< Creator 7 >
There was a lightworker
by the name of Anna, a wonderful lightworker, much like each one here, each one
reading this. She took many spiritual courses in the past 30 years. She learned
about mind control, which is amusing in itself. She learned how to meditate, to
follow a ritual of meditation, how to clear her mind.
But we know, and you know, the mind was never cleared. She spent 20 minutes a
day, twice a day, sitting in an uncomfortable position because she thought it
was what she should do. (audience laughter) But in a sense, this was very good
for her soul and her being, for it helped her along her path. It helped provide
structure.
Our dear lightworker Anna took many courses in different techniques, in different subjects - how to be peaceful, how to be calm, how to be nice, how to be God-like, how to obey God, how to hide from God. (audience laughter) These courses were like stepping stones on her path, and helped to get her to this point.
But underneath, Anna kept wondering, "If I am learning so much and growing so much, how come I can not affect my being, my space? How come I cannot focus my mind to change the flow of water coming from a faucet?" She has tried this. And it did not work. "How come cannot change the way a candle flickers with my mind? For indeed I know and Spirit knows that it is just the breeze that caused the movement?"
Anna was frustrated, for there continued to be challenges and experiences in her life that she did not seem to have control over. She did good to simply survive and to continue growing spiritually within. You see, what she did not realize was that all of the work and effort she was doing were building something within. It was awakening something within. But yet she was frustrated that it was not changing her outer reality. Things were not changing on the outside. There were many reasons for this. One reason was that the time was not right. It would not have been appropriate. It would have been - how to say - a crash and burn. The time was not quite right.
There has been much waiting on the part of all of you, and we understand this. Anna’s own balance of energies - what we have talked of with the marbles, the clear, and the white, and the dark - were still playing a wonderful game within her. It was not time to have that game end. There was also the fact that she continued giving her power over to others. She would take a class, or read a book, and she would become a follower. And a creator is not a follower! They are contradictory terms.
But now, dear friends, now the time is appropriate. As we have said, the ones who gather in the second circle today are the ones of measurement and monitoring. They are highly intrigued because the time is now appropriate. They know that the first of the humans will now begin to use their creator abilities. And this is you.
Anna was very frustrated that she could not control her outer environment, her outer being. At one point she, like many of you have done, threw away all of the books, all of the tools, and said, "No more classes. They have done nothing but cost me a lot of money!" (audience laughter) Dear friends, this is not an accurate understanding, for as we have said, all of those things, those classes and disciplines and techniques, were truly stepping stones for her, and helped bring her back together with family. That is how she met others, through these courses. The energy of gatherings was valuable in bringing family back together.
Now, Anna learned of this place called her New House. She did not understand it, but she knew within that it felt good. It felt appropriate, and if nothing else, it felt quiet for a few minutes! (chuckling) So she spent time in her New House, like we ask each of you to do now. Put yourself in the energy of your New House. Feel the song of your New House. If you do not hear so well, simply feel. If you do not feel so well, simply know that there is a vibration there, a core vibration in your new house.
Anna, somewhat frustrated by her lack of ability to proactively create, to create with direction and power, came to a point where she had released many of the old ways. She came to the point where she was truly ready to begin creating.
In her New House, Anna saw a large paintbrush in a pail of glowing paint, glowing, wonderful paint on the floor of her living room. She knew it must be there for a reason, for she had not placed it there. It had not been there the last time she was in her New House. But it felt right. The brush was large. It was very large, larger than any paintbrush she had seen before. She looked around. She looked around her new house and wondered what she was supposed to do with this paintbrush and with this paint. But instead of fretting, being that she was in the wonderful energy of her new house, she simply asked herself, "What is it that I should know about this can of glowing, beautiful paint and this large paintbrush?" A voice came up from within her - not from a guide or not from Tobias - a said to simply to take the brush, dip it in the paint, and make a broad stroke on any wall of the New House that she chose. When Anna took the brush, filled with glowing paint, and made a broad streak across the wall of her New House, she learned Lesson Seven.