< Transhuman 5 > Now, it would lead one to ask, “Well, then why did you come to Earth? And why did you take on a mind? And why did you create a limitation of the mind and then try so hard to get back out of it?”
In this reality of the mind, of time and space, you get a different perspective of things. You get a different flavor and taste. It allows you, for instance, in working with time and space, to see the effects of your actions, of your thoughts and of your creations. Working in mind, time and space, you slow everything down and you get to understand what I guess you would call consequences. You get to understand, you get to comprehend cause and effect in a way that was very, very difficult to do as a sensual angelic being, many times even without time or space, no consequence of time or space, where, if you can imagine for imagine the sensual – it's not a thought – but the sensualness of an angelic being with no time and space, when the moment something is desired, then it happens. The moment that there is – it's not a thought, but it's a passion – the moment a passion comes forth from within a nonphysical angelic being, then it happens. And as beautiful as that is, it also created some issues in the other realms. There was no separation. There was no distinction of time or space.
It would be like … right now could you imagine that any thought that you had suddenly became manifest, any thought? The world wouldn't be here right now, because one of you just thought about blowing up the world. Any thought suddenly became real. In a way, it's kind of a blessing that humans, in their current state of awareness, don't have that capability, because suddenly you would be twelve feet tall, Edith, and you'd be amazingly beautiful even more so than you are, but you'd be beating the crap out of some people who've given you a hard time, because you think about it for a moment. Now, you may never actually do it, but could you imagine a reality where suddenly it just happens? That's pretty scary.
So time and space and the mind kind of slow things down, shut things down. It gives a whole new sense to the stream of life. It gives a whole new sense to creation.
In a very strange way of putting it – this is rather a difficult concept, but I'll try to distill it – right now you're on the underbelly of your creative self. You're on the underbelly, the underside of creation, understanding creation (he gestures to the bottom of a circle). You came from an angelic being pretty much free of time, space and mind; you came down through TimeSpace and created limited physical mental senses, and you got to the underbelly where there's absolute limitation, restriction, a loss of sensual real feeling, real inspiration. It's all been scrubbed out so now you can really understand, from the underbelly of real creation, what actual creation is, what actual sensuality is.
The good news is that you've gone through the most compaction, limitation, restriction, and you made it. You're here, and now we come out from the underbelly. We come around to the top side with a whole new understanding of creation and you, the creator. And, as you probably can sense, that there is a direct correlation between sensuality and creation or creativity, true creation.
I guess another way of stating is that in order to understand, at the most sensual level, your beingness as a creator; in order to understand really what being a creator is, you had to be the un-creator. You had to be the boxed-in, limited, un-passionate, un-sensual, all the rest of that.
Now, you don't have to work at getting out of the box. You can't. It doesn't work. I tried it. Did I ever tell you the story of … (laughter) They laugh! They laugh. The story of my being trapped in a crystal for 100,000 years. And, you know, I couldn't think my way out or fight my way out. It wasn't until I finally said, “I'm just going to walk out. I created it, I'm going to walk out of it.” Then I broke free of my crystal prison.
It's the same way here. I'm asking you, I'm really imploring you, let's not fight our way out of this. Let's not think our way out of it. You can't. But you can allow out it back into your sensual nature.
You're going to realize with sensuality, you know, it's … I call it transsensual, because you're used to some sensual experiences in your body, whether it's eating good food, making love, whether it's just a feeling of physical balance and calmness, sitting in a hot tub, having a glass of wine, but that is like .000001 compared to real sensuality, which is like 100. There's such a huge difference. But you'll continue to have a physical sensual experience. It'll still be there. It'll be more – you could call it – colorful, expanded, profound than before. And you'll continue to have mental sensual experiences.