness, as you put it today. And also I loved
the trip down memory lane that we had in our last Shoud where we talked about
Jimi Hendrix and many other artists. What is the role of music from before now
versus the role of music in the future that has not yet maybe reached our
ears? And can I keep teaching all those old classic rock songs that I love to
all of my students and still take them forward consciously?
TOBIAS: Indeed. You bring up a very interesting topic here. Music is perhaps
one of the easiest ways to allow the potential of consciousness change,
because of its melodies, of the vibration and the resonance of the music, not
just the words or what you would call the notes. But it is easier to put the
consciousness into music than just about any other thing. When your eyes read
something in a book or a magazine, you tend to go mental and you tend to
actually filter out consciousness potential. Or if there is even a speech or a
talk, it tends to get a bit mental. Music, oh, it appeals to the heart so it
is much easier to allow a flow of consciousness in.
You answered your own question when you pointed out some of the great
musicians back in the 60s, 70s and even many today, although we have to
express a personal opinion. The infusion of consciousness and energy resonance
in music is not as prolific now as it was back twenty, thirty years ago. There
is much less of that almost conscious attempt to deliver consciousness through
musical vibration.
However, the cycles are changing and in this time it is more possible to put
in pure consciousness into a musical form, especially when the composer
understands that music is no longer a vibration - or just a vibration. Music
goes beyond that now in the New Energy, so you can have a musical symphony
that combines vibrational tones with expansional New Energy resonance, all
combined into the same thing. So instruments will play, singers will sing, but
woven right into that is New Energy consciousness and potential. It's the way
of serving consciousness to humans who may not listen to Shouds or read books
or any of these other things. It is the delivery method for New Energy.
So, that being said, we have been waiting - not always patiently - but waiting
to do our "Ask Tobias" session about music. (applause) Indeed. We
have been waiting for a variety of situations to take place and one of them is
going to ... a very high potential that it's going to - how to say - surface
or come into actuality at the Quantum Leap conference in Taos in just a short
period of time where you will see and feel and hear and experience the effects
of a variety of types of music. I have to tell a secret that we haven't even
shared with Cauldre yet ... he always loves this! (laughter) One of the things
we are planning on our side while the humans are planning their details is
actually using this Quantum Leap celebration as a launching point for New
Energy music. So be there ...
LINDA: Cauldre knows it!
TOHBIAS: ... be there and watch how all of this unfolds. Thank you.
SHAUMBRA 2: Thank you.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 3 (read from the internet by Linda): For quite some
time now I've been quite in almost constant state of worry over my body's
health and I've found it very difficult to stay out of fear with it. I'm also
afraid of actually creating issues with it by worry about it too. With all the
changes my body's going through, how do I know whether or not it is simply
these changes or whether to be concerned and seek medical advice? As I'm due
to go for a test, which I really don't want to, but I have become so confused
lately, I'm just not sure what to do and I'm scared. Thank you.
TOBIAS: Indeed. The worrying is a form of drama,
and although you will probably state that it's miserable and you hate it and
you didn't bring it in, well, indeed you did. The worrying actually dramatizes
events that are going on, not just in your body but in the mental and in the
creative part of your life. So it's actually bringing you a great deal of -
what you would call - energy, but dramatic energy, energy that you really
don't need.
A couple of things here. First, work with the Standard
Technology. That is, allowing your body to rejuvenate itself. It's not
very dramatic, it's not very exciting. There's not a lot of whistles and
bells. Actually, Standard Technology is very, very boring. You are just
allowing the natural functions of your body to do what they know how to do. Do
your breathing. That is so important.
And, as odd as it may sound, don't try to achieve results, because that is
actually putting energy into a biased state or a polarized state. As much as
you want your physical body to heal, the more you try to make it heal, the
more difficult it actually is. So, it's actually about accepting.
It's about not worrying about it. What's the worst that you're going happen?
The worst.
So now, with this renewed consciousness, now your body can really go to work,
because it ... it wants to be healthy. It is programmed for health and healing
and rejuvenation. It is deep within the DNA and the parts of the DNA that are
now coming into this reality. It's one of the parts
of yourself that has been off wandering. That healing aspect of you is coming
back in.
In the meantime, go to the doctor for nothing more than confirmation and
comfort, because otherwise ... I know your mind, it is going to continue to
worry and worry and worry about things. Now the doctor can help you truly have
an understanding from an outside source. No matter what the doctor tells you
though, no matter if he says that you have some type of disease or some type
of imbalance in your body, understand that your body wants to rejuvenate and
it has the capability to do that. It knows how to do that. The doctor will
give you some comfort and perhaps direction.
And one thing that many doctors are very good with: they are also energy
movers, even though they work with medicines and tools and things like
that. One of the greatest benefits of a doctor, particularly a New Energy
oriented type of doctor, is they are also helping to support the very healing
work that your consciousness wants to do. So there is some underlying
consciousness work going on between you and the doctor. However, always take
and assume responsibility for your own body. Everything else comes in to
support it - the doctor, families and friends, other types of things - support
your own rejuvenation capability. Thank you.
SHAUMBRA 3: Thank you.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 4 (a woman at the microphone): Hi Tobias. I wanted to
ask you about my youngest daughter. She is a Type 1 diabetic and recently we
put her on the insulin pump and I just wondered what you guys' opinion is of
that or if you could talk about insulin dependent diabetics.
TOBIAS: Indeed. In this particular case that you're talking about with your
daughter, the ... we're looking at her energy level and there is a permission
to look deeply here. At this point we feel that ... and no, Linda, we are not
medical doctors or authorities ...
LINDA: Thank you.
TOBIAS: ... we're giving an energetic overview. It is not physical or
psychiatric advice but rather a higher form of consciousness that we are
attuning to. (some laughter)
LINDA: You're good!
TOBIAS: Thank you. (laughter) Now with that disclaimer in place, your daughter
at this point would go into a physical trauma without this insulin pump and
without the type of medications. It's not affecting the mind, it is working in
the body. So that is a good thing. It is not altering the way the mind or even
the spirit processes. It is isolated to the physical situation.
But, that being said, while the physical is being somewhat held in balance
with the insulin, there is deep, deep energy wounds here. And any time there
is a diabetic situation it is a strong
indication of the lack of love that the person has, first for themselves. A
total lack of ability for self love
that manifests itself in all the people around the person - the family
members, boyfriends, girlfriends, spouses, everything else. There is the
inability to accept love also from another person. Accepting support or
accepting the basic physical needs to keep her going, yes, they can do. But
they reject love, and it starts from within.
That being said, there is no magic cure here. How do you encourage a person to
unconditionally and absolutely love themselves? What do they go through to
learn how to love? Well, one of the first steps is breathing.
You can't breathe deeply if you don't love yourself. Breathing will bring
about and open up a lot of very deep-seated issues and angers and all the rest
of this, but it is the first step toward self love.
It is one of the things that we're going to ask all of you, and you in
particular, to look at, because it's not just about your daughter. It's about
many, many others who have diabetes. You see, diabetes is an imbalance in some
of the energies in the body, an imbalance in the sugar and in the blood, an
imbalance in the sweetness of self and the sweetness of life.
So I'm going to put the question back on you and I'm going to ask you to come
back in three to four months of time and talk to us about how do you get a
human back to loving themselves. Your daughter, who is energetically here, is
agreeing to be a part of this discovery process. So it won't necessarily ...
she's agreed to it, however it's not going to make it easy, just that she
agreed to it. It will bring up issues in you and in her and your own self
worth issues that are somewhat tied into this as well. So what a beautiful
time to take a look at what does it take to love oneself and to return the
balance into the physical body. Thank you. You know your homework.
SHAUMBRA 4: Thank you. (Audience applauds)
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 5 (read from the internet by Linda): For more than a
year now I've been on the verge of creating significant breakthroughs in my
life. I've had several opportunities and potentials knocking at my door that
make me believe that I'm about to finally manifest the things in my life I've
always wanted. But when these things are about to come into manifestation,
always, in the last minute everything falls apart. It all disappears right in
front of my eyes like a mirage. I try looking at the bright side, convincing
myself that maybe those things were not what I really wanted in the end. But
to be honest, deep down I feel very frustrated and confused. Could you explain
to me what's going on?
TOBIAS: Indeed. Achieve-aphobia. (Tobias chuckling, audience laughter.) It is
a real fear. Achieve-aphobia - the fear of achieving. You say you can almost
taste it, you can almost feel it, but then it goes away. What's happening?
You're afraid of it. What happens if you have that breakthrough? What
responsibility does it place on you? How does it change your life? How do you
have to stop feeding in the way that you've been feeding? How do you have to
change some of those patterns and addictions that you have in your life?
So, you have achieve-aphobia. You have to take a look at why you have this
fear of breakthrough. What will it mean in your life? What will you have to
give up to become all that you are? Thank you. A whole new science here,
perhaps Andra is going to go into this one. (laughter)
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 6 (a woman at the microphone): Hello Tobias. You may
have already alluded to my question, but I'm going to ask it anyway. At the
end of this wonderful weekend, this Ascension School in Breckenridge,
Saint-Germain said some incredible, awesome things that moved all of us there.
One thing that really spoke to me was when he said that we are coming to the
end of our struggles and the burdens that we have carried through so many
lifetimes and that we can expect a life of joy and happiness. I'd like to know
if letting go of the pain in our body that I'm experiencing - and a lot of
other Shaumbra - is part of this.
TOBIAS: Indeed it is, and when Saint-Germain addressed this group, which is
meant for that specific group but also had implications on all of Shaumbra,
what he was saying was that in service to humanity, in service to
consciousness, that Shaumbra in general has given themselves, for many, many
lifetimes in service. Taking on other people's pains, taking on other people's
feelings and emotions, in a sense taking
on the burden of humanity and consciousness, as grand as that may sound,
but it is quite true.
There was a conscious choice somewhere along the line to say, "I will
serve humanity." And by experiencing the pain of human living and the
challenge and the difficulty of life, it has given all of you incredibly deep
insights into what humans and even what angels are experiencing. It has given
you a type of very deep experience so that you could understand more about how
to be the consciousness
inspirers of this New Energy. You wanted to make sure that you weren't
doing it just from a place of analysis or theory, that you were deeply
immersed in it. Now you are waking up. You are realizing that it's not yours, it's
not about you. As much as you went so deeply into these experiences, you
took it on for yourself, but it really hasn't been about you.
Now much like Klaus, the doll
maker, who kept all of these beautiful dolls on his shelf instead of selling
them, he realized at some point he had to let them go. And the question that
we are going to ask and will continue to ask Shaumbra is: Can you let go of so
many of these struggles and challenges and difficulties that you have led
yourself to believe are yours? But in reality they are not. The only thing
that is yours is what you choose in this moment, and that's all. That's the
only thing that is yours.
So when Saint-Germain said "You're coming to a time now where you can
actually have joy in your life," the question that I have is: Will you
allow yourself to have that? Or will you go on pretending that all of these
things that induce the pain in your body and other places, are you willing to
let those go? Are you willing to live your own life - and only your own life -
in joy and in freedom and in sovereignty? Only for you. Now that sounds
selfish perhaps, but is it? If you are living in absolute joy and freedom, and
freedom of physical pain, mental trauma and all of these other things, if you
are sovereign, don't you think that that has an effect on consciousness?
Instead of carrying the burdens of humanity and carrying old consciousness,
isn't it time that you inspired consciousness? Thank you.
SHAUMBRA 6: Thank you. (audience applause)
LINDA: There's some good questions here.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 7 (read from the internet by Linda): Hi Tobias. I'm
extremely sensitive to the energies around. Being with people in relationships
have always frightened me and I'm terribly afraid to speak in public. This
problem really doesn't let me be the teacher that I am and expand my energy.
The question is I don't know whether it's my fear that causes me being
sensitive or that being far too sensitive by nature, fear is the result. At
the same time there is something in me that makes me feel kind of grand and I
assume to be the energy pumping my Shaumbra energy, so to say. I also sense
there is big stuff from previous lives. Is there anything you can add? Thank
you.
TOBIAS: Indeed. So many of you have led quiet contemplative lives in the past,
as Saint-Germain pointed out in the Ascension School. Even in this lifetime
you don't choose a - what we call - a stand out life, a big dramatic life, a
life where you are high profile. You tend to lead a quieter life. In the past
you have actually led very lonely lifetimes coming up to this. So you're at
the point now of coming out of your shell, of coming out to be all
that you are, to be an inspiration for other humans. So obviously you went
into a form of achieve-aphobia that has to do with being all that you are.
Many of you don't want the responsibility and you fear that you may mislead
other people so you tend to shy away. Many of you are very, very sensitive
right now. When you get in front of even a small group you can feel their
energies and perhaps there is a fear that you're not going to like what they
feel coming at you. They may be thinking thoughts in their heads and you're
hearing it in yours ... "This dear one is not a very good speaker, very
boring, tells long stories, you know." (laughter) But, that being said,
you're looking at just one aspect of what they may be thinking. The other part
of them may be highly inspired, may be loving every word that you share.
Remember to look at all aspects of any situation that is occurring in your
life.
There is basically one cure for this that I know of. Get up and do it. Don't
fear failure. Yes, you might be extremely embarrassed. People might walk out.
But you know, something happens to you when that occurs. Your own internal
energies that you referenced here kick in and they say, "I don't care
what they say. I am expressing myself and my truth and that's all that
matters." On the other hand, you may draw large groups and audiences who
may come in to not just hear the words but to feel your energy. So you really
have to make a decision to just do it, no matter what happens. Thank you.
LINDA: Two more questions?
TOBIAS: Three ... four. Not seven! (laughter)
LINDA: Feel, feel, feel the voice. How many questions? (Tobias holds up three
fingers.) Thank you.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 8 (a woman at the microphone): Hello. This is my first
meeting, so ... it's great to be here. (audience applause) So I'm Shaum...
Shaumbra? Is that how you say it?
TOBIAS: Yes! "My name is Bob. I'm Shaumbra." That's how we do it
here, yes. (laughter, Tobias chuckling)
SHAUMBRA 8: Yes. Well I assumed that because I resonate so much with what I've
been reading on the internet. So it's very good stuff. My question is about
music, and music has been part of my life off and on. And recently in the last
number of years I've decided to pursue it more seriously and I do songwriting
and I produced a CD. The part that's hard for me is the promotional part and I
want to take this to the next level. I've been performing around a lot but to
smaller venues, and I want to take it to the next level. And I just want to
hear what you have to say about that.
TOBIAS: Indeed. The ... many different thoughts going through at the same time
... first there is a network that is being created right now by Shaumbra to
distribute the Shaumbra musical works. Some will achieve worldwide
distribution through this type of Shaumbra internet portal that is being built
right now, others will receive smaller distribution. Now that shouldn't
matter. Music is a type of melodic counseling and it doesn't matter if you
reach out to a million people or just a few. It is more about the type of
thing we talked about before - the infusion of consciousness, the ability,
actually, to do energetic or feeling counseling with people through music.
So the thing is here to try a variety of sources for the distribution, which
is really what this is about. Don't so much confuse it with promotion. It is
about achieving, well you know, energy distribution channels. I'm going to
throw in my two cents worth into this, saying that you have so many
technologies available today. Incredible ... when we look at the energy of the
internet, we stand behind our own short wall, we kind of look down on Earth
and we look at the internet technology, there is so much energy, mostly old
but some new, in the internet. Perhaps you don't realize it because you just
turn on your thing - processor - and you're there. You're participating. But
from our vantage point we can see the energy potential in this thing called
the internet.
The internet is basically a reflection of or a parallel of human
consciousness. And you know these days that the majority of humans right now
have added their energy into the internet. It is a type of collective
uncollective. You have the personal computer at home that allows you to do
your personal things, but it allows the consciousness of humanity to join
together. So this offers tremendous potential.
Look towards distribution, not just in the conventional methods and the
physical methods but into the internet distribution. The energy that you have
placed in your music is going to resonate with specific groups, specific parts
of the world even, specific - whether it is masculine or feminine - but it
will find it its own level. You don't actually really need to promote anymore
these days, you just need to open distribution portals, and that applies to
just about anything that Shaumbra does.
SHAUMBRA 8: Okay, thank you.
LINDA: Quite amazing, thank you.
TOBIAS: Absolutely! (audience applause)
LINDA: You're at your best. Top of your game.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 9 (read from the internet by Linda): I'm at a
crossroads and direly need direction. A few months back Saint-Germain said if
someone was still having trouble with abundance, they should consider backing
up or dropping out. I took the words to heart and camped out in nature these
past few months, re-reading every Shoud since 2003 just to see what I'd missed
and why my life is not working like other Shaumbra. I gained many new insights
and let go of things that I realized were holding me back. I spent many days
in tears, angry and confused, as well as days filled with joy, hope and
happiness. Nonetheless, the bottom line is that no answer comes when I ask
myself what do I truly want. I need to know what is causing the blockage.
Please direct me in some area because I don't want to die in apathy. Thank
you.
TOBIAS: Well you've made a choice not to die in apathy, so first of all
understand that that will come to realization. You've let yourself go through
a tremendous level of clearing and self-discovery most humans don't go
through. So give yourself honor and credit for going through this process.
You're doing it very, very quickly, not just stretching it over many
lifetimes, but you are literally exploring every part of yourself.
Now you've gone to the point of analysis where you can't analyze anymore,
which is a good thing. You can't possibly try to figure out the pieces anymore
and you now know that doesn't work. In a sense you become an empty vessel now.
Your frustration, obviously, is noted, your desperation, but go back to what
we talked about at the beginning of the Shoud. Behind every bad day is a good
day. When you put the bad day and the good day together, you have a whole
different reality. It's not just a day anymore, it's an experience. So you
have this tremendous desperation, but in the other part, the counterpart, is
this tremendous satisfaction and completion. That's exactly the point that
you're at right now. You're an empty vessel, in a way, because of the
exhaustion, the frustration and the desperation. You'll allow anything to come
in to basically rescue you right now. The only one that can is you, but at
least you're open to that.
Now, take another look and listen, not read, but listen to this Shoud a few
more times. The J'Encore, bringing back together yourself, meeting you. While
you've been busy in this desperate search to try to figure things out and to
repair yourself as a human and as a spirit, you've literally sent all sorts of
energy aspects of you, parts of you, off exploring into every realm. You
remember doing that don't you? You remember saying, "I have to go check
this dimension out. I need to check that potential out." You've done that
in your quiet in your solitude and now those parts and pieces start coming
back together. Don't force them. Don't try to coerce them or to manipulate
them. Just let them. The minute you feel yourself getting into the brain
trying to think them back in, let it go. Forget about it. Take a walk and take
a deep breath. They will come back in, you will come back in, J'Encore,
naturally and easily.
When you do you're going to then have one of those tremendous "aha"
moments of how you've actually planned this, how you put all this together to
help you understand the depths of yourself. The issue of abundance and health
will no longer become the focus or the issues. They'll be the natural result
of allowing you to just be yourself. The words that we use are difficult
because there is a tendency to try to figure out the words. So we're going to
just ask you to go back into the very feeling of this message right now. We
are adding a consciousness. We are adding a type of energy into this, a
potential for you. Now just let it in. Watch how all the pieces come back
together, but in a very new way. The "you" - the old you - in a
sense has died, has gone away. The new "you" now starts coming into
this reality. Thank you.
LINDA: One more or two questions?
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 10 (a woman at the microphone): Hi Tobias. I think
you've answered my question but I ... One of the things that I've done in this
lifetime that you haven't spoken very optimistically about is psyche
medications. And I was wondering what you see in the energy about this and
how to bring that part of me back home.
TOBIAS: Indeed. Just your awareness of it makes a huge difference. The fact
that you understand what you've done in the past, that you needed to stabilize
yourself and the fact that you have used these psyche drugs actually opens it
up for, as you say, bringing it all back together.
We have a little joke, you and I, that you know about. There is so much
grandness in you that you don't want to look at, so you play a game that
you're ungrand - and that in itself is very, very grand! (some laughter) There
is so much potential in you, and I have chastised you many times. I said you
have let yourself experience it in past lifetimes - the human grandness, the
part that is a ruler of lands, the part of you that had influence over many,
many people - and in a sense you play a game now that really wasn't you. So
you play ungrand. That's pretty grand!
So it's time now. You're getting bored with the old game, which I've told you
that you would. You're getting to the point now where you want to live in a
new way. Don't worry about the psyche drugs as it were. However, I'm going to
make a couple of recommendations here. This is not medical advice. It is not
psychiatric advice. This is grand spiritual advice, which is better than any
of those put together. ... feel Saint-Germain! (laughter)
For those of you who have been on the psyche drugs, the mind drugs, depression
and mood drugs, if you've been off of these drugs for about a year of time and
there are tendencies to either go back on or generally a tendency of feeling
very incomplete ... they leave a hole, kind of a psychological hole in you, an
incompletion that tends to stay on even long after you give up these
medications. We have found in our energy research on this side to eat a lot of
fish, fish from the ocean not from the lakes or rivers. Things like what you
call the tuna, salmon, shrimp, shellfish, any fish that comes from the ocean
tends to have a homeopathic or natural healing effect. This is not true, by
the way, if you are currently taking the medications and you are trying to get
off of them. You'll find almost a reverse effect. But if you've been off for
about a period of about a year, a lot of fish.
You'll find that first of all it is ... your system likes that much better
than the heavier things like meats. And you'll find that you have a
preference, after having a fairly steady diet of fish for ... not just fish,
but fish once every few days ... you'll find that after several months of this
that hole, that sense that there is still a hole inside you and any
incompleteness will go away. It will actually help to wash out some of the
psychological and whatever physical residue still remain within you. Thank
you. Stop worrying.
SHAUMBRA 10: Thank you.
LINDA: Thank you. Last question.
TOBIAS: Yes.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 11 (a woman at the microphone): Hi Tobias, thank you.
This is pure indulgence for me ...
TOBIAS: Good!
SHAUMBRA 11: It's been a long time since I've been up here to talk with you
and since our days are numbered, it may be the last time. I want to thank you
for inspiring me for so long and just find out if there's anything you want to
tell me.
TOBIAS: (pause) We're taking a look at your energy here. Yes, there is. There
is, but it's going to cause a few ripples and shake-ups and things like that.
There's going to be some late night phone calls and discussion going on as a
result of this, but yes, it is very important right now that you begin
teaching. You begin teaching. So, that is it. That is your passion, that is
your desire. There have been things that have held you back - yourself, for
one, manifested in a variety of different ways - but teach. Teach. And if it
doesn't work out the way that you want, come back and we'll have a talk with
some other people.
SHAUMBRA 11: Thank you.
TOBIAS: Thank you. Don't ever let anyone stop you, Shaumbra. Be your full
expression of who you are.
With that, it has been a delight on this day, J'Encore, me again.
And so it is.
Tobias of the Crimson Council is presented by Geoffrey Hoppe, aka "Cauldre," in Golden, Colorado. The story of Tobias, from the biblical Book of Tobit, can be found on the Crimson Circle web site at www.crimsoncircle.com. The Tobias Materials have been offered free of charge since August 1999, the time when Tobias said humanity moved past the potential of destruction and into the New Energy.
The Crimson Circle is a global network of human angels who are among the first to transition into the New Energy. As they experience the joys and challenges of the ascension status, they help other humans on their journeys through sharing, caring and guiding. Over 100,000 visitors come to the Crimson Circle web site each month to read the latest materials and discuss their own experiences.
The Crimson Circle meets monthly in the Denver, Colorado area where Tobias presents the latest information through Geoffrey Hoppe. Tobias states that he and the others of the celestial Crimson Council are actually channeling the humans. According to Tobias, they are reading our energies and translating our own information back to us so we can see it from the outside, while experiencing it on the inside. The "Shoud" is the portion of the channeling where Tobias steps aside and the energy of the humans is channeled directly by Geoffrey Hoppe.
Crimson Circle gatherings are open to the public. The ultimate purpose of the Crimson Circle is to serve as human guides and teachers to those walking the path of inner spiritual awakening. This is not an evangelical mission. Rather, the inner light will guide people to your doorstep for your compassion and care. You will know what to do and teach in that moment, when the unique and precious human who is about to embark on the journey of the Bridge of Swords comes to you.
If you are reading this and feel a sense of truth and connection, you are indeed Shaumbra. You are a teacher and a human guide. Allow the seed of divinity to blossom within you in this moment and for all times to come. You are never alone, for there is family around the world and angels in the realms around you.
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