The Quantum Leap Series SHOUD 5 Q&A Session
Presented to the Crimson Circle January 5, 2008
Original Website http://www.crimsoncircle.com/
And so it is, dear Shaumbra, no doubt
about it! (laughter) We are here sharing this precious moment and sharing our
adventure off into new consciousness,
into the new dimensions.
The little game that we play with you, by agreement with you, was that we
would infuse you with feelings today, yesterday in particular, so that you
could really absolutely feel something. Many of you felt, with this kind of an
opening of the floodgates, just what is taking place in human consciousness
right now. Many of you felt the potential of things that could happen this
year. Many of you felt the anxieties and the pains of those who are very close
to you. But what we did was allow you to totally feel so you could then
observe your reaction. You could observe how your own doubt came in, almost
denying the feelings trying to keep them away. You doubted yourself. When you
had this tremendous influx of feeling/consciousness/energy come into you, you
wondered what you had done wrong. You wondered why you were feeling this way.
And it wasn't about you. It wasn't. You were feeling external things. You were
feeling other people or perhaps just feeling us.
When your doubt came in you noticed how it suffocates the feelings. Then it
goes in and confuses the mind. Then it takes
away your sovereignty. It takes away
your intuition, your natural ability to feel
things and to understand them and to deal with them but not to own them. You
had a wonderful experience in true feeling.
Now, imagine for a moment what it would be like the next time this avalanche
of feelings comes into your life if you didn't doubt, if you didn't wonder
what you had done wrong. You didn't wonder what was going on or how you could
escape from it. Instead of doubting, you used your pure intuition. Your
intuition would allow you to absolutely feel the depths of the experience, of
the energy, to feel into its many layers, to feel into all of the potentials
of why it was there and the potential of the outcomes without having to
manipulate it but just to feel it.
Imagine using intuition instead of doubt, how much richer your life - not just
as a human, but as a divine angelic being - how much richer it can actually
be. Remembering all of the time that it's not yours. It's not yours. Oh, there
is going to be times when you feel your own energy, but your intuition will be
discerning enough to let you know is it you or is it something else.
We talked about it before and we set it as the reminder for 2008. So many of
the things that you take in and you feel and you doubt, are not yours. So many
of you have had very challenging experiences, feeling what it's like to go to
the bottom, to lose so much, to have physical ailments and difficulties.
You've been doing this on the behalf of humanity and of the angels. You love
to take it on as your own, so much so that you allow these feelings and
awarenesses to put you in a very lonely space.
It's a game. You're taking this on for other people, other angels, and you
have to put yourself in a lonely space to make it really feel like it's yours,
like you're doing something with this consciousness. And then you feel lonely
as well. You feel nobody understands what you're going through. And the joke
is, you're going through it for them! You're taking on these things so you can
attempt to find a way to bring resolution to the energy for others. It's time
we stop that.
You've been doing it so long and you've become such experts at it that it
could be a little challenging to let it go. It could be a little challenging
to start living your life as your own instead of taking everybody else's
consciousness on. It's been so long that you have been in service in the
leagues of consciousness that you have forgotten what it's like to do it for
you.
There are actually many overlays that you need to do this to be worthy to be
on Earth right now. You need to take on everything else for everybody else and
pretend it's yours, because, of course, you are the expert. If you don't do
it, who else is going to? But remember what Kuthumi
said, "This is the era of you
- You," and that applies to everyone else. It's time that they took on
responsibility for themselves - for their energies, their feelings, their
doubts, if they have them - so that you can evolve and elevate yourself to the
next level. And of course, you already know what that is - to be the Standard,
the guide and the teacher of new
consciousness. To be the one to show others that there is a pathway and on
that pathway are all the tools. That there is the desire of God and human to
meld.
So it's up to you, Shaumbra, to be that guide, that Standard, that teacher in
the new consciousness. To show others that you have journeyed out into the other
realms, into dimensions that have no names or no definition yet, but you
have been there, and that when they go there, they will have a safe return as
well.
The doubts that are such a part of the human consciousness right now - the
doubts suffocate feelings. When the feelings are not there you're really not
living. When you doubt you're not using your natural intuition. The doubt is a
game, and as we said at the close of our session before, it's time to end that
game.
When in doubt, use intuition. When you feel trapped and stifled by doubt, stop
for a moment. Take a deep breath. Go for your intuition. "What should you
do right now?" Use your intuition and go for the experience. Remember
Kuthumi saying, "When in doubt, go for experience." This all ties
together.
This year is the year of truly feeling and experiencing. This year is the
time, dear Shaumbra, for you. And with that, we'd be delighted to take your
questions.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 1 (read from the internet by Linda): Tobias, on the
road to integration ascension, most of the aspects I felt coming back to me
were those of fear, pain, lack, et cetera. Two months ago a very different
aspect came to me, a magnificent grand voice, very centered and sovereign. It
was then very distinct, had a name and I heard that consciousness talk to me.
It lasted three weeks or so then kind of vanished. As I was breathing the
voice in me, I thought it blended with me in a way. Yesterday I felt it once
again very distinct from me but very close. Can you share with me please how
you explain this dynamic.
TOBIAS: Indeed, it is that energy of Yo-ham,
of yourself, of your divinity. First of all, don't doubt it! Allow yourself to
experience it. Your intuition is written all over that piece of paper. Your
intuitive knowing what this essence is. It's not even - we don't even want to
define it as an aspect. It is the simplicity of you. It is the God-self.
Now, as so many of you experienced, as you start to have these feelings - and
you don't run from them, you actually embody them - your intuition helps you
to understand that it really is you. It is also important to understand that
you will go through an experience like this and you'll seem to reach a plateau
that'll seem to even off or you won't have this overwhelming sense, for a few
reasons. Your body, mind, spirit are getting used to the sensation so it's not
so dramatic anymore. But secondly, you are being asked to raise or elevate
your own consciousness now to meet this energy of yourself in a new and purer
place. You could say that your divinity dived down to your humanity to meet
it, but now it wants you to evolve upwards to meet it in a new place that's
more compatible for the New Energy of the human divine self.
Indeed, take a deep breath and stop doubting this wonderful experience!
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 2 (a woman at the microphone): Tobias, I have been
choosing to be in my I-consciousness more in trusting myself and I feel more
success with that. I'm also choosing to let go of things that are not mine,
especially poverty consciousness and the dependency that my mother and I have
with each other. So can you please talk to me about that, and very briefly,
what's going on with my throat? Thank you.
TOBIAS: Indeed. You, again, have hit it very specifically. You've taken on
poverty consciousness for others. You could say this goes into a lot of past
life training where you were … you actually accepted that. You chose that,
you chose to get into this poverty energy and you can't seem to shake it. But
on the other hand, you tend to right now measure your life or measure your
spiritual success based on financial success.
Stop for a moment. Look what you have learned in all these years that you've
been up asking us questions. Look at the depth and the richness of experience.
You've been hiding behind this thing about poverty and about making the money,
but look at what you really learned. That's what the soul is interesting in.
The soul doesn't care how much you have in the bank! Actually, you get some
really rich experience as you have found by having nothing in the bank.
Now, it's time to end all of that. It's time to end the doubts and the
dependencies and all of the rest of that. You already know the answer. You
come up to ask us for validation, but you know it's time to let your mother
go. You have a lot of guilt surrounding this. You feel she's going to die when
you let her go. You feel that there is ... you are the only one. But truly a
soul to soul energy shouldn't be like that. It should be on a very free and
very open basis, not a dependent basis. You've allowed yourself to become
financially dependent, but really more than anything, emotionally dependent.
So a few things here. First of all, stop struggling in your mind with this.
You spend too much time in the mind energy. I absolutely want you to get into
breathing in the fullness of life. And not just pretending you're breathing it
in and not just doing it a little bit, but really breathing it in. Open up
some of those channels within yourself, those channels where energy flows,
open them up and let yourself feel once again. Not just feeling poverty, but
feeling everything. And then I also, as you're doing your very intense
breathing - you need to open some of those pathways - then call in the tools
that you have placed there for yourself.
I also want you to do one other thing. Acknowledge to yourself - and you may
need to sit with another and work with them because sometimes their energy can
be a good sounding board - but I want you to talk about the games that you
play. I want you to write a book about the intense games that you play and
other people do. You're going to see how this is all intertwined. You can see
how there's part of you that doesn't want to give up the game so you keep
playing it. But once you get this out and acknowledge how you are playing it,
and you're playing a mental game as well as an energy game, you're going to
see that you can let that go.
Now it brings up some frightening things. You're going to have to learn to
live again. You're going to have to learn to live, not to survive or to exist.
And this goes against some very deep and ingrained training that you've had in
the past by some very, very intense groups - some break-offs of some religious
groups in the past - that you still hold onto. It is like a spell that they
have placed on you and you have accepted it within yourself, then you can't
seem to shake that because it's a wonderful game.
Do the intense breathing. Write down or talk to others about how you play the
game and then make a choice. Your choice right now, up to now, has been very,
very surface. And I know you think you've been sincere. You've only just been
in pain, that's all. Choose to let go of the game. And more than anything your
biggest challenge at the end of the day, as they would say, is the desire to
live that goes beyond surviving, that goes beyond old rituals and old
concepts. But to … I have to ask you here in front of all of Shaumbra - and
you don't have to answer right now - but are you really ready to live?
SHAUMBRA 2: Yes, I am.
TOBIAS: You say that but ...
SHAUMBRA 2: I am.
TOBIAS: You say that but ...
SHAUMBRA 2: I am, I am! (laughter and Tobias chuckling)
TOBIAS: I want you to do a lot of breathing with that. You say that, but I'm
going to ask you ...
SHAUMBRA 2: I recognize there is a deep fear in there. I do recognize that
also.
TOBIAS: So I'm going to ask you once again - and you're welcome to answer out
loud - are you ready to really live?
SHAUMBRA 2: (louder) Yes!
TOBIAS: Ah, the perceptive Shaumbra will feel a large sense of hesitation in
there. You're saying "yes" but the energy is like "perhaps,
maybe, kind of, probably." There is doubt in it. So I want you to really
go within and address it, and if you're willing we'll come in and kick your
butt around a little bit too. (laughter)
SHAUMBRA 2: Alright, thank you.
TOBIAS: Thank you.
SHAUMBRA 2: Can you tell me just briefly about my throat?
TOBIAS: Indeed, restricted energy. There's so much that needs to be said, and
that is why I mentioned it is time to talk about this game that you're playing
and talk about the whole thing of why you are afraid to live. It is right
there ready to come out and therefore causing the soreness. Don't doubt
yourself. Don't worry about some big disease. It is energy restriction. That's
all it is right now. You're holding back.
SHAUMBRA 2: Thank you.
TOBIAS: Thank you.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 3 (read from the internet by Linda): Was the Blessed
Virgin Mary really a virgin?
LINDA: Can I answer this? I want to answer this! (laughter) I want to answer
this! (Linda laughing)
SHAUMBRA 3: If not, why did religion need to make her a virgin? (laughter)
TOBIAS: Indeed, go and answer. We will just sit here and...
LINDA: (laughing) Go ahead.
TOBIAS: Well there is the energy of Marite,
which is one thing, the actual figure. And then there is the energy of the
Blessed Virgin Mary, which is manufactured by the church and accepted into the
consciousness of those Catholics who aren't discerning. (lots of laughter) I
am channeling you, my dear! (Tobias chuckling)
LINDA: I'm with you!
TOBIAS: So in a sense there is an energetic being that is the one that is
worshipped as the Blessed Virgin Mary. It never actually embodied on Earth but
does exist in the other realms, and she is so pure she wouldn't even think
about having sex! (laughter) She is constantly worshipped on the other realms,
constantly prayed to, and she absolutely loves it because humans and even some
of the angelic realms have created that being, you know. They can do that.
But in the reality of the one who lived on Earth as a human, I have to say …
she loved sex. (laughter) And why shouldn't she? It is a sacred experience. It
is about sharing at all levels, not just physical, but emotional and even
mental and every level, spiritual, with another human. It is the greatest gift
perhaps that humans gave themselves when they came to Earth. They knew it
would be tough duty down here, so they gave themselves sex to be able to enjoy
it more fully.
LINDA: Thank God ...
TOBIAS: So I think we all know the real answer, and it is fun being able to
talk about it here. But why should sex be shameful? It should be totally
sacred and totally enjoyed. It should never be used to steal energy from
another person. You should never use sex to disempower somebody else, and more
so for Shaumbra don't let them use it to take away from you.
If you're going to share sex with somebody - share your bodies and every part
of you - start with some breathing before ripping off your clothes. (laughter)
Even after you rip off your clothes, before you - how do you say - engage, do
a little bit more breathing. When you engage with each other, a little bit
more breathing. You will have the greatest orgasm
that you have ever had. So breathe that one in! (laughter) Thank you.
LINDA: The Virgin Mary liked that answer.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 4 (a woman at the microphone): Tobias, during this last
month, which has been a very emotional kind of month, I managed to lose my
keys and then a couple of weeks later I lost my credit card, and I'm wondering
if this is part of "on the way to ascension you lose everything"?
I'm kind of hoping that's what it is.
TOBIAS: Actually, you haven't lost a thing. They are still there and you can
actually call them back if you are ready. You can simply call them back to
you, and you'll find them in some very strange and unusual places. So let's
get over the concept that they are lost.
These are some of the barometers that we were talking about last month of your
own … let's not say a severe imbalance, but just you were going through some
energy changes and pretty soon you begin to lose things. They literally go off
sometimes into another dimension,
they're not of the Earth anymore. But when you call them back, they do
reappear. So look at this as a wonderful opportunity to take a look at perhaps
saying, yes it is about losing things that are going off somewhere else, but
they do come back in a new and balanced way. Don't read too much into all
this.
SHAUMBRA 4: Thank you.
TOBIAS: Thank you.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 5 (read from the internet by Linda): As the three wise
men have said, "Let go of everything," and I find that I certainly
am. Emotion fluctuates, imbalances - I now see the real possibility of my home
going into foreclosure. While on the market for some time, neither the house
nor my parcel of land have sold. I do want to move to a smaller home, a
different environment and eliminate paper and books and old stuff. Renting
also feels like a part of a freeing up to be more mobile. It's all of the
fall-out, loss of investment, cash flow, credit issues, the general
embarrassment and the "why did I create this way" questions that
haunt me. I know that it's a much larger process and I flip back and forth
between feeling "I am that I am" on one hand and this emotional
rollercoaster on the other. Staying out of the mental, the worrying and
figuring options has been the theme of this process. I know that when I'm
fully in the moment, truly present ...
LINDA: She goes on for a long time about this not good situation.
TOBIAS: Indeed. Here's a wonderful example - a wonderful example, Shaumbra.
LINDA: And this is a Shaumbra person who is truly committed to teaching.
TOBIAS: Indeed. Here is a wonderful example of taking on energies that really
aren't your own but pretending that they are so you can help ... your
assumption is that you are helping other humans. So here we have on a -
actually it's a global scale, but particularly in the United States - you have
a situation with a great imbalance in the housing market for a variety of
energetic or consciousness reasons. People are losing their homes and what
this really translates to in a lot of ways is they are shifting. They are
losing the old comfort level. They are actually going through a consciousness
evolution process.
Now, here you are, a very wise and very experienced Shaumbra, but finding
yourself in the same situation. Why? Because you have compassion for those
hundreds of thousands who are losing their home right now. You dove - you
jumped - into that consciousness and said, "How can I help them? I'll go
through the same experience. What is it like to lose my house, everything I
thought was me - my land, my money." You have such tremendous empathy
you're giving yourself that experience on behalf of them.
Now, the interesting thing is you're going to find your way out of it. You're
going to find out - even if you do lose your house - you're going to find out
what it's like to regain self-worth and finances but in a new and a very
efficient way. Your perception is that you're doing all of these people a
grand service by going through the exact same energy, and then by coming up
with a solution, sharing that on more of a global consciousness level, opening
up new potentials.
The "you," the limited human self, doesn't look at it that way. You
think you made some mistakes. You think you perhaps took the wrong job or made
the wrong investment. You're doubting yourself now. So that doubt takes away
from truly experiencing what it's like to go through this process. The doubt
also takes away from the potentials of resolution that you have for yourself
that can also be shared with hundreds of thousands of families who are going
through the same process right now.
But at the end I have to ask, do you really need to go through all of that now
in this New Energy? Do you really need to dive in that same pool to understand
how deep and how cold the water is? Or is there a new part of you, a
consciousness part of you, that could actually experience this feeling and the
problem and the solution in a different dimensional level rather than having
to have your human self experience it here? Is there a way to have the
compassion and the feelings without having to go through the actual 3D
physical experience of all of this? So you would still have the compassion to
help others and perhaps find a more efficient solution, an easier solution
that can be shared in a global consciousness way as a potential with all these
other humans.
Shaumbra, you don't have to jump into the physical pool to know what it feels
like and to know how to bring resolution to energy imbalances. This is what we
started off saying earlier. You tend to take it on yourself and think it's
about you, and it's not. You are guides and teachers in the New Energy, but we
encourage you to find new ways to share potentials, to share new consciousness
with humanity instead of taking it directly on yourself. Thank you.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 6 (a woman at the microphone): Hello Tobias. It's been
just about exactly four years ago that I came here to the Now Year celebration
and found home. It's been an amazing journey … gone through all sort of
things ... found myself ... and as you know, I have a new job and I'm off on a
new adventure. I would like to know anything that you want to share with me,
want me to know, want me to remember as I take off.
TOBIAS: Yes, don't forget to turn off the gas and the lights before you leave.
(some laughter and Tobias chuckling)
SHAUMBRA 6: Okay.
TOBIAS: Indeed. (pause) Yes, I do. You have taken on many of the energies of
Shaumbra, in particular, because of your past association with them - Shaumbra
all around the world - and taking on so many of their challenges and their
pains and their difficulties. And I think you found the hard way, or sometimes
the hard way, that they need to take it on themselves. They need to resolve
their own issues.
You finally got to a point, and we've talked about this quite often, where I
kept on saying, "But what are you going to do about you? When are you
going to take care of you? When are you going to trust you? When are you going
to stop ..." and I said these words to you, I'll say them again,
"…when are you stop going to be the Shaumbra martyr? When are you going
to take care of your needs, your consciousness, your evolution?" That
would be a far grander beacon to all of the other Shaumbra than taking on
their difficulties and pains. You're far grander than what you've allowed
yourself to go through, and you know that, although you doubt it.
It's time now. You had to … you reached an impasse. You reached a place
where you had to let go of Shaumbra not so long ago, but yet, as you know, you
just felt such compassion to still be there with them, but now you're taking
care of yourself. Let that be an example for all of Shaumbra - how to take
care of themselves. How to allow things like abundance and happiness and joy
into their life. Let that be the example rather than how you were doing it
before. The martyr energy is very old. Just ask Jesus. (some laughter)
SHAUMBRA 6: Thank you very much.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 7 (read from the internet by Linda): I'm confused about
my relationship with my child who died 12 years ago. When I did DreamWalker
Birth Home Study, which was an absolutely amazing course, I felt she was
getting ready to incarnate again. I'm so excited she's coming back and that
I'll get to see her. Thank you for that info, Adamus. If it's appropriate, I'd
like to know about the bond with her and I don't want the love I have for her
to limit her in any way. Thank you.
TOBIAS: Indeed. This dear one is coming back. It would not be appropriate for
us to give an exact date or location, but it's one of those things that you'll
know it when you look into the eyes of this one. The love goes back eons of
time.
There are those that - this is for all of Shaumbra here - but there are those
that you first met and you first played with and you first loved when you left
the Wall of Fire. Remember when we
talked that you left and you felt very alone, but suddenly you started to
realize there were other spirits around you. And you started to develop …
you would now call them friendships or really the first love that many of you
had. And these are some of the strongest most beautiful ties. They go back
through your spiritual family and even before.
So the one you're referring to has that energy. Some of you confuse it with
what you call a soul mate or a twin
flame, that it is a missing part of yourself, but it is like - how to say
- remember your earliest childhood friends that you learned so much from each
other because you were so young and innocent? That's what some of these beings
are like and the one you referred to is like that also. They almost can't
resist coming back and being with you again. Thank you.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 8 (a woman at the microphone): Hi Tobias. Hi Shaumbra.
Hi Shaumbra. It's nice to be up here and not be absolutely terrified! So for
those of you who are too terrified, just keep working on it. I have a question
that relates to the conversation today about feelings, but it is with regard
to parenting and children. I have three children. My house gets a little
hairy, because children are very highly feeling beings. And I'd like you to
talk about, if you would, maybe from your own perspective or the perspective
of Sam, what it is like to be a child and what
they are feeling. What I have found in my marriage recently - thank you,
honey, my love - is that understanding brings peace, and when you can
understand there is no more angst or fear or upset. And if you could help us
to understand our children, what they're going through as feeling beings so we
can help them stay connected to their feelings to become intuitive knowing
beings. Thank you.
TOBIAS: Indeed. Well said. And children these days - we are generalizing here
- but they are living in a state of constant contradiction. A contradiction
because they have their own feelings and their own intuition, but they are
also living in a very complex and mental world right now. So they feel that
they are walking between worlds constantly, and we're not talking spirit world
and human world. We're talking world of feeling, intuition and creativity
versus the feeling of the mental, the statistical and the structure. It is
very, very confusing for them.
They give up at a certain point, generally about the age 7 or 8, where they
feel that they're going to have to give in to the energies of structure and
the mental. There is a resistance and almost a depression as they slowly but
surely give in to that and by the time they reach puberty, they have fully
accepted that this other world - what I would call "their" world,
the world of feelings - is going to have to go into hiding, and that's exactly
what they do. They hide it. As they come out of puberty, there's a part of
them that is angry that they did that. It's rebellious and it will take that
rebellion out on the nearest parent or sibling or teacher that it can. So you
get a very angry, rebellious type of attitude that lasts for anywhere from
three to perhaps even ten years afterwards.
The interesting thing is to acknowledge that they are living in two worlds,
the world of … I guess what we would simply call the creative/feeling versus
the world of the mental and control or structure. They are very conflicted by
it, and they need somebody to listen to them more than anything. They don't
need rhetoric. They don't need a lot of talk. They don't need rules. They need
somebody to listen to them. Even if it sounds contradictory and crazy, just
listen. Ask questions perhaps, but allow them to speak, because as they do it
gets their feelings more clear and it gets their reality more clear to them so
they aren't going to feel as conflicted. They'll understand it is a duality
world. So it's very, very important right now to listen to them. And, instead
of giving them demands, give them choices. Always.
SHAUMBRA 8: One more brief question and a brief answer is all that's required,
but I have a project that I've done on behalf of parents and children and I'm
hoping to launch it this year. It feels complete to me, but can you take a
quick look at it and let me know if there would be anything else I should
include, that would be most helpful. Thank you.
TOBIAS: Indeed. We would be happy to take an energetic look, and we feel that
those in the Crimson Circle, in the company, would be happy to take a human
look at it, and we'll combine to give you an answer on it.
SHAUMBRA 8: Later?
TOBIAS: Indeed.
SHAUMBRA 8: Okay.
TOBIAS: Yes, because it is not I, it is Cauldre and even a little bit of Linda
saying, "Oh Tobias, do you realize what you're opening up here?" for
if one does it, many, many. But we would be happy to take a look.
SHAUMBRA 8: Okay, thank you.
LINDA: What he's really trying to say I think is that we're open to doing a
lot with education and children. That was covered a lot in the "Ask
Tobias" about education. And so there's a window opening up for that. So
I think he's trying to answer you saying that at some point we're going to
reach a point very quickly where we'll be able to be more open to actually
look at these projects and actually assist and work at creating these things.
Correct?
TOBIAS: Aren't you the little channeler?! (laughter)
LINDA: Well, I'd say big! (giggling) Tobias, here's a question for you, this
is the second to the last question of the day.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 9 (read from the internet by Linda): Hello everybody. I
live in a small country called Belgium, which was created by putting together
people from two main different cultures with different languages who are the
Dutch and French speaking communities. There is much tension between them on
the political level with some people wanting to split the country, and this
year it took six months after the elections to create a temporary government
because we couldn't come to an agreement for a fully working government. Could
you give us an overview of the situation coming from a higher perspective on
this old conflict, its origin and potential or way out of it? Thank you for
your answer.
TOBIAS: We see this as somewhat of an experiment in can you take two groups
that are very, very strong about their own backgrounds, about their own
lineage in history, and have them try to work out their differences? It is
like an actual cultural experiment in the making and sometimes it goes good
and sometimes it doesn't go good. So if you want to ask our take on the energy
in Belgium, particularly this year, it's going to be the ping-pong. It's going
to be back and forth. It's going to be wanting to split, wanting to join
together.
And it is an energetically - it can be - an energetically draining area for
Shaumbra to live in. It can be very stimulating for other humans, but for
Shaumbra who are aware of feelings, it can be very, very difficult. Because
there is struggle, there is challenge, and right now if we have to say where
is that ping-pong ball, it's on the side of the table that's says "Split
and go back to your original cultures." But very quickly it can come back
to the other side of the table saying, "Let's try to work this out
together." As we said, for Shaumbra in particular it's a very
energetically draining area, so understand that if you're going to be living
there. Thank you.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 10 (a man at the microphone): Greetings Tobias. And
it's not sunset yet, so good Shabbat as well. Just like to thank you and
Linda, you guys rock. You're just really, really awesome. And my Australian
Shepherd, Marty, at the back of the room who's been contributing energy would
like to thank you too.
LINDA: Coming from a real rocker, that's a compliment.
SHAUMBRA 10: Totally! Well it kind of feels like I'm Van Halen's new bass
player and I'm about to play in Madison Square Garden or something! In either
case, nine years ago I chose to have ... and I've been coming here for a year
and I've wanted to ask this, and almost not to ask the question but to get a
viewpoint. Nine years ago I chose to allow one of my heart valves to break and
I had open heart surgery. And during that time I had what I could share as a
near-death experience in which I experienced myself in a lavender dimension of
pure bliss as a ball of living light. And as I stretched out with my feelings
during this time - and it was about a five hour, six hour operation - I
experienced six to eight other beings similarly surrounding me. And as I
stretched out with my feelings, we started an interrogative and it was
telepathic. And at first I thought, "Wow, everything that I've ever read
is true!" And I don't remember the interrogative, although I did for
about a month after, in my recuperation, but I do remember very distinctly at
the end of the experience I did not want to come back. And they said to me,
"You don't have a choice. You have to come back, your work isn't
finished." And since then it's been a real interesting ride. And I'd just
like to get your viewpoint from a broader perspective where was I in this
lavender dimension of pure bliss? As a ball of living light, is that part of
the true nature as a spiritual being outside of a physical body? And
generally, what's your take on the whole thing? Thank you. (some laughter)
TOBIAS: Indeed. Isn't it amazing what legal meds can do for you?! (audience
laughter and Tobias chuckling) We're joking with you here for what you
experienced was very real. Now I'm going to ... you asked the question so I'll
quantify it and qualify it. You asked where you were. You were literally in
your heart during this operation. I mean that's where the action was taking
place. And you allowed yourself to go into your heart, not just your physical
heart but your feelings, your compassion, your … even the colors surrounding
it were all part of the experience.
You were joined there by angelic beings who you work with on a regular basis,
who come in at times like this particularly of surgery to help maintain a
very, very delicate balance of energy networks and energy connections. But you
were much more … in your altered state you were much more open to the
discussions with them. You meet them regularly, as all of you do, you work
with the angelic beings, but it is very difficult to remember those
experiences. Because of the intensity and to a degree because of the drugs
that were involved in this, you were able to remember more than you normally
would on a given night, out venturing into the other
realms.
There is a grand difficulty in retaining the essence or the information and
bringing it back to this earthly dimension, for a variety of reasons. One is
because of the different operating systems between the two realms. One is very
much mental. It uses a language, defines words, where on the other realms …
there are no words that are used in the pure angelic realms. So it's very
difficult to bring back what you would call a dream or an idea. It doesn't
have a definition of words. It seems to dissolve when you try to bring it back
here. It still exists, however, but your mind doesn't know how to comprehend
it. However, that being said, you are coming into an era where you can start
bringing that information into this realm and not having to define it in words
but to understand it in feelings, in general.
You actually did have a choice about whether to return or not. It is very,
very compelling to stay in these other realms, particularly if you have any
health issues, particularly if you have any major human crises taking place in
your life. It is very compelling to stay in these other realms. But yet you
and nearly all Shaumbra have basically planted an energetic re-grounding
device back here on Earth because you know it is so seductive … oh, that's
not the right word, Cauldre … but compelling to stay in the other realms.
But you know you have given yourself the commitment to keep coming back here
to do your work from here.
You go through this almost every night - all of you, in your sleep state -
every night of wondering why you're going to (Tobias chuckling) drag yourself
back to that carcass and go through it one more time! (laughter) Some of you
don't. Some of you just choose to stay, but all of you remember the love and
the commitment and the compassion and you allow yourselves to come back here.
Nearly all of you feel like it would be such a waste of so many lifetimes to
leave now, because this is it. This is the time of new consciousness. This is
the era of You. So that helps to bring you back here.
Now, the real question here is, (a): "Are these experiences real?"
Absolutely. More real than this experience you call the human. The second
question is "How can you retain that sense? How can you remember what has
happened?" It is several things. It is making the choice. It is letting
go of the doubt - that is a big part of it, the mind will doubt the experience
because it's not tangible - letting that go and allowing yourself to
intuitively remember the experience. Some of you are going to say, "But I
don't remember anything, I just don't have these type of experiences."
I'm going to challenge every one of you who says that, this year, to let
yourself feel.
Now, that's a big challenge because feelings can be overwhelming. As you know
from our little experience before this Shoud, we gave you a blast of feelings
and you didn't necessarily like it. You felt something was wrong, something
wasn't … you had done something wrong. So you filter out or lock out these
experiences. But we're challenging you in this new year to allow feelings into
your life, whether they are your own or whether they are from the outside.
Let yourself feel once again. As you do, you will start remembering at least
having the feelings of these other dimensional experiences that you have all
the time. They are going to then start melding into your life, into your
reality here on Earth. Sometimes it's going to feel uncomfortable because
you're going to feel ungrounded, you're going to feel disoriented, because
you're melding together two very intense and very real energies.
You're going to eventually be able to function where you can be doing your
normal everyday human thing and at the same time be experiencing and be aware
of the other dimensional experiences that you are having at the same time. So
in other words, instead of being in the lavender dimension with the angelic
beings in an altered state, you can actually be experiencing that and having
that happen while you stand in front of a group of Shaumbra in your physical
body right now. That's where you're all going.
But the challenge is to let feeling come in. Release the doubt, let the
feeling come in, then you will start to have these experiences on a regular
basis. Thank you.
SHAUMBRA 10: Thank you. Just one more question with this.
TOBIAS: Indeed.
SHAUMBRA 10: If I may, just one? Are these indeed my angelic family or are
they just aspects of me?
TOBIAS: The ones that you met during this experience were actually angelic
beings, not aspects of you, but those who we would call your correspondents or
angelic beings whom you work with on a regular basis that are there
particularly in times like this when there is a type of dramatic operation
going on … ones that you have known and loved quite often. Old friends.
SHAUMBRA 10: Thank you.
LINDA: One last quickie question.
TOBIAS: Indeed.
QUESTION FROM SHAUMBRA 11 (a man at the microphone): Tobias, I chose to come
into this world after my father past away, exactly five months, and after 30
years I decided to deal with it. And I flew down to Peru and I had a complete
ceremony to make me see what had happened, why I had chose that and then I
flew back to the U.S. And I had felt a connection there so I decided to fly
back to Peru. And I sold everything and I moved down there without a doubt
knowing that I was going down there for some reason. And I ended up coming
across this book that was channeled over seven years. It's called
"Stairway from the First and the Seventh Heaven," and it's in
Spanish, it's in Portuguese, and my role in this is to translate it to
English. And when I was down there the woman who presented it to me actually
introduced me to Crimson Circle. So now that I'm back here and I have already
been presented this, you know, I've come to be passionate about the
realization of my soul's purpose, how do I continue daily to move forward with
this when there's objects and challenges in life?
TOBIAS: It goes back to the message from today. Don't doubt. And remember in
the story - brilliant story! (laughter) - of Mark
and Chris. Mark set out and even when there were storms, even when there
were times of no wind, he never doubted. He understood that it was part of the
experience and it would give him the fullness. So often humans doubt, for
instance, if they run into a time of no money or they run into challenges from
other people.
(pause) I'm trying to channel this through Cauldre … but - it's a bit
confusing - but you were actually instrumental in the writing or the creation
of this book, using your energy in a very multidimensional way in working with
a group of others who helped bring this in. So as you read the book there was
tremendous familiarity because a part of it is your essence. Part of your own
commitment was to bring this information into other languages, because there's
more than just the words that are on the paper. There is an embedded type of
energy that will be very, very attractive to a lot of humans that explains
some of what they would call the mysteries, which aren't mysteries at all,
they're just natural spiritual physics. So you're deeply connected with this
book.
It's time to let go of the doubt. It's time to continue on with what you've
already chosen to do. If you take a look at the events that you even talked
about here and that have taken you from one place to the other, from one group
of people to the other, it is the journey of Mark. It is totally for purpose,
for reason and will allow you to have such a triumphant, triumphant discovery
this year.
LINDA: How coincidental that you're answering a question from Mark.
TOBIAS: Indeed! (some laughter, Tobias chuckling) And Cauldre's saying for
each additional question he will need one additional glass of wine tonight! So
... (laughter)
LINDA: I have a final question I think that others would be interested in.
TOBIAS: There's another one for him! (laughter)
LINDA: There we go! How is Sam doing?
TOBIAS: We're going to talk about Sam soon. Sam is ... Sam sometimes is - how
to say -
LINDA: How was his Christmas?
TOBIAS: Nothing.
LINDA: Awww.
TOBIAS: It was uneventful. Those damn parents, I'm going to have to ... They
don't understand the joy of giving and ... It was quiet, but Sam is actually
going through some very big internal experiences. His outer ... this is why in
answer to the children before I could be so clear about it. His outer world is
telling him that there's something wrong with him. His inner world is telling
him that everything is right.
Now, which does he believe? Which does he default to? So now he has the
brilliant counsel from not only Saint-Germain but from myself on an oversoul
type of level. But you have to understand he is also autonomous and
independent, so he can choose anything he wants. We're trying to get him to
understand, we're going through some very, very interesting work with him
right now. Can you imagine the personal attention from both Saint-Germain and
I in his development, in his inner world development right now?
So perhaps you could say the quiet over the holiday period was fine, but I
have to remind all of the parents out there. Gifts of underwear and socks - do
not do it. Do not do it! (laughter)
And so it is.
Tobias of the Crimson Council is presented by Geoffrey Hoppe, aka "Cauldre," in Golden, Colorado. The story of Tobias, from the biblical Book of Tobit, can be found on the Crimson Circle web site at www.crimsoncircle.com. The Tobias Materials have been offered free of charge since August 1999, the time when Tobias said humanity moved past the potential of destruction and into the New Energy.
The Crimson Circle is a global network of human angels who are among the first to transition into the New Energy. As they experience the joys and challenges of the ascension status, they help other humans on their journeys through sharing, caring and guiding. Over 100,000 visitors come to the Crimson Circle web site each month to read the latest materials and discuss their own experiences.
The Crimson Circle meets monthly in the Denver, Colorado area where Tobias presents the latest information through Geoffrey Hoppe. Tobias states that he and the others of the celestial Crimson Council are actually channeling the humans. According to Tobias, they are reading our energies and translating our own information back to us so we can see it from the outside, while experiencing it on the inside. The "Shoud" is the portion of the channeling where Tobias steps aside and the energy of the humans is channeled directly by Geoffrey Hoppe.
Crimson Circle gatherings are open to the public. The ultimate purpose of the Crimson Circle is to serve as human guides and teachers to those walking the path of inner spiritual awakening. This is not an evangelical mission. Rather, the inner light will guide people to your doorstep for your compassion and care. You will know what to do and teach in that moment, when the unique and precious human who is about to embark on the journey of the Bridge of Swords comes to you.
If you are reading this and feel a sense of truth and connection, you are indeed Shaumbra. You are a teacher and a human guide. Allow the seed of divinity to blossom within you in this moment and for all times to come. You are never alone, for there is family around the world and angels in the realms around you.
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