triumphant discovery about you;
< QuantumLeap 5 > This year in the triumphant discovery, you're going to feel things about yourself ... It's a year of wide open feelings. A year of triumphant discovery.
< QuantumLeap 5 > Shaumbra, this is your year. It is the Quantum Leap. It is the time beyond. It is the New Energy and it is all about you. Take a deep breath on that one. Yes, indeed, triumphant discovery about you ... about you. Things that, well, you know but you don't know that you know. Things that you long ago forgot. Things that you've ran from, hidden from. You're going to discover that you are amazing ... amazing.
< QuantumLeap 5 > All of this can come quite easy because you are ready for it. We sit here looking at not just the human self here in this room or listening in. We see all of you as ready for it. There's an impatience, actually, on the part of your divinity, on the part of Yo-ham, of you, to come in to join you in this exciting, expressive and dynamic life. It wants to come in. You can't hold it off any more. You can try, but it's not going to work. The energies are such that you want to experience all of you. You want to experience feeling. You want to experience life. You want to get over the things that have held you back, the things that have limited you.
< QuantumLeap 5 > In this year of your triumphant discovery of something within you … and that's not just a vague, empty promise, Shaumbra. That is where your energy is right now. It is not us trying to tell you we'd like you to be there. It is you telling Yo-ham and us you are there.
< QuantumLeap 5 > Another important thing to remember in this year: This is the year where this concept of divinity, of Yo-ham, goes beyond concept and turns into a living, real experience. The energy of You is choosing to come in, wants to be here and you've called for it to be here, so it comes in now. It's going to at times feel awkward, at times feel out of control, at times feel so grand and overwhelming you're not sure if you're worthy for it or if you can actually maintain it in this reality. But it is here. It's not just words, it's not a philosophy at all. It is what we see as your reality.
< QuantumLeap 5 > In this energy this year of your triumphant discovery it is also about feeling. We've talked about feeling before, the difference between emotion and feeling. Emotion is reaction. You're emoting a response to something. A feeling is depth … senses … life. A feeling is full. Emotions are rather temporary and surface. Feelings are so real.
< QuantumLeap 5 > And that, dear friends, is the difference between doubt and triumphant discovery. Doubt. You're all explorers in new consciousness. You all headed out from port carrying the same degree of energy and consciousness. None of you, back when in the angelic realms at the Order of the Arc, had any more or any less. You've all been on your experience of life. For so many that doubt has taken away the real essence of the journey.
< QuantumLeap 5 > My question to each one of you who is here today, listening today or reading or listening to this later: are you ready to get over the game of doubting yourself so you can truly feel? Because doubt and feeling - the ability to feel - go hand in hand. When you doubt you hold back real feeling. When you doubt, you are afraid to feel, because feeling will make you big. Feeling will make you real again. Are you ready to stop playing the game of doubt and discover what it's like to have triumphant discovery of new consciousness?